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Like most everyone, Ted has had his fair share of embarrassing moments. Moments that once he puts his book back down on the nightstand, switches off the lamp, and rests his head on his pillow, closing his eyes, just pop into his mind and blind him like a flashbang. Instinctively, he curls in on himself, as the waves of shame and regret push down on his chest. Sometimes, to ease the pain, he smacks himself on the side of his head, too. It helps. Although, he’s not sure Dr. Sharon would be all that pleased with that particular show of self-compassion.
Most of the time it’s innocent stuff: like when he said “you, too” to the waitress after she told him to “enjoy his meal”. Or when he accidentally texted his mom instead of Michelle that one time. He wouldn’t forget that one anytime soon unfortunately.
This night, though, and most other nights since their match against Manchester City, it’s been one specific scene over and over again.
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Ted tries to deal with his crushing guilt. Jamie doesn't really understand what all the fuss is about.
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Wiping away the tears, he took a deep breath, and tried to focus on the crackling of the fire through the blood pounding in his ears. He let himself enjoy the warmth of the flame against his fingertips for one more second, and then…
He had done it. The book was up in flames, the fire running through the pages and eating up the paper and the ink, the carefully chosen words he had written down during the last several months becoming nothing but the ash on the ground and the thick smoke filling his lungs.
or: Doomsday happens. Ranboo decides that it isn't worth remembering. He burns his memory book.
Dream sees it as an opportunity.[UNFINISHED – rest in peace, techno <3]
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- Part 4 of neon moon — my ranboo fics
- Part 1 of Fire And The Thud
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Phil tries to cope with grief. Maybe he worries about Ranboo a little too much.
Ranboo is understanding.
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- Part 3 of neon moon — my ranboo fics
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Memory Book for The Boy Who Doesn't Remember by fivesumbrella
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
08 Apr 2021
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A heavy fog loomed over him and pushed down on his chest; the pressure made his ears ring. His eyes were closed, but he was sure it was some sort of demon or devilish mist that was torturing him, because if it wasn’t…
Then that left him alone in the room.
He didn’t like being alone.
He didn’t – He didn’t want to be alone.
ranboo and his fear of losing his memories.
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5 times it wasn't a hug, and 1 time it was by fivesumbrella
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
04 Apr 2021
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5 times it wasn't a hug, and 1 time it was.
Or, Technoblade and Ranboo as they slowly learn to trust each other.
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- Part 2 of neon moon — my ranboo fics
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my stories relating to ranboo's character and his relationships. fics are not connected.
(featuring a lot of technoblade)
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After the Blue Spirit frees the Avatar from the Pohuai Stronghold, Admiral Zhao captures Prince Zuko under suspicion of treason. Isolated from his Uncle and his crew, Zuko has only one ally: the chatty prisoner one cell over.
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06 Mar 2024
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and i was so young when i behaved 25 (yet now i find i've grown into a tall child) by batthegrinch
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
29 Apr 2023
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Jamie Tartt and his Roy Kent poster through the years.
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- Part 1 of First Love/Late Spring
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20 Feb 2024
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how a face can change (when a heart knows their fear) by tensecond_memory
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
28 May 2022
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Jamie Fucking Tartt is a prick, an arrogant, amazing prick, taking up space in English football that he has fucking earned. He’s made it to fucking Wembley fucking stadium, and here he is in the lockeroom, making himself small and being treated like dirt. A twenty-four-year-old, still trapped helplessly under his dad’s dirty fist.
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Moments from the week following Richmond semi-final loss as the people in Jamie's life try to reconcile what his father's scene means, and Jamie tries to live like he's fine.
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19 Feb 2024
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the sun is only a God if you learn to starve by sighonara for altschmerzes
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
11 Jan 2024
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’Cause, see, it’s been nearly a month since Wembley and no one’s said a word about it. They were all there in that room with him, weren’t they; they witnessed what happened with their own eyes. The horrible words, jagged and serrated like a knife’s edge. The prowling, commanding grace of a predator that’s caught its prey between its teeth but hasn’t bitten yet. And then—
Then Jamie, knuckles bruised before he even realized he’d thrown a punch. Jamie, standing there in his socks. Jamie, looming above his Da as his Da skittered back across the tile, fingers to his jaw, curled protectively around the soft parts of his stomach. Jamie, the monster. The one that nobody can get close to. The one that destroys everything it touches.
He can’t sleep. When he tries, that’s the only thing he sees, in the dark behind his eyelids: Ruin.
[ post-wembley, jamie is drowning and terrified of asking for help he doesn't believe he deserves. cue a fretful team, a lot of well-meaning but fumbling attempts at connection, one thousand bajillion hugs, a few homemade brownies, and a jamie tartt on his way to something like healing. ]
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- Part 2 of gift fics!!
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29 Jan 2024
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When Ted first sees the specter of death he isn’t all too surprised by it. Five—seven fingers of whiskey deep, nothing’s all too surprising. He looks away from the talking heads on the screen and sees a non-talking head in the corner of the apartment. Of course, the non-talking head is actually attached to a body, but Ted’s always been a fan of stylistic repetition at the risk of a bit of nonsense.
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14 Jul 2023