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Rewind by losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
03 Jan 2021
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Tony Stark had hated the media for as long as he could remember.
Camera flashes, shouts for comment, gross invasions of privacy: these were all integral parts of Tony Stark’s world. Even as a toddler, he’d grown used to the concept that his life was not entirely his own. A part of him would always belong to the public.
It was a life he wouldn't wish on anyone. It was certainly a life he would never wish on Peter.
(Or: The story of how Peter Parker become an internet sensation, as seen through Tony's eyes.)Series
- Part 3 of Webcams and Webshooters
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The Last Wave By by losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
10 Aug 2020
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There was nothing beautiful about death.
Peter didn’t understand why so many movies seemed to think that there was, that there was something heroic and worthwhile in it, because Peter had seen it up close, had smelt it, touched it, and it was... it was indescribably horrific. It was ugly, and traumatizing, and you were never, ever ready.
There was no version of existence where Peter would’ve been prepared for Tony to die.
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Tony leaves Peter the EDITH glasses, except this time, he also leaves him a message. -
I Would Lay My Armor Down by losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
29 May 2020
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“Where’s Happy?” Morgan asked after a minute or two, determinedly moping out the window.
“He’s got the flu,” Peter said slowly, still turning the puzzle over in his head. “Didn’t you get your dad’s text?”
“I didn’t look.” She shifted. “Why’d he send you?”
The accusation in the question stung. He’d spent over a decade as the object of Morgan’s blind affection. Losing it now, without any warning and no explanation, made his whole perspective shift off-kilter.
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Or, Morgan's angry with Peter, Peter's oblivious, and Tony's self-sacrificial streak goes a little too far. -
I Really Need Somebody To Call My Own by losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
28 May 2020
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Tony didn’t even know when he started getting jealous of Happy.
It had been nice, at first, watching him and Peter get so close. Tony couldn’t be around all the time, and Happy still lived in the city, mostly to be close to May, so it was reassuring to have someone watching the kid’s back while he was watching Morgan’s.
It had also helped, in a cynical sort of way, that Peter struggled with the transition. After all, he’d come back from the Snap to his aunt in an entirely new relationship. Not only that, she was in a relationship with someone the kid knew. There were bound to be growing pains, and Tony was the one Peter always went to with them, ranting through video chats at 2:00 am. It had made him feel important, like he was becoming part of the kid’s structural foundation.
And then Happy had moved in with the Parkers, which had thrown everyone for a loop, and the months had blended together, and suddenly Happy was an integral part of Peter’s structural foundation, too.
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Or, Tony questions his role in Peter's life. Naturally, he spirals. -
Alexa? Play Lose Yourself By Eminem by losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
27 May 2020
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“Oh, gosh, I’m so sorry, Mister Stark. I thought that maybe the kids were playing a prank. I’m Rebecca Ascot from Midtown School of Science and Technology. You’re listed as Peter Parker’s secondary emergency contact, and he asked us to call you instead of his aunt, since she’s on shift.”
He stood abruptly, carefully slipping around Morgan’s newest Lego skyscraper and heading down the hall, to the guest room they’d appropriated as Pepper’s office. “Is he alright?”
“He is, but I do need someone to come pick him up. See, we’re having a blood drive, for the Red Cross, and-”
Tony didn’t even try to hide his laughter. “He tried to donate, and he passed out, didn’t he?”
“Uh, yes. How did you-”
“This happens a lot, actually.”
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Or, 5 Times Peter Passes Out Because Of Needles.
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Songfic!Verse by losingmymindtonight
Fandom: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 May 2020
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Close Your Eyes, Shut Your Mouth by losingmymindtonight
Fandom: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
15 Sep 2019
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A series in which I endeavor to never once portray Peter Parker as anything more than semi-conscious.
(AKA: The Sleepy Peter Headquarters.)- Words:
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I Never Lived 'Til I Lived In Your Light by losingmymindtonight
Fandom: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Jun 2019
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Will I Ever Make A Sound? by losingmymindtonight
Fandom: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
07 Apr 2019
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Mental illness does not discriminate. It doesn't give a damn if Peter Parker is Spider-Man. It takes and it takes and it takes.
But there is hope. There is always hope.- Words:
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Webcams and Webshooters by losingmymindtonight
Fandom: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Jan 2021
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