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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    “I love you,” he laughs, because he does, because this is absurd, because healing isn’t linear and maybe he’ll never be done with it, ever, but, god, if this is what the future looks like, Bucky wants it all.

    or: the epilogue;
    or: a weekend in New Orleans.

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    10 May 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    It’s been such a monumental year-and-a-bit, like he’s lived so many more years’ worth of life, in this one span of time. He feels so unsure of himself, of his own footing, but he’s spent the past year trusting and loving and needing Sam; and, he realizes, as Sam holds him tighter, Sam sees him, knows him for who and what he is, and still trusts, and loves, and needs him, anyway, too, and that’s it, that’s all.

    or: 5 times Sam asks, + 1 time Bucky asks;
    or: snapshots of a year of non-linear healing, of figuring shit out, of love.

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    10 May 2021

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    It starts in Paris.

     

    “You can’t steal things just because you like them,” Sam tells Bucky, feeling innately that this is a losing battle, and Bucky cocks his head to the side, considers Sam very thoughtfully.

    “Really,” he says. “I’m stealing you, aren’t I?”

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    07 May 2021

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    When Bucky's libido shows back up, it's basically proof that his life is cursed.

    Like, obviously, hooray that his dick works again, it's been a long fuckin’ road (and a long road of no fucking, his brain helpfully adds) but—Jesus, fuck, Hydra really are just dedicated to making his life a misery in every possible way, even years down the track, because it turns out there's some operant conditioning Bucky did not know about until now.

    Specifically: he can't fuckin’ come unless someone's giving him the order.

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    05 May 2021

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    “Shit,” Sam says, staring at the thin golden ring on his finger. He blinks quickly, like he’s pushing through it all: the hangover, the too-bright sunlight, the pure insanity of this moment. Bucky watches the dark curl of his eyelashes, staring for just a second too long.

    Sam blinks again, then starts to laugh. “Shit. Well, I guess we’ll have to file for annulment.”

    And maybe it’s the leftover buzz of the alcohol, or maybe it’s the way that Sam has started to feel like safety to him, but something makes Bucky blurt it out; he clears his throat and says, “Yeah, or we could just stay married.”

     

    [Sam, Bucky, and a long road to peace.]

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    02 May 2021