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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    When it happens it’s so sudden it’s not at all clear what causes it; one second Dean is fine and he feels good, (great, even) and the next he’s crying so hard he can’t say anything beyond ‘no, please’ over and over.

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    22 Apr 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Tears spill freely as Phil stands up, running his hand through his hair over and over, a hand pressed over his mouth, not sure why his chest feels actually empty, why this is hitting him so hard tonight, as opposed to all the other nights he’s sat and watched over Dan. Why he feels like he’s losing it. He scratches at his face, his neck, right on the edge of violence, hating himself and the world – not Dan, not him –
    And then Dan whimpers again, and the urge to break something – maybe himself – passes, and Phil walks over to the door, muscle aches forgotten beside Dan’s dresser.
    “I love you, Dan,” Phil whispers, as he always does, ignoring the whispered 'coward' in the back of his head, because he’d never say it. This is, apparently, his life now, desperation and not-quite-enough and Phil will stay, because sometimes he can pretend. Like now.

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    11 Apr 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    “I forgot to tell you, it’s really about time we-“

    “-Get married,” Dan cuts Phil off. There’s a short pause. Dan’s brain catches up with his mouth. Phil’s mouth hangs open.

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    18 Mar 2021

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    Phil had gotten so used to being single, but that didn’t mean he wanted it that way forever. Insert Leo, who sweeps Phil off of his feet and steals his heart, and it doesn’t take long for Phil to come to the conclusion that his new boyfriend is an angel. But Leo’s halo and wings aren’t a good enough disguise for the devil inside.

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    15 Mar 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    A fic about the mental estate.

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    14 Mar 2021