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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    I want you, want this with you every day. I want you, the tension bleeding from your shoulders out onto frantic ink. I want you, under my hands as I paint you with kisses and brush your hair back. I want you and I miss you, because there is a you in my mind, the one who gives me everything I want, but you’re not there when I open my eyes.

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    13 Apr 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Tachihara feels guilty.

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    07 Sep 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    All that is celestial shall be reborn into what is human, and so will the people fate has brought into a fight long ago.

    Once threatened by death and torment, they learn to enjoy a calm student life together, but their past selves are relentless in their haunting.

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    27 Aug 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 44

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    Chuuya comes home after a rough day. Dazai makes it infinitely better.

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    22 Aug 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    Clearest in Akutagawa's memories are the things that were never said.

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    22 Aug 2019

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    Your name is Ryuunosuke Akutagawa, although many know you as the Port Mafia’s dog. You’re sixteen, with more scars to count, a roadmap of too weak, not good enough, when Dazai defects.

    (a secret santa gift !!)

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    21 Aug 2019

  7. This has been deleted, sorry!

    21 Aug 2019

  8. Public Bookmark 2

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    Dazai is the only person in Akutagawa's black and white world.

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    21 Aug 2019

  9. Public Bookmark 29

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    “...what?”

    “I said, a massage. You’re too tense and relaxation doesn't seem to be something you know. So get over here already before I change my mind.”

    He sat at the edge, a little further than Ranpo needed him. His violet eyes fixated on the floor. He trusted Ranpo with his very being, so getting a back massage shouldn’t be too bad. There couldn't possibly be a worst case scenario for something like this, right?

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    21 Aug 2019

  10. This has been deleted, sorry!

    21 Aug 2019

  11. Public Bookmark 61

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    How long has it been?

    Atsushi couldn’t tell. He had stopped counting a long time ago. He felt that if he continued staring at the clock, counting the days as the sun rises and sets, he would have gone crazy.

    (An AU where Dazai never left the mafia and became its boss. He had met Atsushi around the same time in the canon timeline, only this time...)

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    21 Aug 2019

  12. Public Bookmark 78

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    After the euphoria of sharing a kiss with Chuuya, Dazai is painfully brought back to reality. Chuuya is still a knight, still his bodyguard. And Dazai is still the crown prince.

    Sequel to Five Steps.

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    21 Aug 2019

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    As the crown prince's personal bodyguard, Chuuya always maintained a distance of five steps from his charge. Closing that distance wasn't something he would ever consider. Of course, the prince had a different view on the matter.

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    20 Aug 2019

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    Oda attends a party with Dazai as Dazai's bodyguard. On their way out, the elevator they're in shuts down.

    Day 4: Mirror sex

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    20 Aug 2019

  15. This has been deleted, sorry!

    20 Aug 2019

  16. This has been deleted, sorry!

    20 Aug 2019

  17. Public Bookmark 20

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    short fic/oneshot requests!

    31+32 // ranpoe (kiss because the world is ending+saved)
    It’s the lack of the usual honorific that stops Ranpo in his tracks, oddly. Not the panicked tone, or the footfalls behind him, or any other detail that would have alerted him to Poe’s presence at once—he supposes that means he’s grown used to Poe. He wonders if that’s a good thing, or what will be his downfall.

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    20 Aug 2019

  18. Public Bookmark 95

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    It’s kind of sad, Poe reflects, that he’s doing this half for research for his next novel, and half out of pure, unadulterated sexual frustrations.

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    7
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    20 Aug 2019

  19. Public Bookmark 52

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    Concupiscence
    [noun, Latin]: Strong sexual desire.
    ...
    Did you know?

    Tigers use their body weight to knock prey to the ground and kills with a bite to the neck.

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    16 Aug 2019

  20. Public Bookmark 7

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    dazai had been right, after all. atsushi should have never gone back.

    It’s obvious what he’s done, but Dazai’s going to make him say it. He’s...

    “I kil-killed him, Dazai-san.”

    … Cruel like that.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    4
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    68
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    726

    15 Aug 2019

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