Mark was about to explain when Minseok cut him off and grabbed him, shoving him out of the infirmary. You watched them go, a bit confused, but not saying anything.
“Minseok what the hell?”
“I need to speak with her alone.”
“Why?”
“To figure out whether you jackasses broke her or not!”
“What? We-”
“Get out!”
Minseok gave the boy a death glare, getting him to leave, and then making his way back over to you. He grabbed his clipboard and sat down on the end of the bed. He starts asking you some basic questions, like your name, which you did remember. You didn’t remember much else, besides some vague details about your family, but he seemed happy with what you did know.
“Okay. Can you show me your claws?”
“My claws? I don’t-”
You hadn’t noticed but once he asked you were doing as you were told. You held your hands out to him and actually pulled out your claws on command. You freaked out for a second but he grabbed your arms and told you to calm down.
“Easy. It’s normal, I have them too.” He showed you his. “You’ll learn to control them on your own eventually.”
“Okay…”
“Well, they’re in good condition. Although I don’t know if your fangs have come in yet.”
“Fangs? I have those too.”
“Eventually. Do you mind?”
“Um… no.”
He had you put your claws away and he leaned forward. He put some latex gloves on and checked your teeth. It felt a bit uncomfortable but he was quick.
“So?”
“They’re coming in, but they’re still very small. It won’t bother you for a while, and when it does I can give you something for the pain. Now, how does your chest feel?”
“My chest… um… I feel a bit sore.”
“That’s right. Now I don’t want you to get scared okay.”
“What…”
“You were in an accident.”
“I was?”
“Yes, you got hurt, rather badly, and I think maybe that’s why you have amnesia. I do need to check your injury, is that okay?”
“Yeah…”
You laid back down, shaking a bit when his hands hovered over the stitches. He told you it was okay and that it would be completely healed in a couple of days.
“You must be hungry. I’ll get you something to eat okay. You just stay right there.”
“Okay.”
You definitely didn’t need to be spoon fed, but you let him anyway. It was then he explained a bit more about where you were and why. You were just glad to be somewhere safe and with nice people. After feeding you Minseok told you to get some rest, tucking you in so you could sleep. On his way out he bumped into Jeno.
“What are you doing here?”
“I came to see y/n. Is she up?”
“I just put her to sleep.”
“Oh, so I’ll come back later.”
“No. You and the others are not allowed to see y/n.”
“What? Why?”
“Because she doesn’t remember anything and I don’t need any of you triggering her memories.”
“She doesn’t remember?”
“And that’s a good thing. I’m going to have her reassigned to someone else for her own sake.”
“But-”
“I don’t wanna hear it. Go! And I don’t want to see you or anyone else from your team down here. Got it?”
“Yeah…”
♥♥♥♥♥
“I guess Taeyong is busy.”
It wasn’t surprising to Minseok that at some point his office would be intruded upon, he was expecting it. Although what was surprising was that Taeyong wasn’t present among the little group. Instead he was left to deal with Jaehyun, Haechan, and Taeil.
“He’s on an assignment.” Taeil corrected. “So what’s this about.”
“I don’t know, you tell me. After all, you three came to my office.”
“You’re going to request that y/n be reassigned.” Jaehyun reminded. “Why?”
“For her safety of course.”
“Really? You of all people should know that she won’t be comfortable with anyone else.”
“Even if she doesn’t remember us.” Haechan added. “We were practically her first everything. We’re already connected, you can’t have someone else look after her.”
“You have a point there, I wish I would have thought of that… oh wait, I did. I’m recommending that once she’s in better health and her mental state is stable that she be claimed.”
“What!”
“You can’t be serious!”
“Minseok you can’t do that!”
“I have final say over issues regarding her health! You all have caused damage, and out of trauma she’s forgotten that. Being around you may be comfortable for her but it puts her at risk of remembering what happened, and I will not put her in that position.”
“Please-”
“I’ve already submitted the paperwork, even if I hadn’t, my mind’s made up.” Minseok took a breath. “You guys already got out of trouble. You made your case to the higher ups and even though I rather not admit it, you did good. That’s something that should have been in the works a long time ago before it came to this. You got off easy, accept that and let y/n go.”
“You can’t be serious.” Jaehyun said. “She-”
“I know she means a lot to you. And I know that what happened can’t really be blamed on you. She doesn’t remember you, she doesn’t remember what happened here. She’s been through enough, she deserves a fresh start, don’t you think?”
“Will she be okay?” Taeil asked. “Can you promise that?”
“Taeil!” Haechan spat. “You can’t-”
“Will she?”
“I’ll make sure she meets with good agents, and as the head doctor I get a say in who will ultimately look after her. She’ll be alright.”
“Good.”
“Good. Are we finished here?”
“Yeah.”
“Then you should get going. And a reminder that none of you are allowed in the infirmary until she’s been moved. I’ll inform you of that.”
“Thanks.”
The three left disappointed, but knowing they couldn’t do much else. Taeil was more concerned with telling the others, moreso Taeyong once he got back. At least they could all try and find comfort in knowing that she would be alright without them.
♥♥♥♥♥
“This is your room.”
You only spent a few more days in the infirmary before Minseok took you somewhere else. You were nervous but he made sure you were okay. The room was small, having the basic essentials, but no need for a kitchen or anything like that, since you’d get your food from the cafeteria. It was comfortable and you happily bounced on the bed.
“I’m glad you like it. Your clothes should be in the closet.”
“My clothes?”
“Yes. When you were brought here some of your clothes were as well. Everything in this room is yours, even if you don’t remember it.”
“Really…” You grabbed the stuffed animal on the pillow, a small smile creeping on your lips, before fading. “Will I ever remember?”
“I’m not sure, but I will say this. If you try to, it’ll only hurt you. So it’s best not to worry about it, if your memories come back, they’ll do so on their own. It’s like healing but emotionally, you can’t rush that.”
“Thanks, for everything.”
“You don’t have to thank me. We look after you guys, it’s what we do.”
“Still, I must be trouble, especially with my amnesia.”
“Actually, you’re a lot less trouble than most. You’re very well behaved.”
You chuckled. “I’m glad to hear that.”
“I do need to get going, but you won’t be alone for long.”
“What? What do you mean?”
“I’m a doctor y/n, I’m not the one who’s going to look after you all the time.”
“Oh…”
“Hey it’s okay. You’re going to meet some other agents, nice people, they’ll help you adjust and make sure you’re happy. I promise.”
“Okay.”
“Good. And hey, if you’re ever feeling low, you can always come down to the infirmary and visit.”
“I will.”
“Alright, I gotta go. Make yourself at home and someone will be by later.”
“Thanks again.”
“No problem.”
You explored the little room, closet full of clothes, along with some boxes with things to unpack, pretty nice bathroom, a soft bed, it was all really great. Although you were curious about the outside. The seemingly endless hallway you had entered from had to lead somewhere. The building was huge and there was so much more you wanted to see.
You approached the door and tried to open it only to discover that it was locked. There was only one handle and that didn’t have a lock on it, then you noticed the palm scanner next to the door. You remembered Minseok had used that to open the door and not some key, which was a pretty cool security system.
You placed your hand on the scanner, waiting for the light to turn green but it didn’t. Instead it flashed red. The color should have told you enough but you still tried the door. You didn’t understand why you were locked in your own room. You were about to try again when you noticed the door handle move on its own and quickly backed up. A little scared of whoever was about to come in.
“Hello, I-” He stopped when he noticed you were right in front of him. “Sorry, I didn’t think… hi, my name is Minhyuk, I’m here to, well, show you around.”
“Like… like a tour?”
“Yeah, guess that’s a better word.”
“I’d like that.”
He seemed nice and you were certainly comfortable around him. He talked about the building and how everything worked, suggesting to go down to the cafeteria to get you some food as well. That place was pretty big and smelled incredible. Even though you were supposed to stay with him you couldn’t help but wander off, trying to find the source of this thing that smelled amazing.
The place was a bit crowded, it was the middle of the day so it made sense. You didn’t really know where you were going, and wound up bumping into someone and falling to the floor. You quickly apologized, and they helped you up to your feet. You smiled at them, and thanked them for their help, although you wound up staring.
“Are you okay, y/n?”
“Yeah… do I… wait how did you know my name?”
“Ah… lucky guess. I heard-”
“YangYang.” Minhyuk came over and gently pulled you back. “Aren’t you working?”
“Always.”
“Then you should get back to it.”
“I will. It was nice… meeting you.”
“It was nice meeting you too.”
You smiled and waved him off, even though you didn’t notice the annoyance on Minhyuk’s face. He put on a smile for you and got you some food, explaining how things worked for you there. The food was as good as it smelled and you ate your fill before going outside. It was nice to get some fresh air and to feel the sun after being in the infirmary for so long.
Besides Minhyuk you met with others. You got to know them a bit, share meals, and spend time outside. You really liked the outdoors, preferring to have picnics. Even if you were enjoying yourself you always felt like something was missing. One day while you were out you were left alone for a while. A frisbee landed close by and you went to grab it, handing it back over to the owner.
You looked up at the sun, seeing the blue sky and pretty clouds. You kept your eyes up as you walked back, wondering if maybe you could sleep outside. When you felt the blanket beneath your feet you sat down. It took you a moment before you realized it wasn’t actually your blanket, seeing someone sitting there with you.
“Oh, I’m sorry I didn’t-”
“Hi…”
“Hi… I didn’t mean to… I thought this was mine, I should go.”
“You don’t have to.”
“What?”
“You can stay here… if you want…”
“But… but aren’t you looking after someone?”
“No. I like to come out here alone sometimes, enjoy the sun, who are you with?”
“Um, Baekhyun, he’s really nice.”
“Yeah he is, funny too right?”
“Oh yeah very.”
“Is he your… is he your caretaker?”
“No, I don’t have one yet, wait you’re an alpha right?”
“Yeah…”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Sure.”
“Can I sleep outside?”
“Hm?”
“It’s really nice out and I’m told it doesn’t snow so wouldn’t it be-”
“That’s true, but I’m afraid not. It gets colder at night and you could get sick.”
“Oh…” You yawned. “That makes sense…”
“You sleeping okay?”
“For the most part…”
“Hey, you can always take a nap out here, while the sun is out.”
“Maybe when Baekhyun gets back I can-”
“Or you can just stay and take a nap right now. I don’t bite.”
You giggled. “If that’s okay with you.”
“Of course.”
He moved over so you could sit next to him. You smiled, you probably shouldn’t have stuck around but there was something about him. You leaned against him, feeling nice and comfortable despite not knowing him.
“I… I never got your name.”
“Right. I’m Lucas… and you?”
“Y/n.”
“That’s lovely.”
Since you had an alpha with you it was a good chance to ask questions. You still had plenty, but you felt more comfortable with Lucas than any of the others you had met so far. At some point though you did doze off, your head resting in his lap. He watched you sleep, gently petting your head.
“Y/n!”
You snapped awake when you heard your name, seeing Baekhyun pulling you to your feet. You were still drowsy so you weren’t sure what was happening.
“You scared me, don’t wander off like that. Are you okay? Are you hurt?”
“What? No. I was just talking with Lucas and-”
“Thanks for looking after her but we’ll be going now.”
“Yeah, just, take it easy, she’s still sleepy. Has she been getting enough sleep?”
“She’s fine. Thanks.”
♥♥♥♥♥
Lucas watched as you stumbled behind Baekhyun, waving back at him, and he waved too. He didn’t want to stick around long, so he made his way back to the dorm room. He was only a few steps in when Jungwoo suddenly tackled him.
“Ya!”
“Why do you smell like her!”
“What!”
“Y/n! Did you see her?”
“Yes.”
“What!”
Jeno was suddenly shoving Jungwoo off, smelling Lucas. He was quickly shoved off and Lucas pulled himself to his feet.
“Can you both calm down.”
“How is she?” Jeno asked. “Is she doing alright?”
“She’s-”
“Did you have fun?”
Kun was suddenly in the room. He didn’t need to get any closer to know your scent was on Lucas, and pretty fresh too.
“I miss her…”
“We all do. You didn’t do anything to get in trouble did you?”
“No, she wandered over to me outside…”
“Funny. YangYang told me she bumped into him at the cafeteria once before.”
“Does that mean she misses us?” Jeno asked. “It sounds like she finds her way to us.”
“Maybe, but it’s best we keep our distance. For her sake.”
Jaehyun had been lurking over the conversation, drawn to your scent. He refused to hope that it was you, and he was right. It had been a very long time since any of them had seen you, but they understood you were better off. He made his way to Taeyong’s room, barging in without knocking.
“Where is she?”
“Excuse me?”
“Y/n, what room is she in.”
“What makes you think I know that? I’m on the list of people who are to avoid her too remember.”
“But you can ask Sicheng to find out.”
“Why do you want to know where she is? You’ll get in trouble, we’ll all be in trouble.”
“I don’t… I have something of hers… and I’ve been meaning to give it back.”
“Jaehyun.”
“I’ll be quick about it… promise.”
“Fine. Go ask Sicheng.”
“Thanks.”
♥♥♥♥♥
Jaehyun took a breath and knocked before opening the door. He was still nervous but kept his cool. He expected to see you, but he didn’t, then he realized the bathroom door was open, and the sound of the shower head running finally registered.
“Oh shit.”
“Is someone there?” You stepped out of the bathroom in a towel, seeing a boy by the door. “Oh, I didn’t know I was meeting someone else.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were in the shower.”
“That’s okay. I’ll just get dressed real quick and-”
“No, no, I’m not staying. I just wanted to give you something.”
“Oh, did I need my med refill? Or something new?”
“Not that.” Jaehyun holds up the snowglobe. “I believe this is yours.”
“Mine…”
You took the snowglobe from him, staring at it. Even if you didn’t remember it definitely felt like it was yours. It made you happy, but sad at the same time, and you shaked it to see the snow. You were quiet and Jae took that as a sign to leave. He was about to put his hand on the scanner when you grabbed him and pulled him back.
“You can stay…”
“I don’t think-”
“Please… you seem nice and I don’t want to be alone right now.”
“For a little while then, and get dressed.”
“I will. Oh and what’s your name?”
“Jaehyun.”
“Y/n.”
“I know.”
You put the snowglobe down and got dressed, Jaehyun didn’t peek even if he wanted to. You jumped on the bed, towel still in your hair, and grabbed the snowglobe. You shaked it again to see the snow.
“So how did you know this was mine? Where did I get it?”
“I… I was there to pick you up. You wanted that snowglobe more than anything, but I’m afraid I don’t know where it comes from.”
“That’s okay, maybe I’ll remember it someday.”
“Maybe. How have you been settling in?”
“I’ve been good, this place is really cool, although I need to see the doctor soon.”
“What’s so bad about that?”
“I don’t know. I’m all healed up… I think he just needs to do a check up and figure out who I’m comfortable with.”
“Who would that be?”
“I don’t know. Everyone’s so nice but I don’t really understand the idea of connecting with someone.”
“It’s in your nature to get attached to an alpha, I know that may-”
“It does make sense though. I’ve always felt like something was wrong, or missing, besides my memories. But I haven’t felt a connection with anyone… am I broken?”
“No, not at all. We have a lot of omegas here and based on your past a handful are chosen to meet you. It’d be too overwhelming and time consuming for you to meet every agent here. But if you don’t feel… comfortable with anyone you’ve met so far don’t be afraid to tell the doctor. This is about you being happy, that’s what matters most.”
“But I don’t want special treatment or anything like that. If I keep saying no then-”
“It doesn’t matter. If you’re not happy now then you never will be and that’s not what we want.”
“Okay, okay.” You yawned. “I’ll be honest about how I feel.”
“Sleepy already?”
“No, no, I’m fine.”
“You sure? You look tired. Have you been sleeping okay?”
“Yeah…”
“Y/n, I need you to be honest here.”
“I just have a little bit of trouble sometimes. No big deal.”
“It is. If you’re not sleeping well that’s not good for your health. Maybe we can get you some sleeping pills.”
“No, I don’t…”
“Are you having nightmares?”
“I don’t remember them…”
“Doesn’t change the fact that they’re affecting you.”
“Can you stay… until I fall asleep…”
“Me?”
“Yeah… it might be easier if someone’s around… so I know for sure I’m not alone.”
“If you think that will help, then I’ll stay.”
“Thanks.”
You were always tired for the most part, but you never said anything about it, wanting to enjoy everything else. Your hair was dry and Jaehyun tucked you in. It did feel nice to have someone with you and sleep came easier then. Jaehyun kept his word, sticking around until he was sure you were asleep.
He wanted to stay, he was already going to be in trouble with Taeyong, but he knew he couldn’t. He quietly got up, unable to hold back his own desire to give you a small kiss on your head. The others were also going to be mad at him for having your scent on him, so it was best to shower as soon as possible. He was making his way to the door when he heard you whimpering, and then it hit him.
“You’ve got to be kidding me…”
He saw you tossing around in bed, crying out, you were in heat. His eyes glanced at the button by the nightstand, he wasn’t even sure if you knew about it. He should have left but if he was going to get in trouble it might as well be for something worth it. He went over to the bed, waking you with a kiss, glad to feel your lips again. You opened your eyes, quietly watching him as he pulled away.
“What… what’s happening…”
“It’s okay, I’m here, you’ve gone into heat.”
“Heat? I…”
“This is your first time.”
“It feels… weird…”
“Yeah, yeah I can imagine, but I’m here, I’m going to help you.”
“You are…”
“Yeah, do you trust me?”
“I do.”
He pressed his lips against yours, pulling the blankets down and hooking his finger on the hem of your shorts, tugging them down. It felt weird for him to be doing that but weren’t lying when you said you trusted him. You didn’t know him well but a part of you felt like you did. He rubbed his fingers against your panties for a moment before moving them aside and feeling your core. Your grip on him tightened.
“It’s okay, this isn’t your first time.”
“It feels like it…”
“I know. I’ll go slow.”
“No, no don’t. I can’t… it hurts…”
“It’ll hurt more if I don’t take it easy.”
“You said this wasn’t my first time…”
“Y/n.”
“I said I trust you. Please.”
“Tell me if it hurts.”
You nodded your head and he didn’t hesitate to give you what you asked for. His lips were on your neck, pressing needy kisses and leaving bruises. It felt good and you just wanted more, which he happily obliged. His fingers rubbed between your folds before one entered you, a feeling like nothing before. For the first time you kissed him, wanting to taste him. You got lost in the feeling of him, your hands wrapped tightly around him. The rest of the night might have ended up being a blur but it felt wonderful.
♥♥♥♥♥
“Do you have any idea what you’ve done?”
Jaehyun sat in Minseok’s office, hands between his legs, head down. There were cameras in every omega room, and since she was still new it was being monitored more often, so it wasn’t surprising that he was scolded when he got back to his dorm. It was the middle of the day when he did go back, having been caught trying to leave in the morning and he couldn’t just leave again, not after spending the night.
“My job… she was…”
“Jaehyun she bit you.”
“I know…”
“It does nothing unlike an alpha bite, but that doesn’t change what happened. Why were you there?”
“I wanted to give her back her snowglobe. I forgot it was still in the dorm and I know that means a lot to her.”
“Why did you stay?”
“Because she asked me too… multiple times… I didn’t want to upset her.”
“And you also didn’t want to leave her.”
“I’m sorry… I know we’re supposed to stay away for her own sake-”
“If anyone were to claim her now it would only cause issues.”
“Are you-”
“Jaehyun listen to me closely. I will not deny that despite everything she still trusts, all of you, even if she doesn’t remember. I’m going to recommend she go back to the dorm with you, let her adjust herself, and then have one of you bite her.”
“Minseok-”
“From there and even before then, can I trust you won’t do something stupid to trigger her memories?”
“Yes.”
“If it goes wrong, I have no doubt the higher ups would demand she be… reset, and I would suggest the same thing. I’m giving you another chance, a last chance, don’t blow it.”
“We won’t.”
“Good. I’ll leave it to you to figure out the rest. She should be back in your dorm by tomorrow.”
“Got it.”
♥♥♥♥♥
You were nervous, a small bag with you. When Jaehyun came back you were happy to see him, and quickly confused when he asked you to pack a bag. Apparently you would be moving into his dorm with the rest of his friends. Even if it seemed weird, the idea of not being alone was nice. You certainly weren’t expecting everyone to be there to greet you, but you were quite happy to see some familiar faces.
“Hi, it’s nice to meet all of you.”