“Vitasha…have you ever had sex?”
Vitaly could feel himself go hot from his chest up at the sudden question. “N-no….why?”
“Some other kids were talking about it at school,” Yulian started. “About how they’ve done it. How it helps heats and ruts. And…about how your first time should be with someone you trust a lot since it can hurt.”
Vitaly had heard similar conversations in the halls, especially since he was older and around kids who had now had several heats and ruts by now. It was true that a partner made heats and ruts better, but Vitaly’s ruts had never been so unbearable he felt the need to invite someone else into his bed. The idea of sex was…scary. “Well, I haven’t found anyone I trust yet.”
Suddenly, Yulian was almost in Vitaly’s lap, his hands on Vitaly’s thighs. “I have.”
What? Really? Yulian did have a small group of friends but more times than not the two of them hung out together. Who could he possibly trust his virginity to? “Um….ok? I’m happy for you? If it’s what you want?”
“It is,” Yulian confirmed. “Because it’s you. I want to spend my first time with you.”
Vitaly choked on his own breath. “W-what?!”
By now Yulian was fully in his lap. “Vitasha, there is no one else I trust as much as I do you! I know you’ll take care of me. We’ll take care of each other!”
“U-Ulya, we’re brothers!” Vitaly protested, trying to squirm away with no success.
Yulian frowned. “Oh, so it’s ok for you to make oogly eyes at Mama but not at me?”
Fuck. People noticed?! Vitaly was growing hotter by the second in his embarrassment. “Ulya, I don’t have any idea what to do.”
“Neither do I,” Yulian confessed. “We can figure it out together. There’s less pressure if it’s you and me. Please?”
Vitaly definitely wanted to say no. That he didn’t want to, that they shouldn’t do it, that everything about it was just completely wrong and not ok, but Yulian wasn’t told he looked just like their mother all the time for nothing. Just as it was impossible for him to say no to Yuuri’s big brown eyes, it was impossible to say no to Yulian’s. “….ok.”
Beaming, Yulian leaned in and planted a kiss to Vitaly’s cheek. “Spasibo! Don’t worry, I’ll get what we need. Maybe just, read up a little? Mama and Papa will be gone this weekend for Moscow, so we can do it then.”
“W-wait, don’t you want to wait for your heat?” Vitaly asked as Yulian climbed off of him.
The omega shook his head. “No. I want to remember it properly.”
Well, Vitaly wasn’t so certain that he wanted to remember it properly. The next few days waiting for their parents to leave was agonizing. It wasn’t so much that Vitaly really didn’t want to do it, but more of a performance anxiety. His brother was everything to him (well, next to his mother) and he didn’t want to hurt or disappoint him. Finding articles online he tried to read what articles he could manage to read without having to stop from embarrassment half way through. For a brief moment he contemplating texting Nobuo for advice, knowing the Beta was experienced, but thought better of it.
Alyona had decided to go off and spend the weekend with some of her friends so she was easily taken care of. Vitaly and Yulian were tasked with taking care of their baby sister, but Aiko went to bed early and without much fuss. Yulian grabbed Vitaly’s wrist and dragged him straight for his room. Vitaly managed to grab the vodka bottle just in time.
“I got condoms and lube. I mean, hopefully we won’t need the lube, since, well, yeah,” Yulian blushed. “But…better safe than sorry?”
Vitaly took a long swig straight from the bottle. The second he had set down the bottle on the nightstand Yulian’s lips locked onto his. Vitaly could only stand paralyzed with surprise. His brother’s lips were soft….and sweet. When they parted they stared at each other silently until Vitaly reached up and gingerly plucked Yulian’s glasses from his eyes to set aside.
Yulian’s fingers gingerly reached for the hem of Vitaly’s shirt and started to lift it up the alpha’s torso. Vitaly lifted his arms and allowed it to be removed revealing his half-done ink on pale skin. Carefully, Yulian started to trace some of the designs with his fingertips. They’d seen each other naked before. Public bathing was a thing in Russia and Japan, but this was different. It was intimate. Yulian’s yukata was suddenly slipping from his shoulders and Vitaly’s sweats were down by his ankles. Scents heavy with something new started to fill the air.
Somewhere between their long and gentle kisses they found themselves on the bed, Vitaly slotted on top of Yulian slotted between his legs. Yulian took Vitaly’s hand laced with his and started to guide it down to his legs were slick was already starting to drop down his thighs.
“Um, start with fingers, right?” Yulian suggested.
Vitaly swallowed hard and nodded. He’d read that, too. Finding the wet folds he slowly slipped a finger in and they both gasped at the feeling. Yulian was sopping wet and hot inside. Vitaly’s breath hitched in surprise as he started to move the finger around. “Does it…um feel ok?”
Yulian nodded. “I-I think you can add another one.”
He did as instructed and Yulian immediately arched his back. The omegas walls were tight around Vitaly’s two fingers and it started to make him worry. His cock was far thicker than two fingers. Even three. Eventually, Yulian started to relax around him and he let out a breath of relief.
“Should I add another one?” Vitaly asked. “I can’t tell…you have to tell me.”
Yulian’s cheeks were flushed as he looked up. “I think so…? It feels good right now.” Vitaly added a third and Yulian sucked in a breath with a slight twitch.
“Are you ok?” Vitaly questioned in a panic, ready to pull his fingers out but a hand on his bicep stopped him.
“No, it’s ok…just tight,” Yulian explained. “Just go slow. And kiss me.”
Swallowing hard Vitaly did as he was instructed. The kissing served as a decent distraction and just like before Yulian started to relax around him and more slick poured down his fingers and wrist. Moans and pleasured whimpers started to leave Yulian’s mouth as Vitaly figured out to curl his fingers. It gave him a sort of confidence….until Yulian pushed him back and off.
“I think, I’m ready?” Sounded more like a question and not a statement.
“Are you sure?” Vitaly asked, sitting back on his haunches. “I’m….big.” And it was true. Vitaly’s cock stood proud between his legs, thick and long.
Yulian swallowed visibly as his eyes focused in on his brother’s cock. “Only way to find out, I guess. We’ll go slow.”
With a shaky sigh Vitaly nodded and reached for the foil wrapper. His fingers kept fumbling with the wrapper and eventually Yulian reached out to take it from him. The omega’s touch grounded Vitaly in a way he didn’t know possible. His heart calmed and he remembered to breathe. Just…roll it on, right? Not hard. Once he’d finally gotten the rubber over his length Yulian reached out a hand and started to stroke him. Vitaly’s breath hitched as his eyes fluttered closed.
Yulian leaned in for another kiss and they were falling back onto the bed. Vitaly had never kissed anyone, so he didn’t know how it was supposed to feel like, but as far as he could tell Yulian was very good at it. He liked it. A lot. Yulian’s confidence poured into him. The omega was so much more like their mother than anyone could know. Spreading his legs wide, dancer’s legs, Yulian helped guide Vitaly to his entrance.
Vitaly slowly pushed in.
A pleasure the alpha had never felt before punched him so hard in the gut he lost his breath. While Yulian let out a gasp, Vitaly noticed he was quickly shutting his mouth and clenching his jaw. “I’m hurting you. I’m pulling out.”
“No, we’re done,” Vitaly sat up and started to pull out but a pair of long and strong thighs locked him in place.
Yulian was staring him down with the eyes of his mother. “I did not just lose my virginity for you to pussy out, Vitasha! I’m fine, it’s just new.”
“But it hurts,” Vitaly argued.
“I think it’s supposed to,” Yulian countered. “The first time, anyway. That’s why I wanted to do it with you. Because you’ll make it hurt less. I trust you.”
Yulian’s touch against his cheek pulled him back in, and no matter how badly his instincts were screaming at him to stop he carefully pressed back in little by little, focused on Yulian’s face and expressions to know when to stop and when to continue. When he finally bottomed out their hands found each other’s and they were clinging for dear life. Vitaly had never felt anything like this before.
Yulian arched his back and touched his forehead to Vitaly’s. “You can move. Slow…”
Vitaly nodded and pulled out just a little before rocking back in. It was small, it was slight, but it was a connection like no other. Their breaths and pants filled the room, Yulian occasionally moaning and reaching for Vitaly’s hair. Eventually they found a rhythm, though slow and steady. Reaching between them Vitaly found Yulian’s cocklet and wrapped his hand around it. A loud and powerful wail was muffled by Vitaly’s own mouth.
“Vi-Vitasha, I think I’m-,” Yulian had no sooner said the words than he was arching his back and crying out as clear fluid shot out onto his stomach from his cocklet.
When Yulian clenched down around Vitaly it caught him by surprise and his knot was almost immediately swelling. He pulled out half-way just in time for his own orgasm to hit, cum shooting into the condom inside of Yulian. Breaths heavy and covered in sweat they stared into each other’s eyes lovingly.
“Are you ok?” Vitaly eventually asked, strong forearms still keeping him safely above Yulian.
Yulian nodded and trailed his fingers down Vitaly’s arm. “Yeah. A little sore…but not bad. Thank you, Vitasha…really.”
Vitaly blushed, as he always did. “Was it ok?”
Yulian chuckled and nodded. “I thought so. It’s definitely not so scary anymore.”
Well, Vitaly didn’t think he could say the same. It was still very scary for him, but he was glad he had done a decent job. “Good. I’m glad.”
Yulian leaned up and kissed Vitaly on the nose. “Shower with me?”