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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Thank god he’s drunk enough not to have to think about what he’s doing and who he’s doing it with. Don’t fuck around with straight boys is as good as a golden rule for gay kids like him. But here he is, stretched out, half naked beneath the horn dog from across the hall that talks about pussy so much that even Eddie has grown immune to crassness of it.

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    14 Sep 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    (our coming of age has come and gone; suddenly this summer it's clear.)


    Eddie looks down at the mug he's holding, and blinks.
    "Why does this mug say, ‘She thinks my tractor’s sexy’?”
    Richie, face stretched in every possible way—mouth agape and eyes threatening to pop out of his skull—can’t comprehend the question.
    “Dude, why are you in my house?”
    “Oh. Your cleaning lady let me in before she left. She seems nice.” Eddie takes a careful sip of his coffee.
    “What the shit?” Richie breathes.

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    11 Sep 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Every time he sees Richie in someone else’s company, something aches deeply in his chest, and he can’t find any reasonable explanation for this feeling. And even if sometimes Eddie involuntarily thinks that he really might hold Richie closer to his heart than the others, it’s definitely all in his head.

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    05 Sep 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 66

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    When the Losers organise a get together in a Maine lakehouse, Richie is cautiously looking forward to it. Not only does it mean he gets to see the only people he truly cares about for the first time in a long while, but he also has the chance to ask his best friend what the hell his problem is. See, Eddie has cut him off completely, and Richie wants to know why. It's got nothing to do with the way he wishes he had the guts to tell him how he really feels. He swears.

    Little does he know that he's been invited for another reason; Eddie is living in the shadow of his fiancée, whilst being plagued with dreams full of an emotion he refuses to acknowledge. This is one last meet-up before he gets married and his life changes. So long as Richie’s not there, Eddie figures he’ll be just fine. Because he promised.

    The Losers, however, have other ideas. And with Richie’s help, Eddie realises that the feeling he had when he was a kid? He can have that again. He can be brave, he can heal, and maybe – just maybe – he can have what he actually wants.

    Aka the Losers are homewreckers but everyone's okay with it.

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    26 Aug 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 78

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    “Do you need an antiemetic? You were fine like a minute ago,” Eddie snipes, leaning out the door with a harried look. He practically throws a pair of disposable wipes, which land limply on Richie’s shoulder. “Have you been fucking sick this whole time? Why didn’t – ”

    “No,” Richie croaks, taking the wipes with one hand and lifting the phone back to his ear with the other, then wheezing, “Listen, I got to – ” He hangs up on Mike before he even finishes his own sentence. It’s a dick move, but his head is starting to feel too small, everything is whirling, so maybe he should take Eddie up on those –

    Holy… shit.

    “What?” Eddie demands, glaring back with his usual pent up annoyance, only now the expression is ghosted over with a flickering memory of a boy that Richie had entirely forgotten.

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    14 Aug 2020