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Jimin
Hey

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
Who's this?

Jimin
I'm Jimin

Yoongi
Isn't this something I'm supposed to ask?

Jimin
You are right

Jimin
So yeah as I said I'm Jimin

Jimin
Now who are you?

Yoongi
Why would I just tell a stranger?

Jimin
Because...

Jimin
You're nice?

Yoongi
Not really

Jimin
Alright I guess I'll tell you more about myself so I'm not a stranger anymore

Jimin
I'm male, 21 years old and objectively attractive

Jimin
At least tell me if you're male or female

Yoongi
Male so you can stop flirting

Yoongi
Why did you even message this number in the first place?

Jimin
So

Jimin
Don't laugh

Jimin
But I was bored

Jimin
And just typed in a random number on my phone

Jimin
So talk to me?

Yoongi
You have no friends am I right?

Jimin
Oh shut up

Jimin
I have friends

Yoongi
Yeah sure you have

Jimin
I swear I do

Jimin
I can list some of them

Jimin
I'm not making this any better am I?

Yoongi
Yup

Jimin
I'll shut up but I really do have friends

Yoongi
Sure sure

Yoongi
My name's Yoongi, you poor guy that has no friends

Jimin
I'm happy that you gave me a name but fuck you

Yoongi
So Jimin why are you awake and bored at two o'clock in the morning?

Jimin
I accidentally drank some Coke earlier and now I'm wide awake and everyone is asleep

Yoongi
Sucks to be you

Jimin
Oh thank you

Yoongi
My pleasure

Yoongi
So tell me about you if you're that bored

Jimin
Perfect~

Jimin
So

Jimin
I'm from Seoul

Yoongi
And?

Jimin
There isn't really that much else to say about me

Jimin
You know everything

Yoongi
Wow you're a boring person

Yoongi
How long have you been living there? What do you do? Where do you live? On your own or alone?

Yoongi
Why are you making me put an effort into this?

Jimin
Sorry usually I don't really have to tell people about me

Yoongi
Oh yeah right

Yoongi
You have no friends

Jimin
I DO HAVE FRIENDS!!!

Yoongi
Yup

Jimin
God I hate you

Jimin
Anyways I live on my own. Go to college rn so my parents pay for my flat.

Jimin
Anything else... oh yeah I'm actually from Busan and moved here six years ago. I do have friends. Quite a lot actually.

Yoongi
Yeah I get it you have friends

Yoongi
Busan is awesome. My mum grew up there

Jimin
That's nice

Jimin
Is it just me or are we both being awkward as fuck

Yoongi
That's just my character

Jimin
Ha same

Jimin
Wanna tell me something about you after I have opened up this much? Please note the sarcasm

Yoongi
Yeah I now know that you're pretty much every 21-year-old male living in Seoul

Yoongi
Me uhm

Yoongi
I like music

Jimin
Wow now that is unique

Yoongi
I know I know

Yoongi
What else

Yoongi
I'm 23. Live with my dad

Yoongi
I have a tattoo

Jimin
Okay wow

Jimin
Show

Yoongi

Jimin
I wish I could get one too

Jimin
But I don't have the guts

Yoongi
I was kind of talked into it so it didn't take that much guts to do it

Jimin
Talked into it?

Yoongi
It's supposedly hotter

Yoongi
An manlier

Yoongi
Apparently my face was too pretty

Yoongi
I had a job that was a bit more about appearance and looking hot

Jimin
Like a bartender or Host?

Yoongi
Yeah something along those lines

Jimin
So you're handsome as well?

Yoongi
I think it's a bit of a taste thing

Jimin
Isn't that like everyone

Yoongi
I'm a bit on the shorter side and not really muscular or anything

Jimin
How tall?

Yoongi
174 cm

Jimin
Fuck this shit

Jimin
I'm 173 cm

Jimin
I hate you

Yoongi
I'm amused

Yoongi
Dwarf

Jimin
...

Jimin
I'm going to sleep

Yoongi
No don't leave

Yoongi
I was just starting to have fun

Jimin
Obviously

Jimin
I really should go to sleep though

Yoongi
Same

Yoongi
Let's chat again tomorrow

Yoongi
Stranger that has no friends

Jimin
Sounds good

Jimin
and ugh

Jimin
Night Yoongi

Yoongi
Night Jimin

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
If a friend of your friend fucked some other friend of yours who you already fucked before is that breakage of the bro code? Should I dismiss this friendship?

Yoongi
You really are trying hard to seem like you have friends

Jimin
I’m asking some serious questions here

Yoongi
Did you claim the person as yours?

Jimin
No

Yoongi
Then they’re free to do whatever they want

Jimin
What if I said that I fucked them?

Yoongi
Did you claim them?

Jimin
Still no

Yoongi
Yup still no

Jimin
I don’t like them

Yoongi
Now here we have the real problem

Yoongi
If you don’t like them end the friendship but don’t come up with a lame ass excuse

Jimin
But I’m expected to like them :(

Jimin
Usually if I don’t like someone I just ghost them or something

Jimin
But his father is doing some business with mine

Jimin
And they expect us to get along

Yoongi
Maybe he’s not that bad

Jimin
He’s annoying. He’s trying too hard to be cool

Yoongi
Wow you sound like some asshole I might have clashed with back in high school

Jimin
Sorry

Yoongi
It’s alright

Yoongi
Anyways just talk to him. Usually just because you dislike someone that doesn’t mean you need to have beef

Yoongi
He probably already knows that you’re not that much of a fan

Jimin
Idk how to

Jimin
Do you like have a guide?

Jimin
101 how to not asshole

Yoongi
Grammar has left the chat

Jimin
I no know how use

Yoongi
I leave

Jimin
Not go

Yoongi
Me hate you

Jimin
Gosh I hate both you and myself right now

Yoongi
Yeah same

Jimin
So how has your day been so far?

Yoongi
I’m at work rn

Jimin
What do you work as?

Yoongi
Don’t laugh

Yoongi
But I sell treats in an amusement park

Jimin
Why do I feel like you look grumpy while doing so?

Yoongi
I mean… it’s true.

Yoongi
I think I’m scaring the children off

Jimin
I bet you look like a huge ass teddy bear with an angry scowl on his face

Jimin
Not scary tho

Yoongi
I probably look like I’m planning to murder someone

Yoongi
I mean black clothes and all that

Yoongi
And a baseball cap

Jimin
I can fucking picture this so well

Jimin
This is pure comedy

Jimin
Like imagine you standing there with crossed arms, candy all around you and a crying child holding a teddy bear in front of you with a mum in a flower dress trying to pull the child along because she’s worried you’re gonna kill ‘em

Yoongi
This is getting oddly specific

Yoongi
Anything happened to you when you were a child?

Yoongi
Who hurt you?

Jimin
Nooooo wtf

Jimin
Am I right tho?

Yoongi
That scene… may or may not happen every once in a while

Yoongi
Nah actually… I’m mostly okay with children

Yoongi
The problem is the grown up versions of them

Yoongi
Simply disgusting

Jimin
You don’t like adults?

Yoongi
I don’t like anything that is under 3 years and above 10 years old

Jimin
So you don’t like me?!

Yoongi
I don’t even know you

Yoongi
You could be like… a grandpa or something

Jimin
I am not

Jimin
I mean like I could send you pics and stuff

Jimin
But I’m hot and I don’t want you to get envious and stuff~

Yoongi
Great confidence you have there

Yoongi
I bet you’re a neckbeard complaining about how all the girls go for the bad guys

Yoongi
(Who also doesn’t have friends)

Jimin
Yooooooongi

Jimin
We already came to the conclusion that I have friends!

Yoongi
Yeah sure that’s why you’re texting me at 7 o’clock instead of doing stuff people your age usually do

Yoongi
Also is the fact that you didn’t say anything about the neckbeard stuff a hint?

Jimin
No I’m not a neckbeard

Jimin
And I just like my spare time on my own every once in a while

Jimin
People are effort

Yoongi
Fair enough

Yoongi
I can live with that

Yoongi
So you’re more of an introvert?

Jimin
Not really

Jimin
I go partying and stuff

Jimin
Just don’t likes close friendships or having to maintain them

Jimin
People who approach me are fake

Yoongi
Not everyone

Jimin
Everyone

Jimin
Those who aren’t keep their distance because I’m a fucking asshole and they don’t like me openly

Yoongi
You don’t really seem like an asshole?

Jimin
I am

Jimin
But like not really?

Jimin
I mainly got used to acting like one cuz it keeps people away

Yoongi
You have some issues

Jimin
I know

Jimin
Gosh can we like not talk about the sad thing called my life

Yoongi
How about we talk about the sad thing called my life?

Jimin
Uh I’m into that

Jimin
What’s going on

Yoongi
Some random mother just pointed at me and said something along the lines

Yoongi
“That’s what one of those bad guys I told you about could look like.”

Yoongi
I have a fucking tattoo and dress in black

Yoongi
I’m not in some gang shit, get over it people

Jimin
Do you look badass?

Yoongi
No matter what I answer to that question it’s gonna make me look bad

Yoongi
I will not answer this

Jimin
Meanie

Yoongi
Child

Jimin
Dog poo

Yoongi
Sorry, that is in the ‘under 3 years’ area

Yoongi
I don’t like you

Jimin
Earlier you said it’s been too short to say whether you like me or not

Yoongi
Well it’s easier to decide whether you don’t like someone than whether you like them

Jimin

Jimin
Well I hate you

Yoongi
Get in line

Jimin
Pfff

Jimin
Well at least I learnt something today

Jimin
That you look like you’re part of a gang

Yoongi
If that’s what gets you off go wild

Yoongi
I learnt that you are an asshole in real life

Yoongi
Which is admittedly kind of interesting

Jimin
Don’t forget that I’m hot

Yoongi
Just as real as the fact that you have friends

Jimin
I’m leaving bye

Jimin

Jimin

Jimin
WTF bro you didn’t even try to stop me

Yoongi
Is that my job?

Jimin
…no…

Jimin
Whatever

Jimin
See ya later

Yoongi
Later

 

 

 

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Jimin
So I have this friend…

Yoongi
Your efforts into creating the illusions are impressive

Jimin
…who keeps coming over just to use my switch and it’s annoying the fuck out of me

Jimin
fuck you

Jimin
But he’s a friend of my friend and I can’t just kick him out like that because my other friend who I actually care about would be pissed

Yoongi
Well it’s not your job to please his friends

Yoongi
Just tell your FRIEND that and I’m sure he’ll understand

Jimin
Should I?

Yoongi
It’s your stuff and you don’t even have to allow him into your house you know

Yoongi
Try not to be an asshole about it tho

Jimin
But I am an asshole

Jimin
That’s the only way they know me

Yoongi
What is it with you continuously saying you’re an asshole?

Yoongi
Is that a trend these days?

Jimin
No that’s just me objectively analyzing my behavior

Yoongi
And what exactly makes you an asshole?

Jimin
I’ve done a lot of mean shit

Yoongi
Like cake in the face mean?

Jimin
No like getting them kicked out of school mean

Jimin
Or beating the shit out of them

Yoongi
So my first instinct right now would be to block your number and never chat with you again

Yoongi
But some small part of me thinks that maybe people can change for the better so I’m not going to deny your existence from this point onward

Yoongi
But

Yoongi
What the hell is wrong with you?

Yoongi
Why would you do such a thing?

Jimin
Honestly?

Jimin
I don’t know

Jimin
I get angry easily

Yoongi
And you just decided that you’ll get them kicked out?

Yoongi
How do you even do that?

Jimin
I just hold grudges and I get carried away a bit

Jimin
And I know it’s bad, but then again they’re hurting me so why wouldn’t I be allowed to hurt them?

Jimin
Also my father is friends with the headmaster

Yoongi
I don’t even know what to say

Yoongi
Like it’s not going to change anything

Yoongi
But don’t do that?

Yoongi
It’s a dick move

Yoongi
And you seem okay over chat so I don’t get why you would be such an asshole in real life?

Jimin
Sorry if that’s offensive

Jimin
But I don’t care about you

Jimin
You are some random stranger on the internet I’m chatting with of whom I haven’t even seen one picture

Jimin
That makes telling you things and stuff a lot easier

Jimin
And I also don’t really have to worry about you going behind my back

Yoongi
You sound paranoid as fuck

Jimin
Been through some shit

Yoongi
That makes it a bit easier not to hate you

Yoongi
Still

Yoongi
Try not being a douche too much

Jimin
I will

Yoongi
Back to some more relaxed conversations?

Jimin
Yeah sure

Jimin
What do you wanna talk about

Yoongi
You said you’re in Seoul? Is there stuff you enjoy doing there?

Jimin
I actually do martial arts so there’s that

Jimin
And aside from that just spend a lot of time partying and hanging out with ‘friends’

Yoongi
Hey even you are starting to put friends under quotation marks

Jimin
I HAVE FRIENDS

Jimin
Jesus

Yoongi
It’s Yoongi

Jimin

Jimin
I am so conflicted on whether or not I like you

Jimin
Actually no

Jimin
I think I’m pretty sure I like you

Jimin
You’re chill

Jimin
Also you’re like the only person I talk to at the moment

Yoongi
“Friends”

Jimin
I’m just going to ignore you

Yoongi
This is way too much fun

Yoongi
And you seem okay as well

Yoongi
A bit questionable when it comes to what you told me about your behavior but within the restrictions of our small chat you seem alright

Yoongi
Which is quite the compliment coming from me

Yoongi
Most people make me wanna vomit

Jimin
Know that feeling

Jimin
Yoongi?

Jimin
You still there?

Yoongi
Gtg

Chapter Text

The door to his apartment screeched loudly when Yoongi carefully opened it before slipping out of his shoes. “I’m home.”

The hallway in front of him was dimply lit, due to one of the two lighting bulbs slowly dying. He didn’t expect any reaction from inside the flat and there wasn’t any.

He quickly slid his drenched raincoat off and made his way towards the small kitchen. There were small snoring noises coming from the living room and Yoongi sighed silently, before grabbing the boiler and adding some water to it. After switching on the device he grabbed a water bottle from the small fridge placed right next to sink.

When he entered the living room what he found was exactly what he had expected. His father spread out over the couch, a bunch of beer cans and a bottle of vodka placed on the small table in front of him. He was sleeping. Probably for some time now, judging from the fact that he no longer was sitting upright but instead lying on his side.

He slowly skidded towards him, grabbing the empty cans and throwing them into the trash bin, but not before grabbing a small anti hangover pill from the drawer.

He put both the bottle and the pill on the table before walking up to his father again. Carefully not to disrupt the old man’s sleep, he grabbed one of the blankets that were neatly folded on the edge of the couch and tried placing it over him.

His father stirred and Yoongi sucked in a breath, not moving a centimeter, hoping he would not wake up. To his displeasure the man opened his eyes slowly, looking at Yoongi in what could be described as a half asleep state.

“What are you doing here?” He sounded angry. “Why the fuck are you not at school?” He sat up and Yoongi quickly moved a couple of steps back, but he wasn’t quick enough. He was grabbed by his T-shirt and pulled back.

There was a sharp sting on his right cheek and his head was pushed to the side. “I’m talking to you! Fucking look at me you piece of shit.” Yoongi bit his lip and looked up, just to get slapped a second time.

“Why the fuck are you not going to school?” Maybe Yoongi could have argued that no one went to school at 11 pm or that he was working a full time job, but he knew that arguing with the intoxicated man wouldn’t lead anywhere.

Instead he muttered a soft ‘sorry’, looking down.

“You’d better be. I am paying for your education so you’d better not skip.” He was pushed back a couple of steps and his father simply staggered past him into the direction of his bedroom, not even noticing the medicine that was placed on the small table.

Yoongi held his breath until he heard the door that lead to the bedroom close, before releasing a relieved sigh.

The boiler made a soft noise, indicating that the water was heated up.

Rubbing his burning cheek, he went back into the kitchen, where he prepared some instant noodles for himself. He spent about ten minutes eating in silence before grabbing his phone from his pocket and typing a message.

 

 

Yoongi
Hey

Yoongi
So how has your day been?

Chapter Text

Yoongi
Hey

Yoongi
So how has your day been?

Jimin
I’m surprised you’re asking

Jimin
It was alright

Jimin
I spent some time playing Zelda breath of the wild

Jimin
Kicked the guy out who kept blocking my switch for months

Jimin
And I got some pizza delivered

Jimin

Jimin
All in all a pretty great day

Jimin
How bout yours?

Yoongi
That is a nice ring you have there

Yoongi
I’m a bit exhausted cause work was hard, but it was alright

Yoongi
My boss gave me some free chocolate so there was that

Jimin
Scared away any children?

Yoongi
I don’t think so

Yoongi
I was wearing long sleeves and my boss made me wear mickey mouse ears

Jimin
Omg I wanna see that

Yoongi
You won’t

Yoongi
Not gonna be showing my face to some stranger on the internet

Jimin
Pity

Jimin
I think it would look funny

Yoongi
It does

Yoongi
Just trust my word here

Jimin
Soooo

Jimin
Wanna talk about something?

Yoongi
The question is about what

Jimin
How about… man idk I don’t have friends

Jimin
I mean I do have friends… just…

Yoongi
I’m laughing at this more than I should

Yoongi
How about movie opinions?

Jimin
Sound great

Jimin
Kind of boring

Jimin
But great

Jimin
What did you think about suicide squad?

Yoongi
Weak

Jimin
I’m blocking you

Jimin
Harley Quinn is my wife

Jimin
How dare you

Yoongi
If it makes you happy

Yoongi
I did think the characters were cool

Yoongi
BUT

Yoongi
They spent so much time introducing the characters that they ran out of time for the plot

Yoongi
And everything seemed rushed from that point onward

Jimin
I can… live with that I think

Yoongi
Now it’s my turn for a movie

Yoongi
Fight club

Jimin
Never saw that

Jimin
Is it good?

Yoongi
More like amazing

Yoongi
I think I watched it about 20 times

Jimin
Guess what I’ll be doing now

Yoongi
Eating pizza

Jimin
Yeah that too

Jimin
I’m going to watch that movie

Jimin
See ya in two hours

Yoongi
Alright

 

 

 

Jimin
Okay okay

Jimin
So I’m halfway through the film

Jimin
And wtf is this girl

Jimin
What’s her name again

Jimin
Yeah right Marla

Jimin
She’s crazy

Jimin
I’m getting popcorn

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jimin

Jimin
I finished the movie

Jimin
And wtf just happened

Jimin
I’m gonna go watch it again

Jimin
Fuck this shit

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jimin
Soooo it’s 5 am and I have to go to school in two hours…

Jimin
And I don’t regret it

Jimin
You’re sleeping right?

Jimin
I’m too awake to go to sleep now

Jimin
What should I doooo

Jimin
Just gonna keep spamming

Jimin
Omg I just saw this thing on reddit

Jimin

Jimin
There are kind of fight club memes out there

Jimin
And omg

Jimin
THIS

Jimin

 

Jimin
I am slowly falling for this movie

Jimin
What the actual fuck

Jimin
Imma go beat some people up in a friendly way now

Yoongi
Please don’t ._.

Jimin
Awww you’re awake

Jimin
Work?

Yoongi
Yeah

Yoongi
And I may or may not accept you a bit more if you like the movie

Jimin
Yeeeees

Jimin
How much more?

Yoongi
You went from ‘I guess I will accept that you exist’ to ‘I’m pretty okay with you existing’

Jimin
Progress yay

Jimin
I’m going to make myself some breakfast

Jimin
Gonna be back in a minute

Yoongi
I won’t have much time to answer you today

Yoongi
It’s Friday

Yoongi
It’s gonna be pretty busy

Jimin
I’m getting cereal later

Jimin
Enjoy your day at work!

Yoongi
I’ll try

Yoongi
I hope there aren’t any children that throw up ._.

Jimin
Why do you even work there?

Jimin
Doesn’t seem like your thing

Yoongi
Money

Jimin
How old are you even?

Yoongi
23

Jimin
You’re not that old

Jimin
Don’t you do college or something?

Yoongi
Can’t

Yoongi
Bills don’t pay themselves

Jimin
What about your parents?

Jimin
Yoongi?

Jimin
You still there?

Jimin
Sorry if that’s too personal.

Jimin
You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to

Jimin
Sorry!!!!

Yoongi
Chill I was just taking a shower

Yoongi
My parents are divorced and my father is not capable of working so I have to

Jimin
That’s really sad

Jimin
Maybe get a job you want to do?

Yoongi
Those either don’t pay right or they are not willing to take me

Yoongi
So jobbing in restaurants or at the amusement park it is

Jimin
:(

Yoongi
I need to leave for work now

Yoongi
Later

Jimin
Later

Jimin
And you can do this!!!

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
Are you done for the day?

Yoongi
I’m just getting done packing up

Yoongi
Why?

Jimin
I just saw this video 36 questions to fall in love on Youtube

Jimin
And those are actually great to get to know someone

Jimin
And I don’t know you very well so how about we play this game?

Yoongi
To fall in love… really?

Jimin
It’s also a way to get to know each other

Jimin
That’s just its name

Yoongi
I think I have better things to do?

Jimin
Please? I’m bored out of my mind right now

Jimin
And you are chill

Jimin
I wanna get to know you better

Yoongi
Alright I guess

Jimin
Great~

Jimin
I’m just gonna copypaste the questions and each of us is going to answer

Yoongi
Yeah sure

Jimin
Alright so the first one is…

Jimin
1. Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?

Jimin
That one is boring

Jimin
But I think… uhm… I don’t really know

Yoongi
There are a couple people

Yoongi
Maybe my mother

Yoongi
Haven’t seen her in a while

Jimin
Do you live with your father or on your own?

Yoongi
With my father

Jimin
Don’t you want to move out soon?

Jimin
I mean you even work

Yoongi
I can’t really leave him alone

Yoongi
He doesn’t have anyone but me

Jimin
That’s sad:(

Jimin
Next question?

Yoongi
Yeah

Jimin
2. Would you like to be famous? In what way?

Yoongi
Yeah kind of

Yoongi
I like producing music and it would be great if I could reach some people with it

Yoongi
You?

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
I don’t really want to. That must suck

Jimin
Like people knowing you no matter where you go and some of them using you

Jimin
I pass

Jimin
You produce music

Jimin
That’s amazing

Jimin
You’ll have to send me something someday

Yoongi
Can’t

Yoongi
I haven’t really gotten the chance to declare it mine so sending it to you would be dumb as fuck

Yoongi
Sorry

Jimin
No it’s alright

Jimin
You’re being careful

Jimin
That’s good

Jimin
3. Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?

Yoongi
EVERY FUCKING GODDAMN TIME

Yoongi
I have no problem with talking to people. I have no problem to message them. But I get anxiety issues whenever my screen lights up and there is the call symbol

Yoongi
You?

Jimin
Not really

Jimin
I grew up with phone calls being a normal thing

Jimin
4. What would constitute a “perfect” day for you?

Jimin
Spending time with people who I actually like and doing some stupid stuff I think

Yoongi
Getting a full night of sleep and getting through the day without any depression coming through

Yoongi
Sorry that’s kind of dark

Jimin
You have depression?

Yoongi
Yes and no

Yoongi
I’m not really suicidal or anything like that. I don’t cut. Don’t really have panic attacks.

Yoongi
I’m just not really happy.

Jimin
No idea what to say.

Jimin
That sucks.

Yoongi
Way to ruin the mood

Yoongi
And it’s okay

Yoongi
In a way it’s kind of a part of me so at this point it’s more character than anything else

Jimin
If you ever need someone to lift your mood

Jimin
I can send you cat memes

Yoongi
Wow thanks

Yoongi
I appreciate it

Jimin
Should I ask the next question?

Yoongi
Yup

Yoongi
Shoot away

Jimin
5. When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else?

Yoongi
I rap actually

Yoongi
Can’t sing for shit

Jimin
I also wanna hear that

Jimin
And I sing all the time so I think about half an hour ago

Jimin
I tend to just sing to myself whenever I’m alone in my room

Yoongi
Wanna hear that too

Jimin
I’ll make sure to sing for you some time ;)

Yoongi
Fucking disgusting winky face

Jimin
;P

Yoongi

Jimin
Okay there are a bunch of questions that are super boring

Jimin
I’m gonna pick the ones that are actually interesting

Yoongi
Kay

Yoongi
I’m gonna take a quick shower

Yoongi
Gonna be back soon

Jimin
Good

Jimin
Btw

Jimin
It’s kind of cool to do this

Jimin
I swear you are like completely different from what I’m used to hang around with

Jimin
And I really like it

Jimin
Chatting with you is quite fun~

Yoongi
It’s great hearing that for a change

Yoongi
I’m a bit awkward usually

Yoongi
More of the loner type

Jimin
I can live with that

Jimin
Ah next question I forgot

Jimin
11. Take four minutes and tell your partner your life story in as much detail as possible.

Jimin
Let’s both write text for four minutes and then send it

Yoongi
I always used to be a pretty happy child and everything. I was taught to be loving and patient and all that shit from a pretty early age. Sometimes I used to be a bit too good natured because I was a pretty easy target for bullying.

When I was 17 my mother divorced my father because she could no longer bear to live with all the debt he made. I was asked with whom I wanted to stay and I told her that I would stay with my father. Ever since then I’ve been jobbing because my father isn’t in the best state right now.

Well I still have a minute left. Other stuff… uhm… when I was 17 I found out I was pan when a guy at a party kissed me. Also because of a lot of shit that happened I have a certain dislike towards most people. It’s okay if they do their thing. I just want them to exclude me from it.

Yeah 4 minutes are over

Jimin
So… uhm actually there isn’t much to tell about me? I grew up as a bit of a trust fund baby. My parents pretty much let me do whatever I wanted and I always got along with my classmates and all that shit.

I had my first girlfriend at 15. I’m pretty good looking. Spent most time in high school partying with college kids and never really had that much to worry about. I’m not even sure if I have any character whatsoever tbh.

I feel like it’s mainly just an act I put on to seem the way people expect me to be. I still have some time left but seriously me and my life are kind of boring.

Jimin
Holy shit yours is long

Jimin
What’s pan?

Jimin
You’re gay?

Yoongi
Pan

Yoongi
Pan is when someone doesn’t really care about the gender and all that

Jimin
That’s kind of… disgusting?

Jimin
Sorry

Jimin
Just the thought of two guys kissing and all that is ehhh

Yoongi
Do you have something against gay people?

Jimin
Kind of

Jimin
I mean it’s wrong

Jimin
It’s meant to be a guy and girl

Jimin
Not a guy and a guy

Jimin
How’s that supposed to work?

Yoongi
It works

Yoongi
Trust me

Jimin
Nooo

Jimin
That’s seriously disgusting tho

Yoongi
It’s just the same as with a girl

Jimin
No it’s not

Yoongi
Girls take dicks up their ass as well

Jimin
But that’s different

Jimin
Also it’s super creepy to think a guy might be thinking something like that about me

Yoongi
Trust me if you are that kind of guy no one is thinking about you that way

Yoongi
I’m surprised you’re still talking to me tho

Yoongi
Not scared I might be thinking about what it would feel like to put my dick up your ass?

Jimin
No that’s

Jimin
You’re not like that right?

Jimin
You’re not creepy

Yoongi
I don’t know

Yoongi
Am I

Yoongi
I mean I have done pretty gay stuff before

Jimin
That’s okay… I think… just don’t think about that with me

Jimin
That would be so weird

Yoongi
Dude I don’t even know your fucking face

Jimin
That’s good

Yoongi
Please just tell me you won’t be going all homophobic towards me now

Yoongi
Because I’ve had enough of that shit happen already

Yoongi
So if you feel like you have to cure me or insult me or whatever I’ll just block you now instead of in the future

Jimin
No!

Jimin
I won’t I swear

Jimin
It’s super weird to think that you’re a fag

Jimin
That’s an insult isn’t it?

Yoongi
Yup

Jimin
Sorry I didn’t mean to seriously

Jimin
It’s super weird to think about the fact that you’re gay but I like you and I like this chat so I’m okay with it and I’ll try not to be weird about it

Jimin
Sorry

Yoongi
Whatever

Yoongi
If you can do that it’s alright

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
Next question?

Yoongi
No I think that was enough for the day

Yoongi
I’ll be going to sleep soon

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
Good night!

Yoongi
Night

Chapter Text

Jimin grabbed his phone from his pocket to check whether or not there was new message from Yoongi, but of course there wasn’t. They hadn’t exchanged a word since three days ago and Jimin was pretty sure he had fucked up.

Maybe he shouldn’t have admitted to having a problem with the whole gay thing. But then again, why wouldn’t he? He always spoke his mind and never really cared if that meant he lost some of his ‘friends’ along the way.

But still it bothered him with Yoongi. Maybe because he knew that whatever he and Yoongi had was actually real. Yeah sure, they weren’t friends yet but at least nothing about the way they talked was superficial. It wasn’t about looks, it wasn’t about money, it wasn’t about attention.

There was absolutely nothing Yoongi could gain from talking to him and that’s what made this special. Because for once in his life, Jimin knew for sure that this wasn’t about using him.

Yoongi had absolutely no reason to continue talking to him if Jimin fucked up. No reason to keep the talking going. And that’s apparently what had happened.

Jimin had said something offensive and Yoongi, who had absolutely no obligations of enduring Jimin’s bullshit, had decided not to message him again. Jimin closed his eyes, sighing and putting his hands on the steering wheel of his car.

His thoughts were interrupted by a hand knocking on the passenger seat window. Jimin pressed the button underneath the steering wheel to unlock the door and a sweaty Taehyung entered the car in just his training shorts and a t-shirt. “Thanks for picking me up.”

“No problem. You look good. Gaining muscle works.” He backed out of the parking space, checking for any incoming cars. “I’m guessing you wanna go home first to shower?”

Taehyung nodded and glanced out of the window, watching as they passed by their college. They sat there in silence for a couple of minutes before Taehyung spoke up. “Is Jessie coming today?”

“No idea. She hardly calls me aside from when she’s horny.”

“Thought so. She mentioned she may be coming. Apparently the birthday party is for a friend of hers.”

“By the way. You’re allowed to go? What about Mina? Isn’t she like the jealous type and stuff? I don’t remember you going to a party in three months or something.” Jimin asked, pulling into the garage of Taehyung’s apartment tower.

“Piece of shit cheated on me.”

“Poor thing. It’s said that people tend to be paranoid about stuff like that if they’d do it so I guess there is some truth to that.”

“Which one of us are you calling a poor thing?” Taehyung chuckled, grabbing his training bag and stepping out of the car, after Jimin had parked in the guest spot.

“Her of course. I know you and how you react that kind of stuff.”

“Hey, I’m your friend. Aren’t you supposed to be worried about my heartbreak?”

“You’ll live. Not that sure about her.”

“Whatever.” Taehyung jokingly hit the back of Jimin’s head before sprinting towards the elevator. Jimin pushed his hands deeper into the pockets of his coat, feeling for his phone while walking in Taehyung’s direction. He didn’t even have to check to know that there was no message from Yoongi.

Not long after he was sitting on the edge of Taehyung’s bed, watching as the younger searched his closet for something to wear out. He settled with a black button up, jeans and a black belt to keep everything in place.

“How do I look? You know I was getting a bit chubby because of the relationship so I thought I should work out to make myself presentable again.” Taehyung pointed at his stomach that was hidden underneath the button up and Jimin simply shrugged his shoulders.

“You look good.”

Taehyung nodded, grabbing a jacket and slipping it on. “Let’s go. The uber should be here any minute.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Do I know you? You look familiar.” The girl that had approached him stated and Jimin simply shrugged his shoulders.

“I’m sure I’ve seen you before.” Not bothering to answer another time he took a sip and turned around, scanning the room with his eyes, searching for a place to sit. The night was still long and he had lost Taehyung, which was not surprising at all considering that the boy had just gone through a break up and was probably looking for a one-night stand.

He could have danced or something, but he was not really in the mood. Especially because even now, under the influence of alcohol, he couldn’t help pitying himself for fucking up with Yoongi.

He made his way over to the sofa, where a small group of people were playing drinking games, but there was still a small area unoccupied. A guy in front of him took a step back, almost making Jimin spill drink.

“What the fuck! Be caref… sorry.” When he turned around and realized it was Jimin he had ran into he quickly dropped the aggressive behavior and lowered his head in an apologetic way.

Jimin chuckled a dry “Whatever”, before pushing past him, bumping shoulders with the guy.

Luckily he made it the last couple of steps without any interruptions. When he sat comfortably he grabbed his phone, glancing at the screen again just to realize his phone had died.

When he looked up again, he saw Jessie make her way over to him. Apparently Taehyung had been right about that.

Jessie was, from an objective point of view, quite beautiful, although she did usually wear just a bit too much make up to look good in a natural way, but then again, it fit her character quite well. She wasn’t a shy natural girl. She was a bitch. Probably the most endurable one Jimin knew, but still a bitch.

“Hey.” There wasn’t any hesitation as she placed each of her knees next to him and sitting down on his lap, facing him. “You missed me?” Her smile was teasing, just as usual.

“Not really.” Jimin stated and she laughed loudly.

“I guessed that. Otherwise you would have called. This party sucks… wanna go hook up somewhere?”

“Not really in the mood. And yeah, this party sucks. Have you seen Taehyung? Any idea whether he is with some girl right now?” Jimin checked the room again, but of course no Taehyung.

“I watched him flirt with Seunghee earlier and haven’t seen either of them since then so I think he might have taken her home?” Jessie shrugged, shifting so she was now sitting sideways on Jimin’s lap. “Are you sure you don’t wanna hook up? The bathroom here is quite nice if you don’t want to leave. Come on. Please?” She made a pouty lip and Jimin laughed, pushing her face away softly.

“No is no. If you still try anything now that’s called sexual harassment. I’m gonna sue you.” He joked, taking a sip from his drink.

“Better keep my ass off you then.” She laughed, pretending to get up, but he stopped her by pulling her back down and wrapping his arms around her waist.

“Stay. Keep me company. Tae is not doing his job.”

“Well, not my problem. Since you are not in the mood to hook up with me, I’ll just have to search for someone with a bigger dick.”

“Won’t be much of a task.” Both of them chuckled at his self-depreciating comment. “Gosh, you make it sound like you’re not a good fuck.”

“Am I?” There was a teasing glint in his eyes.

“I am not going to feed into that ego of yours.” Jessie got up, placing a quick kiss on his lips before making her way through the crowd, searching for a guy that played in her league. Jimin watched as she left. Sometimes talking to old friends did help after all.

After being put into just a bit of a better mood, Jimin got up again, glancing around for someone to keep him company. Someone easy, hopefully not from their school.

Not long after he was making out with a pretty attractive girl he had never seen before. Maybe she knew who he was, maybe she didn’t. Didn’t really matter that much anyways. They were just about to leave the party to go to either her or his place, when Jimin felt a tap on his shoulder.

When he turned around, slightly irritated that he was interrupted, he was face to face with a worried looking Jessie, who was holding her phone in one manicured hand.

“Jimin. Your parents called. They are angry that you aren’t answering your phone. They asked me to tell you to come home right now. Sorry.”

Of course… as usual. They didn’t fucking care ninety percent of the time and if they did it was Jimin’s job to obey and be a good son.

“Fuck this shit. And thanks. Sorry that they called you.”

“It’s okay. Should I take you there? I’m here with my car.” She offered, both of them completely ignoring the confused girl Jimin had made out with just a minute prior.

“Nah, enjoy yourself. It’s my bullshit to deal with. At least one of us should have a good evening.” With that he left both of them standing there. Jup, his bullshit to deal with.

Chapter Text

It was when he was sitting in the uber taking him home when Jimin finally came to the conclusion that it was better to try messaging Yoongi than wait for the other to do so. After all, it wasn’t Yoongi’s job to be the first one to make contact.

They had ended the whole thing on an awkward note, but there was no reason why Jimin wouldn’t be allowed to message Yoongi.

 

 

Jimin
Hey uhm

Jimin
I know that I was kind of weird last time and I’m sorry that I made you angry

Jimin
But if you’re okay with it… I’d like to chat with you a bit?

Yoongi
I said it’s okay last time already

Jimin
But you didn’t act like it at all

Jimin
I thought you just said that because you wanted to avoid confrontation about it

Jimin
I mean you left right after and didn’t write anything ever since

Yoongi
Because I felt weird about it

Yoongi
I mean let’s say I go like “I hate trust fund kids. It’s fucking disgusting how they leech of their parents. You too, but you are fun to chat with so it’s alright I guess.”

Jimin
Okay yeah that’s weird

Jimin
Sorry

Jimin
You’re not disgusting

Jimin
Sorry I said that

Jimin
I thought about it some more the last couple of days and I’m really okay with it

Jimin
Sorry for being a judgmental prick

Yoongi
It really is okay I swear

Yoongi
You don’t have to apologize that much

Jimin
Sorry for apologizing

Yoongi

Jimin
We’re good?

Yoongi
We’re good

Jimin
Thank god

Jimin
Actually

Jimin
There actually is a reason I finally decided to text you now

Jimin
Or more like I forced myself to do it because I kind of really need someone to talk to right now

Yoongi
Sure

Yoongi
What happened?

Jimin
I’m really angry

Jimin
I don’t think I mentioned this before, but my parents travel a lot and are rarely ever at home. Just hardly ever spend time with me or even fulfill their parental duties such as being there on my first day of school

Jimin
And even though they never care what I do, sometimes they just decide out of nowhere that maybe it would be a good time to take care of their parental responsibilities, knowing damn well that I’m a lost cause anyways

Jimin
I’m not sure why they even try

Yoongi
That sucks

Yoongi
Maybe you should tell them that you dislike that they don’t care most of the time and suddenly do?

Jimin
What is that supposed to help?

Yoongi
Maybe they realize that they should spend some more time with you?

Jimin
I don’t think so

Jimin
It’s always been that way

Yoongi
Have you tried?

Jimin
…no…

Yoongi
So how would you know?

Jimin
I just… know

Yoongi
You don’t know for sure tho

Jimin
Whatever

Yoongi
Don’t you fucking whatever me brat

Yoongi
Maybe I’m wrong but there is a chance that your parents care more about you than you think they do

Jimin
Maybe

Jimin
Thanks

Jimin
Do you really think so?

Yoongi
Yeah I do

Yoongi
Sometimes parents just struggle with showing their affection or there is misinterpretation from either side

Yoongi
Take me for example

Yoongi
My dad and I haven’t had one normal conversation in a year or something but I know for a fact that he cares about me

Yoongi
He’s just not in a place where he is able to show it

Jimin
How is that possible if he’s always home?

Yoongi
Alcohol, meds and depression

Yoongi
It’s a rare occurrence to see him conscious

Jimin
That’s really sad

Yoongi
And even so I know for sure that he loves me as his son

Jimin
I really wanna hug you :(

Yoongi
Even with the fag thing?

Jimin
Who fucking cares about the fag thing. You need a hug and I wanna hug you :(

Yoongi
Maybe just maybe I’d let you hug me if you were here right now

Yoongi
Depends on whether or not you’re actually an old grandpa

Jimin
If I were would that make the chances of getting a hug higher or lower?

Jimin
Just to know whether or not I have to put on a costume

Yoongi
Not sure yet

Yoongi
Depends on how you look grandpa

Jimin
You’re only using me for my body!

Yoongi
Sure I am

Jimin
I’m at my house

Jimin
Thanks for talking to me

Jimin
And I’m just going to say this again but seriously I think I’m okay with the pan thing

Jimin
I mean you do you

Jimin
Something like that shouldn’t really matter

Yoongi
Hey Jimin

Jimin
Yeah?

Yoongi
Thanks

Jimin
Nothing to thank me for

Jimin
But no problem

Jimin
I’m gonna text you later

Yoongi
Good luck!

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
Hey

Jimin
It’s such a weird thing

Jimin
But honestly if it comes to anything I feel like sharing with someone I end up wanting to tell you

Jimin
Which is not normal considering you’re some stranger on the internet whose face I have not seen even one single time

Yoongi
I get what you mean

Yoongi
Don’t forget about the fact that sometimes telling people who you don’t have to see on a daily basis is a lot easier

Jimin
It’s not just that tho

Jimin
It might be a weird thing to say but I feel like you get me

Jimin
You don’t really judge based on stuff you think you know about me and instead your opinion of me is just me?

Jimin
Is that weird?

Jimin
Am I being weird?

Yoongi
Nah

Yoongi
Being yourself can be quite the task

Yoongi
I mean who the fuck am I even?

Jimin
This shit is getting dark

Jimin
Btw I have news

Jimin
My mum and I talked

Jimin
And I told her about how it bothers me that she doesn’t care most of the time and suddenly cares out of nowhere, after not taking care of her parental duties for months

Jimin
We actually kind of talked it out

Jimin
And she admitted that she wasn’t even aware I thought so. Apparently she thought I was happy with the money and was more than happy to live my life without them.

Jimin
Anyways

Jimin
She promised she would take me out for some food this Saturday

Jimin
So thanks

Jimin
I don’t think everything will magically work out now but talking to her kind of helped

Yoongi
Told you so

Yoongi
I’m glad it turned out like this

Yoongi
I’m always here for advice

Jimin
Great~

Jimin
Btw

Jimin
You can just say no

Jimin
But I kind of want to see what you look like

Jimin
Could you send a picture?

Yoongi
No

Yoongi
Sorry

Yoongi
But I’m not comfortable with that

Yoongi
Also I think the fact that we don’t know each other’s faces is one of the reason talking is this easy

Jimin
:(

Jimin
I get what you mean but…

Jimin
Fuck this shit

Jimin
I’m sad

Yoongi
Here

Yoongi

Jimin
That’s cute

Yoongi
It’s a pretty accurate representation of what I imagine you to look like

Jimin

Jimin
That does not look like me

Jimin
I’m a very manly guy

Jimin
MANLY

Yoongi
Even from your messages it’s obvious that you don’t take the manly part serious

Jimin
I believe some actually think I am tho

Jimin
I have a pretty strong image and stuff

Jimin
And I mean I’m pretty build and all that

Jimin
But I admit to having put a name to baby face syndrome

Jimin
Not even gonna lie about that

Yoongi
That’s kind of cute

Jimin
gay

Yoongi
I am

Jimin
Are we at the point where I can make jokes about ‘gay is not okay’

Yoongi
I think we are

Jimin
Great

Jimin
Gay ain’t kay

Yoongi
Why am I laughing at this?

Yoongi
It’s not even funny

Jimin
Because it’s bad enough to be funny again?

Yoongi
Maybe

Yoongi
I should go to bed

Yoongi
It’s getting late

Jimin
Noooooo

Jimin
Stay with me

Jimin
Please

Jimin
I’m not sleepy yet

Yoongi
I could recommend another movie

Jimin

Jimin
I guess that’s okay too T-T

Yoongi
Go watch space odyssey

Jimin
Is it a what the fuck movie again?

Yoongi
Bingo

Yoongi
Good night

Yoongi
Enjoy your movie

Jimin
Pfff

Jimin
You too I guess

Jimin
Just kidding!

Jimin
I hope you get a good rest!

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
So

Jimin
I need your help?

Yoongi
How so?

Jimin
Exams are fucking with my head right now and I can’t really think at this point

Jimin
And I have this essay to write and I almost have it done but I need some more arguments and I thought I might just ask you

Jimin
Especially because of the topic

Yoongi
What’s the topic?

Jimin
Gay marriage and arguments for and against it

Jimin
I just want to hear your thoughts on it

Yoongi
Am I a joke to you?

Jimin
If I didn’t know the meme I would actually be scared you are pissed

Yoongi
I’m sighing

Yoongi
Honestly

Yoongi
I don’t really know that much about it either

Yoongi
Not that I can talk for every gay out there but most guys are mainly out for a good fuck and fuck off the second that’s done

Yoongi
I think lesbians are a bit keener on dating than guys, but I’m honestly not the guy to talk to

Yoongi
I spend most of my time alone so idk a lot about the gay community

Jimin
Maybe just things that I might be able to use as arguments for gay marriage?

Yoongi
+ gay people should receive the same treatment as straight people
+ Marriage may change something about the way most people view them more as roommates
+ there should be legal regulations regarding gay people as well
+ they should be able to enjoy a big official wedding if they want to
(I just checked with the internet and apparently the state also could make some money out of it cause yay more people who throw their money out the window by marrying)

Jimin
Thanks

Jimin
I think I can work with that

Jimin
How was your day?

Yoongi
Shouldn’t you finish your essay now?

Jimin
Nah I’ll do that tomorrow

Jimin
As I said I can’t think straight right now

Yoongi
And about your question

Yoongi
I’m a bit dizzy tbh

Jimin
What? Why?

Yoongi
It’s nearing the end of the month and my payroll will come in in 5 days but I kind of ran out of money so I’m living off of instant ramen right now

Yoongi
And it’s not quite the healthiest thing

Yoongi
It keeps me alive but that’s about it

Jimin

Jimin
That is not okay

Jimin
Do you have any restaurants nearby?

Yoongi
Yeah but as I said

Yoongi
I’m broke

Jimin
You just helped me with this shit

Jimin
Can I treat you? Please?

Jimin
You just have to tell me the address of a restaurant or whatever and I’ll call and tell them to prepare some take out for you to pick up

Yoongi
No way in hell

Yoongi
I’m not letting you pay for me like I’m some beggar

Jimin
Please

Jimin
You’re hurting me by treating your body wrong

Jimin
I’m just looking out for myself

Jimin
It’s not for you

Jimin
It’s for me

Yoongi
Not gonna happen

Jimin
You can pay me back or something

Jimin
Just please eat something

Jimin
I need you to chat with me

Jimin
You’re the only one I can talk to

Jimin
Don’t die!!!

Yoongi
Wow mr. overdramatic

Jimin
Please just tell me any restaurant and what you want

Jimin
Just this once

Yoongi
I’ll pay you back okay

Jimin
Pffff fine whatever

Jimin
If we meet you can give it back to me

Jimin
Until then keep it

Yoongi

Yoongi
Okay I guess

Jimin
Great!

Jimin
So which restaurant?

Jimin
And what do you want?

Yoongi
There is this cheap place ‘Bongsan Jjimgalbi’ in 9-18, Dongdeok-ro 36-gil, Jung-gu

Yoongi
+82 53-425-4203

Yoongi
And that’s their number

Yoongi
And seriously thank you

Yoongi
I’ll make sure to pay you back

Jimin
No problem

Jimin
What exactly do you want tho?

Yoongi
I’ll let you choose for me

Yoongi
Surprise me

Jimin
Alright

Jimin
Be right back

Jimin
Order in place

Jimin
They said it should be done in half an hour or something

Yoongi
Kay

Jimin
So you’re from Daegu?

Yoongi
Maybe I have a stalker now._.

Jimin
Pfffhahaha

Jimin
Don’t worry

Jimin
I’m not gonna stalk you

Yoongi
I do hope so._.

Jimin
Pfffff

 

 

 

 

 

Yoongi
Okay I just made it back home

Yoongi
And thanks again

Jimin
No problem~

Jimin
It’s a pleasure~

Yoongi
Isn’t it a bit much?

Yoongi

Jimin
I had to make sure you have enough nutrients to survive the next five days!

Jimin
Also that shit was cheap af

Yoongi
Seriously thanks

Yoongi
I appreciate it

Yoongi
Maybe you’re not that bad

Jimin
I knew it! You’re just using me for my money!

Yoongi
I just changed my mind

Chapter Text

Yoongi
Hey

Jimin
Hey

Yoongi
Wow I did not expect you to be awake

Yoongi
How so?

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
Fuck this it’s not like I haven’t told you every small detail about me

Jimin
I slept with some girl I met at a party today

Jimin
So now I’m awake and thinking about how to make my escape

Yoongi
Been there

Yoongi
Just go

Yoongi
If she wakes up that’s whatever

Yoongi
You don’t seem like the guy to care about stuff like that

Jimin
It’s still awkward if she wakes up tho

Yoongi
Falling over your own legs because you are stumbling around in the dark and trying not to make some noise is also awkward

Jimin
Fair enough

Jimin
So why did you text me?

Yoongi
Do I need a reason?

Jimin
Nah you don’t but you usually have one

Jimin
Like getting frustrated over not having enough pairs of socks and having to wear some twice

Jimin
I’m still laughing whenever I think of that btw

Yoongi
That’s an actual problem

Jimin
It is not but the fact that you treat it like one is quite amusing

Jimin
So what’s your reason this time?

Yoongi
I’ve just not been in the best mood

Yoongi
I need you to lift my mood?

Jimin
Okay wait I’m getting out of this bed first

Jimin
Then we’ll talk

Yoongi
Alright

Jimin
I fucking hate this shit

Jimin
I can’t find my underwear

Jimin
Okay found it

Jimin
I’m out of there

Yoongi
Can you hear my applause?

Jimin
No

Yoongi
Good… I didn’t clap

Jimin
So… maybe wanna talk over the phone?

Jimin
I’m tired and I have to drive a car

Jimin
Otherwise you’d have to wait a lot longer

Yoongi
I think speaking is not the best idea right now

Yoongi
My voice is shit and I may or may not have been crying a bit

Yoongi
Also fucking anxiety

Jimin
I’m so gonna call you

Jimin
Now

Yoongi
Noooooooooooo

Yoongi
Don’t you dare

Yoongi
Gay rule number one is never show vulnerability towards a homophobic person

Jimin
You so totally made that up and I don’t think you can apply that to me any longer

Yoongi
I hate phone calls

Jimin
It’s just me you know

Jimin
Just with a voice for once

Yoongi
Pfff

Jimin
Can I call you?

Yoongi
No

Yoongi
Whatever

Jimin
Am I supposed to call you brat now?

 

 

Yoongi almost had a heart attack when his screen turned from Kakao Talk to call incoming. Taking a couple deep breathes, he mentally prepared himself before pushing the green icon to the right side of the screen.

Jimin, on the other side of the call, was just about to leave the building. He could see his car parked, and quickly jogged the last couple of steps.

"Hey." His voice came out a lot breathier than anticipated.

"Hey." Jimin hadn't spent a lot of time thinking about what Yoongi would sound like. Honestly, it hadn't even crossed his mind, but there was no denying that he liked the boy's voice. It was a bit rough, but had something calming to it.

"So that's what you sound like." It was more of a statement than a question and he could hear Yoongi laughing lightly. 

"Yeah, I guess it is."

Jimin smiled, connecting the phone with the speakers of his car, and then fastened his seatbelt. "Sooo... you said you've been crying, so I'm just gonna assume it's not the usual shit. What happened?"

He started the engine in the long silence that filled up the air before Yoongi spoke again. "Nothing special happened. I just had a bit of a rough day."

"Who do I have to beat the shit out of?" Jimin joked, turning the volume of the speakers up a bit, just to make sure he didn't miss anything Yoongi said.

"No one, no worries. If anyone, it should be me." He could hear Yoongi shifting, probably moving around on his bed.

"I sometimes go into a really negative headspace where I feel like everything is for nothing and nothing will ever change. I'll always be here, doing shitty jobs, taking care of my father and drowning in bills. The worst part about it is that it's highly probable." Yoongi sighed loudly.

"Hey, you know. There are bad times and there are good times and there are times when you feel like shit is never going to get better, but it will, for sure.

Also, I really don't think you'll need it, but, if you ever struggle to make ends meet, I might be able to get you a job at my father's company." Jimin suggested, stopping at a red light.

"No fucking way. I'm not the type to take advantage of others to get what I want." Yoongi chuckled dryly and Jimin could hear him moving before he heard steps, probably Yoongi walking somewhere.

"It wouldn't be taking advantage of me. Honestly, I wouldn't even be suggesting this if I didn't think you'd be an asset to the company. Maybe I'm reading you wrong, but I do think that you're more the type to overwork yourself rather than do little. Also, it's obvious that you're intelligent, and I know that's something most companies are looking for." There was a long, drawn-out silence. "Anyways, as I said, I really don't think you'll need it because I'm pretty sure you'll get by on your own, but maybe, just keep it in your mind? So...no need for mental breakdowns? I've got you covered?"

He could hear shuffling on the other side of the line. "Thanks... that actually helps a bit."

"What are you doing?" Jimin could see his house coming closer in the distance.

"Getting myself some water."

"Why that?"

"Because I'm thirsty?" Jimin could hear Yoongi chuckle on the other end of the line and it was a nice, relaxing sound.

"Fair enough. Are you feeling a bit better?" Jimin asked, pulling his car into the gateway of his parents' house.

"Oddly enough, yeah, a bit. I think I'll spend the evening watching some tv shows, but you really helped... thanks." Yoongi stated, and Jimin could feel his heart make a happy jump. He couldn't remember even one situation in which anyone had been grateful to him for something non money related, and for the first time, he really felt wanted for himself.

"No problem." There was an awkward pause. "I should get going. I'll text you later? You'll have to tell me what you're watching and whether it's worth spending my time on it."

Yoongi chuckled on the other end of the line. "I will, I will. Good night, Jimin."

"Good night. Sleep tight!"

 

                                                                           

Chapter Text

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
I just realized

Jimin
You still have no idea what I look like

Jimin
That is soooo weird

Jimin
Like you’re pretty much the guy I talk to the most these days

Jimin
And you have no clue of how attractive I am

Yoongi
I think I just turned straight

Jimin
Hey

Jimin
No fair

Jimin
But like seriously

Jimin
Why can’t we just exchange pictures

Yoongi
Because we get along this well due to the fact that we have no idea what the other looks like

Yoongi
People treat others differently depending on how they look and stuff

Yoongi
So by exchanging pictures we might ruin whatever we have

Yoongi
I mean like holy shit you managed to make me kind of like you

Yoongi
That’s pretty impressive

Jimin
I always am ;p

Jimin
And I’m glad to hear that

Jimin
I was worried I might be one-sidedly liking you all this time

Jimin
I mean I’m the one to message you first all the time

Yoongi
That’s kind of because I’m busy all the goddamn time

Yoongi
It’s not you, it’s me

Jimin
Ugh

Jimin
I’m okay with it tho

Jimin
Omg

Jimin
I have to tell you something

Jimin
I finally got the car I’ve been pestering my dad for months about

Jimin
I’m not leaving this piece of metal for the next couple of days

Yoongi
Does it have something to charge your phone with?

Jimin
It does

Yoongi
Okay you’re allowed to stay in there as long as you keep up the contact

Jimin
hehehehe

Jimin

 

Yoongi
Wow you’re such a fucking rich kid

Yoongi
I wanna hit you really badly right now

Jimin
DON’T

Jimin
Be happy for me?

Jimin
please?

Yoongi
Alright

Yoongi
I’m happy for you, you rich piece of shit

Jimin
Thank you!

Jimin
I’m so getting laid in here

Yoongi
If you heard a sigh that was me

Jimin
:(

Yoongi
Also like… doesn’t the car get dirty and stuff

Yoongi
If I had a car like that I wouldn’t have sex in it…

Yoongi
I would totally sell it

Jimin
Hey these cars are amazing for sex

Jimin
Also pretty great as bait for things you can have sex with

Yoongi
I suddenly don’t feel like talking to you anymore

Yoongi
I just remembered why I hate people

Jimin
You a virgin?

Yoongi
Nope

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
Idk why but I’m really curious now

Jimin
Tell me more?

Jimin
Who?

Jimin
How?

Yoongi
I REALLY don’t feel like talking to you right now

Jimin
Come on

Jimin
Don’t be a pussy

Jimin
Sorry I’m being offensive again

Jimin
Please? Tell me?

Yoongi
._.

Jimin
Pwetty please?

Yoongi
I don’t know you

Jimin
YOONGI

Jimin
Don’t leave me hanging like that

Yoongi
Why don’t you tell me?

Yoongi
I don’t know stuff about you either so why should I tell you about me?

Jimin
If you wanna know I can tell you?

Yoongi
I guess?

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
Sooo

Jimin
Don’t judge me?

Jimin
I was like 14 or something and I watched porn and was super fascinated by how all that worked

Jimin
So I asked my childhood friend whether she wanted to try it

Jimin
And she said yes

Jimin
And let’s just say it was the most awkward and inexperienced thing ever

Jimin
Also I didn’t really start having sex at that point

Jimin
I tried it. It didn’t work.

Jimin
I started doing stuff like that regularly around 16 I think

Jimin
Yeah that’s it

Yoongi
Honestly

Yoongi
I don’t even judge you

Yoongi
Sometimes when you’re a child you just wanna try out stuff

Jimin
Gooood

Jimin
I never really tell people because it’s weird

Jimin
So…

Jimin
How about you?

Jimin
I gave you my payment

Jimin
Now you have to share

Yoongi
Alright alright

Yoongi
Remember that guy I told you about?

Yoongi
The one that kissed me at that party?

Yoongi
I followed him to his place

Yoongi
He asked me whether I would like to bottom or top

Yoongi
I chose top because I knew bottoming wasn’t my thing

Yoongi
So we fucked

Yoongi
I was 17

Jimin
So your first time was with a guy?

Yoongi
Yup

Yoongi
Gay guys are pretty chill with the fuck and uber concept

Yoongi
No attachment no emotions

Yoongi
Just using one another for one night and leaving after

Yoongi
No hard feelings involved

Jimin
Sounds easy

Jimin
Wish girls were like that

Jimin
But

Jimin
I still have questions

Jimin
Also I’m kind of surprised

Jimin
From the way you reacted earlier I would have guessed you’d be a virgin, but I was wrong

Jimin
Anyways the questions

Jimin
How long did you last?

Jimin
How was it?

Jimin
Do you have a lot of sex now?

Jimin
I think the fact that I like talking about sex is showing ._.

Yoongi
I’m actually impressed that you haven’t made any negative comments about it being a guy and a guy yet

Yoongi
And no not a virgin trust me

Yoongi
Now to your questions

Yoongi
I didn’t check the time but I lasted alright long

Yoongi
It was pretty okay for a first time

Yoongi
He gave me a blowjob

Yoongi
Which is probably why I lasted longer

Yoongi
But it was kind of like… the blowjob was pretty damn good but after that sex was alright

Yoongi
Not that good but again it was a first time so nothing to complain about

Yoongi
Do I have a lot of sex now?

Yoongi
No not really

Yoongi
Used to

Yoongi
Not too long ago but now I’m just too busy to really go out and chat up anyone

Yoongi
I don’t have a completely dead bedroom

Yoongi
But I’m pretty inactive

Jimin
Wow I don’t think I’ve ever received this many messages from you in one go

Jimin
You’re kind of different than I expected you to be

Jimin
I would have expected you to be more of the relationship type

Jimin
Also I’m kind of surprised how not weird that sounds

Jimin
Like guys hooking up with guys sounds weird even now

Jimin
But honestly it sounds like an a lot more chill community than I thought

Jimin
I thought most gays were like those twinks we have at our school who dress up all the time and are fucking annoying

Yoongi
Do you even realize when you’re being an asshole or does it come natural to you?

Jimin
Honestly I’m not even being homophobic right now tho

Jimin
They are just so fucking annoying

Jimin
It’s like “Okay if you want you can fuck as many guys as you like, but I swear if I hear one more ‘Yass queen’ I’m gonna punch you in the face and ruin that butterfly make up of yours.”

Yoongi
I can… live with that

Yoongi
That’s a reasonable complaint

Jimin
Right?!

Jimin
Please tell me it’s not just me who thinks of that as fucking annoying

Jimin
Honestly now that I think about it

Jimin
I think I’m pretty okay with someone being gay

Jimin
Just don’t be gay about it?

Yoongi
I’m laughing more than I should

Yoongi
and fair enough

Jimin
Btw what about girls

Jimin
You didn’t say anything about whether you sleep with girls

Yoongi
The first girl I hooked up with was when I was 18

Yoongi
But I did date one with 16 so my first kiss was a girl

Yoongi
Yeah… Yoongi’s live story is finished

Jimin
Tell me more

Yoongi
Later

Yoongi
Gotta go to bed

Yoongi
I’m tired

Yoongi
My eyes are half closed as I’m typing this

Jimin
Alright

Jimin
Good night!

Yoongi
Good night<3

Jimin
Uff stop being gay about it

Jimin
Jk

Jimin
Luv u<3

Yoongi
Wow

Yoongi
Just wow

Yoongi
Gn

 

Chapter Text

When the teacher ended the lesson with a couple of final words, Jimin quickly got up, grabbing his bag and throwing it over his shoulder before leaving the room. He was hungry and there were only five minutes of break before he had to be at his next course.

He grabbed his phone from his pocket before jogging down the hallway at a pretty high speed to make it to the cafeteria. His phone told him that he had another four minutes to go. Maybe he’d be there in time without ending up late for his next lesson. Just when he was looking back up from his phone, there was a guy in front of him blocking his path by walking into the opposite direction and Jimin collided with him, his phone being thrown out of his hand and skidding along the floor.

Jimin, thrown off balance, caught himself before looking back up at the guy who seemed just as startled as he was. Unlike him, Jimin was quick to gather himself again.

“What the fuck dude? Don’t you have eyes?!” Jimin yelled angrily, the guy instantly flinching and cowering away, while students stopped to watch.

They knew Jimin. Even when nothing was happening they sometimes just stopped and watched but now of course they had every reason to. After all, maybe something interesting was about to go down. Some of them sent sympathetic glances the other guy’s way. Once again, most of them knew Jimin and, those who did, tried their hardest to stay the fuck away. Watching, yeah, maybe, but none of them were too into the thought of playing with fire.

“Sorry.” The guy was wringing his hands, making himself look as small as he possibly could. Jimin could tell by his posture, by the way he reacted. He knew him as well. He knew about Jimin’s temper. Probably had heard a bunch of rumors, just like everyone else.

Crossing his arms Jimin leaned back, looking just as angry as before. God, he hated this.

“What, sorry? Is a ‘sorry’ from your weak ass gonna repair my phone if it’s cracked? What about my shoulder? Do you have the money to pay for a doctor’s appointment?” Jimin mocked, and the guy shrunk even further. He wasn’t acting, he actually was pretty fucking pissed...not really at the guy, though.

Jimin bit his lip in anger. The thing annoying him the most was the people gathering around, forming a growing crowd. Like they didn’t have anything better to do than stare and talk all day long. This was all that their lives were made of, having the most interesting story to tell.

Jimin turned around, now looking directly at some of the people gathered. Almost all of them pretty much ducked away the second they realized he knew they were watching. “Will you all fuck off?! Is this fun?” They quickly scurried away, not wanting to attract attention themselves, and Jimin turned back to the guy. He knew some were still there. He could feel their glances on his back the second he turned away.

Instead of bothering with them, he glared at the guy in front of him, who was hesitantly glancing down at his backpack, probably thinking about whether or not bolting was an option, before going back to staring at Jimin with wide eyes.

“What are you looking at?” Jimin snarled and the guy quickly looked down again. The scene itself probably looked ridiculous. The guy was a bit taller than Jimin, but cowered away from Jimin like a scared animal.

Instead of saying anything else, Jimin grabbed the guy’s backpack, quickly going through it before pouring its content onto the hallway floor. He could see the guy flinch in the corner of his eye, hesitantly reaching out his hand before pulling it back, realizing he’d rather have Jimin ruin his backpack than his face. His hands where ever so slightly shaking. Not that Jimin really cared.

Instead, his focus was on the contents of the bag. There was a sandwich wrapped in foil, probably the guy’s lunch. He quickly glanced up, giving the guy an almost nice smile. “Well… thanks to you, I’m not getting lunch, so neither are you.” He stepped on it, crushing it under the sole of his shoe.

After that, he lifted his shoe to check whether anything had gotten stuck on the sole and grinned when there wasn’t any dirt. “Hey, that was well wrapped.” He tapped the guy’s shoulder in an almost friendly manner while passing him, but not before kicking his backpack a couple of meters.

He grabbed his phone from the floor and, to his relief, it wasn’t cracked. He put it back into his pocket, now going straight to his next classroom instead of the cafeteria.



It took him about another hour to remember the conversation he and Yoongi had had about, well… him not being mean… um, yeah, that didn’t quite work out.

 

Jimin
Father

Jimin
I come to you

Jimin
For I have sinned

Jimin
No but seriously

Jimin
I kind of… was an asshole today?

Jimin
I didn’t even really think about it

Jimin
That shit comes to me so naturally at this point

Jimin
I was angry because stuff didn’t go as I wanted and kind of took my anger out on the guy who was kind of a bit at fault?

Yoongi
I swear

Yoongi
I did not raise you to turn out like this

Yoongi
What did you do?

Jimin
I didn’t hurt him or anything

Jimin
Just was tiny bit mean

Yoongi
Jimin ._.

Jimin
He kind of ran into me? Or I ran into him? Wasn’t really paying attention to be honest

Jimin
And I dropped my phone

Jimin
Also I was in a hurry because I wanted to get something from the cafeteria

Jimin
And I yelled at him?

Jimin
And threw his stuff to the ground

Jimin
And might have smashed his lunch

Jimin
SORRY >.<

Yoongi
How the fuck even

Yoongi
Like I know you

Yoongi
And I honesty can’t imagine you doing this shit

Jimin
It’s a habit?

Yoongi
Being an asshole shouldn’t be a habit of yours

Jimin
I’m working on it

Jimin
Just

Jimin
People are so fucking disgusting most of the time

Jimin
Like

Jimin
I’m nice to someone

Jimin
And their instant reaction is trying to somehow use me to get money or stuff

Jimin
I’m so fucking done with playing nice

Jimin
At least when I’m being an asshole people don’t approach me with bad intentions

Yoongi
Honestly I get that it’s frustrating

Yoongi
But you can’t just do whatever you want and feel like because you have to uphold a reputation

Yoongi
Also if you’re that uncomfortable with being used for money why tell me?

Yoongi
I mean wouldn’t you have to worry about me using you for money now that I know too?

Yoongi
You even made that job offer a while ago

Yoongi
Those are the exact things that lead to people using you

Jimin
Idk

Jimin
I kind of trust you at this point

Jimin
You’re just nice and deal with all my shit

Jimin
And you never really asked for anything

Jimin
Also you just don’t seem like that kind of guy

Yoongi
I’m pretty happy that you seem to have faith in me

Yoongi
Maybe my word doesn’t really count as anything but I swear I wouldn’t approach anyone because of money or try to use a friend who has money

Yoongi
That’s just wrong

Yoongi
If I can’t get through life on my own two feet what is the goal?

Jimin
You’re the best

Jimin
Seriously

Jimin
I swear I would love to meet you someday

Yoongi
Let’s… not be hasty alright?

Yoongi
Like for all I know you could still be a grandpa

Jimin
You know what?

Jimin
This is me

Jimin

Jimin
There you have it

Jimin
Can’t take it back now

Yoongi
Noooo

Yoongi
I said no pictures

Yoongi
I am not taken seriously

Jimin
I do take you seriously but I swear we’re like chatting for three months and you still have no idea what I look like

Jimin
It was time

Yoongi
I hate you

Yoongi
Also you actually do look quite mean

Yoongi
And you have the babyface you were talking about

Yoongi
How does that work?

Jimin
Shuuuush

Jimin
I didn’t really know what picture to send

Jimin
And I did kind of look good in that picture

Jimin
I didn’t even notice when it was taken tbh… So I was kind of caught in my moment of hatred towards humanity

Yoongi
Relatable

Jimin
But just for good measures

Jimin
Here

Jimin

Jimin
Look I can look kinda nice

Jimin
That picture was taken by my only friend btw

Jimin
LOOK I DO HAVE FRIENDS

Yoongi
That’s not looking nice. Now you look like you’re pouting at the camera

Yoongi
Can you like smile?

Yoongi
Is that physically possible?

Jimin
I’ll try


Jimin
 

Jimin
Yeah… I tried

Yoongi
You look cute

Jimin
Don’t go gay on me

Yoongi
No worries

Yoongi
I’m not into straight guys

Yoongi
That’s pretty unhealthy

Yoongi
Especially the mean ones

Jimin
I’m not mean to you pfffff

Yoongi
But you’re straight

Jimin
Fair enough

Jimin
Sending you pics was a lot more nerve wrecking than I thought

Jimin
But now that I’ve done it I’ll probably spam you every once in a while

Yoongi
I’m okay with that I think

Yoongi
Just… don’t be annoying about it

Jimin
Yaaaaay

Jimin
I’ll be careful

Jimin
Now

Jimin
I already know the answer but do you wanna send a picture of yourself? *-*

Yoongi
No

Jimin
RUDE

Jimin
I’m sad

Jimin
I’m gonna go home now and cry some very real tears in the corner of my room

Yoongi
Go ahead drama queen

Yoongi
I’ll just make myself comfortable in my bed and read

Jimin
Reading is for losers

Yoongi
The door’s right there

Yoongi
You can fuck right off

Jimin
Ily <3

Jimin
I’ll actually have to go now tho

Jimin
Gotta study and stuff

Yoongi
Go ahead

Yoongi
No one’s stopping you

Yoongi
It’s not like I care

Jimin
Meanie ;-;

 

Jimin put his phone away, grabbed his books and opened them before staring at the page, his head not leaving the conversation. He drew the phone right back out of his pocket.

 

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
You’re not serious right?

Jimin
Like you do care?

Jimin
Even if it’s the tiniest bit?

Yoongi
Sheeesh

Yoongi
Of course I care

Yoongi
Who hurt you?

Jimin
Sorry <3

Yoongi
No but seriously

Yoongi
I actually like you a lot in comparison to most people around me so you’re doing good

Jimin
Which number am I on your list of most liked people?

Yoongi
Alright so there’s my dad, my mum, my cat, the rats at my place, uhm… Namjoon, ah and then there’s you

Jimin
Fuck off

Jimin
Pffff

Yoongi
Nah just counting friends you’re my number two

Yoongi
Not that I have a lot of friends

Jimin
Yaaay

Jimin
I’ll get to number 1 one day

Jimin
Now I really have to study

Jimin
Later

Yoongi
Later

Yoongi
Good luck

Chapter Text

Jimin
I’m so tired

Jimin
I don’t wanna get uuuup

Jimin
Fuck this shit

Jimin
Morning update:

Jimin
My bed is too comfy

Jimin
I don’t wanna get out!!!

Jimin
I hate this

Yoongi
Just get out

Yoongi
The longer you lie in there

Yoongi
The more the bed is working its magic on you

Yoongi
Maybe get some coffee?

Jimin
I’m gonna take a cold shower

Jimin
And I will drink some

Jimin
I’ll make a small detour to starbucks

Jimin
Once I make it out of bed

Yoongi
Get your ass moving

Jimin
Sheeeesh

Jimin
Chill

Jimin
I’m on it

 

 

 

 

Jimin

 

Jimin
There look

Jimin
I’ve made it

Yoongi
I’m proud of you

Jimin
You’d better be

Yoongi
sUcH a GoOd BoI

Jimin
I feel attacked

Jimin
Btw I warned you about spamming

Jimin
And I feel pretty good about how I look today

Jimin
Soooooo

Jimin


Yoongi
You love showing off your looks am I right?

Jimin
No… maybe?

Jimin
A bit?

Jimin
I like my face

Jimin
Nothing wrong with that

Yoongi
I mean I guess

Yoongi
You have every reason to

Jimin
Did you just call me handsome? ;p

Yoongi
No

Yoongi
Not handsome

Yoongi
Pretty

Jimin
Ufff

Jimin
That’s mean man

Yoongi
It’s a compliment

Jimin
You’re making me sound gay

Yoongi
I mean if you’re that insecure in your position as a straight guy that the statement that you’re pretty makes you feel gay… I might have bad news for you

Yoongi
Nah I don’t like being called pretty either

Yoongi
But it’s kind of true tho

Jimin
._.

Jimin
I mean thanks I guess

Jimin
I GUESS

Yoongi
You did look quite handsome in the picture the other day

Jimin
That’s the spirit

Jimin
I have more of those

Jimin
Should I send one more? *-*

Yoongi
If you want to

Yoongi
Like go ahead

Yoongi
It’s not like I have anything better to do right now

Jimin
That sounds bad

Jimin
I’ll not send a picture ;---;

Jimin
You don’t want me anymore!!!!!!

Yoongi
I swear I love you

Yoongi
No send that picture

Yoongi
I wanna see it

Yoongi
I like seeing your pictures

Yoongi
Just have to play hard to get

Jimin
Awww

Jimin
Whyyyyy?

Jimin
You already have my heart <3

Jimin
Nothing else you have to play hard to get for

Yoongi
Is that so?

Yoongi
Tell me how much you love me~

Jimin
To the moon and back

Yoongi
No homo has left the chat

Yoongi
I’m laughing

Jimin
I’m honestly whipped tho

Jimin
Platonically

Jimin
I swear chatting with you is always the highlight of my day

Jimin
My life is so fucking annoying otherwise

Jimin
Being distant is exhausting

Jimin
This chat is literally the only place I actually feel like I’m being me

Yoongi
:(

Yoongi
That’s really sad

Yoongi
What about your friends?

Jimin
I mean I have Tae

Jimin
But we never really share anything with each other

Jimin
He’s the only guy I get along with

Jimin
We just never actually talk about anything but really trivial stuff

Jimin
I can’t really share any problems I have with him

Yoongi
You can always come to me with your problems!

Yoongi
I’m always here to listen

Jimin
I know

Jimin
And I do

Jimin
Like you literally know about everything that has been on my mind lately

Jimin
From my midnight snacking attacks where I don’t know whether to eat chocolate or ice cream to the fact that my parents are fucking hypocrites

Jimin
I literally tell you everything -.-‘

Yoongi
I do too for the most parts

Yoongi
Not everything because… well life sucks

Yoongi
And there are things I can’t really change that I don’t like talking about

Jimin
:(

Jimin
I wanna know about those things as well tho

Jimin
If you’re not too uncomfortable with it… maybe tell me?

Yoongi
It’s quite the mood killer tho

Jimin
I don’t care

Jimin
Shoot away

Yoongi
You sure?

Jimin
Yeah no matter what it is

Yoongi
Ehh I don’t really know how to say it

Yoongi
The best way to describe it is probably that my father is not at his best mental health

Yoongi
I mentioned that he’s not capable of working

Yoongi
He’s dealing with severe depression ever since my mother divorced him

Yoongi
His doctor prescribed him some anti-depressants but he doesn’t take them

Yoongi
He’s almost always drunk… probably trying to escape reality

Yoongi
When he’s sober he’s just silent

Yoongi
Has tried to kill himself over eight times over the last couple of years

Yoongi
Luckily he wasn’t aware enough of his surroundings to actually make it work

Jimin
That’s horrible

Jimin
Especially that you have to take care of him

Jimin
You’re pretty much a child yourself

Yoongi
It’s alright

Yoongi
Should I keep talking or would you rather have me stop?

Yoongi
It’s alright you know

Yoongi
It’s not your job to listen to it

Jimin
No keep going

Jimin
I really want to know more about you even if it’s a bit heavy

Yoongi
Alright

Yoongi
He gets a bit violent when he’s drunk

Yoongi
A lot of yelling and stuff

Yoongi
Not too much

Yoongi
He just pushes me around… he rarely actually hits me but it happens

Yoongi
I know he isn’t really aware of it

Yoongi
His head is all messed up from the alcohol and medication

Yoongi
He doesn’t even think clearly

Jimin
You should tell someone

Jimin
He doesn’t sound like he should be at home right now

Jimin
Why don’t you send him to a therapist

Yoongi
It’s too expensive

Jimin
He needs professional help? Maybe a psychiatric institution

Yoongi
I don’t think that would help

Yoongi
I don’t want to put him into an unfamiliar place all by himself

Jimin
Maybe it’s for the better?

Yoongi
I don’t need your advice

Yoongi
Just leave it be

Jimin
What the hell’s that supposed to mean now

Jimin
Yoongi?

Jimin
Yoongi?

Jimin
Don’t just ignore me

Jimin
I have a lesson now

Jimin
See you later

 

Chapter Text

Yoongi
So

Yoongi
Uhm sorry for earlier

Yoongi
The whole thing is a bit of a sensitive topic for me

Yoongi
And I was pretty angry when you said that it probably would be better if I put him there so I took a moment to calm down

Yoongi
Otherwise idk I might have said things I didn’t mean or something

Yoongi
It still riles me up to think about it

Yoongi
So

Yoongi
I’m pretty sure that it’s better for my father to stay at home rather than go to some unfamiliar place even if they are out to help him

Yoongi
The bad thing about this is that I don’t know

Yoongi
I have no clue whether it’s better that way

Yoongi
I just want to be there for him

Yoongi
It hurts to see him that way and honestly it would break my heart if I had to send him away

Jimin
Hey it’s okay

Jimin
I’m sorry

Jimin
I didn’t mean to chime in

Jimin
You probably know what’s best for him

Jimin
I’m just worried about you

Jimin
Taking care of someone like that has to be exhausting

Jimin
Especially when that person means that much to you

Yoongi
I’ll manage

Yoongi
But thanks

Yoongi
And sorry for throwing all of this at you

Jimin
Seriously it’s okay

Jimin
I’m glad you told me

Jimin
Also I’m always here for you man

Jimin
If you ever need a helping hand or someone to talk to, you can count on me okay?

Yoongi
…thanks

Yoongi
It kind of means a lot to me

Yoongi
Gosh what the hell is wrong with me

Yoongi
My weak ass is happy about a friend I made on the internet

Yoongi
I am so judging myself right now

Jimin
Awww I’m happy too

Jimin
Nothing to judge yourself over

Yoongi
I judge you too

Jimin
Meanie

Yoongi
Luv u too

Jimin
Pffff

Jimin
Luv u too I guess

Yoongi
Now because you wanted a pic so badly I will be nice

Yoongi

Yoongi
Would you believe this is gay?

 

 

 

Jimin
Wait… that’s you?

Yoongi
Yeah

Jimin
Wow… that tells me absolutely fucking nothing

Jimin
How covered up can one person be

Yoongi
Sorry <3

Jimin
What I see looks pretty good tho

Jimin
Nice style

Yoongi
Thanks

Jimin
Show me your face

Jimin
Or idk

Jimin
Some evidence that you are not some kind of neckbeard

Yoongi
Here

Yoongi
It’s a bit older tho

Yoongi
Like two years ago or something

Yoongi

Jimin
I really really like your style

Jimin
Teach me

Jimin
Like I wear expensive brand stuff and manage to look okay most of the time

Jimin
Aside from that one time Tae dyed my hair blond and dressed me up

Jimin
Good times

Jimin

Yoongi
Such a cute power bottom

Jimin
Imma beat your ass

Yoongi
Wonder how anyone could be scared of that

Jimin
I’m more dangerous than I look

Jimin
I can steal your life, career and girlfriend <3

Yoongi
Good thing I have none of those

Yoongi
Shit

Yoongi
I think I might be in trouble?

Yoongi
Gtg

Jimin
What’s happening?

Jimin
Yoongi

Jimin
Are you okay?

Jimin
The hell

Jimin
I’m gonna call you

Jimin
Pick up the damn phone!

 

 

Yoongi slowly sped up his steps glancing behind him. Yup he was right. Those certainly were the guys that used to beat him up back in high school. A bit older, even bulkier than they used to be, but still the same ugly familiar faces.

Swearing under his breath he tried walking even quicker, but so did they. He was almost certain that they had seen him. Not quite sure where but they seemed pretty keen on catching up with him.

Giving up on being discreet about trying to run off, he started sprinting into a different direction from his flat. Mainly because he didn’t want them to know where he lived and also because the district he lived in was run down and not exactly save, so running towards more populated areas sounded like a better idea.

The guys behind him followed right after. Sadly, it didn’t take long for them to reach him. Without saying a word, he was dragged into a more secluded area with lower chances of being seen.

Yoongi was fucked. Pretty, pretty fucked.

Chapter Text

Jimin
Don’t make me worry

Jimin
Are you okay?

Jimin
I hate you right now

Jimin sat in his car, anxiously tapping the stirring wheel. When had he become this involved in all of this? Yeah sure, he really liked Yoongi and all that, but he hadn’t felt this worried in a long time.

They had never even met in person. It wasn’t really reasonable for Jimin to be this worried about someone he didn’t even know the face of. But that last message bothered him way too fucking much. Groaning he got up and left his car.

He really needed something to distract him from all of this. It was not like there was anything he could have done either way. God, he had never felt this fucking helpless before.

 

Jimin
Please text me as soon as you see this

Jimin
I might not be available for a while

Jimin
Pls don’t let anything happen to you

 

 

When Jimin heard his phone vibrate on his nightstand he didn’t hesitate even a second and grabbed it.

 

Yoongi
Hey

Yoongi
Sorry for worrying you

Yoongi
I’m okay

Jimin
What happened?

Yoongi
Nothing to worry about

 

A soft sigh came from next to Jimin and the girl - Jimin wasn’t even sure what her name was- he had spent his evening with, turned around, making a soft noise of annoyance at the light Jimin’s phone gave off.

“Can you turn your phone off? I can’t sleep.” She grumbled, burying her face in Jimin’s pillow and Jimin grimaced. She was getting her make up everywhere

“No. You can leave.” Jimin muttered, grabbing the blanket and pulling it off from her, just to speed up the process. He hadn’t intended to let her sleep over anyways.

The girl hissed in annoyance before getting up and angrily stomping around gathering her clothes. Not that Jimin cared enough to watch her. He was back on his phone.

 

Jimin
Yoongi

Jimin
I swear

Jimin
Just answer my damn question honestly

Yoongi
Some guys from my old school beat me up

Yoongi
It’s kind of bad but I’ll manage

 

Jimin could feel a knot forming in his throat. Someone had hurt Yoongi and there was absolutely nothing he could do. He wasn’t able to do shit.

 

Jimin
How bad is it?

Jimin
Do you need help?

Jimin
If you need help maybe I could like… come over?

Jimin
Idk

Jimin
What am I saying

Jimin
You should go see a doctor

Jimin
Yoongi?

Jimin
Are you still there?

 

Feeling distressed he ran his hand through his hair. The girl had just left and he was back to sitting alone in his room. Helpless and incapable of doing anything.

His heart was beating loudly in his chest. For the first time he was somewhat on the receiving end of the spectrum. For the first time he wasn’t the one throwing punches and beating people up, even feeling good about it.

Instead he was so fucking worried. Why wasn’t Yoongi answering? How bad was it? After another five minutes of Jimin waiting and panicking his phone buzzed again and Jimin quickly unlocked it.

 

Yoongi
Can’t explain right now

Yoongi
I’m at the hospital

Yoongi
Don’t worry

Yoongi
Just zo dizzy to write

Jimin
You’re at the hospital?

Jimin
Do you have any test results?

Jimin
It’s bad enough for you to go to the hospital?

 

Jimin was going crazy with the vague answers. How the heck was he supposed to sleep tonight?

 

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
Don’t make me worry

Jimin
Are you okay?

Jimin
I hate you right now

Jimin
Please text me as soon as you see this

Jimin
I might not be available for a while

Jimin
Pls don’t let anything happen to you

 

 

Yoongi stared at his screen, chuckling bitterly. “Sorry ‘bout that.”

Groaning in pain he pushed himself off the ground. He could feel tears gathering in the corners of his eyes. His breath burned in his lungs.

His body ached all over, but the worst by far was that every small movement seemed to shoot daggers of fire all over his chest.

Finally, on his feet and hunched over, he carefully felt around his chest to locate the source of his pain. When he grazed one of his ribs he whimpered under his breath. That wasn’t good. Not at all.

Trying to distract himself he brushed the dirt off his face and clothes. Obviously more than just his chest hurt but in comparison to how enflamed his torso felt they were minor inconveniences.

Looking as presentable as he possible could at the moment he stumbled out of the small alley. He felt dizzy. A lot dizzier than he should have.

When he spotted a car driving down the street he swallowed his pride, well aware he wouldn’t be able to stand on his own two feet for much longer. He crossed the pavement with a couple of steps before waving at the car to stop.

Maybe he was just lucky or maybe it was due to the fact that he actually looked pretty much horrible, but the guy stopped, quickly getting out of his car. “Are you okay? What happened? Should I call an ambulance?”

Well aware of how expensive an ambulance would be he shook his head. “Could you take me to a hospital? Please.” He pressed out and the guy seemed hesitant before slowly nodding.

“Alright. Get in.” He offered Yoongi to lean onto him, but the boy shook his head before climbing into the back of the car and let his head fall back, closing his eyes. The room was spinning in front of his eyes.

The guy sitting on the driver’s seat started the engine and Yoongi could feel relieve wash over him, knowing that it wouldn’t take long for him to reach the hospital anymore. When everything stopped spinning as badly he grabbed his phone from his pocket, quickly typing a message to Jimin to make sure the boy wasn’t panicking over there.

 

 

Yoongi
Hey

Yoongi
Sorry for worrying you

Yoongi
I’m okay

Jimin
What happened?

Yoongi
Nothing to worry about

Jimin
Yoongi

Jimin
I swear

Jimin
Just answer my damn question honestly

Yoongi
Some guys from my old school beat me up

Yoongi
It’s kind of bad but I’ll manage

 

The car stopped and the guy asked Yoongi if he would need help getting in, but Yoongi shook his head and quickly thanked him. Under a lot of pain he made it out of the car, before stumbling towards the entry.

He just made it through the front door when he felt his legs give out underneath him. He was barely able to soften the fall with his hands before everything around him turned black.

 

 

 

 

 

Hours later he woke up in a hospital bed. The pain for the most parts gone and feeling like he had slept for hours. When he glanced at the windows it was dark outside. Either still was or was again. He wasn’t even sure at what time he had gotten here.

He grabbed his phone that was placed on the nightstand checking the time - apparently it was 5:47 am – before reading the messages Jimin had sent yesterday that he hadn’t read.

Jimin
How bad is it?

Jimin
Do you need help?

Jimin
If you need help maybe I could like… come over?

Jimin
Idk

Jimin
What am I saying

Jimin
You should go see a doctor

Jimin
Yoongi?

Jimin
Are you still there?

Yoongi
Can’t explain right now

Yoongi
I’m at the hospital

Yoongi
Don’t worry

Yoongi
Just felt too dizzy to write

 

He rang a bell, calling one of the nurses to ask what had happened. A young nurse, probably still in training, entered the room, smiling politely.

“You’re awake.” She moved towards Yoongi’s bed, handing him a water bottle. He hadn’t even realized his throat felt really dry. “How do you feel?”

“Pretty okay. Painkillers?”

The nurse nodded, adding some substance to the bag that was connected to Yoongi’s arm through a tube.

“What happened? Was there any need for surgeries or something like that?” Yoongi asked, his throat feeling dry and rough. So was his voice.

“No, there was no need. They took an x-ray. You have two fractured ribs but luckily they don’t pose any threat for your internal organs. It might hurt quite a lot for some time but you’ll be able to go home in a couple of days. We’re just keeping you here until the worst is over.” She explained, writing something on the bottom of his bed, but Yoongi couldn’t see what.

Understanding Yoongi nodded, carefully feeling his chest. He could feel dull muffled pain, but he was sure that the only reason it felt like that right now were enormous amounts of painkillers.

The nurse asked him a couple of questions about how he felt and whether there was anyone he’d like to have them contact. When he declined she told him to get a lot of rest before leaving the room. Yoongi leant back, sighing and closing his eyes.

He felt exhausted but apparently not tired enough to fall asleep again. So instead of getting frustrated over trying he grabbed his phone and quickly typed a message to his boss about his accident and that he wouldn’t be able to come to work the next couple of days, before opening his chat with Jimin.

There were a couple of new messages. He couldn’t hold back a small smile when he read them.

 

Jimin
You’re at the hospital?

Jimin
Do you have any test results?

Jimin
It’s bad enough for you to go to the hospital?

Yoongi
I might have gotten a bit damaged

Yoongi
But I’ll be back on my feet in no time

Jimin
:(

Jimin
Looks like it’s time to beat some ass

Yoongi
Jimin… no

Jimin
:((((

Jimin
*sadness intensifies*

Yoongi
Like beating someone up would make it any better

Yoongi
You know what will make it better?

Yoongi

Jimin
I’m in love

Jimin
Sign me up

Jimin
Okay maybe I won’t beat anyone up…

Jimin
Those guys deserve it tho

Jimin
I hope they fucking go to hell

Jimin
Did you at least punch back?

Jimin
You didn’t just stand there and take it… right? :/

Yoongi

Jimin
That distraction will not work on me

Jimin
Even if it’s fucking adorable

Yoongi
I just took it like a pussy

Yoongi
Nah actually I did at least try to defend myself

Yoongi
I think I might have broken the guy’s nose

Yoongi
The problem is just that I’m not really strong or anything and it was four on one

Jimin
That’s so weak

Jimin
From their side not yours

Jimin
Teaming up on someone is such a fag move

Jimin
Uhm… sorry

Jimin
Sheeesh I really have to learn to shut my mouth don’t I

Yoongi
Honestly at this point I’m not even offended anymore

Yoongi
Just done with you

Jimin
I’m sorry!!!

Jimin
I don’t mean it like that!!!

Jimin

Jimin
I love you

Jimin
Don’t hate me!!!

Yoongi
I don’t hate you

Yoongi

Jimin
:(((((

Jimin
Sorry for the change of topic but again

Jimin
You’re at the hospital right?

Jimin
Like you’re going to stay there?

Yoongi
Yeah I guess

Yoongi
I’m so done for btw

Yoongi
This shit is gonna be so fucking expensive

Jimin
I mean I could help

Yoongi
Yeah sure

Yoongi
I will totally let you pay for a probably 5K hospital stay

Yoongi
Yup sounds just like me

Jimin
I wanna help

Yoongi
You’re already helping out by talking to me

Yoongi
Don’t worry about it too much

Yoongi
I’ll manage somehow

Jimin
This is so fucking unfair

Jimin
Like for you 5K is something that can pretty much ruin your life

Jimin
And for me it’s pretty much nothing

Jimin
AND I STILL CAN’T FUCKING HELP

Jimin
Guide on how to feel useless

Yoongi
Stop saying stuff like that

Yoongi
Send some cat memes and I’m good

Jimin
I’ll kill your phone with the amount of cat memes I’m going to send!!! :(

Jimin
Just you fucking wait for it

Yoongi
I will

Jimin
No don’t wait

Jimin
Sleep

Jimin
And while you do I’ll spam you

Yoongi
Alright

Yoongi
I will

Yoongi
And Jimin?

Jimin
Yes

Jimin
?

Yoongi
Thank you

Yoongi
You’re the best

Yoongi
At this point I don’t even care that you keep insulting me accidentally

Yoongi
Like insult me all you want

Yoongi
I know that you don’t mean it like that

Jimin
Omg

Jimin
That’s the sweetest thing you have ever said

Jimin
;---;

Jimin
You make me cry my fucking favorite fag

Yoongi

Yoongi
I do not know you anymore

Jimin
Go get some sleep!!!

Jimin
And get well soon

Jimin
And I’ll be spamming cat memes as promised

Chapter Text

„You did not just… I fucking hate you.“ Jimin threw the controller carelessly through the room in frustration. Taehyung, who had just won the game they had been playing, grinned at him stupidly.

“Sucks to be you.” Taehyung stated, before changing the settings a bit since the sensitivity of his controller was just a bit too high for him to aim with properly.

“You said you suck at Mei?” Jimin complained, fetching the controller from the corner it had landed in. He quickly checked whether it was still intact and honestly, it wouldn’t even have been much of a problem if it wasn’t.

“Yeah, but I’m good at the game overall.”

Jimin raised one eyebrow. Taehyung had had the audacity to freeze him before using the waving emote in front of him and after that blowing an icicle into his face. And now he was stupidly grinning at him.

“I’ll get us some food. You want some too?” He said wanting to escape Taehyung before the boy could ask for another round. No way in hell he was going to do that to himself again.

“Snacks or food?” Taehyung asked, switching to quick play now that Jimin apparently had planned on escaping from him.

“Both.” Jimin answered, grabbing the vest he had simply thrown aside earlier on since Taehyung’s room was pretty much a sauna.

“Sounds good.” Nodding Jimin opened the door before slipping into the long cold hallway. The house was pretty cold, unlike Taehyung’s room. Honestly, Taehyung’s parents totally could afford the heating fees but they did tend to a be a bit stingy with this kind of stuff.

Not that heating it up would do much of a difference. It was pretty much empty most of the time anyways. Taehyung had his own flat and mainly came back here when he wanted to have some peace and quiet from all of his ‘friends’, and his parents spent most of their time abroad or at their company.

Just like Jimin’s parents did.

He followed the long hallway to a large beautiful staircase. Classic worthless showoff. His steps echoed on the marble walls.

When he got to the end of the wide steps he turned right to go to the kitchen. He knew this house pretty much just as well as he did his own. After all he had spent most of his childhood playing hide and seek in the long dark hallways. Back when him, Jessie and Taehyung still hung out on a regular basis.

In the kitchen he heard movement and when he entered the room the house maid was just doing the dishes. When she heard the door to the room open she turned around before openly smiling at Jimin. “Young Mr. Park. Is there anything I can do for you?”

The boy smiled back, moving towards the cabinet, opening it and grabbing a bag of crisps, some energy drink and a chocolate bar. “It’s nice seeing you Eun-ha. How are your kids?”

“They are fine, thank you… Although they do worry me sometimes.” She admitted, going back to her job.

Jimin made his way over to her, balancing all the snacks in his arms. He sat down on the counter next to her and watched as she cleaned off a pot that seemed to have had some sort of sauce in it before. “What do they do that’s troubling you?” He asked, opening one of the crisp bags ready to listen to her.

She smiled softly. “The usual teenage stuff. Going out late, making the wrong friends. I’m just relieved whenever they come home.” She admitted, now focusing on the plates.

They sat there in silence, Jimin eating his crisps and watching her with a soft gaze. Since neither Taehyung’s nor his parents had ever bothered with their kids both of them had a better relationship with each other’s housekeepers than they had with their parents.

It was a pretty weird concept, but it was like that.

After a while she put the plates down, turning to look at Jimin. She gave a soft sigh. “Mr. Kim’s parents won’t make it home in time today.”

Jimin chuckled bitterly. “I already guessed that. Which is why I prepared something.” He pushed himself off the counter, but not before putting down all the snacks he had gotten. He moved towards the huge fridge he knew was used mainly for things that could be snacked on, not for ingredients.

Bouncing on the soles of his feet he opened it, revealing a rather small but expensive cake. A small miniature of an over watch character called D.Va standing next to her huge mech suit a holding a small cellphone into the air to take a selfie.

Jimin was pretty familiar with Taehyung’s obsession with that damn girl. The amount of fan art the boy had showed him was fucking illegal. At this point he was pretty sick of seeing her happy face, but if that was what it took for Taehyung to enjoy his birthday he was not going to complain.

Eun-ha carefully lifted it out of the freezer and placed it on the counter. “I’ll get some candles and light them. Do you want to go back to his room? Make sure he’s in there when I come in?” she suggested and Jimin nodded, grabbing the snacks and making his way back to Taehyung’s room.

On his way he quickly checked his phone, just to make sure he didn’t miss any of Yoongi’s messages. To his disappointment there were none. Not that he had expected one. Yoongi had spent most of the last three days at the hospital, sleeping and healing.

And although it was sad that they seemed to manage to miss each other by minutes each time, he was glad Yoongi took the part of healing rather seriously. Even if that meant that he had no one to talk to.

Jimin
I’m spending time with Tae right now

Jimin
I miss you

Jimin
:(

 

When he entered Taehyung’s room, the boy was sitting on his bed, going through his phone. Jimin sat down next to him, trying to glance at what he was looking at. Taehyung quickly turned off the phone, smiling awkwardly.

Jimin raised an eyebrow in suspicion, before quickly snatching the phone from his friend. Taehyung shrieked, trying to get it back, but Jimin was quicker than him, jumping to his feet and crossing the room, before typing in the pin, which of course was set to Taehyung’s birthday. The boy had never been that creative with that type of shit.

Jimin took a look on Taehyung’s phone, his face falling. He lifted it into Taehyung’s direction, making sure the display was on full view. “Are you fucking kidding me?”

On the phone one particular chat was opened. One filled with hearts and other romantic shit. “Again? You’re doing this shit again?”

Taehyung snatched his phone from Jimin’s hand, scowling angrily. “This is none of your business.”

“It is. You’ll just end up getting hurt again.” Jimin exclaimed. “She is just out to use you. They are always just out to use you.”

Taehyung let out a growl. “I know. Trust me… I know. But maybe if she spends enough time with me she’ll fall for me for real… For me, not my money.”

Jimin sighed, taking a step and wrapping his arms around Taehyung. “I know that you want someone that actually loves you… but that shit never works out for us, you know.”

Taehyung leant into him, closing his eyes and sighing softly. “I want this to work. I really like her…” He admitted and Jimin sighed.

“Do what you want… I’ll go kill her personally if you get hurt again.” Jimin stated and Taehyung chuckled.

That exact moment the door to the room opened and Eun-ha entered, holding the cake on one of her palms, her other hand holding onto a small gift bag. Taehyung’s eyes instantly lit up when she started singing an off key version of Happy birthday. Smiling happily he walked over to her, Yeontan, who had slept in the warmth of Taehyung’s bed earlier, jumped out and started circling his owner’s legs, probably spurred on by how much was happening.

The remaining evening was spent with Jimin and Taehyung sitting on his bed, playing card games and other stuff that had become a birthday tradition every year, while stuffing their stomachs with cake.

 

Chapter Text

Yoongi
I’m finally getting out of here

Yoongi
I’m gonna miss the food

Yoongi
But I really look forward to having something else than white walls to look at

Jimin
How are you feeling?

Jimin
How did everything heal?

Yoongi
Alright I guess

Yoongi
I still am pretty restricted in how much I am allowed to move

Yoongi
But as long as I don’t lift things or move too much in general I will survive

Jimin
:(

Jimin
Can I do something to help?

Jimin
Like anything at all?

Yoongi
No

Yoongi
It’s not like there is anything you could do

Yoongi
I’ll take a small break now and go back to working in a couple of days

Yoongi
So… everything will be back to normal soon

Yoongi
And now pls stop making everything about me

Yoongi
I swear I’m okay so can we stop talking about me ;--;

Yoongi
I wanna know what happens in your life too?

Yoongi
Like you literally share everything usually

Yoongi
And now it’s “Hey are you better?” every two seconds

Jimin
Sorry:(

Jimin
I’m just worried

Jimin
I still need you!

Yoongi
That’s okay, you know

Yoongi
I’m happy you care

Yoongi
But don’t stop telling me about your daily life ._.

Jimin
Alright

Jimin
Update of the day

Jimin

Jimin
I’m shopping with Tae right now because he’s gonna throw a party at his place

Jimin
With the intent of trashing his parents’ place

Jimin
Because they forgot about his birthday

Yoongi
Look

Yoongi
That’s the kind of interesting shit I’m missing out on when you don’t tell me anything anymore

Jimin
Sorry<3

Jimin
Anyways we’re getting a shit ton of snacks and all that shit

Jimin
So we can eat some and scatter the others all over the house once the party is over

Jimin
We’re planning on giving them a heart attack the second they enter the house

Yoongi
That is one of the weirdest reasons I have ever heard for people to throw a party

Yoongi
But I support this

Jimin
That’s Tae btw

Jimin

Jimin
I took that when he was explaining our revenge plan

Yoongi
He’s pretty attractive

Yoongi
Not gonna lie

Jimin
._.

Jimin
He’s straight

Yoongi
I guessed that

Jimin
Gosh it’s still such a weird thing that you, like… like guys

Jimin
I’m never gonna get used to that

Yoongi
And do you still feel disgusted about it?

Jimin
Not disgusted

Jimin
Just weird

Jimin
I forget about it all the time

Yoongi
I mean that’s some progress

Jimin
Anyways

Jimin
We are done here

Jimin
Will prepare all the stuff now

Jimin
Wanna facetime so we can keep chatting?

Yoongi
Nice try

Yoongi
You’ll not get to see my face

Jimin
:(

Jimin
NOT FAIR

Jimin
I showed you mine

Yoongi
Did I tell you to?

Jimin

Jimin
No

Jimin
But still

Jimin
Pfff

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jimin
We’re so gonna wreck this place

Jimin

Yoongi
This pains me to even look at

Yoongi
Isn’t it his place too tho?

Jimin
Not really

Jimin
He has his flat

Jimin
And if he doesn’t want to go home he can go to my place

Jimin
So at least until they get this back to the way it was before he doesn’t have to come here

Yoongi
I swear it’s sad to think about the money that will probably be thrown out of the window because of this

Jimin
That’s the goal

Jimin
We want to annoy them at least

Yoongi
I guess I’m a bit boring now

Yoongi
It’s a bit childish in my opinion

Yoongi
They will probably think it’s a teenage rebellion thing anyways

Jimin
And even if they do

Jimin
At least we have the satisfaction of doing it

Yoongi
I mean if you look at it that way

Jimin
Yoongiiii

Jimin
You’re being weird and distant again ;---;

Yoongi
Sorry

Yoongi
I’m just really tired and stuff

Yoongi
The last couple of days pretty much sucked my soul out of me

Jimin
:(

Jimin
Wanna talk a bit in the evening once I’m done here

Jimin
I could like call you?

Yoongi
I don’t think that’s the best idea

Yoongi
I end up being a bit mean when I’m really worn out

Jimin
I DON’T CARE

Jimin
Like I was pretty damn mean to you too at some points

Jimin
So please?

Jimin
Let me talk to you?

Jimin
Maybe lift your mood a bit

Jimin
Or at least help you get out all that stocked up frustration

Yoongi
I really don’t think that’s such a great idea

Jimin
Trust me

Jimin
No matter what you say

Jimin
I’ll stay? Okay?

Yoongi
I guess

Yoongi
Hear you later apparently

Jimin
I look forward to hearing your voice again!

Jimin
I really missed you, you know

Yoongi
Thanks

Yoongi
That makes me feel a bit better

Yoongi
I look forward to it too

Jimin
<3

 

Chapter Text

„Hey.“ Yoongi was lying in his bed, his eyes closed. He had to finally get a grip. All day long he had felt choked up and like everything was too much. Like he couldn’t keep going any longer. He knew those days… he knew that it would pass. But that didn’t change anything about how fucking real it felt.

Like everything was for nothing.

Just like he knew those days when he knew himself. He knew how much of an asshole he could be. He’d spit out things he never actually meant like that just to get people to stop talking to him. It was one of those days that were the reason he hardly had any friends that stayed.

He slowly exhaled before answering. “Hey.”

There was a short silence before Jimin spoke again.  “You don’t sound so good.”

“No shit, Sherlock.” Yoongi said bitterly, his voice rough and tired. He felt so fucking tired.

“Wanna tell me about it?” Jimin ignored Yoongi’s offhand comment, instead sounding concerned.

“Not really.” Yoongi stated, staring at the ceiling. There were small black dots all over it, probably mold.

“Sheesh work with me here.” Jimin complained, his tone not losing any of its positivity towards Yoongi. “Come on. Get that shit off your chest. I’m here for you.”

“Yeah, sure you are… you don’t even know my face.” He didn’t even know why he said that. It was what he felt like, but at the same time it wasn’t like that at all. Swallowing thickly he bit his lip. He never should have accepted Jimin’s call. There was no fucking way this could end well.

He wasn’t even able to get himself to apologize.

On the other end of the line he could hear Jimin breath in, trying to keep his calm. “Listen here, asshole. I’m not going to let you leave until you tell me what the hell is wrong. You’re not going to escape my grip so safe the two of us all the work and just answer my question. What happened?”

Yoongi could feel a chuckle bubble up in his chest and he wasn’t even sure what it was. Maybe relieve or how ridiculous the fact was that Jimin didn’t seem offended.

He didn’t even notice as tears made their way to his eyes. “It’s nothing… and that’s not even a lie. Nothing happened. There is no fucking reason for me to feel the way I do right now and I still do.” Yoongi finally admitted and he could hear Jimin sigh in relieve on the other end of the line.

“Maybe a depressive episode?” He suggested, his voice soft and soothing. Yoongi could feel his chest tighten and loosen at the same time.

He really hoped Jimin didn’t hear him sniffing but even if he didn’t the fact that he was fighting back tears was obvious in his voice. “I don’t know. Probably. I feel like shit right now. Like a worthless piece of shit.”

There was a long silence before Jimin spoke up again. “You know that you aren’t?”

“Am I? Because I really am not that sure? What do I do that actually is worth something? I work shit jobs making shit money, just to about make it through a month, almost starving. And the worst part: It will most likely never stop.” He stated feeling frustration build up again. Of course nothing would ever change. It was pretty much impossible to get out of this shithole called his life.

“You’re being negative right now.” Jimin complained and rustling could be heard as he probably moved around the room.

“You’re cool, intelligent, hardworking and pretty self-confident when you’re not down at the moment. You take care of your father even though he’s the reason you struggle this much. It might feel like you’re moving in circles right now, but trust me, you have pretty great chances at making it big someday. Most who have made it to the top have had a point in their life where everything seemed in vain, but they kept going and made it. And I know for sure you will too. Because you’re pretty amazing, you know.” Jimin babbled and Yoongi could feel a knot form in his throat again.

It helped. Hearing someone else say that he could make it. That he probably would make it. He ran his hand over his eyes, exhaling loudly.

“And stop crying. You’re a man. Men don’t cry.” Jimin joked, his voice soft.

Chuckling Yoongi ran his hand over his eyes once again. “I’m gay, Jimin. I have a free pass to cry whenever I want.”

“Pfff. I don’t wanna hear you cry tho. I swear, every single time we talk to each other you’re down. I wanna hear a happy Yoongi for once. Come on. That can’t be that hard to do.” Jimin complained jokingly and Yoongi could feel warmth curse through his stomach, at his small laugh around the end.

“Alright. I’ll make sure to call you right after receiving my paycheck next time.”

Jimin groaned in annoyance. “That was not what I meant!”

There was a relaxed silence, in which Yoongi let himself fall back onto the bed, closing his eyes tiredly. His ribs made him flinch ever so slightly. He had forgotten about that.

Exhausted but feeling better he let out a deep breath. “Jimin?”

The other boy’s voice was soft when he answered. “Yeah?”

“I’m kind of worried…” Another drawn out silence. “My dad isn’t home. He almost always is. I mean, he does go out occasionally but it’s ten pm and he isn’t back yet.” He pressed his lips into a thin line.

“Everything around here looks like it hasn’t been used the last couple of days… I don’t think he has been home for a while.”

For a while Jimin didn’t say anything before speaking up again. “It never happened before? Maybe he’s at a hotel? Or bar? You said he drinks?”

Yoongi nodded before realizing Jimin couldn’t see him. “I already thought of it… It’s not even a far-fetched idea… I’m just worried, I guess.”

“Maybe go to the police. Wait if he comes back until tomorrow and after that file a missing person’s report?”

Biting his lip in pain Yoongi sat up. “I will for sure. Uhm… wanna keep me company a bit longer? I don’t know… the silence around here is killing me.”

He could hear a soft chuckle from the other side.
“Sure.”

Chapter Text

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
So

Jimin
Tae is fucked

Jimin
For real

Yoongi
What is it this time?

Jimin
You know our little revenge thingy?

Jimin
Yeah we wrecked the place

Jimin
That part of the plan worked

Jimin
But they are fucking pissed

Jimin
And they decided that he would have to pay that shit off

Jimin
He’s with me right now btw

Jimin
Say hey

Jimin

Yoongi
Hey

Yoongi

Jimin
Wait

Jimin
Is that you?

Jimin
Please tell me that’s you?

Jimin
Could it be that I finally have gathered both what you look like body wise and like half your face minus eyes?

Jimin
Is this real?

Yoongi
Yeah it’s my actual face

Yoongi
With edgy filters because I look like shit

Yoongi
And of course because it’s the only way I can show the world my real self

Yoongi
But yeah

Yoongi
That’s me

Jimin
You look pretty good

Jimin
At least what I see

Jimin
I still dig your style

Yoongi
Thanks?

Yoongi
Btw

Yoongi
Can you like not completely switch topics and instead talk about the Tae thing?

Jimin
But you just sent me the first picture of your face :(

Jimin
Can I please just appreciate that?

Yoongi
Appreciate it quietly

Yoongi
It’s not like you want anyone to think you’re gay

Jimin
WHY ARE YOU BEING THIS MEAN TO ME AGAIN

Jimin
I’m really trying fucking hard to be nice

Jimin
And I swear I’m completely over the gay thing

Jimin
It’s okay

Jimin
There is nothing disgusting about it

Jimin
You have to believe me

Yoongi
Sorry

Yoongi
I’m still being a bit

Yoongi
Idk

Yoongi
Provocative is the right word I think

Yoongi
Sorry

Yoongi
I know that you’re not really like that anymore

Jimin
Good

Jimin
Because I really don’t care about it at this point

Jimin
I even thought of doing shock therapy or something by watching gay porn or something

Yoongi
Jimin… you’re sure you’re not gay?

Yoongi
That sounds pretty gay to me

Jimin

Jimin
I’m so fucking done with you

Jimin
Like I love you Yoongi

Jimin
But kiss my ass

Yoongi
Those are two pretty gay messages right after one another

Jimin
I wanna cry

Jimin
Stop teasing me about this shit ;--;

Yoongi
Sorry sorry

Yoongi
I’ll stop

Yoongi
It’s funny tho

Jimin
I hate you

Jimin
So you asked about Tae

Jimin
As I said

Jimin
He has to pay the costs of cleaning all of it and all that himself

Jimin
BUT

Jimin
He’s not allowed to use his parents’ money

Jimin
So they called somewhere

Jimin
And got him a part time job

Jimin
At a gas station

Jimin
And he has to work there until the amount has been cleared

Yoongi
Sounds like he has to do something normal for once

Yoongi
It’s kind of shitty tho that it’s because of the party thing

Yoongi
Or rather it’s kind of shitty that his parents forgot his birthday which is why he threw the party which is why he now has to work

Yoongi
Yaaay high quality sentences

Yoongi
I totally think working for a bit will do him good

Yoongi
But it does suck quite a bit

Yoongi
Maybe he should talk to them?

Jimin
He tried

Jimin
They don’t listen at all

Jimin
Right now we’re driving over to the place and I’ll talk to the manager

Jimin
Like scare him a bit to make sure he goes easy on Taehyung

Yoongi
Please don’t beat anyone up

Jimin
Don’t worry

Jimin
Beating up people is not really my go to way to scare them

Jimin
I can be scarier than that

Yoongi
Should I be scared?

Jimin
Noooooooo

Jimin
You’re the thing ppl should be scared of treating the wrong way because I will come beat their asses real good

Yoongi
That’s… relieving?

Yoongi
I don’t want you to beat anyone’s ass tho

Jimin
Now that I can’t promise

Jimin
Gotta go

Jimin
We’re here

Jimin
Got some people to scare

Yoongi
Have fun?

Jimin
I will~

 

 

Chapter Text

When Yoongi heard a knock on the front door he just knew it wasn’t anything good. He could sense it.

It wasn’t even surprising when he opened to door and found himself face to face with two police officers, who looked pretty apologetic. Neither was it surprising when they went on and told him that his father had passed away. He had just been found. Washed onto the shore of a close by town. Almost not recognizable. Probably had been in the water for a couple of days.

The worst part about all of it. Yoongi didn’t feel anything. The police officers left and he simply sat down on his bed, staring at the wall, the feeling of dull nothingness hovering over him like a blanket. There were no tears. No happiness. No nothing.

He felt like he was a spectator of his own body. This wasn’t his life. Not his feelings to feel.

As evening came his stomach started giving off noises of hunger. He got up, grabbed some instant ramen from the cupboard and started boiling some water. After that he sat down and waited for the ramen to soften before he absentmindedly started eating.

What the hell was he supposed to do now?

 

 

Jimin was lying on his bed. Theoretically intending on going to sleep rather soon but thoughts of Yoongi kept holding him awake. It had been three days since the boy had last answered his messages.

His phone did receive them, which meant at least his phone was charged, but Yoongi neither answered nor read his messages. Jimin had even tried calling him but his call was simply ignored.

The worst part about this was that Jimin didn’t know why. As much of a possibility it was that maybe Yoongi simply had enough of him, there also was a chance that Yoongi had gotten into an accident or maybe he had gotten beaten up again but this time he didn’t manage to go to the hospital.

Maybe he was unconscious at his place and the only person who knew about this was Jimin. But he couldn’t do anything because he didn’t even know where Yoongi lived.

 

 

Jimin
I know you keep ignoring my messages

Jimin
But please

Jimin
At least tell me you’re okay

Jimin
I miss you

 

 

 

Yoongi was sitting on the sofa when he finally had an idea of what he could do. For the first time in a week he felt a certain type of energy as he got up and walked towards his room.

He grabbed his phone that had been lying next to his bed for days and quickly dialed a number he hadn’t called in months. There was a soft tune as the line connected before he could hear someone pick up.

“Yoongi? Darling? Are you okay? Why are you calling? Did something happen?”

Yoongi had to bite his lip in pain when he heard the familiar voice. For the first time in days he didn’t feel entirely empty. Instead he felt pain. The strong feeling of homesickness.

“Mum…”

He knew she could hear his distress right away.

“Darling what happened? Are you okay?” Her voice was soft and reassuring.

“It’s dad… he…”

Chapter Text

Yoongi
Hey

Yoongi
Uhm

Yoongi
Sorry for making you worry again

Yoongi
A lot happened the last couple of days

Yoongi
And thank you for caring enough to keep the messages up

Jimin
You’re okay?!

Jimin
Did something happen?

Jimin
If someone beat you up again I’ll make them wish that they were never born

Yoongi
No

Yoongi
No one beat me up

Yoongi
I’m okay

Yoongi
At least physically

Yoongi
My father finally got what he wanted

Jimin
?

Yoongi
He killed himself

Yoongi
Probably jumped off a cliff somewhere

Yoongi
Two police man showed up at my place two days ago

Yoongi
Told me that they were sorry and all that shit

Yoongi
He probably did it while I was at the hospital

Jimin
That’s horrible

Jimin
How do you feel?

Yoongi
Honestly

Yoongi
These last couple of days were hell

Yoongi
But I talked to my mum

Yoongi
Told her everything

Yoongi
And she pretty much didn’t give me much of a choice and decided that I would be moving

Yoongi
She wants to have me near her

Yoongi
Told me a friend of hers is looking for someone to rent a small apartment, pretty close to her place

Yoongi
So I guess that’s where I will be going

Yoongi
She even said she’d pay for it

Jimin
That’s great!

Jimin
If she pays for it you even might be able to go to college

Jimin
I’m happy for you!

Yoongi
Yeah I guess

Yoongi
I’m still feeling a bit weird tbh

Yoongi
But I think that’s normal considering what just happened

Jimin
Want to talk about it?

Yoongi
Not really

Yoongi
I’d rather not spend too much time thinking about it while I’m still in this shithole

Yoongi
But thanks for the offer

Jimin
I’m always there if you need someone to talk to

Yoongi
Thanks

Yoongi
I really appreciate it

Yoongi
Wanna hear something nice?

Jimin
Yeah sure

Yoongi
My mum lives in Seoul

Jimin
Wait

Jimin
You’re moving here?

Jimin
Oh my god

Jimin
We can like finally meet up in person!

Jimin
I’m so hyped!!!

Yoongi
I was sure you were going to like that

Yoongi
Ah

Yoongi
Chatting with you feels pretty good rn

Yoongi
It’s relieving

Yoongi
Being alone with my thoughts is never a good idea

Yoongi
And sorry for being a bit complicated lately

Yoongi
I’m sure it will get better soon

Jimin
No no

Jimin
It’s okay

Jimin
I’m really fucking happy right now

Jimin
Like we can meet

Jimin
And after that we can meet again because you’re not that far away

Jimin
Those are the best news I have gotten since they decided to make an iron man 2

Yoongi
That is a weird comparison

Yoongi
Not gonna lie

Yoongi
And I’m looking forward to it as well<3

Jimin
I wanna cry

Jimin
I’m happy

Yoongi
Those are some pretty intense emotions for someone who is ‘straight’

Jimin
Don’t straight shame me

Jimin
It’s not any better than gay shaming

Yoongi
Fair enough

Yoongi
You know what?

Yoongi
I need a bit of a mood boost so I’ll go look at memes on reddit

Yoongi
In gay.irl

Jimin
Enjoy?

Yoongi
If I see something funny I might spam you

Jimin
Do I want to see that?

Yoongi
Yeah you do

Jimin
I guess I do?

Jimin
If you say so

Yoongi

Yoongi
I swear memes are the things keeping me alive rn

Yoongi
That’s the most accurate depiction of the gay community I’ve seen in a while

Jimin
Man I wish girls were this happy about dicks

Jimin
I’m envious

Yoongi

Yoongi
I love this shit

Jimin
It’s… funny?

Yoongi
Now that is me with you

Yoongi

Jimin
Does that mean you would somewhat count me as an interest?

Yoongi
I mean

Yoongi
You’re hot

Yoongi
Way too straight and stuff

Yoongi
But if you were gay I’d probably suggest something like friends with benefits

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
Thanks?

Jimin
It’s super weird being told that by a guy

Jimin
But honestly thanks

Jimin
I’m way less weirded out by this than I’d usually be

Yoongi
Hey maybe you’re a tiny bit gay for me~

Jimin
Yeah sure

Jimin
Maybe I am

Yoongi

Yoongi
Lmao

Jimin
Like at this point are you even pan anymore?

Jimin
You seem pretty gay to me

Yoongi
I like girls too

Yoongi
Just as much

Yoongi

Yoongi
I like relating with gays tho

Yoongi
And the gay community is funny af

Yoongi

Yoongi
Like come on

Yoongi
At least they offer humor and dicks

Jimin
I swear

Jimin
I don’t know why I even like you for saying shit like that at this point

Jimin
What have you done to me

Yoongi
Something good apparently

Yoongi
Btw

Yoongi
We just talked about me so far

Yoongi
What about you?

Yoongi
Anything happened the last couple of days?

Jimin
Nothing special

Jimin
Tae has to work for the first time tomorrow

Jimin
I’m sitting in my bed contemplating what to snack at

Jimin
What do you think?

Jimin
Should I eat some crisps or chocolate?

Jimin
Also I did consider going to a party later BUT now that you’re back I’d rather talk to you for a bit

Jimin
You not answering for days was like the meanest thing ever btw

Jimin
I missed you way too much

Jimin
You have made me sad

Jimin
Very sad

Yoongi
Sorry :(

Yoongi
I’ll talk a lot to you now to make it up to you

Jimin
You had every reason to not answer

Jimin
BUT I’m not objecting to talking a lot

Jimin
<3

Yoongi
When did you start using hearts casually btw?

Yoongi
Like wasn’t it more of a joke in the beginning

Jimin
Let me breathe

Jimin
I like using hearts

Yoongi
*cough* gay

Jimin
Fuck off ._.

Yoongi
It’s good to be back<3

 

 

Chapter Text

Yoongi
Okay

Yoongi
So this feels slightly surreal

Yoongi
But things are finally moving now

Yoongi

Yoongi
I just finished putting everything into boxes

Yoongi
The transporter will be coming tomorrow

Yoongi
The last night I’ll be sleeping here

Yoongi

Yoongi
Not gonna miss this place all that much

Jimin
That’s pretty run down

Yoongi
Yeah I know

Yoongi
I mean it was the only thing I had so it might have taken up a spot in my heart

Yoongi
But I’m glad I’m getting out of here

Jimin
I am too

Jimin
That means we can meet soon~

Yoongi
Easy there

Yoongi
Let’s take our time with that now, shall we?

Jimin
You gotta be fucking kidding me

Jimin
You’re really gonna make me wait even longer

Jimin
We have known each other for months now

Jimin
I WANNA MEET YOU

Jimin
I still don’t know what the other half of your face looks like

Jimin
This is not okay

Jimin
:(

Yoongi
Awwwww

Yoongi
Such a drama queen<3

Yoongi
Doesn’t get the attention he wants

Jimin
:(

Jimin
I don’t want attention

Jimin
I want you

Yoongi
#suddenlygay

Jimin
#nohomo

Jimin
Seriously tho

Jimin
When are we gonna meet up?

Jimin
I wanna see you in person

Jimin
And like awkwardly shake hands with you because this shit will get so awkward once we meet up

Yoongi
I just realized how much I don’t want this to happen

Yoongi
Thank you for reminding me

Jimin
HEY

Jimin
No you want this to happen

Jimin
And of course it won’t be awkward

Jimin
Everything will go smooth af and perfect!

Jimin
Like I’ll be all nice and sweet and happy

Jimin
And you’ll be too

Jimin
And like idk

Jimin
I could take you out for proper food for once

Jimin
And we could chat like we do here?

Jimin
I really want that to happen :(

Yoongi
First of

Yoongi
Awwww

Yoongi
But at the same time naaah

Yoongi
If anything I might take you for a trip somewhere?

Yoongi
I don’t like crowds

Yoongi
So a more secluded place would be more my thing

Yoongi
Where you can talk in peace

Yoongi
And some cheap convenience store food to keep you alive

Jimin
I mean sounds good too

Jimin
I would be down

Jimin
Man I really look forward to seeing you in person!

Yoongi
Just don’t expect too much okay?

Yoongi
I’m pretty boring in person

Jimin
Pfffff

Jimin
I bet you’re not

Jimin
Like we talked over the phone already?

Jimin
That’s pretty similar to in person

Yoongi
Yeah but we would have to keep our conversation up for longer than five minutes

Yoongi
How does one even talk to people?

Yoongi
Me does not know

Jimin
We’ll manage

Jimin
And even if it’s awkward

Jimin
I’ll just sit there and enjoy the presence of the only person I want to talk to

Jimin
Who cares if we can have hour long conversations

Jimin
I’m pretty sure just being around you will put me at ease

Yoongi
Not even trying to be funny right now

Yoongi
But that sounds pretty gay

Jimin
So what if it does ._.

Jimin
It’s the truth

Jimin
Talking to you helps me relax all the time

Jimin
So why wouldn’t seeing you irl be any different

Yoongi
Sheesh

Yoongi
How did you make me actually like you?

Yoongi
I’m still not over how you did that

Jimin
My magic charm<3

Yoongi
Maybe

Yoongi
Like you went from interesting but annoying to I kind of wanna hug you

Yoongi
This is not okay

Jimin
Your gay is showing~

Yoongi
You can’t hug ppl in a none gay way

Yoongi
Just because I’m gay and I have body contact with you doesn’t mean I have the hots for you

Jimin
I mean

Jimin
You do think that I’m hot

Yoongi
Yeah I do

Yoongi
Just like you said in the beginning

Yoongi
You’re objectively attractive~

Jimin
Idk when you said that for the first time it felt super weird

Jimin
But now I’m quite happy tbh

Yoongi
Jimin I think I might be rubbing off my gayness onto you

Yoongi
Give it back

Yoongi
There is no way I would be happy with just girls!

Jimin
Pffff

Jimin
…when did it become this late?

Jimin
What are you doing to me?!

Jimin
I wanted to watch a movie today!

Yoongi
…is there anything stopping you?

Jimin
It’s 10 pm already… and I know myself. After the movie is done I’ll probably watch YouTube videos for another good one or two hours

Jimin
I’m so done for tomorrow

Yoongi
I’ll send you my best luck wishes

Yoongi
You can’t oversleep

Yoongi
You gotta be there and listen to my updates on moving

Jimin
I will!

Jimin
That’ll probably be the only reason I’ll manage to get out of bed tomorrow

Jimin
Be proud

Yoongi
Such a good boy~

Jimin
Wow

Jimin
Btw

Jimin
I might be dyeing my hair again

Jimin
thinking about what color tho

Jimin
Like I know every color looks good on me but I don’t wanna look gay

Jimin
No offense

Jimin
I mean you know the difference between looking gay and being gay

Yoongi
Yeah it’s alright

Yoongi
What colors are you thinking about?

Jimin
Idk… like I considered brown but that’s pretty boring and half assed so probably blond

Jimin
I thought about some other colors as well but that’s just too much

Yoongi
I mean cool

Yoongi
I look forward to seeing it

Yoongi
Wait

Yoongi
That way we would have the same hair color

Jimin
Your hair is blond?

Jimin
Oh right the picture

Jimin
I completely forgot about that

Jimin
I kind of imagined you with black hair all this time

Jimin
Btw

Jimin
The last good picture with black hair that will probably be taken of me for a while

Jimin

Yoongi
I’m still not over how mean you look

Jimin
Sorry~

Jimin

Yoongi
What is this low quality?

Yoongi
Also

Yoongi
It’s literally:
hair up = dom
hair down = baby

Yoongi
How even?

Jimin
Wtf bro

Jimin
Okay so I just checked my camera scroll

Jimin
And as weird as the words you used to describe it are

Jimin
You might be onto something

Jimin
Spam incoming btw

Jimin

Jimin
Hair down with Tae

Jimin
I look nice

Yoongi
Not really baby tho

Yoongi
Hot too

Jimin

Jimin
Some speech I had to hold at my school because they love making me do that shit

Jimin
Hair up

Jimin
At least out of my face

Jimin
I look mean

Yoongi
Might be the huge ass sun glasses

Yoongi
And god you look like I would so hate you

Jimin
That's usually what I'm trying to acchieve when people see me

Jimin

Jimin
Picture taken before a party

Jimin
hair down

Jimin
And now at Tae's place playing with his dog

Jimin

 

 

Yoongi
Okay bro

Yoongi
Ngl

Yoongi
That last picture is pretty hot for some reason

Yoongi
No idea why

Yoongi
But please don't let the dog lick your mouth

Jimin
I haven't

Jimin
And thanks?

Jimin
I’m glad you think I’m hot

Yoongi
You in the beginning “Nooooo I don’t want guys to think about me that way. That’s so disgusting.”

Jimin
Hey!

Jimin
I know I was being an asshole

Jimin
And like attention is attention and all that

Jimin
Also I didn’t know how chill gays actually are about that shit?

Jimin
Idk I thought they are a lot clingier and stuff?

Yoongi
Reality it’s more like “Hey want me to lend you a hand while you beat your meat? It’s cool tho. We’re just friends helping each other out.”

Jimin
Wow

Jimin
Anyways

Jimin
I have like no problem at all with you saying that I’m hot and all

Yoongi
Even if I said that if you were gay and a bottom I’d so totally fuck you

Jimin
Okay so now that is kind of weird?

Jimin
But at the same time

Jimin
Thank you?

Yoongi
You have grown so much :---:

Yoongi
I am proud of you

Jimin
Is it weird that I love these conversations?

Jimin
I swear they give me life

Yoongi
Same tbh

Yoongi
Thanks for being there for me<3

Jimin
Same

Jimin
I should go before I don’t go to sleep at all

Jimin
Sleep tight

Yoongi
You too

Yoongi
And I really look forward to meeting you

 

 

Chapter Text

Taehyung was leaning against his car, tapping the floor with the tip of his shoe. He wasn’t going to show up even a minute early for his job. He’d appear right when he had to and leave right when his shift was over.

His phone vibrated in his back pocket. Sighing he pulled it out, glancing at the messages his ‘girlfriend’ was sending him.

 

 

Rina
What are you doing?

Rina
Are you eating?

Rina
Omg I just saw this beautiful necklace on this website

Rina

Taehyung
Wow

Taehyung
Good for you

Rina
I’d love to wear it to my birthday party<3

Taehyung
Let me guess

Taehyung
You want me to buy it for you?

Rina
I mean

Rina
It’s not that much money for you~

Taehyung
Yeah sure whatever

Rina
Love you<3

Rina
I’ll make sure to give you lots of kisses once I visit you

Taehyung
Sure

 

 

He’d have to break up with her soon. This thing wasn’t really leading anywhere. He had tried in the beginning but it got more and more obvious the colder he started acting towards her. She didn’t care at all. When he was being a distant asshole she just acted like she didn’t notice.

Like it wasn’t plain obvious.

He guessed he’d have to look out for a new plaything. He was pretty sure he’d actually follow Jimin’s advice this time and stay out of anything relationship related. Jimin was smart. Instead of being open towards everyone the way Taehyung was, he just closed off.

And as lonely as he may be because of it, at least he didn’t have to deal with people going behind his back all the time.

If he could he would just do it Jimin’s way. Be distant. Be an asshole and only be nice to his real friends. But he wasn’t the type of guy for that. He loved being social and around people. It was something he couldn’t really live without.

It gave him energy, even if it took a lot of his as well.

He stamped out the cigarette butt, glancing at the clock. It was a minute before seven pm. Sighing to himself, he put his phone into his back pocket, before walking towards the automatic door that lead into the small run-down store.

After entering he checked the room for any staff members but he didn’t see anyone. When he heard someone clearing their throat right next to him he looked at the counter again, now noticing a boy sitting there in an ugly blue uniform. “Do you need something? You look a bit lost.”

Taehyung glanced up and down. The boy had big eyes, a bit of baby face and looked a little tiny in general.

“Uhm yeah. I am supposed to start working here today.” He stated, looking around. The place was honestly a bit shabby. The floor looked old and dirty, the kind of dirt you no longer could get rid of, and the food looked barely edible at most.

“Ah.” The boy’s eyes became a bit sharper, colder, as he got up and it was like a different guy was standing in front of him. Now that Taehyung was no longer looking at his sitting figure the boy looked a lot broader than he had before.

Muscles were straining underneath the blue t-shirt, making even the ugly piece of fabric look alright. He was about as tall as Taehyung, had a sharp jawline and as he pushed his hair out of his face his baby face seemed to disappear.

Still surprised by the sudden change Taehyung just stared at him and the guy raised an eyebrow at him. “What are you looking at?”

Surprised by his boldness Taehyung quickly shook his head. “Nothing.”

“The manager is gone for two weeks or something so I’ll be in charge for now.” He stated and Taehyung simply shrugged his shoulders. “As long as I don’t have to do anything.”

The look in the other’s eyes changed to irked and then amused. “Absolutely.” He turned around, gesturing Taehyung to follow him.

Pushing his hands into his pockets he followed the boy, staring at his back. Honestly he was ever so slightly impressed how muscular the guy was. There was no way that he worked out any less than three times a week.

Maybe Taehyung could use him as a source to gain motivation to move his ass to the gym as well. He still had to get rid of that relationship belly he had gained over the last couple of months.

“Here.” He hadn’t noticed the guy stopping and grabbing a bucket and mop. “How about you go clean the toilets Mr. As-long-as-I-don’t-have-to-do-anything?” The boy was silently challenging him to say no.

Taehyung pressed his lips into a thin line. “I talked to your manager. Don’t you know who I am? We have a deal…”

The staff guy didn’t look impressed at all. “Well, right now I’m your boss and if you do nothing I’ll kick you out. It’s as simple as that. I don’t fucking care who you are, darling.”

Taehyung opened his mouth to say something, but there was nothing he could say. Not waiting for Taehyung to come up with anything the boy pushed the mob into Taehyung’s hand. “Have fun with the bathrooms. If you have any questions you can ask me.” Just seconds later he was gone and Taehyung just stood there in silence.

What had just happened?

 

Chapter Text

Yoongi
Okay

Yoongi
I’m on my way to Seoul right now

Yoongi
I’m really jiggly right now tbh

Yoongi
Gosh I sound like a child

Yoongi
But I really look forward to it~

Yoongi
I’m bored rn tho

Yoongi

Jimin
Awww you’re closing the distance between us

Jimin
In which direction is Daegu again?

Jimin
I need to look the way and feel you coming closer

Yoongi
WOW

Yoongi
How are you like…

Yoongi
I don’t even know what you are like

Yoongi
You’re just weird

Jimin
Sorry~

Yoongi
What are you doing?

Yoongi
Humor me

Yoongi
I’m seriously dying of boredom right now

Jimin
Awww

Jimin
I’ll humor you

Jimin
I’m at the hairdresser right now

Jimin
She’s gonna be done soon~

Jimin
I’m lowkey hyped

Yoongi
And are you going blonde?

Jimin
Yes I am~

Jimin
It’s looks pretty good so far

Jimin
The color is there already

Jimin
She just has to cut it

Yoongi
Send me a picture as soon as you’re done

Jimin
I will~

Jimin
Btw… you got the apartment your mum was talking about?

Yoongi
Yeah

Yoongi
She even suggested she could help me out financially

Yoongi
Not quite sure whether to let her

Yoongi
Like she is doing alright with her business

Yoongi
But she doesn’t have that much money either

Jimin
That sucks

Jimin
I mean if she offers to do it she probably is able to afford it?

Yoongi
I don’t really trust that

Yoongi
She’s a bit too kind by nature

Jimin
Why did the two of you lose contact in the first place

Jimin
I mean if she’s that good hearted she could have kept contact even after your dad and her got a divorce

Yoongi
It’s kind of my fault

Yoongi
I knew my dad would suffer even more if he heard me talking to her on a regular basis

Yoongi
So I cut off the contact

Jimin
I’m glad you get to see her again

Yoongi
I mean the situation isn’t the best but yeah me too

Jimin
:(

Yoongi
Oh my god

Yoongi
A little girl just sat down next to me

Yoongi
And started snitching on her brother out of nowhere

Yoongi
And then asked if she could have a bite of my sandwich

Yoongi
She knows what she wants

Yoongi
Preach

Yoongi
I like her

Jimin
I literally never heard you talk that gay before

Yoongi
Fuck off

Yoongi
I am partially gay so it is my right as an equal human being to talk like the fag I am

Jimin
Really?

Jimin
Are you allowed to say fag?

Yoongi
I’m using it in a joking manner to degrade myself so yes I am allowed to

Jimin
What would I call myself if I wanted to degrade myself?

Yoongi
Jock

Jimin
I don’t play any sports

Yoongi
You said you do martial arts, dance and are an asshole

Yoongi
I’d count that as a jock

Yoongi
Although trust fund kid might be better fitting

Yoongi
You meet most of the clichés

Jimin
And those are ._.

Yoongi
Rich, bully, arrogant, car

Yoongi
And yes your car is a cliché of yours

Jimin
Uffff

Jimin
I mean… fair enough

Jimin
But I’m not as arrogant as I present myself:---:

Jimin
I am insecure and delicate too

Yoongi
Never thought I’d hear you admitting to it but I kind of expected that

Yoongi
You seem like the guy to build up huge walls to not let himself get hurt

Yoongi
Because it would actually hurt you if you let someone in and they betrayed you

Jimin
I love you, you know that ;---;

Jimin
And I don’t wanna admit how true that is

Jimin
But kind of yeah?

Jimin
I don’t get how people like Tae manage to let others in again and again, even though they know that they will just use them

Jimin
I wouldn’t be able to do that

Yoongi
I think Tae might be able to let people in without dropping his walls

Yoongi
He might be protecting himself in a different way from you

Jimin
I’m jealous

Jimin
It kind of sucks sitting alone most of the time

Jimin
Like Tae would sit with me but I really don’t want to have anything to do with his followers

Jimin
They stick to him like glue

Jimin
Sometimes he’ll use me as an excuse to get rid of them by saying he wants to sit with me and I hate people so he’s SOOO SORRY but they can’t come with him

Yoongi
I mean at least Tae seems to actually care about you

Jimin
I mean I’ve known Tae most of my life

Jimin
And I know that he won’t use me because we just make sure that we are somewhat balanced in the aspect of spending money on each other

Jimin
I’m better off than he is

Jimin
But at a point where we are it doesn’t really make that much of a difference

Jimin
Like I know he doesn’t really benefit from me moneywise

Jimin
And I don’t really benefit from him

Jimin
That’s pretty much what our friendship is based off of

Jimin
I mean that and childhood memories

Jimin
We get along well and all

Jimin
We’re just weirdly distant sometimes

Jimin
Like at the moment we get along pretty well and do stuff together but sometimes I don’t hear from him for months

Yoongi
I think that’s pretty normal for friendships tho

Yoongi
Talking open like we do with each other is not the most standard thing

Yoongi
…I think we are pretty damn open?

Yoongi
Okay I’m gonna stop acting like I know how this social bullshit usually works

Yoongi
I have no clue how normal we are

Yoongi
But I like it

Jimin
Same

Jimin
I think it might come off a bit gay

Jimin
But honestly who cares

Yoongi
That’s the spirit

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
They just finished my hair

Jimin

Jimin
I like it

Yoongi
Me too

Yoongi
You look great

Yoongi
I’m gay

Jimin
I swear

Jimin
Doncha dare go gay on me

Jimin
If you make stuff awkward by developing a crush I’m gonna hit you

Jimin
A lot

Jimin
Until you are annoyed enough to let go of the crush and we can be friends again

Yoongi
I’m facepalming

Yoongi
Ugh

Yoongi
Why do I like even talk to you?

Jimin
Because you love me<3

Yoongi
Yeah sure whatever makes you happy

Jimin
I love you<3

Jimin
#nohomo

Yoongi
You know that nohomo is like the gayest thing to ever exist

Yoongi
Just like a brojob

Yoongi
“It’s not gay if we just help each other out”

Yoongi
iS a ThReEsOmE gAy WhEn OuR dIcKs ToUcH?

Yoongi
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh

Yoongi
You know about the three strikes rule?

Jimin
No?

Jimin
What the hell is that?

Yoongi
A way to find out whether you’re defined as gay

Jimin
?

Yoongi
It’s pretty easy

Yoongi
Try hooking up with a guy once and you are straight but curious

Yoongi
Hook up with a guy the second time. A different one. You’re straight but you wanted to try it with a different guy

Yoongi
Try it a third time

Yoongi
You’re gay. Deal with it

Jimin
Wow

Jimin
I’m laughing

Jimin
What was that ending?

Jimin
It’s pretty gay to even want to try out stuff tho?

Yoongi
That’s for insecure asstwats like you

Yoongi
Honestly if a guy is just interested and wants to know whether or not he might be gay there is nothing wrong with it

Yoongi
You can never go wrong with some dick

Jimin

Jimin
Now I am questioning why I even talk to you

Yoongi
You love me<3

Jimin
Yeah sure

Yoongi
:)

Jimin
THAT IS SO DISRESPECTFUL

Jimin
YOU DID NOT FINISH THE WAY I DID BEFORE

Jimin
I said that I love you earlier

Jimin
Rude

Yoongi
:)

Jimin
I’m gonna go search for a corner now and cry

Yoongi
Pffff

Yoongi
I love you too I guess

Jimin
Awwwwww

Jimin
C’mere and let me hug you

Yoongi
No

Yoongi
Bye<3

Jimin
:---:

Jimin
Bye

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
Yoongi?

Jimin
This might come off a bit weird

Jimin
But could I ask you some stuff about the gay thing?

Jimin
Also are you in your apartment already?!

Jimin
How is it?

Jimin
How big?

Jimin
You gotta send pictures

Yoongi
Gay thing?

Yoongi
Yeah I’m here and it’s honestly awesome

Yoongi
I’m fucking lucky that my mum’s friend is renting it to me pretty cheap

Yoongi
She said her daughter used to live here on and off so the place has furniture and is pretty much ready to move in

Yoongi
The only thing she said is to be careful with her stuff

Yoongi
I talked to her on the phone today

Yoongi
She’s super sweet

Jimin
I want a picture of the place

Jimin
And I’m seriously happy for you

Jimin
And let’s finish the apartment talk and switch to the gay thing later

Jimin
I wanna hear about this first

Yoongi

Yoongi
I can’t fucking believe it’s my place now

Yoongi
I mean the daughter will come here tomorrow and gather all of the things she doesn’t want to have lying around

Yoongi
But the kitchen is pretty much filled with stuff I’m allowed to use

Yoongi
It looks super comfy

Yoongi
I’m so hyped

Yoongi
Okay now what gay thing?

Jimin
I’m seriously happy for you

Jimin
That’s pretty damn awesome

Jimin
You gotta show your place to me sometime

Jimin
Wow that’s so weird

Jimin
We will know each other in person

Yoongi
It’s really weird

Yoongi
Btw I gotta tell you something else too…

Yoongi
BUT FIRST

Yoongi
What gay thing jackass?

Jimin
You impatient thing

Jimin
So

Jimin
Me not wanting to be an unknowing asshole for the rest of my life

Jimin
Did some research

Jimin
Gay community and such

Yoongi
If that is an excuse to watch gay porn…

Jimin
NO IT’S NOT

Jimin
Anyways

Jimin
I now kind of really badly wanna know whether you usually bottom or top? Or is it sub and dom? I’m a bit confused tbh

Jimin
You said you did the fucking the first time

Jimin
But after that?

Jimin
And idk if this is offensive but are you a twink?

Yoongi
JIMIN

Yoongi
Why the hell?

Yoongi
First off… that’s kinda weird to ask because privacy and stuff

Yoongi
And why would you even wanna know?

Jimin
I’m curious

Jimin
I did not watch gay porn

Jimin
But I like read a couple of posts and stuff in some gay subreddits and yeah

Jimin
And idk

Jimin
I wanna know more

Jimin
I don’t wanna be an entitled ignorant Asian guy

Yoongi
And why does that mean you have to know whether I use my dick or my ass?

Jimin
Because I’m dumb and curious and I like talking about sex?

Yoongi
Why am I friends with you?

Jimin
Because you like me for some weird not really comprehendible reason

Yoongi

Yoongi
I top

Yoongi
Am the guy doing the fucking

Yoongi
And there’s also switch when someone does both which is actually way more common than people think

Yoongi
But anyways I just top

Jimin
Any reason?

Yoongi
I’m not the type to readily give up control

Yoongi
I have control over people

Yoongi
Not the other way around

Jimin
Kinky~

Yoongi
Not really

Yoongi
Although I’ve done some pretty kinky stuff before

Jimin
Fucking tease

Jimin
I wanna know but I also don’t?

Jimin
Like no details on gay sex? I think I’m not ready to deal with that one yet acceptance wise

Yoongi
Would it make you happy to hear that I tend to have pretty normal sex with guys?

Yoongi
The kinky stuff actually happened more with girls?

Jimin
Now I wanna know details?

Yoongi
Not gonna give them<3

Jimin
Asshole

Jimin
Change of topic

Jimin
You said there was another thing you wanted to tell me about?

Yoongi
What?

Yoongi
Oh right

Yoongi
I got accepted into a college

Yoongi
Not that far from here

Yoongi
They told me to go there tomorrow and show them all the documents and do all the formal stuff

Yoongi
But I finally am able to go to college

Yoongi
I mean I’m kind of old now for a first semester

Yoongi
But who even cares

Jimin
Omg

Jimin
That’s great news

Jimin
I really hope you’ll get along with people there

Jimin
BUT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO MAKE FRIENDS AND FORGET ABOUT ME OKAY?

Yoongi
That’s gonna be reeeeally hard for someone as social as I am but I’ll try my best

Jimin
Fair enough

Jimin
Nooo I just realized that means I can no longer distract myself from lessons by chatting with you

Jimin
Don’t you wanna go back to working again ._.

Yoongi

Yoongi
No

Jimin
It was worth a try

Jimin
I'm still not used to the hair color

Jimin

Jimin
But I love it

Jimin
If I could I’d date myself

Yoongi
Now that’s a level of narcissism only you can reach

Yoongi
The question is whether dating yourself is gay

Jimin
Pfff

Jimin
Come on

Jimin
I do look like a snack tho

Yoongi
You do

Yoongi
THIS IS SO NOT FAIR

Yoongi
Why is it always the guys off limit that look like you?!

Yoongi
You sure you don’t wanna come out as gay?

Jimin
Not planning to

Yoongi
Fuck this shit

Yoongi
I’m gonna go watch porn because at least there are some attractive gay guys and go to sleep after

Yoongi
So good night!

Jimin
Wow

Jimin
Just wow

Jimin
And good night

Jimin
Enjoy your gay porn?

Yoongi
Don’t make it weird

Jimin
I’ll try

Yoongi
Good night

Jimin
Good night~

Chapter Text

It had been quite some time since he had last felt this nervous and excited about something. Sure, he usually was rather relaxed, but that didn’t mean his anxiety didn’t spike for a second when he entered the lecture hall for the first time.

For some reason, he expected people to turn and look at him. Stare...make him uncomfortable, but of course, it didn’t happen. This wasn’t high school. Most people here probably hardly knew very many of the others they shared lessons with.

They couldn’t care less if he was new or not. Instead, they continued their conversations, laughing, some even flirting, and having a great time before the teacher showed up.

Yoongi searched the room for a place to sit in. The lecture hall was rather filled, and Yoongi preferred sitting somewhere in the back, somewhere he wouldn’t have anyone notice him, which was why he sat down next to a boy who was sketching on his spiral bound notebook, earplugs filtering out any noise that could have distracted him from his work.

“Can I sit here?” Yoongi asked, waving his hand in front of the guy’s face.

Startled, the boy looked up, pulling his earplugs out of his ears. “What?”

“Can I sit here?” Yoongi repeated, apnot missing out on the way the boy checked him out before shrugging his shoulders and clearing his backpack from Yoongi’s seat. “Here.”

Yoongi sat down. He took a moment to have a closer look at the boy. He looked young, muscular, and admittedly pretty attractive. Also, it was just a hunch, but he was quite sure that the guy was gay, or at least bi.

Neither of them being the most social people, they both went back to doing their own thing before the professor entered the room.

Halfway through the lesson, the boy asked if he could borrow a pen and Yoongi loaned it to him. When the lesson was over, Yoongi got up, but before he could leave, the guy next to him stood as well.

“Um… what’s your name?” Surprised by the other taking initiative, Yoongi just looked at him for a couple of seconds. “Yoongi.”

A warm smile spread over the boy’s features. “Jungkook. Are you new? I haven’t seen you around yet?”

“Yeah, I am new, actually.” Yoongi stated, not really sure whether the guy was just trying to be polite or actually was interested in talking to him.

“What’s your schedule? Could I see it?” The boy he now knew as Jungkook asked. Hesitantly, Yoongi shook his head. “I don’t really have one yet. They just told me which classes to take for the day.”

Jungkook nodded in understanding. “Where do you have to go next?”

“History and Culture.” He stated, sending a short glance to the notes he had made.

“I have performance. They’re in the same part of the building. If you want, I could take you there?” Now Yoongi knew for sure that this Jungkook kid was trying to socialize with him, which was pretty surprising, since the boy seemed about as anti-social as Yoongi, guessing from the black hoodie, earbuds that hung around his neck, and hands pushed deep into his pockets.

“Yeah, sure… thanks.” Yoongi said, and Jungkook simply smiled at him before gesturing him to follow.



 

Somehow Jungkook had managed to locate him at lunch again, and they were sharing one of the smaller tables in the corner of the cafeteria. Honestly, Jungkook was pretty nice. Both of them were a bit awkward as they sat there, not really sure how to make conversation happen, but at the same time, it was somewhat comfortable.

When, finally, Jungkook spoke again, it was not exactly what Yoongi had expected to come out of his mouth. “Um… sorry if it’s offensive that I ask… but are you gay?”

Yoongi just looked at him a full twenty seconds before slowly nodding. “Pan… but yeah?”

Jungkook let out a relieved sigh. “Okay, so my gaydar is still working. Sorry.” He chuckled.

“Let me guess. You are too? Entirely gay?” Yoongi asked, taking a sip from his drink.

“Yeah. Just don’t mention it to anyone here. I mean, people don’t really beat you up because of it or anything… they’re just not the most accepting.” Jungkook stated and Yoongi nodded. Yeah, he had his own experience with that shit.

“Um… honestly, I’m kind of glad to have someone else here. I’m going crazy in the middle of all of these straight-ass people.” Smiling brightly, Jungkook took a bite of his sandwich.

Yoongi couldn’t help but chuckle. “Who says we’ll get along even if I’m also gay?”

“You seem like a chill guy so far.” Jungkook shrugged his shoulders. “Oh, right, just a small tip for surviving. Stay away from the popular kids. They are kind of disgusting spoiled assholes.”

Yoongi nodded. He hadn’t really planned on talking to anyone. Jungkook pointed through the room at a guy who was sitting with a couple of other people, laughing louder and smiling brighter than most of them.

“That one’s Taehyung. He’s… okay? Spoiled, but down to earth most of the time, even if he can be quite the asshole. As long as you don’t really befriend him, it’s okay if you end up talking to him.” Jungkook explained and Yoongi nodded.

“Then there’s Jessie. She’s… alright towards guys, most of the time. She’s a fucking bitch towards girls, though.  Again, as long as you keep your distance, you don’t really have to worry about it. She’s not really here, I think. They are both friends with that other guy… Jimin.” Yoongi couldn’t help but think of Jimin. He was pretty sure it wouldn’t be the same one, after all, both Taehyung and Jimin were rather common names, but the coincidence was pretty funny.

“Jimin is… honestly, just keep your distance. He has a pretty short temper and it’s just better not to talk to him at all.” Once again, that did sound a bit like Jimin, but Seoul was big. There were a bunch of colleges.

Yoongi nodded. “I’ll keep it in mind.”

Jungkook smiled. “By the way...you’re pretty attractive. Not gonna lie. Do you bottom?”

Yoongi shook his head. “Nah, I don’t. And thanks, you, too.”

“Pity you’re not taller.” Jungkook said, pouting, and Yoongi couldn’t hold back a snort.

“As if short guys can’t top.”

“I’d rather have someone who’s taller than me top me. With shorter guys, I prefer topping.” Jungkook joked.

“Guess we’re incompatible, then. How old are you?”

“Nineteen.”

“You’re too young for me anyways.” Yoongi stated and Jungkook scrunched up his nose before flicking him off. Yoongi couldn’t help but chuckle. He had missed normal interactions with other people.

“I think I will… hey, there’s Jimin and Jessie.”

When Yoongi turned around his heart rate picked up in pace. It was his Jimin after all.

Chapter Text

Yoongi simply stared at the boy entering the room. A rather familiar boy. Familiar, but at the same time not at all. A more than attractive girl was glued to his arm, talking to him in a low tone before glancing around.

Maybe he was interpreting too much into it, but even with how much she was clinging to him the exchange seemed friendly rather than anything else. Not sexual, not romantic, just friendly.

Biting his lip Yoongi inspected Jimin. He had the same blond hair he had seen in the pictures, even wore the same black earring and hoodie he had a couple of days before. He looked pretty nice talking to the girl, but pretty much the second someone else tried to approach them he just glared at them provokingly. It was the exact same glare Yoongi had seen on the picture Jimin had sent.

This felt surreal. How could this much of a coincident even happen? How the hell could it be that Jimin visited the same college as he did?

“He’s attractive, isn’t he?” Jungkook asked and Yoongi couldn’t hold back a chuckle.

“I gotta admit, he is.” He ran his hand through his hair and his and Jimin’s eyes met for a second, but instead of recognizing him he continued walking. It wasn’t surprising, really. After all, Jimin still didn’t know for sure what he looked like, but that didn’t change anything about the mini heart attack he had.

“I wish he wasn’t homophobic. We went to the same high school. He was way worse back then. Right now he’s more like you don’t bother me and I will not bother you. Back then he actually picked on people and stuff. For a bunch of reasons ranking from someone being gay to looking at him weirdly. I’m kind of glad he calmed down a bit.” Jungkook stated and Yoongi nodded.

At this point he had accepted that Jimin had done some wrong shit in the past, but he knew he was trying not to be mean anymore and that was as much as he could wish for.

“Sounds relieving. Did he pick on you?”

“Luckily not much. I wasn’t out of the closet for the first three years so I was mainly left alone… but when I did come out he did make going to school living hell. Not gonna lie.” Jungkook stated and Yoongi pressed his lips into a thin line.

“So now you don’t tell anyone?”

“Yeah, at least not here. My brother knows and the few friends I have know so it’s okay?”

“I mean you don’t look like the guy most people would pick fights with anyways. You seem like you can beat some ass.” Yoongi gestured at Jungkook and the boy chuckled.

“Yeah, I guess.”

Looking back to Jimin he grabbed his phone from his pocket. A short glance to Jungkook, who was back to grabbing his earplugs, told him that it was okay to do something else for now without appearing to be impolite.

 

Yoongi
How is school?

Yoongi
Any more interesting than usual?

 

He could watch Jimin sit down on one of the tables, the other guys who had been sitting there before quickly gathering their things and leaving. The girl sat down right next to him, leaning her head on his shoulder and glancing at his phone when he pulled it out of his pocket.

 

Jimin
Pretty boring as usual

Jimin
I gotta play knight in shining armor right now tho

Yoongi
Wow you as a knight

Yoongi
Hard to imagine

 

He could watch the girl teasingly hit his shoulder and Jimin chuckled, his eyes disappearing.

 

Jimin
A friend of mine

Jimin
I think I mentioned her already

Jimin
The awkward first time with 14

Jimin
She’s using me as a shield to get one of those creepy guys to stop following her around

Jimin
She’s reading along btw

Jimin
So don’t write anything that could embarrass me

Yoongi
I am right now searching for any embarrassing information on you I could reveal

Yoongi
She probably has more embarrassing stuff on you tho

 

He could watch the girl grab Jimin’s phone from his hands, Jimin trying to get it back but with a low enough effort that it was more than obvious that he didn’t care that much. Jessie giggled as she typed a message, actually facing into Yoongi’s direction in order to stop Jimin from seeing what she was writing.

 

Jimin
Okay it’s Jessie

Jimin
And holy shit I have no idea where to even start

Jimin
The fact that he has a small dick or that he actually shat himself in kindergarten

Jimin
Your name is Yoongi right?

Jimin
We’re officially friends now too

Jimin
Because it’s pretty darn obvious that you make Jimin happy~

Jimin
No idea what you’re doing but it’s working<3

Jimin
So I have decided that I give you my blessing~

Yoongi
I guess I have a new friend now?

 

Yoongi couldn’t help but smile as he read the messages before glancing up as Jimin finally got his phone back, complaining to her about something afterwards.

 

Jimin
She deleted the messages ;----;

Jimin
What the hell did she say?

Yoongi
Not gonna tell on her<3

Jimin
Fuck off

Jimin
You two are plotting on me

Jimin
I know it

Yoongi
Always<3

 

Yoongi looked up again as Jessie and Jimin were talking about something. He decided that it was too early. Yes, he did plan on meeting Jimin in person.

But not here. He’d rather have it happen in the privacy of his home or somewhere else. Not in the cafeteria where everyone knew Jimin.

So he decided that he would not tell Jimin about this yet. Not yet. Soon.

 

 

 

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
So

Jimin
This piece of shit here is super conflicted

Jimin
I wanna see a picture of you really badly

Jimin
Like holy shit

Jimin
I’m so fucking curious

Jimin
But at the same time I don’t want to?

Jimin
I have no idea how this works

Jimin
I’m scared that it will change something

Yoongi
Awwwww

Yoongi
You’ll get a picture at some point

Yoongi
And meet me in person soon enough

Jimin
BUT I’M SO IMPATIENT

Jimin
I wanna see you!

Jimin
You have like ten pics and gifs of me already

Jimin
And now more

Jimin
To give you another reason to share your face

Jimin

Jimin
Look I'm cute

Jimin
Pleeeeeeeeeease?

Yoongi

Yoongi

Jimin
YOU PIECE OF SHIT

Jimin
You’re hiding your face again

Jimin
But damn you’re pretty attractive

Jimin
Idk why I didn’t expect that

Jimin
But you did say something about working somewhere that requires being attractive

Jimin
Also what’s with the cutesy angle?

Jimin
You sure you top?

Yoongi
Fuck off

Yoongi

Yoongi
Call me a bottom again and I’ll come beat your ass

Yoongi
Happy?

Jimin
YEEEEEEEESSSSS

Jimin
I AM<3

Jimin
You look amazing

Jimin
How come you never really talk about that?

Yoongi
Because I’m not as narcissistic as you are?

Jimin
Fuck you

Jimin
Man we gotta go party together sometime

Jimin
I bet chatting up girls would be so much easier with you

Yoongi
Can you like not use me?!

Yoongi
Thanks

Yoongi
I’m an antisocial thing

Yoongi
Don’t force me to a party

Jimin
You’ll like it

Jimin
I bet

Jimin
We’ll get you a cute girl

Jimin
Or guy

Jimin
I don’t even know if there are gays in the area

Jimin
They kind of stay away from me

Yoongi
I wonder why, mr. I-beat-ppl-up-cuz-they’re-gay

Jimin
Sorry ;---;

Jimin
I’ll be good

Yoongi
I hope so

Yoongi
Be a nice child

Jimin
I will

Jimin
Anyways

Jimin
We’ll get you a cute guy

Jimin
…do you like cute guys?

Jimin
Or more like the muscly ones?

Jimin
What even is your type?

Jimin
There’s way too much stuff I don’t know about you yet

Jimin
How the hell am I supposed to play wingman?

Yoongi
You’d play wingman?

Yoongi
Seriously?

Jimin
Yeah sure

Jimin
It’s fun

Jimin
So what’s your type

Yoongi
Uhm

Yoongi
Attractive ppl?

Jimin
WOW SUCH DETAIL

Yoongi
Honestly I’m not that picky about what exactly I like

Yoongi
I don’t really like a basic face

Yoongi
I kind of like it when people have a bit of a unique look

Yoongi
Lee jong suk is a good example

Yoongi
Or my girlfriend from when I was 16

Yoongi
I swear she used to have the prettiest smile

Yoongi
Wait I’ll check if I can find a picture

Yoongi

Yoongi
You can’t really see it here

Yoongi
But I swear her face always lighted up entirely when she smiled

Jimin
You can still talk that positively about her?

Jimin
You guys broke up right?

Yoongi
She never really did anything wrong

Yoongi
I just had too much going on which is why I ended things with her

Yoongi
I was in a pretty bad place at the time

Yoongi
She was really understanding

Yoongi
The main reason we didn’t get back together after that was because she had already moved on

Yoongi
We just lost contact

Yoongi
But theoretically we’re good

Jimin
That’s kind of sad

Jimin
Are you over her?

Yoongi
I mean yeah

Yoongi
I still like her as a friend

Yoongi
She’s a good person

Yoongi
And I hope she’s happy and all that

Yoongi
But I’m more the type to enjoy good times when they happen and don’t really get hung up on it afterwards

Jimin
That sounds kind of sad

Yoongi
Not really

Yoongi
Btw you’re a good example of what I think is attractive too

Yoongi
Duality is pretty nice too

Yoongi
And I really like your lips

Yoongi
They’re pretty

Jimin
Thanks?

Jimin

Yoongi
Do you want to make me sexualize you?

Yoongi
Because that’s the way to go

Jimin
It’s kind of funny

Jimin
Weird

Jimin
But funny

Yoongi
I’m done with you

Jimin
Awwww

Jimin
I know you’re not

Jimin
You like me

Yoongi
Yeah sure I do ._.

Jimin
You do!

Jimin
Also I’m kind of happy that I finally have a face to your… character?

Jimin
And now that picture of you standing behind the counter in the amusement park, wearing mickey mouse ears is even funnier

Yoongi

Yoongi
I think I’ll leave

Jimin
NO DON’T

Jimin
:(

Yoongi
I won’t…

Jimin
hehehe

Jimin
What are you doing?

Yoongi
Rediscovering my hatred for homework

Jimin
Wait

Jimin
You’re going to college now?

Jimin
You finally can?

Yoongi
Yeah

Yoongi
They are done with going through my stuff

Yoongi
So today was my first day

Jimin
Omg

Jimin
I’m so proud my child

Jimin
Should I get you a school cone?

Yoongi
Never mind I will leave

Jimin
Nooo

Jimin
Jk

Jimin
Jk

Jimin
Could I invite you to celebrate with me tho?

Yoongi
Celebrate as in meet up?

Jimin
Yeah

Yoongi
Idk

Yoongi
Give me a couple of days?

Yoongi
It’s just a lot of things happening at once right now

Yoongi
And I don’t want even more to happen

Jimin
:(

Jimin
Alright

Jimin
Maybe in a couple of days?

Yoongi
Maybe

Jimin
I’m hyped!

Jimin
What do you wanna do?

Jimin
Whatever we do

Jimin
I pay

Yoongi
Alright so nothing that costs

Jimin
Hey

Jimin
At least small amounts are okay

Yoongi
How about this

Yoongi
And I know it’s a bit weird for a first meet up but bear with me

Jimin
Go ahead

Yoongi
I don’t think I mentioned the fact that I have a motorcycle before

Jimin
No you haven’t

Jimin
Wtf bro

Jimin
How could you lie to me like that?

Yoongi
Delivery jobs and stuff

Yoongi
Anyways

Yoongi
I know a nice spot where you can overlook the city

Yoongi
I could pick you up at your place

Yoongi
We’ll go get some pizza (you can pay if you wanna be the man in the relationship so badly, darling<3)

Yoongi
And then drive there

Yoongi
And I’m already sorry for all the awkward silences you’ll have to endure

Jimin
That sounds nice

Jimin
And I’ll probably be just as awkward so sorry in advance too

Jimin
THIS SHIT IS FINALLY HAPPENING

Yoongi
Wow

Yoongi
Happy?

Jimin
YES

Yoongi
Alright

Yoongi
I guess me too

Yoongi
Kinda

Jimin
hehehe

Jimin
<3

Jimin
I gotta go

Jimin
I have to watch tv

Jimin
It’s getting late and I wanna watch at least two more episodes before I go to sleep

Yoongi
What are you watching?

Jimin
Two and a half men

Yoongi
You’re such a basic bitch

Jimin
sorry?

Yoongi
Have fun~

Jimin
I will~

 

Chapter Text

Of course a couple of days passed a lot quicker than Yoongi had hoped for and Jimin kept asking. It was somewhat cute that Jimin seemed to be really keen on meeting him, but at the same time Yoongi was stressing over this way too much.

“You’re not even gonna take that mask off to eat?” Jungkook asked raising one eyebrow.

“I’m very sick.” The older stated fake coughing before glancing towards Jimin who was sitting just a couple of seats away. Of course Yoongi hadn’t thought the whole thing about sending a picture to Jimin through.

So now he had to make sure the boy, who now knew what Yoongi looked like didn’t notice him.

“Yeah sure you are. Crazy exes or something?” Jungkook asked, casually sucking on the straw of his coke.

“No crazy exes. Just someone I don’t exactly want to know I go to this school.” He stated and Jungkook nodded understanding before going back to drawing on his block.

Scooting a bit closer Yoongi glanced at Jungkook’s sketch. “Watcha drawing kid?”

Out of reflex Jungkook quickly covered his work with his hands and Yoongi chuckled amused by the younger’s reaction.

“Nothing really.” Jungkook muttered not moving his hands away.

“Apparently it’s enough of something to make you not wanna share it.” The older teased and Jungkook scrunched his nose up.

“What are you interested grandpa?”

“Little piece of shit. Just a couple days into knowing you and you’re already throwing attitude. I’m older than you.” Yoongi complained hitting the back of Jungkook’s head, who just chuckled.

“I’m just sketching a pretty attractive coworker of mine.” Jungkook stated not moving his hand away.

“And that’s bad enough to hide it from me?” Yoongi asked, raising one of his eyebrows. Jungkook scrunched up his nose. “He’s not someone I should be thinking about.”

“We all have our weird crushes and stuff like that. As long as you don’t act on it?”

“It’s not a crush!” Jungkook defended himself a bit too loud and a couple of heads turned.

“Of course it’s not.” Yoongi said before winking at Jungkook who instead of answering just dropped his head onto the table.

“I give up.”

 

 

 

 

Jimin
So when are we going to meet?

Yoongi
Pls kill me

Yoongi
You’re stressing the fuck out of me

Jimin
Sorry:(

Jimin
That’s really not what I want

Jimin
I just really look forward to it?

Jimin
DON’T HATE ME

Jimin
I’M BEING GOOD AND NICE

Yoongi
It’s not your fault

Yoongi
Just my head fucking with me

Yoongi
I mean what if you don’t like me?

Yoongi
Maybe my chat persona is just too different from my usual self?

Jimin
Don’t worry about that

Jimin
And same

Jimin
Like come on what reason would I have not to like you

Jimin
Me on the other hand

Jimin
What am I even good for?

Jimin
I haven’t befriended a new person since I was like six or something

Jimin
What are conversations?

Jimin
Tae and me talk about computer games and his girlfriends, that’s it

Jimin
Jessie and me talk about sex

Jimin
Nothing else

Jimin
I think I haven’t had a normal conversation aside from with those two the last five years

Jimin
I have been super unfriendly or a straight up asshole to everyone else as long as I can think of

Jimin
If either of us two is gonna fuck up it’s gonna be this piece of shit here

Yoongi
Aww no you won’t

Yoongi
You’re pretty nice towards me

Yoongi
I don’t mind a bit of awkwardness

Jimin
Same

Jimin
So you really don’t have to worry about this

Jimin
I’m pretty sure this will go amazing

Jimin
Which is why I look forward to it so much

Yoongi
Gosh you’re way too cute

Yoongi
You sure you’re not even the tiniest bit bicurious

Jimin
Nah

Jimin
sorry

Yoongi
Did you just know what bicurious means?

Yoongi
I’m honestly impressed with your progress

Jimin
Told ya I did my research<3

Yoongi
I’m proud

Jimin
hehehe<3

Jimin
So wanna meet maybe tomorrow or is that too soon?

Yoongi

Yoongi
Somewhat to soon…

Yoongi
But let’s do this

Yoongi
I don’t think I’ll feel any more ready than right now

Jimin
That’s the spirit… I think

Jimin
I look forward to it~

Yoongi
It’s still such a waste that you’re not gay

Yoongi
I swear you’d make this community go crazy

Jimin
Sorry~

Jimin
I’ll continue making girls crazy instead

Yoongi
I mean enjoy yourself

 

 

Chapter Text

Over the last couple of days Taehyung had actually learned some stuff. Not really things that would actually be helpful to him someday, but hey, at least now he knew what kind of shit his maids had to do around the house.

Unlike he had expected his new ‘boss’ was a lot fairer than Taehyung would have guessed on their first day, when he sent Taehyung to clean the bathrooms, a job Taehyung never wanted to have to do again in his life.

Ever since then Taehyung had realized that Jungkook actually did a lot more than him. In the beginning he had thought that Jungkook simply pushed all the annoying jobs onto him and forced him to take care of them. It didn’t take long for him to realize that Jungkook was pretty much working all the goddamn time.

Yeah, he sent Taehyung to do stuff every once in a while, but he was busying himself every second. If there was nothing to clean or products to sort into the shelves he would sort things in the back and ask Taehyung to take care of the cash register.

Honestly at this point Taehyung even had some sort of respect towards Jungkook. It was pretty obvious that he didn’t like Taehyung, but even so he would always take his time to explain things to Taehyung if the boy asked and even repeat them when needed.

Another thing Taehyung realized was that as long as he wasn’t being a spoilt brat and started asking for stuff he actually wasn’t supposed to have Jungkook let him do his thing in peace. He didn’t say anything when he caught Taehyung on his phone during the shift or simply woke him up by tapping his shoulder when he fell asleep behind the register.

Hell, he even asked him why he was tired and whether he’d like to leave earlier.

But as nice as Jungkook was being, it was the polite kind of nice. And it was more than obvious that Jungkook did hold a certain degree of dislike or grudge towards him.

The last thing that Taehyung had noticed the last couple of days, that actually had nothing to do with all the other stuff, was that Jungkook was gay and either had a bunch of boyfriends or there were a bunch of guys after his ass.

Not one single day on the shift had passed with no touchy feely visitors. The first time it had happened had confused the fuck out of Taehyung. Jungkook had been on his break, smoking outside where he was perfectly visible from the register, where Taehyung was sitting.

A guy had approached him and Taehyung at first expected him to be one of the customers, but instead of entering the small store he started talking to Jungkook, who judging by his posture and the way he continued to blow smoke into the air knew the guy.

When the guy leant in, giving Jungkook’s ass a firm squeeze before whispering something into his ear, and Jungkook just nodded, Taehyung had come to the conclusion that Jungkook was gay and did have a boyfriend. Quite interesting since Taehyung did not know a lot of guys who were out of the closet but in his opinion alright. It was Jungkook’s choice and he wasn’t hurting anyone with it.

Well, the next day Jungkook got another visitor. At first Taehyung though it was the same guy, but his hair was longer than the last one’s short shaven one. He talked to Jungkook, who looked a bit more dismissive than he had the day before, but around the end he seemed to somewhat give in and Taehyung watched as the guy leant in and pretty much ghosted his lips over Jungkook’s, who pushed him away before saying something, and the guy disappeared.

The next one actually happened that same day. Jungkook was back in the store checking on the expiry dates on the milk containers when a guy entered, looking a lot more buff than the first two. Jungkook’s whole demeanor changed when he noticed the man. They talked rather quietly. The only words Taehyung could filter out were ‘not here’ and ‘later’.

Jungkook almost seemed relieved when the guy left, quickly sending a glance towards Taehyung, who stared back before going back to reading the book he had brought since there was quite a lot of time here to just sit around.

Back to the present. After all that had happened the last couple of days Taehyung certainly wasn’t surprised when he entered the main area of the store after changing into the work uniform, which was still more than disgusting to wear, and there was Jungkook reaching for one of the higher stored items and a guy behind him, not that low key grinding into him.

Jungkook looked more than annoyed with the situation but Taehyung certainly was surprised when Jungkook spun around before pushing the guy back into the opposite shelf. Clearly not expecting the shove, the guy tumbled over his own feet and the only thing stopping him from falling to the floor was Jungkook grabbing him by the collar and pushing him against the shelf. Taehyung low key felt anxiety about the things being stored in it but soon forgot about it when he saw Jungkook grab the guy’s crotch through his jeans, making the guy whimper, and it was certainly not in pleasure.

“I… told… you… to… fuck... off…” Jungkook snarled at him and Taehyung could feel a shiver run down his spine.

“You’re on the blacklist because you fucked up. That’s not my problem. So, if you show up around here one more time I’ll smash your balls… we’re clear?” Taehyung had never heard Jungkook talk in that kind of authoritative tone and it was pretty damn impressive.

The guy nodded hastily and Jungkook let go before pushing him towards the entrance. Stumbling a couple of steps the guy quickly passed Taehyung, who just stood there staring at Jungkook.

Just now Jungkook seemed to notice him. He seemingly contemplated on whether to say something, but apparently decided against it, quickly turning around and continuing with his work.

Taehyung wasn’t going to let him though.

“What was that?”

“What was what?” Jungkook asked without looking back at him.

Taehyung groaned. “Come on, don’t act like nothing happened just now. Who was that guy? Why was he here? What blacklist?”

Jungkook bit his lip, looking into Taehyung’s direction, obviously unsure of what to say. “Nothing.”

“You know damn well that I won’t take ‘nothing’ for an answer.”

Jungkook glared at him for a second, before crossing his arms and turning around, cocking his head almost provocatively. “He’s one of my costumers. Gets to fuck me for money. At least used to. Did some stuff that wasn’t part of the deal. Of course now he’s regretting it. But that’s how stuff is.”

Jungkook looked at Taehyung in a way that made Taehyung aware of how much he was expecting Taehyung to judge him or whatever.

Taehyung hesitated for a second, but decided on asking anyways. He wasn’t the type to let an opportunity pass and regret later.

“How much?”

Jungkook looked at him confusedly. “What?”

“How much for a night?”

Chapter Text

Yoongi had never been this fucking annoyed over a day passing this quickly. The plan consisted of him calling Jimin as soon as he was in front of the huge apartment complex that did look quite fancy but not too overbearingly.

But instead of grabbing his phone to text Jimin, like he should have, he was sitting on his bike, closing his eyes and breathing slowly. He was wearing a pair of ripped wide jeans, a black long sleeved t-shirt and a black beanie. His bangs were sticking to his forehead due to the heat of the afternoon sun, getting caught in the helmet he was wearing.

What was wrong with him? Yeah, he was a bit of a pussy usually when it came to meeting new people, but Jimin wasn’t new. Not at all. At least he wasn’t supposed to be. He was pretty damn familiar, so why was all Yoongi could do, stare at the building, his anxiety level rising by the second?

 

Jimin
Are you gonna be here soon?

Jimin
Fuck

Jimin
I’m way too energetic rn

 

Yoongi stared at the messages for a couple of seconds before typing a quick reply and sending it before he could overthink and decide not to.

 

Yoongi
I’m here

Jimin
HOLY SHIT

Jimin
It’s happening!

Jimin
This is reality

 

Yoongi could feel his expression soften. His heart was racing in his chest. When he looked up he was almost expecting to see Jimin standing there right in front of him, but of course he didn’t. It would take a bit for him to leave his apartment and get down here.

Trying to busy himself, Yoongi reached out and grabbed the second helmet from where it was stored on the back of the motorcycle and placed it over the motorcycles handle. His foot never stopped tapping the ground. Gosh he was nervous. He hadn’t even felt this at edge when he’d visited his new college for the first time.

He went back to watching the building. People kept entering and leaving it through the huge glass entryways. Not long after a weirdly familiar boy slid through them, glancing around the area, probably searching for him. When Jimin made eye contact with him, he hesitantly lifted his arm and waved. The second he did the boy’s face lit up and a wide smile spread over his lips. Yoongi could tell even though there was still quite the distance between the two of them.

Jimin jogged the last couple of meters before coming to a halt in front of him. “Yoongi right?” He asked trying to get a proper look at his face.

Yoongi pulled the helmet off before readjusting the beanie he was wearing before smiling a bit awkward. “Yeah Yoongi.”

“Holy shit I can’t believe this is real… you look good.” Jimin stated and honestly Yoongi wasn’t quite sure about that. There probably were some lines from his helmet on his face and he felt sweaty and disgusting. Nevertheless he smiled.

“Thank you. You do too.” God they were so awkward. Yoongi fucking knew it.

Jimin mustered him up and down, the gears in his head turning. “Wait… you’re actually taller than me. Fuck off.” The corners of Yoongi’s lips curled upwards amused.

“Yeah I actually am, dwarf.”

Jimin scrunched up his nose. “I make up for it with character.”

“Yeah, sure you do.” Yoongi chuckled. He could feel himself relax a bit. Sure the situation was awkward but that had to be expected. Neither of them was really sure how to treat the other just yet. Talking face to face was quite different from chatting after all. But they were doing alright so far.

At least if he thought about the fact that the boy was standing in front of him, Jimin was standing in front of him, looking exactly like he did in the pictures. Looking exactly like he did at school, at least from afar.

The same plump lips, pretty eyes and sharp jaw. Actually, he was even more attractive now that the picture Yoongi had had from him was completed with strong arms and upper body, that was barely concealed by the black button up blouse he was wearing.

“This feels pretty unreal. Not gonna lie.” Jimin broke the silence, staring Yoongi in the eyes for a couple of seconds before glancing at the motorcycle and back at Yoongi.

“You’re really here right? I’m not having withdrawal hallucinations?” Jimin joked.

“Withdrawal from what even?”

“Phone calls. You avoid them like they’ll somehow kill you.”

“If they would I wouldn’t be avoiding them.” When Jimin looked at him ever so slightly judgingly, Yoongi couldn’t help but crack up. “Too early into the meet up for my dark sense of humor to come through?”

Jimin held his hand up, leaving just a tiny bit of space between his index finger and thumb. “A tiny bit. Wait like five minutes and I’m in, but at first I gotta get rid of all the adrenaline. I swear my heart is racing right now.”

“Isn’t it too soon to fall in love?” Yoongi teased and Jimin made an annoyed tsk sound, but his eyes kept their warmth.

“So, to save us any further awkward silences, are we gonna drive together? How? What should I do?” Jimin asked, pointing at the motorcycle.

“For now put on a helmet. We don’t want anything to happen to that pretty face of yours.” Yoongi mocked, grabbing the helmet and pushing it into Jimin’s direction, who made a face at the helmet. “But it’ll ruin my hair… I put so much effort into looking good today.” Jimin complained, running his hand through it.

“Don’t be gay about it. I’m the one who’s supposed to say shit like that.” Yoongi stated and Jimin rolled his eyes before putting the helmet on.

“What now?” Did Yoongi just hear a bit of sass in Jimin’s tone? This was going pretty well apparently.

“Now you get on and hold on tightly.” While explaining, Yoongi already grabbed the motorcycle and sat down on it.

“Isn’t it kind of risky for me to fall down?” Jimin asked, hesitantly climbing onto the seat behind Yoongi.

“Yeah, that’s what that helmet is for.” Yoongi joked, before leaning back, grabbing Jimin’s hands and wrapping them around his waist properly. “Nah, you just hold on like that and you won’t fall off.”

“That’s kind of weird.” Jimin admitted, hesitantly digging his hands into the fabric of Yoongi’s jacket.

“Well if it’s too much body contact for you I can drive home. I have an entire new season of Star Trek to watch.” Yoongi said in a teasing tone and Jimin just clung more to him.

“Don’t you dare.”

“What did you say, child? My hearing is apparently fading. That just sounded like a threat.” Yoongi taunted and instead of answering, Jimin slapped his stomach.

“Hey, that’s not appropriate behavior towards your elder.” Yoongi gasped.

“Get moving, old man.”

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„I’m not even exaggerating… this is the shit.” Jimin stated, biting into a slice of pizza they had gotten on their way there and staring into the distance. They were both sitting on a rooftop Yoongi had found a couple of days ago. He had been searching for a spot where he could let his mind run free in peace and what was more fitting than a small empty balcony in the middle of busy Seoul.

“I’m glad you like it.” Yoongi admitted, grabbing a second slice of their shared pizza and taking a bite.

“I do~” Of course Jimin didn’t mention that the skyscraper did kind of belong to his father. Honestly, he was pretty content with Yoongi knowing that Jimin did have money but no idea of how much it actually was.

“Soooo… let the awkward silence begin.” Yoongi joked and leaning back and closing his eyes an amused smile on his lips.

“Hey, we’re gonna do this okay? It can’t be that hard, right?”

“Yeeeeah sure. Whatever you say.” Yoongi’s tone was skeptical. “So… I don’t know… what do we usually talk about? I’m having a blackout. “

„Well, usually I tell you about my day in detail and after that you give me a half assed ‘that’s cool’ and ‘nothing happened‘ on your side.” Jimin commented, smirking at Yoongi in a provoking manner.

“Yeah? Well then go ahead, tell me about your day. You’re the one who actually has a life and experiences stuff.” Jimin couldn’t help but smile when Yoongi grinned at him.

“No I don’t.” He shot back, but nevertheless jumped into explaining how just hours ago he had been the only one who apparently understood what the math teacher had been talking about, right away.

“Oh right, and Tae broke up with his girlfriend yesterday… luckily… that girl was a fucking leech.” Jimin explained.

“How so?”

“Just the usual stuff.” They were almost done with their pizza, which meant they’d soon massacre the Ben and Jerry’s ice Jimin had not been able to contain himself from buying.

“Usual stuff?” Yoongi asked, raising a confused eyebrow. Another couple of seconds passed before Jimin’s mouth formed an o shape, when he realized that, well, Yoongi didn’t really suffer from the same things he did which also meant that he didn’t know how people usually treated people like Jimin.

“Sorry. I’m used to talking to Tae about this. Uhm the usual stuff is kind of... mainly friends and partners trying to use you in every way possible. They try to get presents and beg for money at any chance they get. You can pretty much tell them that you don’t like it to their face and they won’t stop hinting.” He thought for a couple of seconds. “They also try to go to your place all the time because they think it’s their right and you have, like, zero privacy. At some point if they get comfortable enough around you they’ll follow you around everywhere else too, to make sure that they don’t get left behind.

With girlfriends there is also jealousy because the idea of you finding someone else and them losing their cash cow is a nightmare. It’s just annoying. I can’t even describe how bad it is.” While talking he was tapping his finger on the floor, never quite meeting Yoongi’s eyes. He hadn’t talked to this about anyone but Tae. On one hand because he had never had someone he could have talked to about it to begin with and on the other hand because he was scared of the reaction he was going to get.

After all what he was telling was kind of a ridiculous problem. Yoongi was probably going to laugh at what a poor thing Jimin was for having too much money and people wanting to be friends with him because of it. Hell, most people even though it was a dream life.

“That sounds shitty as fuck.” Yoongi stated leaning back. “Fake friends are the shittiest. Who needs a ton of friends if they’re just gonna fuck off the second you show any weakness? Also not having any privacy sounds disgusting.” Yoongi stated, running his hand through his hair and looking up at the sky. Jimin’s eyes lit up ever so slightly.

“So you think it’s an actual problem? Not a whiny rich children thing?” Jimin asked, leaning forwards, curiosity in his eyes.

“Of course not. Money can’t buy happiness, as they say. There are plenty of ways life can suck. You just got one that seems like a blessing to other people.” He faltered. “What’s with the deep talk though? Is that really what we should be talking about right now?” The older asked an amused smile on his lips, still looking up at the sky. Jimin couldn’t help but smile as well.

It was hard to believe how comfortable he felt in Yoongi’s presence. And even better. He felt normal. Like a normal guy, sharing cheap pizza with a friend. He could get used to this. He wanted to get used to this.

“Don’t act like you don’t like deep talk. I’ve listened to you question the pain of human life enough to call bullshit, when you say something about things getting to deep.” Jimin stated, pointing his water bottle at Yoongi before opening it and taking a sip. “So where do you go to school now? You haven’t really told me yet.”

For a second Yoongi seemed to freeze, but he was soon back to acting like that hadn’t happened. “It’s a secret, darling~” He winked at Jimin in a teasing way, making the boy roll his eyes.

“Bore.”

Yoongi chuckled. “By the way it’s preeeetty gay if I say it but in the spirit of the openness off our friendship, you’re quite damn hot in real life. Your pictures don’t do you justice.” He stated, pointing at Jimin’s everything.

A warm laugh left Jimin’s mouth. “Thanks. Don’t go gay on me.”

“Should I say no homo to make it better?”

“Ugh, I hate you.” Jimin rolled his eyes before glancing at Yoongi’s clothes. “Apropos homo… you honestly don’t look like you’re gay. At all. That’s kind of surprising.”

“What were you expecting? Me to show up in a baby pink sweater and with a rainbow scarf?” Yoongi laughed before taking a sip from his water bottle.

“No… Just not… I didn’t expect you to look that normal if that makes sense.” Jimin declared before getting up and moving towards the railing, leaning onto it.

“Most do. This place isn’t the most accepting towards gay people so it’s better to adapt than risk being cast out. Not that I would dress any differently if I could. I like dressing like this.” Yoongi stated, pointing at his black clothes before getting up as well and moving next to Jimin.

“What is it like? Being scared of people judging you for who you are?” Jimin asked, not looking at Yoongi and instead just staring straight ahead into the distance.

“Kind of shitty. I’m not even gonna lie. When you make friends you never really know when the right time is to tell them. Right away is too soon, but after you have known them for a while you are scared of them ending the friendship because of it. Guys especially seem to think that once you are gay you’d jump any guy, like I don’t have a certain type and couldn’t see them just as friends. They end up thinking you like them. As if I don’t have taste.” Yoongi complained and Jimin nodded.

“That sounds annoying as fuck. Hey, at least I don’t think you are crushing on me… would you give it a chance if I said I was interested tho?” Jimin asked and Yoongi seemed to actually think about it.

“Not sure. You’re hot and all but I’m not really interested in experiencing with bicurios guys. Wouldn’t want to get my hopes up just to be told that it’s not your thing after all. Just character wise… maybe? Honestly I don’t know what I would say if you asked me… it’s a moment’s decision type of thing. But don’t worry I’m not crushing on you or anything. Just happy I have a good friend.” Yoongi admitted, smiling before patting Jimin’s shoulder. “I really like you like that at least.”

“That’s such a political answer. Sheesh I was hoping for some drama.” Jimin joked, turning towards Yoongi.

“I really like you too. And I’ll try to be as much of a thoughtful straight guy as I can… and not be super offensive on accident like I tend to be.” Jimin chuckled. “And sorry if I do end up saying stuff I don’t mean like that? I’ll try to be better. And I kind of wish I could apologize to all the people I was an asshole to because of this kind of stuff. I just hope they didn’t take it too hard.” The boy admitted biting his lip. “You know I was just protecting myself… but I probably hurt a bunch of people in the process.”

When he felt a warm hand ruffling through his hair Jimin looked to Yoongi, who was smiling at him reassuringly. “I can’t really accept your apology on other’s behalf. But honestly, I think if you try to be better that’s enough.”

Jimin closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of comfort that came with Yoongi’s words.

“Thanks.”

“I swear you’d make such good bottom.”

“I’ll fucking kill you.”

Chapter Text

„Now... awkward goodbyes incoming?" The older teased when Jimin got off his motorcycle before turning around.

"Of course, duh." As if it was the most obvious thing Jimin rolled his eyes.

Yoongi laughed, hesitating because he wasn't sure whether or not to hug Jimin, but the younger beat him to it and engulfed him in a strong hug. "Today was fun~. Thanks. Seriously, I haven't had this much fun in quite some time. And adding some peace and quiet is nice too."

Yoongi's face lit up and Jimin grinned. "I'm still gonna take you out for drinks sometime soon."

"Ugh." His face scrunched up in disgust. "You can try."

"I will. Hear you later." Jimin pulled Yoongi into another quick hug before jogging towards the direction of the apartment complex, then stopping once again and waving enthusiastically.

Yoongi chuckled under his breath, waving back before pulling out of the parking lot.

 

 

 

 

 

Jimin
That was real right?

Jimin
Like we actually met today right?

Jimin
It feels so surreal

Jimin
I enjoyed myself way too much

Jimin
I was super nervous

Jimin
Did it show?

Yoongi
It has been ten minutes

Yoongi
And I'm laughing

Yoongi
No you didn't seem nervous at all

Jimin
Good I'm a talent at hiding my feelings

Jimin
I think I almost shat my pants

Jimin
YOU'RE HELLA ATTRACTIVE THO BRO

Jimin
What the hell?

Jimin
I am supposed to be the better looking one of the two of us

Yoongi
I look alright

Yoongi
I think you look better

Jimin
Thanks

Jimin
Don't think so but happy that you do

Jimin
But seriously

Jimin
How come you aren't dating anyone right now?

Jimin
Like you have even more people to choose from

Jimin
And you're handsome

Jimin
What's stopping you?

Yoongi
I haven't really dated anyone since I was 16

Yoongi
Didn't really feel the urge to

Yoongi
I'm a depressed piece of shit

Yoongi
Who'd want that?

Jimin
I'd want that

Jimin
Like in a no homo way

Jimin
But you're amazing and cool and chill

Jimin
Ppl would line up to date you

Yoongi
If I ever meet someone I'm interested in maybe

Yoongi
But I'm not gonna search for romance

Yoongi
You just end up frustrated that way

Jimin
I mean same

Jimin
But like at least you should be happy and shit

Jimin
Because let's be real

Jimin
Girls are always after my money once they know

Jimin
And they come to talk to me because of my looks

Jimin
They don't give a shit about my character

Jimin
So I really hope that at least you find someone right for you

Yoongi
Where is all that coming from?

Jimin
Idk

Jimin
I'm happy because we met

Jimin
And now I wanna make you happy

Jimin
And relationships usually help with happiness?

Jimin
I gotta stay your number 1 tho

Jimin
Don't you dare like whoever you find more than me

Yoongi
That's kind of how a relationship works

Jimin
Wait I'm gonna take a bath

Jimin
Be right back

Jimin
Nvm gonna take my phone with me

Jimin
It's supposedly waterproof anyways

Jimin
But... you can have friends you like as much as you like your partner?

Yoongi
Not really

Yoongi
Relationships always are closer and more intimate than friendships

Yoongi
At least the proper ones

Yoongi
And I'm not gonna go half assed into this

Jimin
Don't date

Jimin
I changed my mind

Jimin
You just need me

Jimin
No one else

Yoongi
Sure darling

Jimin
You have to take me seriously

Jimin
I am very dangerous

Yoongi
Sure you are love

Jimin
Why does this shit not work on you? ;---;

Jimin
I can literally scare the shit out of everyone but you

Yoongi
Sorry but I kind of know how cute you are deep down

Jimin
Ufffff

Jimin
There you go with the cute again

Jimin
I think I need to show you more dom Jimin moments

Yoongi
Go ahead cutie~

Jimin
...

Jimin
...

Jimin
...

Jimin

 

Yoongi
Ugh I think I'm pregnant

Yoongi
I admit that’s pretty hot

Jimin
I HATE YOU

Jimin
You don't take me serious ;---;

Yoongi
<3

Jimin
Imma sob under water now

Jimin
In order to not ruin my beautiful face with ugly tears

Yoongi
You're the best<3

Yoongi
Have fun sobbing

Jimin
I'm happy you say I'm the best

Jimin
And now you ruin it again

Jimin
I'm very deeply hurt

Jimin
I'm leaving

Yoongi
Enjoy your bath

Yoongi
And don't cry darling

Yoongi
Here a bit of an adorable depression free past Yoongels

Yoongi

Jimin
I might end up crying a bit less

Jimin
Laterz  

Yoongi
Till later~

Chapter Text

„So what did you wanna say that will clearly change my mind?“ Jungkook asked, crossing his arms over his chest, Taehyung in front of him. “Because I’m pretty damn sure I will not fuck with one of my coworkers. No goddamn way.”

Taehyung sighed, running his hand through his hair. “You didn’t answer my question. How much is a night?”

“I don’t count nights. It’s hours. From the moment I enter the guy’s place until I leave.” Jungkook said, still looking as if he was ready to fight Taehyung if he decided to act up. His muscles were moving underneath his sleeves and Taehyung couldn’t help but be ever so slightly distracted by the sight.

“And I’m gonna keep asking. How much?” He finally got a grip, crossing his arms and mirroring Jungkook’s attitude. He really couldn’t help but wonder what had led to Jungkook disliking him. Apart from being a bit of a spoilt asshole Taehyung hadn’t done anything to upset Jungkook. Actually the truth was that Jungkook was pretty much the first person to boss him around in years. Or at least succeeding.

“150 dollar the hour.” Jungkook stated and Taehyung nodded.

“I’m willing to pay five times the amount under some small conditions.” Jungkook was pretty damn good at masking his surprise but Taehyung didn’t fail to notice how his eyes widened for a short second before he quickly went back to acting uninterested and annoyed.

“And what would those be?” He asked and Taehyung was pretty impressed how well Jungkook was at hiding what he was thinking. He had a perfect poker face as well as complete control over his voice.

“As long as we have this deal you’re not allowed to have any other customers. I really am not all that fond of sharing.” Taehyung stated and he could see annoyance flame up in Jungkook’s eyes. At least one emotion he didn’t hide.

“That idea is bullshit. Sorry but I need money even if you’re not in the mood to do something.” Jungkook stated and Taehyung chuckled.

“We can make a set amount of two thousand that goes to your account once a month under the condition that you don’t sleep with anyone else.” Taehyung suggested, provoking Jungkook to say something against it.

In clear hesitance Jungkook bit his lip, glancing around the room and probably calculating. When he looked back at Taehyung he seemed to have made his decision.

“It bothers the fuck out of me that you just throw money around like it’s nothing.” Jungkook stated in clear disgust, before clearly reluctantly continuing. “And deal. But I don’t need that much. Thousand to my bank account at the beginning of the month and 250 per hour. If the additional amount of those doesn’t add up to 1500 by the end of a month I’m ending it.” Jungkook declared and Taehyung nodded.

Not saying another word Jungkook turned around and went back to work, but hesitated just before disappearing behind one of the shelves. He turned around, looking a lot less threatening than he did before. Just a bit worried. “And don’t mention or do anything at work.”

With those words he finally disappeared and Taehyung leant against the shelves. His heart was beating heavily in his chest.

He had no clue why he had even suggested that. It had been a spur of the moment’s decision.

Not that he didn’t have the money to pay it. Just…he wasn’t really sure how to handle this either. The main reason he had done it was because he’d realized he was quite attracted to Jungkook and he actually liked the boy. Liking wasn’t the right word. More so respected him.

And that way he’d get his chance to maybe have the boy talk to him without being all distant and shit. Another perk was he would have someone that didn’t exactly try to use him behind his back, more so in front of him. That was an upgrade right?

 

 

 

 

“So…” Taehyung quickly went and grabbed the sweater Jungkook was about to pull over his head and toss over his head as they entered the apartment. “Not now.” He quickly said and Jungkook shrugged his shoulders and hid his toned stomach under the warm fabric again.

“Is there something you wanna ask me about it before we start? Just ask. You’re new to this thing, right?” Jungkook asked with a certain coldness. Polite but distant.

“I am but I don’t really have any questions. There was something I forgot mentioning earlier about the deal and would like to add.” Taehyung stated, sitting down on the sofa. Jungkook followed him over and Taehyung didn’t miss the quick glance he sent towards his watch. “Go ahead.”

Businessman it seemed.

“You’re not allowed to lie to me. No matter about what.” Taehyung stated and there was certain stiffness that went back into Jungkook’s limbs.

“I’m not gonna tell you everything about me. I have stuff I don’t want others to know either.” Jungkook stated, crossing his arms.

Taehyung leant back. “Don’t get me wrong. I’m not telling you to share everything about yourself. I just don’t want you to lie to my face. I’m alright if you say you don’t want to answer. Just don’t make something up to make me think I know. I hate that kind of behavior. If I catch you lying I’m the one ending this deal.” Taehyung stated and Jungkook nodded slowly.

“Okay that’s reasonable. I get that one. Anything else?” Jungkook asked, moving a bit closer, now standing right in front of Taehyung, who was comfortable on the huge sofa. Honestly the boy was quite impressed that Jungkook seemed to not even send glances towards the interior of the place.

Usually whenever Taehyung had guests over they would search every part of the apartment and stare out of the huge windows for a solid five minutes before they were back to being able to talk.

“Are you not gonna say anything about the apartment?” Taehyung asked, but Jungkook shook his head.

“It’s not my place and I’m not planning on staying here for long. Getting comfortable around a place like this would mean that I’d stop appreciating my apartment.” Jungkook stated, not looking anywhere but at Taehyung.

Maybe this wasn’t going to work all that well after all. Jungkook was pretty much everything but a normal person right now.

Probably in work mode.

Taehyung got up from the soft couch and walked towards his bedroom. “Come with me.”

Nodding shortly Jungkook followed him. How boring. The last thing Taehyung wanted right now was an emotionless doll. That was something he could have for free.

Not that he was going to cancel this whole thing. He just really hoped that Jungkook would grow more comfortable around him soon.

He actually liked the level of sass and self-confidence he seemed to carry around at work.

“Take a bath. That’s the bathroom.” Taehyung stated, dropping onto his bed before pointing at the door that was on the wall on his right side.

Jungkook did look a bit offended for a second, but seemed to swallow his pride and just nodded before entering the bathroom.

Taehyung breathed out, closing his eyes. This was going to be something at least. He just really wasn’t sure how it was going to turn out.

Chapter Text

Even though he really was trying hard to ignore all the luxury and glamor, it got pretty much impossible as soon as he entered the bathroom. The room was clean enough for Jungkook to believe anyone who claimed that it had never been used before.

Aside from that it was enormous. There was a huge mirror covering the side with a sink, the walls and floor were made of black marble and there were both one bathtub and a huge shower separately. To make it short. Jungkook felt pretty damn uncomfortable with everything.

He never really was a huge fan of too clean places. It just made him feel like he was a lot dirtier than he actually was.

Sighing to himself he glanced at the door, contemplating whether or not to lock it, but deciding against it. If Taehyung wanted to come in he had every right to.

He quickly slipped out of his clothes and started filling the bathtub. As he was watching the water stream into the tub at an a lot higher speed than he was used to, he thought about what the hell had happened today.

He knew Taehyung. Yeah, Taehyung didn’t really know him, but Jungkook knew him. There were a bunch of stories circling on campus about him. Some positive, some negative. Honestly Jungkook’s feelings towards Taehyung were pretty neutral. Yes, he did think that Taehyung was pretty damn attractive, but that was it.

What really confused him was that, as far as Jungkook knew, Taehyung was pretty straight. There was nothing wrong with a bit of experimenting but it honestly surprised him that Taehyung had suggested for this to be a reoccurring thing. The weirdest part about it was… why Jungkook?

He was pretty sure that if Taehyung did feel like trying out something he could simply walk into a gay bar and ask any of the guys there and they would let him fuck them, no questions asked, no money needed. So it really didn’t make any sense for Taehyung to suggest making this deal with Jungkook, whom he pretty much didn’t know and worked with.

Sighing he got into the bathtub and closed his eyes at the relaxing feeling. This wasn’t really worth the worries. Why was Jungkook overthinking this? He’d just do his job and satisfy Taehyung and get out of here after doing so.

No huge deal.

 

 

 

 

 

When Jungkook was done he wrapped himself up in one of the way too soft towels and hesitantly opened the door to the bedroom. He had taken about twenty minutes, in addition to filling the bathtub needing some time, and he really hoped Taehyung wasn’t annoyed about it.

What he wasn’t quite expecting was to find Taehyung asleep on the bed, his hand on his chest and breathing heavily. Not really sure what to do he took a couple of steps towards the bed and just stood there watching Taehyung, who even looked attractive with his mouth open and snoring. Some things just weren’t fair.

“Aren’t you planning on doing anything?” Jungkook asked loud enough to wake Taehyung up, who groaned tiredly. “How long was I asleep?”

“Half an hour? I don’t know. That’s how long I’ve been in there.” Jungkook answered, holding the towel tightly around his body.

“Good. Did you like it?” Taehyung yawned and smiled at Jungkook contently, but didn’t put in the effort to get up. Instead he turned to his side, looking at Jungkook.

Jungkook shrugged his shoulders. “Yeah, I guess.”

“Great.” Not saying any more he closed his eyes, wrapping his arms around the blankets and letting out a deep breath. Jungkook waited for a couple of seconds but apparently Taehyung was done.

“Aren’t you forgetting something?” Jungkook asked, raising a questioning eyebrow at Taehyung when he opened his eyes again.

“Don’t think so.”

“You’re kind of paying me for something.” Jungkook stated and Taehyung mouthed a silent ah, before closing his eyes again.

“Nah I’m too tired. Maybe another time.” There was a short silence and Jungkook almost expected he had fallen asleep again when he spoke up again. “You can sleep over if you want to. If not my wallet’s in my coat. Take whatever I owe you for today and the thousand I promised you… and honestly just take some more, as a welcoming gift or whatever.” Taehyung stated, before closing his eyes for the final time.

For some reason it felt pretty wrong. Jungkook didn’t like the thought of getting paid for doing pretty much nothing. And he kind of wanted to talk to Taehyung about why he had done it… even so, staying over wasn’t really an option.

Jungkook had made some experiences at some of his customers places that had made him swear to never sleep at a stranger’s place again.

Not long after he left Taehyung’s place with the thousand that were part of the deal that was kept, but nothing more. If he was to get more from Taehyung it would be because he owned it, not because Taehyung didn’t care for money.

Chapter Text

„Shit.“ Yoongi swore as he almost tripped over the box blocking the hallway of his apartment. Sighing he ran his hand over his toes, making sure none were actually hurt.

He would have to take care of that box at some point… Sooner or later. He stared at the cardboard box that was taped closed. Not now. Later.

Yeah, maybe he was not coping right but what wrong would it do to wait a bit longer to go through his father’s belongings. It’s not like they would disappear somehow. Instead they would be sitting here and he’d probably bump his toes another twenty times before he’d finally open it.

Yeah… soon he’d open it. But not today. And probably not tomorrow either.

 

 

 

When he left the apartment, he spotted Jungkook already waiting for him, leaned against his car. The moment he and Yoongi made eye contact he waved enthusiastically.

He was wearing black studs, a wide white t-shirt and black ripped jeans that looked a bit too tight around his thighs… in a good way.

Instead of greeting Yoongi, Jungkook started talking pretty much the second Yoongi entered hearing distance. “This is amazing. The apartment my brother and I share is just five minutes from here by car. Fifteen minutes walking. I literally just had to start thinking about getting ready half an hour ago.”

Yoongi laughed, walking towards him before pulling him into a short hug. “Where do you live?”

Trying his best at explaining he pointed into one direction and gave some rather confusing instructions, but Yoongi managed to follow for the most part. “I’ll come visit you more often for sure.” Jungkook ended his explanation.

“Please at least warn me tho. I’m not gonna let you in if you show up unannounced.” Yoongi warned and Jungkook laughed, nodding.

 

 

Not long after they were both sitting in a gay bar, for comfort reasons, not too far from Yoongi’s flat. “Jimin’s so gonna hate you for taking me out by the way.” Yoongi chuckled, spinning his drink and watching the huge ice cube spin as well.

“Jimin? Your boyfriend? And why? …wait I never asked. Do you have a boyfriend?” Jungkook took some of the snacks that were placed on the counter and absentmindedly nibbled on them.

“No, I don’t. And Jimin’s a friend who has been trying to persuade me to visit a bar with him for weeks now. And I haven’t said yes so far.” Yoongi explained amused.

“Is he hot? Gay? Do you have pictures?” Jungkook asked, now a lot more interested, and leant forward.

“He’s as straight as it gets. And he looks alright.” Yoongi lied, glancing around the bar checking for anyone that was close to his type. He hadn’t hooked up with anyone in forever and he really missed it. Maybe he’d take someone home tonight if anyone ended up spiking his interest.

“Sad. I mean not that I’m allowed to do anything right now anyways… I told you about this guy at my job.”

“You mean Mr. rich guy who doesn’t know how to use his money? Yeah you told me. Have you seen him since?” Yoongi asked, tapping his foot on the ground.

“Not really. But I’ll see him after this.” He pointed at them. “Because of the job. And I think he’ll say something today or whatever. I’m still confused. Why ask me over if he isn’t going to fuck me?”

Yoongi chuckled. “You said he identifies as straight. Of course this will be a bit weird. Let him take his time, I guess? Or talk to him like a normal person would?”

“Ugh talking. Who even wants to talk?” Jungkook complained, downing his drink.

Yoongi snickered while leaning back when he heard steps right behind them.

“Hey look who’s there. Kook, you never mentioned that you’re a dick sucker.” A guy behind them exclaimed and Yoongi could watch Jungkook tense.

When he turned around he was face to face with two guys, probably a bit younger than he was himself. Their whole look pretty much screamed ‘try hard badass’. Gelled hair and black leather jackets. It was pretty obvious that they were not at the gay bar to get some dick and rather to pick a fight.

Jungkook didn’t say anything back just stared at them, frozen in place his eyes wide. Standing up for his friend Yoongi got up, sadly about half a head smaller than the guy standing in front of him.

“What do you care? It’s none of your business.” Yoongi said, pushing his hands into his pockets, trying not to look as small as he actually was.

“What are you, his boyfriend? Do you take his dick up your ass? Sure look like it.” The guy almost toppled over when Yoongi landed a well-aimed fist in his stomach, before turning around and looking at the bartender.

“These two are homophobic assholes. They’re picking a fight.” The girl quickly nodded and ran over to inform the bouncers. The whole thing didn’t take longer than a few seconds but Yoongi was lucky that the two other guys didn’t intend on doing anything without what was apparently the leader, who was still trying to breathe properly. When the bouncers arrived, they asked Jungkook, who still looked a bit pale, whether he was okay before grabbing the guys and kicking them out.

Yoongi was warned by the bartender not to resort to violence even if it was to defend himself and he nodded in understanding, promising that he’d get help first next time.

 

“Are you okay?” He asked softly, placing his hand on Jungkook’s shoulder.

He took a deep shaky breath before nodding. “Yeah… I think. Shit. I think those two are at our college. I’ve seen their faces before.” Jungkook muttered, running his hands over his face.

“Hey, what can they do? I don’t wanna say anything but stop cowering away like this. You’re ten times bulkier than they are. You could beat their asses if you tried. And I know it’s scary when you have always been the weaker one, but that no longer is the case.” He reassured running his hand over the other’s arm.

Jungkook took another deep breath, before closing his eyes. “Sorry for making you stand up for me… It’s like you say. In my head it’s still me in my small pre-puberty body against the world.”

“It’s okay. That’s what friends are here for.” Yoongi stated, grinning. “Awww don’t look at me like a kicked pup.”

Jungkook chuckled, quickly wiping the corners of his eyes. “Sorry. And thank you. Seriously. It feels good not be alone in this for once.”

“I’ll protect you with my tiny fists if I have to.”

 

Chapter Text

Yoongi
I just met up with a friend from my new college

Yoongi
And he’s gay too

Yoongi
Got bullied a lot for being gay

Yoongi
And he’s still pretty obviously struggling because of it

Yoongi
And I don’t want to make you feel guilty or anything

Yoongi
But don’t ever do that kind of stuff again

Yoongi
You might not really notice it

Yoongi
But it does cause a lot of damage to a person

Yoongi
Not just gays tho

Yoongi
Everything were someone treats you badly for something you are can make you feel shitty about that thing for the rest of your life

Yoongi
And I know you’re already trying

Yoongi
And I really respect that

Yoongi
But try as hard as you can not to hurt anyone?

Jimin
:(

Jimin
I will

Jimin
Or rather I do

Jimin
I’m really working on it

Jimin
Honestly if I could, I would walk up to the people I might have been shitty to for no reason in the past and apologize

Yoongi
That’s good

Yoongi
And sorry for talking about this again

Yoongi
Like seriously I’m proud of what you’re doing and how hard you are working

Yoongi
So please don’t feel bad?

Jimin
I do

Jimin
But I’ll try to make it up

Jimin
By being nice?

Jimin
At least to those who deserve it

Yoongi
Maaan I wanna hug you

Yoongi
I’m seriously happy you’re like that

Jimin
If you feel like hugging me…

Jimin
Wanna meet up again?

Jimin
I know it’s just been a couple of days

Jimin
But it has been way too much fun

Jimin
I miss you ;--;

Yoongi
Wanna come over?

Yoongi
I’ll cook something

Yoongi
Or at least I planned to

Yoongi
We might just end up with delivery food tho

Jimin
I can?!

Jimin
I did not expect you to say yes

Jimin
I’ll come by

Jimin
Wait where do you live?

Jimin
How come I don’t know where you live at?

Yoongi
Because I don’t want a stalker<3

 

Yoongi chuckled, grabbing some onions and garlic from the vegetable section before sending him his adress.

He felt weird about not having told Jimin about going to the same college yet, but he wasn’t sure whether he was ready to. Jimin was nice around him and treated him fairly but Yoongi didn’t trust the fact that he still would in front of everyone else.

Most people changed their behavior once they were with someone else. Yoongi didn’t judge. He just wasn’t too fond of that thought either. Would Jimin actually be willing to be seen with him? A gay guy.

Once he got home he started cooking. Jimin had announced he’d come by in about an hour, which meant he still had a lot of time left to prepare some bulgogi. Jimin was probably used to a lot higher quality food but then again… they had eaten pizza when they first met so maybe that wasn’t a problem.

 

 

Jimin
Okay

Jimin
I’m in front of the building

Jimin
I think?

Jimin
People are looking at me weirdly

Jimin
Saaaave me

Jimin
Help

Yoongi
I’ll buzz the door

Yoongi
Just enter?

Yoongi
My apartment is on the third floor

Jimin
Alright

Jimin
Okay I’m inside

Jimin
Third floooor

Jimin
Ufff houses that don’t have elevators exist

Jimin
I think I’m lost

Jimin
Nvm I’m not

Yoongi
Such a confused child

Jimin
Fuck you

 

When Jimin looked up from his phone he spotted Yoongi leaning in the entryway of one of the apartments. The moment he and Jimin made eye contact the corners of his mouth curled upwards in a smirk. “I am honestly confused as to how you managed to take five minutes to get up here but I’m glad you managed to end the quest of finding my apartment.”

“In my defense… I don’t even know what to say. I’m just dumb, I think.” Jimin laughed before walking up to Yoongi and hugging him. When he opened his eyes and saw the apartment in front of him he quickly let go and walked past Yoongi. “You have to show me around. You never sent those pictures I asked you for. I just know what your room looks like.”

Yoongi was about to grab his arm when Jimin tripped over a certain box, swearing just as Yoongi had a couple of hours earlier. “What the hell? Why is that placed here?”

Yoongi chuckled, putting his hand on Jimin’s shoulder. “In order to stop nosy people from roaming around my apartment. You’re supposed to ask for permission for that kind of stuff. What if I have some sex toys lying around?”

“Even more interesting. And come on, do I really need permission?” Jimin pouted. “After all I’m your bestest friend, aren’t I?”

“Just because you are doesn’t mean you can just waltz in here and do your thing. At least get out of those shoes.”

Smiling sheepishly Jimin slipped out of his shoes. “Sorry. Where do I put them?”

Instead of answering Yoongi simply took them and placed them next to the door. “Here. And now shush, go adventure or whatever. I have to make the rice so I’ll be in the kitchen. Don’t trash this place alright?”

Yoongi begged and Jimin nodded enthusiastically before moving towards Yoongi’s bedroom. It was hard to believe that he was the same guy Yoongi saw at school every day. His whole demeanor was so different.

Deciding not to ponder about it any longer he started preparing the remaining part of their dinner by adding water and rice to the rice cooker… A lot of work.

“What is this thing?” Jimin asked, reentering the room holding a piece of fabric in his hand.

Yoongi glanced at him and after that at the thing. “That’s…” He grabbed it, also taking a hold of Jimin’s hand and wrapping each of the ends around one of his index fingers. “… a Chinese finger trap.”

An amused smile made its way to Yoongi’s face. “Now try to get out.”

Jimin nodded hesitatingly, trying to pull his finger out of it. Then he pulled harder. And harder. Frustration clearly visible on his face. He relaxed for a second before making a jerky movement but the fabric was tightly wrapped around his fingers.

Yoongi couldn’t hold back an amused chuckle and Jimin looked at him with betrayal in his eyes. His lips formed an accusing frown. “I don’t like this.”

Not being able to hold it back Yoongi put his hand in front of his face before chuckling again, his eyes crinkling up in amusement. After another couple of seconds of Jimin being playfully upset, Yoongi took Jimin’s hands in his and made him relax and, instead of trying to move out, made him push his finger in even further. When he did the fabric loosened its tight hold and Jimin was finally able to pull out.

“Fuck you.” He laughed when he looked back at Yoongi’s face, who was biting his lip in order to stop himself from laughing. “That’s not funny.”

A long silence. “Okay maybe it is.” Jimin admitted, a wide smile breaking out on his face as well. Yoongi ruffled Jimin’s hair for a second before turning towards the shelf and grabbing two plates.

“You still have a couple of minutes. You can explore some more if you want to.”

Contrary to what he had expected Jimin shook his head and sat down. “I’m done. I think I’ve had enough danger of the wildness for today.” He said glancing at the finger trap that was carelessly thrown onto the table.

When Yoongi’s warm laugh filled the room Jimin couldn’t help but smile as well.

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„Are you sure you shouldn’t go home now? Not that I’m trying to get rid of you. It’s just that you have college tomorrow.” Yoongi stated, in one hand popcorn and the other coca cola.

“Yeah I’m sure. I wanna watch tv with you.” Jimin yawned and stretched, lying down over the whole bed. “By the way… I like this place… It’s small but hella comfy.”

“Did you just say comfy? Also… you are aware that you’re gonna be lying in the same bed as someone attracted to men? Doesn’t bother you?” Yoongi asked just to make sure. It wasn’t even meant in a teasing way this time. Just to make sure Jimin didn’t forget and would be uncomfortable because of it later on.

“Ugh the gayness in the air is killing me. I can’t breathe.” Jimin said fake choking and gasping for air before dropping onto the bed and playing dead.

“I am so taking you seriously.” Yoongi said rolling his eyes before pushing Jimin a bit to the side to make space for him to sit in.

Jimin gasped dramatically. “I just died. Do you not have any respect for the dead?”

“Not if it’s you who died.” Yoongi stated grabbing the controls and turning the light off.

“Asshole.” Jimin complained grabbing a pillow and getting comfortable while Yoongi skipped through Netflix. “So… deadpool you said?”

“Yeah. I can’t believe you haven’t seen that movie yet.” Jimin stated, as Yoongi leant back. The screen went dark as the movie was loading.

“I honestly kind of forgot that it exists.”

“How dare you.”

 

 

They were about fifteen minutes into the movie when Jimin changed position and leant against Yoongi’s shoulder.

“What are you doing?” Yoongi raised an eyebrow.

“Fighting against that toxic type of masculinity I’m used to and getting used to the fact that getting in touch with a guy doesn’t mean I’m gay.” Jimin stated.

“Using me as a pillow is pretty damn gay tho.” Yoongi chuckled, Jimin hitting his shoulder ever so softly.

“Fuck you. Extreme situations ask for extreme measures.” Jimin stated going even further and placing his head on Yoongi’s thigh. Yoongi tongued the inside of his cheek contemplating whether to tell Jimin to sit back up again and not play with his gay feelings before deciding that Jimin was right. Maybe getting comfortable couldn’t really be counted as acting gay. Even if it was pretty misleading in this case.

“I swear if you give me a boner by moving your head too much, I’ll hit you.” Yoongi stated and Jimin shot up. “Wow wow wow. Like seriously? That could happen?”

He had his arms lifted up in an almost protecting way.

Yoongi rolled his eyes. “No it won’t, darling. If you’d want me to get it up, you’d have to do more than that.”

Jimin laughed. “How can you switch to sounding this gay in like a second?” By the way he was asking it was pretty obvious that it was not meant in a bad way, which certainly was quite the progress in comparison to when they had gotten to know each other.

“It’s fun. That’s the tea sis.”

Jimin cringed and Yoongi laughed breathily.

“No idea why I like you.” The younger chuckled, before lying down on Yoongi’s thigh again.

At some point throughout the movie Yoongi started running his hand through Jimin’s golden locks. They were soft and fun to play with. Jimin didn’t even seem to notice but pretty much melted against him.

Admittedly Yoongi had missed this. Feeling another body next to his own. It felt good. He wasn’t alone.

 

 

By the time the movie ended Jimin had not said anything for more than ten minutes and Yoongi had a hunch why. “Jimin?” Yoongi asked softly putting his hand on the boy’s shoulder but he still didn’t react.

When he leant forward to glance at his face an amused smile curled up the corners of his lips. Jimin had his eyes closed, breath steady and one of his hands had pulled the blanket up to his nose. It looked peaceful enough to make Yoongi feel bad when said his name again.

“Jimin.” Instead of opening his eyes the boy groaned and hid his face more.

Sighing Yoongi reached out for the blanket and tried to pull it away. Jimin pretty much growled at him.

“Jimin you need to get up and drive home.”

“Don’t wanna.” Jimin muttered, rubbing his eyes tiredly before looking up at Yoongi.

“You have to. Where would you sleep?” Yoongi asked raising an eyebrow.

“Here.” Jimin simply stated as if it was the most obvious thing ever before turning a bit and hugging Yoongi’s stomach.

“Is that still the anti toxic masculinity thing?” Yoongi asked, pushing some strands of hair out of Jimin’s face who just shook his head, still clinging to Yoongi. “It’s warm. I like that.”

Yoongi groaned in frustration. This was honestly the last thing he had expected to happen today.

“Jimin. I’m gay. You’re not gonna share a bed with me. I don’t want to have to deal with an awkward morning wood and with you panicking over it because it’s gay and you’ll be back to your not half asleep self.” Yoongi complained trying to sound authoritative but instead he just ended up sounding exasperated.

“It’s okay. I’m not gonna judge you. I’m objectively hot.”

“It’s not okay!” Yoongi tried to argue, feeling frustrated.

“It’s okay.”

Yoongi gave up. It was kind of sad but he gave up debating over this. Apparently Jimin had decided that he would be sleeping here so he would be sleeping here.

Sighing to himself Yoongi carefully pushed Jimin’s head of his leg and helped him into a proper lying position. When he got up Jimin grabbed his arm.

“Where are you going?”

“I’m gonna brush my teeth and shower.” Not saying anything further Jimin nodded and let go of Yoongi who made his way to the bathroom.

It took him about half an hour to finish showering and his usual rather basic skin care routine. When he opened the door to his bathroom again he was half expecting Jimin to no longer be there, but surprise surprise he still was, hugging Yoongi’s pillow looking nothing near as scary as he could awake.

Yoongi lied down next to him, closing his eyes and breathing out slowly.

As weird as it was it was somewhat nice. Not being entirely on your own for once. Feeling the heat of another body next to yours.

 

Chapter Text

„Jungkook?“

„Hm?“ The boy turned around now facing Taehyung, who stood just a bit too close for comfort. They were both in the convenience store, Jungkook having just changed into his work uniform.

“Why didn’t you take more?” Taehyung asked in a serious voice, tilting his head ever so slightly, and Jungkook couldn’t help but find it somewhat cute or hot or something, something that stirred his stomach. Fucking hormones. Why did Taehyung have to be this attractive?

“Huh?” He asked, really not sure what Taehyung was talking about.

“The money. I told you to just take something and you didn’t even take the pay for that one hour.” The older stated, running his hand through his hair, still somewhat towering over Jungkook.

“You didn’t fuck me. I took the thousand as the monthly payment and a twenty because that’s about the amount I would be paid here to waste my time for two hours.” Jungkook explained, Taehyung furrowing his brows in confusion. “That was not the deal.”

“I don’t accept charity.” Jungkook stated and Taehyung did look a bit annoyed at that.

“That’s not charity.”

“It is.”

Not sure what to say Taehyung opened his mouth a couple of times. “And what if I want to pay you to spend time with me and don’t want to sleep with you yet?”

“Then that’s bad luck. I don’t sell my sympathy, you know. Just my body.” Crossing his arms over his chest Jungkook leant against the locker, raising an eyebrow at Taehyung. “If you’re not interested in guys don’t act like you are.”

“I am.” The older quickly guaranteed and Jungkook wondered whether he even realized how much he was just stepping into Jungkook’s private space. Their faces were just centimeters apart. “I swear I wanna fuck you. Just… I don’t know. You’re hot and all. I just want you to somewhat like me at that point and not look at me like I disgust you.”

Furrowing his eyebrows in a confused manner he dropped his arms. “No, I don’t look at you like I’m disgusted.”

“You do.”

“No I don’t.”

“Jungkook.” Now Taehyung was the one to cross his arms. “I’m not lying when I say that you look at me like you’re mad and expect me to kick a puppy at any second, all the time.”

“I swear I don’t. At least not on purpose.” Jungkook raised his arms in defense. “You’re alright, I think. Don’t really know you and you’re a spoilt brat, not gonna lie, but you’re not an asshole about it. I… accept your existence?”

“Is that a good thing?” Taehyung chuckled, backing up a bit and Jungkook finally felt like he could breathe again.

“It’s neutral. If anything the reason I may have looked at you like I’m mad might be because I was staring since you’re pretty attractive.” Jungkook admitted, turning around and grabbing his stuff.

“I admittedly like that idea a lot more than you hating me or something.” Taehyung laughed, relieve rather obvious in his voice.

“Would you be willing to give me a chance? Like, hang out with me, not for sex, and I can prove that I’m a decent guy?” Taehyung asked carefully.

“Look, I honestly believe you when you say you’re a decent guy. Even though you did for some reason decide that it would be a good idea to ask me for sex. But I don’t have the time for just hanging out. I work at the store six days a week, go to college and am supposed to gather enough money on the side to live in a normal life in a fifty square meter apartment with my brother. If you don’t want to have sex, I can give you back the thousand and we’ll blow this deal off. No hard feelings.”

It was surprising how quickly Taehyung shook his head. “No. Can’t you, like, make an exception? I’ll sleep with you… just not yet… so up until then… I’ll give as much as you need to get by until then so please spend time with me.”

“…this is getting sad. Why do you have to pay for a friend?” Jungkook said groaning.

“Not like a friend… maybe like we’re dating? Can you do that?”

Massaging the spot between his eyes Jungkook sighed. “You have issues. For real.”

“I admit I do. The only thing I want from you is to be honest. Something that is apparently hard to come by when you’re dating.” Taehyung said, pressing his lips into a thin line. “Aside from that you can act like you want. If I do something you don’t like you can get angry, if I’m being spoilt lecture me and if you feel like being nice, be nice. Just don’t be something you aren’t. I hate it when people are fake.”

Jungkook whistled. “Issues.”

Taehyung grimaced and Jungkook’s face got a lot softer.

“I guess it’s alright. Let’s try this… I can leave any time, right? So if I decide that it’s not what I want I can break this off?” Jungkook asked, making sure he’d set the details.

“Yeah, and thanks.” Taehyung said, relieve taking over his features.

“Okay. The deal is still the same? Just… I don’t know, let’s say it’s 20 dollars per hour when nothing happens? Gosh I feel bad for taking money for doing nothing.” Jungkook chuckled awkwardly, kneading his hands. “You can kiss me, ask me for sexual stuff or even fuck me if you decide to. It’s still open to you. Aside from that… I don’t know. I’ve never done this type of thing before. It’s somewhat like an escort?”

“Hey same, so let’s just try to see where it goes.” Taehyung said, smiling softly and Jungkook couldn’t help but think that he looked damn cute like that.

Chapter Text

„By the way, the code to my apartment is pretty easy. It’s my birthday; 30121995.” Taehyung stated as he typed the number into the door.

“The day before new year’s eve.” Jungkook said surprised and Taehyung nodded. The door opened and they both stepped into Taehyung’s apartment.

“Soooo… what do you wanna do? How would you imagine your evening with a person that is with you because they love you?” There was a teasing hint in Jungkook’s voice, but Taehyung admittedly liked that a lot.

“Just… having a relaxed evening? Maybe cuddling.” Taehyung said a bit absentmindedly.

Cringing Jungkook scrunched his nose. “No offense but that will be sooooo weird and awkward.”

“It’s only weird if you make it weird.” The older laughed, patting Jungkook’s shoulder, silently impressed with how firm the muscle underneath his shirt was.

“Of course I’ll make it weird when I have to cuddle with a stranger.” Jungkook complained, making weird movements in the air with his hands.

Dropping on the sofa Taehyung chuckled. “And sex with strangers is okay?”

Not really thing about it Jungkook got into a straddling position on Taehyung’s lap, playing with his hair. “I’m used to it. It’s pretty disgusting to be honest, but I don’t think about it a lot. I just get it over with.”

Taehyung’s hands made their way to Jungkook’s waist almost naturally. How was that boy this thin and muscular at the same time? This was getting ridiculous. His fingers absentmindedly traced patterns over his skin while he was looking Jungkook in the eyes.

“Why do you do it? I mean, you said you have to pay for the apartment you live in but shouldn’t you be able to afford that with the money from that store?” Taehyung asked, leaning back.

“The money would just be about enough for the apartment and to survive, but I don’t want my brother to grow up struggling with money. I want to be able to have enough money to live in a decent apartment, be able to buy him stuff every once in a while and make sure he doesn’t end up feeling like an outsider with his friends. So I do this.” He moved his ass over Taehyung’s crotch. “For the luxury of not struggling with money.”

Taehyung nodded. “How old is your brother?”

In a quick swift movement Jungkook sat down next to Taehyung. “Fifteen.”

“We are so awkward.” Taehyung stated, making Jungkook let out an amused laugh. “I know. How about we watch a movie instead of trying to force conversations? If you wanna know stuff about me, you can always ask anyways. No need to try to think of stuff to ask now.”

“So a movie it is. Or a series? What do you like?”

“Series are a commitment tho… And you’re so gonna judge me because I’m a bit of a basic bitch… but Rupaul's drag race?”

Taehyung gasped dramatically. “You are a basic bitch… And I admittedly have seen the first half of season one, but I’m not basic because I mainly identify as straight.”

“Mainly? And why did you even suggest this deal if you identify as straight?” His tone was light, not pressuring. He wasn’t intending to prey.

“I never really thought of guys in a sexual way. And I asked you because I kind of got a hard on from watching you threatening that guy. It was super-hot. Don’t judge me. I like it when someone stands up for themselves.” Taehyung admitted and Jungkook couldn’t help but laugh out loudly.

“What the fuck bro. I literally grabbed that guy by the balls and was this close from making sure he wouldn’t be able to have children and you got turned on?”

“I said don’t judge me. I’m weird okay?”

“You are. I’m surprised.” Jungkook stated, before reaching out and putting a hand on Taehyung’s crotch, his palm right above his dick, his fingers near his balls. “What about it turned you on? The touching part? The dominance?”

It was funny to see Taehyung glance down at Jungkook’s hand before tonguing the inside of his cheek, a bit incredulous, before actually thinking about the question. “Alright, so aside from the fact that I have a hand on my dick, it doesn’t really do that much for me? It was more the part that you stood up for yourself, instead of just accepting everything. The girls I used to date would always act like everything is okay, because they were scared they’d make me angry and lose their sugar daddy. It was sickening.”

“So you’ve done this kind of stuff before? Like sugar daddy stuff?” Jungkook asked, pulling his hand back and instead resting it on Taehyung’s thigh.

Shaking his head Taehyung leant back. “No I haven’t but honestly might as well have been. Wouldn’t have made much of a difference.” He put his hands up to his face, pulling cutesy faces and mimicking his previous girlfriends with a high voice.  “Darling, can I have this? Can I have that? Could we travel? Did you hear it’s my birthday soon? I’m gonna keep that sweater of yours. I’m gonna throw up. I don’t even have a problem with buying them stuff, but they were so fucking fake about it.” Taehyung explained and Jungkook nodded in understanding.

“I’ll be nice and kick your ass if I feel like it, okay?” Jungkook joked, lifting his hand to Taehyung’s hair and ruffling it.

Laughing Taehyung closed his eyes, melting into Jungkook’s hand. “Sounds great, honestly.”

Maybe this wouldn’t be as bad as he thought. Maybe he and Taehyung would get along a lot better than he had expected. The boy seemed a lot more down to earth than Jungkook had thought so far.

“Would you be up for a kiss?” Jungkook asked, moving his hand from Taehyung’s head down to his cheek, tracing his thumb over it.

Opening his eyes slowly Taehyung nodded, looking at him with a certain softness in his eyes. He would not admit it out loud but Jungkook liked that… a lot.

He leant forward, moving into the position of straddling Taehyung again, before connecting their lips in a gentle kiss.

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When Yoongi woke up, yawning and then opening his eyes before trying to stretch, he realized that he wasn’t quite as mobile as he had expected. One look down explained why.

Jimin’s head was resting on Yoongi’s chest, his arms buried in his t-shirt and legs wrapped around Yoongi’s. He just stared for a couple of seconds, before dropping his head back into the sheets groaning in frustration. “Fuck me.”

He’d completely forgotten that Jimin was here. Not that, now that he was aware of it, he didn’t feel the warmth and comfort the body wrapped around him brought, but for some reason he had not expected to see Jimin this early in the morning.

“Jimin.” He said, carefully pulling his arm out from under Jimin. Luckily his prediction of a morning wood had not become reality. That was the last thing he needed right now.

“Jiiiiimin.” He repeated, the younger groaning. A sign that he was not yet willing to get up but at least awake. “You’re being gay right now. Reeeeally gay. I think if you keep lying there much longer not even a no homo will be able to save that.”

Jimin slapped Yoongi’s stomach ever so lightly. “Shut up. It’s comfy.”

“Neither can a comfy. If you decide to fuck a guy you can’t just say you do it because it’s comfy and somehow that makes you straight again.” Yoongi tried, pushing Jimin a bit, but the boy didn’t budge.

“What about the three strikes rule? You said that fucking a guy once makes you curious, another one is another try and the third one means you’re gay. I’m just trying stuff out… that’s not gay.” Jimin stated sleepily.

“But if you like it the three strikes rule doesn’t apply.” Yoongi tried arguing but Jimin just wrapped his arms tighter around him. “I don’t know if I like it yet… gotta try it a bit longer.” And with those words Jimin was back asleep and Yoongi just stared at him incredulously.

“I wanna die.” He flopped back onto the bed.

 

 

 

“No fucking wonder everyone was looking at you weirdly.” Yoongi stated pointing at Jimin’s car. “That thing is more expensive than any apartment within the radius of a mile.”

An awkward chuckle left Jimin’s lips and he pushed back his hair. “Sorry?”

Yoongi shrugged his shoulders, glancing at the expensive car. “You’re actually pretty lucky no one around here thought it would be a good idea to demolish it. Next time I’ll pick you up again. Can’t have that thing standing around here.”

Nodding slowly Jimin stepped towards Yoongi. “Uhm… should I take you to your college?”

Yoongi had never shook his head that quickly in his life. “No. I’ll drive myself.” The last thing he needed right now was for Jimin to find out about the fact that they went to the same college.

The frown on Jimin’s face made him regret his quick answer. “Hey, don’t look at me like that. I won’t be able to get back home if I don’t have my motorcycle with me.” He pinched Jimin’s cheek, who scrunched up his nose.

“It’s time to say goodbye then.”

 

 

 

Of course the whole Jungkook thing had to escalate. Yoongi was just walking down the hallway when he spotted one of the guys from the day before. And it just had to happen that the guy spotted him as well.

Yoongi tried to blend in with the crowd, but luck just wasn’t on his side and the hallway cleared up almost instantly. When the guy made his way over to him Yoongi swore silently, before trying not to look like he was at a disadvantage.

 

“Wow. Where did that black eye come from?” Jungkook asked a bit worried, grabbing his water bottle and handing it to Yoongi to press it against his face.

“Just some asshole who thought it would be funny to pick a fight.” Nodding thankfully, he sighed and grabbed the bottle from Jungkook’s hand before holding it against his eye. “Thanks.”

Jungkook patted his back, looking worried. “Can I help?”

Instead of answering Yoongi just shook his head and leant against Jungkook, closing his eyes. “I’ve been through worse. I’m tired tho.”

“Go get some rest. Should I get you the key to the art room? There’s a couch in there.” Jungkook suggested, carefully pushing Yoongi’s face mask down and checking the boy’s face. “And we could treat that cut on your lip in the nursery?”

Not really keen on skipping but also not quite feeling the idea of going to class, Yoongi nodded. Maybe sleeping for a bit would help. Walking out of the room he actually passed Jimin, who was entering the room.

He’d tell him. Soon.

 

 

 

Chapter Text

When Yoongi checked his phone after sleeping for a while he realized over two hours had passed. Jungkook hadn’t come back yet to get his keys but he probably would be soon. He had said something about coming back around two pm and it was one thirty-five.

Yawning Yoongi sat up and glanced around the empty room. Admittedly this was quite nice. He’d never been too fond of drawing and painting himself, but he liked seeing other people’s works. There were quite a few placed in random places in the room. Some apparently to dry, while others seemed to have found their rightful places to be shown off.

He spent the next ten minutes skipping through his phone when he realized he really had to pee. He was sure Jungkook would take another 20 minutes to show up anyways, which is why he quickly got up leaving his bag and things on the floor next to the bed, only taking his phone with him and walked out of the room, in order to search the hallway for the next bathroom.

Luckily it wasn’t far from the art room and Yoongi quickly did his thing before washing his hands. The door to the bathroom opened and when he looked up his eyes met familiar ones.

Not ones he’d like to see. The guy who’d fucked up his face in the morning and the friend from the day before, in addition to a new face Yoongi hadn’t seen before. He quickly looked down again, hoping they hadn’t realized it was him, but when he felt a tap on his shoulder he knew he was fucked.

Instead of waiting for them to make the first move he spun around and pushed the guy nearest to him hard who toppled over at the unexpected push. Yoongi tried sprinting towards the door, but one of the other guys quickly stepped between him and the exit and grabbed him by the hair, yanking his head against the wall without any hesitation.

Yoongi groaned in pain, lifting his hands to his head to protect it from any further damage. Bad idea. Now he didn’t see the blow to his stomach coming.

Coughing and feeling like throwing up his previously consumed lunch he dropped to his knees. He could watch the guy he had pushed earlier get up slowly, clearly annoyed at Yoongi for daring to fight back.

Two pairs of hands grabbed each one of his arms and pulled him up, holding him in place to the point where it was impossible for him to protect his body. The third guy glanced up and down his body. “You sure act all big for being as weak as you are.”

“Not as weak as you it seems. Three against one? Now that’s just embarrassing, man.” Yoongi provoked, kicking the guy against his shin. Just because he couldn’t use his hands didn’t mean he wouldn’t fight back.

The guy swore before punching Yoongi across the cheek full force and sending Yoongi’s head flying to the side. There was the typical metallic taste of blood on his tongue. He spat out a bit of blood onto the floor directly next to the shoes of one of the guys who were holding him, before slowly lifting his head again and smirking at the guy. “Almost didn’t feel that. What are those arms made of, darling? They are certainly not a real man’s.”

He was aware that provoking them wouldn’t make the situation any better, but neither could it make it any worse.

The guy’s face contorted in anger over the clear jab at his pride and Yoongi could feel all air being punched out of him when he received another blow to his stomach. Maybe he did deserve that one.

“Weak.” He was almost whispering, but the guy picked it up. This time it was a knee to his stomach. Yoongi felt like all air was punched out of him again.

And he remembered his healing rib.

 

 

He had been sitting on the bathroom floor for about an hour, not able to move, when he saw the door being pushed open and a person entering the room.

“Yoongi!” A familiar voice yelled surprised and Yoongi felt relief wash over him as he let his head fall back against the cold bathroom wall. He was save. He felt the damn familiar feeling of his consciousness slipping through his hands and darkness filling up his head.

 

Chapter Text

„Thanks for carrying me here.“ Yoongi said, groaning as he sat up in the infirmary’s bed. Jungkook sighed, crossing his legs on the seat he was sitting in.

“No problem. You scared the shit out of me.” As if thinking about it he leant forward, tapping his finger on edge of the bed. “Why didn’t you call?”

Slowly feeling over his chest to check how much it hurt, Yoongi looked up at Jungkook. Just now he noticed that the boy had a split lip. “I kept passing out and wasn’t really that… I don’t know, aware of my surroundings. They attacked you too, didn’t they?” Yoongi asked, pointing at Jungkook’s lip.

The boy nodded hesitantly. “That’s why I took a lot longer to get to you. I might have had a bit of a fight with them. But I managed to land a few good punches and ended up with just a split lip in return. I think they might be a bit more careful around me now?” Jungkook stated, sounding really relieved.

“That’s great to hear.” A warm smile spread over Jungkook’s face. “I told you you’re stronger than they are.”

“Yeah… that was pretty empowering. It’s so weird, not being as helpless as I used to be now.” Jungkook explained, opening and closing his hand while staring at it. “Anyways…” His eyes were back on Yoongi. “I think it’s better if we stay around each other now? I really don’t think they’ll come at you again if it’s the two of us.”

Well aware of the fact that Jungkook was right Yoongi nodded. “Yeah. We should.”

 

 

 

Yoongi
I need your opinion on something

Yoongi
I’m thinking of going back to mint hair

Yoongi
Used to have it that color when I was around 19

Yoongi
Should I?

Yoongi


Yoongi

Yoongi
If you’re wondering

Yoongi
The shoulder tattoo is actually fake

Jimin
Why the hell do you have this type of professional pics?

Jimin
The only things I have are somewhat half assed ones taken by Tae

Jimin
:---:

Jimin
And it’s a look

Jimin
Were you more buff back then?

Jimin
No offense

Jimin
You look hella muscular in the second one

Yoongi
Actually yeah

Yoongi
Was trying harder to be attractive

Yoongi
I don’t really work out anymore

Yoongi
And have more of a soft body

Yoongi
More to cuddle with now

Jimin
I know

Jimin
Tried it out myself~

Yoongi
Btw fuck you

Yoongi
Don’t do that to me

Yoongi
It’s mean

Yoongi
Imagine a stunning beauty cuddling up to you all night and you not being allowed to touch her

Yoongi
Not cool man

Jimin
I don’t do cuddles

Jimin
If she wasn’t up for sex she wouldn’t be in my bed in the first place

Yoongi
Same

Yoongi
So don’t fucking sleep in my bed darling

Yoongi
At least if you don’t plan on taking care of the frustration that builds up

Jimin
:(

Jimin
But

Jimin
I mean it’s fair

Jimin
But

Jimin
I can’t even come up with a good but

Jimin
This is not okay ;---;

Jimin
I liked sleeping over at your place

Yoongi
You can

Yoongi
I have a sofa

Yoongi
In a different room

Yoongi
Where you don’t stop me from jerking off if I do end up feeling a bit horny

Jimin
You are mean ;---;

Yoongi
Sorry but it’s seriously a bit frustrating

Yoongi
I view you as only a friend, I swear

Yoongi
But that doesn’t change anything about the fact that I’m sexually attracted to you

Yoongi
And you moving your knee over my crotch in your sleep is not gonna help

Jimin
Sorry ;---;

Jimin
I get it

Jimin
I’m sad

Jimin
I liked staying over at yours

Jimin
Maybe I’ll actually consider the couch?

Jimin
My back is so gonna die

Yoongi
We’ll find something

Yoongi
sorry for being complicated

Yoongi
If it makes you happy to hear it

Yoongi
Cuddling was quite nice

Yoongi
Just so fucking frustrating

Jimin
Sorry!

Jimin
Do you wanna go out for once?

Jimin
If you’re sexually frustrated maybe hook up with someone?

Jimin
I’m at a house party today

Jimin
We could go together and if you find someone you’re interested in you can take them home

Yoongi
I’d say no usually

Yoongi
But I’m not that familiar with Seoul yet

Yoongi
So maybe it’s not such a bad idea

Yoongi
A house party is more likely to have people around my age than a random bar

Yoongi
Maybe?

Jimin
I expected you to put up more of a fight

Yoongi
I’m pretty blue balled lately

Yoongi
It’s not a yes yet tho

Yoongi
I’ll look how I feel in the evening

Jimin
Should I pick you up if you decide to go?

Yoongi
I’ll drink so I can’t drive anyways

Yoongi
So yeah?

Jimin
Great

Jimin
I’m hyped

Jimin
No idea why

Jimin
Hey maybe Jessie or Tae are there

Jimin
You could meet them

Jimin
They both know you already tho

Jimin
Tae because I told him a bit

Jimin
Jessie because that girl always knows everything

Jimin
It’s kind of creepy

Jimin
She’s a bit of a bitch btw

Jimin
In a good sense?

Jimin
Like she can be an absolute asshole but she’s pretty nice towards people she likes

Jimin
And she hoes around a lot

Yoongi
Hah same

Yoongi
Everything you just said

Yoongi
Same

Jimin
That’s so weird

Jimin
Not the asshole thing

Jimin
The thought that you hoe around? Can you even call it hoeing when it’s a guy?

Yoongi
It’s fucking around for a guy

Yoongi
And yeah I do a bit?

Yoongi
Or more used to a lot

Yoongi
As I mentioned before

Yoongi
I’ve been having a bit of a dead bedroom because of stress

Yoongi
But before that I always had at least two fwbs and did the usual one night stands occasionally

Jimin
What about dating?

Yoongi
Not really my thing

Yoongi
I think I told you before

Yoongi
I’m not really against it

Yoongi
But why would I?

Yoongi
It’s just work

Jimin
That’s sad

Jimin
I mean same

Jimin
But I have different reasons?

Yoongi
What would gays even date for though?

Yoongi
Most don’t plan on building a family anyways

Yoongi
Some do

Yoongi
But from what I have seen the majority doesn’t

Jimin
That’s seriously sad tho

Yoongi
Not really

Yoongi
A bit lonely maybe

Yoongi
But hey I have you now~

Jimin
Awww

Jimin
So you’re happy with me?

Jimin
Not lonely?

Yoongi
Not lonely

Yoongi
Talking to you is nice

Yoongi
Really nice

Jimin
I wanna hug you

Yoongi
I might let you hug me~

Yoongi
You know what

Yoongi
Maybe I might let you sleep in my bed again

Yoongi
But under the condition that you are to shut your mouth and not mention it in case I ever end up having a boner

Yoongi
It’s not really under my control

Jimin
I might laugh

Jimin
Nut alright

Jimin
*But

Jimin
OMG HAHAHAHA

Jimin
I’ll not say anything

Jimin
And won’t judge you

Jimin
I promise

Yoongi                                                                                      
It’s honestly impressing how much you have grown in that department

Yoongi
No longer extremely weirded out by stuff like that?

Jimin
I think I really aren’t anymore

Jimin
It’s slightly weird to think that you might get a boner because of me

Jimin
But just that

Jimin
Not really repulsive or something like that

Yoongi
We love some good progress

Yoongi                                                                                      
I’m seriously pretty proud

Yoongi
You’re amazing<3

Jimin
<3

Jimin
Thanks

Jimin
I’m working on becoming a better person

Jimin
At least towards people who deserve it

Yoongi
Good boy~

Jimin
Don’t good boy me

Jimin
I know so damn well that you use that shit in a sexual way too

Yoongi
What tells you I’m not using it in a sexual way right now?~

Jimin
I hate you

Jimin
In a good way

Yoongi
I’m laughing

Yoongi
So until later

Yoongi
I’ll tell you whether I want to go after taking a nap

Yoongi
I’m soooo tired

Jimin
Sleep well

Jimin
And I really hope you come!

Yoongi
Till later

Chapter Text

Jungkook
How are you feeling?

Yoongi
It’s okay

Yoongi
Still a bit sore

Yoongi
But I’m going to some party with Jimin

Jungkook
Uhm

Jungkook
Face

Jungkook
No offence but you look kinda fucked up

Jungkook
Your cheek was all red when I saw you

Yoongi
What is make up there for?

Jungkook
Not exactly to cover up your wounds

Jungkook
But fair enough

Yoongi
Can you tell anything?

Yoongi


Jungkook
Aside from the fact that you look done af?

Jungkook
Nah you okay

Jungkook
The done af part is normal apparently

Yoongi
Wow thanks

Yoongi
Think I might be able to get anyone to hook up with me today?

Jungkook
Not in that outfit

Jungkook
What is that even

Yoongi
I don’t have a washing machine yet and kind of ran out of clothing

Yoongi
I’ll check for anything else

Yoongi
Alright

Yoongi
I found black stuff

Yoongi
Guess who’s going with that

Jungkook
So

Jungkook
Have fun

Jungkook
And careful with your body alright?

Jungkook
Don’t go to hard already?

Yoongi
Don’t worry about that shit

Yoongi
I swear you’re such a sweetheart

Jungkook
Sorry?

Jungkook
Don’t let anyone hear that

Jungkook
There are people who think I top and I want to keep it that way

Yoongi
You do top honey

Jungkook
Yeah in emergency situations

Yoongi
“Emergency situations”

Jungkook
Fuck off

Yoongi
<3

 

 

Yoongi grabbed his coat. It was black. Surprise surprise. He knew that Jimin probably was already here. He’d said ‘in five minutes’.

When he left the building he could see Jimin stand right there next to his Ferrari. Wow, Yoongi had almost forgotten how attention seeking Jimin’s car was.

“Yoongi!” Jimin yelled, happily waving as if Yoongi hadn’t seen him already. He jogged the last couple of meters, before throwing his arms around Yoongi in a quite crushing hug.

“Ouch ouch ouch rib rib rib.” Yoongi quickly yelped and Jimin quickly let go. “Sorry!”

The apologetic slightly guilty look on Jimin’s face made Yoongi smile. The boy seriously was quite cute.

“It’s okay.” Yoongi chuckled, rubbing his chest to ease the slight pain. “So where is that party you wanna take me to?”

Jimin still looked a bit guilty but grabbed his arm, pulling him towards the car. “It’s about twenty minutes from here by car.”

Yoongi let himself be pulled along while glancing down Jimin’s body. He was wearing tight jeans that strained around his thighs and a simple wide white t-shirt that probably was some expensive brand judging by how perfectly soft it seemed to hug Jimin’s body. His hair was styled up but in a soft manner and there was a Rolex around his wrist. The boy looked expensive as fuck… not that he wasn’t.

Yoongi just kept forgetting that because of how natural their conversations seemed to flow and he never really noticed the difference in class. He usually didn’t like the type of person Jimin was but Jimin was pretty amazing even though Yoongi felt a certain type of repulsion towards all the luxury brands and expensive shit that was flexed around.

Jimin opened the passenger door, bouncing on the balls of his feet excitedly. Raising an eyebrow at him Yoongi climbed into the way too damn low car. He had to duck before somehow squeezing in.

Jimin chuckled at how funny it looked with Yoongi before closing the door and getting in with complete ease on the other side. “Fuck you.”

“Love you too.” Jimin chuckled, grabbing the keys from his pocket and starting the car.

As much as he hated this type of car he had to admit that Jimin backing out of the small park space, one hand on the steering wheel, the other leant over the back of his seat and him glancing back was quite the aesthetic.

He really was sexually frustrated if he thought that kind of thing looked hot.

 

 

 

The evening went a lot better than Yoongi had imagined. Jimin stayed around him most of the evening, chatting with him and refilling their drinks every once in a while. Yoongi checked for anyone that seemed interesting every now and then, but most people here seemed to either be too drunk to actually have fun with or were too young for Yoongi.

Jimin on the other hand, whose main goal all evening was to talk to Yoongi, he hadn’t really been that horny lately, was rather happy that Yoongi hadn’t run off yet with some girl. It was nice to see Yoongi laugh this much. From what Jimin had seen so far he was bit more of the quiet type, but with a little alcohol Yoongi seemed to relax a bit more.

“How’s the guy from your college? The one you made friends with? The gay one? Wait, are you two hooking up?” Jimin asked, gasping overdramatically to make Yoongi laugh. It worked.

“Just because I’m gay doesn’t mean I’ll go for every gay guy out there. We are just friends.” Yoongi explained, his eyes warm as he sat on the edge of the sofa, Jimin standing in front of him, sipping his drink.

“But I’m your number one right? You’ll never get better friends?” Jimin joked while pushing his hair out of his face.

“You didn’t really strike me as the jealous type. I guess I was wrong.” Yoongi laughed. “Don’t worry. You are and are gonna stay by bestest friend.”

“Good good.” Jimin said, laughing. Yoongi’s stare went right by him as he spotted someone behind Jimin. “Hey, I think I just found someone who might be worth giving a try.”

Jimin turned around. The girl Yoongi seemed to have noticed was someone he’d seen around but never actually talked to. She was dancing with her friends, laughing and almost spilling her drink while doing so.

She had black studs in her ears and soft pink hair. She was quite tiny but well-proportioned and although she wasn’t really Jimin’s type he had to admit that she was quite attractive.

“I’ll give that a try.” Yoongi got up, handing Jimin his cup.

Jimin watched as Yoongi made his way over to the girl, talking to her and her friends shortly, before pulling her a bit farther away where they started dancing a bit, smiling, laughing and at some point kissing.

Jimin watched them, tapping his foot a bit anxiously. Maybe he really was the jealous type. He felt kind of let down that Yoongi had ditched him for some girl.

Chapter Text

„Why did you let her go? You pretty much had her in the palm of your hand. You totally could have taken her home.” Jimin said, glancing at Yoongi, who was back at his side.

“She had to leave because of her friends but I have her number.” The older stated, pulling out his phone and holding it up. There was a certain casualty to it. Like he had done it tons of times before. Maybe he had. Jimin still had no idea what Yoongi’s usual bed habits looked like.

Still a bit bitter, although he had no right to be, Jimin nodded. Hell, he had been the one to suggest it, but he wanted Yoongi to only spend time with him when they had the chance to. Was that unreasonable? Yeah kind of… but not really, right? After all they had just met for the third time. Seeing Jimin should have been Yoongi’s priority.

He’d have to swallow his bitterness though. The truth was he had no right to be as much as he wished for it. That was the deal. Jimin had asked Yoongi to hang out with him under the pretense of looking for a quick hook up.

“Are you gonna give it another try?” Jimin asked and Yoongi simply shrugged his shoulders. “Don’t think so. I have her number so we might get a chance to do stuff this week. I don’t have the energy to chat up another girl this evening.” Relieve washed over Jimin. So they’d have their comfortable evening with each other after all.

At that exact moment a familiar face appeared right behind Yoongi.

“Hey Jimin.” Jessie said, smiling happily. “You’re talking to a guy I don’t know? What is happening?” She joked, gasping dramatically casually throwing an arm over Yoongi’s shoulder, not even having looked at his face yet.

“Uhm that’s Yoongi. The guy I’ve been chatting with for months now.” Jimin explained and Jessie turned to face Yoongi.

Something unexpected happened. Her eyes widened when she saw him looking at her and for the first time ever, Jimin saw the lightest tint of blush showing on her cheeks. What the hell? He was aware that Yoongi was pretty attractive too, but he knew Jessie’s usual hook ups and they didn’t lack anything Yoongi had.

Jessie swallowed awkwardly, letting go of Yoongi and bowing shortly. “Hello… I’m Jessie.”

Yoongi seemed just as confused and flustered over her behavior. “Uhm… hey… I’m Yoongi.”

Jessie looked up, staring at his face for a couple of seconds, before glancing at Jimin, then back at Yoongi and once more towards Jimin. “Uhm… Jimin could I ask Yoongi something? In private?”

Not really sure whether he would actually be okay with this Jimin nodded. What was so important or secretive that Jessie couldn’t ask about it in front of Jimin? He felt left out by both Jessie and Yoongi. The latter seemed as confused as he was though so maybe he wasn’t really at fault.

“I’ll come to you as soon as we talked.” Yoongi said when Jimin turned around to build a bit of distance to them before leaning against the wall of the room.

For some reason he felt annoyed at the way Jessie quickly glanced back, checking whether Jimin was actually far away enough. He waved at her in the most passive aggressive manner he could offer and could see Yoongi cracking up in the background at his reaction. Warmth spread to Jimin’s stomach at the sight of Yoongi laughing.

Maybe Jimin did feel a bit less annoyed when Yoongi smiled at him in a reassuring manner.

He watched as Jessie said something and the look on Yoongi’s face morphed from confusion to embarrassment. He covered his face with his hands leaning his head back, before massaging the area between his eyebrows looking done with his life.

Another couple words. Jessie was laughing and Yoongi did too, although a bit awkward. He said something and Jessie laughed again. Jimin was back to feeling super bitter again. He felt left out. What the hell were they talking about?

Yoongi whispered something, a bit of a smug grin on his lips, and Jessie dropped her head, probably her being embarrassed this time. Jimin could read their body language pretty well and he was quite sure that they were to some extent flirting.

And he really really wanted to know why?

When Jessie handed Yoongi her phone Jimin died a little inside. Maybe it was a bit petty but he really did not want Yoongi to start anything with Jessie. Maybe he felt a bit territorial over Jessie or maybe it was Yoongi, but he really did not want to have that happen.

They exchanged another couple of words, before turning around and walking towards Jimin, who was standing there with a frown. “What did you ask him?” Jimin asked, maybe sounding a bit strained, but he tried not showing that it bothered him.

“Uhm…” She glanced at Yoongi, almost asking for permission. Yoongi sighed looking at Jimin, a bit hesitant. “I don’t really like sharing that piece of information, but the main reason I never mentioned it to you is more because it’s something that’s embarrassing and not really important anymore, but you can tell him. I’ll survive.” Yoongi glanced at Jessie around the end, before moving next to Jimin, putting one arm over the younger’s shoulder.

Jimin did not lean into the touch a little bit. Not at all.

“Alright so…” Jessie chuckled awkwardly. “You know I watch quite a bit of porn.” She stated and Jimin nodded. Yeah, he knew. They had even watched some stuff together already.

“Anyways, Suga’s… kind of a guy I used to watch all the time.” She said, awkwardly glancing at Yoongi’s crotch.

Jimin furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, not quite understanding what she was trying to say. “Suga? What are you talking about?”

Yoongi decided to answer in Jessie’s place. “I used to do porn. Under the name Suga. Don’t do it anymore because it kind of made sex a chore, but I used to be rather active in that department. And Jessie is a fan, I guess?” He said laughing, before winking at her jokingly.

Jimin did not miss the way her breath caught in her throat and her eyes went wide. Sheeesh Jessie was whipped, wasn’t she?

The words Yoongi said took their time to sink in. “Wait… you have done porn?”

An amused smile on his lips, Yoongi glanced at Jimin. “That’s what I said. Yeah I have. You know how I mentioned my previous job asking me to be look good bodywise? The tattoo and stuff? That’s that.”

Jimin opened his mouth a couple of times. What the hell was he supposed to do with that piece of information? Yoongi as a porn actor? That really didn’t fit the picture he’d had of Yoongi so far. Hell at some point he’d even assumed Yoongi was a virgin. “That’s so weird. That totally shifts the picture I have of you what the fuck?” Jimin finally got out staring at Yoongi wide eyed.

Yoongi hit the back of his head ever so softly. “No it doesn’t. I’m still the same. Don’t you fucking dare look at me differently.”

Jimin chuckled still a bit awkward. He had so many questions. Why? How? How long? How many? But he decided to keep it to himself for now. “Alright. I won’t. You’re totally still the same guy.”

The smile on Yoongi’s lips made Jimin’s heart beat a bit faster. Probably just the alcohol, but Jimin couldn’t help but lean into Yoongi just a bit more. He liked feeling him right next to his body. For now Yoongi was his’.

 

 

Chapter Text

„When I said you could sleep over at my place again I did not mean right away.“ Yoongi complained as Jimin slipped out of his shoes. Jimin mouthed a silent ‘sorry’, followed by a not at all sorry smile.

“I kind of wanna see you longer. I need to make up for the time I didn’t see you.” Jimin stated. “Are we gonna watch a movie again? Please?” He begged looking up at Yoongi with puppy eyes who groaned. “You are so gonna sleep in my bed again aren’t you?”

“Please?” Jimin pouted and Yoongi sighed deeply. “Whatever. Try not to cling to me too much.”

Jimin nodded enthusiastically “I won’t.” and they spent the remainder of the evening with Jimin clinging to Yoongi and falling asleep all over him again. This time Yoongi didn’t even bother to complain and instead just turned the lights off once the movie was over and cuddled up to Jimin for a good night’s sleep.

After all, even though there was some inconvenience to it, feeling Jimin’s warm body pressed up him, wearing his sweat pants and t-shirt was quite the nice feeling. He could get used to this.

 

Jimin woke up at some point throughout the night and simply laid there staring at the ceiling. He wasn’t stupid. Or at least not blind. He was pretty damn aware that the affection he felt towards Yoongi was not one of purely platonic nature. Not anymore.

But what was he supposed to do? He wasn’t into guys. Pretty sure about that, as weird as it might have seemed considering he appeared to be slowly developing a crush. Not that he was planning on acting on it. Even after coming to that conclusion he just wasn’t into the idea of dating a guy.

Maybe he was still inflexible in that department but he just didn’t feel comfortable with the thought. A guy’s body just wasn’t the same as a girl’s. There wasn’t anything Jimin was attracted to about it. If he were to say something he’d just make things awkward. So he was just going to keep quiet. Especially since he really didn’t want to ruin his friendship with Yoongi. He glanced over towards Yoongi, who was sleeping soundly, one arm curled up around Jimin’s back.

This was alright, right? He could enjoy the amount of skin ship that was acceptable for friends and wouldn’t have to deal with the weirdness of not being attracted to a Yoongi’s body. And the best part, they would continue being friends like they were right now.

Jimin’s attraction would probably subside after some time anyways. This was so weird. Who would have thought he’d end up crushing on a guy one day? It was lot more natural than he always thought it was. Yoongi was awesome and Jimin felt comfortable around him. Now some small part in his brain wanted to be treated special by Yoongi. Not that Yoongi didn’t treat Jimin like that already. But he wanted to be the only one.

But again… no way he was going to act on that. There was nothing could that could come from it. After all what was he supposed to say? ‘I want you to be exclusive and only care about me, but sorry I don’t think I’d want to sleep with you… eh.’

Yeah nah he wasn’t going to do that to either Yoongi nor him.

 

Jimin
Jessie

Jimin
How’s it going?

Jessie
Are you okay Jimin?!

Jessie
You never text me first

Jimin
I’m okay

Jimin
Aside from an existential crisis

Jimin
Never felt better

Jessie
What’s happening?

Jessie
Why existential crisis?

Jimin
First off

Jimin
Pls don’t fuck Yoongi

Jimin
Just don’t

Jimin
That would be so weird

Jessie
Fuck you

Jessie
I finally find a proper guy I could hit it off with

Jessie
And you say I’m not allowed to

Jimin
Sorry

Jimin
But I really don’t want things to end up being awkward

Jimin
Please?

Jessie
Whatever

Jessie
You owe me a big one

Jessie
So what existential crisis

Jimin
Don’t judge me

Jimin
Because there’s a lot to judge

Jimin
But I think I might be developing a crush on Yoongi?

Jimin
IDK

Jimin
IT’S SO WEIRD

Jimin
I’m not into guys

Jimin
But I really like Yoongi

Jimin
I’m not even sure if it’s even a crush

Jimin
The reason I think it might be is because I feel really comfortable around him

Jimin
And we somewhat cuddle and shit

Jimin
Which I really like

Jimin
Also I feel pretty territorial over him

Jimin
Which I never do

Jimin
You know me

Jimin
But when Yoongi left me alone at the party to flirt with some girl I was super bitter about it

Jessie
Holy shit

Jessie
I can’t believe that you can even say stuff like you might be having a crush on a guy

Jessie
And not sound completely disgusted

Jessie
I mean I’m not sure if that’s a crush either

Jessie
Sounds more like you really care about Yoongi

Jessie
Are you sexually attracted to him?

Jimin
Don’t think so?

Jimin
I’m not even sure

Jimin
I like boobs not dicks:/

Jimin
And if I didn’t get the message wrong Yoongi has a dick

Jimin
What the hell am I supposed to do?

Jimin
Because I really don’t want to ruin this friendship

Jessie
Where does Yoongi stand?

Jessie
What does he think of gay guys?

Jimin
Right you don’t know

Jimin
He’s into both guys and girls

Jimin
So he isn’t bothered by that stuff at all

Jimin
But he’s somewhat anti dating

Jessie
I can’t really help you with that?

Jessie
Maybe talk openly to him about it?

Jimin
But what if that makes everything weird?

Jimin
Like I don’t really wanna date him

Jimin
I just want him to care more about me than the other people around him?

Jessie
That sounds quite a bit like a crush tbh

Jessie
I’m pretty sure he does tho

Jessie
Don’t panic over this

Jessie
Just watch how it develops

Jessie
And I’m quite sure Yoongi is understanding

Jessie
He obviously likes you a lot

Jessie
So even if you decide to tell him I really don’t think he’ll react badly

Jimin
Ugh

Jimin
I hate this

Jimin
Why can’t we just be friends

Jimin
No feelings involved

Jimin
No jealousy and shit

Jessie
You’re the one at fault

Jimin
I knoooow

Jimin
I’m so annoying

Jimin
I don’t wanna be myself anymore

Jessie
Shut up

Jessie
Maaaan now I really can’t start anything with Yoongi

Jessie
Fuck you

Jessie
Finally a good looking guy with a huge dick and of course it’s no touch

Jimin
I did not have to know this

Jessie
I don’t care

Jimin
._.

Jessie
Anything else you needed?

Jimin
Don’t think so

Jimin
I’ll go hide under a rock

Jessie
Btw it’s so funny that you out of all people developed a crush on a guy

Jessie
Now we just need people at your school to fuck with you because of it

Jimin
Very funny

Jimin
I’m being nicer lately

Jessie
I noticed

Jessie
I really like Yoongi

Jessie
It’s obvious that he’s good for you

Jimin
As long as I don’t develop a crush yeah

Jimin
I wanna kill myself

Jessie
Bear with it

Jessie
You’ll manage

Jessie
If anything happens you gotta tell me!

Jessie
This is pure comedy

Jimin
Haha

Jimin
Very funny

Jessie
<3

Jessie
Gotta go

Jessie
See you later

Jimin
Bye

 

Chapter Text

„Hey, Jungkook, could you help me?“ Jungkook was standing outside of the store leaning against the wall, once again smoking. When he heard Taehyung’s voice he looked up from where he was standing.

“Yeah, sure, what do you need?” He asked, dropping his cigarette to the ground and smashing it under his heel. Taehyung was somewhat against smoking, yeah he was a hypocrite and did it himself too, but he couldn’t help but admit that Jungkook was pretty hot while doing it. There just was something about the way Jungkook stared into the distance blowing out smoke that looked movie like.

“There is this guy asking for a refund. No idea how to do that shit.” Taehyung explained. Jungkook nodded wiping his hands on his jeans. Instead of going inside again Taehyung leant forward, silently asking for a kiss. Chuckling at the other’s behavior Jungkook stepped towards him, pushing himself up onto his tiptoes just a bit to get a better angle, before kissing Taehyung. It was short, but that was enough for Taehyung.

Content with the kiss Taehyung put his hand on Jungkook’s back and led the boy inside. Their whole deal was pretty nice. Admittedly Taehyung had expected Jungkook to be somewhat cold and distant. After all their agreement said nothing about Jungkook actually caring about Taehyung. Just hanging around for most of the day and giving Taehyung a chance.

But Jungkook had gone a lot softer towards him and Taehyung could tell that for once in his life this was real. That the boy wasn’t faking it, the way most of his girlfriends had. Maybe he didn’t really have feelings for Taehyung, but Taehyung could live with that. After all that was never part of the deal. What he did get was a certain warmth and somewhat protective treatment.

Knowing he’d have to open up towards Jungkook too in order to make the boy trust him he had told him a lot about himself the last couple of days. Things about his parents, about his girlfriends. Even about his fears and insecurities.

And it had worked. Ever since then Jungkook had been pretty damn sweet and open towards him and Taehyung was not gonna lie. He enjoyed it a lot. Even if Jungkook almost babied him at times. It was such a weird concept but for the most parts Jungkook was a lot more mature than Taehyung was.

Jungkook spotted the guy that was waiting in front of the register, a broken ice scraper in his hand. Bowing in a friendly matter Jungkook greeted the guy, before moving behind the counter. “What’s your name?”

Taehyung watched as the guy introduced himself before explaining what he needed. Watching Jungkook was a lot of fun. Especially how easy he seemed to work his way with customers.

“Alright Daewon. Do you have your receipt with you?” Jungkook asked and the guy nodded. He handed Jungkook the paper, who checked it before looking back up and leaning over the counter. “Alright so usually we wouldn’t be able to refund this because you’ve bought it back in September. That’s correct?”

The guy nodded once again, looking a bit unsettled. “But I’ll make an exception.” Jungkook said, smiling brightly, before handing the guy a pen and grabbing a piece of paper from behind the counter. “Could you sign this… thanks.”

Everything went by smoothly and the guy left the store looking content. “Why did you do that if he’s late?” Taehyung asked as soon as he was out of hearing distance. “Won’t you get in trouble?”

Smiling Jungkook leant back. “I won’t. And I did it because he’s one of our regulars and not being able to get a refund might leave behind a bitter aftertaste and he’ll go somewhere else next time. This way he’s happy and will come back. Also these…” He held the broken ice scraper into the air. “…fall apart all the goddamn time. I don’t even know why we still sell them. Stupid management.”

“Aren’t you the manager?” Taehyung asked confused. It had been one and a half weeks now and no one else showed up around here apart from two more guys who seemed to take the shifts Taehyung wasn’t there.

“I told you in the beginning when you showed up here demanding to laze around. I’m your boss right now because my uncle who usually takes care of all that is on vacation. He will be back in a couple of days though. We might work different shifts then.” Jungkook explained, sitting down on the edge of the table and crossing his legs.

“Nooo I wanna work with you.” Taehyung complained pushing his bottom lip out and Jungkook chuckled, reaching out and ruffling his hair. “We’ll find a way. Don’t worry about it. I’ll ask as soon as he’s back.”

Grinning widely Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jungkook’s waist, lifting the boy like he weighted nothing and spinning him around. Jungkook let out an awkward squeal, his hands reaching out for Taehyung’s shoulders to hold on to. “Letmedownletmedownletmedown.”

Laughing Taehyung dropped him back onto the floor and Jungkook sighed in relieve, pressing his hands to his chest to calm down his beating heart. “Don’t do that.”

“Kay.” Taehyung muttered, pouting again. Jungkook groaned. “You know what, I’ll just grab you and spin you around too next time you do that.”

Without any hesitation Taehyung lifted his arms. “Do it.” Jungkook sighed.

“What the hell is wrong with you? Why would you be okay with that shit?”

Taehyung shrugged his shoulders. “It’s fun. And I trust you.”

“You trust people too quickly. We have only known each other for a couple of days.” Jungkook stated.

“I’m a good judge of character.” Taehyung shrugged his shoulders, looking Jungkook straight into the eyes. “I don’t think you’re someone I’d have to be careful around. Too good natured.”

Groaning once again Jungkook massaged the area between his eyes. “Whatever you say.”

“Whatever I say.” Taehyung repeated contently, wrapping his arms around Jungkook before going back to work. “Could you come over today? I’m planning on trying to cook… wanna help me learn? I suck.”

Jungkook chuckled before looking up and smiling, in a way that made Taehyung’s heart beat a bit faster. “Maybe.”

Taehyung was pretty damn sure he was falling, but he didn’t feel bad about it. He wanted to treat Jungkook well. Make the boy fall for him as well. He would do it somehow.

Chapter Text

„No no no not that. Don’t please just…“ Jungkook groaned as he watched Taehyung drop a whole cut up chili in the soup. “We’re so gonna die eating this.” He sighed, patting Taehyung’s shoulder before moving towards the soup, grabbing a spoon and fishing a couple of pieces of chili he spotted out. He could try.

“Sorry.” Taehyung muttered watching as Jungkook tried saving their dinner.

Jungkook shook his head. “It’s okay. Could you get the coriander and cut it up to small pieces?”

Judging by the confused look on Taehyung’s face he could not. “Fridge. The green thing. Why the hell do I know the contents of your kitchen better than you?”

“Because I usually just go out to eat.” Taehyung complained searching for the herb. When he spotted something green he pulled it out and turned to Jungkook. “This?”

Looking up from the pot Jungkook nodded, swearing when some hot water splashed on his hand. Worried about it Taehyung quickly walked over. “Should I take over?” He glanced at Jungkook’s hand, checking for any red spots.

“It’s alright.” Jungkook chuckled, pulling his hand back and using it to push Taehyung’s bangs out of his face. “Come on go do your job.” He pointed at the green herb in his hand.

Nodding enthusiastically Taehyung started snipping it into small pieces, Jungkook glancing at him every couple seconds just to make sure he didn’t risk cutting himself. Taehyung wasn’t the most coordinated when it came to cooking but he wasn’t doing as bad as he could have.

Letting the soup rest on the stove Jungkook scooted closer to Taehyung explaining how to hold the knife and the herb to cut quicker and with less risk of hurting himself. “Here you need to angle your hand like that. That way it’s pretty much impossible to end up with the blade anywhere near you.

Jungkook grabbed the knife and showed Taehyung how he meant it before swiftly moving the knife and chopping about half of the herbs and handing it back to Taehyung. “Now you.”

Nodding Taehyung grabbed it and got his hands into the position Jungkook had showed him. Jungkook did a small correction before patting his back and giving his approval for Taehyung to do the remainder of the work.

They stood there working in silence simply enjoying being able to let their thoughts wander until Taehyung spoke again. “How is your brother? You don’t really talk about him.”

Jungkook looked up from where he was checking on the rice to make sure it was thoroughly done and not too hard. “He’s… what could I say? A boy hitting puberty. I think I might be spoiling him a bit too much, but I can’t really say no to him.”

Taehyung felt jealous at how much warmth Jungkook’s eyes seemed to hold.

“He’s pretty lucky to have you as his brother. What about your parents? Where are they?”

For some reason he expected Jungkook’s mood to drop at the mention of his parents. After all they didn’t seem to be around, but instead Jungkook just continued by shoveling the rice in two bowls, while answering. “We never got to know them. We grew up in an orphanage. As soon as I was old enough I left and took him with me. It’s always been the two of us against the world.”

Taehyung nodded slowly, before moving over towards the soup pot. “You’re pretty cool. Not gonna lie.”

Jungkook looked surprised at the compliment, before a warm smile spread over his features. “Thanks. You are too though. In a different way, but you don’t have it easy either. I mean I keep catching you not working and most of the time instead of playing on your phone or whatever you’re reading those boring books on stocks or whatever.” Jungkook scrunched up his nose in disgust and Taehyung couldn’t help but laugh. “And you probably have a lot of expectation to fulfill and stuff like that. Life is never easy.”

Still smiling Taehyung sighed and filled the soup in another set of bowls. Jungkook was watching him. “It never is. But at least I’m pretty stable, financially. Even if we ended up going bankrupt there is enough money on the side for me to never have to lift a finger in my life again.”

“And is that reassuring?” Jungkook took the bowls from Taehyung’s hand and placed them on the table next to the rice bowls.

“Not really.” Taehyung admitted, sitting down next to Jungkook.

“See. I think the pressure we live under is pretty comparable.” Jungkook said, grabbing his spoon, scooping up a bit of rice dipping it in the soup before holding it in front of Taehyung’s mouth who didn’t even really think about it and just opened his mouth.

Jungkook giggled. “I didn’t think you’d actually let yourself be fed.”

The older shrugged his shoulders, before starting to eat his own portion.

 

 

 

 

“I’m tired.” Jungkook muttered, yawning loudly while stroking Taehyung’s head, who had dropped his head onto Jungkook’s lap, almost falling asleep to Jungkook running his hand through hair.

“Do it like me and sleep like this.” Taehyung said sleepily, wrapping his arms around Jungkook’s legs.

“Whatever his highness says isn’t it.” Jungkook asked in a judging tone, daring to stop his hand from playing with Taehyung’s hair any further.

There was a pretty instant reaction. “Nooo don’t stop. Keep going.” The older whined, grabbing Jungkook’s hand and patting it down onto his hair himself.

“Sorry but I’ll have to drive home.” Jungkook said patting Taehyung’s hair down who grimaced.

“Not okay. You can stay over. I’ll pay you overtime. Please?” Taehyung begged, turning around and looking at Jungkook with those big puppy eyes.

Leaning his head back Jungkook groaned frustrated. “I can’t. A lot of shit has happened from staying over at a client’s place and I don’t want to risk something like that again. I never sleep at someone else’s place.”

Now Taehyung was looking at him like a kicked puppy not a normal one. “Don’t you trust me?”

Jungkook’s frustration was pretty visible. “I do trust you for the most parts… it’s just… I really don’t feel comfortable and I can’t really sleep anyways.”

“Can’t we give it a try. I promise you I’ll do absolutely nothing.”

There was a long pause as Jungkook thought about it. If he ended up not being able to sleep at least he could give Taehyung a good reason next time. He sighed.

“I guess. I’ll send my brother a quick message.” He made Taehyung get up from his comfortable pillow, his lap, before walking into the other room to fetch his phone.

He could hear Taehyung walk up behind him and wrap his arms around his hips, before supporting his chin on Jungkook’s shoulder. “Does nothing mean I also don’t get to kiss you?”

Jungkook quickly finished typing out the message, before leaning his head back against Taehyung’s shoulder. “If you want to you can.”

Being as tired as he was Taehyung blurted a question out he probably wouldn’t have asked if he had been able to think straight. “Do you like it? Kissing me I mean.”

There was a long silence and Taehyung had almost given up on receiving an answer when Jungkook finally answered. “Yeah I do.”

Chapter Text

Jimin
Hey

Yoongi
Hey

Jimin
Wow

Jimin
You’re awake

Jimin
shouldn’t you be in bed already?

Jimin
You have college tomorrow

Yoongi
I’m at the place of that girl I met at the party

Yoongi
The one with the pink hair

Jimin
Nice~

Jimin
You hitting that?

Yoongi
Holy shit

Yoongi
Don’t say stuff like that

Yoongi
It’s moment like these I realize again you’re one of those kids

Yoongi
And yeah

Yoongi
I’m ‘hitting that’

Yoongi
She seems pretty open to a fwb thing

Yoongi
Maybe I’ll do it

Yoongi
Depends on how we get along

Jimin
Sounds like you’re making yourself comfortable around here just fine

Jimin
I’m really happy to hear that

Jimin
I mean seriously

Jimin
I’m so glad for you

Yoongi
It’s alright

Yoongi
I might not tho

Yoongi
Too much going on right now

Yoongi
I’m busy enough with keeping you occupied

Jimin
So you care about me more than some random hook up?

Jimin
I’m your priority?<3

Yoongi
No why would you be?

Yoongi
Of course you are

Yoongi
I mean sex is nice and all that

Yoongi
But bros before hoes?

Yoongi
Never thought I’d use that sentence

Jimin
Awwww

Jimin
I choose you over hoes too

Jimin
Hehehe

Jimin
Now I’m happy

Jimin
Btw what are you doing now?

Yoongi
As I said I’m at the girl’s place

Jimin
Details duh?

Yoongi
We just hooked up

Yoongi
And she just offered me something to drink while I’m waiting for the uber

Yoongi
She seems chill

Jimin
How do you find girls that are chill?

Jimin
The ones I end up usually are the clingiest most annoying things ever

Yoongi
I tend to feel more attracted to the ones that are chill and easy to deal with?

Yoongi
Maybe you have bad taste

Jimin
No I don’t

Jimin
The one you’re with right now was pretty attractive

Jimin
Just not really what I usually end up with

Jimin
She looked more like she might be trouble than the ones I usually hook up with

Yoongi
Usually people who look like they could be trouble are distant but chill

Yoongi
As long as you don’t get on their nerves they’ll let you do your thing

Yoongi
I mean do I look like I might be trouble?

Jimin
Kind of

Jimin
In a good way?

Yoongi
Yup

Yoongi
And I usually don’t get clingy and stuff like that

Yoongi
Because I don’t really care about others

Yoongi
As harsh as that may sound

Yoongi
Of course not everyone is like that

Yoongi
But it’s a pattern I guess?

Yoongi
Usually just check for tattoos and piercings

Yoongi
That’s the easiest indicator of that I don’t give a fuck attitude

Jimin
I learned something new today

Yoongi
Although

Yoongi
Maybe being a trust fund kid might work against you there

Yoongi
Because girls might try harder when they know that you have money

Yoongi
Because who doesn’t want to have a partner that has money

Jimin
Would you want something like that?

Jimin
Search for a guy or a girl or a guy who’s well off?

Yoongi
Not really

Yoongi
If I ended up falling for someone like that I guess I’d be okay with it

Yoongi
But I wouldn’t date someone because of it

Yoongi
That’s like the best way to get into a unhealthy relationship

Yoongi
Hey I don’t like you but you might prove to be valuable asset

Yoongi
So I’ll just act like I like I do<3

Yoongi
Also I don’t really like the attitude most rich kids have

Yoongi
Like no offense

Yoongi
But sometimes they act like they’ll get away with anything

Yoongi
So that’s not really my type?

Yoongi
I mean I like you

Yoongi
Because you are not really like that

Yoongi
Well sometimes you are

Yoongi
But somehow it’s different

Yoongi
You can live with rejection I guess?

Yoongi
And you never really treated me like we are different even though there’s a huge gap between us

Jimin
If anything you should treat me differently

Jimin
You’re pretty damn amazing you know

Jimin
I’m lucky I can tie my own shoelaces, while you’re out there taking care of others and doing your thing at the same time

Jimin
Me treating you like you’re worth any less would just be me being dumb af

Jimin
Not that I’m not dumb af

Jimin
Just maybe not that dumb

Yoongi
You’re not dumb

Yoongi
You’re sweet

Yoongi
And you do your shit too

Yoongi
You just have to do deal with different things than I

Yoongi
But it isn’t worth any less

Yoongi
The world needs people like you and me to function

Jimin
That’s nice to say

Jimin
But honestly

Jimin
I can’t even do that much

Yoongi
You’re still learning you know

Jimin
Man you’re way too good natured

Yoongi
I think you’re seriously the first person to call me that

Jimin
You are

Jimin
I feel like hugging you again

Jimin
Can I come over?

Yoongi
NO

Yoongi
I love you Jimin but you can’t just move in with me

Jimin
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Jimin
I wanna

Yoongi
It’s fucking two am

Yoongi
You are not coming over you lunatic

Yoongi
I wanna sleep

Jimin
We can sleep together

Yoongi
At this point I feel like not even a no homo can save you

Jimin
I don’t need a no homo to save me

Jimin
I’m straight

Yoongi
I mean, progress

Yoongi
I’ll go to sleep now

Yoongi
I’m tired

Jimin
Sleep tight

Jimin
Love you<3

Yoongi
Love you too I guess

 

Chapter Text

„I still can’t believe it. Do you really think you might have a crush on him?“ Jessie asked, grinning widely and grabbing his arm to walk next to him. They were walking on campus, Jessie once again trying to escape one of the creepy guys that kept following her around.

Jimin groaned. “I don’t know. I really don’t want to talk about it though. I just like him a lot. As I said, I’m not really sexually attracted although I am aware that he’s attractive.”

The smile never left Jessie’s face. “You know, even if this doesn’t end up being anything I’m kind of glad you’re having your first proper crush.”

“It’s not ‘even if it doesn’t end up being anything’. Nothing will happen. Neither of us is interested in a relationship so please stop talking about it.” Jimin complained, snatching his arm from Jessie’s hold. The girl frowned and punched Jimin’s side. “Not nice.”

“As if you are.” Jimin simply gave back, pushing his backpack into a more comfortable position before walking straight ahead. Jessie was right beside him when he suddenly bumped shoulders with a guy about his height. Both he and the boy looked up and their eyes met. He was wearing a face mask and had a hoodie pulled deep into his face. The boy’s eyes widened and he quickly moved along but Jimin stopped dead in his tracks, turning around and watching the boy walk around a corner, talking to a tall rather skinny guy. Someone Jimin had seen around here a couple of times but never come into contact with.

“What are you doing? Are you coming?” He heard Jessie call for him and turned around, taking a couple of quicker steps to catch up with her again.

“Did you see that guy? The one with the face mask. Do you know him?” There was something so familiar about his eyes, but Jimin couldn’t pinpoint what.

Simply shrugging her shoulders Jessie kept walking. “Have been seeing him around more often lately. Might be new.” Jimin followed her but his head kept circling around those familiar eyes.

 

 

Yoongi on the other hand was trying to calm his beating heart and listen to Jungkook rant about how high maintenance abs were. This had been a close call. Had he not worn his facemask Jimin sure as hell would have recognized him. He was lucky they hadn’t met that often in person yet. Otherwise even the facemask might not have been able to save him.

He’d really have to tell him soon before the boy would find out on accident. It was just… Yoongi still wasn’t sure about how to go at this. Would he want to spend his breaks with Jimin, everyone within the cafeteria looking at him and wondering what someone like him would have to do with Jimin?

“By the way, Yoongi?” The older looked up from where he had been staring at his hands, finally concentrating on Jungkook again. “Yeah?”

“I think I need some advice.” Jungkook admitted, playing with his sleeves.

Luckily both of them had an about an hour long break, which is why they walked to a nearby café for some coffee and cake.

“Go ahead. What do you need?” Yoongi picked up a piece of his cake with his fork while listening to Jungkook.

“You remember the guy I told you about? The spoilt one from my job who asked for that weird deal.”

Yoongi nodded and Jungkook continued.

“We talked a bit the last couple of days and he seems like a much more respectable person than I would have guessed in the beginning.” Jungkook hesitated, playing with the straw of his drink, looking a bit nervous. “I’m just worried about how this might continue. I feel like no matter what will happen, there will be a bad outcome. One. He could hold onto his ‘friend’s only’ policy with just the kissing and I might develop a crush on him over time. Two. He asks for sex and everything ends up awkward either because he’ll feel awkward about it or because I do. I honestly might like him as a friend but this deal will probably destroy the whole thing sooner or later and now I’m worried.” Jungkook narrated. Nodding slowly Yoongi leant back.

“What about giving it a try? You could ask him out properly. That way you’ll have an entirely different situation depending on the answer but it’ll probably be better than the one you are in right now.”

The younger made a face. “I don’t know. I’m not even sure if I like him like that. I’m more worried about how I might develop something. After all he keeps asking me for kisses all the time. It’s so weird.”

“Maybe talk to him. Be honest.” Yoongi suggested.

Jungkook groaned. “I’ll try.” A short silence. “There’s another thing I haven’t even told you yet.”

“Spit it out.”

“I hate sex.” Yoongi was surprised. After all it was Jungkook who’d jokingly flirted in the beginning with rather obvious intent.

“You do?”

“I do. It hasn’t always been like that. I used to like it. But the whole job thing ruined it for me. It’s just not really something pleasurable to me anymore.” Jungkook admitted, stirring his coffee. Yoongi nodded slowly, reaching his hand over for Jungkook, who was looking at his plate.

“Again… just talk to him. If he’s like you described him he’ll probably be understanding.”

“He’s paying me… if he wants to he has every right to.”

Instead of saying anything Yoongi grabbed the menu and hit Jungkook’s head with it before putting it back like nothing had happened. “That is such a fucking stupid dramatic thing to say. If he doesn’t know he won’t be able to adjust to you. If you say nothing and something after that that makes you feel bad, that is totally your fault and you’re playing victim.” Maybe he was being harsh but he really hated it when people behaved like it. “Tell him you don’t want to do that stuff. Hell, even ask whether he would be willing to try a relationship or real friendship with you. Whatever you want. But don’t just take everything in and shut your mouth. If you do nothing will ever work out the way you want it to and it will be entirely your fault. Not the world that is so unfair towards you. Just you.”

Almost embarrassed Jungkook lowered his head. “Maybe you’re right.”

“Of course I’m right.” Yoongi reached over the table and patted Jungkook’s hair down. “Communication darling. Ever heard of it?”

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Another few days passed and honestly everything went pretty well. Jimin wasn't allowed to stay at Yoongi's anymore, because he'd been too annoying about wanting to come over, so Yoongi had announced that Jimin wasn't allowed to talk about it unless Yoongi was the one to mention Jimin coming over.

Not the most content but accepting that maybe he was being a bit (very) annoying Jimin decided to live with that rule.

It was about two weeks after their first meeting when something bigger happened again. Jungkook had to go to his brother's school due to the boy skipping too much and Yoongi had just finished his last lessons.

Everything had seemed peaceful the last couple of days which was why he didn't really think much of it when he exited the school, late in the afternoon, with almost no one around at this time of the day. He had his earphones on, listening to Namjoon's latest track, which was why he didn't hear the steps approaching him.

There was laughing and just as he was about to turn around and check who was standing this close to him, something hit the back of his knees and made his legs give out under him. His knees scraped painfully over the cold asphalt. He didn't even get the chance to turn around when a knee collided with his face.

Not that he would have had to check who was standing next to him. It was pretty obvious who it was.

He fell onto his side, his face burning and feeling a bit disoriented. When he opened his eyes he saw three faces standing over him, laughing at him. Still as weak as ever apparently.

Tasting blood in his mouth Yoongi forced himself to speak. "And you still need your two lackeys. Can't even take care of a boy on the ground on your own. Classic."

He could watch the look on the front guy's face switch from one of mockery to annoyance. "I don't need those two." He gestured at them to move back a step and they did, before he sent a forceful kick to Yoongi's stomach.

Coughing Yoongi breached himself on his arms again, looking up at the guy. "Yeah, sure you don't. That's why you keep them right there to save you in case I act up. Poor baby is scared." Yoongi taunted him, receiving another painful kick to the stomach, but his plan worked out when the guy instructed the two other guys to walk to the bus station without him while he 'took care' of Yoongi.

It was funny, really. How much one could toy with someone's pride. Not that it really saved Yoongi. It just meant two pairs of feet less to kick him, which certainly was an upgrade.

"So, where were we?" The guy asked looking down at Yoongi, who was staring straight up at him. "Right."

He stepped on Yoongi's head, forcing his cheek to the stony ground. Yoongi hissed at the feeling of pressure on his already hurt cheek.

"You were teasing me. Anything else to say?" The guy mocked and maybe it would have been better for Yoongi to simply shut up. But it had never been one of his talents to keep his mouth shut.

"Go ahead. Try to hurt me with those stick legs of yours."

The guy's face went serious before he moved back from Yoongi's head, kicking Yoongi in the stomach right after. Once, then twice. Yoongi tried to curl up, to protect his stomach, but whimpered in pain when instead his healing chest was hit. Something hot shot through his torso but he wasn't even able to concentrate on the feeling when another hit went to his face and he managed to bring his hands up just in time to save himself from a broken nose.

The guy went on but Yoongi's field of vision was starting to flicker and blur. Breathing got a lot harder and he really hoped that it had nothing to do with his ribs. He could feel himself losing grasp on what was happening, but the boy standing over him kept going.

Just when Yoongi was about to black out someone else appeared in his field of vision punching the guy, that had just been attacking Yoongi seconds ago, across the face. Yoongi felt relieve wash over him. After that everything went black.

 

Chapter Text

Jimin was sitting on a bench on campus, playing with his phone. Taehyung was in his last class right now and they were planning on going to a party later. Not that Jimin really felt like partying but it probably was better for him to go out and get his mind off his crush, which he admittedly had spent a lot longer than he was supposed to thinking about.

The problem was just… he felt kind of sad over it. Maybe because he was slowly becoming more and more convinced that it actually was a crush or maybe it was because when he thought about it a small part of him liked the fantasy of dating Yoongi.

It was completely unrealistic from both sides but I’d be kind of cute if it were to happen. Jimin groaned. He really had to stop thinking about this stuff. He spent way too much time playing with the thought of ‘what if…’ lately. He really needed a party to take off his mind from all this.

Maybe he was just growing sexually frustrated. He was pretty damn sure that wasn’t it because he didn’t really think about Yoongi in a sexual way. Partly because he didn’t want to, partly because he simply couldn’t.

He was ripped out of his thoughts by laughter not far from him. When he looked up he spotted some of the older guys teaming up against a boy that was lying on the ground. There was some interaction between the one who was completely helpless on the floor and the guy standing above. Whatever the one on the floor said seemed to be rather annoying since the guy’s face fell.

Jimin watched as the boy received a kick to the stomach before there was a break again. Was he saying something again? Jimin couldn’t tell. The two guys behind the tallest one moved back a bit as he sent another kick to the boy’s stomach.

It was weak from the three guys. Teaming up against just one other. Maybe it wasn’t something to be proud of but at least Jimin had never bullied someone while having two lackeys as a backup. Not like he would have had the energy to deal with them anyways.

Maybe it would have been the right thing to step in and stop them from attacking the boy on the ground but they were three and if they didn’t know who Jimin was he really didn’t feel like receiving a black eye from them.

He’d probably go help the boy once they were gone. At least he told that to himself to calm his conscience.

He watched in surprise as two of the guys left and there was just the tall one left, now giving his kicks his all. Jimin watched as the boy on the floor flinched every time the guy’s foot met his stomach, legs or arms.

He was about to get up and step in, because he was pretty damn sure that if the other kept going some damage might end up being permanently, when he watched as the guy fell onto his back, his hood pulling back and revealing a familiar face.

Jimin didn’t even remember his way over there, he just remembered suddenly standing in front of the guy who’d just been kicking Yoongi seconds ago and landing a clean punch on his face. He could feel the guy’s nose crack under his knuckles.

The guy fell to the ground before Jimin kicked him in the ribs twice. Honestly, if the situation had been different, Jimin would have beaten the shit out of him, but he had more important things to do. Beating the shit out of that guy could wait.

He scrambled to his knees in front of Yoongi, who had his eyes closed, nose split and two rather nasty red marks on his face. Not really sure what to do he reached his arm out and put it on Yoongi’s cheek. “Yoongi? Do you hear me?”

No reaction. He quickly grabbed his phone from his back pocket and dialed 119. Carefully not to hurt the boy he ran his hand through his hair. When someone picked up he didn’t even let them talk first. “Hey, here’s Park Jimin. I’m at Seoul National University and a guy was just beat up. He’s not responding. Please send an ambulance.” He tried talking as clear and calmly as he could although he just felt like screaming at them to hurry the fuck up.

She asked some short questions about Yoongi’s condition before assuring Jimin that they would be there in less than ten minutes. Feeling his heart racing in his chest he leant forward and pressed his forehead against Yoongi’s. “I know you can’t hear me… but you’ll be just fine. I promise you.”

Careful not to hurt him he ran his fingers through Yoongi’s hair, reassuring the boy that it would be okay. Maybe he would be unconsciously aware that he wasn’t alone. That there was someone who was there, ready to protect him.

Jimin felt guilt tighten his throat. He had to force back tears. He should have stepped in right away. If he had, maybe, he would have been able to save Yoongi from all of this.

Just as promised the ambulance arrived about five minutes later. The guy, that asshole, was rolling around the floor, groaning in pain, and Jimin couldn’t help but think how much he regretted not hurting him more.

They put Yoongi on a stretcher, careful because they didn’t know where exactly he was hurt, before taking care of the other guy. Luckily Jimin was allowed to come with them in the ambulance.

He was not going to let Yoongi leave his field of vision ever again. Maybe that was a bit exaggerated but right now that felt like the only right thing to do.

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Taehyung was just sweeping the outer part of the gas station when a middle-aged man pulled up in his jeep. The guy got out of his car, sending a quick glance in Taehyung’s way before angrily stomping inside.

Worried what might be happening Taehyung leaned the broom against a wall and followed him inside. Jungkook wasn’t in the main area and neither was the guy. There were no customers but there was yelling in the back of the store. In the staff only part of the store.

Taehyung was hesitant whether he should butt in but decided he really wanted to know what the hell was happening.

They were in the dressing room and hadn’t even bothered to close the door. Watching from the entrance he could finally make out words. “Have you fucking lost your mind?! Are you retarded?” The older yelled at Jungkook, who seemed to shrink with every word, his hands balled into fists around his uniform.

“I tell you to do one thing! One fucking thing you are supposed to do! Do you want me to lose my job?! Is that it?!” Jungkook cowered even more, not making eye contact with the guy.

“I let you have this job because I took pity in you! Because you were that sad child with the big eyes begging at my door to employ you so you could get your brother out of that orphanage. And that’s how you pay me back?!” Taehyung really wanted to know what Jungkook had done so wrong for the guy to yell at him that much.

The guys anger seemed to grow when Jungkook wouldn’t make eye contact with him. There was a loud sound and Jungkook’s head was tilted to the side, tears welling up in his eyes and his cheek a burning red.

It hurt Taehyung to see him like this, which is why he finally decided to step in. “What is going on?”

The guy’s eyes shot up at him and he quickly grabbed Jungkook’s arm and forced the boy to face Taehyung too. Taehyung felt something sting in his heart when Jungkook avoided his gaze, simply glancing to the floor.

The older guy pushed Jungkook’s head down in a bow and bowed himself. “I’m sorry for your inconvenience. My nephew here.” He hit the back of Jungkook’s head. “Is not very good in following instructions. I told him not to assign you to any tasks and he won’t listen.” Taehyung watched in horror as he roughly pulled Jungkook up by the hair before forcing him to bow again.

And Jungkook still didn’t meet his eyes, instead biting his lip and looking like he might cry any second. Taehyung felt anger boil up inside him. “And what the hell was he supposed to do if not make me work? Do a three-person job all on his own?” Taehyung asked, grabbing Jungkook and pulling him towards him to make sure the guy wouldn’t be able to hurt Jungkook any further.

“Jungkook is a swift worker. He would have managed somehow.” The guy stated, looking at Jungkook almost disgusted, like he hadn’t just said something that could have been a compliment.

“I don’t care if he would have managed. I enjoyed working with Jungkook. You on the other hand I really don’t like. Maybe I’ll talk to my parents to get someone who’s less of an asshole to take your job.” He almost growled and the guy went pale.

He could feel Jungkook grab his arm and try to calm him down again. “Don’t.”

Jungkook finally spoke again and Taehyung was not going to ignore it even though he did feel like ripping the guy to shreds. Reluctantly he turned to Jungkook, who was still not looking up at him, but holding onto his arm.

Taehyung placed his hand over Jungkook’s and carefully patted down on it, before turning towards the guy who looked like his life had just passed in front of his eyes.

“We’ll take the day off. You don’t have anything to say against that, right?” Taehyung asked in a threatening tone. The guy quickly shook his head and Taehyung grabbed Jungkook’s arm and pulled him out of the room.

“My clothes…” Jungkook said quietly, turning around, but Taehyung shook his head. “Go get them tomorrow. We’re not staying here another second.”

Jungkook looked a bit hesitant and anxious but let himself be pulled along with Taehyung. Taehyung opened the door to his car and Jungkook slipped in, glancing at the gas station, but saying nothing. The tears in his eyes were no longer visible but Taehyung could tell that Jungkook didn’t feel any better.

He sat down in the driver’s seat and grabbed Jungkook’s hand, squeezing it softly for a couple of seconds. Jungkook gave him a short weak smile and Taehyung let go, not really wanting to, but he wouldn’t be able to drive that car of his while holding Jungkook’s hand.

They sat in silence for a minute or something like that, the only sound being the rhythmic noise of the windshield wiper moving and rain pattering on the window.

“I know it looks bad right now but everything be alright. There’s no way I’ll let him have his way and treat you like that. Even if that means we’ll have to get you a new job. You hear me?” Jungkook sniffed and nodded before wiping his eyes.

“Nooo don’t cry. Please don’t cry. You make me sad.” Taehyung whined and Jungkook chuckled, sniffing even louder this time. “Sorry.”

“It’s okay… I’ll hug you alright? I’ll hug you as soon as we’re at my place… and I’ll not let you go for hours.”

 

 

 

Taehyung kept his promise. They were cuddled up on his couch, Jungkook in the front, Taehyung hugging him from behind.

There was a movie playing on the television but neither of them was really paying attention. Jungkook just laid there with his eyes closed, sniffling every once in a while, while Taehyung was patting his side and trying to sooth him.

It was sad how helpless he was. There was nothing he could do but wait for Jungkook to calm down again. For the boy to relax and fall asleep.

“Do you want something? I could get it… water… food… jewelry… a car… a house.” Jungkook chuckled softly at Taehyung’s last few offers.

“No… it’s alright. Just stay like that… I like it.” He grabbed the arm Taehyung had placed under his head and snuggled into it.

Another half an hour passed until Jungkook’s breathing seemed to steady and he slowly began to relax entirely in Taehyung’s arms. It was the first time Jungkook fell asleep right next to him. Maybe it was due to exhaustion, but Taehyung really hoped that maybe it was because he knew he could trust Taehyung.

Chapter Text

Jimin was sitting on one of those hard, uncomfortable hospital chairs waiting for news on Yoongi when a familiar face showed up in front of him.

“Jimin. Could I ask you some questions?”

He nodded and the guy looked around. “Not here.”

Jimin nodded again, sending one last look towards the receptionist, who had guaranteed to tell him if there were any news on Yoongi’s condition, before following the guy.

 

They entered a hallway where they were undisturbed. “As usual we can make sure nothing about this ends up reaching the public.” Ji Soo stated but Jimin shook his head.

“I don’t want this to be covered up. I want a lawsuit on that guy.”

Confused by what Jimin was saying the other furrowed his brows. “Which one?”

“The one with the black hair. He beat that other guy up.” Jimin stated and Ji Soo looked a bit annoyed.

“Look, Jimin, you have to work with me here. Nothing will reach the public but you have to be honest with me.”

Jimin groaned in frustration. “I am being honest. The blond guy is a friend of mine. I beat the other one up because he was hurting him. I didn’t do anything to the blond one. I swear.” Ji Soo seemed a bit skeptical.

“Are you sure? You’re not lying? He’ll say the same when he wakes up?”

“Yeah, he will.” Jimin stated a bit annoyed. He was thankful for covering shit up in the past when he used to bully people and all that, but right now he was just making him feel frustrated.

“I guess. I hope you’re telling the truth… because both you and I will be in trouble if you don’t.”

Ji Soo was Jimin’s cousin, who had decided that he preferred working with the police over business and had soon received a rather high rank in the Seoul police department due to connections and money.

“I swear I’m telling the truth. Do you have any news on Yoongi?” Jimin asked, running his hand through his hair. Ji Soo leant back. “He’s in surgery right now. From what I heard they said something about him already having had a broken rib that was broken again and posed a danger to his organs this time, so they had to do a surgical procedure to change its location.”

Jimin bit his lip. This was his fault, he could have prevented this.

 

 

When they finally placed Yoongi in one of the rooms Jimin was able to sit down next to him at last. He was told that Yoongi had received some rather strong anesthetics and wouldn’t wake up for at least another three hours.

Not that Jimin really cared. He simply sat down next to Yoongi’s bed, watching the boy sleep peacefully.

 

Jimin
Hey

Jimin
So you’re asleep right now

Jimin
So I’m gonna spam you<3

Jimin
Because I’m bored~

Jimin
I just remembered

Jimin
Cat memes

Jimin
Wait

Jimin
You just had surgery

Jimin
Idk if you’re allowed to laugh

Jimin
The suffering

Jimin
I will not send cat memes

Jimin
As much as it pains me

Jimin

Jimin
Just this one

Jimin
NO

Jimin
I CAN’T

Jimin
The pain is real

 

He smiled at his messages. He really hoped that they would make Yoongi feel better to some extent. He sat there for another two hours, feeling more and more anxious.

His thoughts were all over the place. Was Yoongi at his college? It would make a lot of sense actually. The guy he had seen days ago… that had been Yoongi hadn’t it?

Why hadn’t he told Jimin? Had he not known either? Was a there another reason?

The nurses checked on Yoongi’s vitals every once in a while and even asked Jimin whether he wanted anything. Water or fruits. He declined politely and continued waiting. He felt too anxious to consume anything at the moment.

After what felt like forever Yoongi started stirring. Jimin quickly moved closer to his bed, leaning over him. He felt at edge but happy at the same time.

Yoongi opened his eyes, looking up at Jimin and blinking a few times, clearly not quite there yet. Probably the painkillers. When he spoke his voice was rough. “What are you doing here? Where am I?”

Jimin smiled, grabbing his hand and patting it reassuringly. “At the hospital. I’ll have to go get the nurse. I’ll be right back.”

Yoongi nodded groggily, closing his eyes again.

Jimin jogged out of the room and waved at one of the nurses. She made her way over to him and Jimin explained that Yoongi had finally woken up.

“How are you feeling?” Her voice was friendly as she leant over Yoongi, shining something in his eyes to check whether they reacted the way they were supposed to.

Yoongi chuckled a bit before hissing in pain his hand automatically covering his upper body. “Careful. Your chest is pretty sensitive right now.” She warned and Yoongi nodded.

“I feel tired. And pretty dead.” He said and Jimin couldn’t help but frown in the back.

“That’s normal. Does your body hurt? Should I get you some more painkillers?” She asked and Yoongi shook his head.

“No… It’s alright pain wise.”

The nurse nodded, ordering Yoongi to sleep some more before leaving the room.

Yoongi turned towards Jimin, looking at the boy who just stood there, not really sure what to say. “Thanks… that was you right? My knight in shining armor?” Yoongi asked with a bit of a teasing undertone.

Jimin chuckled, moving towards the bed and sitting down on the edge of it. “Yeah… I mean, not really the knight in shining armor but I called an ambulance. I was pretty late tho.”

“You were there… that’s all that counts.” Yoongi said smiling and Jimin felt his heart pick up its pace.

“Why didn’t you tell me? That you’re at that college too? We could have spent so much more time together. I could have made sure nothing like that would happen.” Jimin asked, not even noticing how his hand linked with Yoongi’s, reassuringly rubbing circles.

Yoongi closed his eyes tiredly. “I don’t know. I was scared of you treating me differently with all eyes on you or even if that wasn’t the case… I don’t like attention. And that’s one thing you certainly have a lot of. People at school stare at you whenever you’re around. I don’t like being in the spotlight… also I missed the right time to tell you. I didn’t mean to avoid you or something.” He quickly added.

Jimin frowned. “I’m not angry. But we could have met somewhere out of everyone’s eye sight… or went to a café during the breaks. That way no one would have looked at you and we could have spent time with each other.”

“I have made a friend at that school too though. I think he wouldn’t be the most fond if I was to suddenly disappear all the time.” Yoongi said chuckling before flinching again. “My chest hurts.”

“We’ll just take him with us.” Jimin suggested.

“He doesn’t like you.”

“I’ll make him. We’ll think of something okay? Just don’t keep secrets from me?” Jimin begged, his hand still holding onto Yoongi’s. He didn’t even notice.

“I’ll try not to.” Yoongi said smiling before letting out a tired yawn.

“Go to sleep… I’ll stay here if they allow me to. We’ll talk more once you’re feeling better.” Jimin ordered and Yoongi nodded, yawning again.

“Thanks again… it felt pretty good to wake up to a familiar face.” Yoongi stated and Jimin smiled softly.

Yoongi closed his eyes and within seconds his breathing seemed to slow down as he fell back into a deep slumber. Jimin stood there for a couple of seconds before taking a step closer to the head of Yoongi’s bed and leaning forward to run his hand through Yoongi’s hair, placing a soft peck on Yoongi’s forehead afterwards.

He wasn’t really sure what had led him to do it, but it felt right. Nevertheless, the softest blush spread over his cheeks.

“Sleep tight.”

Chapter Text

Jimin
How are you feeling?

Yoongi
My answer is not going to be any different ten minutes after you asked the last time

Jimin
I’m worried okay?

Yoongi
I’m tired

Yoongi
But I’m healing

Yoongi
They said I’d be able to leave in at most two days

Yoongi
Maybe even tomorrow

Yoongi
Will have to stay at home after that

Yoongi
But at least I’m no longer in the hospital

Jimin
That’s great news

Jimin
See asking again was worth it

Yoongi
Maybe

Yoongi
What are you doing?

Jimin
Surviving

Jimin
I have to take some exams soon

Jimin
And I’m not ready for that shit at all

Jimin
I wanna come over instead of studying

Yoongi
Study properly

Yoongi
You need it

Yoongi
I’ll be sitting here watching some movies and sending you my best wishes

Jimin
Fine

Jimin
But you have to promise you’ll take good care of yourself

Yoongi
I will

Jimin
Good

Jimin
EHHHHHHHHHH

Jimin
I don’t wanna study

Jimin
I hate it

Jimin
It’s not like I need a degree

Jimin
I’ll take over my parents’ company anyways

Yoongi
Imma hit you

Yoongi
Don’t say stuff like that

Jimin
:(

Jimin
No don’t hit Jimin

Jimin
He’s a good child

Yoongi
Sure he is

Yoongi
Jimin’s gotta study

Jimin
Jimin doesn’t want to study

Yoongi
Does Yoongi look like he cares?

Yoongi
Go do your stuff and if you do maybe I’ll allow you to facetime me later

Jimin
I’ll be studying now

Jimin
Gtg

Jimin
Get well!

Yoongi
I will

 

 

 

 

 

Taehyung
Uhm

Taehyung
Jungkook?

Taehyung
I newd yur help?

Jungkook
?

Jungkook
How?

Taehyung
Im stuck here

Taehyung
In the middlr of nowher e

Jungkook
Where?

Jungkook
How did you end up there?

Taehyung
I was stupod

Taehyung
I’kk tell you as soon as you’Re here

Jungkook
Where?

Taehyung
Idk

Taehyung
There’S not really a sign that says where I am

Taehyung
I could send oyu my location

Jungkook
Please

Taehyung
I will

Jungkook
Are you drunk?

Jungkook
Or just stressed or tired?

Taehyung
Drunk

Taehyung
I was at a psrty

Taehyung
Because i like going to parties

Taehyung
And this pone gilr

Taehyung
Sorry I keep making typing erros

Taehyung
I’m trying not to make them

Taehyung
There was this girl

Taehyung
I was peetty drunk already

Taehyung
And she offered me a ride home

Taehyung
To save the money for the taxu

Taehyung
I took it because I thought talking a bit more would be fun

Taehyung
But apparently shew as the sister of oen of my exes

Taehyung
*she was

Taehyung
Might have been angry at me or something

Taehyung
She just dropped me off here

Taehyung
In the middle of nowhere

Taehyung
And apparently taxis don’t drive in this area

Taehyung
Whihc is why I texte d you

Taehyung
Are you stil there?

Jungkook
Yeah

Jungkook
I’m on my way

Jungkook
No texting and driving

Jungkook
I’ll be there soon

Taehyung
I’m glad

Taehyung
I’m happy you know

Taehyung
THat I have you

Taehyung
You’re the best that has happened to me in forever

Jungkook
I’ll be there soon

 

 

 

Not long after Jungkook stopped at the address Taehyung had sent him. It was in a run down area that probably didn’t have too many legal residents. Instead there were broken windows, some houses already falling apart. Taehyung was sitting on the floor near a wall, staring at his phone and looking a bit lost.

“Hey big guy.” Jungkook chuckled as he squatted down in front of Taehyung. “Did you miss me?”

Taehyung’s face lit up the second he noticed Jungkook. “Yeah.” His voice was a bit slurry, but seemed harmless apart from that. Smiling reassuringly, Jungkook grabbed his arm and helped him stand. “Come on… let’s get you home.”

It was not the easiest to get Taehyung to the car since the guy seemed to be rather keen on hugging Jungkook while walking, which led to both of them almost losing their balance more than just once.

When he finally got Taehyung to sit in the car and had ensured the boy was buckled up, Jungkook sat down in the driver’s seat, being aware of Taehyung’s eyes on him. “How do you feel?”

“Sad.” Taehyung stated and Jungkook raised an eyebrow. “Why sad?”

There wasn’t an answer for quite some time. Taehyung looked like he was deep in thought. “Because things like that happen to me.” He let out an exhausted sigh. “I mean why did I have to date that girl’s sister? Why did she decide to cheat on me? Why do I have to be this petty about stuff like that and pay her back to the point where her sister wants to fuck me up too?” Taehyung’s words were slurred, not the clearest, but Jungkook could tell that those were things he probably spent a lot of time thinking about even in his sober state. Taehyung looked tired. So damn tired.

“Things happen.” Jungkook patted his shoulder, careful not to let the road out of sight. “A lot of shitty things, but they’ll probably lead you somewhere you’re happy. Even if the way is long and you feel like it will never happen.” Jungkook said, looking straight ahead at the street.

“I am already there… I have you.” Taehyung stated contently, snuggling into the seat. Jungkook could feel the boy’s eyes on the side of his face. He couldn’t help but smile. “What? Do you enjoy having someone around to lecture you?”

“I do… you’re perfect.” Taehyung said giggling and Jungkook felt his throat tighten. That was a compliment he surely had never expected to receive. “Are you sure about that? Even though I’m boring, always serious and annoying?” He joked, still feeling a bit choked up, but Taehyung simply leaned closer dropping his head on Jungkook’s shoulder.

“I’m sure.”

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„There you go.“ Jungkook said softly as he helped Taehyung take off his jacket before squatting down and taking off his shoes. “Lift your foot.” Taehyung obediently did as he was told and watched as Jungkook pulled his designer shoe off.

They repeated the same process with his other foot and Jungkook patted his leg contently when they were done. “How do you feel? Feeling any better now?”

“I’m dizzy.” He leant onto Jungkook when the boy stood up again, closing his eyes tiredly.

“I’ll get you in bed.” Jungkook stated, brushing the hair out of Taehyung’s face. A bit groggy but content Taehyung nodded.

Careful not to let the boy trip or something like that Jungkook led him to his bedroom. He made Taehyung sit down on the bed. “I’ll get you some water. I’ll be right back.” Smiling reassuringly, he made his way towards the kitchen.

Once out of the room Jungkook took a second to breathe deeply. He had been ignoring the small voices that yelled at him to get out of here and simply go home. Taehyung was drunk. He wasn’t in his right mind. And why shouldn’t Jungkook. Taehyung was in bed and no longer in the middle of nowhere. He wasn’t in danger anymore. Jungkook felt a familiar feeling of dread fill him. The whole situation was out of his comfort zone.

The few times he’d had to deal with drunk guys so far, especially clients, had never went well. It would end in situations that never were in Jungkook’s favor. Drunks didn’t have their urges under control. They didn’t have the same morals their sober selves have. Because of that it had almost gotten normal for Jungkook to feel nervous and anxious around drunks and simply avoid them.

Not that he had even considered leaving Taehyung on his own out there. It was just that he couldn’t stop his heart rate from picking up and anxiety grow inside him the second Taehyung did something that could indicate he was taking control. Simple things like putting his arm around Jungkook’s shoulder seemed to set him off so easily.

So far Taehyung hardly had done anything, letting Jungkook lead him and take care of him, but that didn’t mean nothing could happen.

Jungkook grabbed a water bottle from the huge fridge, taking a couple of seconds to breathe and calm his nerves before walking back to the room. Taehyung was still sitting where Jungkook had left him, watching with big eyes when he entered the room.

“Here, drink.” Jungkook ordered, handing him the bottle. Taehyung did as he was told but not without grimacing like the thought of drinking water made him want to throw up.

He did some small cat nips, looking up and Jungkook with eyes that pretty much said ‘do you see what a good boy I am? I do as I’m told.’ and Jungkook couldn’t help but smile at how cute he was. When he was done he wiped his mouth with his arm, glancing at now half empty bottle before reaching his hands out for the Jungkook. “Jungkookie… Kiss.”

Hesitating a second Jungkook leant down and placed a short kiss on Taehyung’s lips, but the older seemed to have other plans and pulled Jungkook closer, his arms closing around Jungkook’s back. Feeling almost panicky at the restriction Jungkook put his hands out in front of him, his eyes wide.

Taehyung seemed surprised at his reaction. He cocked his head to the side. “What’s wrong?”

Pressing his lips into a thin line, Jungkook slowly forced himself to lower his hands. “Nothing… it’s nothing.”

Frowning softly Taehyung pulled Jungkook down onto the bed before snuggling up into his back, not making any further attempts at kissing Jungkook. “Why don’t you want to kiss?”

“I’m okay with kissing… it’s just…” Jungkook began, kneading his hands.

“What?”

“I shouldn’t talk to you about that now… I’ll tell you when you’re sober.” Jungkook muttered glancing at the other end of the room. He was hyperaware of where his and Taehyung’s body were touching. His back pressed against Taehyung’s chest and his ass perfectly fitted in Taehyung’s crotch. Which just made him more nervous if he was being honest.

Taehyung shook his head, wrapping his arms tighter around Jungkook’s waist. “I’m sober enough. Tell me.”

Jungkook hesitated for a second. “It’s… I…” How was he supposed to say this? He took a couple of deep breathes to calm himself down again. It was just Taehyung nothing to be worried about. He could be honest. “I don’t like sex. Or rather…” He took another deep breath. “…am scared of it. Because of some shit that has happened at my job. And I don’t wanna lead you on when I really don’t want to sleep with you.”

He could tell by the silence that he’d probably hurt Taehyung with his words. He hadn’t worded that very well. “Don’t get me wrong. I really like you… a lot. It’s just, I don’t want sex to ruin how comfortable I’m around you at this point… I’ve talked to a friend about it and I think it would be best if we ended whatever deal we have and just become normal friends…” Jungkook ended his explanation, feeling dread at the thought of having to go back to his old job, but not wanting to show it.

“You’re stupid. You could have just told me you know. We don’t have to do that kind of stuff if you don’t want to… not even the kissing if it makes you uncomfortable. I told you, the only thing I expect of you is to be honest. All the other stuff is optional.” Taehyung finally said, placing a soft peck to the back of Jungkook’s neck. “It’s okay if you don’t want to do this.”

Jungkook pressed his lips into a thin line. “Kissing you doesn’t make me uncomfortable… that’s one of the things I’m worried about. I’m scared I might develop feelings for you.” The boy finally admitted.

There was a long silence from Taehyung’s side and Jungkook almost expected him to react really badly. After all feelings where not part of this deal at all. When Taehyung spoke up again he sounded almost a bit nervous. “Uhm Jungkook…” Was he imagining things or was there something poking his butt. He didn’t get the chance to ask though, because Taehyung interrupted his thoughts with what he said next. “Would you want to be my boyfriend? A real one? No deal? No expectations… just this.” He pressed Jungkook a bit closer into his body, hugging him warmly.

Jungkook’s heart picked up in pace. Maybe he had been wrong. Maybe he wasn’t going to develop feelings for Taehyung. Maybe he already had caught some…

He turned around to look Taehyung in the eyes. “Are you serious? Do you mean it?”

Taehyung nodded slowly. “Yeah. You know that I like you a lot… I’m still not sure where I stand on the whole gay spectrum thing… but I know for sure that I really really like you and care about you.”

“And that’s not just something you say because you’re drunk? Because if it is I swear I’ll kick your ass tomorrow.” Jungkook stated, feeling weirdly light.

“I’m not saying that because I’m drunk. You know I kind of hoped you’d actually start liking me over this whole thing since the beginning. Because you’re cool and amazing and I wish I could have you in my life permanently.”

Jungkook felt himself tearing up and quickly turned around. Taehyung chuckled and snuggled back into Jungkook’s back. “Don’t cry… please don’t cry.”

“Sorry.” Jungkook sniffed, before laughing a bit. This was ridiculous. In a good way.

But he wasn’t going to miss the chance to ask Taehyung about the hard thing pressing against his ass. “And you’re sure you’re not thinking with your dick right now? I mean you just asked me out… while having a boner.”

Taehyung chuckled, moving back a bit. “Sorry. It’s called a heart-on you know. It’s because hearing that you might like me too turned me on. Somehow.”

Jungkook gasped before laughing. “You did not just use that.”

Taehyung laughed. “I did. So what you’re gonna do about it?” He placed a peck in Jungkook’s neck before sighing tiredly. “I still feel dizzy. Let’s talk tomorrow about this tomorrow okay? We’ll make this work somehow. I’m sure of it.”

Jungkook nodded, hesitantly grabbing Taehyung’s arm and interlocking their fingers, bringing his hand up to his mouth. “We will…” He placed a peck to each of the older’s fingers.

Taehyung breathed out contently. “I like this… feeling you here. I won’t let you leave again.”

 

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„Come in.“ Yoongi said smiling softly. The bruises on his cheeks were still slightly visible but the dark blue had turned into a soft yellow and when you didn’t look closely it was almost invisible.

It had been about a week since Yoongi had left the hospital and he’d be allowed to move around freely soon. Just not quite yet.

Jimin smiled happily, holding up some take out. “I got you something.”

Thanking him Yoongi took the plastic bag before walking inside, Jimin followed right after as soon as he had slipped out of his shoes. “Do you want something to drink?” Yoongi yelled from across the kitchen as Jimin stepped through the door. “No, I’m good.”

Nodding, Yoongi grabbed a bottle for himself and sat down on the counter. “How’s school?”

Jimin hesitated for a moment before getting comfortable in one of the chairs and looking up at Yoongi, who was still sitting on the counter, letting his feet dangle on the side. “Boring as usual. I think Taehyung is dating again, but he doesn’t give me any details as to who. I don’t know. Maybe it’s serious this time.”

Yoongi nodded. “By the way. Jessie texted me and told me we’re just allowed to be friends because a certain dwarf has prohibited her from hooking up with me. She also said she wasn’t referring to your height with dwarf.” Yoongi commented, a provoking glint in his eyes. “How so? Why isn’t she allowed to? Are you the slightest bit gay for me?” He joked and Jimin chuckled awkwardly.

“Of course I am.” Jimin winked at Yoongi and the boy laughed amused before slipping off the counter, walking over to Jimin and pinching his cheek. “Of course you are, sweetheart.”

Jimin could feel his heart skip a beat and did his best at not looking as giddy as he felt. This was weird. Being back at Yoongi’s place after realizing he certainly had feelings for him was so weird. Especially since Yoongi was still treating him the same way he usually did. He couldn’t help but wonder whether he himself was behaving strangely.

If he did Yoongi didn’t seem to notice. “Hey, let’s go to my room. I’m not that used to walking around this much yet. I get dizzy quite easily.” He stated, waving at Jimin to come with him before leaving the room and walking to his own.

Jimin followed after him, feeling a bit lost with how relaxed Yoongi seemed to be. So much progress and time they had spent in getting comfortable around each other and now Jimin was ruining it again. He bit his lip in mild annoyance at himself.

“Here.” Yoongi said slipping under the blankets before lifting them for Jimin to come in too. Hesitating but being well aware that once again it was just a friendly gesture Jimin got under the covers with him before sitting a bit stiff next to Yoongi, feeling their legs pressed against each other.

Yoongi picked a movie, leaning back and relaxing right away while Jimin couldn’t help but continue feeling stiff.

For the first time Jimin grasped the concept of having a crush. The awkward secrecy, the shy glances to the side and feeling so goddamn happy when seeing your crush. He felt the weirdest type of tingling whenever Yoongi’s leg brushed his and awkwardly did his best to recreate it without looking suspicious.

Yes, Jimin was actually trying not to out himself, but he couldn’t help but scoot closer at any chance he got whenever Yoongi wasn’t looking, and purposely had his knee a bit closer to Yoongi’s than necessary.

Somewhere along the movie Jimin said something about being tired and used it as an excuse to lean into Yoongi. That was alright, right? They had done this before. They had cuddled in their sleep already and watched movies sitting a lot closer than necessary so why would this be weird?

Jimin had sworn that he wouldn’t act on his crush, but Yoongi made it really hard for him. Why did he have to be this… sweet? Open. And especially, why did he let Jimin have his way with being touchy? Normally he should have been uncomfortable with a guy that claimed to be straight coming this close. But Yoongi didn’t seem uncomfortable. Instead he just sat there watching the movie, his hand resting on Jimin’s knee. Wait, since when did it rest on Jimin’s knee? When had this happened?

Jimin was done for.

 

 

By the point the movie ended Jimin was resting his head on Yoongi’s chest with Yoongi threading his hand through his hair. It was funny how easy it was to cross certain lines step by step without making it look like you had crossed them, but to anyone watching from the outside it was obvious that the situation they were in wasn’t exactly… normal. Who snuggles up to their best friend like that?

“Yoongi?” Jimin asked, his eyes still closed. His heart was beating at a steady slow pace at this point. He could feel Yoongi’s warmth underneath him and it helped him relax.

The surface he was lying on moved, when Yoongi talked. “Yeah? You’re not asleep?” His voice was rough since they had hardly talked throughout the movie.

“I’m not.” Jimin hesitated. Would he really want to try this? Was it a good idea or would he ruin everything with it? That was something that scared him, but at the same time maybe giving more than friendship a try would be worth it. Or if they wouldn’t just get this ‘secret’ out of his system. He felt like he was about to explode. And even if Yoongi rejected him… He’d try to make the best out of this situation. This wasn’t about his pride.

“I know this is pretty out of nowhere…” He hesitated again. He’d do this. He was able to do this. “I…” Another moment of hesitation. Was this really the right thing to do? No he wasn’t going to back out now.  “…I think I might be developing some feelings for you…” He let it sink in for a couple of seconds watching as Yoongi’s face morphed into one of surprise. “…and I’m admittedly confused as fuck about it. I know it’s surprising. Honestly same. Like, I thought I was entirely straight and I don’t really feel… attracted by guys… but I really like you… a lot?” There was a long silence from Yoongi’s side.

He opened his mouth a couple of times looking a bit hesitant. “Are you sure that you’re not confusing friendship for having feelings?” His voice was soft and that reassured Jimin. Relieve washed over him. They could talk about this. He wouldn’t make this awkward. Yoongi was understanding.

“I don’t think so… I mean, I’ve never had a crush or something like that.” He turned around, looking at Yoongi, who lifted his hand and ran it through Jimin’s hair. Jimin automatically leant into the touch. “It’s so weird. I feel so comfortable around you and I want to get closer to you but how even at this point?” Jimin chuckled awkwardly. “I enjoy this…” He pointed at how he was still leaning on Yoongi’s chest. “…a lot more than I’d like to admit.”

Yoongi looked like he was thinking about something. At least one of them seemed to be able to keep his cool. “And what do you want to do?”

Jimin groaned, dropping his face onto Yoongi’s chest. “I don’t know.” His voice came out muffled, which is why he lifted his head again. “I’m not into guys… I think. Not usually. I’m into you. But I’m also not really attracted male bodies… and to some extent that’s what relationships are about. Honestly, my main wish is that things don’t get weird between us and everything else is just a bonus.”

Yoongi nodded before asking a question that gave Jimin a mini heart attack. “Why tell me if you don’t want to make things weird?” Did that mean he had fucked up already? Instead of panicking he decided to give the best answer he could muster.

“Because I trust you, seriously didn’t know what to do and was hoping you could tell me… also I’m already making things weird because I can’t stop thinking about this shit. The more I suppress any thoughts about it the more I end up thinking about it. So maybe talking and giving it a clear answer would make it better.” Jimin said sitting up and crossing his legs.

Yoongi nodded, also sitting up a bit straighter. “First off… it’s okay. I don’t really judge you. If I didn’t tell myself not to start crushing on this straight guy, I might have too. Luckily I have quite a bit of self-control.” Yoongi chuckled, reaching forward and patting Jimin’s hair. “Even though I really like you. Now the question is just… would you even want to try gay stuff or is that a big no? What I mean is would a relationship or something like that even be an option for you or is it too homo?”

Jimin hesitated. “Does that mean you’d be willing to try? I though you don’t like relationships?”

Laughing Yoongi leant forward, pushing his hair back and making his pierced ears more visible. “I don’t, because hardly anyone would be able to put up with me and my moods. I feel like you on the other hand just might.” He grinned, patting Jimin’s leg.

A happy smile made its way to Jimin’s face. “That makes me pretty happy. Not gonna lie. Uhm…” He hesitated for a second. “What would you expect me to do? Especially how soon… because I’m really not sure where I stand with the idea of gay sex. No offense.”

“Would you be okay with kissing me right now?” Yoongi asked, looking Jimin straight into the eyes.

Jimin fidgeted around a bit, feeling weird again. “What if I said I’d really like that?”

“I think that’s enough for now.” Yoongi said chuckling softly, reaching his hand out and tracing his thumb over Jimin’s cheek. “I totally did not expect that, though. Like seriously? You having a crush on me? What are the odds?”

Jimin laughed awkwardly, acting like his body was losing all life and falling forward against Yoongi letting everything go limp as he lay sprawled out over Yoongi’s lap. “I knoooooooow. And it’s fucking exhausting. I was never told that having a crush is that energy consuming.”

Yoongi chuckled, patting Jimin’s head. “How about this? We’ll give this whole thing a try. If it works that’s great and if it doesn’t we’ll go back to being friends without making much of deal about it. I get that it’s confusing to suddenly like someone from the gender you never even considered liking and even weirder to try that stuff out. You have all my understanding and I won’t pressure you into anything. How does that sound?” Jimin rolled over, now looking at Yoongi’s face upside down.

“That sounds great.” He pouted ever so softly. “And thanks for not making this weird. I was super scared about it. I don’t want things between us to get awkward.”

Yoongi smiled before chuckling. “Of course, they won’t. I’m flattered you decided to like me though.”

“I have every reason to.” Jimin sat up, now sitting on his own legs, looking a bit awkward. “What now? Should I go home? Or wanna watch another movie?”

Yoongi smiled, leaning forward and wrapping his arms around Jimin’s waist, before pulling him closer. “About kissing? Wanna try?” Due to how they were sitting Jimin was just a bit higher than Yoongi was, which meant the boy had to look up at him.

Jimin hesitated, his heart drumming in his chest. “Yeah.” His voice came out a lot lighter than anticipated but Yoongi didn’t seem to mind. Not simply leaning forward and kissing Jimin like the boy had expected, Yoongi pulled Jimin over him and made him roll onto his back using Jimin’s own weight, before settling down on top of Jimin, chuckling at the boys surprised almost shocked expression.

“Wait.” Jimin said quickly, putting his hands in front of his face. “Too quick. Let me mentally prepare myself first.”

Yoongi laughed, warmly dropping lower and supporting himself on his elbows. Jimin expected Yoongi to kiss him anyways, but instead Yoongi started pecking Jimin’s cheeks laughing when blush spread over Jimin’s face. “Take your time with mentally preparing yourself.” Yoongi muttered before pecking Jimin’s cheek again.

Knowing he wouldn’t be able to take another kiss to his cheeks, Jimin lifted his hands and placed them on Yoongi’s cheeks before pulling him into a kiss.

Jimin’s heart felt like it might explode in his chest any second.

It was a sweet and warm kiss. Yoongi’s lips were not nearly as rough as he had expected them to be. They were soft and gentle.

Admittedly Jimin couldn’t even tell a difference between kissing a guy and a girl, aside from the fact that he enjoyed Yoongi’s body that was hunched over his and his arms wrapping around his upper body a lot more possessive than how he was used to. Jimin was used to gentle small hands moving over his body, sizing up his body. Yoongi’s hands on the other hand were a stronger rougher but at the same time a lot more careful.

He felt comfortable and warm in Yoongi’s hold. Although he was pushed out of his comfort zone by Yoongi taking the lead and making it impossible for Jimin to leave. Jimin was used to being the one to take the lead. He hated giving up control. But with Yoongi it felt okay to let go for once.

Yoongi’s lips were warm and soft against his and Jimin couldn’t help but enjoy the feeling of Yoongi’s smell all around him. It was a nice mix of sweetness and muskiness. The kiss didn’t last very long, but the time it did, Jimin felt a bit overwhelmed with everything that was going on but at the same time he felt great.

When Yoongi moved back for a second to breathe, Jimin was almost panting, looking up at him, his hands hesitantly placed on Yoongi’s chest – that felt way too good underneath them.

“You look like you’re drained of any energy.” Yoongi chuckled and Jimin could feel his chest shake underneath his hands.

Jimin let out a heavy sigh. He felt way too many emotions right now. Anxious, happy, affectionate, nervous, to some extend uncomfortable and maybe a bit turned on. A weird mix overall. “It’s a lot…”

Yoongi’s features softened. “I know.” He leant down, pecking Jimin’s lips on last time before moving out of Jimin’s private space again by sitting up. “Do you wanna sleep over or would you rather not?” Yoongi asked no judgement in his tone. “And sorry for going in like that even though you’re new to this. It’s just… I might have thought about it before, even if I wasn’t planning on doing anything.”

Jimin laughed disbelieving before hitting Yoongi’s shoulder. “Not okay! What else did you think about?”

Yoongi smirked. “Do you really wanna know?”

Groaning Jimin sat up. “I’m getting out of here.”

“Noooooooo.” Yoongi complained laughing, grabbing Jimin’s hand and pulling him down onto his lap. “You were provoking me though.”

“How so?” Jimin asked crossing his arms, but silently enjoying the feeling of Yoongi right there.

“You sent all those pics… of course I’d think about what those lips can do… ouch.” Yoongi held his head grinning widely, before wrapping his arms around Jimin and closing his eyes, cuddled up to him. “No pressure. Nothing has to happen when you don’t feel like doing it yet.”

Jimin nodded. “That sounds good.” Had he been this tired the whole time? He closed his eyes, snuggling a bit closer to Yoongi. This was real. He’d said it. And Yoongi had reacted positively. They were going to make this work. He was sure of it.

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„How do you feel?“ Jungkook asked, falling into pace next to him. He had just come back from a nearby café and brought Yoongi a drink the older had asked for.

“I’m okay. Another day locked in at home would have made me go insane.” Yoongi joked, pushing his bangs out of his face, grabbing the drink and taking a sip. “Aren’t you happy to have me back?” He joked before making a short grimace at the stinging in his chest.

“Be careful, okay?” Jungkook begged softly, reaching for Yoongi’s backpack and pulling it onto his own back. “And let me carry that.”

“Awww so sweet. I didn’t even know you like that? Don’t you want to go back to being the brat you used to be?” Yoongi joked taking another sip, almost burning his tongue, while Jungkook grimaced. “Sorry for being a decent human being.”

“Decent human being? What’s that?” Yoongi teased, turning around and smiling at him, while lifting the cup in his direction. “Thanks for the drink by the way.”

Rolling his eyes Jungkook moved along. “Yeah yeah, love you too.”

 

 

When they reached the entry of the cafeteria Yoongi remembered something… something he should probably give Jungkook a heads up about. “Wait, Jungkook.”

Jungkook, who was about to enter the hall, turned around, confused as to why Yoongi had stopped him. “Yeah? What is it?” He took a couple of steps back, raising his eyebrows questioningly.

“I want to introduce you to a friend of mine… who also visits this school and I beg you to give him a chance.” Yoongi asked, running his hand through his hair while Jungkook furrowed his brows in confusion. “Why wouldn’t I?”

“Things are a bit complicated. You’ll know what I mean once we talk to him, but please don’t hate him? At least give him a chance?” Yoongi asked a bit awkwardly and Jungkook shrugged his shoulders.

“No idea what you’re talking about but alright I guess.”

Content with his answer Yoongi nodded before grabbing his arm and pulling him into the cafeteria. He’d given a heads up that he’d be back to school today, so the boy was expecting both him and Jungkook… Yoongi had warned him about that as well.

“You’re so gonna hate me…” Yoongi muttered under his breath, confusing Jungkook even further.

Not wanting to prolong this any more than necessary he walked over to the table were Jimin was sitting, focused on his phone and not noticing them. He was wearing a plain white shirt today, tight leather pants, had black studs in his ears and his hair was pushed back in a careless manner which probably meant he had spent the whole day running his hand through it over and over again. Yoongi knew Jimin’s nervous mannerisms at this point.

“Jimin.” Yoongi said when he reached the table, Jungkook having stopped a meter before and looking at him with wide eyes that told him Jungkook had officially declared him as in insane. Yoongi couldn’t help but feel the slightest tingle of nervousness. After all he still couldn’t know for sure that Jimin wouldn’t react differently with all eyes on him, which certainly was the case. Ever since he had said Jimin’s name it felt like the volume in the room had gone down and wasn’t even half as loud as it had been before.

Jimin looked up, before breaking into the most beautiful and relieving smile Yoongi had seen in a while. “You’re here.” He stood up grinning, before wrapping his arms around Yoongi. Now he was pretty damn certain the whole room was quiet. Just how much attention did Jimin get around here?

Ignoring the stares for now Yoongi hugged him back, before taking a step back to be able to talk. “Jimin.” He said pointing somewhat into Jimin’s direction before turning in Jungkook’s direction. “Jungkook.”

The younger was staring at him with such a look of betrayal that it actually hurt Yoongi. But he’d have to get through that. Instead of saying anything Jungkook turned around, his backpack carelessly thrown across his one shoulder, but Yoongi stopped him by grabbing his arm.

“Jungkook. Sit down. Let’s talk.” He begged and Jungkook turned around, looking at Jimin with so much disgust in his eyes that Yoongi felt bad he hadn’t warned him more. He could see Jimin glance at the ground in guilt, avoiding Jungkook’s eyes.

“Why should I? I have nothing I want to talk about.” Jungkook spat, trying to break free from Yoongi’s hold, but the older held his grip.

“Jungkook. I swear, I know how you feel right now and you have every right to hate him, but at least hear me out… we are friends, aren’t we?” Yoongi begged and Jungkook glanced at him, looking pretty damn pissed.

“Whatever.” He walked into the direction of the table and sat down on the opposite side from where Jimin was sitting, as far away as possible, which wasn’t much since it was a rather small square table. “Tell me whatever you want to tell me and I’ll fuck off once you’re done… and I’m going to be listening to you since you’re my friend. Not because I want to hear anything about it.” Jungkook said, not sparing Jimin a glance and instead just looking straight at Yoongi.

Yoongi sent Jimin a short reassuring smile, before gesturing for him to sit down. He did, but Yoongi could tell that he felt pretty bad for Jungkook having a good reason to react to him like this.

“So…” Yoongi began, sitting down right on the opposite side of Jungkook so he could hear him properly. “…I know you must be pretty pissed at me right now…” Yoongi began and Jungkook deadass nodded.

If it hadn’t been for the situation they were in Yoongi probably would have chuckled at Jungkook’s reaction, but now he had to play his role as the bad guy and continue. “Jimin and me already knew each other before I changed schools. It sounds super weird, but we were pretty close internet friends for about half a year… and I know me saying this doesn’t really help you but Jimin’s pretty nice at his core. He needed some rough finishing touches, but he really is. When I came to this school I had no idea he was here until you told me. And I kind of kept it secret from him. Found out because when those guys from before were beating the shit out of me, he stepped in.”

Maybe Yoongi was just imagining things but Jungkook’s gaze seemed to soften the slightest bit.

“The reason I want to tell you right now because you’re a friend of mine and I’m not going to leave you alone here so if you want absolutely nothing to do with him, that means he’ll continue being alone here… which I was hoping doesn’t have to be the case, but it’s up to you to decide.” Yoongi ended his explanation.

Jungkook nodded slowly, glancing at Jimin, who was trying his hardest not to look intimidating. “And he’s just okay with spending time near me, when I’m g… wait… does he know?” Jungkook asked, looking at Yoongi. Of course he didn’t mean whether he knew that Jungkook was gay. That one was obvious and why else would he have bullied the younger back in high school when the size difference was still in Jimin’s favor. He was asking about whether Jimin knew about Yoongi.

Jimin answered in Yoongi’s place. “Yeah, I do.” There was a short silence, before Jimin added something. Something Yoongi was certainly not expecting. “I might also be… somewhat… I like Yoongi.” He chuckled a bit awkwardly, running his hand through his hair.

Jungkook’s eyes widened, all the previous anger vanishing into thin air. “Wait, seriously? Are you two?” He pointed at the two of them and Yoongi laughed, feeling relieve over Jungkook letting go of his defense stance.

“We’re trying. It’s been a couple of days and quite a confusing ride. No idea how this will turn out.” Yoongi answered again, Jimin sitting back and simply hoping his presence wouldn’t provoke Jungkook again.

“That’s… weird.”

Yoongi laughed. “I know right?”

Taking a deep breath Jimin got up, gesturing for Yoongi to scoot over a bit for Jimin to sit down in front of Jungkook. Yoongi did and Jimin slipped onto the seat, leaning forward and making eye contact with Jungkook. “I know you might not take this seriously and it isn’t nearly enough to compensate for the shit I did to you, but I’m really sorry.” He hesitated for a second before deciding to say more, than he would usually be willing to share. “I was going through a pretty dark time and for some reason thought it was okay to use others to vent. I’ve been a real asshole and you never deserved that.” He sighed. “I hope you might be able to forgive me at some point and we can get along… maybe even become friends. Sheesh that sounds so fake. But I swear I mean it.” Jimin chuckled a bit awkward, biting his lip. “If you want you can think about it some more. I’m done with my lunch anyways so if you’d rather have me leave, I’ll go.” Jimin suggested, already getting up and grabbing his plate.

“Wait… it’s alright. You can stay.” Jungkook said, reaching his hand out to stop Jimin from getting up by grabbing his arm, before pretty much flinching away when he realized what he was about to do.

Jimin glanced at him, of course having noticed the way Jungkook had reacted. “It’s okay. I won’t hurt you. I swear.” Jimin said raising his hands in a submissive manner and smiling at Jimin reassuringly as he sat down again.

When Jungkook seemed to relax a bit again Jimin groaned, supporting his elbows on the desk surface and burying his face in his hands. “I sure did fuck up quite a bit when I was younger.”

Hesitating Jungkook leant forward. He didn’t quite feel comfortable around Jimin yet but he’d try for Yoongi. “Why did you do it? You said you were going through a dark time? If it’s not too personal.” Jungkook quickly added and Jimin chuckled.

“It’s okay. Just ask.”

Yoongi could still feel quite a few eyes on him, but he was pretty sure they couldn’t hear what they were talking about anyways. They were just coming up with crazy stories as to why Jimin suddenly spoke to people that weren’t Taehyung and Jessie.

“Back then I was very angry at pretty much everyone. I was alone, you know. Because I didn’t want to have anyone around me since I knew they’d just use me anyways and was super paranoid about it. My parents didn’t give a shit either. I needed something to let out my aggression. And I just used people like you, who were casted out by everyone from the beginning. And I know it’s horrible and I might have ruined some people’s life because of it, but I can’t really change the past. I’ll try being better now. I already do. Yoongi has helped me with a lot of things.” Jimin explained, glancing at Yoongi, who was listening to the story he had heard before, just with different words.

Just to ease the tension a bit Jimin added “Maybe aside from some of the idiots here that deserve some ass beating.” He seemed to remember something. “Wait. Yoongi told me those assholes were after you too, right? The ones that beat Yoongi up. Did they do anything while he was gone?” Jimin asked, leaning forward and Jungkook seemed to finally relax a bit, although it was obvious that the two of them would need a lot more time to actually let their guards down around one another.

“Haven’t seen them. So I think they might have enough for now.” Jungkook explained, shrugging his shoulders.

“If they come after you again you can tell Yoongi or even me okay? I’ll make sure they won’t.” Jimin said and Yoongi had to admit he did look a bit scary like that.

Jungkook chuckled. “From bully to savior?” There was a hint of bitterness in his words, but Jimin did a great job at acting like he hadn’t heard it.

“I’ll try.”

All in all, Yoongi felt relieved. He certainly wasn’t quite where he wanted all of this to be, but they were on the right way.

 

Chapter Text

Jimin
Alright

Jimin
I need your help

Jimin
You know a lot about most people at school right?

Jessie
Yeah?

Jessie
Why?

Jimin
Just need some info on a guy who’s a bit older

Jimin
Joo-Hwan Kim

Jessie
Again why?

Jessie
Just out of curiosity

Jimin
It’s the guy who beat up Yoongi

Jimin
There also were two other guys

Jimin
Probably friends of his

Jimin
Would be nice if I could get their names too

Jessie
Count me in

Jessie
His name sounds familiar

Jessie
I’ll look into it

Jimin
Thanks

 

 

 

 

Jessie
Okay

Jessie
So I got a bit of information

Jessie
He’s 22

Jessie
Business major

Jessie
Tends to search for people to fuck with all the time

Jessie
He’ll probably be done here around next year

Jessie
Has a girlfriend on campus

Jessie
She’s one of those girls that seem nice but are super petty and bitchy when no one they care about is looking

Jessie
I think I might have slapped her once

Jessie
Just maybe

Jimin
I love you

Jimin
Do you have a picture maybe?

Jessie
Not a picture

Jessie
But I can find her insta

Jimin
Please?

Jessie
Consider it done

Jessie

Jessie
This is her

Jessie
Ugh I hate those fake cutesy girls

Jimin
Feel you

Jessie
At least I’m honest

Jimin
You are cute… in a weird way?

Jessie
Pfff

Jessie
Sure I am

Jessie
Is that all or do you need something else?

Jessie
Maybe a booty call ;p

Jimin
I actually kind of wanted to ask you for some advice as well

Jessie
Shoot away

Jimin
I made it

Jimin
I mean I kind of managed to tell Yoongi that I have feelings for him

Jessie
Holy shit

Jessie
Seriously?

Jessie
You’re actually that serious about it?

Jessie
How did he react?

Jimin
Pretty well

Jimin
He told me we could try

Jimin
And kissed me

Jessie
And that was okay?

Jessie
Not weird?

Jessie
You liked it?

Jimin
I really liked it

Jessie
Omg

Jessie
I ship the two of you

Jessie
If you ever make a sextape, I can be camera man

Jessie
Sharing is caring you know<3

Jimin
Uh huh

Jessie
Don’t be mean

Jessie
Make people happy

Jimin
Ugh I hate you

Jessie
What was the advice you wanted to ask me for?

Jessie
If everything is working out well?

Jimin
I haven’t told him yet

Jessie
What?

Jessie
Don’t be so secretive

Jessie
Stop the riddle shit

Jimin
About all the money

Jimin
Like he knows that I’m a trust fund child

Jimin
But aside from that he knows nothing

Jessie
A trust fund child is funny

Jessie
More like the trust fund child

Jessie
You’re acting like it’s some bad secret you are keeping from him

Jessie
Nothing wrong with having a bit more pocket spare than he expects

Jimin
I’m keeping secrets

Jimin
I halfway even lied to him by asking him to come to a different building than the one I actually life in

Jimin
I’m just kind of scared

Jimin
I don’t want shit like that to change something

Jimin
I trust Yoongi and all that

Jimin
But that’s a lot of money

Jimin
And a lot of money does things to people

Jimin
Even subconsciously

Jessie
I mean it’s your decision to tell him

Jessie
But I feel like Yoongi can be trusted in that aspect

Jimin
I don’t feel like it

Jimin
I know for a fact that he can be trusted

Jimin
I’m just scared because of all the bad experiences so far

Jimin
Like I want to

Jimin
But I don’t feel comfortable enough to yet

Jessie
It really is your decision to make

Jessie
It’s not like it’s anything you’re keeping from him out of bad intentions

Jimin
I don’t want to be secretive with him

Jimin
I want to be honest

Jimin
Just as honest as he’s being

Jimin
Kill me

Jimin
Me does not want to have to deal with this shit

Jessie
Awwww

Jessie
You two are so cute

Jessie
Now I really wanna see where this is going

Jessie
I really hope this will work out well

Jimin
It will

Jimin
Somehow

Jimin
I really want it to

Jimin
Gosh I feel so ridiculous

Jimin
Ever since I told him I’ve been crushing so hard

Jimin
Before I was kind of suppressing it I guess

Jimin
But talking to him makes me so happy

Jimin
AND HE’S SO RELAXED MEANWHILE

Jimin
Like it’s the most natural thing

Jimin
So that’s what your typical first crush feels like

 

Jimin
Guess those romances weren’t being overdramatic after all

Jessie
I’m so fangirling right now

Jessie
This was so worth it giving up a chance with my fav porn actor

Jimin
Don’t remind me

Jessie
Did you watch any of his stuff?

Jimin
No

Jimin
That’s… idk I’d feel as if I’m overstepping my boundaries

Jessie
You’re so whipped

Jessie
Wanna come today?

Jessie
To my party?

Jessie
You can bring Yoongi along

Jessie
We’re having a campfire

Jimin
I’ll think about it

Jimin
And ask Yoongi if he wants to

Jessie
I’d love to have you be my guests <3

Jimin
Now let’s check whether Yoongi is completely against social interactions

 

Chapter Text

„I’m hot.“ Jungkook muttered, wiping beads of sweat off his forehead and glancing at the fire in front of them.

“You’re not supposed to say that yourself.” Yoongi teased, a smirk forming on his lips, before taking a sip from his solo cup. He’d put in just a small amount of liquor since he wasn’t planning on getting completely drunk. After all he wasn’t that keen on killing his brain. At least for now.

Sending him a judgmental look Jungkook impaled one of the marshmallows some random girl had shared with him earlier that night and held it over the flames.

“Where did your loverboy disappear to?” Jungkook asked, raising and eyebrow and Yoongi simply shrugged his shoulders. He’d come here because of Jimin and now the boy seemed to have vanished into thin air without much of an explanation.

“Would love to know.” The older stated glancing around. People were dancing to music that was playing in the background. Some sat around the fire just like Jungkook and Yoongi were and some were jumping into the pool, trying to see who’d create the most intense splashes. Suddenly being a bit on the overweight side was a good thing that was accepted by society.

Overall the atmosphere was a lot more easygoing than Yoongi would have expected from some random party. Not that he was complaining.

“Kookie?! You’re here?” A kind of a slurred voice came from behind them. When Yoongi turned around he came face to face with Jimin’s friend Tae, who didn’t seem to notice him since he was too busy staring at Jungkook.

When Jungkook looked up he seemed almost startled for a second, before sighing in relieve. Yoongi had no time to question it since Jungkook answered just a split second after. “Yeah, I am. Yoongi asked me if I wanted to. That’s my friend Yoongi by the way.” He pointed at Yoongi, who was looking up at Taehyung, this being the first time they met properly. An a bit awkward smile made its way to Yoongi’s lips as he nodded towards Taehyung in recognition.

“Wait, you’re Jimin’s friend, right?” Taehyung said, smiling happily before extending his hand.

“Yoongi. Jimin mentioned you a couple of times.” He was a bit stiff, but Taehyung didn’t seem to mind as he took his hand still smiling widely, giving it a quick shake before turning around to Jungkook.

“Can I sit here?” He pointed at the space next to Jungkook, waiting for the younger’s permission before making himself comfortable. Yoongi did not miss the way he slung one arm around Jungkook’s hips, but decided not to comment on it. This was not his business to mingle with.

They sat there in silence for a while with Yoongi staring into the fire that was quietly crackling away.

“How do you know each other?” Yoongi decided to ask after a few minutes, realizing that last time he’d heard Jungkook talking about Taehyung it hadn’t sounded like they were familiar with each other. He’d told Yoongi it was better to stay away from the trust fund kind, even if he seemed nice at the first glance.

“He’s my coworker.” Jungkook said quickly, knowing that would give Yoongi all the information he needed to know.

Yoongi opened his mouth, processing the information and filling in the areas of Jungkook’s stories about his coworker with what he knew about Taehyung. “Ah. That’s you.” He turned towards Jungkook, giving him a thumbs up, before grinning cheekily. “I approve. You have my blessings.”

With a disbelieving laugh escaping Jungkook’s lips he flipped Yoongi off. “Who gave you the right to decide who I’m around?”

Yoongi didn’t get the chance to say something back since Jimin appeared behind him out of nowhere, throwing his arms around Yoongi’s shoulders and grinning widely. There was a faint smell of alcohol coming from Jimin, but it wasn’t really bad.

“I got us pizza.” He said proudly before pecking Yoongi’s cheek, unnoticed by everyone around them, before jumping over the bench the three of them were on and sitting down next to Yoongi, a warm smile plastered across his face.

One out of the two boxes of pizza was extended towards Jungkook, before Jimin realized they weren’t a trio anymore. “Oh, Tae, you’re here.” He stated in surprise. “You and Jungkook know each other?”

Leaning forward to properly pass the box to the youngest, he nodded in his direction, his eyes not leaving Taehyung’s as he waited for an answer. Jungkook simply nodded, grateful for the food, and opened the box. He hadn’t eaten anything aside from breakfast that day.

“We met at work. I like him.” Taehyung said happily and patted Jungkook’s leg, who didn’t even notice, too focused on the pizza. “Hey, leave some for me.” Taehyung complained, trying to grab a slice as well, but Jungkook quickly held the box out of reach and growled a short “My dinner.” before continuing to eat, leaving Taehyung to frown on his own.

Laughing at Jungkook and Taehyung Yoongi, who’d been watching all the time, turned back to Jimin, who just like him was watching the scene unfold, an amused smile on his lips. “Jungkook seems like the right guy for Taehyung. They’ll make great friends.”

Yoongi couldn’t hold back a chuckle as he leant forward, making sure only Jimin would hear him. “They’re dating.”

“What?!” Jimin said just a bit too loudly and a couple of heads turned, but Taekook was in their own little world, not noticing a thing. “That piece of shit is out there betraying me.” Jimin said disbelievingly and Yoongi laughed, patting his leg. “He hasn’t told me shit. I thought we tell each other things.”

“I mean, does he know we are dating?” Yoongi asked raising an eyebrow and Jimin frowned. “No.”

“There you have it. No hypocrisy in this household.” Yoongi said, glancing around to check how many people were around. He accidentally met eyes with a girl that was staring at him angrily across the campfire. He raised a questioning eyebrow at her when she made no attempt of breaking the eye contact.

She didn’t move for a moment, simply glaring back. What was her problem? When he finally decided to look somewhere else, not bothering to give her his attention anymore, it seemed to set the girl off even more.

She got up from where she was seated, walking around the fire. “Trouble incoming.” Yoongi simply said, nodding into the girl’s direction. “Do you know her?”

Glancing at her Jimin pressed his lips into a thin line before shaking his head. There were a couple of things that could have pissed her off. None of them would lead to nice, peaceful conversations. “Never talked to her before. Have seen her on a couple of parties though.”

When she came to a halt in front of them, even Taehyung and Jungkook seemed to notice that something was going on. They glanced up, no longer teasing each other, more like Jungkook teasing Tae, instead sending questioning glances at the girl, who now stood there with crossed, arms glaring at Yoongi and Jungkook. It was super weird.

By the way she seemed to stagger a bit Yoongi could tell that she had had a bit too much to drink already. She pointed her finger at Jimin, before realizing she might have gotten the wrong guy and instead pointing at Yoongi. “Jimin. Why are you hanging out with them? They are fags.” Yoongi couldn’t help but feel a bit of anger bubble up inside of him. He was a peaceful person usually, but he hated that word and this was getting ridiculous. Coming to this party he hadn’t expected some random person he had never met to insult him.

Honestly he couldn’t have cared less about some random girl. What worried him was that apparently word about him being gay had gotten out. Probably those guys from before. Not that it made much of a difference, but it was an inconvenience nevertheless.

In addition to that he could feel a lot of eyes on them. Probably interested in what was going that had caused the girl to yell. When Jimin, looking a lot angrier than Yoongi had ever seen him, stood up to his full size, which wasn’t really that tall but in a way still damn intimidating, Yoongi quickly grabbed his arm, pulling him back down. He didn’t want this to escalate and cause a scene and Jimin looked like he was ready to throw some punches at that girl, no matter the gender.

Annoyed with being held back Jimin pretty much growled at him, telling him to let go. Yoongi glared at him in a small fight over dominance, but luckily another person came to their rescue and pulled their attention back to the what was happening in front of them.

Jessie appeared out of nowhere next to the drunk girl, putting a hand on her shoulder and giving her a rather creepy, warning smile. “Fags or not, these guys get ten times more dick than you and there’s a good reason for that, darling. And I like them so if you don’t want me to fuck up your face quite badly, I’d advise you to fuck off.”

Jimin seemed to relax a bit under Yoongi’s hold but continued glaring at the girl, who seemed more than willing to start a bitch fight with Jessie. But before she got the chance to someone else, probably a friend of hers, walked over to the center of all that tension and quickly grabbed the girl’s hand trying to pull her away. “I’m so sorry. She had too much to drink and we kind of lost each other. She doesn’t mean it.” She apologized in her friend’s place, not sounding very sincere, more so embarrassed, before pulling her away.

Yoongi didn’t miss the small glance she shot his way and how disgusted she looked. Not missing a beat he showed her his middle finger, and she actually had the audacity to look offended.

Jessie watched them walk away and slowly started grinning. “Jealous bitches. Like they got anything on you guys.”

Relieved that the tension seemed to disappear into thin air Yoongi smiled, waving at her. “Nice to see you again.”

“The pleasure is all mine.” She answered, blinking her artificial lashes before leaning down to hug Yoongi before pecking his lips. She sent a cheeky grin into Jimin’s direction, who had been busy glaring after the girls so far, looked back to Yoongi just in time to see Jessie’s betrayal.

He gave of a dramatic whine, not actually sounding annoyed. “Jessie, that’s mine. Go get your own.”

Laughing happily Jessie sat down on Yoongi’s lap, who seemed surprisingly chill about it, simply watching Jimin’s reaction. A lot more than a pretty girl sitting on his lap would have to happen to get him flustered.

“Feeling territorial and insecure over your boyfriend is a sign of small confidence.” Jessie stated provokingly, patting Yoongi’s shoulder.

“I’m not worried about him. I’m worried about you.” Jimin said, grabbing Jessie and lifting her like she weighted nothing, before manhandling her to sit next to him instead of on Yoongi’s lap, who was casually sipping from his solo cup. She let out a noise of protest but ultimately settled down, grabbing a slice of pizza herself. “Fuck you. I’m glad there are more nice people around now though. Even if that means I’m the fifth wheel now… Maybe I should give being gay a try… we don’t have any cute girls around, have we?.”

Jimin raised an eyebrow. “As if you’d survive without dick.”

“Touché.” She absentmindedly took a bite of her slice before getting up again. “I’ll leave you two alone again, sorry. I need a good dicking down and apparently this is not the place to find it.” Yoongi watched her leave, her hips swaying teasingly.

“I like her. She’s cute.”

Jimin coughed, a not very serious glare directed at Yoongi. “Sure she is. What about me?”

Laughing and showing off his gummy smile Yoongi leant against Jimin, who had his arms crossed over his chest. “You’re cute too.”

Jimin tsked, but didn’t complain, instead leaning his head against Yoongi’s shoulder. “Jessie’s right though. This is really nice. I’m usually on my own at this type of party. At some point I go search some girl who hopefully doesn’t know me and hook up with her. I like this…” He pointed at how they were sitting next to each other, their fingers interlinked, while staring at the campfire. “…a lot more.”

Yoongi nodded. “Hook ups are alright but I missed this too. Having someone who I can talk to and be close to, with no expectations or rules. Just being able to be me.”

“Same.” Jimin said softly, leaning a bit back so he could look at the older. “Yoongi?”

“Yeah?” When Yoongi looked , instead of saying anything, Jimin leant forward, connecting their lips with a soft kiss. It gave him a certain kick. Maybe people would see. Maybe it was too dark for them to see. But Jimin couldn’t have cared less. This was his moment.

The only thing he cared about was the warm feeling of Yoongi’s lips on his own.

Chapter Text

„There you go.“ Yoongi chuckled as he helped Jimin slip out of his shoes when they entered his apartment. Jimin had drunk a bit too much, but honestly Yoongi was okay with being stupid and taking it too far every once in a while.

Especially since Jimin apparently was more of the cute type of drunk than the annoying one. He’d whine the second Yoongi would dare to let go of him to do simple tasks such as grabbing something from his pocket before clinging to him with all his might.

Honestly, back at the party he had just felt relieved that Jimin didn’t seem to have a problem with the judgmental glances people sent their way.

“Yoooooooongi.” Jimin almost sobbed, flopping onto the ground from where he looked up at Yoongi, who had dared to let go of Jimin to take his own shoes off. When Jimin knew Yoongi was looking at him he extended his arms, pouting. “Hug.”

Laughing Yoongi ruffled the boy’s hair. “Your manly self would kick you if he’d see you right now.”

“I’m manly.” Jimin explained, crossing his arms over his chest, the muscles of his arms and chest moving underneath the black silk t-shirt. Yeah, he was. Yoongi knew.

“Sure you are, sweetie.” He teased, squatting down to be on the same level as Jimin, who was now sitting cross-legged on the floor.

“I am.” Jimin said, sure of himself and smiling happily. Yoongi could feel his heart melt. Now that he’d decided on letting Jimin into his heart it was happening a lot quicker than he had intended to. He still wasn’t sure where this was going, but he was willing to find out.

“You are.”

He helped Jimin back up, smiling softly at the slightly clumsy, disoriented boy. “Let’s get you to bed. And I’ll get you some water to make sure you’re not getting a headache tomorrow.”

“Uh huh.” Jimin simply accepted, as long as he’d be able to sleep over at Yoongi’s again. Even though the mattress wasn’t even close to being as comfortable as his own was. Yoongi’s presence made it a hundred times better.

After feeding Jimin some crackers and water, Yoongi managed getting him into bed, even with a long discussion about watching a movie before going to sleep. At some point Jimin accepted that no they were not going to watch a movie at 3 am. “Yoooooongi.”

“Yeah?” He said sighing softly, but his smile never left his lips as he tucked Jimin in.

“I like you… a lot.” He’d never seen Jimin look this content and happy.

“I know. I like you too.” The older answered, running his hand through Jimin’s hair. He wasn’t as drunk as Jimin was, but just like the boy he could feel himself being a bit more open than he might have been usually. Even if he wanted to.

“I’m happy.” Jimin said grinning, grabbing Yoongi’s arm and hugging it to his chest. “I wanna cuddle.”

“You’re cute.”

“Just for you.” Jimin said, looking up at Yoongi with begging eyes. “Please?”

Not being able to resist the boy he nodded. “Scoot over.”

Giggling happily Jimin moved to the side, lifting the blanket for Yoongi to lie down next to him.

It was weird just how much he enjoyed sleeping over at Yoongi’s place. He’d never really had troubles sleeping, but here in Yoongi’s bed he felt so comfortable and at home due to the smell and the warmth it had to offer.

When Yoongi laid down next to him, he wrapped his arm around him happily, burying his face in the older’s chest. Honestly Yoongi expected that to be it. They’d cuddle a bit and go to sleep right after, but apparently Jimin had something else in mind. Just seconds after making himself comfortable on Yoongi’s chest he lifted his head again before looking Yoongi into the eyes with so much intensity that it got weird quite quickly.

“What is it? Do I have something on my face?” Yoongi pushed Jimin’s bangs back to get a better look at his eyes.

The younger shook his head, staring at Yoongi’s face for a couple more seconds. “You’re pretty… like a girl.”

“Do you want me to hit you? I’m a guy, sorry to tell you.” Yoongi said, looking at Jimin’s eyes.

Jimin chuckled and the sound filled Yoongi with warmth. “I know… You’re pretty… in a manly way. You’re pretty to me.”

“So what you’re saying is that I’m handsome but you’re too straight to admit that you like the way I look.” Yoongi asked raising an eyebrow, his tone cold, but Jimin probably knew that it was fake. If he wasn’t too intoxicated for it.

“I’m not straight. I’m yoongisexual. I don’t care if you’re a guy or a girl. I like you.” Jimin explained, sounding concentrated and serious for someone who was drunk enough to stumble over every second word.

“So corny.” Yoongi chuckled, patting Jimin’s cheek.

“S’just for you.” Jimin said happily, before leaning down and catching Yoongi’s lips in a kiss. As clumsy as drunk Jimin was, one thing he didn’t seem to struggle with was kissing.

At first he seemed a bit hesitant, simply pressing his lips against Yoongi’s as they had done many times before, before slowly taking a step into new waters by moving his lips slowly, for the first time getting a bit of a taste of Yoongi.

Simply letting Jimin go at his own pace, Yoongi moved his hands to rest on Jimin’s sides, copying what he was doing. He’d honestly not expected Jimin to act this quick. After all, just a couple of months ago he’d declared that gays were disgusting.

Of course he’d changed a lot, but it still took Yoongi by surprise how openly he was going into all of this now. The way his hands hesitantly moved over Yoongi’s chest didn’t make it seem like he was weirded out by Yoongi being a boy. Maybe not used to it, but not weirded out. It was more like he was nervous out of a lot more natural reasons.

He hesitantly moved back, looking at Yoongi before glancing away, warm blush spreading over his cheek. “I don’t get it. I’m used to body contact. Why is my body betraying me like that now?” He asked, frustration evident in his voice.

“How is your body betraying you?” Yoongi asked chuckling and pulling Jimin on top of him. It was warm and comfy like that.

“I can feel my heart beating in my throat and my hands are shaking. It’s like I’m back in high school living the romantic moment of my first kiss I never had.” Jimin complained, hitting Yoongi’s chest lightly

The older couldn’t hold back a laugh. “But we already kissed before.”

Groaning Jimin dropped his head onto Yoongi’s chest. “Tell my heart. That shit is racing.”

“How romantic.” Yoongi laughed, patting Jimin’s back. He could feel himself grow fonder of the boy by the minute. How come he was such a sweetheart and at the same time he was capable of scaring the living shit out of almost everyone.

“It’s a bit… unfamiliar… kissing a guy.” Jimin admitted, looking up again. He was obviously still a bit loose tongued due to the alcohol, but its main effects seemed to have worn off and he was able to speak and think rather clearly again.

“How so?” Yoongi asked, his hands patting along Jimin’s waist while watching the boy’s face.

“It’s… you’re less soft.” Jimin stated and Yoongi couldn’t help but burst into laughter.

“Yeah, I guess there’s something true about that.” Yoongi finally said once he’d calmed down enough to speak again. “What else?”

“You smell different. It’s nice. I like the way you smell. It makes me feel warm and welcome. Like home.” Jimin stated and maybe Yoongi felt his heart swell a bit at that. Maybe just a bit.

“That’s nice to hear. I like your smell too. Although it’s sad you cover it up with cologne all the time.” Yoongi said, running his hand through Jimin’s hair and playing with one of the strands.

Jimin let out a content sign, snuggling more into his chest. “I really like this a lot. It makes me feel save. I feel like I can allow myself to be vulnerable for once.” He said in almost a whisper and Yoongi was lucky he understood what Jimin was saying.

“That’s good. It’s okay to be. Even if I do have a lot less muscle and scariness than you do, I’ll protect you from anything bad.” Yoongi whispered, pecking the crown of Jimin’s head.

“I know you will. I will too.” Jimin muttered tiredly, his hands finding their way to Yoongi’s stomach in search for warmth and slipping underneath the material of his sweater. “Look, I’m even comfortable with skin contact. With super gay skin contact.” Jimin chuckled, running his hand over the residues of what had once been tight, lean muscle, before finally closing his eyes for the last time and letting out a content sigh.

Yoongi smiled softly at the warm body placed over his own, before grabbing a blanket and pulling it over the both of them. “Good night, Jimin.” He whispered but the boy had already fallen asleep.

“Sleep tight.” He wrapped his arms around Jimin, hugging the boy close to his body, closing his eyes as well.

And just like that he fell asleep, with Jimin there in his arms. Something both of them would have considered a joke if anyone had told them months ago.

                              

Chapter Text

Jimin
I still can’t believe you

Jimin
How dare you take a day off without telling me

Jimin
Does this relationship mean nothing to you :--:

Yoongi
I’m not even sure if I’m supposed to answer anymore

Yoongi
I JUST NEED A DAY TO BREATHE OKAY?!

Jimin
But :---:

Jimin
You can breathe with me there

Yoongi
Pls kill me

Jimin
Nope

Jimin
Look what you’re missing out on

Jimin

Jimin
How could you leave that face alone?

Yoongi
Fuck you

Yoongi
I miss you and all

Yoongi
But gimme a break

Yoongi
I’m an introvert

Yoongi
INTROVERT

Yoongi
I need my time alone to reenergize myself

Yoongi
And as cute as it is you showing up at my place every day after school is not helping

Jimin
That’s so mean

Jimin
I need you to reenergize myself and you want me gone

Yoongi
Shoot me

Yoongi
How am I supposed to make it up to you?

Yoongi
So you won’t keep complaining

Jimin
Let me take you out for something proper to eat for once

Yoongi
I’m the older one

Yoongi
If anything I’m paying

Jimin
WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS

Jimin
It’s not like I care about money anyways!

Yoongi
Well I do

Yoongi
And it makes me feel bad to have someone pay for me

Yoongi
Especially if that person’s younger

Jimin
:(

Jimin
Let’s idk

Jimin
Go to a cinema?

Yoongi
If that’s cheaper in your eyes where the hell did you think of going

Jimin
Sorry?

Jimin
The places I usually go to with my parents if they’re here?

Jimin
It’s so weird

Jimin
I think I might have no feeling for the worth of money whatsoever

Yoongi
You do know that’s a bit problematic?

Yoongi
People like that often end up spending all their parents’ money without realizing it

Yoongi
I’m not trying to offend you

Yoongi
More so worried?

Jimin
Nah

Jimin
Don’t worry

Jimin
That won’t be a problem

Yoongi
?

Jimin
Just don’t worry

Jimin
There’s no reason to

Yoongi
Okay?

Yoongi
You’re weird

Jimin
Sorry <3

Jimin
What are you doing?

Yoongi
Watching documentaries

Jimin
You’re home?!

Jimin
I’m coming over!

Yoongi
I won’t open the door even if you are standing in front of it

Yoongi
I mean it

Yoongi
Let me have my day off from social interactions

Yoongi
Otherwise I’ll just fall over at some point

Jimin
Noooo

Jimin
I’m sad

Jimin
I miss you

Jimin
I wanna cuddle

Yoongi
We literally saw each other yesterday

Jimin
But we haven’t today

Jimin
I’m kind of feeling weird lately

Jimin
You know I kind of just accepted being on my own most of the time and it wasn’t really that bad

Jimin
But now that I’m more used to you being around

Jimin
I feel neglected

Jimin
I need affection

Jimin
Don’t do this to me

Yoongi
As if you won’t manage a day without me

Jimin
I won’t

Jimin
Now I’m sad

Jimin
You’re mean

Jimin
At first you give me attention

Jimin
And then suddenly you’re no longer interested ;---;

Jimin
Stop playing with me

Yoongi
Dude

Yoongi
It’s a day

Yoongi
Oh right

Yoongi
I’m also dyeing my hair later

Jimin
Can I come with you?

Yoongi
No

Jimin
Cry me a river

Jimin
What color?

Jimin
Wait is it mint?

Jimin
Pls tell me it’s mint

Yoongi
Yup it’s mint

Jimin
Yessss

Jimin
I stan a legend

Jimin
That’s gay right?

Yoongi
Don’t

Yoongi
No

Yoongi
Just don’t

Jimin
But don’t you like that stuff?

Jimin
It’s funny

Yoongi
It’s not when it comes from you

Jimin
That’s the tea

Yoongi
Bye

Jimin
Nooooooooooooooo

Jimin
Come back

Jimin
;----;

Yoongi
I won’t

Yoongi
Let me enjoy my day off

Jimin
Okay;---;

 

 




Yoongi

Mint hair is having its comeback

Jimin
Yas queen?

Yoongi
I’ll hit you

Jimin
I’ll stop<3

Jimin
I like it!

Jimin
When was the last time you had it like that?

Yoongi
When I was still doing porn?

Jimin
That’s a weird timeline but you do you

Yoongi
When I was 19 I think

Jimin
How long did you do that kind of work?

Jimin
And why even?

Jimin
I think I haven’t asked you yet

Jimin
Wtf

Jimin
Why haven’t I asked you yet?

Yoongi
As I told you before my dad had quite a bit of debt

Yoongi
So I had to come up with a plan to make a lot of money, while being 18 and not having had a lot of experience with working

Yoongi
Admittedly I got the idea while joking around with a friend

Jimin
Wait

Jimin
You have friends aside from me?

Yoongi
Are we friends? Really?

Jimin
You’re my best friend still

Jimin
Even if we’re dating

Jimin
Just stating you’re my boyfriend doesn’t really say anything about how comfortable I feel around you

Yoongi
Awww

Yoongi
And same

Yoongi
I really enjoy talking to you <3

Yoongi
And yeah I have friends

Yoongi
At least one good one

Yoongi
I think I mentioned him before

Yoongi
Does the name Namjoon ring a bell?

Jimin
Your co-producer?

Yoongi
Yeah that guy

Yoongi
We’re good friends actually

Yoongi
We have pretty similar interests

Jimin
You like me more right?

Yoongi
Of course I do you insecure piece of shit

Jimin
Good

Jimin
I’m very territorial

Jimin
You’re mine

Jimin
Just mine

Yoongi
I am

Yoongi
Don’t worry

Jimin
I did not expect that answer

Jimin
But I like it

Yoongi
I’m laughing

Yoongi
What are you doing btw?

Jimin
Surviving a day without you

Jimin
That’s hard enough in itself

Yoongi
Awww

Yoongi
We’ll go to a cinema tomorrow okay?

Jimin
I’m going to sleep!

Jimin
I need the day to pass by quicker

Yoongi
Sleep tight?

Jimin
Nah food comes first

Jimin
I’m hungry

Jimin
I’ll let you have your day off now

Jimin
Sorry for being annoying :---:

Yoongi
It’s okay

Yoongi
It’s cute

Jimin
Till tomorrow

Yoongi
Have fun!

 

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Jimin was standing by the entry of the cinema, the place he and Yoongi had compromised on meeting up. He had been the one to suggest picking Yoongi up, but Yoongi had rejected, saying he didn’t want Jimin’s car around his apartment building again, since people might end up picking his lock or shit thinking it was his. Bitter.

When Jimin glanced at the time he realized that he was quite a bit too early. Another twenty minutes before their planned meet up time. Honestly he had no idea when he had last been this over-punctual.

 

Jimin
I’m early

Jimin
When will you be here

Yoongi
I’m on the bus rn

Yoongi
15 minutes?

Jimin
Tell the driver to hurry up :--.

Jimin
I wanna see your hair

 

Smiling at the thought of seeing Yoongi again he closed the chat with him before noticing a different chat that had moved down a couple of spaces. He tapped opened it up, looking at the video he had last send. The guy hadn’t answered, but that honestly wasn’t surprising at all.

Jimin just hoped he’d gotten his message across anyways. The video was taken about a week back. It showed a slim girl with a ponytail, entirely naked, her back towards the camera and on her hands and knees as Jimin fucked her. Admittedly he was relieved he’d even managed to get a hard on, or at least hard enough to take the video. Making sure the guy would see who that girl was he had pulled her head to the side by her hair.

He still felt a bit disgusted at the thought of that evening. He wouldn’t have slept with her if it wasn’t for payback. Since he really didn’t want to prolong it any more than necessary, he’d even faked coming into the condom, before quickly fucking off, leaving the girl unsatisfied.

Not that he had any ounce of pity for that girl. She hadn’t even batted her lashes at the thought of cheating on her boyfriend.

Jimin let out a bitter laugh at the words underneath it.

 

Jimin
Better keep your girlfriend on the leash

Jimin
It’s Jimin btw

Jimin
And I just want you to know not to fuck with my friends

Jimin
Hope you know when to listen

 

He’d done a lot of worse shit to people who’d set him off in the past, but he didn’t want to be that person anymore. It was exhausting. Always being the bad guy. Having everyone be scared of him. And threatening their family and shit. As if their parents had any fault in how their children turned out. To some extend they did but some really weren’t at fault.

Sighing he leant against the wall of the cinema building and closed his eyes. Maybe time would pass by faster this way? He heard some giggling and when he opened his eyes he spotted two girls standing a couple of meters from him, talking to each other and sending glances his way. Jimin made a face in discomfort.

He pulled his phone out of his pocket again.

Jimin
Yoooooooongi

Jimin
Save me

Jimin
Some women are lusting after me

Jimin
They look like they might make a move

Yoongi
Pfffhahaha

Yoongi
I’ll be there soon

 

“Excuse me?” When he heard a voice his head snapped up and he came face to face with one of the girls. “Uhm… could I get your number?”

Jimin pressed his lips into a thin line, quickly scanning the area for Yoongi, his savior, but of course the boy wasn’t there. When he looked back at the girl, she was smiling a bit awkwardly, her friend behind her trying her hardest to hide from Jimin’s field of vision.

“Sorry, I’m dating already.” Jimin simply stated, expecting them to accept and leave but the girl seemed rather keen on talking to him.

“Really? That’s nice. I think I’ve seen your Instagram before by the way. You’re really good looking.” Chuckling awkwardly Jimin nodded. “Thanks, I guess.” He didn’t want to be mean, but honestly he had no idea how to deal with the situation without being rude like he used to whenever someone flirted with him he wasn’t interested in.

Luckily Yoongi came to his rescue, suddenly standing next to him and throwing his arm around Jimin’s shoulder. “Sorry ladies, he’s with me.”

Surprised by the new face the girl stared at Yoongi for a couple of seconds before very obviously checking him out. Not that Jimin couldn’t relate. The black earrings, tight jeans and white t-shirt looked pretty damn good on him. Wait, white? This had to be the first time Jimin had seen Yoongi in a different ‘color’ than black.

“Could I maybe have your number?” The girl asked this time Yoongi, completely deprived of any shame for repeating what she had tried on Jimin just seconds before. Jimin let out a disbelieving laugh. “The nerve. The fucking nerve.”

Yoongi chuckled before shaking his head and lifting his hand, pointing at the ring on his ring finger. “Sorry, I’m taken. Could you leave us alone please? We were planning on spending a nice boys’ evening. No girls allowed.”

When the girls left, clearly a bit crestfallen, Jimin turned to Yoongi, raising an eyebrow. “Is there something you haven’t told me?” He asked gesturing at Yoongi’s hand.

“Yeah that I’m a genius when it comes to rejecting people.” Yoongi said, laughing, taking off the ring and handing it to Jimin. “Just an ordinary accessory ring. Nothing special. No meaning. I just like it. But it’s great at making chicks stay off my dick when necessary.”

“Wow.” Jimin laughed, inspecting the clean piece of metal. “Maybe I should get something like that too.”

“Here.” Instead of saying anything further, Yoongi grabbed Jimin’s hand and slid the finger onto his ring finger. “Look, now we’re married.” Laughing at Jimin’s confused face Yoongi patted Jimin’s shoulder. “It’s a spontaneous present. I have a similar one at home anyways so I can just give you this one.”

Jimin nodded slowly, looking at the ring on his finger. He liked it a lot more than he would want to admit. It was a simple metal ring. Nothing special. No design. No real silver. Just a plain accessory, but if Yoongi had asked him to give it back at that moment he probably wouldn’t have. He’d already grown attached.

“Thanks.” He could feel his cheeks heating up. It was the first time he’d received a present from Yoongi.

 

Chapter Text

“What do you want to watch?” Yoongi asked as he grabbed Jimin’s hand and pulled him inside.

“Maybe… I don’t know… How to train your dragon?” Jimin suggested. He had checked all the movies the cinema screened and he’d struggled a bit with deciding which one to watch since hardly any good ones were currently played. How to train your dragon was the only one he kind of wanted to see, even with it being a children’s movie.

“The second one?” Yoongi asked, casually interlinking their fingers.

“Yeah. Wait, have you seen the first one?” There were a couple of people sending weird glances their way for holding hands but Jimin couldn’t have cared less.

Yoongi nodded slowly. “Yeah… I might have a bit of a weird obsession with some animated children’s movies. How to train your dragon being one of them.”

Not being able to stop himself Jimin laughed out loud. “Same. I thought I was being weird.”

They reached the short line where the tickets were sold. “So we’ll watch it?” Jimin asked, running his hand through his hair before pushing it deep into the pocket of his jeans.

“Sure.” The girl in front of them finished and Yoongi started talking to the woman behind the glass, telling her which film, that they’d prefer to sit somewhere in the middle and if there was any discount for students. When he was done he grabbed his wallet and paid, Jimin still watching him.

It was weird. Usually Jimin was the one to take care of paying, talking and overall taking the lead during anything he’d do with friends or girls he was planning to hook up with. Being the one to sit back and get taken care of was a nice change.

“We’ll have to wait for another 20 minutes before the movie starts.” Yoongi said once he’d received the tickets. “Let’s go get some popcorn, shall we?”

They spent the next ten minutes before exploring the cinema hall, talking about attractive features on people, which was quite the funny topic since both of them had a lot to add to the conversation.

“Look. That girl we just passed had hair like that.” Yoongi stated as they entered the big hall.

“No, that was too curly. Curly automatically looks a bit chaotic.”

“Looking chaotic doesn’t mean it’s not taken care of well.” Yoongi reassured, taking his place and handing Jimin his popcorn while he took the jacket that was wrapped around his hip off and placed it on the empty seat next to him.

“But it’s not attractive.” Jimin pouted.

“It is.”

“Should I get some curls?” Jimin joked, patting down on his hair.

“No! Don’t you dare.” Yoongi quickly said. “I’ll kill you if you do.”

“But you said it would look pretty.” The younger teased, playing with a strand of his hair, looking at Yoongi with big fake surprised eyes.

“You’ve already reached perfection so don’t change anything.” The older said with such causality that it instantly made Jimin’s cheeks tint as he sat down. “Don’t say shit like that.” It was audible how embarrassed he was.

“Don’t provoke me to say shit like that.” Yoongi laughed, grabbing Jimin’s hand and glancing around. They were the only ones sitting in their row so no one would notice. Not that Yoongi really cared what others thought of him, but he didn’t want to bring Jimin into problematic situations. One scenario being that they might have to listen to homophobic comments throughout the whole movie.

Jimin leant back in his seat, stuffing a small amount of popcorn into his mouth when the ads started. “Let’s do this. Get ready for a not at all appropriate emotional rollercoaster.”

 

 

 

“Wait a sec. Could you stop there?” Yoongi asked, pointing at the gas station they would have to take a turn for in a few meters. “Yeah, sure. Why?” Jimin asked, pulling the expensive car over and parking it on the side of the gas station to make sure he wouldn’t stop anyone from being able to fuel their car.

“I’ll go get us something to drink and snack on for later.” Yoongi simply stated, opening the car door and stepping out.

Jimin realized that he recognized the place from somewhere. “Wait, isn’t this where Tae works?”

Yoongi nodded, leaning down to look at Jimin, who was still sitting in the car. “Yeah it is. They aren’t here today though. It’s their day off.”

“Ah.” The younger watched as Yoongi jogged towards the gas station. So far the day had been great. He and Yoongi had fanboyed over a dragon, they had held hands, kissed in the dark and decided on prolonging the evening by driving to the outer edge of Seoul and search for a field or something where they could sit in the grass and enjoy the remainder of their evening.

It felt like a real date and honestly Jimin was hyped about it.

“Look what I got.” Yoongi said grinning when he stepped back into the car, holding up three bottles of soju, some onigiris and chips.

“I’m proud of you.” Jimin said teasingly, grabbing some of it and placing it on the backseats before throwing his sweater over it to make sure it wouldn’t get thrown around too much.

On the other side Yoongi sat back down and buckled up, before glancing at the seats a bit irritated. “I still can’t get used to the fact that you have fucking seat heating. Who even needs that?”

“Hey, don’t say anything against it. I need it.” Jimin exclaimed, starting the engine of his car and driving back onto the street.

“Or you could put on something else aside from that very revealing tank top of yours. I feel like I’ve seen you naked already.” The older stated, running his hand through his hair and checking out Jimin’s outfit. It really was quite something. The boy was wearing tight leather pants, a bit too tight in the crotch area, a gray tank top and had been wearing an open button up blouse on top of it earlier that was now carelessly thrown onto the backseat. From what Yoongi knew about fashion he was pretty damn sure that his outfit overall did cost more than one month of rent at his place.

“But I wanna seduce you~” Jimin joked, a teasing grin on his lips and Yoongi groaned. “No need for that. I’m struggling enough anyways.”

“How much is enough?” The younger teased, pulling the edge of his t-shirt that already had a deep neckline down even further.

“Fuck you.” Not saying anything else Yoongi turned away to stop himself from staring at Jimin’s overly exposed collarbones and muscular chest.

“Sorry.” Jimin said laughing softly, the sound being as sweet and honest as it could get. “Hey, that looks good. Should we stop here?”

Yoongi looked up to check on whatever Jimin was talking about. A couple of meters in front of them was a small hill with a huge green area, with nothing else but grass and flowers. They’d reached the outer parts of Seoul, which meant they also would have a great view over the city as a whole.

“Yeah, sure.”

Jimin parked the car on the side of the road and Yoongi couldn’t help but feel a bit anxious over the dirt that was underneath the car. He felt like this was not the right place to leave a car like this, while Jimin simply climbed out of his seat apparently not giving a flying fuck. “You coming?”

Not long after both of them were sitting on a rather flat area further up the hill, each of them with a bottle of soju in their hand. Jimin had gotten the apple one since apparently he preferred sweet alcohol over bitter one.

“Sooo… should we have an interesting conversation?”  Yoongi suggested and Jimin shrugged his shoulders.

“Yeah sure. About what?” Jimin was playing with the leg of his pants while bobbing his other leg, which made Yoongi slightly nervous.

“No idea.” The older said lying down on his back before realizing that maybe they would have something to talk about after all, as he looked up at the sky. “Lie down. Look at that shit.”

Following his order Jimin dropped onto his back as well before opening his mouth in awe. “Holy shit that’s so pretty. I didn’t know you could see them in Seoul.”

Both of them were staring up at the sky that was covered in bright dots. Jimin was used to night skies covered in stars. He’d been on a bunch of vacations and places where he could see those stars in their full beauty but somehow this felt special. Maybe because he had someone he could share this special moment with.

He could feel Yoongi skid a bit closer to him and grab his hand. “This is nice. Corny. Really really really fucking corny but nice.”

“Maybe it is. Maybe I like corny.” Jimin said chuckling. And it was true. He never realized how much he needed something like this. Your cliché romance. But unlike those bad romance movies this actually felt real and natural.

Movies couldn’t even begin to describe how warm and protected this shit made him feel. For the first time he wasn’t alone.

Chapter Text

„Wait, that’s seriously yours?“ Both Jimin and Yoongi were a bit drunk. Not a bad kind of drunk. Just happy honest drunk.

“Yeah, it is.” Yoongi said, grinning proudly. His phone playing one of the few songs he had produced with Namjoon when he was younger. Jimin looked pretty damn impressed. “You’re amazing. That sounds legit.”

“Legit?” Yoongi was laughing with his stomach at the choice of Jimin’s words. The boy was sweet. Weird but sweet.

“Legit.” Jimin repeated, before taking a sip of his now almost empty bottle. “You sound like you’re rapping for a living. That’s so cool.”

“There was a time where I would hope that someday I could.” The older admitted, running his hand through his hair before crossing his legs. “It’s hard, you know. Namjoon managed to do it somehow. He made a couple of songs, got some attention and is now able to somehow provide enough money for rent and food. But is he happy? Nah. Making what you love your job can ruin it for you. Suddenly it’s no longer ‘I wanna write my feelings down’. It’s ‘I gotta feel something I can write down because if not I won’t be able to eat dinner’.”

Jimin pressed his lips into a thin line. “And if you continue doing it as a hobby?”

“I will, probably. I just hope I’ll have a job that leaves me with enough time to do something on the side too.” Yoongi explained. “Life is a shitshow.” It didn’t even sound bitter. Just exhausted. And drunk.

Frowning Jimin leant forward. “It doesn’t have to be. Mine isn’t anymore. I’m happy now.” They were both intoxicated enough to wear their feelings on their sleeves. Plainly visible for the other. “Thanks to you.”

“I’m glad. Honestly. You deserve being happy.” Yoongi said, smiling softly before reaching over and patting Jimin’s cheek. “You’re such a good natured person… you’ve just been through some shit you never should have had to go through.” Yoongi hesitated. “Please don’t feel guilty about shit that happened in the past. What matters is who you are now, okay?”

Nodding Jimin leant into the touch. “I’ll try. And I’ll make you happy too. I swear.”

Yoongi sighed. “I’m not sure if that works. I’m happy when I’m with you. It’s just, being pessimistic and sad has become such a regular thing that I feel like it’s part of my character at this point.”

“I won’t let you. I’ll help you fulfill your dream of producing your own stuff and make you happy as much as I can.” Jimin stated enthusiastically. “I can do it.”

“Thanks.” The smile Jimin received from Yoongi was worth any struggle he might have in the future with making sure to keep his promise.

“Come on, let’s do something against this depressing atmosphere. I know my songs are on the dark side, but that doesn’t mean we have to follow their lead.” The older joked, grabbing his phone to turn the music off.

Jimin gestured for him to stop. “Who’s that?” There was a warm female voice singing along with Yoongi’s rap. Her voice was beautiful.

“Ah, that’s my ex. She decided to do music too, after high school, so I asked her if she was interested in doing a collab with me. Does it bother you?” Yoongi asked softly, but Jimin simply shook his head.

“Her voice is amazing. I bet she’s really sweet. She sounds like she is.” It was such a weird concept. While being sure that she probably had made Yoongi really happy in the past and being thankful to her for that, Jimin felt the slightest tingle of jealousy. She had known Yoongi throughout a time of his life he would never get the chance to see.

“She is. Don’t look at me like that. I swear I’m over her.” Yoongi promised, chuckling when Jimin almost glared at him as if he had betrayed him, but at the same time tried to look as unbothered as possible. It was a cute sight.

“I know. Don’t laugh.” Jimin complained, before burying his face in his hands. “I hate myself. Jealousy is so useless. I know I can trust you. Why do I wanna claw some random girl’s eyes out?”

Yoongi laughed, loudly, before patting Jimin’s head. “You’re my absolute number one, remember? No one comes before you.”

Jimin sighed, dramatically. “That’s relieving. You sure you want this as your number one? I bet there are more suitable number ones out there.”

“I don’t think so.” Yoongi said, patting Jimin’s leg. “Hey, I just remembered. You promised you’d sing for me once.”

“Not right after we listened to her. I feel bad in comparison.” Jimin complained, throwing his hands up into the air before dropping into the grass. “It’s cold. Maybe we should go back.”

Instead of saying anything Yoongi took off his jacket and sweater, throwing the still warm piece of fabric at Jimin, before slipping back into the jacket. “Here.”

Jimin looked down at the sweater, then at Yoongi and back down, not losing not another second after and pulling the sweater over his head to snuggle into the warm fabric. “It smells like you… don’t expect me to give it back to you.”

The boy looked so content that Yoongi couldn’t help but grin widely and pull him in for a kiss. Instead of fighting back Jimin let himself be pulled in, supporting himself on Yoongi’s tights as they went for a long, lingering kiss.

“You’re perfect, I swear.” Jimin felt a shudder run down his back at the compliment. He was used to bashing himself. He never felt like what he was doing was right. But hearing Yoongi say that he was perfect made warmth spread through his body.

Instead of saying anything Jimin placed another kiss on Yoongi’s lips. “You wanted me to sing right? Let’s do it.”

Grabbing his phone, he skipped through Spotify, searching something he could sing. Not that usually at home he wouldn’t just sing anything, but he wanted to sound somewhat good for Yoongi. Weird pride of his.

Picking a familiar song, he knew he could sing somewhat well, he let his finger hover over the play button. “I swear, if you judge me I’m gonna kick you. I have a naturally high voice so don’t laugh.”

Yoongi laughed softly. “As if I’d judge you.”

“You so totally would.”

“No I would not.”

Jimin pressed the play button before playing an instrumental version of ‘We don’t talk anymore’. Ignoring the feeling of embarrassment, he started singing. Yoongi listened with a serious face, making it hard for Jimin to concentrate on singing. All he could think about was what Yoongi was hearing. Did he like it? Jimin really couldn’t tell.

Yoongi must have been able to tell by the almost panicky look on Jimin’s face, because he broke into a smile just seconds later. Blushing Jimin glanced down, almost missing a line, but somehow he managed. He didn’t look back up for at least another twenty seconds.

“So pretty.” Yoongi said when Jimin had sung the whole first verse and chorus.

“Thanks.” Why was he being like that? Jimin was used to always be the one keeping his calm. Nothing ever threw him off and yet here he was, blushing like a teenage girl just because Yoongi had complimented him.

“Have you ever considered recording yourself?” Yoongi asked, almost instantly going into working mode. “If you want to we could. I could ask Namjoon. It would be nice to be able to listen to your voice whenever I feel like it.”

“No. Absolutly not. I’m not that good. That would be super embarrassing.” Jimin said quickly, hugging his legs to his body.

“Pity.” The way Yoongi said it actually made it sound like he meant it. “Honestly, you could probably have a career as a singer if you tried to. I mean, people are superficial these days so they like pretty guys and you sound nice.”

Jimin wasn’t quite sure whether he should feel offended or if Yoongi had just made him a compliment. “Thanks?”

“It’s a compliment.” Yoongi grinned. “But I’m pretty happy with having my own private singer. That works too.”

Rolling his eyes Jimin dropped his head on Yoongi’s thigh and looked up at the sky again. There was a long drawn out silence before Jimin talked again. “You make me pretty damn happy, you know that? In a really natural way. Not the hyped happy that makes you happy for a short amount of time and after it you’re exhausted. Just comfortable, calm happiness that helps me through the day.” Jimin said stretching his hand out towards the sky. “You have somewhat restored my faith in humanity.” The boy giggled happily, before closing his eyes and snuggling up to Yoongi, who was watching him with fond eyes.

“That’s good to hear…” Hesitation. “Jimin?”

“Hm?”

“You’re cute.”

“M’not cute. I’m manly.” Jimin grinned before closing his eyes again. “And drunk. Manly and drunk.”

“I guessed.” Yoongi chuckled, before leaning down and pecking Jimin’s forehead.

“No. I want a real kiss.” Jimin said, looking up at Yoongi and pouting.

“Never mind, you’re adorable.” Yoongi laughed before placing a kiss on Jimin’s lips. Jimin groaned as he turned away. “That’s even worse than cute.”

Another long silence followed. One of those that are comfortable. The ones where your thoughts wander and you end up forgetting someone else is even there, but at the same time you feel comfortable with where you are.

“Yoongi?” Jimin’s voice was still a bit slow due to the alcohol, but Yoongi could tell that he was trying to start a rather serious topic by his tone.

“Yeah? Is something the matter?” He asked softly, reaching down to play with Jimin’s hair.

“I’m kind of scared?” Jimin admitted, taking a deep, shaky breath.

Furrowing his eyebrows Yoongi watched as Jimin played with the hem of his sweater. “Why are you scared?”

“Because I’m not sure how everything is going to turn out. I like you. I really do. So much that the thought that I might fuck everything up somehow hurts…” Jimin explained, looking distressed. “And there are so many ways I could. I’m not good at relationships. I’ve never done this before. I’m not gay. Which sounds weird saying considering I’m dating you right now, but I’m not usually attracted to guys. Nor their bodies. And I’m sure you’ll want to have sex at some point but I’m not even able to promise you that I’ll be ready someday. Because I really don’t know.”

Jimin groaned, burying his face in Yoongi’s stomach. “Whyyyy has life so many worries?”

With a warm smile on his lips Yoongi grabbed Jimin and pulled him onto his lap, forcing the boy to face him. “First off, we don’t have to have sex if you’re that uncomfortable with it. I mean, it’s admittedly quite sexually frustrating but we’ll make this work somehow. Secondly, I’m okay with the facts that you don’t really view yourself as gay and that you’re not really used to relationships. All of those are things we can work through. A problem doesn’t mean everything is over right away. Just talk to me about this stuff, alright? As long as you don’t suffer silently and let all those surpressed thoughts and emotions build up to the point where they affect you negatively, we’ll be okay. Just tell me.” Yoongi chuckled before pecking Jimin’s lips and fondly running his thumb over his cheeks. “You’re worth the trouble.”

Jimin bit his lip before nodding and sniffing a bit.

“Holy shit, are you crying?”

“Shut up! I get emotional easily when I’m drunk.” Jimin complained, rubbing his eyes and trying to climb off of Yoongi’s lap, who was stopping him from doing so.

“So precious!”

“MANLY! It’s manly!”

Chapter Text

„Sooo what you’re trying to say is that even though you repeated exactly what he had said before, he complained that he meant something entirely different? Sounds legit.” Yoongi stated sipping on his drink. Jimin was sitting next to him, their feet touching every once in a while, while Yoongi was talking to Jungkook.

“Yeah, it was ridiculous. He said. ‘But I want us to become something serious?’ and I asked ‘You want this to become something serious?’ and he was like ‘Nooooo you don’t understand.’.” Jungkook said mimicking two different voices.

Taehyung looked a bit uncomfortable next to him, but didn’t say anything. Just rested his arm on Jungkook’s waist and listened.

“But don’t you understand it? He didn’t mean it as in ‘I want us to become something serious.’ He meant it as ‘I want us to become something serious.’ There’s a huge difference.” Yoongi chuckled and Jungkook laughed.

“I guess I really didn’t get it at the time.” He turned towards Taehyung, raising a questioning eyebrow. “What’s wrong? Why are you poking me?”

Taehyung chuckled at the weird choice of words. “You rejected him?”

“Of course I did.” Yoongi watched the interaction. From what he had seen so far Taehyung seemed pretty damn smitten while Jungkook… well Jungkook was treating Taehyung like his little brother. Which Yoongi wasn’t quite sure whether it was a good thing or not.

“Why?” Taehyung asked, grabbing Jungkook’s hand underneath the table.

“Because he was a client.”

“But I am too.”

“He was an asshole client. And you know I need my job. He probably just wanted me to himself for free, without having to do his part in the relationship.”

Taehyung nodded hesitantly. “Okay.”

Uffff there was quite some tension in the air. Yoongi was sure even Jimin noticed by the way he raised an eyebrow. Knowing it was not their thing to take care of, Yoongi turned towards Jimin to let them have their privacy.

“So how has your day been?”

Jimin leant back, closing his eyes. They were sitting in the cafeteria, at the small table that had once been Jimin’s but now was the place all of them ate at. “Alright. I’m a bit exhausted. Didn’t sleep all that well last night.”

“Why?” Yoongi asked, a bit worried.

“Just thought about a couple of things.” Jimin stated, before taking in a deep breath. “Because my parents have been out a lot lately so I’ve been a bit lonely, I guess? My parents’ place feels really empty.”

“If you want you can stay over at mine for a couple of days.” Yoongi suggested, patting Jimin’s leg soothingly. “I want you to sleep well.”

Leaning his head against Yoongi’s shoulder Jimin sighed. People were watching. Yoongi knew. They always were. But at this point Jimin really didn’t seem to give any fucks about it. He didn’t kiss Yoongi at school or something like that, but he treated him just like he always did. “Would be nice… You should come to my place too though… Not now, just someday.” Jimin stated, closing his eyes. “I could make you some food for a change.”

“I’d love to see that happen someday.” Yoongi teased, before grabbing his lunchbox. “By the way… I got something you have to try today. You said you don’t like fruits in normal meals but I kind of want you to try this.” He opened the lid, revealing rice and some sort of sauce that had vegetables, chicken and some mango in it.

“But…” Jimin tried glancing at the food with suspicion in his eyes when Yoongi shushed him. “No buts. Try it. If you don’t like it, okay, but you can’t decide that before you’ve tried.”

Making a face Jimin looked at Yoongi and then back at the food. “I hate you.”

“Sure you do.” Yoongi grabbed his chopsticks, took some rice on them and dipped them into the sauce. “Here.” He held them up to Jimin’s mouth.

When Jimin didn’t open his mouth right away, his kicked his foot softly. “Don’t be a spoilt child. If you don’t open up soon I might drop some of it on your Gucci shirt.” Yoongi threatened and Jimin opened his mouth hesitantly, but not before rolling his eyes.

Not taking any chances Yoongi used his chance and fed Jimin the rice. There was a long silence in which Jimin simply looked at Yoongi, glaring ever so slightly, before pressing his lips into a thin line. “It’s good.”

Yoongi grinned at his small victory. “I fucking knew you’d like it.”

“Pfff.” Jimin crossed his arms. “It was okay. Nothing special.”

“Uh huh.” Yoongi said still grinning. “Alright, I guess I’ll have to eat both portions on my own.”

“No.” Jimin instantly said, making grabby hands at Yoongi, who was about to put the second box back into his backpack. “You made it for me. It’s my right to eat it. I have to be a good boyfriend. Just because of that.”

“Nah, it’s okay. You don’t have to eat it for me. I’ll just make you something else.”

“Fucking give it to me you tease. I like it alright. I like it even with the mango inside.” Jimin complained, hitting Yoongi’s leg.

Laughing Yoongi put the box back on the table. “See, now we’re talking. Here.” He handed Jimin the chopsticks.

Rolling his eyes in annoyance, Jimin grabbed them and started digging in but Yoongi could tell that he was being dramatic for the comedy behind it.

“So what was your day like?” Jimin repeated the question Yoongi had asked minutes earlier.

“Long. Very long. And I still have another three lessons in the afternoon.” Yoongi explained, grabbing a box with side dishes from his backpack, as well as some chopsticks for himself.

“Should I sneak in as well? Maybe I could help you with the subject material. What lessons?” Jimin asked while taking another bite from his meal.

“No, you don’t have to… and they are on producing. I don’t think you can really help me with that.” Yoongi chuckled, opening the lid of the side dish box, picking some up with his chopsticks and feeding Jimin, who didn’t even think about it much and just opening his mouth.

“Pity… so I can come over once you’re done?” Jimin asked, holding a hand in front of his face to hide the fact that he was chewing.

“If you want to. Also…” Yoongi began but was interrupted when Jessie appeared behind them.

“Hey ladies. I got some chocolate earlier but I’m kind of on a diet so I can’t eat it. Want some?” She patted Jimin’s shoulder as a greeting before slipping into the seat next to Yoongi and kissing his cheek.

Jimin raised an eyebrow at her and she stuck out her tongue. “I did not kiss him. We made a deal and I did not cross a line.” She grinned, pecking Yoongi’s cheek again, who could not have been bothered, simply continuing to eat.

Frowning Jimin grabbed Yoongi and pulled him towards himself. “Mine.”

“Uhm I don’t wanna say anything but I’m mine. I don’t belong to either of you.” Yoongi stated, squirming out of Jimin’s hold.

Jimin clicked his tongue, before slipping closer to Yoongi and hugging him, which made it possible for Yoongi to continue eating and for Jimin to mark his property. This time Yoongi didn’t move away. Jessie laughed, patting Jimin’s arm. “Don’t worry, I won’t try to take him away from you. Look how okay Tae is with this.” She got up, circling the table and wrapping her arms around Jungkook before pecking his cheek. “Hey Jungkookie.”

“Hey.” Jungkook muttered, slowly patting her arm that was wrapped around his neck in acknowledgment before continuing his conversation with Taehyung.

“That doesn’t count.” Jimin stated, pointing at Jungkook. “He’s gay. Entirely. Unlike Yoongi he wouldn’t be interested even if he wasn’t in a relationship.”

“Such a possessive boyfriend. It’s cute seeing you like that.” Jessie stated moving back onto the bench next to Yoongi. “Never thought you’d be the type.”

“Pffff.” Jimin clicked his tongue again before burying his face in Yoongi’s neck and closing his eyes. Simply enjoying the comfort and warmth Yoongi’s presence gave him.

Yoongi patted his knee before talking with a soft voice. “People are watching… are you okay with that?”

“I don’t care if they’re watching. Especially not if it means they’ll let you have your peace.” Jimin stated pecking his neck. “It’s not like I ever cared what they thought anyways.”

Yoongi smiled, patting Jimin’s head now. This was nice. It was amazing how brave Jimin was without even realizing he was.

Chapter Text

Taehyung
Kook?

Taehyung
Kooook?

Taehyung
Please?

Taehyung
Did you put your phone on silent?

Taehyung
Kookie!

Jungkook
What is it

Jungkook
Why the hell are you messaging me in the middle of the night

Jungkook
Or rather morning

Taehyung
Sorry

Taehyung
But uhm

Taehyung
I’ve not been feeling all that well

Taehyung
Could you come by?

Jungkook
What do you have?

Jungkook
Should I get you some medicine?

Jungkook
I could make it in about half an hour

Jungkook
Maybe a bit longer

Taehyung
I should have some medicine here

Taehyung
I’m just really dizzy

Taehyung
Sorry

Taehyung
I know it’s in the middle of the night

Jungkook
Don’t worry about it

Jungkook
Should I make you some chicken soup?

Jungkook
I could go get the ingredients at the convenience store

Taehyung
Isn’t that too much work?

Taehyung
You don’t have to

Taehyung
Maybe I should just call a cab and drive to my parents’ place

Jungkook
It’s okay

Jungkook
Don’t worry about it

Jungkook
I’m on my way

 

The second Taehyung opened the door Jungkook could tell that it was quite bad. His eyes were swollen, his nose red, just like his cheeks. His lips were dry and he looked just as tired as Jungkook had felt the second he’d woken up to his phone vibrating.

“Hey.” Taehyung said, his voice a croaky and even deeper than usual. He wrapped the blanket a bit tighter around his body, while stepping to the side to let Jungkook in. “You know, you could have just entered. You have my passcode.” The smile on Taehyung’s lips was weak. Instead of answering right away Jungkook put his hands on Taehyung’s shoulders, turning him around and leading him towards the bedroom again.

“Don’t stand around too much. We can chat later. Right now you need to stay in bed.” They entered the room and Jungkook tucked his boyfriend in.

“Thanks for coming.” Taehyung muttered, hiding deeper within the blanket. He received a soft, caring smile from Jungkook.

“No problem.” The boy sat down on the edge of the bed, setting down the bag with groceries. “So… what do you have? Do you have a fever?”

Taehyung sighed. “I have a bit of a temperature. My nose is clogged and my throat is dry… and no one is here to take care of me.”

“Well, now I’m here.” Jungkook chuckled, running his hand through Taehyung’s hair, who pretty much melted into his touch. “So you like being taken care off?” The younger asked, running his thumb over Taehyung’s cheek, who had his eyes closed, enjoying the simple touch.

“Everywhere… aside from in bed maybe.” Taehyung joked, his voice dying halfway through.

“Is that so. You’re in bed right now though.” Jungkook chuckled before getting up. “I’ll be making you some food now. Sleep a bit.”

“I can’t. “ Taehyung stated, tiredly. “Whenever I lie down properly my nose clogs up and I start struggling to breathe.”

A worried frown made its way to Jungkook’s face. “I’ll get you some saltwater to flush your nose. Maybe that will help.”

Jungkook got up, walking towards the bathroom and searching for something he could use to fill the water in. After a couple of minutes, he was back with a small bottle of salt water. “Here. Lean your head back and drip some into your nose. Wait about twenty seconds then blow your nose. Do it a couple of times while I get you some tea.” Taehyung nodded, doing what Jungkook had told him while the younger grabbed a bag of tissues and placed it next to Taehyung.

“If you need anything, call me.” Taehyung nodded and Jungkook left the room to make some tea. He prepared some ginger tea with honey and put a pot with water on the stove to heat it up in order to prepare some soup later, while he brought Taehyung his tea. He added some cold water to the hot water bottle to cool it down to a point where Taehyung could drink it without much of an effort.

“Here.” He placed the bottle on the nightstand and filled a cup, glancing at Taehyung, who was playing with his phone, his eyes a bit droopy. “Drink some and take a nap. I’ll wake you up once the soup is done.” Jungkook glanced at the clock. 2:56 am.

Trying not to slip out of his cocoon of blankets Taehyung sat up and Jungkook handed him the cup of tea. Taehyung sipped on it carefully before smiling brightly. “Sweet.”

“I kind of expected you to prefer your tea on the sugary side. There’s a lot of honey inside, that should help with your throat so drink a lot, okay?” Jungkook ordered and Taehyung nodded contently, taking another sip. “I usually don’t like tea… this is nice.” Taehyung’s voice sounded a bit better. Not great but better.

“I’m glad you like it. Now drink up and lay down.” Jungkook ordered and Taehyung nodded, downing his drink before slipping back into the depths of his bed.

“Thanks again for coming.” Taehyung repeated, pulling the blanket up to his nose, which made him look like a child. Jungkook cooed, leaning down and placing a peck on Taehyung’s forehead. “No problem. Sleep tight.”

Taehyung hummed in content, closing his eyes and dozing off within seconds. Opposed to that Jungkook made his way back to the kitchen where the water was slowly starting to boil. He began cutting up vegetables and added the chicken to the pot. This was nice. Taking care of Taehyung was pretty nice.

 

 

“Thanks.” Taehyung said groggily, after having been woken from his nap. He yawned, taking the bowl Jungkook was handing him. “You’re the best.” The hour of sleep seemed to have given him at least a couple minutes’ worth of energy.

“I’m glad you think so.” Jungkook chuckled, handing Taehyung the spoon and chopsticks as well once he’d properly placed the bowl on his lap.

Taehyung started eating slowly, trying not to burn himself, sending Jungkook a couple of thoughtful, hesitant glances. He looked like he wanted to say something but wasn’t sure whether to actually do it. “What’s wrong?” Jungkook slid a bit closer and patted Taehyung’s leg.

Taehyung hesitated a bit. “I don’t know if it’s a good idea to talk about it now…”

“Why?”

“Because… I don’t know. Maybe it makes you uncomfortable and you’d want to leave.”

“Don’t worry about it. What is it?” Jungkook asked, his voice soft and relaxing.

“Why did you say yes to becoming my boyfriend?” Taehyung’s voice was cold. Devoid of any emotion. Like he was trying to distance himself from the question. Or rather, not let the response hurt him.

It didn’t take Jungkook even a second to find an answer. “Because you’re a good guy and I wanted to give you a chance.”

Taehyung pressed his lips into a thin line. “Do you like me? Like, as in a step before love.”

This time there was hesitance on Jungkook’s side. “I don’t know.” He looked down at his hands, opening and closing them. “I’ve never had a crush or loved someone so I can’t really tell you. I really like you… as a person. I don’t know if I have feelings for you. What I can say is that you’re attractive and I really care about you.”

Taehyung swallowed hard. “So it’s not just about the money?”

A warm laugh left Jungkook’s lips. “If it was just about the money I wouldn’t be sitting here at 3 am taking care of you. I can make the same money in less ungodly hours.”

Taehyung’s face seemed to brighten up the slightest bit. “Thanks… I kind of needed that… uhm…” Another moment of hesitance. “Just talk.” Jungkook ordered, laughing and reaching his hand out to thread it into Taehyung’s hair.

“What is there to like about me? I’m a stuck up rich kid that has never had to work for anything…” Taehyung asked looking to the side, avoiding Jungkook’s intense gaze.

Jungkook leant back, supporting himself on his hands. “A lot. Even though you have a lot of money you’re down to earth and never really arrogant. You work hard. I see you reading these books about stocks and businesses all the goddamn time when we’re at the store and there’s nothing to do. You’re really easy to hype about things and usually share your happiness with everyone around you. You’re funny and cute and honest and all that shit that makes a person fun to be around. In the beginning you were acting a bit spoilt, but once you started you didn’t really mind helping me at the shop at all. You always see the good in people to the point where I really can’t help but wonder how. Also you didn’t judge me. I’m gay, sell my body for money and am pretty much used to people who somehow find out calling me whore, cockslut and what not. With you it’s like you don’t know. You didn’t treat me any different after you found out and never really made it sound like it’s disgusting. Which it is. Even I think it’s disgusting, but you never made me feel like I am… honestly, I could keep going for hours with no end. But there is so much to like about you…” Jungkook ran his hand over Taehyung’s blanketed leg. “For real, I couldn’t come up with any reason why someone wouldn’t like you.”

Taehyung’s lip quivered a bit. “Are you serious?”

Smiling softly, Jungkook ruffled Taehyung’s hair. “Of course I am. You’re on of the most likeable people I have ever met.” He walked over to the edge of the room, grabbing sleeping Yeontan and carrying him over to Taehyung before placing him next to the boy on the bed. The pup instantly went over to cover Taehyung’s face with kisses.

Jungkook smiled at the sight of Taehyung trying to stop him from attacking his face. When he finally managed to wrap his arms around the small ball of fluff and make the pup lay there without covering his face in drool he looked back up at Jungkook. “You’re not disgusting.”

Jungkook furrowed his brows in confusion. “What do you mean?”

“You’re not disgusting at all. Because of the prostitute thing. You’re amazing. It’s amazing how much you’re willing to do for your brother.” Taehyung explained, looking all serious again.

“Thanks... it’s nice to hear that for a change.” Jungkook smiled. “Now sleep.” He grabbed the bowl that was sitting on the mattress next to Taehyung, before walking towards the door. He was stopped by Taehyung’s voice. “Will you stay?”

It took Jungkook a couple of seconds to realize that Taehyung was referring to Jungkook sleeping at his place. “Yeah, sure… I just have to clean the kitchen before I go to bed.” He took the last couple of steps towards the door. “Good night.”

“Jungkook?”

“Hm?”

“Love you.”

Chapter Text

Jessie
Okay

Jessie
So I don’t want to be that person

Jessie
But I don’t think I have another choice

Jessie
You and Yoongi are dating right?

Jimin
Yeah

Jimin
Why?

Jessie
I thought so

Jessie
So what was that thing when you hooked up with that girl?

Jessie
The asshole’s girlfriend

Jimin
Revenge?

Jessie
Does Yoongi know?

Jimin
No

Jimin
Why?

Jessie
Wtf Jimin

Jessie
Even if it’s just revenge

Jessie
That’s cheating

Jessie
You are aware of that right?

Jimin

Jimin
Shit you’re right

Jimin
I forgot

Jimin
I didn’t think

Jessie
You never think

Jessie
Jiiiiiiiiiiimin

Jessie
You’re in a relationship now

Jessie
You can’t just do that

Jessie
God you’re stupid

Jessie
Are you okay?

Jessie
Why aren’t you answering?

Jimin
Because I’m having a meltdown

Jimin
I fucked up

Jimin
Really badly

Jimin
What if Yoongi wants to break up now?

Jimin
Should I even tell him?

Jimin
I didn’t mean to cheat

Jimin
You know how much I care about him

Jimin
I’d never cheat

Jimin
Not on him

Jimin
I’m such an asshole

Jessie
Relax

Jessie
And of course you’ll tell him

Jessie
If you don’t I will

Jessie
Yoongi’s good for you

Jessie
Don’t destroy it with bullshit like this

Jimin
I really try not to

Jimin
How fucking stupid am I?

Jessie
Really

Jimin
How did you even know?

Jessie
Girls talk a lot

Jessie
And I listen

Jimin
And as much as I kind of not wanted to hear this

Jimin
Thank you for telling me

Jimin
I swear I didn’t even think about it

Jimin
I wanna hit myself

Jimin
I totally deserve it

Jessie
Tell Yoongi

Jessie
Let him hit you

Jessie
And apologize

Jessie
He really likes you

Jessie
I think he’ll forgive you

Jessie
And if he doesn’t you deserve it, kind of

Jessie
So don’t you dare get angry because of it

Jessie
Yoongi’s officially under my protection

Jimin
As if I’d lash out on Yoongi

Jimin
I care too much about him

Jimin
And if he decides that he wants to end this that’s his decision

Jimin
I wanna cry

Jimin
How could I fuck up this badly and not even realize?

Jimin
I feel like shit

Jimin
I’ll call Yoongi later

Jimin
Buy ice cream in case he decides he doesn’t want me anymore

Jessie
Wow you’re so gay at this point

Jessie
Yoongi’s is rubbing off on you

Jessie
I like it

Jimin
Shut up

 

 

Yoongi was just writing on a paper that was due in a couple of days when there was a knock on the door. With the hint of an idea of who would show up unannounced he got up and made his way towards the entryway.

He opened the door glancing out. “Aaaand it’s you. Why am I not surprised? Didn’t I tell you to stop showing up without a warning?” Yoongi chuckled, opening the door for a slightly anxious looking Jimin.

The boy smiled awkwardly, slipping past Yoongi and mumbling a short ‘sorry’. Yoongi caught on right away.

“What’s wrong? You look… tense?” He patted Jimin’s shoulder.

Jimin sighed. “I kind of fucked up pretty badly and you’ll probably be angry.”

Raising an eyebrow Yoongi leant against the wall. There were a bunch of things that could have happened. Ranking from Jimin being an asshole towards someone who didn’t deserve it to something Yoongi might actually get angry over.

“What did you do?” He realized that the hallway wasn’t a good location for some talk about whatever Jimin had done wrong, so he pulled him into his room, where he let Jimin sit on the edge of his bed while he himself sat down by the working desk.

“First off… I want to say that I’m dumb and don’t think most of the time and that I really did not mean to do it… I just forgot because I’m stupid.” Jimin began, kneading his hands.

“Jimin, just talk.” Yoongi warned, supporting himself on his hands while leaning back on the bed.

“I cheated on you. Right after we decided to date.” Jimin stated. “It’s not really all that happened but that’s what it comes down to.”

He could watch Yoongi press his lips into a thin line. “Explain.”

Swallowing thickly Jimin grabbed the edges of the chair he was sitting on. “I fucked the girlfriend of that guy who beat you up. Out of petty revenge. And I know it sounds like an excuse when I say this but I pretty much forgot that that is cheating. Because in my head it was out of revenge and I didn’t really view it like that… I’m not used to being in a relationship. For some reason my head just didn’t register it as sex with someone but you. To me it was just one way to hurt that guy.” Jimin explained looking down at the floor. He couldn’t endure Yoongi’s gaze on him.

“Then how come you’re coming to me now, telling me about it, if you didn’t think of it as cheating?” Yoongi’s voice was distant. A certain coldness to it that Jimin hadn’t heard before.

“Jessie heard about it and talked to me… she pretty much reminded me of it being cheating… and I came here because I don’t want to lie to you about shit like that. Even if it means that you might want to end this thing now. It’s reasonable if you do.” Jimin said, his heart stinging. As reasonable as it might have been.

There was nothing he wanted to do more than cling to Yoongi and beg him not to.

A soft sigh left Yoongi’s lips as he got up from his seat and walked over to Jimin, who simply stared at Yoongi’s feet, not ready to look the boy in the eyes. He felt ashamed.

“Listen, Jimin.” Yoongi’s voice had changed tone again. It was warmer than before, but he could tell that there still was a bit of anger lying underneath it.

Finally, Jimin managed to gather the courage to look up. Yoongi was staring down at him with disappointment. Jimin bit his lip. That hurt. Quite a bit actually.

“If you really want to try this and you were the one to suggest it you really have to be serious about it. Shit like this can’t just happen on accident.” Yoongi stated. “I mean, come on, Jimin. You forget sleeping with someone is cheating? That’s kind of weak, isn’t it?”

Jimin nodded, pressing his lips into a thin line. “I know.” He sighed. “And I’m really sorry. I’m really serious about this… I guess I’m just a bad person.” He smiled a bit pained.

Yoongi sighed, running his hand through Jimin’s hair, still standing above him. “You’re not a bad person. Just really impulsive.” Yoongi stated, before closing his eyes massaging his temples. “You know what position you put me in? At one hand I really like you but cheating is something serious. I know it wasn’t your intention to cheat this time… but if I let you off easy right now it might happen again because what consequences are there? Who knows maybe next time it might be because you’re sexually frustrated and we can’t do anything.”

Jimin was quick to answer. “No way. That won’t happen. I really like you… I wouldn’t do that, I swear.” He bit his lip looking to the side. Things didn’t look good. He felt so scared. Scared that Yoongi wouldn’t let this pass. That they’d go back to being nothing more than friends again… or worst case scenario, Yoongi wouldn’t want to have anything to do with him anymore. “Please… give me another chance. If something like this happens again you can break up with me right away.”

Yoongi raised his eyebrows looking skeptical. “How can you say that that easily? What if it happens? Not scared that I might take you up on your offer then?”

“I have nothing to worry about. It won’t happen again.” Jimin stated, sure of himself. This wasn’t something he would have done to Yoongi on purpose. He really cared about him. To the point where he would put Yoongi’s wellbeing above his own.

Yoongi let out a sigh, rubbing his eyes before giving Jimin a weak smile. “I guess that’s something I can work with.” He squatted down a bit to the point where he was on eyelevel with Jimin. “Don’t do stupid shit like that, okay? Don’t put me in the position where I have to rethink this whole thing.” His hand caressed Jimin’s cheek, who leaned into the touch.

“I won’t, I swear. I care too much about you.” Jimin stated, looking at Yoongi. He felt relieve washing over him. Yoongi wasn’t angry. He wasn’t planning to break up with Jimin. Whatever they had wasn’t lost. He felt like a weight was lifted off his shoulders.

“Good. Now tell me about that petty revenge plan of yours. Fucking his girlfriend, really?” Yoongi asked, raising a judgmental eyebrow.

“It’s a direct strike to one’s pride.” Jimin explained.

“How did you even do it? I don’t think his girlfriend is going to tell him about her one night stand with the sugar daddy from her school.” Yoongi said and Jimin chuckled.

“I filmed her. And sent it to him. It’s a douchebag move. I know.”

“Nah, I support you. He deserves it.” Yoongi got up from where he was squatting, pulling up Jimin as well. “So you cheated on me to avenge me? Is that really how it’s supposed to work?”

“I probably did it more for myself than for you if I’m being honest. I didn’t like the thought of that guy getting away unscarred.” Jimin admitted, playing with Yoongi’s fingers. They were standing opposite of each other.

“You petty piece of shit.” Yoongi chuckled, softly hitting the back of Jimin’s head. The boy smiled a bit bashful, glancing down. “Sorry.”

“It’s okay. I like that about you… as long as it doesn’t affect me in a bad way.” Yoongi stated, forcing Jimin to look up at him and connecting their lips in a warm kiss.

“Sorry.” Jimin said a bit breathless when Yoongi moved back again.

“It’s okay. I’m not really angry. Just don’t do it again.” He warned and Jimin nodded right away. “No way in hell I will.”

They kissed once again, Jimin’s hands running over Yoongi’s jawline while Yoongi’s found their place around Jimin’s hips.

 

 

 

 

“I have something I want to talk about.” Jimin began, lying on Yoongi’s bed and staring at Yoongi, who was continuing to write his paper.

“What is it?” The older didn’t even turn around. Jimin sighed, rolling onto his back and stretching his arms out.

“You never told me about your job. The porn one?” Although it was a statement it sounded more like a question.

“Yeah, I haven’t.”

“Why?”

Yoongi sighed. “I think I said it before. It’s something that is in my past and I don’t really feel the most comfortable telling people about it. I trust you and all, but it’s just something that is not really worth talking about in my eyes. The past is the past.”

“So you’d rather not talk about it?” Jimin asked, voice soft, trying not to pry.

“Now it doesn’t make much of a difference to be honest. You already know the main part I don’t want to talk about, the details are something I don’t really have a problem with disclosing.” Yoongi stated, turning his chair around to face Jimin. “You can ask.”

“So you were scared that I might judge you and that’s why you didn’t tell me?” Jimin asked, before flipping over again so he was back on his stomach.

“Somewhat along those lines. It’s not even that I was scared. It’s just that it’s pretty damn private information. People usually keep their sex lives to themselves. I probably would have told you at some point when we started dating though.” Yoongi muttered, sounding unsure about that himself.

Jimin nodded in understanding. Everyone had things they didn’t like talking about. Maybe he and Yoongi weren’t all that different in that department. Both of them had private information they didn’t really like enclosing that was completely public at the same time.

“Why did you do it?” Jimin asked, supporting himself on his elbows.

“Because we would have drowned in debts otherwise. I managed to pay all of it back somehow. I did a lot of shit from things that were pretty okay to stuff I’m not the proudest of back then but somehow I made it through.” The older explained, getting up from his seat and moving over next to Jimin, who instantly used Yoongi’s legs as a pillow by lying on his side next to where the older was sitting.

“That sounds horrible.”

“It wasn’t that bad honestly. I got to know a bunch of people, learnt how to fake social skills and even had some fun if I’m being honest. There were some downsides to it, but overall it was an alright experience.” Yoongi chuckled, running his hand through Jimin’s hair, who would have purred if he could. “Such a good boy.” The older teased when Jimin closed his eyes, smiling happily at the affection Yoongi was giving him.

“Fuck off. What else happened back then? Was that all or did you do more than that?” Jimin asked, but Yoongi shook his head. “Not much. I did fuck someone for money once or twice but it wasn’t really the right thing for me. Porn was better. A lot of pressure, but attractive girls with humor, usually. They are entirely different on set and off set. I even chat with some I stayed in contact with every once in a while.”

Jimin opened his mouth a couple of times. “You should have told me before we started dating. I could have hooked up with porn stars.”

Yoongi looked pretty amused. “You still can, you know? Just one though.”

Jimin looked at Yoongi for a couple of seconds before cracking up. “Fair enough.” Jimin felt a bit giddy. Just hours ago he’d been worried about Yoongi breaking up with him and now here they were, Yoongi running his hand through Jimin’s hair, joking again. It was nice.

“Did you only do straight porn or gay porn too?” Jimin asked and Yoongi seemed to think.

“I did straight porn a lot more, but I did do some gay stuff too. It just happened a lot more seldom.” Yoongi explained.

There was a long drawn out silence of Yoongi watching Jimin, who looked like he really wanted to ask something but wasn’t able to gather the courage.

“Jimin, just ask, before you burst.” Yoongi laughed, the boy frowning.

“If I wanted to… would you be okay with me watching some of your stuff?” Jimin asked a bit hesitant.

“Ah… I’ve been wanting to talk about that with you anyways. Yeah, you can. It’s a bit weird that you might see me naked on screen before you see me in person, but it might be more comfortable for you, since there is no pressure. I mean, there isn’t really any in person either but you might feel like it.” Yoongi explained, running his thumb over Jimin’s cheek. “It might be good for you to get used to me having a male body.”

Jimin bit his lip. “Are you sure? It’s not weird?”

Warm laughter filled the room. “It is. It’s utterly crazy but we’re in a weird situation so we’ll have to take weird measures.”

“You’re the best.” Jimin chuckled closing his eyes. “How the hell do I deserve you?”

“Let’s put it that way… you deserve me with all my shit moods every couple of days.” Yoongi stated cheekily.

“No problem. I take you.” Jimin shoot back almost instantly, a warm chuckle leaving his lips.

“You do? I wanna see you enduring me on daily basis for longer than a month.”

“Challenge accepted.”

Everything was good. They were okay. Jimin had another chance to show Yoongi how much he cared about him.

Chapter Text

Jimin
So I’ve been lying in my bed

Jimin
And as you know thoughts wander when you’re lying in your bed trying to sleep

Yoongi
What is it?

Jimin
If we were to… you know

Yoongi
Am I talking to a child right now?

Jimin
If we were to fuck

Jimin
Who’d top?

Yoongi
That is a good question

Jimin
I mean apparently from what Jessie said you have a bigger dick than me

Jimin
And you’re taller

Jimin
Which according to very trustworthy websites in gay means you’d top

Yoongi
Very trustworthy

Yoongi
Those are stereotypes but go ahead

Jimin
Now leaving stereotypes aside

Jimin
Who would actually top?

Jimin
I mean you have decided that you prefer topping when you’re with guys

Jimin
And I’ve only been with girls to begin with

Jimin
So neither of us has bottomed so far

Jimin
What do we do?

Yoongi
Just… wait how it turns out?

Yoongi
Honestly I wouldn’t spend too much time worrying

Yoongi
We’ll find a way that works

Jimin
If shit happens between us

Jimin
Like touchy feely shit

Jimin
And I don’t know how long it will take because it’s still so weird that you’re a guy

Jimin
But if we get to that point

Jimin
I might be willing to try to bottom

Jimin
No promises though

Jimin
I have yet to watch gay porn and I’m highly uncomfortable with the thought

Jimin
But I might be willing to try

Yoongi
Seriously?

Yoongi
I’m honestly really surprised

Yoongi
And sure take your time

Yoongi
Wow

Yoongi
I did not expect that tbh

Yoongi
You have my respect

Yoongi
You’ve grown so much since we started chatting

Yoongi
And seriously don’t put pressure on yourself because of it

Yoongi
If you decide you don’t wanna do it it’s totally okay

Jimin
I know

Jimin
I know that you won’t force me

Yoongi
Where did that suddenly come from?

Yoongi
Not that it’s a bad thing

Yoongi
Just really unexpected

Jimin
I don’t know

Jimin
I feel like I’m still clinging onto those classic toxic masculinity traits somehow

Jimin
And I try not to

Jimin
But I keep going back to it instead of getting comfortable

Jimin
You’re the only one around whom I don’t end up doing that shit

Jimin
And I feel like it might help

Jimin
Because it’s one of these things that kind of make me want to panic

Yoongi
I’m not sure about that reasoning ._.

Yoongi
That you panic about it shouldn’t be a reason for you to try it

Jimin
It’s more about getting over stuff like that

Jimin
To let go of the feeling that doing things like bottoming has anything to do with me not being a guy

Jimin
Or reduces me to something less masculine

Jimin
No idea how to properly describe it though

Yoongi
I mean that’s good but shouldn’t you start of some other way?

Yoongi
Not heavy shit like that right away?

Jimin
I mean I already am

Jimin
Dating a guy, cuddling and shit are all things I would have shat myself over in the past

Yoongi
I’m laughing

Yoongi
You’re pretty chill honestly

Yoongi
Or at least seem to be around me?

Yoongi
I really don’t think you have much to work on anymore

Jimin
You sure?

Jimin
Because I still end up feeling pretty weird when ppl see us and stuff like that

Jimin
I mean I’m okay with it

Jimin
But I spend way too much time thinking about what they might think

Yoongi
That’s pretty normal

Yoongi
Caring about what people think

Yoongi
That has nothing to do with toxic masculinity

Jimin
But you’re so chill about it every time

Jimin
I wish I could be more like you when it comes to this

Yoongi
Of course I care too

Yoongi
I’m not as chill as you think

Yoongi
I get anxious when we’re holding hands in public too

Yoongi
I’m just better at hiding it

Yoongi
And I had no idea that it bothers you

Yoongi
Honestly if it does you can just tell me

Yoongi
We can stop or reduce it

Yoongi
There’s stuff you don’t have to do in public

Yoongi
And that’s really totally okay

Yoongi
I mean like kissing and holding hands

Yoongi
Other public shit doesn’t stand for discussion yet ;p

Jimin
But I want to

Jimin
No no sexual stuff

Jimin
I just feel weird about it at times

Jimin
The normal stuff

Jimin
When I suddenly think about it

Jimin
I don’t know

Jimin
I am not good at explaining

Yoongi
Overthinking is okay though

Yoongi
It’s good to question everything we do at times

Yoongi
I’m too tired for topics like this right now though

Yoongi
Anyways just be chill about it

Yoongi
It’s okay if we take it slow

Yoongi
It’s okay if we take it fast

Yoongi
And it’s totally okay if you end up thinking about everything

Yoongi
And it’s okay to question it

Yoongi
Or not feel comfortable with it

Yoongi
That’s normal

Yoongi
And you can always talk to me about it

Yoongi
I won’t judge

Jimin
Thanks

Jimin
I’ve been feeling a bit weird lately if I’m honest

Jimin
But I wasn’t sure whether to tell you

Jimin
Because I really want this to work

Jimin
I just end up having my doubts too

Yoongi
That’s totally okay

Yoongi
And come on we’re friends (yeah I know that’s not the official title anymore)

Yoongi
You can tell me everything

Jimin
Friends pfffff

Jimin
We’re dating

Jimin
You’re more than a friend now

Jimin
And I will try to be open

Jimin
Sorry if I end up not telling you something though

Jimin
It’s not because I want to keep secrets

Jimin
It’s just that it can be hard to talk about stuff like that especially when said person is affected by it

Yoongi
Come on

Yoongi
Just tell me

Yoongi
That makes it funny usually

Yoongi
Like how shy you’re at times around me

Yoongi
Omg it would be so funny if I would make you shy or something

Yoongi
And you’d tell me honestly

Yoongi
Jokes aside tho

Yoongi
Just be open with me

Yoongi
It’s easy

Jimin
NOT FOR ME

Yoongi
It’s just me

Jimin
Yeah it’s you

Jimin
The guy with the ridiculously pretty ex who apparently was super nice too

Jimin
Who also did porn with girls with probably unrealistically perfect bodies

Jimin
And plans on producing music in the future

Jimin
Yeah nothing to shit myself over

Jimin
No expectations

Jimin
I’m okay

Yoongi
Awwww

Yoongi
This is kind of cute

Yoongi
And chill

Yoongi
I’m not as amazing as you think I am

Yoongi
Although I’m flattered

Yoongi
I didn’t expect you to think of me like that tbh

Yoongi
But honestly you think that’s something to worry about?

Yoongi
You can totally keep up with everyone

Yoongi
You have an amazing body and you know it… you have to know it

Yoongi
A sexy/attractive/cute face

Yoongi
Your character is great

Yoongi
I swear

Yoongi
I feel super comfortable around you

Yoongi
And honestly if one of us plays in a different league than the other it’s you with money

Yoongi
Me:
Uhm hey I’m doing alright right now
You:
sO i JuSt GoT tHiS nEw fErRaRi

Jimin
Hey who cares about money

Yoongi
Literally everyone

Jimin
Fair enough

Jimin
Well I don’t care

Jimin
You’re the best

Yoongi
You too

Yoongi
Now are we gonna keep complimenting each other?

Yoongi
Or are you just gonna accept that there’s no reason to feel scared because I’m apparently so much more mature than you._.

Yoongi
Maybe we should talk about something else tho

Yoongi
I’m really too tired for this type of talk rn

Jimin
I mean I like the compliments

Jimin
I accept that fact that you’re not superior I guess?

Jimin
But let’s talk about… uhm

Jimin
I don’t know

Jimin
Oh right

Jimin
Movies

Jimin
Have we talked about Iron man before

Jimin
I’m highkey obsessed with Tony Stark

Yoongi
He’s cool

Yoongi
He’s an asshole

Yoongi
The type of asshole you just end up liking

Yoongi
The third movie was amazing

Yoongi
I love how they work with PTSD

Jimin
They do?

Jimin
I forgot

Yoongi
._.

Yoongi
That’s literally all the third movie was about

Jimin
Really?

Jimin

Jimin
We should watch it together

Jimin
I’ll come over and we can watch it now~

Yoongi
Don’t you dare

Yoongi
I swear stop coming over every day

Yoongi
No offense but we’re REALLY not moving in together

Jimin
:(

Jimin
I’m saaaad

Jimin
You don’t want me

Yoongi
Sorry I don’t need 24/7 Jimin

Yoongi
You’re okay but too much is too much

Yoongi
I’m an introvert

Yoongi
Loner

Yoongi
I need my precious alone time

Jimin
I’m okay

Jimin
I’m not crying

Jimin
;---;

Yoongi
Cheer up

Yoongi

Jimin
You can’t buy my happiness with cats

Yoongi

Jimin
Nevermind maybe you can

Jimin
I’m still sad tho

Yoongi
Cheer up

Yoongi
You’re officially invited to sleep over tomorrow okay?

Jimin
Okay deal

Jimin
I can take that

Yoongi
You’re so easy

Jimin
So ironman 3?

Yoongi
Ironman 3

Jimin
I’m looking forward to it!!!!

Jimin
I’ll let you have your alone time now

Jimin
I’m here if you wanna talk tho

Yoongi
How long are you gonna be awake._.

Jimin
Good question

Jimin
We’ll see

Yoongi
Good night Jimin

Jimin
Gn<3

 

Chapter Text

Jungkook
Where are you?

Taehyung
Ten seconds

Taehyung
I’ll be there right away

Jungkook
I’m waiting

Jungkook

Taehyung
Awwww

Taehyung
I swear I’ll be there soon

Taehyung
 

Jungkook
Hurry up

Jungkook
I’m booored

Taehyung
Yeah yeah

Taehyung
I’m here

Taehyung
Here = In front of the building

Taehyung
You can come out

Jungkook
I already have

Taehyung

Taehyung
No idea whether I love your or hate you for that

Taehyung
Leave the goddamn building!!!

Jungkook
Chill

Jungkook
I am<3

Jungkook
What car are you in?

Taehyung
Wait I’ll get out

Taehyung
I think I can see you

Taehyung
Yeah that’s you

 

Taehyung stepped out of his car, waving at Jungkook who was searching the street. When the boy spotted Taehyung a warm smile spread over his face as he jogged over. Before Jungkook could say even a word the older was already talking. “Happy birthday, Kookie.”

He grinned contently at how Jungkook’s face morphed into surprise. “You know?”

“Of course I do.” Not losing any time he pulled Jungkook to his car, which admittedly looked surprisingly normal. It wasn’t even close to what Jimin usually drove around with.

If he was being honest he did felt quite proud of himself that he had found out. Obviously, as usual, Jungkook was a bit more secretive than necessary and hadn’t said anything about his upcoming birthday, but thanks to a couple of minutes of searching the internet, maybe with a bit of Jessie’s help, he’d found Jungkook’s old Facebook profile. Not that the boy still used it, but pre-puberty emo Jungkook was quite cute… and he did find out about Jungkook’s birthday so that made it even better.

“Soooo… hug?” Taehyung asked a bit awkwardly, extending his arms for Jungkook.

The younger chuckled, taking a step forward and letting Taehyung hug him, while his own arms wrapped around Taehyung loosely. As much progress they had made over the last weeks… they were still as awkward as always from time to time. Especially when it came to Taehyung’s need for hugs and body contact, since Jungkook really wasn’t used to the affectionate type, while Tae seemed like he would have been content with being in a death grip 24/7.

“Sooo what are we gonna do?” Jungkook asked when they sat down in the car, fastening his seat belt.

“We’re gonna stop by my place and get you into some proper clothing and then we’re going to go out to eat.” Taehyung explained, tapping on the steering wheel as he backed out of the parking spot.

“Go out to eat? Where?”

“A restaurant I really like.”

Jungkook looked a bit hesitant. “Wouldn’t it be better if we just go to your place and have a relaxed evening instead?”

“No, it’s gonna be fun. I swear. You’re gonna love it. People always do.” Taehyung reassured, not noticing how uncomfortable Jungkook seemed. He was too caught up in his own plans.

“If you say so.”

“I say so.” He grinned happily and Jungkook smiled back, maybe a bit unsure, but nevertheless he did.


They spent around half an hour picking out stuff from Tae that wasn’t too big for Jungkook but somewhat fit the dress code of more formal attire. He was wearing a silver button up that was tucked into his black leather pants. In addition, he was wearing a black belt and had styled his hair up a bit.

Taehyung looked pretty damn content with what he had created while Jungkook kept adjusting the way the button up sat. “You look great.”

“Thanks.” Jungkook still didn’t seem quite sure of this whole thing, but went with it since Taehyung seemed quite happy.

“Oh right… I wanted to give you this.” Taehyung grinned, grabbing a box from his nightstand that looked a lot more expensive than Jungkook felt comfortable with. When Taehyung opened the box Jungkook stared at the earrings inside in awe. They were just like the studs he was wearing. Black, on the rather plain side, but they were covered in small black stones that caught and reflected light, making the earrings sparkle even in the dimly lit room.

As beautiful as they might have been. There was no way Jungkook would be comfortable with taking them. “Tae…”

“Here, let me help you.” Taehyung pulled them out of the box like they were worth nothing and hurried Jungkook to take his own studs out. When the boy hesitantly did Taehyung quickly handed the boy the ones he was holding, looking super hyped about it.

If he was that happy about giving Jungkook this gift the boy would try to appreciate it as much as he could, even though it did make him quite uncomfortable.

Careful not to break the small objects he put them in his ears. He felt somewhat scared to even touch them. What if they would break? Taehyung on the other hand looked extremely happy.

“Thanks.” Jungkook smiled, leaning forward and placing a kiss on the taller boy’s lips. It made him happy to see Taehyung enjoy himself that much.

 

Taehyung took Jungkook to a restaurant that was quite… extravagant. The type you’d see in movies, with the big plates and the small food. If he was being honest Jungkook had never liked these type of places. He knew nobody was looking but he felt like they were. Like they were judging him.

Maybe they could tell that he didn’t belong here. A broke orphan boy. They probably could.

Taehyung on the other hand didn’t even seem to notice the shift in atmosphere. He seemed to glow even here. He fit right in. Not in a negative way. He was just different from Jungkook.

A waiter led them to one of the tables and asked them what they would like to drink. While Taehyung ordered some wine Jungkook had never heard of and probably couldn’t pronounce either, he himself simply went with tab water.

“You don’t want to drink anything else?” Taehyung asked as soon as the waiter was gone. Absentmindedly eying his surroundings Jungkook shook his head. “Diet.” God, he felt uncomfortable. Jungkook had never been one for this high society shit.

Flaunting what you have and bragging with it. Everything was so stiff and people had to behave a certain way. Honestly, as much as he usually enjoyed Taehyung’s presence, right now he just wanted to go home.

“Jungkook? You okay?” Taehyung asked and Jungkook forced himself to smile and nod. “Yeah, everything okay.”

“So how has school been? You hardly ever tell me about it.” Taehyung stated, folding his cloth napkin and playing with it, bringing it into different shapes.

“It’s okay. I mean, I’m an okay student.” Jungkook stated, watching as Taehyung transformed the napkin into a swan. When he was done he grinned broadly, showing it to Jungkook.

“I spent most of my childhood perfecting my folding techniques when my parents took me to boring business dinners.” Taehyung explained, making a movement like the swan was swimming.

Jungkook chuckled, watching Taehyung with fond eyes. Honestly, Taehyung was by far the best part of the whole evening. “That’s cute.”

Taehyung still smiled contently when the waiter came back with their drinks.

When the waiter asked for their orders Taehyung answered for Jungkook, saying something about a menu and giving instructions that made Jungkook unsure of whether he was even still talking in Korean.

When the waiter left Jungkook watched him, feeling even more out of place than he had before. He was quite glad, there wasn’t a menu card on the table. He did not want to see their prices.

“Oh right. Is the fact that I work out showing? I think my jawline has become a bit stronger.” Taehyung started babbling, happy that he finally had someone to go to these places with who was actually interesting.

“Your jaw… turn to the side.” Taehyung did. “Nah, I still see a double chin.” Jungkook teased.

Taehyung pouted. A warm chuckle bubbled up in Jungkook’s throat. “You look good. I don’t even see why you wanna work out.”

“Because I have a belly. Not a stomach.” Jungkook burst into a fit of giggles when Taehyung lifted his shirt a bit, revealing what admittedly was a bit more tummy than abs. It was cute though.

“Fair enough. I like it though.” Jungkook stated, sipping on his glass of water.

“What do you like about it? It’s horrible.” Taehyung laughed, squeezing the bit of stomach that was there.

And then suddenly Jungkook was splashed with water. At least he hoped it was. Angry yelling filled the room in a matter of seconds and when Jungkook opened his eyes again he came face to face with a woman. Probably a couple of years older than him, in a patterned dress and thights. She was pointing at Jungkook and yelling something, another person, probably someone she knew, holding her back, stopping her from attacking Jungkook. If they hadn’t she probably would have clawed at his face or something.

Jungkook recognized her face from somewhere, although he was in too much shock to remember where. The yelling got louder and louder, the woman swearing at Jungkook, who still had no idea what was going on, before a waiter came and asked the woman to leave Jungkook alone.

Her friend apologized for her, trying to get the woman to calm down, who was still spitting venom at Jungkook, who just sat there drenched in water, staring at her in confusion, frozen in place. At some point, Tae stepped in, talking to the waiter and not long after the woman was escorted out of the room.

Jungkook just sat there, feeling the eyes of everyone around him weighting down on him. Maybe he was crying, he wasn’t sure. His face was wet. The day had been too much. He’d never felt this humiliated and uncomfortable in his life and he didn’t even know why it had happened.

“Let’s just get out of here, please.” Jungkook said in a low voice, his skin itching all over. He just wanted to get out of there. Out of everyone’s reach. Shower, dry himself off and then roll up in bed. Honestly the thing he would have wished for the most right now was just to disappear.

“Are you okay? Let’s dry you off in the bathroom first, okay?” Taehyung said worriedly, grabbing Jungkook by the arm and pulling him towards the bathrooms. At least now no one could see him anymore.

Taehyung helped him dry off his face and arms, before tapping excess water from his clothes. The younger just let it happen, blankly staring into the distance. He didn’t want to think. He knew that if he would he might actually start crying.

“Do you know who she was? She looked like she was angry with you or something.” Taehyung asked softly, while tapping Jungkook’s hair with a paper towel.

Jungkook simply shook his head, swallowing hard. He felt like hiding in one of the stalls. He didn’t want to go out there again. He didn’t want anyone to see him right now.

“Jungkook, look at me.” Jungkook did, tears prickling in his eyes. He took a shaky breath, but didn’t say anything.

“No, Baby.” Taehyung muttered worriedly, putting his hands on Jungkook’s cheeks as soon as he realized Jungkook was crying. He pulled the boy into a hug and Jungkook almost instantly broke down, sobbing into the older’s shoulder.

Taehyung soothingly rubbed Jungkook’s back with his hand, holding him tightly. “Do you want to talk?”

Jungkook shook his head.

“That’s okay… let’s get you back to the car, shall we?” Taehyung said, before slipping out of his jacket and placing it around Jungkook’s shoulders and leading him out of the room. Jungkook did his best to ignore all the stares that were directed his way again and instead started counting the number of streaks that were on Taehyung’s button up.

When they reached the car Taehyung opened the door for him, pretty much waiting until he had sat down properly before closing the door again and getting in on the driver’s side.

Jungkook on the other hand was staring out of the window, thinking about where he had seen that woman before. It was better to think about that than the fact that he felt like he was having anxiety issues or maybe even a panic attack.

When it finally dawned on him he felt even worse than he had before. He knew who she was.

He just sat there in silence kneading his hands, feeling like the outer walls of the car were moving in on him. He almost felt claustrophobic. Like he couldn’t breathe properly.

“Should I drive you home?” Taehyung’s voice was soft, in ways comforting.

Jungkook nodded, before pressing out a silent. “Please.”

Not long after they stopped in front of Jungkook’s apartment building. “Should I come with you?” Taehyung asked, turning his head towards Jungkook, who was trying to unbuckle as quickly as he could, trying to get out of that car. He couldn’t breathe properly. The boy shook his head, finally being able to open the door and quickly standing up.

“Before you leave. I got something else that I wanted to…” “Don’t.” Jungkook shook his head. “Please don’t give me stuff like that or take me out on fancy dates like that. I feel really uncomfortable with it.”

His hands were shaking slightly when he tried getting the earrings out of his ears before handing them to Taehyung by leaning back into the car.

“It was nice. I appreciate the thought, but I really don’t like this kind of thing. Maybe you can get a refund on them or give them to a friend. I’m sorry.” He closed the door, quickly jogging to the apartment not listening to whatever Taehyung had to say.

He felt bad for ruining the evening, but he really couldn’t talk right now. He had to get to his room. He had to be alone.

Once in his room, he grabbed something from his closet and walked to the bathroom. While undressing he realized he still had Taehyung’s clothes on. He’d have to give them back. If the boy still wanted to have anything to do with him after how weirdly Jungkook behaved.

Jungkook let the bathtub fill with water while grabbing his phone. As expected Taehyung had messaged him.

 

Taehyung
So honestly… no idea what just happened

Taehyung
But it’s okay if you don’t want to go there anymore

Taehyung
Or don’t want any presents?

Taehyung
And sorry for pressuring you!

Taehyung
You’ll have to tell me once you feel better okay?!

Taehyung
If you want to

Taehyung
I’m driving home now

Taehyung
And I’ll cook dinner

Taehyung
Let’s hope I don’t burn the place down

Taehyung
I’ll make sure to have enough in case you want to pay me a visit once you feel better!

Taehyung
But don’t worry about it

Taehyung
And get some rest

 

Jungkook didn’t even realize he was crying before a teardrop rolled down his cheek and landed on his knee. He stared at the wet patch on his leg for a couple of seconds before giggling and wiping his tears away.

 

Jungkook
Sorry

Jungkook
It’s not your fault

Jungkook
It was just bad luck

Jungkook
I’m gonna take a bath

Jungkook
I might stop by after

Jungkook
Sorry for being such a drama queen

 

There almost instantly was an answer from Taehyung.

 

Taehyung
You’re not!

Taehyung
And I’m happy that you’ll stop by

Taehyung
Let’s have a comfortable evening together

Taehyung
Just the two of us

Taehyung
Oh no that means I really can’t burn the building down

Taehyung
How the hell am I supposed to do that?

Jungkook
You’ll manage

Jungkook
I believe in you

Taehyung
That’s one of us at least

 

Jungkook put his phone aside to step into the bathtub. The warmth almost instantly helped him let go of the tension that had been sitting in his body ever since Taehyung mentioned going out. He let out a deep breath, closing his eyes at the comfort the bath seemed to give him.

 

When he grabbed his phone again there were new messages from Taehyung.

Taehyung
So the food is in progress

Taehyung
I settled with spaghetti and tomato sauce

Taehyung
Because both I want to be able to eat dinner

Taehyung
And I like my apartment

Taehyung

Taehyung
This is what I have so far

Taehyung
Still gotta add the meat though

Taehyung

Taehyung
There it is

Jungkook
Please don’t cook the dog

Jungkook
It’s more fur than meat anyways

Taehyung
Alright

Taehyung
Won’t

Taehyung

Jungkook
I’m so not going to kiss you today

Taehyung
Glad you seem to feel better

Jungkook
I do somewhat

Taehyung
What happened?

Jungkook
I’m not sure

Jungkook
I just felt really overwhelmed by everything I guess?

Jungkook
I know you’re used to girls loving presents like that

Jungkook
But they honestly just make me uncomfortable

Jungkook
I’d rather have you make me some spaghetti for dinner than take me out to a luxurious restaurant and buy me presents

Jungkook
I don’t even like owning expensive stuff

Jungkook
What if I break it

Jungkook
Or lose it

Jungkook
It just sets me on edge

Jungkook
Honestly I like my life as basic as it is

Taehyung
Sorry

Taehyung
And sorry for making you uncomfortable

Jungkook
I’m really thankful that you wanted to give me a great birthday

Jungkook
Just remember that that is a goal than you can reach a lot cheaper

Jungkook
For my next birthday

Taehyung
I will

Taehyung
When do you think you will be here?

Jungkook
An hour or even a bit longer

Jungkook
I wanna spend some time with my brother too before I leave

Taehyung
That’s okay

Taehyung
Maybe tell me around 15 minutes before you show up here

Taehyung
So I can cook the spaghetti

Jungkook
I will

Jungkook
And again sorry for today

Taehyung
Stop apologizing

Taehyung

Taehyung
Yeontan told me he thinks you should stop apologizing too

Jungkook
Of course he does

Jungkook
I’ll be gone for a while now

Jungkook
Until later

Taehyung
Later<3

 

Around two hours later, sharing cake with his brother had taken a bit longer than expected, he finally reached Taehyung’s place. This time he just punched in the code to Tae’s apartment and entered. Surprisingly it actually did smell quite good. The air around him was filled with the sweet scent of tomato sauce.

He didn’t even have to enter the kitchen to spot Taehyung though since the boy seemed to be able to tell that Jungkook had arrived. The door to the kitchen opened and Taehyung grinned at him.

“I did it!!! I think it’s edible.” He quickly walked over to Jungkook and hugged him tightly before pulling him towards the kitchen, not even asking one question about earlier. Jungkook felt relieved.

He wasn’t sure whether he would have had the energy to talk about it right now.

Taehyung placed Jungkook on one of the chairs. “You sit there while I prepare everything. Don’t move.”

Jungkook nodded a bit hesitant and watched as Taehyung jogged out of the room. While Taehyung was gone Jungkook decided to play a bit with Yeontan. Catching Yeontan was pretty easy since the dog seemed pretty curious as to what the legs of Jungkook’s pants smelled like.

Smiling warmly, he lifted the dog up to his lap and ran his hand through his thick fur. He couldn’t help but chuckle at the resemblance between Yeontan and Taehyung. The same goddamn face.

Not long after Taehyung suddenly turned off the light to the room, before slowly pulling out a small cake from behind his back. There were a couple of smaller candles and one huge sparkler. The cake was pretty basic. A simple chocolate one with no designs on it but Jungkook was happy.

Taehyung was singing happy birthday, dramatically deep, grinning at Jungkook provoking the boy to laugh.

Jungkook got up to blow out the candles, Yeontan still in his hands. Taehyung held the cake out to him to make it easier. When Jungkook was done Taehyung placed the cake back on the table. “And I have something else and before you reject it… it was not that expensive and I really want to give it to you.” Taehyung warned and Jungkook nodded a bit hesitantly. Taehyung turned around, opened one of his drawers and pulled out a small in wrapped up gift.

He turned back around to Jungkook, taking Yeontan from his hands and instead pushing the gift towards him. “Happy birthday. And sorry for stressing you out earlier. That really wasn’t my intention.” Taehyung explained, looking apologetic.

Jungkook shook his head, his finger playing with one of the edges of the present. “It isn’t your fault. You couldn’t have known. After all you’re used to people enjoying this type of stuff.” He smiled warmly before eying the present.

The box was on the heavier side and he really had no idea what it was. Slowly, trying to keep the wrapping paper intact, he started unwrapping it. When he spotted what it was, he couldn’t help but smile broadly, feeling a lot happier than he had so far.

Taehyung seemed content with his reaction. “I was actually planning on giving you a better one but after today I realized that it might have been a bit too much. So I stopped by the store where I got the other one, brought it back and got this one. I hope you like it.”

“I love it.” Jungkook grinned, opening the box and pulling the small camera out. He’d mentioned that he loved photography but always used his phone for taking pictures only once and Taehyung still had remembered.

When he looked up Taehyung seemed relieved that this present seemed to have passed the test. Not thinking about it much, Jungkook threw his arms around Taehyung, hugging him tightly, but careful not to crush Yeontan between them. “Thank you. That’s a pretty great birthday present.” Jungkook let go, taking a couple of steps back and checking whether the camera would turn on.

It did and Jungkook didn’t miss a second to snap a picture of Taehyung standing there, smiling contently, with Yeontan squeezed into his arm and licking his hand. It was a cute picture. Probably not the best one he would ever take of Taehyung, but he liked it a lot.

“Right, what about dinner?” Jungkook asked. Present. Cake. Tae. Everything was here. Just their dinner was missing.

“I’ll get it… take Yeontan… or no, I’ll take him with me.”

“If there’s dog hair in my food I’m not gonna eat it.”

“Fuck you too.” Taehyung grabbed their food and they spent the remainder of the evening eating dinner, eating cake, eating chips as well as watching some documentaries on penguins.

When it was time to go to bed, Taehyung borrowed Jungkook some sweatpants and a t-shirt. A non-brand one. They had had enough drama and stress that day. He didn’t want to provoke it any further.

“So how was your day overall?” They had just finished brushing their teeth and were now lying in bed when Taehyung asked that question.

“The first half was normal. Then there was a really stressful part and now the evening was pretty much perfect.” Jungkook said, rolling onto his side to face Taehyung.

“So I somewhat was able to save it?” Taehyung asked sounding relieved.

“Yeah you did. If it weren’t for you I probably would have been in a pretty bad state for the rest of the day. You kind of helped me out of it.” Jungkook explained, pulling the blanket up to his mouth. He felt a bit cold since the room was colder than he was used to from his own.

“I’m glad. And you really don’t know who that woman was?” Taehyung asked, looking a bit unsure whether it was okay to ask.

“I do. I remembered her when we were sitting in the car. Or at least I think it’s her. Would make sense.” He sighed, running his hand through his hair before staring at the ceiling. “I had this one guy who’d contact me for sex about once a month. He was a pretty alright costumer. Nothing that was really kinky or some shit. He never really acted up.

Back then I kind of had this theory that he probably hasn’t been with a guy before and is just trying out. Anyways, one day this girl suddenly appeared when we were having sex and started yelling and throwing things. I just got out of there as quickly as I could but she probably was his girlfriend, wife or something like that. Never contacted me again. I think that was her. I only got a quick glimpse of her face that day, but I’m pretty sure it was.” Jungkook explained, lifting his arms and legs into the air before dropping them on the mattress again.

“What the fuck. Why the hell would she be angry with you? It’s not like you cheated on her.” Taehyung complained, sounding pretty angry.

“People are like that. They search for someone to blame for their misfortune. She probably thinks that I seduced him or some shit, because her innocent boyfriend would never do such a thing. And I’m just a whore trying to sabotage their relationship.”

“She wouldn’t be that stupid.”

“You wouldn’t believe how often people choose stupidity over a broken heart.” Jungkook stated bitterly before rolling over, climbing onto Taehyung’s stomach. “I have some advice for you. Don’t lie to yourself about shit. It doesn’t help you feel better. Instead you just end up piling up all the shitty feelings and when they finally are set free they will probably overwhelm you.”

“I don’t-“ “You do.”

Jungkook was looking Taehyung straight into the eyes, his face around ten centimeters from Taehyung’s. “Those girlfriends you had in the past. You have told me enough for me to know that you were doing it. You date them. Know shit isn’t working out. Ignore it in hope of it getting better and end up surprised when they cheat or openly try to guilt trip you into shit. Don’t tell me you don’t do it, because you do.” Jungkook said in a serious tone and Taehyung chuckled, lifting his hands above his head. “You got me.”

An almost exhausted sigh left his lips. “So what am I supposed to do if I don’t give those girls a chance? How will I ever end up in a relationship that makes me happy?”

“First off… don’t try to force it. You’re too fixated on a relationship getting rid of all your problems. And second… when you’re lucky you’re lucky. It just happens like that. You can’t force it to happen.” Jungkook stated.

“Like it was with you?” Taehyung asked, almost cheekily. “I got a boner and made a really spontaneous decision based on it.”

“You’re disgusting… do you know that?” Jungkook said unimpressed, but of course Taehyung laughed. He always laughed. And that’s one of the things Jungkook couldn’t help but admire about him.

“And it was kind of forced. I mean, you pay me for being in a relationship with you.” Jungkook said chuckling, leaning down to peck Taehyung’s nose, but when he came back up Taehyung looked a bit sad. And Jungkook had no idea why.

“Kook?”

“Yeah?” Jungkook moved his face even closer to Taehyung’s since the boy was almost whispering.

“This relationship… how real is it?”

Jungkook wasn’t really sure what to answer. The problem was. He really liked Taehyung. A lot. Under normal circumstances he totally would have given the boy a chance at dating him properly, but the situation they were in was weird.

No matter how, Jungkook needed the money he made from his job. Which meant dating Taehyung without getting money from him would be impossible without doing his job on the side. And the way it was right now, Taehyung probably didn’t feel like they were actually dating. To him it probably felt like it appeared to be. Like Jungkook was being with him for the money.

But he tried giving an as reassuring answer as possible. After all he knew that Tae did really struggle with his whole dating for money situation. Jungkook could tell. Even though he acted like it was no problem, it clearly was. Taehyung was a too good natured, insecure person that Jungkook honestly didn’t deserve.

“It’s as real as it could be. As much as I need the money… the reason I’m spending time with you is not money. I really like your presence and how bubbly you are and everything we do together. I really care about you…” Jungkook admitted, playing with the neckline of Taehyung’s t-shirt.

“I talked to Yoongi quite some time ago and he told me to be honest with you and not keep secrets so I won’t. I’d really like to be in a completely normal relationship with you…” He watched Taehyung’s eyes widen. “…and the other thing that kind of is something you’d have to tell your partner in that kind of relationship. You know I really don’t like sex. I used to. But not anymore. Because I have a bunch of bad memories connected to it.” Jungkook stated, still playing with Taehyung’s shirt, avoiding his eyes.

“That’s okay. I’m still okay with that.” Taehyung stated, not hesitating even a second. Jungkook wondered whether Taehyung was aware what he was saying. Jungkook really wasn’t sure whether he’d have sex with Taehyung at some point. And Taehyung simply accepted that.

“You are aware that if this ends up being a long time thing you will be sexually frustrated as shit.” Jungkook tried to reason but Taehyung shook his head.

“That’s a question of priorities, you know. I’ve had relationships with a lot of sex in the past but I honestly like this ten times more. The emotional side of a relationship is a lot more important to me than sex. I can watch porn, you know. No big deal.” Taehyung stated, both of his hands finding Jungkook’s cheeks.

“Does that mean you will treat this like a real relationship?” Taehyung asked, looking excited.

“I already do. I have for quite some time.” Jungkook admitted, leaning down and connecting their lips in a short kiss.

“Really?”

Jungkook chuckled. “Really.” He leant in again for another kiss before climbing off from Tae and wrapping himself in some blankets. “I’m too tired to continue this conversation though. Let’s go to sleep.” He sighed contently when he felt Taehyung throw one arm over his body, snuggling up behind him, placing a peck in his nape before muttering a soft good night.

This was nice. Maybe Jungkook’s future didn’t look as hopeless as he thought it did after all.

Chapter Text

Yoongi
I’m bored

Jimin
How so?

Jimin
Didn’t you say you’re busy today

Jimin
Don’t tell me…

Jimin
You’re taking another day off from me am I right?!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jimin
You asshole ;---;

Yoongi
That sounds like something that might happen

Yoongi
But in this case, sadly for me

Yoongi
No I didn’t lie

Yoongi
I’m at the doctor’s right now

Yoongi
Getting my rib checked

Jimin
I could have come with you ;---;

Yoongi
And it would have bored the living shit out of you

Yoongi
Don’t even try to deny it

Yoongi
I know you

Yoongi
You can’t sit still for like a second without something to entertain you

Jimin
Fair enough

Jimin
So now you want me to entertain you

Yoongi
It would be nice yes

Jimin
No idea how to though

Jimin
Because you decided you didn’t want to bore me now my parents do

Jimin
They took me to some gala shit

Jimin
I swear half of the girls here are either after my dick or money

Jimin
In most cases the second though

Yoongi
Don’t forget we’re married

Jimin
I’m wearing the ring

Jimin
I actually used it as a method of rejection today

Jimin
BUT

Jimin
My parents are here and I don’t really want them to think I’m dating anyone

Jimin
Simply because I’m sure af they’ll try to meddle

Yoongi
Should I be worried

Jimin
Not at all

Jimin
Honestly I think they’d be happy once they find out that I’ve settled down

Jimin
The problem they represent doesn’t really affect you… it’s more into my direction

Jimin
I REALLY don’t want that flower and bee talk

Jimin
Like nah

Jimin
Missed me with that shit

Yoongi
So the bees…

Jimin
Stop

Jimin
Fucking stop right there

Yoongi

Yoongi
My favorite type of porn

Yoongi
I swear I fap to this everyday

Jimin
Yoooooooooongi

Jimin
Don’t make me cry

Yoongi

Yoongi
That bee looks rapey af

Yoongi
Oh no

Yoongi
I’ve come too far

Yoongi

Yoongi
I have just witnessed bee sex

Yoongi
And not with a flower

Yoongi
I do not support cheating

Jimin
I

Jimin
HATE

Jimin
YOU

Jimin
SO

Jimin
MUCH

Jimin
RN

Yoongi
I know you don’t <3

Yoongi
So off the topic of bee sex

Yoongi
Although oddly arousing

Yoongi
I might be a furry

Yoongi
How’s the evening going?

Jimin
No you’re not a furry ._.

Jimin
I swear to god I'm still working on the gay thing

Jimin
And now that

Jimin
The evening is alright

Jimin
You walk around

Jimin
Talk to people

Jimin
Act like you’re interested or remember their faces from the last time you talked (Spoiler alter: No idea who the fuck they are)

Jimin
And yeah

Jimin
Just networking

Jimin
Some people show their daughters off to my parents

Jimin
Like we’re living in a century where arranged marriages are still a thing

Jimin
Honestly I just snack most of the time

Jimin
Unfortunately Jessie isn’t here

Jimin
Otherwise we could use the time to make nasty remarks about people we don’t know

Jimin
It’s a fun game we have been playing since we were little

Jimin
Whenever we’re bored we sit down somewhere and guess who married whom for money

Jimin
And how many partners each person has

Jimin
Or shit like what is going on in their head

Jimin
Or we’d make up what they are talking about

Jimin
Like fake subtitles

Jimin
You still there?

Yoongi
Yeah

Yoongi
I was just waiting for you to finish typing

Yoongi
Sounds pretty fun actually

Jimin
It is

Jimin
Now instead I gotta stand here and wait for it to be over

Yoongi
I hope you’ll find something to do

Yoongi
Like continue chatting with me who’s also bored

Jimin
Absolutely

Jimin
We were just talking about how you’re actually a furry

Jimin
Tell me more

Jimin
Nevermind

Jimin
My parents are waving for me

Jimin
Gotta fulfill my duties

Jimin
Which means I gotta listen to some business man boast about how well he’s doing

Jimin
Wish me luck

Yoongi
I hope his boasting is gonna be amusing?

Yoongi
I’m bad at this

Yoongi
Hope you have some fun daydreams

Jimin
Pls someone hit me on the head

Jimin
So I have an excuse to leave


Yoongi
You remember that guy with the boobs in fightclub who likes hugging

Yoongi
Imagine being hugged by him rn

Jimin
Don’t make me laugh here

Jimin
People might think I’m enjoying myself

Jimin
AND NO I’M NOT

Jimin
I hate this

Yoongi
You can do it

Jimin
I truly hope so

Jimin
Might drown my sorrows in champagne

Jimin
Till later

Yoongi
<3

 

Yoongi chuckled, putting his phone away and glancing around the waiting room. An old guy was staring at him across the room, his face laced with disapproval. Yoongi didn’t really know why he was looking at him like that but honestly he couldn’t have cared less.

Instead he grabbed one of the magazines that were placed on the desk of the waiting room. One of those only your typical, kind of naïve, woman in her thirties would read. And people who are bored in waiting rooms meaning Yoongi. He started flicking through the pages.

What type of skin care does your star sign tell you to use?

Yeah, there’s a reason as to why those didn’t count as something you’d actually get good advice in. Didn’t mean he didn’t read what type of skin care he should theoretically use though. It was amusing, really.

After the small article there were a couple of pages on the latest fashion trends and hairstyles. Someone famous had gotten married. He’d never heard of them anyways.

And then he spotted a familiar face on one of the pages he had skipped over. Furrowing his brows in confusion he skimmed back a couple of pages before he was back to the one he’d spotted just seconds ago.

Youngest billionaires

There on the page between a couple of dressed up, well styled guys was Jimin in a black tightly fitted suit looking just like Yoongi remembered him from some of the first pictures Jimin had sent.

They had to talk. They really really had to talk.

Chapter Text

Jimin
I’m done

Jimin
FINALLY

Jimin
Holy shit

Jimin
I swear I almost fell asleep standing like three times

Yoongi
I know it’s late

Yoongi
But could you stop by?

Jimin
Awww you miss me? <3

Yoongi
I wanna talk to you

Jimin
Good talk or bad talk?

Jimin
Should I be worried?

Yoongi
Bad talk

Yoongi
And I don’t know if I’m honest

Yoongi
I have some scolding to do

Yoongi
And I need to think

Yoongi
But probably after talking to you

Jimin
What’s going on?

Jimin
What did I do wrong?

Yoongi
Let’s talk once you’re here

Yoongi
And you’re not in a lot of trouble

Yoongi
Don’t worry

Jimin
But I do worry :---:

Jimin
I’ve reached the car

Jimin
No texting and driving as you said

Jimin
I’ll be there soon

 

Yoongi opened the door to a slightly out of breath Jimin, who was still holding his keys in one hand, after probably running here straight from his car. He was wearing a dark suit similar to the one on the picture. The main difference being his now blonde, previously styled up but now a bit tousled hair and the silver earrings he was wearing. He was still dressed up for the networking event.

He didn’t even take his time to greet Yoongi. “What’s wrong? What did I do this time? I swear I didn’t cheat.” His voice came out a bit choked since he was still out of breath.

“Calm down. It’s not really that bad.” Yoongi reassured, pointing at his apartment. “Let’s get you some more comfortable clothes and then we’ll talk.”

 

About ten seconds later Jimin was sitting on Yoongi’s couch, his hair even messier than before since he had been running his fingers through it every two seconds. He was tapping his foot impatiently on the ground, waiting for Yoongi to talk and explain.

If Yoongi said it he didn’t doubt he had messed up somehow. Just, he wasn’t sure how this time.

“Look…” Yoongi began, sitting in the arm chair about a meter from Jimin, who instantly leant forward even more. He was really on edge. “… it’s okay to have things you don’t tell me. That’s pretty normal and I really have no problem with it, as long as those things don’t have an impact on me as well.”

Jimin nodded. They had talked about this before. What he didn’t know was what it had to do with Yoongi having to lecture him though. What was he keeping from him?

“As you know I was at the doctor’s today. And I read some gossip magazine, because I was bored.” A short silence. “And I stumbled across a picture of you.” Yoongi stated, grabbing his phone from his pocket to search for the picture.

Jimin furrowed his brows. His picture in a magazine. It took him about as long to realize what Yoongi was talking about as it took Yoongi to find what he was searching for. When he showed the picture to Jimin the boy said nothing, simply pressing his lips into a thin line.

So it was out now. Not that Jimin hadn’t expected it to happen sooner or later. Hell, he wasn’t even really trying to keep it secret anymore. Yoongi could have asked anyone at school and they would have been able to tell him who Jimin was.

But Yoongi never did. Simply went by what Jimin told him. And now he had accidentally found out.

“You never said anything about being the heir of Park Electronics.” Yoongi stated, looking at Jimin, waiting for a reaction. When Jimin simply averted his eyes he continued. “I know you mentioned that you have money a lot of money many times before, but there’s a difference between rich and rich rich.” Yoongi sighed, sounding really tired. “And as much as I understand you not wanting to talk about it… you can’t just step into a relationship without telling the other person about something like that. Because that’s the amount of money that can change your life drastically. And I’m talking about the bad things right now. The media attention that comes with it. The attention of the people around you. The risk. A lot of money can also mean you can easily make a lot of debt.” Yoongi took a deep breath, while Jimin seemed to shrink on the sofa.

The older felt bad for having to scold Jimin over something like this. Something he really understood why Jimin hadn’t said anything, but he also had to make the boy aware that this wasn’t something that could be taken onto the easy shoulder.

“Considering that you’re serious about this to the point where you might consider us dating longer than ten years as a possibility... what do you think I’d feel like if I knew that, no matter how much money I make… it will literally be nothing next to what you make? Like it’s not even pocket change. Those are things you have to let your partner consider before stepping into a relationship. Because it might trigger things such as feelings of worthlessness or inferiority complexes… maybe even depression. And I’m not saying that’s what it’s gonna be like but those are things that have to be taken into consideration.” Yoongi massaged the spot between his eyes. He’d been thinking about this all day ever since he’d seen Jimin’s picture in that magazine and he would probably spend a lot more time continuing to think about it.

“Sorry.” Jimin looked so small on his couch. His shoulders slouched, his whole posture clearly showing that he was feeling bad. He looked like he just wanted to disappear.

Yoongi sighed, getting up from the chair and squatting down in front of the boy, soothingly patting his leg. “Jimin… I’m not really angry. I really am not. I just need you to know that even if it’s not something you want to do, there are things you can’t keep secret. And I’m mainly saying this for the future. Because there will be things that you might hesitate to tell me but please, tell me anyways. At least if it’s something that also has to do with me. Okay?” He watched as Jimin nodded, still averting his eyes, looking like a child that had just been scolded and was aware that what it had done was wrong.

“So you’re not breaking up because I didn’t warn you?” Jimin asked, voice small.

The older didn’t even hesitate a second when he shook his head. “Of course not. It’s honestly not the most pleasant piece of information although it might come shocking to you that someone could think of lots of money that way, but I really prefer a quiet, peaceful life over a lot of attention and adventure. Still we’ll make it work somehow. Because if we’re still together in ten years and you don’t go into panicked gay mode until then I’d prefer an a bit hectic live over one without you.” Yoongi whispered, running his hand over Jimin’s head, who leant into the touch but still didn’t look up.

“You’re not gonna treat me differently now that you know right?” Jimin asked, glancing up, some of his bangs hanging into his eyes.

“I might tease you even more for being a rich bitch, but apart from that no. It doesn’t really change much.” Yoongi stated, putting both of his hands on the sides of Jimin’s head before pecking his forehead. “Now stop being so quiet. You’re supposed to talk back when I scold you. Not sit there and take it like a pussy.” Yoongi teased and finally Jimin seemed to relax under his hold, chuckling at his words.

“As if you’d let me talk back.”

“I’m not saying I’ll let you talk back. What I’m saying is that you should do it anyways.” Yoongi laughed, before wrapping his arms around Jimin and hugging him tightly. “And now let’s watch a movie to stop the gears in my head from running. The introverted part of my brain is in panic mode right now at the thought of possible futures.” Yoongi joked but Jimin could tell that there was quite a lot of truth to it.

“We’ll find a way to let you have your peace.” Jimin promised, hugging Yoongi back and sighing contently at the warmth the older shared with him.

He was relieved that there were no more secrets between them anymore.

 

Chapter Text

Yoongi
So

Yoongi
I’m bored

Yoongi
And no idea if it’s a good idea to write this right now

Yoongi
But I’m not thinking with my brain right now

Yoongi
I’m pretty horny

Jimin
Uhm

Jimin
That’s weeeeeird

Jimin
That’s so weird

Yoongi
Sorry

Yoongi
I just

Yoongi
No idea what I was thinking

Yoongi
Just wanted to talk to you I guess

Yoongi
Not the best conversation starter

Yoongi
Btw

Yoongi
That’s a super weird question

Yoongi
But did you watch any of my stuff

Jimin
Stuff?

Jimin
Oh

Jimin
No

Jimin
Kinda sad

Jimin
But I don’t want the first time I see you naked to be on screen

Yoongi
That’s weirdly sweet

Jimin
I’m so awkward right now

Jimin
You’re horny

Jimin
How am I supposed to react?

Jimin
;---;

Yoongi
You don’t have to react at all you know

Jimin
But isn’t that mean

Jimin
Like I wanna react

Yoongi
Jimin

Yoongi
Seriously you don’t have to

Yoongi
At all

Yoongi
I just decided to give it a try

Yoongi
See how you’d react

Jimin
But I didn’t react well

Jimin
Someone else would have

Yoongi
I swear

Yoongi
I wanna hit you sometimes

Yoongi
It’s totally fine

Yoongi
We said we’d take our time with it

Yoongi
And that’s what we’re doing

Yoongi
I’m probably going to continue giving you chances to do stuff with me

Yoongi
But you’re not obligated

Yoongi
So please don’t think of it like that

Jimin
I really want to you know

Jimin
I wish I could just throw my mind in a trash can

Jimin
There shouldn’t be much of a difference

Jimin
So why do I feel so weird about this

Yoongi
Of course there’s a difference

Yoongi
I have a dick

Yoongi
No boobs

Yoongi
And as much as I love gay jokes that also involve gender mix ups

Yoongi
I’m a guy

Yoongi
And that’s not what you’re usually attracted to

Yoongi
So stop beating yourself up over it

Yoongi
You could make bad jokes or something

Yoongi
Or tease me like you used to with selfies

Yoongi
I still have the one you sent where you look like you might be receiving a blowjob

Jimin
What the hell?

Jimin
Which one?

Jimin
What?

Yoongi

Yoongi
My treasure

Jimin

Jimin

Jimin
You really like my lips don’t you?

Jimin

Yoongi
Wait

Yoongi
Don’t tell me you dyed your hair back to black

Jimin
Nah

Jimin
It’s an older pic

Jimin
Here

Jimin
My hair is still there

Jimin

Yoongi
Good

Yoongi
I like the blond

Yoongi
The black is hot ngl

Yoongi
But the blond is softer?

Yoongi
And I like you being soft

Jimin
My hair doesn’t change who I am ;---;

Jimin
What if I wanna dye it black again

Jimin
This is cute too

Jimin


Yoongi
No it’s not

Yoongi
It’s hot but not cute

Yoongi
Although the first pic with black hair was quite cute admittedly

Jimin
It probably doesn’t have anything to do with the hair color

Jimin
More like I didn’t take pictures that made me look cute

Yoongi
What about the first pic

Yoongi
That’s also not really manly

Yoongi
And you did take it

Jimin
There is quite the funny story behind that picture actually

Jimin
I was teasing Jessie

Jimin
About how that’s the face she makes when she doesn’t want to swallow

Yoongi

Yoongi
I just laughed out loud

Yoongi
Omg

Yoongi
I swear

Yoongi
This is amazing

Yoongi
I keep going back to watch that gif

Yoongi
You just made my day

Jimin
That’s good to hear

Jimin

Yoongi
I can’t

Yoongi
This is great

Jimin
Yay we’re no longer awkward

Yoongi
You were awkward

Yoongi
I’m not

Jimin
Pffff

Jimin
I’m never awkward

Jimin
You’re awkward

Yoongi
Sure

Yoongi
Never mind

Yoongi
You know what

Yoongi
You’re right

Yoongi
I was just going through some older albums

Yoongi
And ugh

Yoongi
Young me is bad

Jimin
Show meeee

Yoongi

Yoongi
That’s Namjoon btw

Yoongi
The friend I told you about

Jimin
I don’t know what I was expecting but that’s not it

Jimin
Also where tf is whatever it is that bothers you?

Jimin
You look hot

Yoongi
Of course a child like you will like my childlike style

Yoongi
Typical

Jimin
._.

Yoongi
It’s more about how I was trying to be cool and shit

Yoongi

Yoongi
I’m cringing

Yoongi
What is that?

Jimin
It’s cute

Yoongi
Uh huh

Yoongi
Sure it is

Yoongi
But if you really think so you should really watch the porn I made

Yoongi
That’s from that time

Jimin
I’ll pass

Jimin
For now

Jimin
I’ll probably check it out someday

Jimin
But I need to prepare myself mentally

Yoongi
That’s totally okay

Yoongi
Okay I just came to the conclusion that maybe I just don’t like my face from back then

Yoongi

Yoongi
Look at me thinking I’m cool

Jimin

Jimin
Are you trying to offend me or something by showing me these amazing pictures there is nothing wrong with and then insulting them

Jimin
Like if that’s your cringy past don’t even get me started

Jimin

Yoongi
Omg

Yoongi
That’s so cute

Yoongi
But you gotta up your game

Yoongi

Jimin
What happened to your hair

Jimin
I love this

Jimin
What is that

Jimin
At least we both had a glow up

Jimin
Just didn’t grow

Yoongi
Apparently I did more than you

Yoongi
I’m still taller

Jimin
I just gotta wear higher shoes

Yoongi
As much as I find this conversation amusing

Yoongi
And before I can realize how huge of a mistake I have made by sending you my embarrassing childhood pictures

Yoongi
I should go shower

Yoongi
And other stuff

Yoongi
It’s getting late

Jimin
Have fun

Jimin
And sorry again

Yoongi
It’s okay Jimin

Yoongi
Totally okay

Jimin
Sorry:(

Yoongi
Sleep tight!

Yoongi
And dream about me kay?

Jimin
I hope so

Jimin
Good night!

Chapter Text

„Sooooo…“ Jimin flopped onto the mattress next to Yoongi, who was writing something on his laptop. Homework… Jimin really didn’t feel like being reminded of that.

“What so?” Yoongi glanced over to Jimin, whose hair was dripping wet and staining his mattress. Jimin was pushed off the bed again. “And dry your hair.”

“This is not okay.” Jimin whined, grabbing the towel and rubbing his head with it. “Could I borrow your hair dryer?”

“I don’t have one. I usually leave my hair to air dry.” Yoongi explained, sitting up and pushing his laptop to the side for now. “C’mere.” He sat down on the edge of the bed and patted the area between his legs. Jimin sat down a bit hesitantly, but nevertheless he did.

“Towel.” Yoongi was handed the towel and started rubbing Jimin’s hair, getting it as dry as what was somewhat possible. Jimin simply sat there in silence and enjoyed the massage.

“How was your day?” Yoongi asked, still focused on Jimin’s hair.

The boy sighed. “Nothing much happened. Since you decided to leave me alone today and skip lunch I was alone with Jungkook for a bit. It was actually quite nice. We talked about music and working out. It was quite fun. Rehearsal today was stressful though. We’ll have a performance in about a week and our teacher is really using every second of the two-hour session.” Jimin explained, stretching his neck and grabbing his shoulder, trying to get it to loosen up a bit.

Yoongi watched him for a couple of seconds before throwing the towel to the floor, bad habit of his, and pushing Jimin’s hand off his shoulders. “Let me.”

Jimin dropped his arms to his sides and Yoongi started massaging the sore area. The second Yoongi’s hands found a somewhat sore spot, Jimin flinched and tried to wriggle out of Yoongi’s hold. “Don’t. It has to hurt a bit for it to work.” Yoongi explained, his hand reassuringly patting Jimin’s shoulder.

A bit hesitant and clearly still skeptical Jimin sat back down and turned around. “Please be careful?”

“I will.” Yoongi chuckled, pecking Jimin’s neck before going back to this time more carefully massaging him. After a few seconds of somewhat bearable pain Jimin relaxed a bit more in his hold. “You’re good at this. Did you learn it?”

“Nah. I used to massage my father to help him relax when he was still somewhat sane.” Yoongi explained, pressing in a bit deeper on Jimin’s shoulders. The boy sucked in some air, almost hissing in pain, but didn’t say anything.

“What was he like? Before he… you know?”

“He was…” There was a long drawn out silence, as if Yoongi was searching for the right words. “I know this sounds weird after all the stuff you have heard from him since you got to know me but he was a really good natured person. If hadn’t been sure I was going to marry my mum once I grew up I probably would have decided I was going to marry my dad.” Yoongi chuckled warmly, his hands still working Jimin’s shoulders, but his grip was really soft at the moment.

“I mentioned it before but because I grew up with the two of them I was waaaay too naïve and good natured. People picked on me a lot because of it and I always went to my dad, who’d then tell me that they totally deserved some ass beating but that he was proud that I wasn’t the one to make sure they would get what they deserved.” A long exhale. “It’s really sad that my mum had to divorce him, but if she hadn’t he would have taken her down with him.

My father got himself in a lot of debt at a young age because he wanted to get proper education, but because of his own family issues he never finished college. The money he owned them got more and more and it put a lot of pressure on my mum. They ended up fighting a lot, starting when I was around fifteen. When I was seventeen my mother couldn’t take it anymore. They divorced on friendly terms but my dad kind of lost his will to fight.” Yoongi explained, his voice calm, but Jimin could tell by the small wavers in his voice that Yoongi wasn’t as comfortable about telling him as he acted.

“I bet he was happy to have you by his side.” Jimin tried. He wasn’t sure what to say. Consolation had never been one of his strong sides, but he’d try nevertheless.

There was a long stretched out silence, neither of them saying a word, the only sounds being the occasional rustling of clothes when Yoongi moved his hands to a different spot. Jimin silently wished he could see Yoongi’s face. He couldn’t read the emotions on his face and couldn’t react to them accordingly.

“I just hope that he finally managed to let go and didn’t worry in his last seconds.” Yoongi admitted, his hands freezing on Jimin’s shoulder. Jimin felt Yoongi’s head drop against his back before hands wrapped around him from behind.

Jimin felt his heart tighten in his chest. Slowly he reached down, placing his own arms over Yoongi’s and soothingly running his hand over the Yoongi’s. He couldn’t turn around to hug him, so this would have to do.

He could hear Yoongi exhale shakenly and Jimin realized that he had to be crying. Not caring about not making any movements Yoongi didn’t want him to make anymore, Jimin turned around and pulled Yoongi into a tight hug. Yoongi responded by dropping his head on Jimin’s shoulder and burying his face in it.

“Shhhhh. Everything’s going to be okay.” He reassured, soothingly rubbing Yoongi’s back and kissing his shoulder, trying to calm Yoongi down. “He’s in a better place now. Somewhere where he doesn’t have to worry anymore.”

The only reaction he got from Yoongi was that his hands tightened around Jimin’s sweater. Yoongi was a silent crier but Jimin could feel his clothes get damper where Yoongi’s face was resting.

“Trust me… everything will be fine.”

 

Chapter Text

„Thank you… and sorry again.“ Yoongi was sitting on his bed, his eyes dry but cheeks and nose still a bit red from crying. Jimin was just entering the room with a cup of tea in his hand.

“It’s okay. No need to apologize.” The younger quickly reassured, handing the cup to Yoongi, who took it and nodded thankful before blowing on it to cool it down a bit.

“I haven’t really talked about him since I called my mum to tell her what happened.” Yoongi took a deep breath to calm himself down before looking back up at Jimin. “I’m glad I did. I feel a bit lighter now.” He admitted, before sipping on the tea. “And if not sorry for crying then at least sorry for ruining the mood.” Yoongi stated.

“You didn’t ruin the mood.” Jimin climbed onto the bed and dropped down next to Yoongi, resting his head on his thigh. “If you want we could do something else, you know. Like watch a movie or something.” The boy suggested, but Yoongi was quick to shake his head. “Not really in the mood if I’m being honest.”

“Then how about...” There were a couple of seconds of gears turning in Jimin’s head, before his face lit up. “I know something we can do.”

He grabbed Yoongi’s laptop and placed it on his lap, his fingers quickly working, skipping over the keyboard of the device. Yoongi watched silently as Jimin opened Google.

“What are we going to do on my computer?”

Jimin grinned contently, showing Yoongi the screen. “Google our names. The last time I did this was like a year or two ago.”

“You’re such a child.” Yoongi chuckled, moving next to Jimin to get a better view of the display.

Jimin grinned, typing Yoongi’s name into the search bar before freezing. “Wait, we won’t stumble across porn will we?”

Rolling his eyes Yoongi grabbed the laptop. “Of course we won’t… I think.” He pressed the search button before scrolling a bit. “You know I did it with the nickname Suga so there shouldn’t be anything connected to it here… yeah, it’s clean.” He handed the laptop back to Jimin before quickly wiping the back of his hand over his nose that was still a bit runny from crying.

Jimin made a small pouty lip while looking at him, only resulting in Yoongi pushing his face away with the flat side of his hand. “Don’t look at me like that. I’m okay, alright?” Yoongi hated it when people pitied him. There was nothing that irked him even nearly as badly as that.

“Sorry.” Jimin chuckled, grabbing Yoongi’s hand that had pushed his face away just a second ago and pecking it before staring at the screen again. “Alright, what do we have here. Hey, a class picture from eight years ago… let’s see.” He tapped the link only to end up on an error page. “Wow. I feel like I’m back like half a year ago when I was begging you for a face pic and you didn’t send any.”

Yoongi laughed, leaning his head against Jimin’s shoulder. “Was it worth the wait?”

“Totally was.” Jimin chuckled, going back to the search page. “Alright, what else do we have here. Facebook… holy shit you have Facebook. Grandpa.”

Yoongi rolled his eyes, clicking the link which lead them to a rather empty page. He remembered. He’d made this page in his emo phase, didn’t he? The whole page was dipped in black and different symbols and shit like that. He couldn’t help but cringe at the thought of his sixteen-year-old-self believing that he was cool by being edgy.

“Yeah, okay, we’re closing that again. I’m worried what I might have posted.” Yoongi said trying to close the tab, but Jimin had way too good reflexes and pulled the laptop away before Yoongi could do anything. “It’s just getting interesting.”

“No it’s not, I swear.” Yoongi tried and Jimin shushed him, opening a picture of maybe fifteen year old Yoongi with grown out bangs, wide clothing with a skull on it, a bunch of chains hanging from the side of his black pants making gang signs. There was a long silence, before Jimin spoke up. “Honestly there’s hardly a differen… ouch.” He laughed when Yoongi hit the back of his head, before ripping the laptop out of Jimin’s hands and closing Facebook. “Aaaaall right now that we know that there isn’t anything interesting.” He pressed a couple of letters, then hit the search button. “Let’s look you up.”

“I wanted to see some more of you.” Jimin complained, frowning and pulling the blanket onto his lap.

“There were a bunch of sites that had nothing to do with me and just other Min Yoongi’s… so we probably wouldn’t have found much more anyways.”

“Whatever.” Jimin tsked, watching as Yoongi typed in his name. “Maybe I should warn you. There’s a lot of bullshit on there about me.” He warned.

“Jimin I know you. You think I’d believe anything on here if you tell me it’s not true? The internet is full of bullshit.” The older declared chuckling.

When he pressed the search button a couple of links to articles popped up… and a Wikipedia page. “Holy shit I have a fucking Wikipedia.” Jimin gasped, tapping the link. There wasn’t a lot on him though. Just his age, links to pages about his parents and their company and a paragraph about where he went to school. How boring. A bit disappointed he closed the page again, handing Yoongi the laptop back.

“Not to your liking?” Yoongi teased, grinning at Jimin. The boy made a face, before crossing his arms over his chest. “They make me sound like a boring person.”

“This one doesn’t.” Yoongi stated laughing and tapping an article. Jimin read the headlines before making a fake gagging noise. Park Jimin (heir to Park enterprise) dating?!!!! Underneath was a picture of a girl and Jimin at a party. Jimin vaguely remembered flirting with her… not even sure whether they had fucked or not.

“That was before they realized that writing a scandal article about me every week gets boring because I was always seen with girls.” Jimin chuckled, skidding closer to get a better view at the laptop.

Yoongi laughed loudly, going back and scrolling. “Holy shit you are right, there are tons of these.” His tone was easygoing and Jimin was glad Yoongi was so chill about this whole thing. He had reacted so well to the whole situation… it was relieving.

Nothing in the way he was treating Jimin had changed. Not worse. Not more careful. Thinks were just the way they were before and it was so relieving.

“What else do we have here?” Jimin didn’t miss the way Yoongi’s hand wandered to his shoulder, apparently trying to ease some tension in it.

“Want me to massage you too?” He asked, not even thinking about it too much. Yoongi had helped him a lot earlier, so if he could he’d love to return the favor. The boy looked surprised at Jimin’s offer.

“Uhm… if you want, sure.” Jimin almost melted at the smile the older sent him.

He put the laptop down on the other end of the bed, before lying down on his stomach in front of it. A bit hesitant because of how close it was after all, Jimin climbed on Yoongi’s back and placed his knees on each of his sides. Then he moved his hands to the older’s shoulders, watching him continue scrolling.

“You look hot here.” Yoongi stated, showing a picture of him at one of those events his parents dragged him along to all the time. He was wearing a suit, hair up and posing for the camera. Honestly, the only thing he saw when he looked at that picture was how bored he looked.

He’d never been a huge fan of these networking events. People trying to kiss up to him because they hoped he’d put in a good word with his parents. He never did. Most of the time he hardly even remembered their faces, never mind their names.

“I look like I wanna die.”

“Maybe I’m just attracted to depression. Would explain a lot.” Yoongi speculated before grinning. “Haaaa that feels good. I really needed that.” Yoongi stated, referring to Jimin’s hands that were working his shoulders.

Jimin chuckled. “Already moaning for me?”

“You’d have to work harder for that.” Yoongi shot back, before continuing to go through the search results. “There is so much shit on here about you. You’re literally famous.” Yoongi stated, opening another article that looked like it might not be about Jimin dating but of course it was.

“I’m honestly surprised you haven’t found out sooner…” Jimin admitted, digging his fingers into Yoongi’s neck. “Literally everyone at college knows… even Jungkook. You could have asked anyone and they would have told you.”

“I never really asked anyone about you because I have you to tell me.” Yoongi stated closing his eyes, giving up on finding something that was actually interesting.

“That’s kind of sweet.” Jimin cooed, carefully brushing over the area right underneath Yoongi’s hairline.

“Why didn’t you want to tell me?” Yoongi asked, a content sigh leaving his lips.

“I just…” What was he supposed to say? The truth? He himself wasn’t even sure what the truth was. “I was scared that it might change anything between us. Or our dynamics. Money fucks with people’s heads. I know that you wouldn’t try to use me but it can change things anyways. It’s a shit ton of money… that makes people greedy, nervous or reverent. I love the way things are right now. I don’t want you to think of me differently. I’m still me… the numbers on my bank accounts shouldn’t matter.” Jimin tried to explain, feeling a bit shaky. He’d never really talked to anyone about this aside from Jessie and Taehyung, who were in a pretty damn similar situation. Not as bad as his, but they knew the problems that came with it well.

“I mean it’s kind of creepy to think about the fact that a guy who has a networth of what… 3 billion if I remember correctly, sitting on my back and massage me. So fucking weird. I think I have around two hundred on my account right now and my clothes. That’s about it.” Yoongi chuckled, eyes still closed.

Jimin did as well, leaning down and making himself comfortable on Yoongi’s back, closing his eyes too. “The three billion shit is the stuff that is officially mine right now… it’s way worse actually. My father is the one who has most of the money in his grasp.” Jimin stated. Yoongi had asked him to be honest so he’d try, no matter how uncomfortable he felt talking about it.

“Well shit. You’re actually worse than I thought.” Yoongi muttered jokingly. “And I totally get why you didn’t tell me. You have every reason to be paranoid… I’m glad you’re willing to talk about it now though.” Yoongi rolled over, carefully not to throw Jimin off, until Jimin was lying on his stomach instead of his back.

“I trust you. I really do. The main reason I didn’t tell you the last couple of weeks was because I never really found the right moment. I was planning on telling you… it’s a bit awkward, you know. Hey uhm by the way I have a shit ton of money… like really a fucking shit ton. More than I could ever spend in one lifetime.” Jimin chuckled, a bit tired.

“I’m so not jealous. Like do you even have something to work towards to if you already have everything to begin with?” Yoongi asked, folding his hands behind his back and looking down at Jimin.

The boy shrugged his shoulders. “I have places I wanna go to. I love dancing and singing, so I’ll probably do something in that direction as a hobby. But it’s a bit boring if I’m honest. It’s kind of shitty to just get anything you’d wish for simply by making a phone call.” He admitted, sighing.

“I can imagine.” Yoongi said frowning a bit. “Maybe you should try making your own money once. It is quite nice actually. You work your ass off for something you want and it can get super frustrating at times but then when you finally have the money and are able to buy the thing you wish for it’s the best feeling ever.”

Jimin smiled a bit sadly. “Sounds nice.”

“If you had no money and you wanted to work towards a goal, what would you choose?” Yoongi asked. His hand running over Jimin’s side was the most comforting thing.

Jimin took quite some time to think of something. “I’d want to go somewhere with you. Like a small road trip or vacation. Eating in small inns in the middle of nowhere, sleeping in my car and driving somewhere out of everyone’s reach. I bet that would be fun… and I think manageable money wise.”

“Wait a second. Let me just…” Yoongi carefully pushed Jimin off his chest, pecking his cheek before rolling back onto his stomach and grabbing the laptop, opening the calculator that was on it. “Okay, assuming that we’d use your car and that’s not included in the costs... we’d need fuel, food around two times a day and water…” He typed in some numbers. “… a realistic amount of time we could go is around four days and we’d be able to go quite far. We might do some other stuff too.” More numbers that were added. “… and all of that divided by two. That would probably cost about 300 dollars… we should go by the worst case scenario though and add at least a hundred for emergencies.” Yoongi ended his calculations.

He turned back, grinning at Jimin. “Wanna go? A month with a Saturday job and we have the money.” Yoongi suggested.

Intrigued Jimin climbed closer, looking at Yoongi’s calculations. “What would we work as?” He asked, actually curious. He really wanted to try this.

“I could hear around a bit. If no one wants workers just for a month, which might happen, we could help my mother with her store. She said she could always use some help if I needed some more money than what she can offer me monthly.” Yoongi explained.

“Your mum?” There was a lot of hesitance audible in Jimin’s voice.

“Yeah, my mum. You never met her, have you?” Jimin shook his head.

“You’ll like her.” Yoongi smiled softly, pulling Jimin into a kiss. “But I’ll ask around whether anything else is open. I think it might be better if we work somewhere else. It’s just an emergency option.” Yoongi explained, brushing his thumb over Jimin’s cheek.

“Sounds great.” Jimin smiled, leaning into Yoongi’s touch. “So we’re actually gonna do it?”

“Just if you want to.” Yoongi quickly reassured. “I just thought you might enjoy it… as far as one can enjoy work.” He chuckled.

“I’m sure I will.” Jimin stated snuggling up to Yoongi. “But I wanna work with you in the same store and shit. No separation.” Jimin ordered.

“No separation.” The older chuckled, wrapping his arms around Jimin and pulling him into a tight hug. “Jimin?”

“Yeah.”

“Don’t you dare ever think of yourself lowly. I swear it’s ridiculous how good of a person you are even with how shitty the situation you are in is.” Yoongi muttered, placing a kiss on the side of Jimin’s head.

The boy chuckled a bit bitterly. “You don’t know what you’re talking about. There is a bunch of stuff that’s pretty fucked up about me.”

“Give me an example.”

“You might have noticed, but there wasn’t even one article that mentioned anything bad about me. I did a lot of bad shit in the past. My parents actually faced some lawsuits because of how shitty I treated some people at my old school. Of course their lawyer was better so they never had to pay anything, but a lot of money went into the fact that my image is clean even after all that. Those people never got anything as compensation, were scared off and even threatened to lose their job. When you have money you can literally do everything and no one will do anything.” Jimin explained sounding a bit choked up. “Most of them probably didn’t even do anything wrong.”

Yoongi took a deep breath, sounding a bit unsure as to what to say. “You’ve done shitty things in the past but the past is the past. You’re willing to change and you can’t just feel bad forever because of something. It happened. You know better now. That’s all that counts.” His hand slowly ran over Jimin’s back. The boy sighed. Yoongi’s presence helped him relax so much.

“You know, they might still be out there, influenced by things they had no control over. Just some impulsive rich kid they accidently crossed ways with that decided to ruin their life with a snap of their fingers.” Jimin said sounding upset.

“You can’t change that. It’s good that you feel regret and don’t forget that feeling because it will stop you from doing it again, but you’ll have to forgive yourself at some point and let the past be memories.”

Jimin sighed in his arms, dropping his head to Yoongi’s shoulder. “I hope I can someday.”

“You will.” Yoongi reassured, wrapping his arms tighter around Jimin. “Let’s cuddle.”

Jimin sniffed a bit, turning around and allowing Yoongi to hug from behind and be the big spoon before repeating Yoongi’s words in an affirming tone. “Let’s cuddle.”

Yoongi wrapped around Jimin like a blanket, carefully lifting the laptop off the bed and grabbing the actual blanket to wrap it around the two of them. When he was done he placed a soft kiss to the crook of Jimin’s neck. “You’re amazing. You’re willing to learn from your mistakes and that’s what makes the things you did in the past condonable.”

Jimin sighed. “Thanks.”

“Good night. Sleep tight.” Yoongi whispered softly, his fingers threading through Jimin’s hair.

“Good night…” A long silence and Yoongi thought Jimin probably had already fallen asleep when the boy lifted his arm and grabbed Yoongi’s hand, hugging it to his body. “I care a lot about you Yoongi… thank you for always being there for me.”

Yoongi chuckled warmly. “It’s a two way road you know… I’m here for you and you’re here for me. That’s the way relationships work.”

“I hardly ever do anything.”

“You have no idea how much you’ve already done for me… you were always there for me to talk to when I needed it and at the same time you’re patient when I don’t want to talk. You can’t imagine how much that means to me… how relieving it is that I know there is someone there for me when I need it.” Yoongi explained. “I’m not the best at showing my feelings, but I swear I care about you just as much as you do.”

Jimin pulled his hand tighter to his body, almost stopping his blood flow. “I’m glad you know… and seriously you can always come to me. I’m here for you no matter what it’s about.” Jimin promised.

Yoongi smiled. “Good night, Jimin. Dream something nice okay?”

Jimin chuckled warmly. “I don’t care what I dream, as long as I wake up next to you.”

“Ugh cheesy.” The older made a fake gagging noise.

“Only for you~” Jimin teased before turning around, and curling up against Yoongi’s body, now facing him. “I like this more… it’s closer.”

“It is.” Yoongi placed a kiss on the crown of Jimin’s head. “Do I really have to say good night again now?”

Jimin chuckle, closing his eyes contently. “Yup.”

“Ugh… Good night, Jimin.”

“Good night, Yoongi.”

Chapter Text

„How is it going with Tae?“ Yoongi asked, sipping on his drink. Him and Jungkook were back at the gay bar Jungkook had shown him when he was new in town. Back then Yoongi was looking for a hookup. Now not so much. Instead he was looking for a good time with his friends… including Jimin, who was supposed to show up any minute now.

He’d taken an additional dance class so he was a bit late.

“Pretty well actually. He’s not here right now because he has an exam tomorrow, but we’re getting along pretty okay.” Jungkook said. Yoongi couldn’t help but feel a bit bothered by that statement. Jungkook was great at always making everything sound distant and somewhat cold. He silently hoped he didn’t treat Taehyung like that too. Judging from what Jimin had told him the boy had had enough heart break in the past and it was clear that he had pretty intense feelings for Jungkook.

“What is ‘pretty okay’? You guys are dating right?” Yoongi tried digging deeper. Jungkook instantly got defensive. “The relationships going great okay?” He sounded a bit annoyed.

Yoongi sighed. He really didn’t want to play marriage counselor but he also didn’t want to leave it at that.

“Jungkook. You can be honest with me… is something wrong? Do you not like Tae that way or something?”

Jungkook sighed closing his eyes. “It’s… it’s not like that. I really like Tae a lot… he’s just so affectionate and while I know I kind of need that it also scares the shit out of me.” He admitted, running his hand through his hair.

Yoongi nodded, listening silently. “We went on a date and I had an anxiety attack. I haven’t had one before so I had no idea what was happening, but he was really sweet and patient… but I’m scared I’ll hurt him…” Jungkook took a deep breath in. “I know he cares a lot about me and I do care a lot about him too, but what if I’ll never be ready to do anything? I try to open up to him as much as I possibly can, but the thought of having sex with him just… I don’t know. I don’t want that. I don’t want to force myself. Not with him. And what is a relationship without sex?” Jungkook huffed, looking beaten and tired.

“It’s a relationship. A normal relationship… the situation Jimin and I are in is pretty similar, you know. I would be ready to have sex. He’s not. You think I’d leave him just because of that? Of course not. I really care about him and sex is the least important part of a relationship as long as you have other ways to show the other person how much they mean to you.” Yoongi explained, leaning forward and patting Jungkook’s shoulder. “If Taehyung says it’s not a problem then it isn’t a fucking problem. Stop pressuring yourself when no one around you expects you to do it.”

“Thanks.” Jungkook muttered, looking down at his drink instead of at Yoongi.

The older smiled. “Tae’s super in love with you. Don’t mess it up over something that small.”

Jungkook rolled his eyes. “I’ll try.”

At that exact moment Jessie joined them, already a bit drunk. “Alright guys. This is a gay bar… so I can only flirt with girls because with guys it would be kind of weird?” She leant against Yoongi, who raised an amused eyebrow.

“I mean you can try the guys but you might get rejected more than you’re used to.” Jungkook stated, sipping on his drink.

Jessie chuckled, wrinkling up her nose. “Nah the girls are cute too… I’m gonna miss dicks but a strap on should work as well.”

Now Jungkook looked just as amused as Yoongi, who was quickly taking a sip from his drink to hold back a laugh. He had to admit that he liked Jessie and her boldness a lot. Her and Jimin were somewhat similar although he liked Jimin a lot more than her.

But having Jessie around certainly was quite fun.

“You do you.” Yoongi said chuckling. “You might be able to chance a threesome with two dicks tho if you find the right guys.” Yoongi offered and Jessie’s face instantly lit up.

“Forget the bi-curious thing. Dicks for the win.” And she was gone. The second she left Jungkook cracked up. “Sheeesh I see my younger self in her.”

Yoongi grinned. “Younger self? I see myself in her.” He remembered something.

“Ah right, Jk, I gotta ask you something.”

“Shoot away.” Jungkook leant back in his seat.

“So me and Jimin wanna work somewhere for around a month just for the experience. I feel like it would be pretty fun for Jimin.” Jungkook nodded in understanding. “And I thought maybe you could help me find something. I don’t know. You have worked a lot of different jobs.”

Jungkook eyed the ceiling, concentrating and silently thinking. Yoongi let him, letting his thoughts wander to Jimin. He checked his phone.

 

 

Jimin
I’ll be there soon

Jimin
My dance teacher held a small speech

Jimin
Sorry I’m late!

 

 

The last message was typed just three minutes ago. Yoongi typed a short ‘no problem. Looking forward to seeing you.’ before looking back at Jungkook, who had finally come up with something.

“If you’re looking for a shorter thing, I could give you the contact information on one of my old bosses. He’s a bit of a douche and annoying so the servers at his restaurant usually leave just a few months after being hired. He’s pretty much always short on staff so he’ll probably take you two without so much as questioning how long you’ll work. It’s not a good working environment but it should work for that one month.” Jungkook stated, pulling his phone out of his pocket and sending Yoongi the name of the restaurant, the owner’s number and the address of the place.

“Thanks. I’ll make sure to check it out.”

“No problem. So Jimin’s gonna work? I kinda wanna see him having a supervisor.” Jungkook chuckled amusedly and Yoongi punched his shoulder.

“Don’t be mean. He can live with authority. He just choses wisely who to let have authority over him.” Yoongi stated.

Jungkook made an ooooh sound. “Kinky.”

Yoongi laughed. “Shut up. It’s not like that.”

“By the way, seriously? You and Jimin haven’t done anything yet?” The younger asked curiously.

“No we haven’t. He’s not really attracted to guys after all. No idea if we’ll ever reach a point where we’ll have sex and if we do no clue who’ll top and bottom, but I think it’s not really that important you know. What’s important is that Jimin’s is here for me and I’m here for him… and I swear he’s so sweet. He really makes me happy.” Yoongi chuckled.

“Honestly I wouldn’t believe you if I hadn’t seen Jimin around you myself. He’s so different from what he used to be and I’m really glad you two found each other.” Jungkook stated, smiling sweetly. “And now before the talk about who’s absolutely adorable… ‘cough’… Tae… ‘cough’… continues I’ll go to the toilet. Because my bladder is killing me and alcohol is not making this any better.”

“Have fun.” Yoongi waved at him before pulling his phone from his pocket once again.

Chapter Text

When Jimin finally reached the place he searched the bar for familiar faces. It took him quite some time to spot Yoongi since the older was somewhat facing away from him, talking to a boy Jimin had never seen before.

The boy had to be even younger than Jungkook. Had wide eyes, a rather petite body and a rather feminine face. His hair was colored a bright pink color and he had to push his bangs out of his face every two seconds.

Judging by Yoongi’s posture they had just begun talking. His hands were pushed into his pockets and he was putting most of his weight on one of his feet. Yoongi looked a bit on edge as the boy smiled at him, before extending his arms for Yoongi and putting it on his chest, slowly brushing over it going deeper and deeper… Yoongi pushed the boy’s hand off in a somewhat polite but at the same time blunt manner.

The boy looked dejected, frowning and reaching out with his other hand, but Yoongi caught him by the wrist shaking his head in a silent no. Jimin just stood there watching the interaction, suddenly feeling out of place. This was a gay bar. A place for people that actually were attracted to the same gender. A place Jimin didn’t belong to and Yoongi was a lot more likely to find someone who was actually interested in touching him. Someone who could actually please him in ways Jimin wasn’t sure whether he would ever be able to.

He just stood there, watching as Yoongi and the boy exchanged a few words, before Yoongi lead him to the bar stool, forcing him to sit down and saying something to the bartender. Just seconds later the bartender handed the boy a glass of a clear looking liquid. For a lack of better knowledge Jimin simply assumed that it was water. Yoongi kept standing right next to the boy, waiting for him to drink up, his hand on the boy’s back. Jimin felt jealousy burn in his stomach and he knew he was being ridiculous. Nothing was happening that should be making him feel like this.

A bit hesitant he made his way over to Yoongi and the boy. The second Yoongi spotted him, a warm smile spread over his face and he waved. “Hey. You finally made it.” He leant forward, pecking Jimin’s cheek before turning back around to the boy, who was, now that Jimin finally got to see him up close, pretty damn drunk. His eyes were hazy and didn’t seem to be able to focus on anything in particular.

“My friend will be here soon. He’ll know what to do with you.” Yoongi reassured and Jimin was confused for a second before realizing he had to be talking to the boy, who nodded slowly, looking like he didn’t really know what Yoongi was saying but accepted nevertheless.

Jimin moved a bit closer towards Yoongi possessively wrapping his arms around Yoongi’s waist. “What’s the deal with him?”

“Aside from the fact that he’s a mess?” Yoongi asked, placing his hand on Jimin’s shoulder as he turned around. “Apparently it’s his first time at a gay bar and he came out not long ago. If I’m honest he seems a bit emotionally instable so I don’t think it would be a good idea to leave him alone. I’ll ask Jungkook what he thinks.” The older explained.

Jimin nodded looking back at the boy, who was checking Yoongi out from behind. It irked Jimin quite a bit if he was being honest, but he got that neither the boy nor Yoongi were doing anything wrong. The situation was just a bit… off. Or rather uncomfortable for Jimin. It was mainly in his head though.

Which is why Jimin forced any type of dislike he might be feeling towards the boy down and made a step towards him. Maybe he could try being helpful too and just talk to him? “How are you feeling?”

The boy blinked a couple of times, focusing on Jimin before smiling. Jimin had to admit that there was something cute about him. He looked somewhat innocent, with freckles all over his cheeks and nose and small pouty lips. “You wanna take me home?” The boy asked in a sweet slurred voice. “You’re hot.” He giggled happily, reaching his hand out to touch Jimin’s cheek.

Jimin felt like his heart stopped in his chest. Not knowing how to react he turned around to look at Yoongi, who was cracking up. “Don’t laugh! I don’t know how to… I don’t know… react. How do you treat a drunk gay guy, that flirts with you?”

“Just be nice and tell him no if you’re uncomfortable.” Yoongi was having the time of his life. Jimin guessed he must have had something to drink too. Otherwise he wouldn’t be this amused by Jimin panicking. He flicked Yoongi off before turning back to the boy, who was drunkenly swinging back and forth. “What’s your name?” He decided to ask.

The boy closed his eyes for a couple of seconds before looking at Jimin again. Judging by the way he swayed to the side for a second, he was drunk enough to fall of the stool if he wasn’t careful enough. “Min…jun… Minjun… Minjunie.” He giggled again, grabbing some of Jimin’s hair and playing with a strand. Not sure how to reject him he simply let him, looking at Yoongi who was absolutely no help, in another silent plead.

Yoongi just watched the two of them, smiling at the way Minjun started braiding Jimin’s hair.

 “Is Jungkook coming back or is he cheating on Tae with some guy in the bathroom?” Jimin complained, searching the bar with his eyes.

As if he had heard the accusations Jungkook appeared out of nowhere. “Sorry, two guys were fucking in one of the stalls so the remaining one had a long line in front of it. Who’s that doll? He’s adorable.” Jungkook asked pointing at the boy, who didn’t let go of the strand of a rather distressed looking Jimin’s hair.

“That’s Minjun and can you please get him to stop touching my hair. I know I’m trying to be more accepting but I have boundaries and I’m highly uncomfortable right now.” Jimin begged before pressing his lips into a thin line.

“Hey Minjun, could you let go of Jimin’s hair? He doesn’t like it.” Yoongi asked and the boy did as he was told. Jimin let out a relieved exhale, before moving over to Yoongi and clinging to his arm. Going to a gay bar was one thing. Having a stranger not understand the concept of boundaries was a whole different situation. Yoongi ruffled his hair for the first time in a soothing manner. “You know you could have just told him to stop yoursel-“ “Shut up.”

Yoongi chuckled before turning to Jungkook. “Ah right.” Yoongi began before taking a step towards the younger to make sure that he would understand him, since the music was playing quite loudly in the background. “He’s pretty out of it. From what he said I’m guessing an unhealthy mix of coming out, stress with his family, the urge to finally try out stuff now and alcohol. I don’t know. He’s either really drunk or someone might have even spiked his drink.”

Jungkook nodded, looking a lot more serious now. “We should probably take him home.”

Yoongi nodded, before turning to Jimin. “Is that fine with you? I know you just showed up but if you want we can spend the evening after together, at my place.”

Jimin nodded, quickly still clinging to his arm. “Yeah, of course. Don’t sweat it.”

“Alright.” Jungkook leant down in front of the boy, smiling softly. “Hey, I’m Jungkook. You’re Minjun right? We’ll take you home if that’s fine with you.”

The boy nodded slowly. “To fuck?”

Yoongi couldn’t help but crack up again and Jimin hit his shoulder carefully. It took him another couple of seconds to realize that Yoongi had to be quite drunk, considering how serious he usually was in these types of situations.

“No not to fuck. We’re just dropping you off.” Jungkook explained and the boy scrunched up his nose, looking displeased. “Why not? You could fuck me. You’re hot.”

At this point Jimin was pretty sure that the boy had called each of them hot at some point in the last five minutes.

“Sorry, I bottom.” Jungkook stated, looking amused. At least one of them seemed to know how to react right in the situation.

The boy gasped, bringing his hands up to his mouth and looking at Jungkook with wide doe eyes. Hey, at least there were some cliché gays around. Jimin was already wondering whether that cliché had come from nothing.

“But you look like a top.” Minjun whispered with wide eyes. “You’re hot, not cute. What a waste.”

Jungkook frowned. “Guys, I think we should leave him here after all. I don’t like him.”

Instead of answering Yoongi stepped forward. “Where do you live, Minjun?”

After some struggles with how to write the name Minjun dictated them they finally had a proper address. Apparently the boy didn’t live far from here. Around half an hour on foot. Ten minutes by car.

Since Minjun wasn’t really capable of walking anymore, instead staggering from side to side without even noticing, Yoongi had to carry him piggyback. Not Jungkook, the taller boy had declared that he didn’t like the small boy.

Jimin called an uber before silently glaring at Minjun who was snuggling into Yoongi’s back. Just like so many times in the past, Jimin realized how fucking territorial he was over Yoongi. Of course he wasn’t going to let that get the better of him, but that didn’t stop him from feeling a bit irked.

Instead he grabbed his phone, playing around with it. Someone nudged his shoulder and when he looked up there stood Yoongi, Minjun having fallen asleep in the crook of his neck, smiling softly at Jimin. “You know I really look forward to cuddling. I missed that the last week. Sorry that I’ve been this busy.”

Jimin pushed his phone back into his pocket. “Don’t apologize. As long as I get my ‘good morning’ and ‘did you sleep well?’ messages I’m content.” 

Yoongi chuckled, leaning forward and pecking Jimin’s lips. “Saying it in person is a lot better though.”

Jimin smiled as well. “It is.”

“So let’s get this kid home.” Yoongi chuckled, nodding into Minjun’s direction.

“Once he is you’ll have to carry me to be fair to your boyfriend.” Jimin demanded jokingly.

“Yeah sure, keep dreaming.”

Chapter Text

„God I’m tired.“ Yoongi muttered pulling off the jacket he’d been wearing and carelessly throwing it over his office chair. Jimin followed right after him, yawning tiredly. The evening sure had been eventful.

“I’m gonna take a shower.” Yoongi was going through his closet, searching for something he could wear to sleep. He settled with a black shirt and gray sweats.

“Alright.” Jimin walked over to the closet as well, pecking Yoongi’s cheek before grabbing clothes for himself too. The older’s clothes were admittedly not nearly as soft as his own, but they smelled like him and that made it one hundred percent worth it every time.

“Hurry up. I wanna cuddle.” Jimin ordered, slapping Yoongi’s ass in a joking manner.

Yoongi didn’t miss his chance to drop a teasing “kinky.” before walking to the bathroom. “I’ll be as quick as I can.” The door closed and Jimin waited a couple of seconds just to make sure Yoongi had everything and wouldn’t come out again, before stripping himself and slipping into Yoongi’s clothes.

It was funny how he and Yoongi had such a different look and Jimin seemed to be a lot more muscular, but they still appeared to be wearing the exact same size of clothing. Maybe Yoongi’s clothes were even a bit wide at times. Jimin liked wide clothes, though, so he wasn’t going to complain.

Smiling happily, he flopped down onto the bed before reminiscing about the day. Or more so, the evening. Jimin couldn’t help but think of how the boy had obviously wanted something from Yoongi. The way his hand had trailed over Yoongi’s chest down to his… Jimin pressed his lips into a thin line. If Yoongi would have said yes, the boy totally would have been willing to fuck.

The boy had been attractive too. Obviously a bottom. He was so uncomplicated in comparison to Jimin. Maybe they would have made a better pair if Yoongi had given him a chance. The older wouldn’t have to be sexually frustrated anymore. Neither would the person he was with have a story of bullying people that were just like him. Even now that he was trying Jimin did fall into old patterns at times.

He’d lashed out at someone today at the library. It wasn’t a long thing. He’d realized what he was doing quite quickly but that didn’t change the fact that he kept doing it. He was an impulsive asshole, petty, territorial, but at the same time wasn’t willing to give at all.

He and Yoongi had been dating for more than a month now and Jimin still didn’t even change clothes in front of Yoongi. It was ridiculous. He had no idea why Yoongi put up with all of that. With all of him. Why, when he could easily have someone uncomplicated and easy like Minjun today? Yoongi was attractive. It wasn’t that he couldn’t be picky.

Jimin sighed, burying his face in Yoongi’s pillow. The familiar scent helped him calm down, but he still felt like he was treating Yoongi unfairly.

He could hear the bathroom door open and steps walking towards the bed. He didn’t bother looking up. Maybe he could suffocate himself using the pillow. Did sound like the best way out if he was being honest.

“Are you asleep?”

Jimin shook his head, still hiding in the pillow. Yoongi let himself fall down on the bed next to Jimin, placing an arm over the boy while getting comfortable on his side.

“Something wrong?”

Jimin groaned frustratedly. “Yeah.” His voice was muffled by the fabric but audible.

“What is it?”

Jimin sighed, lifting his head before looking at Yoongi. “I’m an annoying piece of work.”

Chuckling warmly Yoongi leant forward, dropping his head on the pillow just centimeters from Jimin’s face. “I know, so what’s the problem?”

Jimin groaned, glancing to the side. “Why is it always me who needs help?”

“It’s not always you. You help me a lot too.” Yoongi stated, caressing Jimin’s cheek with the palm of his hand. “Come on, tell me. What problem did your pretty head make up this time?” His tone was teasing, but open at the same time.

Jimin leant into the touch. “I just… I really don’t know why you’re even giving me a chance. Like, I’m just work and I hardly give you anything in exchange.” The boy admitted, cuddling up to Yoongi more.

“Where did that come from?” Yoongi asked, raising a skeptical eyebrow.

“Today. Minjun was so trying to have you fuck him. And for some weird reason you decide to choose me, who literally lets you do nothing and struggles with being decent most of the time, over a sweet fuckable guy?” Jimin muttered, his fingers grabbing onto Yoongi’s t-shirt. There was something soothing about holding onto Yoongi.

Yoongi sighed. “Jimin… you know that when I decided that I’d be willing to try a relationship with you that also meant I chose you without sex over anyone else with sex? That just means you without sex is a lot more appealing to me than a depressed drunk teenage virgin in his coming out crisis. And that’s literally what today was by the way. Honestly that guy had absolutely nothing on you and not just him, okay? I like what you have to offer a lot more than that.”

Jimin couldn’t help but feel lighter at that statement. He fake sniffed, running his hand over his nose. “So what you’re saying is that you’re after my money after all because I’m pretty sure there is nothing else that would be worth liking about me?”

“Do you want me to hit you?” Yoongi threatened warmly, leaning in and kissing Jimin softly. Jimin closed his eyes, enjoying the kiss while it lasted. Jimin let out a sigh when they separated again.

“I feel bad, you know. For not giving you something that should be part of a relationship usually.” Jimin admitted, pushing his hair back.

“Well if so what about you? By being in a relationship with you I stop you from anything sexual too. Do you feel that bad about it? Like you’re missing out on something. Because honestly I don’t. I like what you give me and I won’t ask for more.”

Jimin opened his mouth a couple of times. He’d never thought about it that way. If he was being honest he somehow forgot that usually he would be having sex. He’d thought about Yoongi not getting what he wanted, but what about him? Did he miss sex? Not really. If he did he probably would have noticed earlier.

“That’s… a fair point.” Jimin admitted. “It’s different though. You’d want to have sex with me… I’m being complicated.”

Yoongi sighed. “Jimin, it’s not different for the two of us… and not being attracted to the other gender is nothing you should feel bad for. You like boobs? Yeah me too. I get it. Do I have them? Sorry, no. Guess we’ll have to work through this in other ways even if that means we’ll never have sex.”

Jimin chuckled, burying his face in Yoongi’s chest. “You’re the best… you know that?”

“I’m glad you think so.” He pecked the crown of Jimin’s head before pulling the boy into a tight hug. “Don’t ever think you owe me sex or something like that. If we do something at some point, I want you to enjoy it as well. Don’t force yourself. You’d make me sad. A relationship isn’t about sex. Sex is a nice part that comes with it, but it’s more about being able to rely on the other person and trusting them and I feel like we’re doing pretty well in that department.”

Jimin nodded tiredly. “True. I trust you. Probably more than myself.” He chuckled.

“Same though.” Jimin could hear the smile in Yoongi’s words. “You should sleep now. It’s getting late.”

Jimin yawned, moving away from Yoongi to get into a better lying position on his back. Yoongi moved closer, draping his arm over Jimin’s stomach before using Jimin’s chest as a pillow. “Good night.” He sounded just as tired as Jimin was.

“Good night. Sweet dreams.”

Chapter Text

„I’ll go to the bathroom.” Jungkook stated before leaving the small store. The toilet was located on the right side of the building but you could only access it from outside. Taehyung nodded before going back to placing items in the shelves and making sure nothing was looking too chaotic.

When he was done, he sat down on the chair behind the cash desk and played on his phone. Candy crush. His latest obsession.

A middle aged woman came in and paid for her fuel. Taehyung quickly handed her her receipt and change before going back to playing. It was ten pm, their shift would be over as soon as Minjoon showed up and Taehyung was tired. The evening had been pretty busy, but luckily it was over for the most parts.

“Hey Tae.” Said boy exclaimed entering the store. He casually dropped his bag on the floor and pulled his working uniform out of it. “Where is Jungkook?”

“Bathroom.” Taehyung stated, still on his phone, resting one of  his legs on top of the other.

“Oh okay.” The older left to change in the locker rooms, while Taehyung stayed where he was. He checked the clock again. Jungkook was already gone for more than ten minutes. Of course that could just mean that he was taking a bit longer, but he was always back at least within five minutes, because he didn’t trust Taehyung to be alone with the place longer than that.

“Hey Min. I’ll check on Jungkook. If a customer comes in he’s yours okay?!”

“Yeah, sure.” The older replied, entering the main part of the store while patting the uniform he was wearing down and readjusting the way it fit around his shoulders.

Taehyung nodded thankfully before leaving the store. It was probably nothing and he’d make Jungkook uncomfortable but better be safe than sorry. He glanced around the area. It was dark outside already, which made sense, but sitting in the bright neon lighting of the store made him forget about time.


“Hey Jungkook, what’s taking you so-“ Taehyung pushed the door to the male bathrooms open but froze the second his eyes fell onto the picture right in front of him. Jungkook pushed against the bathroom sink, his pants as well as underwear pooling around his ankles. His t-shirt carelessly pushed up revealing parts of his thin waist and strong back. The guy standing behind him was huge.

Taehyung had seen him before. At the shop. When Jungkook and him weren’t even talking. He was one of Jungkook’s customers. He had been the one Jungkook had acted so… careful around.

The gigantic guy’s underwear was simply pushed down and he was pressing against Jungkook’s backside, one hand resting on Jungkook’s hip the other pushing the boy’s face harshly against the sink as he fucked into him.

Even if he hadn’t known Jungkook as well as he did, he would have been able to tell that Jungkook had not given his consent to this. There were scratch marks all over the guy’s arms and there was a red spot on Jungkook’s face.

Taehyung felt like the world stood still. Hardly a second  has passed since he had entered and he felt like he saw every detail there was to the scene. Jungkook was crying, silently at least, the most heart wrenching part to all of this. His hands were tightly holding onto the sink, trying to keep his body steady, to stop himself from getting pushed against it with every harsh slap of skin.

Taehyung saw red. Somehow he managed to push the guy away from Jungkook and land a clean fist on his chin, getting him to the floor. While he sat there looking disoriented Taehyung quickly grabbed his phone from his pocket and took a quick pic, his heart beating in his chest. Withheld anger. If he could he’d have killed that guy but he knew that just physically the other was tougher than him.

He wanted him out of here. Away from Jungkook. Scratch that. He wanted to kill that guy. He took a deep breath collecting himself, to calm down. He had to play it cool. He would be able to make sure to get his revenge later. When they weren’t alone in the back a gas station. This was the guy’s territory. “I have your picture. I can find out your name in around ten minutes. I want you to fuck off. If you touch Jungkook again... no if you even dare to go near him, I swear to god I'll ruin you. I'll tear you to pieces. And trust me that I can. Not in a fist fight. We’re playing with my rules.” He almost growled, kicking the guys leg. Seconds passed and he was worried the guy would resist but then he pulled up his trousers a bit reluctantly, finally tucking his filthy dick away. Taehyung felt like throwing up. That thing had been inside of Jungkook.

“Now get out of here before I call the police.” Taehyung warned as the guy got up, walking towards the door, still looking a bit dizzy. Maybe Taehyung had landed a harder punch than he had originally thought.

When he turned around Jungkook wasn’t there anymore. The door to one of the stalls was open and Taehyung heard soft sobs. Slowly not to startle the boy Taehyung took a couple of steps towards the stall to get a proper look inside.

His heart stopped in his chest. Jungkook was leaning over the toilet, drool dripping from the corners of his mouth, his clothes pulled back up, but still disarranged. He was shaking. Suddenly his whole body tensed and he clung onto the toilet bowl as he got rid of what probably were remains of his dinner.

When there wasn’t anything else he could throw up, his whole body went back to shaking, silent whimpers leaving his mouth as he held tightly onto the toilet. The boy was breathing heavily, simply looking down at the bowl. Another soft cry came from him that seemed to tear right into Taehyung’s heart. Saying it hurt would have been an understatement. Seeing Jungkook in distress like this made him feel like his heart was being ripped out.

He had no idea what to do or say. Maybe he should call an ambulance. That guy had hurt Jungkook in more than one way, but Taehyung wasn’t all that sure whether it would be such a great idea. Ambulance also meant people touching Jungkook.

“Hey Kookie?” He muttered as softly as he could somehow muster. Jungkook’s head shot up like he hadn’t even been aware of anyone else’s presence. Maybe that was the case. There certainly were other things going through his head right now.

Jungkook pulled his legs a bit closer to his body, like he was protecting himself. His eyes were wary as he looked at Taehyung.

“Is there something you want me to do? Should I keep my distance?” He asked carefully, pulling the hoodie he was wearing off and slowly handing it to Jungkook. The boy watched every single one of his moves silently before a bit hesitantly taking the piece of clothing and wrapping it around his upper body.

A couple of seconds passed before Jungkook shook his head, burying his face in the fabric that smelled like Taehyung. Very slowly not to startle him, Taehyung moved closer before sitting down on the dirty floor. He couldn’t have cared less at that moment though. Jungkook was hurt.

Jungkook clung onto his clothes like his life depended on it, staring at the toilet in something that looked a lot like shame. What was there to feel ashamed off? Taehyung didn’t get it.

Very slowly he reached his hand out to Jungkook, holding it in the air for either the boy to take it or leave it if he wasn’t comfortable with body contact right now. Jungkook looked at him for a couple of seconds before pulling Taehyung’s arm to his body like he was hugging it and pushing his face against his shoulder.

It took Taehyung a couple of seconds to realize Jungkook was crying again. His whole body shaking with the power of his sobs. A bit hesitantly he started rubbing Jungkook’s back in a soothing manner, whispering small words of encouragement to the boy. About how everything was over now. About how Tae was going to protect him and make sure nothing like this would happen ever again.

Taehyung was about to ask what they were supposed to do now, when he heard steps approaching. “Hey guys, everything alright?”

It was Minjoon’s voice. Taehyung carefully wrapped his hoodie tighter around Jungkook. “We’re okay. Could you do me a favor and call a taxi?”

“Yeah, sure man. Any special wishes for… holy shit, you okay, Jungkook?” He’d gotten close enough to look into the stall. “What happened to your eye?” He squatted down, reaching out for Jungkook’s face, who quickly pulled out of Taehyung’s embrace and scrambled to the farthest corner of the bathroom, his whole body shaking again. By the way his breathing started speeding again, Taehyung could tell that he was probably hyperventilating.

He quickly stood up, blocking Minjoon’s view of Jungkook. He knew Jungkook and his pride. He wouldn’t want one of his coworkers to see him in that state. “Could you please just call the taxi? Jungkook isn’t feeling too well.” He asked him, but his tone left no room for discussion.

Looking a bit intimidated Minjoon nodded quickly, leaving the bathroom again to call a taxi service. Taehyung turned back to Jungkook, who was looking up at him with tears in his eyes. Taehyung smiled weakly before sitting down in front of him and carefully taking his hands again.

Jungkook let him, looking at their hands at first then at his face. His bottom lip wobbled slightly and Taehyung quickly pulled him into a tight hug. Seeing Jungkook like this… so vulnerable put him on edge too. The only thing he wanted to do right now was take care of Jungkook.


“There you go… I’ll get you your phone and things from your locker okay?” Taehyung asked softly once he’d helped Jungkook into the taxi. The boy seemed to be okay aside from the fact that he was limping a bit and clinging onto Taehyung like his life depended on it.

The second he wanted to pull back, Jungkook shook his head, holding Taehyung’s sleeve even tighter in his hand.

“But what about your keys and phone?” Taehyung asked, patting Jungkook’s hand soothingly.

The boy shook his head again, holding onto him even tighter. Taehyung sighed. “Okay, scoot over.”

Jungkook did as told and Taehyung sat down in the taxi as well. “Should I ask Minjoon to get that stuff for you?”

Jungkook shook his head again. “Home.”

Taehyung nodded, closing the door behind them. “Your place?”

“Your place.” Jungkook simply stated, looking out of the window.

“Okay.” Taehyung gave the driver his address before leaning back. Jungkook by his side didn’t say anything but simply stared out of the window, looking like he was either deep in thought or not thinking about anything at all.

His face was blank.

A good five minutes passed of neither of them knowing what to say, when Taehyung asked the taxi driver whether he had a pen he could borrow. To his surprise he did and Taehyung grabbed it, pulling a pack of tissues from his pocket and pulling out one of them.

Jungkook didn’t even seem to notice, too busy staring out of the window.

Taehyung took some time sketching on it, before being content with the outcome. Not that it was a great drawing but if it could lift Jungkook’s mood even the tiniest bit, it would be doing its job.

Without a word he formed a small ball with it before throwing it onto Jungkook’s lap. Jungkook startled at the sudden movement and just about caught it. He sent a confused glance at Taehyung, who just nodded into the direction of the piece of tissue.

Jungkook unfolded it, before staring at the small drawing. There was a bunny, a happy one with the word Jungkook scribbled above it and an arrow connecting the name and the drawing. Underneath it there was the messy handwriting of ‘You don’t have to take on the world on your own you know, even if I believe you’re the most likely person to manage that.’

The corners of Jungkook’s mouth twitched upwards ever so slightly and Taehyung knew it was a win.

Jungkook sniffed, quickly wiping his eyes and nose with the back of his hand, before looking up at Taehyung. He looked happy but also like he was about to cry again. “Thanks.”

Taehyung smiled back. “I’m here for you, always.”



When they entered Tae’s apartment Jungkook quickly asked whether he could take a bath. Taehyung nodded, grabbing the most comfortable sweater and sweats he had in his closet as well as new underwear, fluffy socks and a t-shirt and handing them to Jungkook.

“Do you want anything else?”

The boy shook his head, grabbing the clothes and quickly disappearing in the bathroom. Taehyung decided to prepare some tea for the boy anyways. A warm drink wouldn’t do any bad, after all.

Jungkook on the other hand didn’t even bother to lock the door before he hastily started filling the bathtub with water, a process that still was way too quick at Taehyung’s place, and slipping out of his clothes.

He felt dirty. He could still feel the ghost of that guy’s hands all over his body. The places he had touched him almost burned. Every single touch seemed to have been burned into Jungkook’s brain.

Even so he couldn’t step into the bathtub right away because it still took some time. Instead he turned towards the mirror and almost started crying again right then and there. His right cheekbone was slowly taking a purple color that matched all the dark hickeys on his neck. If he hadn’t thrown up earlier he might have now. His whole neck was covered in them.

The worst part was he knew they’d probably be visible for more than a week. Serve as a daily reminder of how fucking weak he was. He had just taken it. Didn’t have the strength to fight back… his will quickly broken.

He was a bad boyfriend. On one hand he let some asshole have his way with him but on the other hand he stopped Taehyung from doing the same. Taehyung was the one who should get to do that kind of stuff with Jungkook.

But he still let himself be used by someone else. After today Taehyung probably didn’t want to anyways. After all he’d seen what kind of guys had already put their dick inside of him. How fucking disgusting Jungkook was.

He glanced at the bathtub, which was still only half full. He was going crazy. He really had to get this feeling off his body. The lingering touches that still were there.

When the bathtub was filled to two thirds of the amount he was planning on putting in it, he finally stepped inside. The hot water was soothing, but also burned. It was too hot, but for some reason the burn felt good. The pain stopped him from thinking about other stuff.

So he sat down, staring straight ahead. The hot water covered his body up to his navel. Very slowly he took some of the body wash and started rubbing it all over his arms and upper body, especially his neck. He wanted to get the guy’s traces off of him.

He rubbed his neck a few extra times, making sure he didn’t miss a spot. The thought of some of the guy’s salvia being left on his body triggered the strong urge to somehow climb out of his own body, but he forced himself to simply rub the area, before dipping down into the hot water.

But it didn’t help, when he came back up he still felt like the guy’s sweaty hands and body still left their traces on his own. There was some of it still clinging to his body. He was sure of it.

He started rubbing his arms again, using even more body wash than before, rubbing even harder, almost scratching at his skin of both arms and neck. It didn’t help. The feeling still was there. He still felt the guy’s breath fanning against his neck. His arms still pushing him down.

More body wash. At this point he was mainly scratching at the skin of his neck and arms. He just wanted that feeling to stop. Everything was still there. Every small sensation.

The door to the room swung open and a worried looking Taehyung stormed in. “I heard you scream. What happened?” Jungkook had screamed? When had he done that?

Taehyung’s eyes widened when he realized Jungkook was still in the bathtub. “Oh my god I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to-“ He began before his eyes landed on Jungkook’s arms and chest that were red and full of scratches. “What happened to you?”

Jungkook glanced down. He had no idea how to explain this to Taehyung. After all, how would he understand. Jungkook himself didn’t understand.

“Get out of there.” Taehyung’s tone was firm but at the same time soft as he grabbed a towel, holding it out in front of himself, blocking his view of Jungkook.

Very slowly the boy got up, glancing down his body. He hadn’t even cleaned his ass… not like he could have. Even the thought of touching himself there was making him want to throw up. Sick to his stomach. Instead he stared down at the two bruises on his hip, from where he’d been repeatedly pushed against the sink.

His view was broken when Taehyung wrapped the fluffy towel around his body, making sure Jungkook was properly covered up before helping him step out of the tub. Jungkook simply let him lead him, averting his eyes. He felt disgusting. Taehyung would never want someone like him.

“Wait here.” The older ordered before turning around and searching the drawer underneath the sink. He grabbed some first aid stuff and turned back to Jungkook. “Sit down.” He pointed at the edge of the bathtub.

Jungkook did, watching as Taehyung grabbed his arm and pulled a spray from the kit a, starting to spray his arm with it. It burned quite a bit but he let it happen. The pain had something soothing to it and like magic Taehyung’s touches seemed to shoo any remaining memories of how that guy’s hands had felt on him. Instead the only thing he focused on was how Taehyung’s strong but soft hands worked his arm. When he was done, he wrapped it up in bandages before moving on to his second arm.

It was weird. Jungkook sat there in just his towel a good hour after he had been raped, but he didn’t feel threatened by Taehyung. Even seconds after what happened Jungkook had wanted Taehyung to come closer instead of staying away.

Since when did Jungkook trust this boy so much? It had come so naturally to him.

When Taehyung had finished his work on Jungkook’s second arm he started dapping some cream onto Jungkook’s chest. Jungkook took a shaky breath and the second he did Taehyung looked up, seemingly alarmed, pulling his hand back. “Are you okay? Shit, sorry that I didn’t ask… I just went into work mode. Are you uncomfortable? Should I stop?”

Jungkook shook his head. When he opened his mouth his voice came out sounding about as tired as he felt. “No it’s okay. I trust you.”

Taehyung smiled shortly before going back to work. Jungkook watched him silently. Taehyung’s hands felt nice on him. Even though he was just making sure Jungkook’s skin was well taken care of.

“You know… it’s amazing how strong you are…” Taehyung began, not looking up either. “You used to do this all the time, simply because you wanted to take good care of your brother. I’m glad you don’t have to anymore though.”

Jungkook sighed. “It wasn’t that bad. I mean there were times when bad stuff happened, but for some reason it wasn’t as bad as today.”

“I won’t let that happen again. I’ll take good care of you… I promise.” Taehyung muttered, patting Jungkook’s leg before getting up. “I’m done. You look tired. Let’s get you to bed.”

Jungkook smiled weakly, getting up. “Thanks… and could you leave for a second? I want to slip into my clothes.”

Taehyung nodded, leaving the room.


Not long after Jungkook was tucked into bed by Taehyung, who was smiling softly at him after drinking some tea. “Wait a second.” Taehyung got up and moved to the corner of the room, before coming back with a ball of fluff named Yeontan in his hand. “Not the best therapy dog, but he has lifted my mood enough times, so I hope he can do the same for you.”

He put Yeontan down in front of Jungkook where he instantly started licking Jungkook’s face. The boy chuckled, trying to get Yeontan to stop but the dog had its own plans.

“Don’t stop him. That’s all part of the therapy.” Taehyung complained and Jungkook laughed, feeling a familiar warmth spread in his chest. Something he’d grown used to lately whenever he spent time with Taehyung.

He was pretty sure what that feeling was. He grabbed Yeontan, pulling the ball of fur onto his chest. “Hey Yeontan, could you tell your owner something? I think I might be falling in love with him too.”

The shock on Taehyung’s face was totally worth it. He just stood there with wide eyes, saying nothing for a good ten seconds. Jungkook looked up at him, smiling a bit tiredly but still happy.

“Wanna keep standing there or join me in her and cuddle a bit.” That finally seemed to pull Taehyung out of his trance. He quickly grabbed some more comfortable clothes and put them on, but turned away from him, which meant Jungkook only got to see his backside and that still with underwear on, before slipping into their shared bed.

“Are you serious?” Taehyung almost whispered, moving closer and wrapping around Jungkook’s figure.

Jungkook took a deep breath. “I am… I mean I’ve liked you for a pretty long time now but I feel like I’ve gotten a lot closer to you lately.”

Taehyung smiled. “So it’s not entirely one sided.”

Jungkook gasped. “Of course it’s not one sided. It never really was.”

“You kind of hated me in the beginning.”

“You were being a spoilt brat in the beginning.” Jungkook corrected him.

“Fair enough.” Taehyung chuckled before leaning his head against Jungkook’s shoulder. “I can’t believe this…”

“If I’m being honest, me neither.” Jungkook admitted, closing his eyes and pulling Yeontan tighter to his body. “We’ll still take our time right?”

Taehyung nodded enthusiastically. “Of course. As much time as you need.”

There was that warmth again. “Thanks.”

Taehyung smiled, showing off his boxy smile. “No problem.”

Maybe Jungkook wouldn’t take as long as he thought he might after all.

Chapter Text

„Move your ass Mr. Park. You’re not here to laze around. If you want to stare holes into the air you can leave, but don’t expect to get paid.” His boss warned when he caught Jimin on his phone in the back of the kitchen.

Jimin had to bite his lip to hold back and not insult the man. Instead he nodded, gritting out a silent ‘sorry’. 

“You better be. If I catch you on your phone again, I’ll make sure to keep you here longer.” The guy stated before leaving the room. Jimin made a face, pushing his phone back into his pocket.

He turned around to Yoongi, who was watching him with an amused glint in his eyes. “Shut up.”

“I didn’t say anything.”

“Your eyes do.” Jimin muttered, opening one of the three dishwashers, and started piling up the plates before placing them in the shelves.

“What do they say?” Yoongi teased with a smug expression, moving next to Jimin and helping the boy.

“They are making fun of me for being incapable of doing this shit for longer than ten minutes without being distracted.” Jimin muttered, grabbing one of the pots and placing it on the stove, since the guys cooking always needed as many pots as possible.

“Not really. It’s relatable. It’s just funny to see someone scold you while you’re not allowed to say anything against it.” Yoongi stated grinning.

“You…” Jimin began, standing up straight, but before he could finish his sentence, Yoongi pecked his lips.

“I’l l wipe th e tables. You can insult me later.” Another peck, this time to his cheek, before Yoongi jogged out of the kitchen. Jimin pouted, watching as Yoongi left him alone back here. He was condemned to kitchen duty while Yoongi, who already had more experience in catering, was allowed to serve the customers too.

They were half way through the month of jobbing and Jimin was ready to throw his towel with this whole thing. God he hated being bossed around. The only person that he let boss him around was Yoongi and just under certain circumstances. Because Yoongi was intelligent as fuck and felt so much more mature than Jimin was.

But his boss was the opposite. An asshole that probably would never make it far in life and who let that frustration out on his employees. Everything in Jimin’s body resisted against following his orders, but he had to bite down his pride and do it.

Because with the money he would make he and Yoongi could finally go on holidays together.

He was going to force himself through this.





 

Yoongi
Good night<3

Jimin
You too

 

Jimin was lying in bed, his eyes resting on the big flat screen television. It was hot. Unbearably hot. Summer was around the corner and Jimin felt like his AC wasn’t working at all. He knew it was but that didn’t change anything about the heat that was covering his room and made him sweat excessively even though he was just wearing plain black boxers.

If he had been at his parents’ house he would have jumped into the pool but it was eleven pm and he really had no intention of getting into his car and driving half an hour just to do that. So instead he got up, deciding on taking a short cold shower.

A sigh of relief left his lips when the cold water hit his skin. He let it run over his sculpted body, hair and face. The icy cold felt amazing against his skin. He sighed, running his fingers through his hair, pushing his bangs back and wiping his eyes.

Since he was already in the shower he squirted some body wash onto his hands before running them over his body. When he reached his ass he hesitated. He had spent a lot of time thinking with what ifs lately. What if he and Yoongi took it a step further? What if he liked it? What if he didn’t like it? There were more but those were the most prominent ones in his mind.

He didn’t know a lot about gay sex. Yeah sure, anal. He wasn’t stupid. But he still hadn’t watched any videos on it… neither had he watched any of Yoongi’s videos. He was avoiding it if he was being honest. After all what if he didn’t like it? Would that kill all the chemistry Yoongi and him had aside from it?

Jimin couldn’t even begin to describe how attached he’d become. So of course he was scared. Scared of ruining something he had wished for his entire life and now finally got in an even better, more perfect version than he could ever have imagined.

A bit hesitant he brushed his index finger ovrt his rim. It was a foreign feeling. Weird. Unfamiliar. Maybe he should try on his own, instead of waiting for something to happen someday. He’d never had anything up his ass. Never really experimented into that direction. After all there had been nothing appealing about it to him.

Sighing he leant against the wall. Why was all of this so complicated? Couldn’t he have been born with a mindset where the thought of having a dick in front of him would make him go ‘yummy’ instead of ‘eh’.

He thought about the way Yoongi talked about dicks. In such a casual appreciative way. It was obvious that he liked them. Jimin wished he could say the same about himself. Instead he had his own dick, which was… well… his dick and the thought of any other dicks just didn’t really do anything for him.

“Fuck it.” He reached put his hand in front of his face, putting two of his fingers into his mouth and slicking them up with his tongue. Sighing he leant his head back against the shower, closing his eyes and slowly reaching down with his hand. Very slowly he traced his finger over his rim again, spreading his spit, using it instead of lube. He knew lube would be better, but he didn’t want to leave the shower.

He stared up at the ceiling where the water was coming from, while slowly pushing his finger in. He’d had sex with girls before that had been into anal, but doing it to himself felt quite different. His body resisted for a couple of seconds before slowly giving in as he forced himself to relax.

He felt so weird for doing this. Standing in the shower alone, water still raining down his chest and legs and slowly easing his finger inside of him. One finger wasn’t really bad. It felt a bit weird. Like he had to really use the toilet, but it didn’t really hurt.

Since one had worked without any problems he pushed his second finger in, which admittedly burned quite a bit. He forced himself to stop his body from trying to push his finger out again as he moved it in deeper. The feeling of really needing a toilet got stronger.

He sighed, half assedly moving his fingers before pulling them out again and holding them under the water stream to rinse them again. How did anyone find this pleasurable? He used some more body wash to properly clean his hand off before grabbing a towel and wrapping it around his body.

Maybe the whole thing should have turned him on or whatever but it did nothing for him. His dick was just as flaccid as it had been before and the only thing that had changed was that he still felt like he should at least try going to the toilet.

Following his urge he did before sitting down on the edge of his bed and drying his hair with a towel. His thoughts wandered. Lately his libido had been running incredulously low. He couldn’t even remember when the last time he had masturbated was.

He grabbed his laptop, opening an incognito tab before opening one of his favorite porn sites. For a couple of seconds he hesitated, before turning on the filter for gay porn. It was worth a try.

Crossing his legs, he clicked one of the highest listed videos. Instead of waiting for the logo and all the other shit to show up, he skipped into the middle of the video. A boyish guy, who almost looked a bit on the anorexic side, was being held in place while a hairy dude that could have been a good twenty years older fucked into him. Jimin made a face in distaste. The whole scene looked pretty disgusting if he was being honest. He had a pretty good view at both of their assholes since the camera was located between their legs. He really didn’t like what he saw. The bearlike guy looking straight up dirty while the twink he was fucking had pimples all over his ass, his skin red and patchy and all of it overall not being the best sight.

Jimin closed the video, scrolling further down, searching for anything that didn’t look as dirty and amateurish as the one he’d just watched. He stumbled across a video that was taken with a better camera. The guys that were in it both looked alright. Rather average but they had big dicks, which was usually more important in porn than anything else.

He spent a good ten minutes watching these two fucking in all types of different positions from missionary to wall sex, but it did nothing for him. His dick didn’t react and neither did anything else about him. He wasn’t really disgusted like he had been before, but there wasn’t anything interesting about it either.

Giving up he closed the tab and opened the porn site again, this time searching for straight porn. He kind of felt like getting off and he knew that he wouldn’t watching these guys eat each other out.

He scrolled through the suggested videos before picking one that had a promising thumbnail. Again he skipped the intro, with a girl just running her hand over her body, teasing those who watched her but Jimin wasn’t interested.

He watched as the guy undressed the girl, moving his hands over her body, the camera zooming in on her reactions every once in a while. Jimin simply sat there, slowly growing annoyed over how fucking fake that girl looked. Her moans were too high pitched, her boobs round to the point where they were somewhat saggy and the way she fluttered her lashes annoyed Jimin for some reason.

He closed the video, typing in a title of a video he tended to go back to when he wasn’t in the mood for searching the site for longer amounts of time. He opened it, skipping ten seconds in. The girl he’d watched undress so many times made the same movements, moved her hips in the same sensual way, puckered her lips in the same way. Nothing. Jimin felt absolutely nothing.

The usual arousal wasn’t there. He waited another minute watching as the guy in the video, someone with a somewhat similar body to Jimin pressed her into the sheets, fucked into her, made her whimper in pleasure.

Jimin’s dick didn’t even go half hard. He did react somewhat to the sight of fucking, but that was it. If he tried to get off now he probably wouldn’t be able to. He stared down at his crotch, the fabric of the towel hiding away his dick, but he didn’t have to see it to know that it was still lying there limply.

“What are we now? Asexual?” He asked, maybe his dick, maybe himself. He wasn’t sure.

And he had thought the situation had been complicated before.

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„Surprise.“ Jimin grinned widely, quickly pushing his foot between the door and the doorframe when Yoongi attempted to close the door into his face.

“I swear to god Jimin. Ask me before you come over!” Yoongi groaned, half assedly trying to shove Jimin’s foot out of the door, but the younger didn’t budge.

“Love you too.” Jimin laughed, pushing the door open again and walking into Yoongi’s apartment. “I got us take out, because I’m done with you always paying for everything. I’m the guy with the money in this relationship, not you.” Jimin declared, slipping out of his shoes before simply walking into the apartment like he owned the place.

Yoongi let out a fake exhausted sigh before following him. He had gotten used to his boyfriend showing up unannounced all the time and he hadn’t managed locking him out even once. So apparently Jimin was the one winning this argument.

“How was your day so far?” He asked sitting down on one of the chairs in the kitchen and watching as Jimin grabbed chopsticks from one of the drawers.

“Exhausting.” He slipped onto the seat opposite from Yoongi and pushed the noodle box in his direction. “Jessie is in one of my classes now and she does not know how to shut up.”

“I know someone else like that.”

“Fuck off. Anyways she told me shit like that one of the girls in her curse had a red blood stain in her crotch area while wearing white pants and I think you can imagine how much I did not want to hear that.” Jimin fake gagged and Yoongi made a face as well.

“Okay I really get that. Funny tho. Whenever she’s around me she just talks about bullshit philosophers have said and goes with the deep talk that usually is triggered by it.” Yoongi stated amusedly and Jimin scrunched up his nose.

“That’s cuz she actually tries to get you to like her while I am taken for granted.”

“I do like her.” Yoongi stated, stuffing his face with noodles. “She’s fun to be around.”

“Tell her. She’ll be over the moon. I think she’s really happy that our small group has gotten bigger and more compact, even though she is kind of a fifth wheel.” Jimin bit down on a piece of duck.

“Let’s have a threesome then.” Yoongi joked and Jimin looked at him very very long, with the most judgmental face he could offer. “Yeah, no thanks. You’re mine.”

Yoongi cooed before both of them went back to eating their food in comfortable silence.



“You’re naked again.” Jimin stated from the bed, watching as Yoongi moved through the room, searching for something more comfortable than the jeans he was wearing. Small water droplets were gathering on his collarbones.

“And again, not wearing a shirt does not make you naked. If you’re going to be staying around here as often as you do, which I think you will, you also have to get used to seeing me like this.” He turned around, pointing at his upper body. Jimin had to admit that Yoongi was pretty well built. Maybe not as muscular as Jimin, but his shoulders were broader and he did have the soft outline of abs. “Especially now that summer is coming. I always run around in just underwear when my apartment heats up.”

Jimin was still staring silently, admiring how good Yoongi looked. “I’m okay with it. It’s just weird. You really don’t have boobs.” He acted like he was surprised.

Yoongi looked down at his chest and gasped. “You’re right.”

Jimin giggled, grabbing a pillow and pressing it to his chest, watching as Yoongi put his hands up to his chest and squished the small amount of flesh he did have there together, trying to get cleavage. Of course it didn’t work. “You’d like that more?” Yoongi asked, leaning forward while still pushing his chest together.

Jimin shook his head laughing. “Nah, you look better without boobs.”

“How relieving to hear.” The older laughed, finally finding comfortable sweatpants and stepping out of his own. Jimin got a pretty good look at tightly fitting black underwear straining over Yoongi’s muscular ass as he leant down to pull his pants off. Jimin was silently staring. Yoongi was pretty damn attractive. That he had to admit.

Yoongi’s body was pretty wasted on Jimin though, since he couldn’t appreciate it the way he should have. Of course he could see that Yoongi was hot, but he felt like that wasn’t enough. He just wished he could feel that wow effect… wanting to touch and feel around. And while he was curious as to how Yoongi’s body felt, not in the way he wished he would.

“Ugh… I’m tired.” Yoongi groaned, flopping down onto Jimin.

“You should go to sleep. You went to bed pretty late yesterday, right? I saw your last online thingy on my phone.” Jimin stated patting Yoongi’s back. The boy’s naked skin felt warm under his hand. He had to force himself not to think too much about it.

“Looks like I have a controlling boyfriend. You’re stalking my phone times.” Yoongi chuckled before yawning. “Yeah I was hit by a creative streak yesterday and ended up playing around with my music program till about four am.” He admitted.

“I’m not that tired yet. I think I’ll watch some more YouTube videos before going to sleep.” Jimin stated, sitting up to grab his earphones from his bag that was sitting next to the bed. Yoongi stopped him by shifting his weight and pressing him back into the sheets again, now above him.

Jimin looked up, raising a questioning eyebrow. “Good night kiss first.”

“Sure.” Jimin chuckled amusedly, pulling Yoongi down into a deep kiss. Yoongi shifted his weight, now entirely resting on Jimin.

The kiss was nothing near innocent. Yoongi teasingly bit down on Jimin’s lip. Jimin enjoyed it a lot more than he’d like to admit. His hands slowly wandered over Yoongi’s waist, realizing that he still wasn’t wearing a t-shirt. Feeling Yoongi’s skin that was usually underneath fabric was new.

Without even thinking about what he was doing his hands brushed down over Yoongi’s waist before going down to his ass and kneading the skin underneath his hands. Yoongi sucked in a breath and Jimin could feel his dick twitch in his pants.

And then he noticed something hard pressing against his leg. Yoongi seemed to notice too, pulling back. “Sorry. I haven’t done anything in quite some time so my body is quick to react.” Something about the way Yoongi’s eyes seemed to tease him told him that he wasn’t feeling sorry at all. “I should really go to sleep now tho, before I need to take another shower.”

Yoongi dropped down onto the bed next to Jimin, who still felt somewhat out of breath by what had just happened. “Good night.” And with that Yoongi had turned around, his back facing Jimin.

Slowly taking a deep breath Jimin pushed his hair out of his face. He had to stop a chuckle from bubbling up in his throat. It was ridiculous how much of an effect Yoongi had on him. How he left Jimin breathless just by kissing him.

Jimin looked down at where his half hard was straining against the fabric of his pants. Well, at least it seemed his dick wasn’t broken after all.

 

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“Fucking finally.“ Jimin let out in relief when they left the small restaurant for the last time, Jimin holding an envelope in his hand. Yoongi had actually asked their boss whether they could receive it in cash because it would just disappear in Jimin’s bank account, and carrying it in your hand was an experience of its own.

“So, what are your final thoughts?” Yoongi asked amusedly, pushing his hands deeper into his pockets.

“First of all, apparently four hundred dollars is actually a lot of work, like ew.” Jimin stated, scrunching up his nose. “I’m glad I’m loaded.”

Yoongi rolled his eyes. “And?”

“Aside from that, working with you was quite fun. I mean, sure it’s work, but I feel like I actually got stuff done and learned some shit. Also, our boss was an asshole. I’ll be a better boss someday. I mean that’s not really a high standard, but it’s something.” Jimin chuckled, interlinking their fingers.

“Wanna go do some stuff today? We could go to a bar or a cinema or-“

 “And stoooop. Now think about that money you have… cinema is around 40 to 50 dollars and in a bar each drink is about 6 dollars… you really want to waste that much money?” Yoongi explained but Jimin just shrugged his shoulders.

“I wanna have fun, though.”

“We can do less expensive stuff. I don’t wanna be mean, but dating you has been quite expensive so far, because I really don’t want you to pay everything for me, but I also don’t have the money to do all the stuff you want to do. So how about a simple evening watching some tv and eating chips or something like that?”

Jimin frowned. “You should have said something earlier.”

“I have now. What do you think?”

Sighing, Jimin nodded. “Okay. How about going on a walk for a change? I could drive us to the outer edges of Seoul. There are a couple of nice routes.”

A warm smile took over Yoongi’s features. “Yeah, sure. That sounds great.”






When they got back to Yoongi’s apartment, it was already around nine pm. Jimin’s legs hurt and it had been a long day. Stepping forward to walk into the kitchen, he tripped over a familiar brown box he certainly had tripped over at least five times by this point because his brain was too stupid to register an unmoving box.

Curiosity got the better of him. “What’s that?”

Yoongi looked up to see Jimin pointing at the box. His lips pressed into a thin line. “My father’s belongings.”

Jimin furrowed his brows. “Why are they here? Why not stow them away somewhere else?”

“Because I still haven’t gone through them.”

“Why not?” Jimin wasn’t trying to annoy Yoongi. He was simply curious. Yoongi knew, which was the main reason he didn’t get angry with Jimin even though his father was still a pretty sensitive topic for him.

“It’s a bit… I don’t know. I’m not sure if I’m ready for it.” He admitted, leaning against the wall.

“Why shouldn’t you be? They’re his belongings… I know that it’s pretty harsh to remember everything after what happened, but he is your father and he means a lot to you. I think that it might make you feel better? You probably know it better than me, but…” Jimin rambled but Yoongi cut him off, reassuringly patting his shoulder.

“It’s okay. I know what you mean and you would be right, but it’s not just that. After the police showed up to tell me about what happened, I went to his room because I was feeling... really empty and wanted to feel something. He left a suicide note… at least, I think it is. I haven’t read it yet and I’m… scared of reading it.” Yoongi admitted. It took him a lot of energy to be this honest about his feelings. He was never the type to really disclose what he felt, but he wanted to with Jimin even if he had to force himself because he hated showing weakness. “I feel like it might push me back into a worse headspace. I’m feeling better right now; haven’t really had any struggles with depression for months and I want it to stay that way.”

The way Jimin looked at him made warmth spread through him. Jimin wasn’t looking at him with pity or something like that; more so sympathy, with a bit of worry, laced in. He took a step forward, reaching his hand out and tracing it over Yoongi’s cheek. “I won’t let that happen. I’m here for you now. Your situation is ten times better than it was half a year ago and it will probably only get better from this point on. I swear to god, if you dare get depressed again, I’ll lock you in my room and cuddle you until you feel better and you won’t be allowed to leave any sooner.”

Yoongi chuckled, leaning forward and kissing Jimin softly. “Thank you.”

“No need to thank me.” Jimin smiled, before brushing his thumb over Yoongi’s cheek. “I’m not trying to pressure you into anything… but couldn’t it be that the fact that you still haven’t read it yet stresses you out? Maybe getting over with it would be the healthier way? I might be wrong. I’ve never been in such a situation before.”

Yoongi sighed, leaning his head against Jimin’s shoulder. It took him a couple of seconds to answer. “You’re probably right you know… it’s just… I don’t know. I have no idea what he wrote in there and I’m scared of finding out.” His voice was shaky.

Jimin’s hands instantly went up to run over his back soothingly. “Hey it’s okay to be scared of something. I’m here with you.”

“Should I?”

For a second Jimin didn’t get what he meant until he realized Yoongi was referring to the letter.

“If you feel like you’re ready for it. I’m here with you. I could try being moral support and hold your hand or something like that.” Jimin offered, slowly rubbing Yoongi’s back. “You’re not alone in this unless you’d prefer to be.”

“No, I want you to be here.” Yoongi whispered, sounding tired.

“Okay.” Jimin squatted down, grabbing the box and quickly walking towards the bedroom.

Yoongi followed him, confused. “What are you doing?”

“We’re not gonna keep standing here while you go through this stuff.” Jimin declared, before carefully placing the box on the foot of the bed.

Yoongi watched him in silence. Jimin quickly changed the location of some pillows to make it possible to properly sit there, before sitting down and patting the bed between his legs. “Wanna sit here or would you prefer something else? I’m okay with everything. Just thought this way I could hug you better.”

Yoongi shook his head before sitting down and leaning against Jimin’s chest. “That’s fine with me. I think I might need it. God, I can’t believe I’m gonna do this.”

“You don’t have to.”

“I want to.”

Not stalling for time any further, Yoongi sat down, grabbing and opening the box. Jimin watched as Yoongi went through some of the stuff before pulling out a smaller box. This one held only one small envelope, with Yoongi messily written on top of it.

Taking a slow deep breath Yoongi pulled a folded sheet from it, still not opening it. “If I cry… which I most certainly will, I want you to hold me, even if I think I don’t want to be held in that moment.”

“What if you end up actually wanting to be alone?” Jimin asked softly, pecking the back of Yoongi’s neck. It was a warm gesture Jimin hoped would somehow sooth Yoongi’s nerves.

“I’ve spent enough time thinking I want to be alone when all I really need is someone to be there for me. Just trust me when I say I need it, even if, at that moment, I think I don’t.” Yoongi stated, rubbing his hand over Jimin’s leg. “But don’t you dare tease me about this later; if I cry it, never happened, okay?”

“What did I say about it being okay to be weak every once in a while. I swear, I’m finally over my toxic masculinity thing, and now, you start.” Jimin joked, easing the atmosphere a bit.

Yoongi laughed warmly. “Sorry.”

There was a long pregnant pause.

“I’m gonna…” Yoongi pointed at the still folded piece of paper.

Jimin nodded, wrapping his arms around Yoongi’s waist and hugging him from behind. “Do that.” He pressed a kiss to the back of Yoongi’s neck. “I love you.”

The words slipped from his lips so easily it took him a good ten seconds to realize what he was saying. When he did, his heart pretty much stopped for a couple of seconds. “Sorry… that’s not the right timing… I-“ He spluttered, wishing he had some good explanation as to why he’d said it exactly now.

Yoongi stopped him by putting his hand up. “Don’t apologize. Thank you.” He turned around, capturing Jimin’s lips in a sweet kiss.

“I’ll make sure to find a better time to say it back, though.” Yoongi teased.

“Take all the time you need to find that perfect time.” Jimin chuckled, before realizing how much he meant that.

Maybe in the past, not hearing ‘I love you, too’ back would have made him go crazy over time and really would have made him question the relationship, but with Yoongi, it was just… he really knew Yoongi. Never felt like there was anything that he was keeping from him.

He knew that even if Yoongi did not say it back right away, that didn’t mean that he didn’t care for Jimin. It just meant that maybe unlike Jimin, he wasn’t quite ready for those words yet, because at least to Jimin, those words were heavy with a lot of meaning behind them.

Yeah, they were overused in most romantic movies, but at least the way Jimin saw it, they held a lot of meaning. He would never say those words to someone he couldn’t imagine maybe even spending the future with. And just seconds ago, they’d come out so easily and Jimin knew he really meant them.

But right now, it wasn’t about this. It was about Yoongi looking at that letter. He could tell that Yoongi was stalling for time by the way his hands anxiously clasped around the paper.

Jimin didn’t want to stress him, but nevertheless, he leaned forward to peck Yoongi’s cheek. “Come on. We had plans before I decided to make things awkward.”

Yoongi chuckled, hitting Jimin’s leg. “You didn’t make things awkward… I think I might be more prepared to read it now…”

Jimin nodded slowly before placing another kiss on Yoongi’s cheek and then pulling back, simply resting his arms around Yoongi’s stomach.

Sighing, Yoongi turned back to face forward again and very slowly unfolded the letter. The whole page was filled with words, and after another moment of hesitance, Yoongi started reading.

Jimin didn’t, not wanting to read something that was this personal without Yoongi’s permission. Those were his father’s last words to him; something Jimin, even if he wanted to know what Yoongi was going through, wasn’t going to prey on. If Yoongi would want him to read it, he would show him anyway.

So he simply leaned his head against Yoongi’s back, one of his hands soothingly rubbing over Yoongi’s arm.

They sat in complete silence for a good minute before Yoongi brought his hand up to his mouth and started sobbing. Jimin simply wrapped his arms around Yoongi a bit tighter, who leaned back, still reading.

When he was done, he said absolutely nothing, simply handing the letter to Jimin, silently giving him permission to read, before turning sideways and leaning against Jimin’s chest, burying his face in the crook of Jimin’s neck.

He didn’t make any noises anymore, but Jimin could feel the dampness of his tears against his neck. He brought his hand up to card through Yoongi’s hair, before beginning to read the letter.

 

Dear Yoongi

I know I haven’t always been a good father. I’ve made many mistakes in my life, many of them towards you but I can proudly say that I never saw you as one of them.

You’re the only positive thing that seems to have come out of me and I’m glad you’ve grown up so well and I’m sorry that I haven’t been the father I should have been to you.

I’m taking the easy way out right now and I know. If you’ve found this it’s probably already too late. I wish I could say that I overcame my problems to be there for you but it would be a lie. I’ve never been the father to you that you would have deserved and even so you’ve turned out beautifully.

There are so many things I regret. Not being there when you graduated high school. Not being the one to drive you to your first job. Forcing you to take care of me, but you never left.

You were always too good natured for your own good just like your mother considering she decided to fall in love with a loser like me…

I don’t know what to write. There is so much I wish I could tell you. So much I wish I would have done differently, but it is what it is.

And I’m proud of you. As proud as a father could be.

I’m being egotistical but please tell your mother I never once stopped loving her. She’ll always have a place in my heart no matter where I’ll go now.

I love you Yoongi

You’re the son I never could believe was actually my child. My son to be proud of.

 

With that the letter ended, the only thing still added was a name Jimin assumed belonged to Yoongi’s father. Carefully, not to cause any damage to it, he put the letter to the side before wrapping both of his arms around Yoongi.

Yoongi’s father’s words weren’t perfect. They were the confused ramble of a man who had too many feelings and didn’t know where to go with all of them, but they got one message across pretty clearly. That he’d always loved Yoongi.

Knowing that the question was probably dumb but asking nevertheless Jimin leaned against Yoongi's back. “How do you feel?”

“I…” Yoongi hesitated, his voice rough and broken from crying. “I… it’s complicated. It’s relieving that he seemed to have at least a moment of peace before letting go… but… he was there when it happened. It wasn’t a drunk accident or an intoxicated decision he made. He was sober when he decided that his life was shitty to the point where he thought death was easier.”

“It was a decision he made for himself. He was probably exhausted from everything… he’ll have it easier now.”

Yoongi nodded slowly, breathing deeply. “I feel… lighter. Sad, but lighter.”

“That’s good.” Jimin smiled reassuringly. “You’ll have enough time to think about it and come to terms with it to some extent… and I’ll always be here if you need me.”

Yoongi nodded, slowly pushing off of Jimin to properly face him. His eyes were red and Jimin could tell by the way he kept looking up every other second, his lips forming a soft frown, that he was trying to bite back tears.

“You don’t have to hold back around me.” Jimin tried, reaching his hand out and brushing over Yoongi’s cheek. The older bit his lip, but continued glancing away.

Not accepting that behavior, Jimin let himself fall back onto the bed, pulling Yoongi on top of himself and forcing him to rest his head on Jimin’s chest. When he tried to get up again, Jimin held him in place.

“I’m gonna go to sleep now.” Jimin declared, not leaving any room for discussion, simply grabbing the blanket and throwing it over him and Yoongi, before softly placing his arms around Yoongi again. “Good night.” With that he turned off the light and closed his eyes.

A couple of seconds passed, Yoongi lying on top of him, body tense like he was considering fighting against Jimin’s grip and getting up, but after a certain amount of time, he slowly started relaxing, hesitantly dropping his head down on Jimin’s chest and loosely letting his hands rest next to his body.

Even though he’d said he was going to sleep, Jimin silently observed Yoongi’s reaction. They simply laid there in silence for a good ten minutes when Yoongi started sobbing again so silently  that if the room wasn’t as mute as it was, apart from their breathing, Jimin would have missed it.

Not saying a word, Yoongi brought his hands up to Jimin’s chest, burying them in the fabric of his t-shirt, probably wrinkling it up, but Jimin couldn’t have cared less. Instead, he brought his hands down to Yoongi’s waist, reassuringly squeezing it before pecking the top of his head again.

“You’re doing great.” He would have said more, but he didn’t want to make Yoongi uncomfortable, so instead, he just closed his eyes again, his hand tracing patterns into Yoongi’s skin. Sometimes silence was the better pick.

Jimin didn’t know exactly how long Yoongi cried, but at some point it stopped. Yoongi still didn’t move an inch though, staying on Jimin, continuing to cling to him. Jimin didn’t mind. He enjoyed, for once, being able to do something for Yoongi, too.

And then, some time later, when he was sure Yoongi had fallen asleep, he did too.

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“I think that is everything.” Yoongi stated, dropping two pillows and some blankets into the trunk of, this time, not Jimin’s car; he’d borrowed one of his father's. A black smallish van that still looked way too expensive for Yoongi’s taste, but it wasn't like they could have taken his nonexistent car instead.

But it wasn’t all that bad. Apparently Jimin’s parents had bought that exact car for one reason. Because they had gone camping themselves once, so the car was basically made for sleeping inside of it. It was possible to fold the seats down, which created enough space for two people to sleep, not even all that cramped up.

The car itself was creepily unused, like they had just used it for that one camping trip and then never again, and honestly Yoongi could imagine that. When he’d asked Jimin whether the car was still in use Jimin had just shrugged his shoulders.

“Did I forget anything?”

Yoongi raised an eyebrow. “How would I know? I mean, I packed some stuff for you too, but I do hope you have some spare underwear and all that.”

He watched as Jimin widened his eyes, turning around.

“Don’t tell me you forgot.”

The dramatic half gasp turned into a teasing grin. “No worries, I didn’t. I packed clothes, some snacks and my toothbrush and shit like that.”

“Well I packed everything else.” Yoongi stated, rolling his eyes and closing the trunk. He was already sweating and it wasn’t even ten am. At least they would have proper air conditioning in that expensive as fuck car.

“Soooo… are we gonna go now?” It wasn’t just Yoongi who was already feeling overheated. There were beads of sweat gathering on Jimin’s forehead, cheeks and neck. His black silk t-shirt was sticking to his back and in some places even to his front and his hair was pushed out of his eyes, also somewhat damp. It would have been a pretty attractive sight if Yoongi had been capable of feeling anything but the heat right now. He wanted to hurry up and reach Sangju, their first planned destination, as soon as possible.

“Yeah, we’re gonna go.” He opened the passenger door and slipped inside the car. A wave of heat greeted him when he did. Even if the car had air conditioning, letting it rest in the parking lot, right there in the summer heat, probably hadn’t been the greatest idea.

Jimin got into the driver’s seat, reaching for his phone right away and connecting it to the car. Yoongi watched silently as he scrolled through Spotify, searching for something to play.

And then time passed. A lot quicker than Yoongi had ever expected it to pass. They just sat there, Jimin’s eyes trained on the street in front of him, talking about small things, such as what they were planning to do the remainder of the summer, the GPS interrupting them every once in a while to tell Jimin to stay on the highway. The conversation carried itself so easily that when Yoongi looked at the time again two hours had already passed.

The only difference from before being that they now were on a smaller street, with trees on each side of the road. They were purposely taking the longer route because it was more beautiful than the monotonous highway.

And then a huge river appeared on their right side. Their first intended location for a rest. They kept driving for a few more minutes before Jimin found an empty parking spot where the sun didn’t burn onto.

On their left side there was a small stream that led down into the river.

“So we’re in Sangju now?” Yoongi asked, leaving the car. Jimin followed after him.

“Yeah. I mean obviously not in the city center, but still in Sangju.” Jimin watched as Yoongi grabbed two plastic containers from one of the two bags he had placed in the car before, and put them inside of his backpack.

“We should put on some sunscreen. The sun is really burning down right now.”



After packing a few more things and helping each other rub sunscreen all over their faces to avoid permanently red cheeks, they followed the trail that led down to the river. On their way they stumbled across small stone towers that tourists had built over time. Yoongi knew because he had made sure to read up on this place beforehand.

He told Jimin all he had found out, or rather deemed interesting enough to tell Jimin about. Jimin listened with surprisingly much curiosity, asking about whether the stone walls on the sides of the paths were built by tourists as well, to which Yoongi could sadly give no answer.

There were rather tiny old traditional Korean houses too, that Yoongi knew had been used for the making of a movie not too long ago. They took some pictures simply for the memories.

Yoongi was never the type to like pictures of himself being taken. His smile always ended up just a tiny bit too unnatural to look good. But somehow Jimin managed catching his best moments. He’d make faces into Yoongi’s general direction or would call Yoongi’s name just to say nothing. It was annoying, but now Yoongi wasn’t able to stop a smile from breaking out on his face even once.

At some point they made it down to the water, where Yoongi searched a space where they could put their water bottles into the cooling river. When he found something, a small stretch that was a bit separated from the rest of the beach, he went back to Jimin, who had gotten comfortable on one of the rocks.

“It’s hot.” Jimin complained once Yoongi was in hearing distance.

“If you want we can go jump into the water before eating.”

“But I’m hungry.”

“Boo-hoo, poor you.” Yoongi teased, grabbing one of the plastic containers and offering it to Jimin as well as some chopsticks he had almost forgotten to pack.

Jimin took them with a smile. “So we’re gonna eat what you prepared for us these for ( four ?) days?”

“We can eat some snacks but yeah, at least for lunch and dinner I prepared something at home. To save some money. Complaints?”

“No way. I love eating your food. You’re an amazing cook. Maybe you should teach me sometime.”

“I will.” Yoongi promised. “And now eat. I think I can see your cheeks falling in already.” There was a soft, teasing tone to his voice.

“Yeah yeah sure.” Nevertheless Jimin opened the lid of the container, looking down onto its content. Yoongi had prepared rice and some chicken with sauce. It was a rather simple lunch, but Yoongi had added some peas and sesame seeds. Overall it looked really good, but rather low on calories.

“Did you make diet food for a reason?”

“I’ve heard you whine enough about how you’re trying to keep your abs intact but the pull of unhealthy food is strong. Though I’d make something that’s healthy, tasty and low on calories. I think I might have put a bit too much salt in it though.”

Jimin pouted. “That’s super sweet.”

“Try it before saying that.” Yoongi chuckled, reaching his hand out to ruffle Jimin’s hair, before opening his own box.

Jimin watched him for a couple more seconds before glancing down at the food in his hands again. He picked up some chicken with his chopsticks and brought it up to his mouth.

He let out a content sigh. Maybe he was biased but Yoongi’s cooking always was the best. Even in comparison to all the amazing chef’s food he had eaten in the past. There was something about it, that made it feel so… warm. Not pretentious. Like his cooking wasn’t trying to be perfect. There were small flaws but for some reason they made it even better.

“What do you think?”

“Amazing.” Jimin grinned widely, before leaning in and pecking Yoongi’s cheek. “Your homemade food is the best!”

“Glad to hear that.” Yoongi’s smile made Jimin’s heart beat faster. He wondered whether he would ever get used to the effect Yoongi seemed to have on him.

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“Ugh, I’m hot.” Jimin moaned, pressing one of the cold water bottles against his face.

 

“You are!” Yoongi yelled from where they had hidden their things in the shade to stop the sun from cooking their phones and other stuff.

 

“That’s not what I meant!” Jimin yelled, back a wide grin on his face, before sighing once again and drinking from the bottle in hopes of it cooling his body down.

 

“It’s what I meant. Here.” Yoongi tossed Jimin’s swimming trunks at him and Jimin caught them with ease. “I’ll go over there…” He pointed at the trees a couple of meters from them. “...to change, unless you want me to change here of course.” Yoongi’s voice had a teasing undertone. “I mean, you did say that you wanted to see me naked in real life before watching anything I’ve made.”

 

Jimin rolled his eyes. “Stop talking and get changed. Over there. And don’t look this way. I’ll change too.”

 

It wasn’t that Jimin wasn’t curious about Yoongi’s body. It was just that he wasn’t sure what to expect and how to react. Because he was sure that Yoongi would have wanted Jimin to react somehow, but Jimin really didn’t know how he would react or even what to say, because well, it was a guy’s body. They didn’t repel him, but neither did it appeal to him.

 

He watched as Yoongi disappeared behind the trees and started changing too. He really would have to do something, anything, soon. Even if everything was going so damn smooth, there was some tension when it came to this type of stuff. He knew that it bothered Yoongi to some extent, even if he didn’t admit it. Jimin knew that Yoongi didn’t want to pressure him, but knowing that the person you are dating isn’t interested in your body had to be hard.

Even the thought of Yoongi thinking of his body as boring stung. He couldn’t even begin to imagine how Yoongi had to feel.

 

Once he had slipped out of his boxers and into the swimming trunks, he yelled a quick. “I’m done!” into the direction Yoongi had disappeared to before climbing down the path towards the river.

 

After a couple of seconds Yoongi appeared between the trees. He was wearing black skull trunks. Of course he had skull trunks. Jimin wasn’t even surprised and so damn fond at the same time.

 

His eyes wandered up to Yoongi’s stomach. Yoongi was hot. Even he could tell. Maybe not as trained as Jimin, but muscular nevertheless and broadly built, unlike Jimin. “You coming?” Jimin yelled when he noticed how slowly Yoongi was walking.

 

“Fuck off. The ground is stony!” Yoongi yelled, hurrying up a bit. Jimin laughed. Fuck, he really was in love with this guy, wasn’t he?

 

When Yoongi reached the dip he climbed down slowly not to step on possibly hidden glass shards or something. Jimin helped him by offering one hand, at which Yoongi ended up putting all of his weight on.

 

“What are those trunks?” Jimin asked once Yoongi was steady on the ground.

 

“Something seventeen year old me thought was cool.” A short silence. “They are a bit cringy but I have to admit that a part of me still likes them.” He added.

 

Jimin laughed. “They are horrible.”

 

“Shut up.” Yoongi was laughing too and then his gaze dropped down to Jimin’s washboard abs. “You look good. You’re making me feel bad.” He joked, covering his own stomach with his hands.

 

“As if. You look good too.”

 

A warm smile Jimin couldn’t quite read spread over Yoongi’s face. There was an underlying tone of something, but he really wasn’t sure what it was. “Thanks.”

 

“I mean it. I’m envious. I wish I had your shoulders.” Jimin quickly added, making Yoongi laugh loudly.

 

“Wow, thanks. Good to hear.” He smiled again, this time with underlying fondness, before pecking Jimin’s lips. “Come on. Let’s go in.” He grabbed Jimin’s hand before tugging him the last steps towards the water.

 

Jimin recoiled when his feet touched the surface. It was freezing cold. Not regular cold. Just icy. “I think I’m not longer hot.”

 

Yoongi checked him out. “No idea what you’re talking about.” And then a shit eating grin.

 

Without a warning Jimin dropped down and splashed Yoongi with some water, who gasped at the contact before letting out a couple of swear words. Jimin giggled happily.

 

“You’ll get that back.”

 

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“I’m fucking cold.” Jimin whined, hugging the towel closer to his body. The day had passed a lot quicker than planned. Their original plan had been that they’d drive to Daegu today, but the sun was already setting and they had powered each other out in the water, because somehow being inside the river had brought out the child in both of them.

 

“Here.” Yoongi handed him his own towel too. “I’ll grab your clothes for you. Wait here.” He got up and Jimin watched him slowly stumbling over the stony path once again. Yoongi got them both of their clothes and carried the backpack back to where they were sitting. After all now everywhere was in shade.

 

Jimin simply slipped his pants over the swimming trunks since they had dried already anyways. Yoongi followed his example and sat down next to him again. “So what did you think of today? How was it so far?”

 

“The day was super short and long at the same time. I feel like days have passed already, but it has just been hours. But so far it was amazing. Better than all the holidays I’ve had so far.” Jimin explained, detangling his t-shirt and slipping it over his head.

 

Yoongi nodded. “Same. It’s been a while since I’ve had so much fun. I mean aside from the time I spend with you. That’s almost always just… perfect somehow.” His lips curled upwards. “I just enjoy spending time with you.”

 

Jimin could feel warmth flood his stomach at Yoongi’s words, his heart beating a bit faster, but before he could say anything Yoongi was already talking again.

 

“You know… when I was with Suran I had that moment. That one moment when I thought to myself. ‘Wow, I love her, I think.” but with you there hasn’t been that kind of moment.” Jimin could feel his stomach drop again, but Yoongi continued. “I’ve been thinking about it for a while now. And I know why. With Suran I had my up and downs. Sometimes we’d get along well and sometimes she just annoyed the fuck out of me. But with you I’m just in that constant state of ‘wow’ to the point where it has become normal. I was waiting for a moment that stands out, when all this time every fucking moment was perfect. Of course nothing stands out when every moment just one ups the other.”

 

Jimin didn’t know what to say. Because he knew exactly what Yoongi meant. They had gone into this state of being by each other’s side all the time and just domestically making each other happy that there hadn’t been that moment of realization. Just like Jimin had never had that moment of ‘Oh I’m really in a relationship’. Yoongi just felt right by his side. Like he belonged there. Most times Jimin didn’t even think about telling Yoongi things. It just happened, but he was never worried about Yoongi judging him. He just saw him as another part of himself.

 

He wondered when this had happened. When they had gotten this close.

 

Yoongi continued talking. “Jimin.” A long heavy pause. Jimin could feel his heart drumming in his chest.

 

“I love you.”

 

“My legs hurt.” Jimin complained as they slipped into the van. “Wanna massage me?”

 

“Sure.” Yoongi followed right after him. The back was already made into a bed, so they both sat down on it, Jimin’s legs on Yoongi’s lap.

 

“Fuck, I still can’t believe this…” Jimin muttered, watching as Yoongi massaged his legs. “Wait, let me try this. I love you.”

 

“I love you too.”

 

A euphoric giggle left Jimin’s chest. “This is amazing. Holy shit. I love that feeling. You’re saying it back.”

 

“I’m saying it back.” Yoongi chuckled light heartedly, pecking Jimin’s knee before continuing to massage it. “Sorry for taking this long.”

 

“It’s okay. I totally get it.” Jimin reassured quickly, dropping onto the makeshift bed. “Fuck I think I fell in love even harder now.”

 

Yoongi laughed, rubbing Jimin’s leg before slipping out from underneath it and climbing onto the mattress next to Jimin. “You’re the best.”

 

Jimin smiled, his eyes disappearing. “You too. My heart is beating so fast right now. Are we going to sleep now?”

 

“Too early. I took my laptop with me so we can watch one of the movies I have downloaded.” Yoongi sat up again and grabbed it from the front.

 

“I love you.”

 

“I love you too, Jimin.” Yoongi sighed, exasperated, but with a fond undertone.

 

Jimin laughed again, moving closer and hugging Yoongi’s stomach. “I’m not gonna let you go anymore.”

 

“I don’t want you to. Maybe aside from when I gotta go use the bathroom.” Yoongi joked, placing the laptop on his lap. “So, what movie?”

 

They spent the remaining evening cuddled up in the back of the van. It wasn’t the most comfortable, but neither of them would have complained. Instead they kept pecking each other’s cheeks or kissed, missing half of the movie and not caring a tiniest bit.

 

When the movie was over they just put the laptop to the side before cuddling up to each other properly, with Jimin’s head resting on Yoongi’s chest.

 

“Good night.”

 

“Good night.” Yoongi pecked the crown of Jimin’s head.

 

“Yoongi?”

 

“Yeah?”

 

A giggle. “I love you.”

 

Yoongi’s chest vibrated underneath Jimin when the older laughed. “Love you too. Sweet dreams.”

 

“Fuck. I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep. My heart is beating too fast.”

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The next morning they started towards Daegu rather quickly, since they had no intention of ending up in the midday sun. After the last evening Jimin seemed to be in a rather good mood, silently humming to himself most of the ride, only stopping when Yoongi made a comment about it.

 

“Have you ever been to Daegu?” Yoongi asked, playing with the button to lock his door.

 

“Of course. I was born in Busan after all. We’re almost neighbours.” He took a turn, easily shooting past a less expensive car. Not that that was anything to go by.

 

“Often?”

 

“Not really. I moved to Seoul pretty early. When I was a baby to be more accurate. But we still have a holiday home over there. The last time I’ve been to Daegu was probably three, maybe four years ago.” Jimin explained, focusing on the road in front of him. “Do you really think it’s a good idea to take small side roads instead of the main ones? I have the strong feeling we’ll get lost.”

 

“No we won’t.” Yoongi reassured.





“We got lost.” Yoongi stated.

 

“WHAT? I’m so surprised. Never saw that coming.” Jimin gasped dramatically, parking the car on the side of the road, a dead end in front of them. “Give me that map.” He reached his hand out and Yoongi handed it to him, a bit reluctantly.

 

“Can I just put the fact that using a map instead of GPS was a retarded idea on record? So, where are we…” He looked down, tracing his finger over the map. “You’re shitty at giving instructions by the way. Also for the record.”

 

“Will you shut up and find our way out of here Mr. I know it so much better?” Yoongi asked, chuckling and looking at the map too. “So, any idea where we are?”

 

“Somewhere here.” Jimin made a circular motion over all of korea.

 

“Just wow.” Yoongi grabbed the map from his lap again. “So the last thing I know is that we were around here.” He pointed at a road they had spent around twenty minutes driving along.

 

“Okay. So we just have to find it again, right? Can’t be too hard.”

 

They did not find the road again. Now, on a good note, they did find a rather convenient street sign with a huge arrow and the word ‘Daegu’ written on it. Jimin decided to trust the sign over Yoongi’s navigation skills and ended up on the highway again.

 

“That road looked cute…”

 

“We’re not taking any more detours. I want a proper road underneath those wheels. No protests.” Jimin warned, taking another turn. Going by how long they had been driving so far it couldn’t take too long anymore.

 

And he was right. After another couple of minutes their surroundings started to change. Instead of trees and maybe a house every once in a while there were buildings, stores and some industry.

 

Yoongi grew more quiet as he watched everything pass by their window.

 

“Everything okay?”

 

It took Yoongi just a bit too long to answer. “Yeah.”

 

“Don’t lie.”

 

“It’s just… the last time I drove into this city by car was when my parents were still married. I’m feeling a bit nostalgic if I’m honest.” He finally admitted. “It’s nothing too bad tho. You don’t have to worry.”

 

Since Jimin couldn’t really properly face Yoongi to talk to him, be there for him, because he was driving, he pulled one hand away from the wheel and instead put it on Yoongi’s thigh, reassuringly rubbing it. “It’s good that you feel nostalgic. You have a bunch of nice memories here and we will make even more. Things have been good in the past and so will they be in the future.”

 

Yoongi sighed. “Thanks. Would you be okay with visiting a few places?”

 

“Anywhere you go I follow you. Or even better, I drive you. Seriously, we can go anywhere, as long as we eat something too, because I’m really getting hungry over here.” Jimin chuckled, patting Yoongi’s thigh one last time before putting his hand back on the wheel.

 

“Sounds good.”




In the end Yoongi decided on messaging Namjoon, asking him whether he was free that day. When he didn’t answer, they just decided to drop their car off at a cheap parking lot, before walking into the direction of the studio Namjoon usually spent ninety percent of his day in.

 

“So we’re visiting that producer friend of yours?”

 

“If he’s there, which is highly likely, yeah.”

 

“How do you know?” Jimin asked, curious. He had never really heard Yoongi talk about Namjoon. Sometimes he did mention him, but it had always been small details rather than actually telling him about him.

 

“Because he always is. He sleeps in there sometimes so I think our stacks are high to find him there.”

 

Yoongi was right. Namjoon was in his studio. Which was small. Really fucking small in comparison to those Jimin had seen before, but there was something homey to it. Just like with Yoongi’s apartment. It might have been small but even without knowing the guy standing in front of him Jimin could tell that there had been a lot of love and patience invested into decorating the room.

 

“Yoongi? What the hell are you doing here?” The tall guy took his headphones off and cocked his head. “Why didn’t you tell me you’re back in town?”

 

“I’m not.” Yoongi smiled, pushing his hands into his pockets. “We’re passing through.”

 

Only now Namjoon seemed to notice Jimin, who was awkwardly standing next to Yoongi waiting for him to officially introduce them.

 

“Who is we?” Namjoon asked, mustering Jimin for a couple of seconds. Maybe Jimin was only imagining things, but Namjoon looked a bit… worried. And even if he wasn’t he certainly didn’t look happy to see Jimin. Namjoon had to know him. Or at least have seen a picture of him before. He knew that reaction. It was one of those that had kept repeating throughout his life.

 

“Namjoon, this is Jimin, my boyfriend. Jimin, that is Namjoon, my co-producer and self declared best friend.”

 

The crease between Namjoon’s brows seemed to deepen at Yoongi’s words. “You two are dating?”

 

Yoongi nodded.

 

“That’s…” Namjoon looked at Jimin for a couple of seconds as if realizing that he could hear him. Jimin felt out of place. Just minutes before he had been looking forward to getting to know one of Yoongi’s friends, but now he felt on edge. He’d completely forgotten that even now that he had Yoongi, people were still going to see him for what he wore or who he was on the media rather than his character. That wasn’t just going to change.

 

Namjoon forced himself to send him a polite smile and Jimin did too, although he would have preferred to just disappear. Leave Yoongi alone to have fun with a friend, rather than have this dense situation going on.

“Could I talk to you in private?” Namjoon asked Yoongi in a low voice. Like he was already excluding Jimin from the conversation. Jimin didn’t even try to interfere. Instead he just smiled at Yoongi and nodded when he was asked whether he could leave them alone for a short while.

 

“Sorry.” Jimin felt a bit of warmth gather in his stomach when Yoongi pecked his cheek. “We’ll be done soon. I’ll make it up to you. I promise.” And then they disappeared in the studio, leaving Jimin alone outside.




“What do you want to talk about?” Yoongi asked, sitting down in one of the empty chairs that were just intuitively placed in the room.

 

“I wanted to ask if you’ve gone crazy. That’s your boyfriend. You don’t date anyone for I don’t know how long and then you just show up here out of nowhere with Mr. Millionaire?” Namjoon asked, shaking his head.

 

“What is that supposed to mean? What a difference does it make if he has money?” Yoongi asked, crossing his arms and leaning back in his chair. As much as he usually loved Namjoon, right now he kind of felt like strangling him.

 

“I know guys like him. They don’t date. Especially not someone like you or me. You should know that just as well as I do. Maybe it’s a bet or something sick like that.” Instead of sitting down Namjoon walked up and down the room. “Why did you even get involved with him? You hate guys like him. Please don’t tell me you’re with him because of the money. Yoongi, you’re not that type of guy. If you’re that short on cash you could just ask me. I know I don’t have much but...”

 

“Namjoon, chill. I’m not with him because of his money and he isn’t with me because of a bet either.” Yoongi tried, but Namjoon didn’t look like he believed him.

 

“Did you two have sex already?”

 

“No we haven’t because I’m the first guy he’s interested in.”

 

“Huuuuge red flag right there. You really think he’s into you? How long have you two been dating?”

 

“Will you stop acting like you know anything and not just jump to conclusions? Jimin and I have known each other for almost two years now and we’ve been dating for months, okay? There is no such a thing as a bet and I’m not with him because of the money. Please at least spend more than two seconds watching him before you just assume you know everything.” Yoongi complained and finally Namjoon seemed to shut up.

 

“I get that the whole thing with your father hurt you, but you can’t just run into the next best person’s arms.” Namjoon sighed.

“I swear it’s not like that.” Yoongi thought for a second, about what he could say to get Namjoon to believe him. “He’s more important to me than Suran ever was. You know how Suran and I were.”

 

“Inseparable?”

 

Yoongi nodded. “It’s worse with him. He pretty much lives at my place.”

 

“You know who he is?”

 

“Yeah. I found out a bit late, but I know who he is now. And it doesn’t make a difference for me.” Yoongi explained, smiling at Namjoon, who still looked a bit worried.

 

“Why didn’t you tell me anything if you’ve known him for such a long time? You didn’t even tell me you were seeing anyone.”

 

“I didn’t tell you about knowing him because we got to know each other over the internet and I felt super embarrassed over caring so much for an internet friend. And I didn’t tell you about the dating thing because when the whole thing started I wasn’t sure how stable it would be. Jimin has never been with a guy before but he wanted to try. I gave the whole thing a chance because he was important to me too and I kind of forgot to tell you later, when the whole thing was going smoothly. And it really is going well. I haven’t had any bad days in months.”

 

The look on Namjoon’s face made it clear that he wasn’t sure whether to be happy for Yoongi or still worried. “What if he hurts you? Things won’t always go smoothly.”

 

“They haven’t gone entirely smooth right from the beginning but we talk a lot and he is honest with me, so things usually don’t end up getting big enough to actually end up being problematic.” Yoongi explained. “Don’t judge him by what you think he is but from actually talking to him. You’re a good judge of character. I’m sure you’ll like him once you do.” Yoongi grinned.

 

“And now let’s go outside again. I can’t let Jimin wait this long. Be nice okay? He’s not as tough as he may seem from the outside.”

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Things got awkward, to say the least. Yoongi took his time to properly introduce Namjoon and Jimin again, before reassuringly patting Jimin on the shoulder when Namjoon wasn’t watching them. Namjoon had tried his best to be nice, but it seemed forced and it was more than obvious that he didn’t seem all too fond of Jimin’s presence.

 

Nevertheless, they set out to explore the city, or rather show Jimin around. Yoongi hoped the tense atmosphere would dissipate once Namjoon and Jimin started talking, but neither of them seemed willing to take the first step. Namjoon because of his fucking ego that always seemed to inflate the second someone was around who was a bit wealthier - typical poor boy reaction - and Jimin didn’t seem ready, either. He looked a bit on edge and fidgety, and Yoongi completely understood why. Jimin had no idea what he and Namjoon had talked about and was left to guess what it had been about. Not that it was that hard to guess. Namjoon had made it pretty clear that he didn’t like Jimin in the few seconds they had interacted.

 

Now Namjoon was taking the lead as they strolled through the streets of Daegu, while Jimin and Yoongi followed him in silence. To Yoongi’s surprise Jimin at least tried talking to him, asking him a few questions about the city, where he had been a lot and others along those lines, even with the tense atmosphere; like he was trying to make the best out of the whole situation and that made Yoongi happy. Maybe Namjoon wasn’t sure about Yoongi’s decision, but Yoongi certainly was. He loved this boy no matter what anyone else thought. No matter how many times he’d have to scold Jimin about things that should have been common sense. If he was being honest, he actually kind of liked their whole dynamic. Everything was just so honest and comfortable, to the point where he seriously doubted that if things were to go wrong at some point and they would break up, he would ever find someone as amazing as Jimin; someone that fit him so well, put up with his moods, and seemed to always find the right words to say.

 

In the past, he had always pushed everyone away when he felt depressed because sometimes being alone was better, but with Jimin, he actually preferred Jimin being there than not, which certainly had to mean something.

 

“And this is the coffee store I used to do my homework in. The owners were really nice and let me stay in there even when I didn’t buy anything.” Yoongi explained at the building they just passed. Namjoon hadn’t said anything for more than five minutes, but Yoongi was just going to ignore him. Neither of them were perfect and he wasn’t going to play along with whatever silent treatment Namjoon was giving them or what else this was supposed to be. He knew he would come around at some point.

 

“So your school is close?” Jimin asked, curiously eyeing the store.

 

“No, it isn’t. I actually had a one hour way to school. But we did live pretty close, moved though.” Yoongi explained, thinking back to when he had spent hours on the bus every day, sometimes studying, sometimes reading or writing lyrics. It was a nice memory and for a moment he was flooded with nostalgia, before being ripped out of his thoughts by Jimin’s voice again.

 

“Should we go inside? I’d kind of like to…” He was interrupted by his phone ringing in his pocket. He quickly apologized to Yoongi and took the call. Yoongi watched curiously as Jimin talked to whoever had called.

 

“Wait, what?... seriously?... you’re so stupid. I’m so judging you, but yeah sure I could ask…” He pulled the phone away from his ear and looked at Yoongi. “Jessie is in town. Don’t ask. She’s asking if we wanna meet up or if you would prefer staying on our own.”

 

Yoongi raised an eyebrow. He certainly was going to ask Jimin once he’d finished the call. For a second he hesitated. He wondered how Namjoon was going to react if not one, but two, rich kids showed up, but then he just nodded. Maybe Jessie would be able to lift the mood a bit. Wherever she went the atmosphere seemed to lighten up after all.

 

Jimin faced away again to focus on the phone call. “He says you can come… don’t tell me about that. I don’t care how good you’ve been dicked down…” he made a fake gagging noise, sending Yoongi an amused look, and Yoongi chuckled. “I’ll send you our location and you can just try to catch up with us. A friend of Yoongi’s is here too… I don’t know if he’s good looking… as if I’d know what your type is…”

 

When he hung up he rolled his eyes. “I hate her.”

 

“You don’t. She’s funny.”

 

“Maybe.” Jimin stretched his arms over his head, closing his eyes for a couple of seconds before looking at Namjoon’s back and sighing. “You think he’s going to talk to us at all today?”

 

“I sure hope so. Sorry by the way. He’s not usually like that but he has an inferiority complex when it comes to people who have more money. I think you might have triggered it.” Yoongi tried to explain his friend’s behavior as well as he could. Of course he had no idea what was going on in Namjoon’s head.

 

“You know why?”

 

“Both Namjoon and I came from pretty poor households and when you’re at school, people just pick up on that and there always are assholes who decide that that makes you less of a human or something.” Yoongi explained, interlinking their hands.

 

“And you don’t hate rich people, too?” Jimin asked, actually curious. Those were things Yoongi had never told him about.

 

“Not every rich person is an asshole and not everyone who has less money is nice. You will find assholes in every social class. I’d even go as far to say that even more poor people are assholes because they are bitter as fuck and for some reason think they are entitled to make everyone else suffer just because their own life is shitty. Instead of thinking that certain people automatically are assholes, I just try to find people who seem okay.” Yoongi chuckled. “Honestly, all I want a person to be is okay, because that means I will probably get along with them when I feel good and when I don’t, I usually don’t get along with anyone no matter how good of a person they are. They will just piss me off for some reason, anyways. I know, not healthy, but there isn’t anything that can be done about it.”

 

Jimin looked at him for a couple of seconds, looking deep in thought. “How about me? How do you feel about me in those phases?”

 

“No idea. Haven’t had one since we met in person, which certainly is mainly thanks to you.”

 

Jimin cooed, his heart beating a bit faster in his chest. He always felt like Yoongi was only helping him all the time, but maybe he was helping Yoongi, too, without noticing it.

 

“I’m happy.” Jimin grinned broadly, leaning closer and pecking Yoongi’s cheek.

 

“Same.” Yoongi stopped in his tracks. “Wow, how close was she?”

 

Jimin looked up and spotted Jessie, grinning from ear to ear while waving at them. Even Namjoon seemed to notice that she was very obviously looking at their small group. “Hey guys.” Jessie threw her arms around Yoongi first - as always - before quickly hugging Jimin and turning towards Namjoon, who was watching the exchange in confusion since he had been too focused on running away to even take notice of the phone call.

 

“Ah, you gotta be Yoongi’s friend. Tall, good looking… I’m not mad.” Without a warning she hugged Namjoon, too, who looked adorably embarrassed at the sudden attention of a… well… pretty attractive girl.

 

Yoongi took the moment of Namjoon’s confusion to create an opening that, maybe, would lead to a conversation if they were lucky. “Namjoon, that’s Jessie, a good friend of Jimin’s and mine, and Jessie, that’s Namjoon. I think I mentioned him before.”

 

Jessie’s smile grew. “Ah, that’s you. I like your music. Yoongi showed me a few tracks and I may have added them to my driving playlist. You’re super handsome by the way.” As if she hadn’t just hugged him seconds ago she extended her hand, grinning widely.

 

It took Namjoon a couple of seconds before he extended his hand too, smiling a bit awkwardly, but clearly less tense. He looked happy. Jessie’s compliments sure had fed right into his ego. “Thanks. You’re… really pretty too?”

 

Yoongi let out a relieved sigh. He’d have to thank Jessie later. Finally the awkward tension seemed to vanish into thin air.

 

“Why are you here by the way?” Yoongi just remembered that Jessie being in Daegu wasn’t entirely normal.

 

“Soooo, I know you’re going to make fun of me… but I heard that you two were going to be here and I matched with this guy on Tinder a while ago who’s from here, aaaand he’s really hot, so I thought, why not kill two birds with one stone and pay him a visit and afterwards, spend time with the two of you.” There was a long drawn out silence, both Jimin and Yoongi looking at Jessie with raised eyebrows.

 

“Don’t double up on me just cuz you are boyfriends. It was a really good dicking and no regrets.”

 

Yoongi had to hold back an amused chuckle. The evening certainly was going to get a lot more interesting now. 

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“I was not expecting chicken feet to be this tasty.” Jessie scrunched up her nose, looking at the food in her hand with a bit of disgust before taking another bite. “As long as I don’t think about what it is, at least.”

 

“I haven’t eaten any since I moved here, and I won’t, either, now.” Namjoon chuckled, standing a bit too close to Jessie.

 

It was amusing how quickly he seemed to have forgotten about all his prejudices towards rich kids, but then again, he probably didn’t even know about Jessie. Yoongi noted to himself that he’d make sure to point that out later.

 

“What do you think?” He asked Jimin, who was staring at his small bucket with the speciality they had bought at one of the street food stands.

 

Jimin looked up at him and then back down. “I really don’t want to eat it.”

 

“Even Jessie ate it, and she screams when she sees a ladybug.”

 

“I like ladybugs. Just everything else that has more than four legs can die.” Jessie interrupted, before going back to nibbling at the stir fried chicken feet.

 

“Fucking peer pressure. What if I just don’t wanna eat it?” Jimin complained, poking Yoongi’s side in an act of rebellion.

 

Yoongi couldn’t help but laugh before squeezing Jimin’s cheek. “Then we’re all gonna make fun of you because of peer pressure.”

 

“I’d choose that over chicken feet any day.” He shoved the container into Yoongi’s hands. “You eat them. I really, really don’t wanna.”

 

“Jimin is a pussy, pussy.” Jessie sing sang, sticking out her tongue.

 

“No, I’m not.” Jimin defended himself, but Jessie just grinned even wider. “Scaredy cat.”

 

Without saying a word, Jimin grabbed one of the pieces, which were now in Yoongi’s hold, and stuffed it into his mouth before flicking Jessie off. “I hate you.”

 

Jessie grinned widely before sending Jimin a kissy hand. “Love you, too.”

 

Watching in amusement, Yoongi slipped next to Namjoon, putting a hand on his shoulders. “And is he as bad as you thought? A child, kind of, but not an asshole.”

 

He could watch Namjoon’s expression turn a bit softer as he sighed. “Maybe you’re right.”




The rest of the day passed by way too quickly. They went into a museum and almost got kicked out because of Jessie’s loud yelling. Then they visited a lake and sat down on the edge of it, just talking. Jimin opened up a bit to Namjoon about how he and Yoongi had met. About his struggle with people always trying to use him somehow.

 

Namjoon seemed to get more comfortable, too. Told Jimin about his own experiences with people using him. The whole producing thing could be quite the trap. People were your friends when they needed your help, too.

 

“You know, I always felt kinda bad for you, Jimin.” Jessie stated, a half empty bottle of Soju leaning against her leg.

 

Jimin furrowed his brows. “Why?”

 

“The whole gold digger thing. I’m kinda safe, because male gold diggers are pretty rare and guys usually don’t try to purposely get pregnant, but watching the whole you and Tae thing always makes me sick to my stomach. Tae always had his way to deal with it, I mean, he wasn’t happy either…” It was obvious that Jessie was at least tipsy. “...but being you kind of sucked the most. We all got different ways to deal with it, you know. I slept around, Tae did the whole ‘I’m gonna date you and trust you, but if you dare to hurt me I’ll make sure it hurts you ten times more’ thing, but you just… I don’t know. You seemed so lonely. I never really had the courage to address it, but I wish I could have helped you. I mean, I would have actually dated you, but you’re more like a brother to me so eh… anyways, I’m glad you can laugh so much now.” She giggled happily, leaning her head against Yoongi’s shoulder. “All thanks to this guy.”

 

It was a bit of a weird moment. Yoongi felt like the conversation should have been just between Jimin and Jessie, not with him and Namjoon listening, but he forgot about his worries when Jimin smiled brightly. “Yeah, I’m glad about it too. The fact that I ended up with Yoongi was so coincidental that it’s funny, but I really wouldn’t want it any other way. And now we should get you to a hotel, Jessie, you’re drunk.”

 

Jessie scrunched up her nose, giggling. “No I’m not.” Only then Yoongi realized that she really was.

 

He turned towards Jimin. “She only had half a bottle of soju, how is she drunk?”

 

Jimin sighed. “She’s the lightweight. I swear, I’ve seen her drunk because of one sip from a cocktail.”

 

“She could stay at my place, that would save the costs for the hotel.” Namjoon offered, but Jimin shook his head. “Money isn’t really an issue and I don’t know, letting her stay at a stranger’s place doesn’t sound like the best idea, especially when I’ve watched the stranger’s eyes wander down to her boobs at least ten times in the last five minutes.” Jimin chuckled.

 

Namjoon did look a bit offended, but it was nothing he wouldn’t be able to stomach, Yoongi was sure of it. “I think we should say our goodbyes now.” Yoongi got up from the grass, offering a hand to Jessie and pulling her up. “How do you feel?” He placed one hand around her waist, the other holding her arm in place to stay around his shoulder where he could properly hold her.

 

“A bit dizzy, but good. Am I going to stay with the two of you?” She asked, leaning her head against Yoongi’s shoulder, closing her eyes. Yoongi sent Jimin a questioning look. Jimin shook his head. “Normally I wouldn’t have much of a problem with it, but just watching her cling to you is making me feel jealous, now imagine her sharing the same bed.” Jimin fake shuddered and Jessie giggled against Yoongi’s shoulder. “Jiminie is jelly~”

 

“I am, so you’re gonna sleep in a hotel room.” Jimin flicked her forehead and Jessie made a dramatic noise of discomfort, rubbing the spot while glaring at Jimin. “Whatever.”

 

“Let’s search for a place.”

 

They got back to the car around maybe midnight, maybe even late; both of them were tired enough to just fall into bed without bothering to even look at their phones.

 

“So, what did you think?” Yoongi asked, interlinking their hands.

 

“Think of what?” Jimin turned around to properly face Yoongi, pulling his hand up to his mouth and pecking it, a tired gesture of affection.

 

“Everything. The town, Namjoon, maybe even Jessie.”

 

“It was… nice. I like this town. We should come here again, there’s a lot I’d like to see, maybe next time just the two of us.” Jimin closed his eyes tiredly. “Namjoon seems like a good guy, at least after he warmed up to me a bit. I don’t think him and Jessie are even gonna hook up though. He’s not really her type. Too good natured and calm. She’s more into chaotic assholes.” Jimin chuckled, scooting a bit closer and entangling his and Yoongi’s legs. “It’s kind of mean to say, but it was pretty obvious, judging by how her interest was slowly declining over the evening. She didn’t even interfere when I forbid her from staying at his place. That’s not something she would do if she was still planning on hooking up with him.”

 

“Things are the way they are. I think it would be better for Namjoon to sort out his own life before he gets involved in someone else’s, so no complaints from me.” Yoongi stated, reaching his hand out and playing with one of Jimin’s strands. “Was the thing she said about gold diggers trying to get pregnant real?”

 

“Yup.” Jimin popped the p , not even sounding annoyed, just done with it. “There have been a couple of stories of them trying to stealth off a condom, I thought only guys do that or other things like that…There was this one time when an actually pregnant girl tried to act like I was the father, but I swear to god, I hadn’t even seen her before. Paternity test and, of course, it’s not mine, and for some reason, I’m the asshole for daring to say she’s lying.” Jimin sighed. “People go crazy when it’s about a lot of money, one of the reasons I just decided that dating wasn’t for me. In the end it was always about the money; even when someone didn’t know about it at first, once they found out, everything just turned fake, like a switch had been flipped. People get… I don’t know how to describe it. When they know, they’re suddenly overly friendly. They try too hard to get on my good side and suddenly everything I do is exactly right that way and I should just be myself and do what I want. Is it sad that I don’t want that? I want people to get angry at me when I do something that pisses them off. I want them to tell me when something bothers them. I want them to slap me when I’m being a dick. Just like you do. You don’t give a shit about kissing up to me and are honest with me, no matter if it might lead to complications. When something doesn’t work you try to fix it. I really like that about you.” Jimin smiled.

 

Yoongi smiled back. “So you like my scolding, and aren’t annoyed when I tell you that cheating is not something you should be doing?”

 

Jimin rolled his eyes. “That was one time, and it isn’t really cheating… I… forgot that having sex is cheating.”

 

Now it was Yoongi’s turn to roll his eyes and Jimin giggled happily. “Won’t do it again. I have now noted that sex might be cheating.”

 

“I really do hope so. If you do it again, I swear to god I’ll kill you.”

 

Jimin gasped. “You are threatening me!”

 

“I am.” Yoongi chuckled before pulling Jimin closer, wrapping both his arms around the boy’s body. “This is really nice. The road trip so far. It’s even more fun than I expected it to be.”

 

“I expected it to be tons of fun and it really is. Nothing unexpected for me.” Jimin smiled, burying his face in Yoongi’s neck. “M’tired. Let’s sleep.”

 

“Sure. Good night, Jiminie.”

 

Jimin giggled contentedly, pulling Yoongi even closer.

 

“Good night, Yoongles.”

 

“You little shit.”

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The next day passed by a lot quicker than both of them had anticipated. They overslept and only woke up around noon. Jimin suggested they should go eat some barbeque, since Daegu was well known for it. Yoongi gave in, so they spent another two hours roaming around the town, searching for a restaurant and then eating there.

When they started into the direction of Busan, it was already three pm, and when they actually reached the beach they had planned to visit, they had used Google Earth to determine which one was the most beautiful one, it was around five pm. Not that either of them minded. They actually liked the idea of swimming in the evening instead of throughout the day.

There was something thrilling about doing it, so instead of getting into their swimwear, both of them prepared their dinner… just some rice and the remainings of the food Yoongi had prepared for the two of them. It was the second to last day of their trip, after all. Jimin couldn’t believe four days had already passed and they would drive back home tomorrow.

The road trip had been amazing. He really got what Yoongi meant when he said there was a difference between paying for something with your own money or your parents’. Jimin liked trying to stay as cheap as possible; everything they did decide to pay money for ended up being ten times more worth it. Everything they bought, be it some candy or street food, felt special.

“Look what I found.” Yoongi chucked some melon bread at Jimin.

Jimin smiled, unwrapping it. “Thanks.” He took a big bite.

“I’m sad it’s already over tomorrow.” Yoongi stated, Jimin’s exact thoughts from seconds ago, while sitting down in the back of the car, next to Jimin.

“It is… but we’re gonna have fun in Seoul, too, when Jungkook and Tae are there as well. Damn, I never thought I’d say that but I miss them. The next holiday we go on will be with those two, okay?” Jimin suggested, tearing the melon bread into two halves and handing Yoongi the slightly bigger one.

“Sure.” Yoongi smiled, patting Jimin’s leg and getting up again. “Dusk is coming. We should hurry. I like some twilight while bathing, but certainly not complete darkness.” He grabbed his trunks, Jimin still laughed every time he saw the skull print, and then disappeared into the darkness to change. Jimin wondered how long it would take them to get comfortable around each other… when they’d maybe start undressing in front of the other.

Jimin suddenly remembered the porn that he kept pushing to the back of his mind. He’d really have to gather the courage to watch it sometime. Especially after popping a boner while making out with Yoongi just days ago.

He put the melon bread down, back into the plastic wrapping, and then climbed into the small bus to get changed. When he left it again, Yoongi was already waiting by the water, waving at him with a wide smile on his lips. Behind him, the sky was a dark orange. It was probably just a matter of minutes until it was too dark to go into the water.

“Last one to make it to the water sucks in bed.” Yoongi yelled teasingly before jogging towards the water. Jimin laughed, following right after him.

 

 

Their stay inside certainly didn’t last long. Both Jimin and Yoongi weren’t the most cold resistant and quickly dried off again just minutes after jumping into the dark, cold wet. Jimin couldn’t stop himself from smiling the whole time. He was shaking because of the cold and his teeth were chattering, but the smile on his face stayed.

Yoongi helped him dry his hair off in the bus and Jimin helped him do the same afterwards. They sat there in comfortable silence, touching each other in such a natural, comfortable way that Jimin didn’t even think about it twice when Yoongi started placing soft kisses over his neck.

It was comfortable and relaxing, even when both of them were still in their swimming trunks and didn’t wear anything else, and Jimin would have probably freaked out just a month ago, but instead, Jimin just felt warm and loved. He liked feeling Yoongi’s hands on his body, just like he liked his own hands on Yoongi’s body. There were no expectations, no pressure. Just them and their little moments.

“Are you cold?” Yoongi asked softly, putting the towel to the side.

Jimin still sat there with closed eyes. “A bit.”

Instead of handing him a t-shirt like Jimin had expected Yoongi wrapped his arms around Jimin and pulled him against his chest, his warm body pressing against Jimin’s. He placed another peck in the back of Jimin’s neck and Jimin shivered.

“Better?”

Jimin chuckled. “Kinda, but also no. My front is still cold.” He turned around, slipping out of Yoongi’s arms before grabbing a blanket, but instead of wrapping it around himself, he pulled it over his shoulders before pressing Yoongi into the mattress and lying down on top of him. “Better. This is warm.”

He could feel Yoongi’s chest vibrate underneath him. “I mean, I can’t disagree.” He pulled Jimin up before connecting their lips in a soft kiss. It was weird. They had never been this naked while making out. Sometimes Yoongi would wear no t-shirt around the apartment, but Jimin was always dressed normally; even so, Jimin didn’t mind their nakedness. How his own naked skin rubbed against Yoongi’s. The only thing stopping their dicks from touching were their swimming trunks and still, he couldn’t have cared less. What counted was feeling Yoongi’s lips on his, his hands on his waist, slowly brushing over it.

Jimin wanted to feel more. He opened his mouth a bit more, changed the angle to really kiss Yoongi and Yoongi went with it, one of his hands moving up to Jimin’s neck and somewhat guiding him. Jimin sighed into the kiss. It felt good.

But apparently he wasn’t the only one who thought so. His dick twitched again in his trunks, and Jimin was sure Yoongi must have felt it, because they were so close, there was no way he didn’t.

Especially when Yoongi leaned back from the kiss, a shit eating grin on his lips. “Someone’s getting excited.”

Jimin tried to act nonchalant, which was pretty hard when he felt Yoongi’s every movement underneath him. “It’s kinda for nothing, though. It’s not like he will get action today, anyways.”

“I mean, we could. Not much, but…” Yoongi looked a bit hesitant. “...if you’re fine with it, I could give you a blowjob. It would be somewhere to start.”

Jimin simply stared at him for a couple of seconds. For some reason, he had thought of sex as this whole package the whole time. Go all or nothing, but only now did he realized that Yoongi was right. Things like Yoongi blowing him… there was nothing stopping him from doing those. After all, it was more than obvious that Yoongi could get him hard, even when he didn’t want to. Still, Jimin hesitated. For some reason, he wanted sex, and everything along those lines, to be somewhat special. Because sex was never something that had held a certain meaning to him in the past, but with Yoongi, he felt like it was something he really wanted to enjoy, both physically and emotionally. Not just something like a quick fuck he’d kick out after. Yoongi meant everything to him, and he also wanted to treat him like that.

“I… I mean I want to, but you don’t have to, just because I got hard…” Jimin muttered, feeling a bit embarrassed. He had no idea how to tell Yoongi about this.

“You know how much I want this? It’s not just because you’re hard, but because I really, really want to make you feel good, and so far, that’s the only possible way.” Yoongi smiled, pecking Jimin’s lips and pulling the boy into a tight hug. “I love touching you. Not just in a sexual sense. More like, all the time. Just like feeling your warmth around me.” He continued and Jimin blushed. He did, too. Enjoyed Yoongi being around, in reaching distance, way too much.

“So you really want to?” Jimin asked, sitting up.

“Yes, Jimin, I’d really like to get all kissy kissy with your dick.” Yoongi teased and Jimin scrunched up his nose, but his dick twitched again. What the hell was wrong with him? Why did he react to this?

“I hate you.” Jimin muttered, but there was no malice in his voice when he laid down next to Yoongi instead of on top of him, before kissing him again.

“You love me.” Yoongi chuckled, placing his hands on each of Jimin’s cheeks and kissing him deeply. Jimin, who was pressed again his body, could tell that he wasn’t the only one reacting. Yoongi’s erection was digging into his stomach but he couldn’t find it in him to be bothered. There was no disgust, no uncomfortableness. He just wanted to kiss Yoongi deeper, touch him more, feel more of him. And he really, really wanted to have those lips that were still kissing him on his dick.

“Fuck… how come the thought of sex with a guy is super eh, but then the idea of having you suck me off and touching me all over is turning me on? I don’t get my head.” Jimin muttered and Yoongi chuckled warmly. “So, touching you all over? What does all over include?” There was a teasing glint to his eyes as he slowly brushed his hand down over Jimin’s stomach to his bulge.

And even so, even in the situation they were in, Jimin could tell that Yoongi was searching his face for any signs of discomfort, ready to stop at any time, but Jimin didn’t feel uncomfortable. He’d never felt this comfortable around anyone before. Not during sex, not in any other situation, aside from maybe other situations that included Yoongi.

“Feels good.” Jimin muttered when Yoongi very slowly brushed over his crotch, before carefully palming his dick. It had been months since anyone had touched Jimin and it was more than obvious that he wouldn’t be able to last very long. He was ten times more sensitive to the touch than usual. Maybe it was also the addition of the person touching him being Yoongi.

Jimin felt a shiver run down his spine. Yoongi was touching him there for the first time and Jimin didn’t feel bad at all. Instead, it felt amazing when Yoongi kissed him right underneath his earlobe, his hands slowly slipping underneath his trunks and properly wrapping around his dick. Jimin gasped, his hands tightening around Yoongi’s shoulders.

“So sensitive.” Yoongi muttered right there next to his ear. Another chill ran down his spine.

“I’m gonna take the trunks off… are you okay with that?” Yoongi’s voice was soft, soothing. Still, Jimin could hardly focus, he wanted Yoongi’s hand to move, instead of resting, so he quickly nodded. The thought of being entirely naked really didn’t bother him and it might have been because he was thinking with his dick right now, but he was pretty sure it was mainly because he could trust Yoongi to do nothing he didn’t want. There was no danger in being naked, even when Yoongi was almost naked, too, and there right next to him, pressed to his body, his dick hard, too.

Yoongi pushed Jimin’s trunks down, completely revealing his dick before moving a bit away to get a proper look at him. Jimin could hear Yoongi swear under his breath.

“Now I really want to suck you off.” He chuckled. “Your dick is perfect. You know that?”

Jimin chuckled, still in his horny high, just wanting to feel something, some kind of friction against his dick. “Thanks. Wanna suck it?” It was more of a joke with a silent plea lying underneath it. He really wanted to see Yoongi swallow him up.

“I really want to.” Yoongi chuckled, slicking up his fingers before very slowly rubbing them over Jimin’s tip. Jimin gasped for breath. It almost hurt, but not quite. He just felt way too sensitive. “Careful.” His voice wasn’t more than a breathy whisper, but Yoongi heard him anyway.

“Lay down on your back.” Yoongi ordered softly, rubbing Jimin’s leg. Jimin did, rolling from his side to back, before looking at Yoongi, who climbed onto his lap expectantly. Not drawing it out any longer, Yoongi pulled his dick up into a standing position before licking over his lips, to make sure they were wet enough, and then leaning down and wrapping them around Jimin’s tip.

Jimin whined, unconsciously bucking his hips upward, but Yoongi held him in place. “Don’t move.” He warned, before licking around his tip to make sure it was wet enough, and then easily sliding down Jimin’s length, taking all of him in before pulling back.

Deepthroating Jimin wasn’t really a challenge, but neither was it easy. He was pretty average in length, maybe a bit shorter, but wider in girth. Still, Yoongi had no problem taking all of him in before pulling back and running his tongue over Jimin’s tip again.

He had thought about this many, many times, but imagining things, and actually tasting the saltiness of precum on his tongue and the weight of a dick in his mouth just were entirely different in reality. Yoongi already knew he loved the boy’s reactions.

Jimin was a lot more responsive than he had expected, after all, being loud during sex wasn’t something that was usually considered manly, but Yoongi really enjoyed that Jimin was loud. The small gasps, whines, and soft moans just urged him to take in more, give Jimin more to gasp over.

Still, he pulled back after some time just to check in with Jimin on how he was feeling, because even a blowjob could be too much once Jimin really worked through the fact that he was receiving head from a guy, but Jimin simply gave him an ‘I’m okay,’ and ‘Please don’t stop,” so Yoongi continued sucking and licking at Jimin’s tip.

There were a couple of times he could tell Jimin was close, but he slowed down each time because he wanted this to last just a bit longer. Wanted to taste Jimin some more and he could tell that it wasn’t bothering Jimin, either, by the way he would go out of his way and actually whisper that he was close to Yoongi, just so he could stop it again.

“...this feels way too good…” Jimin muttered, his eyes closed, one of his hands buried in Yoongi’s hair, but he wasn’t pulling or being rough, more like making sure Yoongi was still there. His face contorted and he bit his lip. “...close… I’m close again…” His hand gripped a bit more tightly around his hair.

This time, Yoongi didn’t stop, instead bringing his hand up, too, wrapping it around the parts of Jimin’s dick he wouldn’t reach without deepthroating, before falling into a steady rhythm of moving down to wrap his lips around Jimin before pulling back and softly sucking on his head.

He could feel Jimin’s hips buck underneath as he got closer and closer, before his dick started throbbing and Yoongi could feel warm liquid hit the back of his throat. He took another couple of seconds sucking on Jimin’s dick, making sure he didn’t miss any cum, and letting Jimin ride out his orgasm before pulling off and swallowing.

When his eyes fell on Jimin the boy was a mess, his hair stuck to his forehead, his cheeks were flushed, and his chest heaving. Yoongi had to admit he liked that picture. Knew damn well he’d save it in the back of his mind, and someday soon, when he was masturbating, it would probably pop up again.

“How was that?” He asked, wiping his mouth to make sure he wouldn’t have any spit sticking to the corners of it.

“Like, the best blowjob I’ve ever had?” Jimin asked, chuckling tiredly before dropping his head against the pillow an exhausted sigh leaving his lips. “Fuck… seriously. I don’t remember when the last time was I’ve come this hard.” He chuckled weakly.

“And holy shit we’ve done something sexual and it was amazing…” Jimin just seemed to realize. He sat up, pushing his hair out of his eyes, a wide smile on his lips. “You just gave me a blowjob.”

Yoongi laughed. “I did.”

Jimin smiled even wider. “And it was amazing and there was no feeling of ‘wait, I don’t like guys’. It was just amazing and mind blowing.” Jimin seemed to think of something. “Ah wait… what about you. I did nothing for you…”

“Don’t worry about it. We’ll get there, too, but not now. And don’t act like this wasn’t for me, too. You know how much I enjoyed this?” Yoongi chuckled, reaching his hand out and patting over Jimin’s cheek. “Kiss?”

Jimin looked a bit hesitant before shaking his head. “You just swallowed my cum… I kind of don’t like kissing right after that. Maybe you could drink something and then we can kiss… a lot. I really feel like kissing right now… holy shit… you just gave me a blowjob…”

Yoongi’s good hearted laughter filled the minibus.



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Their morning after started off with the ringing of their alarm clock, but neither of them seemed to mind, simply scooting closer to each other, exchanging tired but sweet kisses. Jimin sat up stretching. “Fuck, I’m tired.” He flopped back down, wrapping his arms around Yoongi’s stomach and curling up against it. “Let’s sleep a bit longer.”

Any other day Yoongi would have gladly accepted the suggestion, but they still had a long day ahead of them and he didn’t want to get home too late. So instead, he carefully wrapped his hands around Jimin’s shoulders and forced him to sit up. Jimin whined but went limp in Yoongi’s grip, like a marionette being tugged around.

“Come on, let’s go swimming and get some breakfast. The next meal we’ll have is probably going to be in Seoul.” He chuckled when Jimin just fell back onto the mattress the second he let go, dramatically sighing.

“I don’t wanna go back. I like spending twenty-four hours a day with you.” Jimin complained, wrapping his arms around a pillow and closing his eyes again. Yoongi knew he would probably fall asleep again within seconds if he didn’t stop it.

“If you don’t get up now, I’ll have to use cold water to get you out of bed.” Yoongi warned, the gentle hand brushing over Jimin’s cheek in an affectionate way not fitting at all, but at the same time it was such a Yoongi thing to do. And it was also a Yoongi thing to do to actually keep his promise, so Jimin sat up again, but not without protesting.

Yoongi simply laughed, pecking his cheek before climbing out of the minibus and grabbing his swimming trunks.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m gonna go get changed.”

There was hesitancy on Jimin’s face, his whole expression turning unsure. “You… you could just change here?”

“You sure? You don’t have to pressure yourself if you’re not comfortable with it, just because of what happened yesterday.” Yoongi promised, stepping back closer to the car and leaning against the doorframe.

“I’m not forcing myself. I’m a bit worried though… what if I don’t feel anything?”

“Then you don’t feel anything.” Yoongi shrugged his shoulders before smiling. “Going by yesterday, I can make you feel things in a different way, even if you’re not attracted to the fact that I have a stick of meat hanging between my legs.”

Jimin grimaced, but Yoongi could tell he was holding back a laugh.

“So, should I get changed here, where you can see me?” Yoongi asked, in such a non pressuring way that Jimin couldn’t stop warmth from spreading all over his stomach again. It was so weird. Like he was having the most intense crush ever, and the whole magic around the whole thing hadn’t gotten lost after yesterday. There still was that spark. The curiosity.

“Yeah, get changed here.” Jimin just muttered, scooting a bit closer to where Yoongi was standing before crossing his legs. He was wearing boxers again, just like Yoongi, but unlike Yoongi’s, his didn’t stretch around his dick in a way that didn’t leave a lot to his imagination.

“You sure?” Yoongi asked, again, and Jimin rolled his eyes.

“Fucking get naked.”

“You’re such a helpless romantic.” Yoongi laughed, quickly glancing around just to make sure there was no one around, but it was seven am and hardly anyone had the patience to come to the beach this early, before slipping his boxers down his legs.

Jimin’s eyes instantly went to Yoongi’s dick. It wasn’t really that he was that attracted to it so that he just had to see it. More like curiosity.

The weirdest part was… the fact that he was looking at a dick did absolutely nothing for him, but then the thought, that he was seeing Yoongi naked, was what did trigger some reaction. Not a lot, but it was there.

Yoongi was maybe a bit above average. It was hard to tell because his dick was completely flaccid even with Jimin staring at it. There was a long drawn out silence in which Jimin let his eyes rake over Yoongi’s body, taking all of it in while the older slipped back into his trunks. Jimin was almost about to protest when he pulled them up. He wanted to see more. Longer... It was a really weird feeling, but for some reason, he just knew that he was going to get used to Yoongi having a dick pretty soon, and he was also pretty sure that he’d come to find it to be a turn on, too.

Not quite yet, because it was unfamiliar, but Jimin really didn’t doubt it.

“Thoughts?” Yoongi asked amusedly when Jimin didn’t say anything for a good minute, simply staring a hole into his stomach.

“Jessie said you were fucking huge, but you’re not that big.” Of Fucking Course that was the first thing that came to h