“HitoChan? Are you ok?”
Shinsou looks up at the broccoli boy in front of him and gives a nervous smile. He’s not ok, not at all really. The first words Bakugou has spoken to him in over a week was only because of Shinsou’s breakdown in class. Of course, what other excuse did he need to talk to him? Why would anyone even want to speak to him?... That being said, why was Midoriya even here?
“You can call me Izuku, HitoChan!”
“…ok. Um, Mi- Izuku, I’m sorry for causing you trouble. I didn’t mean to cause a scene…”
Midoriya frowned slightly before pulling Shinsou into his chest. He’s lucky they’re sitting on the bed or else this would have just been Midoriya snuggling HIS chest. Which would be weird, since Shinsou forgot his binder today for his (male) uniform. Midoriya petted down Shinsou’s hair as if his mat of hair was a cat.
It wasn’t comforting.
“You didn’t cause any trouble today, HitoChan. Speaking of today… why were you so upset… ”
Shinsou’s shoulders tense as his breath gets slightly ragged. He didn’t want to think about it, don’t think about it, don’t think, stopstopstop STOPSTOPSTOPTHINKING-
Shinsou holds his chest, balling his hands into fists, while his vision starts to blur. His hands start to claw at his arms, neck, knees, anything. He can’t feel, everything is out of wack, he can’t breathe, why can’t he breathe, where is he, did Izuku leave him, he did, why would he stay, USELESS, WORTHLESS, STOPSTOPSTOP-
“Kacchan, he’s here!”
Shinsou tries to figure out where his hands went, he needs to focus on something. Something is around his neck, he hears his voice in his head, blocking out the only reasoning he has. Dizzy, dizzy, air, where is he, whywhywhy whyWHYWHYWHY-
“Listen to my voice. Can you hear me?”
Someone grabs whatever was around his neck, he can see his hands again, where were they? He can’t tell who it is, it’s dark, blurry, he’s alone. Neck hurts, breathing is ragged, he feels tears rolling down his face, just like when he did it to him- nono noNONONOWHOISHEWHATSHAPPENING-
“There are two people, and then yourself, in this room. You were with De- Izuku. Can you see Izuku behind me?”
The person holds up two fingers, something Shinsou decides to focus on. Izuku,,, was in the room with him? Did he leave before?
Shinsou raises a shaking hand and points to Midoriya, slightly, keeping his eyes focused on the two fingers, after looking up. He doesn’t want to see what’s happening, he just wants to stop thinking about what he did to him.
“Tell me a single thing you can see.”
“F-Fingers. There...” Shinsou wrapped his hand around the other’s hand, he needs to feel something.
“Tell me two things you hear.”
“You... I c-can hear you a-and..”
“Can you hear Izuku mumbling?”
Mumbling..? He can’t, too much is swimming in his mind, he wants to stop, why can’t he focus?
“I… I c-can’t, can’t focus, eyes h-hurt-”
“You’re crying. I’ll make some noises for you to fuc- um, focus on. Ok?”
He nods slightly, focusing on his and the other person’s hand. He hears a shuffle, it’s faint. Then he hears a muffled, small, pop far from him.
“Did you hear those two sounds? There were only two.”
“What were the sounds?”
“A p-pop and some shuffling..”
Someone grabs his shoulders gently and he wanted to scream at them to getaway. But his voice was hoarse, he couldn’t tell what was happening, so he stays focused on his, now, alone hands, curled in front of him.
“Tell me three things you feel and then breath in time with me, ok?”
He nods before blinking slowly.
“I feel my hands, they’re i-in front of me.”
A nod from the other.
“I feel… your hands on my shoulders and..”
He blinks again, a small sigh escaping his lips before pulling them into a tight line.
“Um… I feel the bed I am.. sitting on.”
“Now take some breaths with me before laying down. I’ll count in seconds.”
“Breath out and repeat.”
Class 1A Work Chat
Rules: No cursing, for school work only, no inappropriate images, LISTEN TO IIDA WHEN TOLD SOMETHING, no cheating on work, click to read more
Mina: OOH spicy~
Bakugou: IZUKU WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED
Midoriya: I DON’T KNOW, I ONLY ASKED A QUESTION
Bakugou: WELL SOMETHING DEFINITELY HAPPENED, I’M NOT STUPID
Todoroki: wait what happened?
Kirishima: Bakubro, you need to chill q.q
Bakugou: FUCK NO, IZUKU SCREWED UP
Midoriya: I DID NOT
Iida: PLEASE TAKE THESE MATTERS SOMEWHERE ELSE
Kirishima: I’m confused...
Mina: um, so, not spicy?
Bakugou: SHINSOU HAD A MASSIVE FUCKING PANIC ATTACK AND HE DIDN’T EVEN DO ANYTHING
Midoriya: I didn’t know what to DO
Midoriya: I’m usually the one HAVING panic attacks not HELPING WITH THEM. That’s why I asked YOU, KACCHAN.
Jirou: Wait, is Shinsou ok??
Todoroki: Bakugou, are you sure it’s Midoriya’s fault?
Bakugou: Maybe it isn’t completely his fault but he had to have SAID something to cause that SHITSHOW
Midoriya: All I asked was why he was upset today!!
Kirishima: does that mean whatever happened was,,,
Mina: HOLY SHIT I THINK SHIN IS NOT OK
Bakugou: Tf you talking about, we know he’s not
Jirou: this is similar to how Bakugou used to act after the Kidnapping- right or wrong?
Bakugou: holy shit
Midoriya: Kacchan, you need to ask Shinsou what happened before last period!
Bakugou: WHY ME?
Todoroki: As much as I hate to say this, he trusts you. You should be the one to talk to him.
Bakugou: I can’t.
Kirishima: WHA, BRO WHY NOT?
Jirou: Holy mother of fuck, he has a crush on Shinsou.
Jirou: HOLY MOTHER, ALL THREE OF YOU HAVE CRUSHES ON SHINSOU?
Mina: Shinsou is one lucky dude, I can’t even get a boyfriend that I don’t want, you know, cus lesbians rule -.w-.
Jirou: we get it, you’re adorable .
Bakugou: I don’t know if I actually have a crush on him. I’m just- not ready to confront him.
Todoroki: I am so gonna hate myself for this, but, Shinsou misses you Bakugou. Stop ignoring him, he’s super stressed and SO FAR I’m sure he has a big crush on you as well.
Midoriya: I, truthfully, don’t think I have a chance.
Kirishima: he’s poly, you know that right?
Todoroki: holy shit.
Bakugou: so? He still needs to LIKE US fucking BACK, shitty hair.
Kirishima: have you guys seen the way he looks at you two?
Kirishima: like, sorry Midoriya, but Shinsou snuggles with these guys.
Bakugou: So? We just- do that.
Todoroki: I do not see how us having movie nights together confirms he likes us.
Jirou: better question: can you two tolerate each other dating Shinsou? I know for a FACT you two won’t date each other.
Bakugou: fuck no.
Todoroki: I do not wish to think of that.
Mina: Boys, start learning!
Jirou: if worst comes to shove, Shinsou won’t like you. Best comes, he wants to date BOTH OF YOU. AT THE SAME TIME.
Bakugou: but- IcyHot.
Todoroki: But, Bakugou.
Mina: So, you don’t wanna date Shinsou?
Bakugou: I NEVER SAID THAT.
Todoroki: I wish to date Shinsou, yes.
Jirou: Used to.
Mina: Each other.
Bakugou: ugh, whatever, Shin’s waking up. See ya fuck-turds later.
Bakugou Katsuki has gone offline.
Todoroki: I shall go as well.
Todoroki Shouto has gone offline.
Mina: they are such losers lmao