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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    “You think Derek left because he was finally getting out,” Peter’s voice was quiet now, but Stiles refused to look at him, “but really he’s just terrified of destroying the only thing he has left. And you stayed because of the same.”

    Stiles wasn’t sure how long he stood there after Peter had closed the door behind him. It wasn’t until his phone buzzed in his pocket, a reminder that he was running late.

    D: How’s the coffee?

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    He wanted someone to be Stiles.

    It doesn’t feel like he wanted it to. He just feels empty, a glaring chasm in his chest echoing, crackling as bits and pieces break off and topple down. He is never going to be able to stop.

    Derek fumbles for the remote, messes with the volume until the sound of the television drowns everything else out. Until he can act like the ache in his chest doesn’t exist. He doesn’t fall asleep until the sun comes up, until he can ask Stiles how his coffee was and pretend like it is enough.

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    10 Oct 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    09 Sep 2023

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    The warning was there, they had time to make it out. When the power went out without a moment’s notice followed by the water disappearing shortly after, Seonghwa knew that his screaming instincts weren’t to be ignored like his roommate told him. The portable radio they used only screamed static except for the occasional alarming words that no one believed because it was April 1st and it was all supposedly a big prank.

    That’s all it was, right? Some big prank? That’s what Seonghwa’s roommate told him at least, but look where his roommate was now.

     

    Or: Seonghwa attempts to survive during a zombie apocalypse and ends up meeting six loyal men and one incredibly cold-hearted leader to keep him company as they try to make it out alive.

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    14 Sep 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    Hongjoong is desperately in love with Seonghwa and won't admit it, even to himself. When the album deadline looms on him and he can't get his friend out of his head, he kills two birds with one song, and tries his best to finally express himself. Misunderstandings happen, but all is well in the end.

    or, the origin story of Thank U as imagined by yours truly.

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    02 Jan 2022

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    “This is Wooyoung, he’s my best friend.” San turns to Wooyoung, leaning in far closer than he would while sober and grabbing Wooyoung by the shoulders. They’re basically the same height so it’s oddly jarring to suddenly be so close, noses almost touching. “You know that, right?” San says seriously.

    “Uh, yeah,” Wooyoung says. His tongue feels heavy, the words not quite slurred but not quite clear. The world has gone fuzzy around the edges, San’s face is the only thing in focus.

    “My best friend. I love you so much, dude. Seriously. I love you, man. I love you.”

     

    or: the college boys no-homo-bro-but-im-in-love-with-you au we all needed

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    26 Dec 2021