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    Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.

    But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”

    —you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—

    So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.

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    30 Mar 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    There was a certain amount of dramatic flair that clung to the walls of a theatre that brought him back to another time. It instantly calmed him, strangely enough, to walk onto a stage usually marred with chalk mark-ups.

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    22 Feb 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    There was a certain amount of dramatic flair that clung to the walls of a theatre that brought him back to another time. It instantly calmed him, strangely enough, to walk onto a stage usually marred with chalk mark-ups.

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    22 Feb 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Today is the day Buck is going back to the station 118, Eddie, on the other hand, is still mad no, livid on his best friend for suing the department.

    His family.

    Looking at the entrance where Buck made his way, looking enthusiastic as ever, he scoffs and made his way towards the locker and ignoring the young man completely.

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    15 Feb 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    Buck encounters an ex of his on a call. It puts things into perspective for Eddie.

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    02 Feb 2020

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    Buck’s voice was soft and hesitant, but full of patience when he finally spoke again. “Did I do something to upset you, Chris? I can leave—”

    “No!” Chris whirled on him, a complete shift from the standoffish vibe he had been giving a second ago. The tears he bravely held back finally broke free from his eyes, sliding down his rosy cheeks from behind his glasses. He shook his head vehemently, the yellow crayon falling to the table. “No, I’m not mad. Please…” His words turned to whimpers, his lip trembling. “Please don’t leave me too.”

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    27 Jan 2020

  7. Public Bookmark 31

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    His sister once told him that no matter what happens, he'll never lose himself. He is and will always be Buck. However, Buck knows being Buck means nothing.

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    21 Jan 2020

  8. Public Bookmark 62

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    When Buck finds out that May Grant is in danger he uses his SEALs training to save her.
    It changed his life

    The answer to a prompt in the Discord channel

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    06 Jan 2020

  9. Public Bookmark 22

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    Buck and Eddie visit the Pier to work on some more positive memories. They are greeted by unpleasantness and this is the story of how they react to it.
    Together!

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    05 Jan 2020

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    Prompt: During the lawsuit or after, Christopher gets dangerously sick and needs a bone marrow transplant or something like that. Eddie can’t donate but Buck gets tested and is a match. With him on the outs he goes through the process alone and saves Chris. Eddie is furious at Buck for “abandoning” them. When he next sees Buck Eddie says some awful things, Buck just takes it without complaint. Buck nearly dies but when the truth comes out all hell breaks loose. Eddie will do anything to have Buck back

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    25 Dec 2019

  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    AU: The Winning Hand by Nora Roberts
    Buck is a down on his luck kindergarten teacher from Hershey who leaves his life behind and end up in Vegas. His luck changes when he hits the jackpot at a casino - Eddie's casino.
    Title from Neon Lights by Natasha Bedingfield.

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    23 Dec 2019

  12. Public Bookmark 66

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    Chimney ribs Buck about his college experience until Buck drops a bomb shocking the man. Buck had a 4.0.

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    22 Dec 2019

  13. Public Bookmark 68

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    Five moments in Buck and Eddie's relationship viewed by others.

    Set around 3.10 "Christmas Spirit"

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    22 Dec 2019

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    Buck saves himself from a ledge by helping someone else off the ledge

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    20 Dec 2019

  15. Public Bookmark 37

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    Buck doesn't know how to shut up for even a minute and Eddie gives him a reason to.

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    20 Dec 2019

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    Buck wasn't stupid. He knew there was no way that Eddie got those bruises by play fighting with Christopher. He knew what bruises caused by an incoming fist looked like. Hell, his father had taught him that lesson well growing up. He knew Eddie was lying. He wanted to ask him point blank what was going on but he had just gotten back into Eddie's good graces and he didn't want to push him too far and end up losing the progress he just made. Or maybe Eddie would push him. Push him into finally seeing what has always been there.

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    20 Dec 2019

  17. Public Bookmark 81

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    Eddie has the itch to fight, the discomforting unease of needing to release all his negativity again making it difficult to concentrate on the calls. Buck suggests an alternative: surrendering his need for control to Buck for a while.

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    19 Dec 2019

  18. Public Bookmark 81

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    During the annual toy drive, Buck and Eddie get themselves into a little bit of trouble when Buck's mother turns out to be flirting with Eddie - right in front of his father. What comes next is dinner, bad parents, romance, and the true meaning of family.

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    19 Dec 2019

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    Eddie meets Buck's father. He is not impressed. Especially when he sees the light fade from Buck's beautiful blue eyes the moment Richard Buckley walked into the station.

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    18 Dec 2019

  20. Public Bookmark 22

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    Eddie is dead set on the fact that he's not putting any decorations up this year. One, it's too early. Two, he's just not feeling it. Three, he’s still not sure how to bring back the magic of Christmas this year. However, when Christopher and Buck get together, Eddie knows he doesn't stand a chance.

    Day 17 of the I'm Your Buddie Discord 2019 Advent. Prompt: Decorating the Tree

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    18 Dec 2019

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