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“It's not fair,” he whispers when he can't bear the silence any more.
Dean laughs at that, and if Sam wouldn't know him, if he hadn't seen, heard, felt Dean's genuine laugh countless of times, he might not have recognized the trace of fear he's trying to hide with it. “Yeah, well, hate to break it down to you, but nothing about our lives is ever fucking fair.”
At least on that they can agree.Sam thinks about kissing his brother for the first time when he's fourteen years old. It all goes downhill from there. (A wincest-y, season by season re-tell.)
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it was me, waiting for me, hoping for something more, hoping for something else by staubfingers
Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game)
19 Jan 2021
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It's another sleepless night when he touches her for the first time. No, not the first time, his boot already got into contact with her face. “Always reminiscing about those old stories,” he sighs, his hand, the real one, trailing down her stomach.
The lines between what's her and what's him get more and more blurred by the day.
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five times Jack didn't get something quite right and one time he did by staubfingers
Fandoms: Supernatural
19 Nov 2020
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Just because Jack knows a lot of things it doesn't necessarily mean he understands them.
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with the silence broken by a whispered wind by staubfingers
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
22 Sep 2020
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“Nothing you'll do could ever hurt me,” Joe says. Liar, Booker thinks. He wants to beg him to stay, to not leave him, not again, never again. He wants to tell him how much he loves him, and Nicky, and Andy, but he keeps his mouth shut like he always does.
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can you see this opposition comes rising up sometimes, that it's dreadful imposition comes blacking in my mind by staubfingers
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
23 Jul 2020
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Dying is easy, watching your partner die isn't, and Nicky doesn't know how long he'll be able to cope.
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The 70k-word nonlinear coming of age story that literally no one asked for.
"I know you want to give him the world, Dean, but you were never supposed to give him this."
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02 Jan 2021
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01 Dec 2020
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It’s hard enough being a teenage girl even without all the extra crap: they move around all the time, her family is as far removed from normal as it’s possible to get, and she’s in love with her older brother. Sam has no control on any of it, she’s just trying to stay afloat.
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10 Nov 2020
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25 Oct 2020
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though you are alone and not quite beyond loneliness-- by Dialux
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
12 Aug 2020
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“Joe didn’t lie back in that lab,” Booker tells him gently. “I am selfish. I am a liar. But beyond everything else, Nicky, I’m a coward.”
“Really,” says Nicky, looking unimpressed.
[Booker tries to save his family from Quynh. He's rather good at it, if not a little dramatic about the entire process. In the meantime, he learns a little more about himself, his family, and the definitions of bravery, forgiveness and love.]
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- Part 1 of i promise not to follow it
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23 Aug 2020