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    Dean keeps going back.

    When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.

    He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.

    He likes to talk.

    There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.

    Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.

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    29 Apr 2021

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    Dean leaves the bunker not long after midnight as Wednesday turns to Thursday.
    He drives and drives and drives some more, silence deafening in its presence from the speakers. The roads are deserted and he isn’t sure where he’s headed in particular. He’ll know it when he sees it.

    After Cas' death in 12x23, Dean finds a peaceful place to lay him to rest. (inspired by 13x06 original script)

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    20 Apr 2021

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    In which Dean beats up the Impala, Bobby makes a confession, and Sam learns some things about Flagstaff — and Spokane.

    Warnings for homophobia and mentions of underage non-con.

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    02 Apr 2021

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    First Hannibal fanfic Thing! A short exploration of Will's life post-fall, starting in the hospital. Will is left alive and doesn't know if Hannibal survived. He returns to his old life and practices some Bad Coping Skills.

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    05 Feb 2021

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    It was, after all, only when he held the torn fabric against his skin that he could remember how to keep his heart beating. Could recall, with slippery certainty, how to move the blood through his veins.

    Post-fall, Will is set alight with the angry, longing need for Hannibal’s return. And so, he watches, trapped in his vigil with a shotgun, a bottle of whiskey, and the torn remnants of Hannibal’s shirt. And he waits.

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    05 Feb 2021