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    “What are you doing?”
    Aaron heard the door shut and closed his eyes. Even his eyelids were sticky. “It’s hot,” he said, the effort of peeling the words from his lips lingering in the form of sweat dripping down his face.
    “I was asking Andrew.”
    From somewhere near his feet, Andrew said, “It’s extremely hot.”
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    it's hot, and the twins are disgruntled, and aaron can't stop hoping for things he can't have.

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    08 Jan 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    Grad school was enough of a bitch without the trouble of feelings getting involved. When Andrew realizes that he has unwittingly fallen for one of his best friends he... panics a little bit. After all, it would be one thing if there was even a chance of Neil reciprocating. But that was impossible because Neil was obviously in love with Kevin.

    ...wasn't he?

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    In which Andrew Minyard eats his feelings and Neil Josten likes to cook.

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    08 Jan 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    “And you cared about nothing,” Neil fills in the blanks by himself, forging the unbreakable image of Kevin and Andrew before Neil even knew them. “You wanted to be more like him.”

    When Andrew doesn’t answer, Neil continues, “His left hand. He always let you take care of it, too. He trusted you like that. Kevin— Kevin never doubted your ability to be gentle.”

    “He was naive,” Andrew grinds his teeth, “and stupid.”

    Neil’s response is so automatic he couldn’t have taken it back if he wanted to. “And you loved him for it.”

     

    Alternatively: Kevin's graduation confirms what they already knew — it's always easier to realize you love something after you lose it.

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    06 Jan 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    Aaron knew he was bi.

    He had long come to terms with it, but he believed that he could pretend he was straight as long as he kept dating girls.

    But then Kevin happened. That’s where Aaron’s carefully constructed world really started crumbling. With him and Kevin kissing on his bed, legs tangled and hands roaming each other’s bodies.

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    06 Jan 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    “Why do you hate me so much?”

    Aaron stops for a minute second before tossing a flyer into the bin he’d set down on a nearby chair. When he does turn to look at Kevin he’s a little throw off, because he looks tired, like he’s giving up a fight he’d been trying to hold onto for years. The look etched on his face is not something that Aaron has become familiar with concerning Kevin Day; not that he’s familiar with anything concerning him. But this, this is something different, it pulls and tugs and twists at something deep with him.

    And not for the first time today, does he think about why he hates Kevin so much.

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    06 Jan 2021

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