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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    "You call out to me. In your sleep. Did you know that?"

    Dean lifts his head so his eyes are looking over his hands. They're large and darkly hollow.

    "I hear you, but I don't look at your thoughts. And I never go to you, even when you scream. I don't want to make you uncomfortable. I used to talk to Sam when it woke him up. His dreams are less complicated, when he has them. But he wears headphones now."

    Cas has been lying on the couch at night since they moved in, listening to Dean's subconscious crying out for him, but not feeling he had permission to do anything. With only an occasional sleep deprived Sam for company.

    Dean feels deeply embarrassed by what he's about to say but he's tired enough to do it anyway.

    "You don't have to stay here. Not here here-” He indicates the house. “-like the couch.” He pauses. “You don't have to stay here either." Frustrated, he rubs his face. "You know what I mean."

    "You want me to watch over you?"

    "I don't want you to watch me sleep, man. But maybe you could just...keep me company. Bring your book and hang out." He leans forward and taps his finger on the cover of the book Cas put down.

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    17 Apr 2021

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    “So. To summarize. I’m stranded on Mars, entirely alone. I have absolutely no way to communicate with my crew or with earth, since our communications antennae turned me into a human shish-kabob. If the oxygenator becomes compromised, I’ll suffocate. If the water reclaimer stops working, I’ll dehydrate. Breach in the Hab means I’ll go poof. And if, for some god-forsaken reason none of those things kill me first, I’m gonna run out of food and starve to death. Oh, and we can’t forget that everyone I know thinks I’m dead. So… yup. Totally fucked.”

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    On Sol 6, an unexpected windstorm cuts the Ares III Mission short and six astronauts retreat back to Earth.

    On Sol 7, the astronaut they left behind wakes up gasping for air.

    (Or, The Martian au)

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    03 Apr 2021

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    “I know how that is. Husbands: can’t live with ‘em, can’t live without ‘em. Mine’s the same way. Probably would’ve stormed out of here sooner than yours did.”

    Her words send Dean reeling, knocking the air out of him in a way strangers haven’t been able to do in a very long time. He can’t even find the words to correct her until she’s in the middle of another sentence.

    “He’s not my husband.” She blinks at him. “I mean, we aren’t even together. We’re just friends,” Dean clarifies. For the life of him, he can’t figure out why it sounds unbelievable to his own ears.

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    Five times Dean corrects someone about his relationship with Cas, and one time he realizes he doesn't need to.

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    07 Feb 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    You know how this story goes. The one about Dean Winchester, saving people and hunting things with his brother Sam. And the angel Castiel, who gripped Dean tight and raised him from perdition. Fighting for free will. Being lost and found and changed forever. You love this story, you hate this story. But do you know all of it?

    This is the story of how Dean Winchester fell in love with the angel Castiel.

    A series of ficlets set during season 4-15. Un-betad.

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    02 Feb 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    A trio of soft post-series epilogues for Cas and Dean.

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    14 Jan 2021