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    all of these are unrelated unless stated otherwise :)

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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    In the six beautiful months of his relationship, he’s spent countless nights feeling cold on his bed, the warmth he seeks only returning in small waves when Zayn cuddles up to him to keep him company, Louis’ tired eyes transfixed on the ceiling as the weight of his longing presses down on him.  

    But even so, the thought comes back when he’s enclosed in the arms of Harry, breathing in his scent, face tucked perfectly under Harry’s chin. It gets louder when he has to leave for the night, a cacophony of "live with me live with me live with me" thundering in his head as he clings onto Harry, arms and legs wrapped tightly around his amused boyfriend while Niall tries to pry the little koala off his roommate.

     

    In which Louis wants to wake up in Harry’s arms forever. So he makes a list.

    or Loosely based on Ben Platt’s "Share Your Address"

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    09 Apr 2021

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    They don’t talk about it. The way Harry deflects any and all questions about his past and Louis pretends he isn’t confused or hurt by it. The way Harry keeps a distance between them and Louis acts like he can’t see it creating a wall between them. The way Harry doesn’t always answer honestly and Louis goes along with it as if he can’t tell. They don’t talk about it.

    Harry knows Louis feels like he doesn’t know him well enough, and it pains him. It pains him every time Louis gets that look on his face that’s a mixture of disappointment, frustration, and confusion. And sometimes, self-blame. It pains him because Louis is wrong.

    Because even though there is a lot Louis doesn’t know about him, there is so much that he does. He knows what Harry is like at his most vulnerable: curled up on this bed with him in the dark where it’s safest. He knows Harry in a way no one else does.

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    Or the one where Harry, the deadliest member of the NYC assassins’ guild, is forced to face a seemingly impossible task in hopes of finally leaving the underground behind for good, but when ghosts from the past come back to haunt him, escaping the darkness becomes that much harder.

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    26 Mar 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 85

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    “Harry,” Louis says again. He’s swallowing down tears that have already pooled in his irises-- he’s cried enough today. He needs to get this off of his chest, he needs Harry to know what’s going on.

    Harry nods, encouraging him to speak, but Louis is sure that he would not be so calm if he knew what was coming. Nothing could accurately prepare him, though, for what leaves Louis’ lips next.

    “I’m pregnant.”

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    Louis' has been best friends with Gemma all his life in this stupid little town he's grown to hate. What happens when, after one night together with his best friend's brother, he falls pregnant? Surrounded by small minds and conservative cultures, Louis has to deal with parents that demand they do the "right" thing. Get married before anybody finds out.

    Alternately known as "The Shotgun AU"

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    20 Feb 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    He hates it, he wants to scream and tell Harry as much. Kiss me like you mean it. Kiss me as if we are in love. Kiss me like you will never do it again. Kiss me with so much hatred that it turns back to love.

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    18 Feb 2021

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    Ten years ago, Louis helping Harry through a heat was the start of a romance that ended in heartbreak. Now, Harry's marriage is over thanks to his husband's very public infidelity, and Louis is fresh off a Golden Globe win. The last thing they both expect is to be cast in the same movie.

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    17 Feb 2021

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