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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    This isn't violence, he repeated to himself for the hundredth time. Steven was his boyfriend and this was lovemaking, even if it left Nicky with finger-shaped bruises on his arms and hips, and with a backache that lasted for days. A fat tear rolled down his cheek at a particularly brutal thrust. This isn't violence.

    He wondered why it felt like it.

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    04 Feb 2021

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    This is exemplary work. I don’t know if I’ve ever read any writing, ever, that deals with this topic in such a careful and nuanced way, and is written with such beauty from the heart. I never want to lose this fic.

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    My heart is like a haunted house
    There's things in there that scratch about
    They make their music in the night
    And in the day they give me such a fright

     

    Andy, troubled past and full of skepticism, finds herself with an odd job in an old, abandoned, English building. She doesn't believe in ghosts, she doesn't believe in herself anymore, and she's never had a reason to believe in love. And then... there's Quynh.

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    03 Feb 2021

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    a defining fic for this pairing

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    Nicky lives in the same apartment building as The Most Beautiful Man in the World. With any luck, he might even survive the experience.

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    27 Jan 2021

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    hmm this actually makes me want to pass out from delight

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    Nicolò understands how he ended up somewhere in the desert outside of Jerusalem, covered in sand and grime and blood, both his own and other people’s.

    What remains unclear to him is specifically how he has ended up here, as in not dead and also having the best and angriest sex of his admittedly inexperienced life with a man who by all rights should also be dead. It completely defies his comprehension, especially when said man does something with his tongue that causes Nicolò’s brain to go as blessedly blank as a cloudless summer sky.

    Now with Chapter 2: from accidentally getting it on while trying to kill each other, to accidentally killing each other while trying to get it on.

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    13 Jan 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    It’s the cold that wakes him, slipping in under the duvet to nip at his feet where they’re no longer twisted together with Nicky’s perennially warm toes.

    A moment, and a first of many, in the middle of the night
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    22 Dec 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yeah i read this and died