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    14 Sep 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    “I don’t,” the kid murmurs, avoiding Richie’s gaze. “Meet a lot of douchebags, that is. I mean, I do, but not because of my ‘line of work’. I don’t have a line of work, this—this is my first time doing this.”
    Richie’s eyebrows shoot up his forehead. “I’m your first client?”
    Eddie finally meets Richie’s eyes, looking sheepish. “You’re my first everything.”

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    12 Sep 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT

    All Richie ever wanted was to be alone with Eddie. Alone, alone from everyone. He wanted everyone in the world to fuck off and leave them alone, so that Eddie would put his feet in Richie’s lap and giggle that way he did just for him. So he could touch Eddie on his legs and stare at his smile and not be afraid that other people would be mad at him for doing it.
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    It fucking hurt, it hurt so bad to be away from Eddie. It didn’t matter for how long. He had a constant aching in his chest being near the other boy, but being away from him felt like dying; like some horrible creature with terrible claws had a grip around his heart and refused to squeeze quite hard enough to put him out of his fucking misery once and for all. So he started doing something he really, really shouldn’t have done.

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    09 Sep 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    Please take the trigger warnings seriously. They're posted at the beginning of each chapter and may contain spoilers. Read at your own discretion.
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    College freshman Eddie Kaspbrak tries to enjoy being free to live his life the way he chooses now that he's out of his mother's house, but still finds himself falling back into patterns of insecurity and self-doubt. It makes dating nearly impossible when he barely likes spending time with himself, so he is positively smitten when he matches with a cute, artsy junior named Richie who seems to like him quite a bit. But Richie also likes to party, and drink, and do a lot of things that Eddie has never really done before. So he does them for Richie, and he knows he's taking it too far, but can he really be blamed for it? He's got an almost-boyfriend for the first time ever. And yes, maybe he shouldn't have drank so much at this party, or taken drinks from strangers, or tried to keep up with Richie doing lines in the bathroom, but he's probably in /love./ So getting as drunk and as high and as uninhibited as he does is okay, if he's just doing it this once. Because he can take care of himself.

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    09 Sep 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Eddie opens his eyes (when did they close?) and he can’t see Richie anymore, just how bright the sun is as he tries to sit up. Only for someone’s shoe on his shoulder to stop him, keeping him in a reclined position.

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    Pennywise uses Eddie's deepest fantasies to torture him, as the object of said fantasies.

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    08 Sep 2020