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  1. Public Bookmark 96

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    Neil and Andrew go for a drive.

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    17 Jun 2021

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    Deep down, Andrew knew he would always reach this crossroads, a time where the thought became too strong to ignore.

    Going all the way with Neil. It's not something he can continue to avoid thinking about. When Andrew looks back to the days where he held Neil's hands down, when he never got off with him in the same room, he's forced to acknowledge how much he's allowed.

    Not allowed. Welcomed. Wanted.

    But that’s not all there is to it, and the desire to make a decision finally makes itself known.

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    30 May 2021

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    Sometimes, things happen first and anxiety follows. Other times, anxiety happens first and your brain tries to fill in the blanks of your memory. On bad days, it all happens at once.

    Neil has a bad day and struggles with his sense of self.

    Updated with Andrew's POV

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    04 May 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    Nathaniel doesn’t swing. Because he is a Raven and property of the Moriyama. Neil Josten, however, still hits the club every week, cruising for willing victims.

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    “He’s swinging on your team?”

    “Are you crazy? He’s probably straight, but we never see him with a girl except for Renee, but she doesn’t count. And he hates everyone, so it doesn’t really matter. Why?”

    “He’s okay on the eyes.”

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    27 Apr 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    The Moriyamas let go of him and Nathan is finally dead. Neil Josten finally is a free man, but he feels restless.
    He’s missing something, but can’t quite put his finger on it.
    Old memories and secrets slowly bubble to the surface and Neil doesn’t think he can keep it in anymore, he can’t run away from this.

    An introspection on grief and Neil's past with his mother. A story where he learns to navigate his own turbulent life and mental health with his family by his side as he decides to revisit an old passion.
    A/N: I’m changing shit up. Neil isn’t property of Ichirou cause fuck that.

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    25 Apr 2021