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    Clarke isn't coping well with peacetime on the Eligius ship, and while Bellamy has woken some of the others (mainly spacekru) and tries to organise a trip to the ground, making decisions and considering all the variables, Clarke makes a choice of her own:

    She'll take herself out of the equation.

    OR: the post season 5 idea I had to write because all of the unresolved emotional turmoil this season is actually killing me and someone needs to notice that Clarke is in pain, for the love of god.

     

    Winner of the 2018 Bellarke Fanwork Award for Best Angst Fiction (and yes, I'm still absolutely screaming over it!)

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    25 Sep 2019

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    Emotional turmoil is like 16353,864%
    Mental state is overwhelmingly accurate/well written

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    The funeral was on a Wednesday.

    Funerals were never a big deal on the Ark. Bellamy can count the number of funerals he went to on one hand, because they only did any celebration if the person who passed was someone of importance. Even then, he didn’t care about anyone they were mourning, but instead he looked at the clock, counting the moments until it was over. Then, when they were on the Ground, the original 100 died one after another, they didn’t have time for any fanfare.

    So this is the first funeral Bellamy is a part of that makes him feel like someone’s punched a whole in his chest. Echo’s standing near him, close enough so he can pretend she’s touching him, but even she is afraid to be near him. His entire family are doing nothing more than staring at him, or the ground, or the gravestone. They feel fragmented as well, hovering around each other as if afraid to go anywhere near. Near each other, near the other Grounders.

    Near the empty grave.

    ~~~~~~~

    Upon landing in the new world, it seemed like humanity finally had a chance at peace. When suddenly something is taken from them, Bellamy and crew must find a way to navigate this new world when it feels like it's falling apart.

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    23 Sep 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    trauma is through the roof. ptsd is scarily spot on.
    this is legit 1000x better than the actual s6 arc