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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    “We aren’t… we don’t work, Osamu.”

    “That ain’t true,” Osamu mumbles, shaking his head. “It’s not yer fault. I’m a mess with or without ya, Suna. Just ask Kita-san. Ask ‘Tsumu, even. I’ve prob’ly been worse off without ya actually.”

    “But that’s just it,” Suna croaks, and he sounds like he’s resigning for the last time. “I can’t be the answer you want me to be, Osamu. I can’t be the only thing you rely on to make things better. And as much as I love you, and as much as it kills me to be away from you, I can’t have you lose yourself in something like this. I miss you, Osamu. I want you to come back to me, but not like this.”

    Love is hard, Osamu realizes. Life—even more so.
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    08 Jun 2021

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    1) note to future self: if you want to actually get out those tears that youve been holding in, read this fic! i promise you that you will cry for hours :))

    2) of growing pains

    an excerpt:

    "Because after all this time, the desire to kiss Suna has faded, numbed into a faint background noise until its recession can barely be felt. It pops up every once in a while, sure—like an ocean tide that trickles inland during a blue moon—but the feeling’s dampened. Muted. Almost like it knew that this would one day happen. That one day, he’d be okay without him.

    Sometimes it takes letting go of the things that make you unhappy to make you happy. "

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    Six days ago, Osamu died and left Atsumu with this: Atsumu, you have to—

    (Namikira rises with the tides and rips Osamu and Vulpis Empress away in one fell swoop. Six days later, Atsumu wakes up alone in a hospital bed and learns how to swim.)

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    17 May 2021

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    “The presence of grief doesn’t mean the absence of joy,”

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    "And when Suna’s hands are dirty and tries to scrunch up his nose in a bid to push his glasses up, Osamu feels an overwhelming sense of fondness and a desire to push his glasses up for him.

    And, oh, that’s when he knew he was in deep trouble."

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    16 May 2021

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    highschool sweethearts<3

    i Personally feel Attacked because of hello panda. love that snack (may or may have not done that exact thing irl godamn.)

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Suna Rintarou realises he’s in love on a Tuesday.

    Saying, "I love you," isn't easy for everyone
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    15 May 2021

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    i always thought i might be bad
    now, im sure that its true cause'
    i think you're so good
    and im nothing like you

    look at you go
    i just adore you
    i wish that i knew
    what makes you think,
    i'm so special?

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    Osamu looks askance at him, looking way too pleased with himself, and hugs his legs to his chest before tipping his head back to answer. “I meant,” he says, enunciating every word carefully, “that you’re a bad loser because you’re never ever going to be happy when you lose. And you’ll be a bad winner because when you do win, you won’t even be happy. You’ll just want to win more.”

    Atsumu opens his mouth, then closes it again. His hands tighten into fists next to him, pulling at strands of grass, fingernails scraping the earth. “Of course I’ll be happy,” he answers, softly, but he doesn’t know who he’s trying to convince. “Of course I will.”

    He doesn’t want to admit his brother is right. Ironically enough, it would feel like a defeat.

    Or, Miya Atsumu's name proves itself more than once. Featuring storms, promises, the Cain instinct, and Hinata Shouyou being too wise for his years.
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    12 May 2021

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    of growing up, introspection and sunsets