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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    AU story based in the future. The girls are in their early twenties. They’ve been apart for years. What happens once they are reunited and they deal with those feelings they had as teens.

    Warnings to include: rape, self harm, possible eating issues, sex, drugs...etc.

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    09 Apr 2020

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  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    Post-series story that picks up immediately after Rebecca’s song in episode 417. Nathaniel returns from Guatemala after a year-long sabbatical and has trouble navigating the changes in West Covina’s social ecosystem. After reconnecting, Rebecca and Nathaniel decide to try being platonic friends. Over time, as they grow closer and closer, the line between friendship and romance becomes blurry, precarious, and confusing, especially with Greg still harboring romantic feelings for Rebecca.

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    02 Feb 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    After Rebecca's encounter with Greg in 4x08, she flees to Nathaniel's apartment, seeking validation.

    Ficlet for tumblr prompt (from Anon): How can you think I’m anything but hopelessly in love with you?

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    01 Feb 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Rebecca has always had trouble holding onto a sense of who she is. She mimics movie characters, tries on personalities like outfits, changes like the weather of a much less temperate zone than West Covina. And the hardest part is that these identities aren’t as simple as lying — Rebecca commits to the role, shapes her life around it.

    It’s her pattern. Find what others want, and become that. Be loved at any cost.

    She’s been practicing for this all her life.

    But when Josh Chan leaves her, Rebecca is forced to reevaluate her entire way of seeing relationships — and herself. And what about these feelings she's developing towards Valencia? As the two get to know each other on a deeper level, slowly their relationship takes shape in ways that are both more complex and more meaningful than Rebecca had ever thought possible. This isn't going to be simple. But that doesn't mean it won't be worth it.

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    14 Jan 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    AU :: Piper POV :: one-shot :: "Piper thought she would have forgotten about Alex Vause by now."

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    31 May 2019