Kai Chisaki certainly considered himself to be, above all else, a visionary, a Messiah meant to save the world from itself. He saw the world for what it truly was. A vile, rotten cesspool, filled to the brim with filth and ugliness, and plagued by a disease called quirks. Despite possessing a powerful one himself, he never considered it to be the blessing that other people did, not that he felt above using it to achieve his goals of course. He was going to be the one to set the world right again, and rule the underworld with an iron fist, so he begrudgingly realized that he would need the power of his quirk to accomplish said goal. No matter how much it sickened him.
Some might call him insane for his beliefs. That quirks were a sickness, infecting the populace with Hero and Villain Syndrome. But he knew the truth that they were all just blind to see, that’s why they needed him to be their guide and show them the way to purity.
Perhaps that’s why he found you, you were meant to be his reward for all the good he was doing. It’s only been a few weeks, but he’s sure that it’s a day he won’t ever forget. Not ever, he thinks, gazing down at your form spread out over the sheets in sheer, manic glee as he recalls the all too vivid day…
In hindsight, pulling you out of the way of that moving vehicle could be seen as the starting point to the chain reaction that sent him down this long and winding road of obsession. Not that he would change it for anything in the world.
He had merely acted without much thought when he reached out his white gloved hand to pull you out of the way, touching you as little as possible. He simply wasn’t in the mood to get himself soiled with your blood that would go flying everywhere should you get hit. Touching your shirt seemed like a small price to pay if it meant avoiding being covered in bodily fluids.
You turned around, your (e/c) eyes blown wide in shock and blinking up at him stupidly. Your features were obviously that of foreign descent, not that he cared enough to guess what country you came from. It was far too beneath him.
“Umm… thank you. That definitely would have been horribly messy.” You said, your Japanese was relatively decent, if a bit too formal.
He glared, noting with quiet contempt that you didn’t seem affected by it, probably because you were too stupid to know when to be afraid. “The only reason I did it was because I’d rather not get covered in blood and gore. If I could have avoided it, I wouldn’t have bothered.”
You seemed more amused than perturbed by his attitude, and he was beginning to wonder if you were very brave or just hopelessly stupid. “Well thank you for the assistance nonetheless, even more so considering what a hassle it was for you.” You said, your tone heavy with sarcasm and sounding so condescending that he felt his uncaring façade begin to crack and fracture at the seams.
If there were just a few less people out and about he might have decided to use his blasted quirk on you, consequences and mess be damned. Instead he turned on his heel. “Perhaps next time, whatever filthy quirk you have will be able to save you.” He fully intended to walk away and never think about this incident again, however, what you said next was more than intriguing enough to make him stop and give you a second glance.
“That would make sense, if I actually had a quirk. I’ll be sure to ask for one in my next life.”
He turned around to look at you, you were already walking away, but it looked like you were lost, you kept looking at your phone and then back to the street signs and buildings as if you were trying to translate the writing.
“You were born quirkless?” He’d never actually met someone who was genuinely born quirkless, only those that had lost their quirks due to his drug. He could only imagine what it must be like to feel so clean and pure.
You only gave him a brief glance as you continued to scrutinize your surroundings, more than likely surprised that he was still standing there, let alone talking to you. “Yup. No special power for me, unless you count the massive amounts of food I can eat without gaining a pound as a quirk, but I’m pretty sure that’s just called a high metabolism.” You chuckled, the sound not nearly as annoying as he thought it might be.
“Then you’re one of the lucky ones.”
It seems that was the comment that got him your full attention, your head lifting up to stare wide eyed at him. “Lucky? That’s certainly not the word most people would use when describing a quirkless individual. Do you have something against them by chance? You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, but now you’ve got my curiosity peaked.”
Kai thought about it, why he was still here, why he was still talking to you, and the only answer he could come up with was that he was interested to see what your reaction would be to learning his views. Would you agree? Look at him like he was insane? He wanted to know, so he figured there couldn’t be any harm in enlightening you.
“Have you ever heard the theory that quirks were caused by a strain of virus carried by rats?” You gave a quick shake of your head, (h/c) strands bouncing around your face as he continued. “Quirks are a sickness, they ravage humanity with Hero and Villain syndromes and people seem content to go along with it. It sickens me that the world has fallen so low as to rely on abilities and deformities that we were never meant to have in the first place. It’s unnatural and disgusting.”
He was expecting some kind of reaction from you, he didn’t think you’d jump right into agreeing with him, that would have been too perfect. His best guess was that you were going to think he was crazy, most outside of the Shie Hassaikai thought he was, why should one quirkless girl be any different. The reply you gave him definitely didn’t fit into either of those categories.
“That’s certainly an interesting way of looking at it, from an evolutionary standpoint at least. I’ll admit that when looking back on human history and development, quirks are definitely not what I would have expected human evolution to progress towards. So perhaps your rat theory does have some merit. Almost like a second coming of The Black Death or something.” You said, having moved closer to the wall of a building while the two of you spoke.
“You don’t think I’m crazy for thinking this? Most people would have stopped listening after I used disease and quirk in the same sentence.”
“No.” You chuckled. “There’s nothing wrong with having an opinion that differs from the norm, sometimes it’s what we need to progress and move forward. Culture and society are constantly changing and adapting to new things as time goes on, but we wouldn’t be able to do that if it wasn’t for someone else stepping forward and saying that something needs to be done or fixed if we are to ever move on from the ways of the past. Your views may be a bit extreme, but definitely not crazy. After all, no one ever said passion was a bad thing.”
You couldn’t have possibly known how pleased he was by your words as you looked up into his eyes, eyes that even his underlings flinched at when attempting to hold his gaze for too long, but you just stared right at him, unflinching, with a small smile tugging at your lips. It set his pulse racing pleasantly, and if he didn’t already know that he was in top physical health, he might have thought something was wrong with him.
“You looked as if you were lost, perhaps I can help you find your way.” He honestly felt like taking apart his own brain when the words left his mask covered mouth, but it was too late now, you were already agreeing.
“If it’s not too much trouble, that would be amazing! I can speak Japanese fairly well, but reading it is another story entirely.” You said pulling out your phone to show him an address for a local hotel, he took note of how soft and clean your hands looked, not a speck of filth to be seen. “I’m here on a study trip with a group of classmates and I went wandering off to look around, ended up getting lost along the way and was too embarrassed to ask for directions.”
“It’s three blocks away, follow me.” He ordered, turning on his heel. He didn’t bother to see if you were tagging along behind him or not, he knew you would obey.
The walk was kept silent and he was pleased that you didn’t seem to want to fill the time with pointless chatter as most people would have, but a small part of him was a bit disappointed as well, he wouldn’t have minded hearing you speak more of those intellectual opinions of yours. He wondered what else you might have to say about his views on the world. He might have even asked if the two of you had not just reached your destination.
There was someone rushing over, a blonde girl with blue scales around her yellow eyes was marching over to you. “Where in the Nine Circles of Hell did you run off too?! We’ve been worried sick! Don’t you ever scare me like that again.” She said, pulling you into a tight hug.
He wanted to obliterate the annoyance as soon as she touched you. It was blasphemous that this piece of garbage would even think to touch someone as clean as you with their dirty hands. He was even more annoyed that you didn’t seem bothered by this, just reached up to pat her filthy head.
“Sorry Nell, I went for a walk and got a little turned around. But this guy helped me out!” You turned around, to say thank you one last time and maybe get his name, but he was already gone.
Nell just gave you a look, like you had lost your marbles. “What guy (Y/N)? Don’t tell me your seeing ghosts again like you did in elementary school. Was this one good looking at least?” She jeered with a barking laugh, bumping her shoulder against yours and motioning for you to follow her towards the hotel entrance.
“That was one time! And you know it was only because Mike was hiding in the attic of that old house to purposely try and scare us. What ten year old wouldn’t have been terrified.”
“Right… I’m sure that’s all it was.” She teased.
“I swear to God, he was right there not even two seconds ago!” You were amazed he managed to slip away in so short a time span. “But he did seem pretty antisocial so he probably didn’t want to hang around longer than necessary. Still though,” You look back over your shoulder one more time to see if you can spot that green jacket. “kind of cliche to just up and leave like that without a word.”
“You didn’t answer my question though, was your mystery man easy on the eyes?”
You did have to smile a bit at that. “He did seem pretty handsome from what I could see of him. He was wearing a black dust mask over his mouth and nose, so all I could see of him were his gold eyes. It’s a shame I didn’t get to find out his name, he was interesting to talk too.” You sighed. “But oh well, it would be a miracle if I ever ran into him again in a city this big.”
From an alleyway near by, Kai listened, a plan already forming in his head. He had to agree with you, it was a shame you couldn’t have spoken more. He found himself pleased with the sound of your voice and wondered what his name would sound like rolling off your tongue, the thought had him shuddering in pleasure. He was not one to question himself on anything, if he wanted something or had a goal, he would find a way to accomplish it. And he most definitely wanted to interact with you again.
“I’ll come find you again soon (Y/N), then we will both get what we want.”
Warnings: some light stalking and yandere thoughts, but nothing too major… yet.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Meetings and problems with Eri’s security had kept him from being able to see you again for the next two days and he was beginning to get antsy. He just couldn’t understand why it was so hard for the moronic filth that worked under him to follow his orders to his exact specifications.
“How hard is it to keep track of one little girl?” Kai was sitting at his desk, elbows propped up on the immaculate surface with his head set on his gloved hands.
“I’ll see to it that someone much more reliable is placed at her door. She won’t be getting out again Overhaul. I’ll make sure of it.” Chrono said, already making a mental note of who to put in charge of the girl.
“See that you do. I won’t tolerate failure and stupidity, not even from you. I have more important things to do with my time then making sure you all can do your jobs properly.” He said, shooting an icy glare at the silver haired man. “Now is there anything else left for today?”
“No. We’re getting the final shipments of Trigger sent out to our buyers and the League of Villains is currently under our surveillance, so far they’ve done nothing but recruit more members. Nothing else to report, unless you have something you want me to do.”
Good. Now that he had the rest of the day free, he could finally go and find you again. He had missed the sound of your voice and was eager to be in your clean presence once more. “No. I have something to do away from the base, so you’re in charge while I’m gone. Don’t call me unless it’s an emergency.”
“Very well.” He answered, shutting the door behind him. He was curious to say the least, but he knew better than to question his boss’s motives. He was loyal to Overhaul and only to Overhaul and he obeyed without question.
Kai removed his plague doctor mask and replaced it with a clean black dust mask. He would have preferred to keep his face cover of choice as it was better for keeping out the filth, but he had a feeling you might find it to be a bit too much this early on. He hoped you appreciated it when the time came, since he was going out of his way to make you feel comfortable around him. He wouldn’t have done this for just anyone after all.
It was almost like fate, the way he found you again.
You were staring at a bulletin board on a relatively quiet street, a small smile on your face as you attempted to read the postings.
“Not lost again are you?” He spoke up, walking towards you as if it was just a random coincidence that he was running into you again.
You whipped around, a big smile stretching across your face. “No. Not this time.”
“I suppose that’s something at least. I’d hate to find your mangled body on the side of the road, especially since I went through the trouble of saving you.” He said, coming to stand beside you.
“Well luckily for both of us, I’ve been doing my best to pay attention to my surroundings today. And my friends made sure I turned my phones GPS on, on the off chance I end up being out too late again.”
He nodded, making a mental note of that little detail, just in case it became relevant again later on. He really didn’t want to have to deal with anymore hassle then necessary when it come to this.
“You pulled quite the vanishing act the other day by the way. I didn’t even get the chance to say thank you for helping me.” You said, turning around back to the board to drot some things down in a notepad.
Your movements caused him to suddenly take notice of what you were wearing, a small black dress that came to the tops of your knees and a loose blue flannel shirt to act as a jacket, unbuttoned with the sleeves rolled up to your elbows. The back of the dress barely covered the curve of your ass and he had an insane urge to grab you and pull you back into his chest, to keep others from seeing what wasn’t theirs. It was a ridiculous notion, the very idea of physical touch usually had him squirming in discomfort, but for some reason, the idea of touching your smooth (s/c) skin didn’t bother him nearly as much as he thought it might
“Yes. Well your companion seemed to be taking you to task for your absence, I figured that since you had made it back I could just leave.” He was grateful that your back was turned, otherwise you would have seen the way he was carefully memorizing the shape and curve of your slim waist and the way it lead down to your ass and shapely legs. You were far too thin in his opinion, not unhealthily yet, but it was something that would need to be remedied in the future.
“Nell was pretty peeved at me for not telling her where I was going. Made me promise to text her every now and then to let her know that I’m okay.” You said absently, shoving the notepad and pen back into your shoulder bag before turning around to give him your full attention.
“So, since we’ve run into each other again, would it be too much trouble to get my savior’s name? So I can thank you properly. It’s the least you can do since you left me hanging the other day.” You teased him, locking your arms behind your back and making direct eye contact with him. It still amazed him that you could do that without flinching.
This was the real reason he had left the other day, he wanted an excuse to talk to you again, one that would be easy to believe, one that wouldn’t make you suspicious. “My name is Kai, Kai Chisaki.”
“Well, it’s nice to officially meet you Chisaki-san. My name is (F/N) (L/N). I would offer to shake your hand, but I’m guessing that those gloves and mask you’re wearing aren’t exactly a fashion statement.” You said, eyeing his gloved hands and sending him another radiant smile as a consolation.
He was right, the sound of your voice speaking his name really was enticing. He felt shivers run through his body and for a brief moment, he wondered how you would sound screaming the name Kai or Overhaul, over and over again till your throat was raw and sore.
He was also quite pleased that you had taken notice of that little detail about his person. It proved how perceptive and intelligent you were. He valued common sense and intelligence almost as much as he valued cleanliness, and you were proving to have both in spades.
“I was sure I wouldn’t see you again since this is a pretty big city, do you live or work around here?” You said, walking over to a vending machine to pop in a few yen, hitting the button for a bottle of water before taking a seat on a bench and removing your shoulder bag.
“Both. I just happened to be out for a walk when I noticed you.” He followed along behind you, glaring at a few passing street thugs who eyed you up and down and making them flee under the weight of his golden gaze. He supposed it couldn’t be helped, you were an attractive girl, even he could see that, and a foreigner to boot, it was to be expected that you would get some attention. He just hopped you weren’t the type to enjoy attention from the wrong people. That just wouldn’t do.
“I see, well thank you for stopping to say hello. I was certain that after our interaction the other day, you would be a total asshole if I ever saw you again. Turns out you’re not too bad.” You took a deep swig of the water you had just purchased and he found himself entranced watching the way your throat moved as you greedily sucked it down. Your lips let go of the bottle, gasping for breath. “Are summers here always so hot or is this day just above average terrible? It’s almost as bad as that time I visited Vegas in the middle of August.”
“Are you not used to the heat?” He asked, hoping to glean some kind of information about you. If he could learn some of your preferences for things, he could better prepare.
You shake your head. “It’s not that I’m not used to it, it’s just that where I come from isn’t a big city like this, so I think all this concrete and asphalt radiating heat is just starting to cook me a little. Still better than the below zero temps we get in the winter time though.” You chuckled lightly, just as your phone started to ring.
“Oh, excuse me for just one sec. Please don’t go disappearing on me again.”
Kai nods his head in affirmation, and watches as you briefly walk away and begin speaking in what he assumes is your native language. It seems it wasn’t just the sound of his own language that he liked hearing you speak, but your own as well. The sound was soft and it was easy to pick up on how much easier it was for you to speak then Japanese. He’ll enjoy hearing you speak it for him every now and then once he’s gotten you better acquainted with Japanese. You needed to be able to communicate with him on all levels first and foremost, how else was he supposed to make this easier on you.
Even with your back turned to him, he could see the way you laughed and smiled at whoever you were talking to, and he didn’t like it one bit. A purity like yours should only be shared with those who are most deserving, and he was the only candidate for that position in his opinion.
He would have continued to stew in his jealousy, though he’d never say that’s what he felt out loud, when he noticed that you had left your bag unattended. He had no shame in making sure you were still completely occupied with your phone call before rummaging through it. There wasn’t much, a few pens, the notepad he had seen in your hand, a book of Japanese writing, but it was your wallet that truly interested him, pulling it out and using his own phone to take a quick picture of your ID and passport before putting it away and stepping back to his original spot.
Just in the nick of time as you turned around and walked back over to him. “Sorry about that. My friends said they found a place for us to eat tonight, so I’m going to get going.” You said, shouldering your bag and giving him another one of those lovely smiles he was beginning to become possessive of. “I’m glad I was able to run into you again Chisaki-san, it was nice getting to talk to you again, even if it was only for a little bit.”
He might have a way to look up information on you now with what was on his phone, but he still felt like he was walking away from this empty handed. How could he ensure that he got too see you again without it seeming suspicious, better yet, how could he get you to be the one to initiate contact with him next time? Then it clicked, he had just the idea, he only hoped you’d go along with it.
“How about I give you my number? You seem to be off on your own a lot despite being in a group, so if you get lost again, or find yourself in trouble, you can call me. I have a fairly loose schedule so I can answer at almost anytime.” He said casually.
You stopped, flustered and little nervous all of a sudden. “I-I don’t… umm… that is to say, I’m not so sure I feel comfortable exchanging numbers with someone I barely know. No offense but I don’t know you from a hole in the wall.”
He had a feeling this was going to be your reaction, it was only natural, after all. But he had an ace up his sleeve to sweeten the deal. “Oh, you don’t have to give me yours, you can just take mine. If you need to use it, you can. If not, then you don’t.” He didn’t particularly like that he was giving you this bit of choice, but it would go a long way towards ingratiating himself to you should his plan work.
And it would.
You seemed to think about it long and hard for a few moments before deciding. “Alright. I suppose that’s alright then. No harm no fowl, right?” You reach into your bag, pulling out a pen and paper for him. He wrote down the number for a secondary, disposable cell phone he carried with him and handed it back to you.
“Well, I should get going, friends are waiting and all. Have a good night Chisaki-san.”
“You as well (Y/N), have a pleasant evening.”
You gave him a small wave and smile before hurrying down the street and back to your hotel.
He desperately wanted to grab you and drag you back to the base, to keep you secure and safe and with him at all times, but he still wanted time to try and win you over before he resorted to more forceful means. Not that he wouldn’t gladly use force and threats if it got him his way, but he felt like the prize would be all the sweeter if it came to him willingly.
He hoped you would call him on your own here soon, but if not, he could always stage a little something to happen, something to motivate you to seek him out. He would have to send someone to start watching you at all times. These last few days of not knowing what you were doing or who you were with were just too taxing, best to get some extra protection for you.
He had a lot of plans to see too.
As soon as he got back, he summoned Chrono and Mimic to his office.
“What do you need Boss?” Mimic inquired, always eager to do whatever was asked of him.
He had printed off the pictures he had taken of your ID and passport, handing them over to his underling. “Find out everything you can on this girl. I want to know anything you can tell me, I don’t care how minuscule or unimportant you might find it. I want it all.” He left no room for arguments or debate.
Mimic was even better about following orders then Chrono, he didn’t even bat an eye at the strange request. “Sure thing Overhaul. I’ll have this back to you ASAP.” He said and was out the door just as quick.
Chrono on the other hand was just a tad bit more curious than Mimic. “What was it you needed from me Overhaul?” He was immediately handed the same copies.
“Until our next batches of Trigger are made or The League makes a move, I don’t need you for anything around here. You are to go to that hotel written down and watch that girl as closely as you can without drawing attention to yourself or making contact with her. She is to be protected by any means necessary. Understood.”
To say he was stunned would be an understatement. Since when did Overhaul have an interest in anything outside the Shie Hassaikai, let alone that something being a woman? “I’ll follow your orders without fail Overhaul, even this one, but I have to ask. This doesn’t have anything to do with the Shie Hassaikai or our oppression’s, does it? This is completely personal for you.”
He was sent an icy glare. “You’re treading on thin ice Hari, and if you were anyone else, I would have killed you already.” He sighed and leaned back in his chair. “But since I know that you’re only asking so you can follow your orders better, I’ll tell you.”
Chrono waited patiently for his answer.
“Yes. This is personal. The girl there, (Y/N) is her name, and she’s quirkless. I won’t go into detail about how I met her, but let’s just say that she has some very intriguing ideas on my philosophies. She’s pure, and I desire to keep that purity for myself.” Kai finished, looking at his computer screen to stare at your images.
“So what’s she going to be then?” He asked, not judging, he would never even think to do that, but just out of curiosity. This was by far the most interest he’d ever seen Overhaul show anything outside of his research.
Kai just smirked behind his mask. “If I’m going to rule the Yakuza and the underworld, I’m going to need someone to rule by my side. Every King needs a Queen after all.”
Holy shit you guys! I am having an amazing time writing this story, I hope you all are enjoying it as well!
As Always, special thanks to @talpup for all the help with these ideas! I really appreciate it!
Warnings: Stalking, voyeurism, masturbation, creepy thoughts, mentions of kidnapping, smutty NSFW stuff. See tags for more.
Side Note: For anyone who has questions/issues about Overhaul’s non-cannon ooc behavior, just ask and I will do my best to explain why I wrote him the way I did.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
“I have that information you wanted Overhaul.” Mimic said, catching him before he went into his office.
Kai took the folder, noting that it seemed about an inch thick. “And you’re sure this is everything?” He wasn’t expecting much, you were young, a student studying abroad and quirkless. It wasn’t like he was expecting you to have a record or some deep dark secret, he just wanted to make sure that Mimic had done a thorough job.
Mimic nodded. “Yeah. There really wasn’t much to find on this girl, whoever she is. She’s from (Country of Origin), and seems to have lived a pretty average life with her parents and one sister. Nothing really noteworthy or remarkable other than her being quirkless.”
Kai hummed in acknowledgement, that was about what he expected to hear, though he would never go so far as to say you were unremarkable, you had caught his eye after all, and he was not an easy man to please. He was looking forward to going through all of the info he had just been given. Hopefully it would give him some ideas on how to make your assimilation here an easy one, he didn’t want you to fear this place like most would, he wanted you to feel at ease here and think of it as home, for that’s exactly what it was going to be.
“I want you to get a brand new bed into my room, a king preferably, along with new linens. And send someone out to start stocking up on feminine products. I’ll let you know what else I think of later on this week.” He paused to send a hard look Mimic’s way. “This girl is essentially going to be my wife from now on, she is to be given the same level of respect that you give me. Anything less is unacceptable. And see to it that everyone in this base knows that as well.”
Mimic wasn’t nearly as shocked by this as one might think, he had been the one to gather the info on you after all. There was nothing about you, save for being quirkless, that would lead Overhaul to take notice of you, at least, not on a professional level as far as he could tell. He had a feeling that maybe the young bosses repressed hormones were just finally kicking in and maybe he wanted intel on you before doing the deed, he was pretty strict on that kind of stuff. This however, was the last option he would have guessed at.
Overhaul keeping a cockwarmer around? Sure. Overhaul wanting a relationship? Now that was just odd. Not that he would ever voice those thoughts aloud, he preferred to keep living, thank you very much. And even if he was feeling particularly suicidal that day, his loyalty to the young boss overrode all of that anyway.
“Understood. I’ll get on that right away. Any idea when we can expect to start seeing her around? I can think of a few things that can be done around here to accommodate a woman. Lord knows there hasn’t been one around here in ages.”
“Not yet. Just get what I told you done first, then let me know about any suggestions you have.”
“Gotcha. I’ll get right on that.” And with that, he was on his way.
Kai walked into his office, shutting the door behind him as he takes a seat at his desk and opens up the file. Only briefly scanning his gaze over the relatively basic information; like your name, age, date of birth and the like, until he reaches some of the more interesting information.
Apparently you and your older sister had lost both of your parents just after you graduated high school, you took some time off so that the two of you could grieve and sort out affairs, but you did eventually enroll back in school, studying Japanese in order to apply for a job teaching English. That’s what brought you on this month long study trip, no better way to learn a language then to immerse yourself in it.
By the time Chrono had walked through the door to give him his daily report, he had read through the majority of the file, certain things about you intriguing him more than others. Like your medical records for instance, as to be expected, you were in perfect physical health. The only thing of concern to him was how skinny you were, something the two of you would begin working on immediately.
“I got those high quality cameras and microphones installed like you asked. None of them will know their there. I hid them well enough that they’ll stay out of sight but in good enough spots that you’ll have clear view and sound.”
Kai never looked up from the file. “Good. Anything else to report?”
“Only that I overheard her friends mentioning something about all of them going to a local club this evening.” Chrono said.
That perked Kai’s interest, and not in a good way, the last thing he wanted was for you to be in some filthy, grime infested place like that. The very idea of you dressing up in some revealing outfit that so many would see was enough to have him growling, let alone the idea of some scumbag trying to grind up on you in the process.
Luckily, Chrono’s next words abated the steadily rising anger he was beginning to feel.
“She told the rest of them that she would prefer to stay in tonight and to go without her. She’s all alone for the remainder of the evening.”
He felt relief wash over him, for a split second there, he thought he was going to have to venture out to this filthy club to keep an eye on you himself. “Then I can take over her security for the rest of the night. Go back in the morning.”
Chrono nodded, knowing better than too linger longer than necessary. “Yes Overhaul.”
As soon as he was alone, he got up and locked the door before taking a seat at his computer and opening the links to the cameras installed in your hotel room. They popped up almost immediately and he was instantly greeted by the sight of you waving your friends off. Good, he thought, he wanted to see how you behaved when completely alone, he needed to determine if you had any bad habits that he would need to correct you on.
He couldn’t understand what was being said in the room, since you all were speaking in your native tongue. But he could interpret body language well enough that he could tell they were still attempting to convince you to go with them, to which you adamantly declined, waving your hand in a manner that said, ‘Go on. Get out of here.’
He felt much more at ease once the others had left and you were finally alone. Nothing to exciting happening as you bustled about the room tidying it up, something he was most pleased to see. You were proving to be more and more perfect as time went on and he commended himself on making such a wonderful choice.
Although, what happened next was not what he had been expecting at all, though certainly not unwelcome in the slightest. He couldn’t believe his luck.
After your little cleaning spree, you washed your hands and proceeded to strip off your clothes, all the way down to a thin black tank top and a pair of blue panties, nothing more.
Kai felt his mouth go dry and his pants tighten as he watched you shift, pulling your long hair over your shoulder to reveal the skin of your neck and shoulders. He desperately wished he could have you here right now, so that he could lay his hands and mouth all over the tantalizing skin.
Laying down on your bed, you didn’t do anything at first, leading the young boss to think you might be taking a nap, he most definitely wouldn’t mind watching you slumber for the rest of the evening.
But it seems that he was going to get to see something much more interesting than that this night.
It was subtle at first, the way you squeeze your thighs together and pressed one hand into the base of your abdomen. Then you started to trace your fingers through the valley of your breasts, up and down until you moved to pull the collar of your shirt down and underneath your breasts, cupping one in your hand, massaging the soft flesh before rolling your pretty pink nipple into a hardened peak, repeating the process a few times before shifting your attention to the other soft mound and letting out a sweet sounding moan that made his breath deepen.
Kai is in awe, unable to believe his good fortune as he watches the show you are unknowingly putting on for him. His hands tightened on the desk, wanting to reach down and relieve himself but wanting to wait a bit, he wanted to watch you for just a bit longer before seeing to his own needs. If he was going to do something as disgusting as jerk himself off, then he wanted to time his own orgasm to yours at the very least.
By now, your other hand had drifted down into your panties, the motions clearly indicating that you were rubbing your clit and Kai cursed the fact that you hadn’t taken the offending undergarment off so that he could see you in your entirety. Finally removing one of his gloves and reaching down pull his thick cock free from the confines of his pants, he vowed that as soon as he got his hands on you, he was going to make sure that you spent the first few days tied to the bed, naked as the day you were born so he could please you in any way he saw fit.
“Fuck…” He groaned, timing his strokes to match the movements of your fingers. He hated that you were the one setting the pace, he was a control freak and as such, he wished that it was you following his movements, that you were the one watching him. He watched you, your glazed-over eyes and softly parted lips that were letting out the most sinful sounds he had ever heard, and wanted to see it in person. He wanted to be the reason you were on the verge of finding release, not because of your imagination or your fingers, but because he was the one bringing you pleasure; with his hands, his mouth, his voice, and his cock. He could just imagine how tight and wet your pussy was going to be, how soft and compliant you would be while he fucked your brains out.
After another minute or two of slowly torturing your clit, he finally got one of his wishes granted when you stopped to pull your underwear off and immediately began pumping two of your fingers in and out of your drenched slit. It seemed you were done with the foreplay and simply wanted cum already, he wasn’t sure whether he should be disappointed or not with that as he began pumping his cock faster to match your tempo. On the one hand, he really was feeling desperate for you and wanted to cum as well, on the other, he wanted you to draw it out a bit longer for him. He wanted to keep watching the way you touch yourself so he could learn some of your sweet spots, but he also just wanted to keep watching for himself.
It happened suddenly, your eyes blowing wide open, your back arching as you finally hit your peak, your mouth opening in one long whiny moan as you never let up the pressure on your clit, overstimulated enough that it was probably beginning to hurt. It was a beautiful sight, you were a beautiful sight. He was captivated by the way your eyes glazed over with satisfaction, the rise and fall of your chest with heavy breaths, the thin sheen of sweat that clung to your skin, even your flushed red cheeks were fascinating him.
The sight of you in the aftermath of your orgasm was enough to send him hurtling into his own. Gripping himself tighter, he never took his eyes off the computer screen and he imagined it was your pretty little cunt or mouth that he was fucking instead of his own hand, that it was your insides he was painting with his seed instead of his own shirt covered chest. Kai was so far gone in his lust for you that he barely even registered how filthy he had just gotten himself, he was far too frustrated to care as he took deep breaths to try and get his composure back under control. Frustrated because he knew that this was only a short reprieve, he wouldn’t be truly satisfied until he had you here with him and could find comfort in your body and pure, soothing presence whenever he wanted.
Contrary to popular belief, he wasn’t a virgin because he had no sex drive or desire to satiate his needs, he had simply found everyone up until this point far too filthy to even consider touching them with a 10ft pole, let alone have sex with them. He was a healthy young man, so of course he had those kinds of needs, it was just a matter of finding the right person to experience them with. He felt confident enough in his knowledge on the subject, one didn’t grow up in a male dominated crime family like the Shie Hassaikai and NOT learn a thing or two, no matter how hard he might have tried.
You would never want for pleasure with him, even if you decided to be a stubborn brat at first, he would still make sure you enjoyed it. If you ever misbehaved and he was forced to take you to task for it, he vowed to never use violence and intimacy at the same time. Giving you a few good smacks on the ass and calling you a few choice names during the heat of sex was one thing, literally hitting you as a punishment during what should be a pleasurable time was not something he would be doing.
Having finally gotten his breathing under control he continued to watch you long enough to see you get up to go wash your hands before climbing into bed to go to sleep. Only once he was certain that you were going to remain in bed for the rest of the night did he eventually move to clean himself up as well. Discarding his soiled shirt and tie in the trash before making his way to his opulent shower and turning the water to as hot as he could stand. He needed to cleanse away the day’s filth.
Washing himself, he decided that this process was soon going to be much more enjoyable once he had you to help clean him, and vice versa. He almost got hard again at the thought of your wet body standing here with him, rubbed raw from a thorough scrubbing and dripping with suds. He pushed down that second wave of lust, much as he might want to spend the night indulging in his base urges, he still had important work to be done tomorrow and should see to getting a decent night’s sleep.
Stepping out of the shower and drying himself off, he slipped into a clean pair of boxers, checked your monitor one more time to make sure you were still sleeping soundly and headed off to bed himself. Climbing into his black sheets, he made a mental note to have all the next sets be white. Laying you down on anything other than the color of purity seemed wrong to him somehow.
You would have nothing but the best with him, he would care for you and provide for you, he would indulge any and all whims you might have, no matter how frivolous they might be. And all he would ask in return is that you give yourself up to him completely and never try to leave him or the base. Worship him and praise him and let him consume every part of you. Pleasing him should be the only thing on your mind at all times. He wanted ownership of your mind, body and soul; he wanted your love.
It was something he had never given much thought to in the past, if any at all. It always seemed like it would be nothing but a hindrance, a weakness meant to distract him from his true goal. Sure, he cared for and deeply respected the Old Boss, but it was more out of obligation than anything resembling love.
You would be a safe haven for him, something soft and clean and pure for him to have at the end of the day to chase away the filth of the world. You would live for him, breath for him, desire for nothing more than to please him and make him happy and crave his touch at all times. You would be his and he in turn would be your everything. He wouldn’t stand for being anything less than an omnipotent god in your eyes.
You might think of him as a monster at first, especially if he couldn’t convince you to be with him willingly, but he knew that with enough time and patience, he could worm his way into your very being and become your entire world.
After all, even a monster can become a savior when cast under the right light.
I hope you all enjoy reading this one as much as I enjoyed writing it!
And a special thanks to @talpup for helping me brainstorm this and all my other stories! So here’s that smut i promised you yesterday. lol
Warnings: Stalking, creepy thoughts, mentions of kidnapping, slightly NSFW stuff. See tags for more.
Side Note: For anyone who has questions/issues about Overhaul’s non-cannon ooc behavior, just ask and I will do my best to explain why I wrote him the way I did.
And @talpup, just remember what I said!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Logically, Kai knew why you hadn’t called him yet, you hadn’t found yourself with a reason to call him, it still didn’t make it any less frustrating. He had been so tied up with meetings the last few days that he hadn’t had time to do more than glance at the cameras in your room. His only solace was that he knew he could trust Chrono to protect you as well as he himself would.
He knew that this obsession he had with you was getting to be a bit ridiculous, but when he thought about how you looked that night, laid back on your bed and writhing in pleasure, he knew that he would never be able to bring himself to truly care. It wasn’t just about how badly he wanted you sexually though, it was also your mind, your voice and your caring demeanor that he wanted to grab and hold on to. You were far too good for the filthy outside world that you live in, it would be best to keep you with him forever.
His biggest dilemma with planning this, was trying to find the best way to integrate you into life here. He couldn’t just leave you locked in the bedroom all day, that would be both cruel and unhealthy, he wanted you to be comfortable and -dare he say it- happy here. Even he knew that keeping you locked up like some kind of breakable china doll was not the way to go about that.
While it’s true that he would only ever let you out of the base sparingly and only if he was with you, he could allow you the freedom of wandering around certain areas of the complex so long as you had a guard with you. Though that would only happen after he was convinced that you would not try to run. Should he have to take you by force, he was going to make sure that you stayed by his side at all times until such a time that you learned this was where you were meant to be.
You’ll have anything you could ever want or need, your own area in the bedroom to do whatever you wanted with, a loveseat in his office to lounge on and read whenever he’s stuck doing work or having meetings, though the more he thinks about it, the more he likes the idea of having you sit on his lap during such times. It would certainly make the tedious events more bearable if he could feel your soft form and presence as near to him as possible, and he would have the added bonus of being able to run his hands over your body as well.
All of this wasn’t just to keep an eye on you though, but too simply be near you, he had only been in your physical presence twice, but both times had shown him that he was absolutely addicted to it and he would be damned if he wasn’t going to take full advantage of it once you were with him.
A knock sounded from the door. “Overhaul, may I come in?” Chrono’s voice came from the other side. He was probably here to give him his nightly report.
“Come in.” He answered, sitting up a little straighter in his chair and glancing at the monitors, you and your filthy friends were just getting back, laughing and making jokes at one another. It sickens him how much of you they get to see on a daily basis while he’s stuck here, but he consoles himself with the knowledge that soon, you’ll be tied to his side for the rest of your days and he’ll have you all to himself.
Kai barely looked away from the monitor as his second in command walked in. “Anything too report today?”
Chrono shook his head. “Nothing. They visited a few of the local sights and shopped around a bit, but other than that nothing happened.”
“Good. Your free to go, just be back there first thing in the morning.”
Chrono gave his affirmation and left without another word.
Kai continued to watch you as you sat on the bed and looked at your phone, a part of him hoping that maybe you were going to send him a text, though he knew that was highly unlikely. Still, a man could dream.
If it wasn’t for the fact that he had to be up for yet another long session with Eri tomorrow, he may have just stayed there all night. Watching you sleep has become something of a habit for him and it’s a past time he is looking forward to indulging in in person once he finally has you in his bed.
He stands and gives your image on the computer one last longing glance before heading off to his cold bed for what he hopes will be one of the last times.
“Goodnight (Y/N), sweet dreams.”
Kai is awoken sometime later by the sound of his cell phone ringing, the noise jarring him from an otherwise pleasant sleep.
“Someone better be ready to die…”
Groggily reaching over to his nightstand for the infernal device, quickly realizing that it’s not his primary phone that woke him, but his secondary. He’s quickly looking at the caller ID, recognizing the number he had so recently memorized and he hopes that this isn’t a dream as he answers it readily.
It takes a minute, but he does eventually hear your quiet voice speaking into the receiver. And your shaky tone, almost as if you’re out of breath and have been crying, immediately has him fully awake and ready to kill.
“C-Chisaki-san, I-I’m sorry for calling you so l-late, but I-I didn’t know w-who else to call. I d-don’t know where I am.”
“(Y/N), it’s fine. Just give me a description of where you are and we’ll go from there. What are you even doing out so late to begin with?”
He’s already out of bed and frantically pulling on a clean set of clothes and a new dust mask. Though you’d never be able to tell from his voice, he’s both panicked and furious. He needed to find you, now!
“I-It looks like I’m in a park. There’s a sign, I’ll send you a picture of it.”
A few seconds later his phone chimes with a message, he knows exactly where you are, it’s about a 10 minute walk and if he hurries he should be there in less time than that.
“I know right where you are, just stay put, alright. I’ll be there shortly. Call me back if anything happens.”
“Thank you so so much Chisaki-san! I’ll see you soon.”
“See you soon.”
As he hangs up, he takes a moment to feel a sense of pride in the fact that the shaking in your voice had calmed down considerably since he answered the phone only a few moments ago. You should always find this comfort with him.
That feeling is quickly replaced by anger though. Something must have happened for you to be this scared and lost in the city so late at night and he plans on finding the reason(s) and making them suffer fates worse than death. He’ll take them apart slowly and bring them back just as slowly, over and over again until their nerves know nothing but pain and they’re begging him to let them stay dead.
No one will ever get away with hurting you. No one.
Kai found you sitting on a bench near the sign you had sent him the picture of. When you saw him, you almost looked like you might jump up and run to him, but held yourself back. He wished you would have, he would have greatly enjoyed having you throw yourself at him.
“What happened?” He asked quickly as he took a seat next to you, his eyes raking over you, trying to see if you had any sign of outward injuries. Other then appearing a bit disheveled, you seemed physically unharmed. You were dressed in a pair of black shorts that he deemed far to short for the public eye, a bright green tank top and a pair of over worn flats.
“I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn’t get back to sleep, I thought a walk around the block would clear my head. But halfway around…” You trailed off at this, your eyes watering up a bit and he felt that anger from before flare up and grow all the more, but he tried not to let it show in front of you.
“Go on.” He encouraged.
You tucked some hair behind your ear, giving him a brief glance before your gaze moved back to your lap. “Halfway around the block, I noticed that these 3 sketchy guys were tailing me and whispering to each other. I tried my best to ignore them, thinking that I would be back at the hotel in just a few minutes. But one of them called after me, he said something that I’d rather not repeat, and when my fight or flight response kicked in, I just... ran. I just turned down an alley and ran as fast as I could.” You were crying by now, big tears rolling down your face as you were no doubt reliving those few moments of terror. “They chased me for a bit, shouting about all the sick things they were going to do to me, but I eventually lost them by hiding in some small playground equipment hidden behind those trees there. And that’s when I called you. I didn’t want to call my friends and worry them, Nell tends to get pretty overprotective and so do the other’s. I didn’t want this one incident to mean I couldn’t go off on my own anymore because they’d be too worried.”
After you finished and had wiped your tears, the two of you sat in silence for a minute. You, to get your bearings back, and him, to start making plans on how to find these filthy scumbags and make them pay.
“I’m sorry if I woke you before. You sounded like you had been sleeping when I called.” You said gently, finally giving him that full eye contact that he adored so much.
“It’s alright, I’m a light sleeper and I would have had to get up early anyway. Besides, I am the one that told you I have a flexible schedule, I wouldn’t have said it unless I meant for you to be able to call me at any time.”
You laugh lightly, your sweet, innocent smile returning, just a little brighter than before and he knew that he had to protect you, for your own good. This incident proved that you were just far too innocent to be able to handle the filth of this world without him, you needed him to protect you. He would be a shield to keep you safe from the horrors of this world and he would gladly lock you up and throw away the key, never to rethink the decision.
“You never did tell me what it is you do for a living Chisaki-san. I hope I’m not prying by bringing it up.”
He wondered when you might ask about that and had been rather stuck at first on how to answer, in the end though, he decided to just rip the band aid off and tell you the truth. Well, maybe not the whole truth, but something that wouldn’t necessarily be an outright lie. He knew that you were going to have to find out about the Shie Hassaikai eventually, he just wanted you to find out in a way that wasn’t going to send you running for the hills, not that you would get very far. He may have also been curious to see how you were going to react, he hoped you would surprise him this time as much as you did during that first meeting.
“Tell me, do you know anything about Yakuza?”
You shake your head. “I know that their kind of like mobsters in a way, but that’s about it.”
Kai nodded and took a deep breath, praying that you wouldn’t try to run as soon as the next words left his mouth, he really didn’t want to have to chase you down like those pieces of trash did tonight and frighten you. “Let’s just say that I have some… loose connections with a local group in the area.” He saw the way your (e/c) eyes widened. “I don’t want to frighten you with it, but you are the one that asked. And I always feel like honesty is the best policy. Sorry if I’ve made you uncomfortable.”
You were silent for a moment, not moving or talking, just staring at him. “Well, I’ll admit that that is a bit on the wild side as far as careers go, definitely wasn’t expecting organized crime to be the answer to that particular question. But,” You paused and sent him a wink and a smile. “you’ve been nothing but kind to me since we met, so I’m going to give you the benefit of the doubt and say that just because your profession isn’t the best, doesn’t mean that you’re a bad guy. I’m quirkless, so I know what it means to be constantly judged, it would make me a hypocrite to do the same to you when I hate it being done to me.”
Once again you never ceased to amaze him, first you were so understanding and thoughtful on his opinion of quirks and now here you were, casually brushing aside what he had just told you and letting the truth roll right off your back in favor of considering how he’s treated you so far, instead of just outright judging him. You really were far too good and pure for this wretched world, it was a good thing he had found you when he did, otherwise that purity of yours could have been tainted.
“Well, I don’t want to alarm you, but I am going to see if I can find out who those guys were and make sure that if they see you again, they know to stay away.” He said, making sure to let you think he was just going to ‘scare’ them off. He didn’t want you knowing what he had in store for them, but he also didn’t want you having to constantly glance over your shoulder in fear until he could bring you home.
You threw back your head and laughed. “You are more than welcome to chase away my creepers anytime Chisaki-san. Lord knows some of them could certainly use a few good scares to get the point across.” You may have been joking around, but you had no idea just how seriously he would take that offer.
Kai stood up, feeling lighter than he had in the last few days, further proof that you were just what he needed in his life to keep the filth away, just a few minutes in your presence was enough to have him breathing better.
“I should get you back to the hotel, you’ll be feeling tired soon now that the adrenaline is wearing off.” To both of your shocks, he held out his gloved hand for you to take. He did it without thinking, but refused to take it back now that he had made the offer.
You look back and forth between his face and his outstretched hand. “Are you sure Chisaki-san? I don’t want to if you’re not.” You had known a few germaphobes in the past and you could tell from a glance just how serious his case was, yet he was offering to extend those spotless hands out to you. You wouldn’t lie and say it didn’t make you feel special in a way.
He nodded, eager to feel the weight and pressure of your hand in the palm of his, even if he did have his gloves on right now. “I’m sure. Now come on, before I’m forced to carry you back when you pass out.” He answers, crooking his hand in a come hither motion.
With little to no hesitation, you reached out to place your hand in his, the smooth, cool feel of the latex closing around your hand was a bit strange, but you couldn’t help but enjoy the way his hand dwarfed yours as it did. You thought that once he’d pulled you up that he would let go, but to your surprise, he instead began walking, his hand still firmly holding onto yours the whole time.
The walk was silent, neither of you feeling the need to make small talk as Kai expertly lead you through the back alleys and side streets, never once letting go of your hand, like he was afraid you were going to leave or disappear.
Coming out from one of said alleys, you found yourself directly across from the hotel. It’s bright fluorescent lights a shining beacon on the otherwise empty and dark streets. You wonder what in God’s name had made you think that going for a walk was a good idea, it’s definitely not something you’ll be doing at night here ever again now that you know what could have happened.
You were standing a bit in front of Kai, who still had yet to let your hand go. You turned around slightly to face him, fully intent on thanking him again and wishing him a good night, you really were getting tired, just like he said.
“Thank you again Chisaki-san, I rea-” Whatever you were about to say was cut off when Kai pulled gently on your arm, the momentum causing you too fall directly into his chest as he wasted no time in wrapping one arm around your lower back and tangling the other in your hair as he slanted his mouth directly across yours in what had to be the sexiest forceful kiss of your life. You weren’t sure if it was the kiss or the fact that Kai had taken his mask off that shocked you more, but it was mattering less and less as the kiss continued.
Kai wasn’t sure what had come over him, but he couldn’t find it in himself to care as he finally got a taste of you. Your lips were soft and yielding against his own as he sweeps his tongue into your sweet tasting mouth that was still slack from the shock. It only took a few moments before you were responding, wrapping your arms around his neck and pressing yourself against him as much as you could and letting out the most debauched moan he had ever heard, and that includes the night he watched you pleasure yourself.
Eventually you both had to let your mouth’s part in order to take a few lungfuls of air. Not that Kai’s mouth stopped at all, continuing to assault your neck with kisses and licks. Once he was sure you weren’t going to pull away, he let his hands travel a bit, gliding down your back to rest on your ass and giving the soft, supple flesh a firm squeeze as he pulled you closer, grinding his aching erection into your front. It caused you to let out the cutest of squeaks.
“You’re even softer than I imagined.” He groaned into your ear and pressed himself even harder against you. He couldn’t believe that he was doing this in some dark, dank, filthy alley, but he was far too caught up in finally being able to touch you too really give a damn about the location.
You meanwhile, were doing your best not beg him to take you somewhere to rearrange your insides and for someone who had probably never, if only ever rarely done this, he was quite good. It had been far too long since you had been with anyone and that other night when you stayed in while the others went out had not helped to take the edge off, if anything it had only served to make you hornier.
Kai could feel the way you were squirming against him and hear the breathy little sighs and moans you made as he continued to touch you. He desperately wanted to rip your clothes off and fuck you right than and there, have you wrap your legs around his waist or press your front up to one of these filthy walls and rail you from behind. The thought both sickened and thrilled him. But he refrained, your first time together was not going to take place in some dirty back alley, he was going to make it special by fucking you on a white bed and worshiping your body all night and well into the morning.
Something did finally occur to him during this though. Was he going to be your first, the way you were going to be his? He had not yet considered the possibility that maybe you weren’t a virgin, that someone else had tricked you into giving up that precious gift. A gift that by all rights was his! It was a maddening thought, that someone else may have already touched you, kissed you, tasted you and been inside of you. Without realizing it, in his slowly rising anger he had bitten just a bit too hard into the junction of your neck and shoulder, causing you to respond with a sharp push on his chest at the painful action.
“Watch the teeth! I don’t want visible marks.” You mumbled, the sharp pain finally clearing your mind enough to be able to try and put a stop to whatever was happening. This was moving far too quickly, even if you were ready to beg for it at this point. Kai gave the spot an apologetic lick and a kiss, saying something into the crook of your neck that you couldn’t quite make out.
“Hmm, what was that Chisaki-san?”
He lifted his head to stare into you with those hypnotic golden eyes and you finally got a good look at his face for the first time. And fuck was he beautiful, not only could you feel just how ripped and fit he was under that black dress shirt, but now you knew that he had the face to match. If you weren’t horny before, you definitely were now.
“I apologize (Y/N), I simply got carried away in the moment.” He leaned down pressed his lips to your ear, taking the lobe into his mouth and giving it a quick suck before whispering. “And perhaps I may have wanted to leave a little something to deter others from coming around what’s mine.”
Your eyes widened, you couldn’t have heard that right. You didn’t just hear a man you barely knew, a man in a foreign country that you were going to be leaving soon, say that you were his, like the two of you were in some kind of relationship or he had some kind of ownership over you. You had to have misunderstood what he said or meant. Perhaps it’s just his social awkwardness kicking in and he doesn’t know how to express himself like that properly. Yup, that was definitely what it was.
Kai felt you stiffen against him and he took your chin to lift your gaze to meet his, you were blushing and your lips were swollen from his kisses and teeth, and you seemed to want to look everywhere but in his eyes. It was cute. “What’s wrong (Y/N)? Tell me.”
“You see Chisaki-san, the thing is…” Biting your lip, you attempted to find the right words to tell him. The last thing you wanted to do was hurt his feelings or make him feel like he had done something wrong after all.
“Kai.” You heard him say.
“I would like for you to call me Kai. After what we just did, I think we are well past formality and honorifics, don’t you? Besides, I’ve been calling you by your first name from the beginning, it only seems fair that you get to do the same with me.”
Once again, you feel like he is taking this too seriously and much too fast, but you acquiesced, if only to move the conversation along so that you could return to bed and mull over these thoughts.
“Alright then Kai.” You take a deep breath. “About what you said before, when you called me yours…” You trailed off, hoping he might get the hint you were laying out for him.
“Yes. What about it?” He asked. It was obvious you were going to have to be direct and blunt with him on this.
“It’s-It’s just that we barely know each other. Don’t you think saying that is taking things a bit too far?”
Kai sighed, he should have known that you would be feeling stubborn on this, and while, no, he did not think that things were being taken too far and too fast, he would allow you to play hard to get… for now. But he was not a patient man, he wanted you, and he wanted you now, his still hard and straining cock was proof enough of that. But he was smart, he still wanted you to come to him willingly, so he would use force only if or when he needed to. Though the control freak and dominator in him shivered in pleasure at the idea of forcing you by his side, whether you want to or not. Regardless if it was by your own admission or he had too make you come to terms with it, you would realize in the end that you were most definitely his.
“You’re right of course. I suppose I got lost in the heat of the moment and wasn’t thinking about what I said. Forgive me?” He said, his lips turning up in the barest hint of a smile.
You breathed a sigh of relief at this, your posture instantly relaxing in his hold when he said that. “I had a feeling that was the case, but I figured I should bring it up all the same.” You said and leaned up on your tippy toes to give him a quick kiss on the lips, much quicker and softer than the first one. “Thank you again for helping me Kai, it really does mean a lot to me.”
He kissed you on the forehead, much as he would have liked to give you another deep, long, passion filled kiss, he refrained, if only to earn a few brownie points with you for holding back.
“It’s late and you should be off to bed. I’ll walk you up to the entrance.” He said and put his mask back on, unable to completely stop touching you, he placed his hand on your lower back to guide you.
Standing in front of the hotel doors, you stepped away from him, almost missing the heavy warmth he provided. “I know I keep saying this, but thank you so so much for what you did for me tonight Kai. I hope I can repay that kindness eventually.”
“It’s nothing you need to be thanking me for, just promise me you won’t be taking anymore late night walks again. That’s all I ask.”
You laughed. “Nope. Definitely no more of those for me, once was quite enough.”
“Then I can rest easy knowing that you’ll be safe from now on.”
“Well, I should get back up there before my friends notice I’ve been missing, if they haven’t already that is.”
“Of course. I hope to see you again soon Dear (Y/N). Have a good night.”
You blushed profusely at his words and smiled, this guy really could be a charmer when he wanted to be. “Have a good night Kai, and sweet dreams.” With that final sentence, you made your way back inside.
Kai didn’t leave, not until you were completely out of sight.
Chrono was on him the moment he got back to the base and was in his office.
“Overhaul, someone came to tell me that you left in the middle of the night. Did something happen?”
Now that he didn’t have you to take care of and keep the anger at bay, he found it coming back in full force when he thought about what you had been put through tonight. “After you left, I got a call from her in the middle of the night. She had gone for a walk and 3 men chased her, she managed to loose them and called me because she was lost.” Just talking about it was threatening to set his quirk off he was so livid.
Chrono’s eyes widened a bit. “But other then being scared she was fine?”
Chrono lowered his gaze, feeling like he had somehow let Overhaul down. “I apologize Overhaul, if I had stayed. This wouldn’t have happened.”
“It’s too late for apologies, it just means that someone reliable and trustworthy will have to start watching her at night from now on when you cannot. She said she won’t be doing that again, but I will not be taking any chances. I want her under 24 hour surveillance.”
Chrono nodded. “Understood. I’ll get you a list of guys we have who fit the bill.”
“Good. And I don’t care how you do it, but I want these fucking bastards who chased her found and brought to me. I have special plans for them after what they did to her.”
Chrono saw the dark glint in the young boss’s eyes and if he was a much weaker man, he may have felt a shred of sympathy for them. But whether they knew it or not, they had attacked the mob-wife of the Shie Hassaikai, and that was a crime that just couldn’t go unpunished.
“Got it. Anything else?”
“Send Mimic in here. I need to talk about some things with him concerning my woman’s safety and comfort.”
I hope you all enjoy this newest update!
Warnings: Stalking, creepy thoughts, mentions of kidnapping, sexy NSFW moment. See tags for more.
Side Note: For anyone who has questions/issues about Overhaul’s non-cannon ooc behavior, just ask and I will do my best to explain why I wrote him the way I did.
And @talpup, I’m sorry (not really) you are going to be cussing me out hard core after you read this!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
“And you’re sure these are the guys?” Kai asked as he stared at the three men chained up in the white tiled room and cowering in fear.
“Yes.” Chrono answered dutifully. “They were spotted in that area and were overheard complaining about a cute little catch they failed to grab last night.”
Kai’s upper lip curled in disgust, he really did hate to have to get his hands dirty with scum like this. But to threaten you was the same as if they had threatened the Shie Hassaikai and for that, he could not allow them to keep living.
“Wait out here while I go have a talk with our guests.” Kai said, stepping into the room and glaring at the filth.
One of the guys, the biggest and probably the ringleader, immediately started shouting as soon as he stepped into the room. “Where the fuck are we?! Who the fuck are you?!”
One of the other guys seemed to have a bit more brain power than his friend though as he seemed to know who Kai was, and hastily whispered for his buddy to shut his trap. “Man, shut up! Don’t you know who that is? Green jacket, golden eyes, and a plague doctor mask, that’s Overhaul, the young boss of the Shie Hassaikai.”
The big guy scoffed. “Since when do the Yakuza just go around kidnapping people off the street for no reason?”
Kai decided to speak up at this, he fully intended on enlightening them as to what they were about to die for. “Since you went after something that belongs to me.”
The big guy just looked at him like he was stupid. “We’ve never had dealings with your group before, so how could we have tried to steal from you? You got the wrong guys!” It was obvious he was starting to get scared, all his bravado was melting away.
“So you don’t remember the beautiful young foreigner you tried to chase down last night? She’s quite a sight, so I find that very hard to believe.”
All three sets of eyes widened and the smarter one’s started trying to reason with him.
“H-Hold up! We had no idea who she was! If we did, we never would have even thought to try and touch her!”
“If you just let us go, we’ll never even glance in her direction again! Promise!”
“Yeah! What they said!”
Kai almost wanted to laugh. Did they honestly think he was ever going to let them walk out that door? The only way they were getting out of this room was through the floor drains after he liquefied them.
“You three really are stupid if you think that pleading is going to get you out of here after what you put my woman through.” He loved watching the way the color drained from their greasy skin when they realized he was telling the truth. “But, that being said… I do have to thank you in a way.” He began to remove his gloves, oh so slowly. “What you did pushed her right into my arms. She was lost and terrified in an unfamiliar place and I’m the one she asked for help. So thank you for that. You’re still going to die, but I’ll be merciful and make it quick and painful instead of slow and excruciating.” He said, stepping ever closer, his gloves now completely gone.
Chrono watched from the small window on the other side of the door as all three men popped in bloody, gore filled messes as soon as Overhaul touched them, one right after the next.
Overhaul didn’t even bother to reassemble them to do it again, he simply walked right out of the room, drenched in blood and viscera and feeling a lot less angry.
“See to it that mess gets cleaned up properly and then get back to the hotel. You’re the only one besides myself that I trust to watch her during the day and not fuck it up.” He ordered, walking off without another word, he desperately needed a long hot shower.
Walking into his room and locking the door he immediately went straight for the shower, turning the water on as hot as he could stand it and spent the next hour vigorously scrubbing at his skin until he was sure that any harder and he might start to peel layers off.
Stepping out of the shower and wrapping a towel around his waist, Kai walked over to the monitors displaying your room feed and saw that you were just starting to get ready for the day. Donning a black spaghetti strap babydoll dress and a pair of sensible flats, you were applying a bit of makeup even. It almost looked like you were getting ready to go out on a date…
An idea occurred to him then and he was instantly picking up his phone to send you a text.
Good morning beautiful, how are you doing this morning?
He waited patiently as he watched you pick up your own phone, a little smile tugging at your mouth when you read it, and began replying. His phone chimed a few seconds later. However, it was in your native language and he had to send it through a text translator to get the jist of it before he could answer.
I’m doing well, considering what happened last night and all. How about you? Did you manage to get any more sleep before you had to be up early?
Sadly no. Things were a bit chaotic when I got back so I was unable to return to bed. I’m glad that you’re doing well after your ordeal last night. I was concerned for you.
That’s very sweet of you Kai! I still can’t thank you enough for having my back the way you did. :)
Kai wondered how best to word this next message. He didn’t think you would say no, but after what you said last night about taking it slow, he worried you might decline on that principle alone. He was still adamant about having you by his side of your own volition, but that would be hard to accomplish if you were avoiding spending any real time with him.
He was just beginning to think of the right words to use when he heard a chime from his phone, another message from you.
So, I hope you don’t think I’m being too forward here, but I was wondering if you might let me buy you dinner tonight? I know you said I don’t have to thank you for your help, but I want to do something for you at the very least.
Kai could not believe his good luck. Here he was, agonizing over how to ask you on a simple date and then you come along and beat him to the punch, he might have been annoyed by it if he didn’t find it so god damn attractive. Sure, you said it was to pay him back, but it was still technically a date in his eyes. One that he was most readily going to agree to.
I would like that very much Dear (Y/N). What time were you thinking?
Excellent! Meet me at the same park from last night around 8pm? I’d suggest meeting at my hotel but I don’t need my friends turning into a bunch of nosy busy bodies. lol
I will see you at 8 then. Enjoy your day.
You as well! Try to stay out of trouble until then. :)
Kai watched you walk out of the room with your friends, smiling and laughing. He couldn’t wait until those things were for him and him alone. He was no doubt becoming greedy with your presence, but if you were going to be his, than why shouldn’t he become even more addicted to you? You were going to be tied to him for the rest of your life after all, it was best that the both of you get used to each other’s attentions. He certainly had no intention of holding himself back once you were here and he would see to it that you never questioned that.
But now was not the time for those thoughts, he had a meeting with the LOV to get too and the last thing he wanted was to listen to Shigaraki drone on and on about manners and punctuality. He really couldn’t wait for the day that he could dismantle that pompous fool and send him flying from his self perceived throne, he thought as he threw on some clean clothes and walked out of the room. He was eager to get this day done and over with so he could see you.
“Those scumbags, always looking down on us. How long do we have to keep this ‘alliance’ going before we can just kill them all and take over their operations from the inside?” Mimic asked as he sat in the back seat with Overhaul, religiously counting another stack of cash.
Kai looked down at his primary phone, texting Chrono to tell him that he needed the park to be kept as empty as possible around 8 and to leave as soon as he arrived. There was only one entrance, so it shouldn’t be too hard to discourage anyone from entering after you got there.
“Hopefully not too much longer. Those fools are trying my patience, their so scattered and disorganized, they have no idea what their doing. Their sitting on a goldmine with the name recognition they have and all their doing is standing around with their thumbs shoved up their asses.”
Mimic nodded in agreement and looked up at him. “Well, on a change of subject. I got the majority of that stuff you wanted for her. New bed, chick stuff, a waterproof tracking bracelet and someone’s going to be getting her some new clothes since we have her sizes, just as soon as you can tell me what styles you want for her.”
“I’ll let you know about that soon. In the meantime, just keep up on the things I’ve asked of you.”
Kai was rather pleased the planning stage was almost done, now all he had to do was set everything into motion. And that would start just as soon as 8pm rolled around.
They arrived back at the base and he still had a bit of time before he was supposed to meet you, just enough time to shower and change into clean clothes. Afterwards, he put on a clean dust mask and made his way outside, moving through the back alleys to avoid the more packed streets and the filth that congregated there.
He arrived at the park about ten minutes early and saw an unmasked Chrono standing near the entrance. “She got here five minutes ago.”
“Good. Your free to go now. I’ll be back in a few hours, so text me only if there’s an emergency”
Kai proceeded to walk further into the park, his chest tightening a bit when he spotted you sitting on the same bench from last night. You had changed your clothes just as he had, now wearing a loose black cold shoulder top with bright blue flowers patterned across the front, light blue skinny jeans and a pair of black ankle boots. Your hair was unbound and draped around your shoulders, and he couldn’t decide which he liked more, the idea of running his fingers through it or the idea of pulling on it.
Both, he thought, definitely both.
You looked simple and lovely and he found himself unable to resist taking his mask off and sneaking up behind the bench, quickly bending down to wrap his arms around you, pulling you back and whispering in your ear. “Hello beautiful.”
You had tensed up the moment you felt his touch, but you relaxed as soon as you heard his voice and he felt a shiver run down your body when he breathed the words out. He liked that you were so responsive to his voice and he wondered how much you might be into dirty talk. It wasn’t something he had ever tried himself, obviously, but he knew it was something he was into. He couldn’t wait to see how you would react to all the filthy things he wanted to say to you.
You turned your head a bit and caught sight of his handsome face in your periphery. He had a smug smile on his face and you couldn’t deny that it made your cunt clench with need.
“Kai! You scared the jeepers out of me! Remind me to make you wear a bell from now on.”
He chuckled. “Than how would I sneak up on you Dear (Y/N)?”
“Well if you could try and NOT give me a heart attack, that would be great.”
He released you and walked around the bench to stand in front of you. “I’ll try and keep that in mind from now on. Now, where would you like to go?” He responded, holding out his hand for you too take, just like he did last night. You took it without hesitation and if it wasn’t for the fact that you both were out in public with other people, he may have been tempted to remove his gloves. He still had yet to feel your skin with his bare hands and after that stimulating kiss last night, he knew that it was even softer and smoother than he had ever imagined.
“Well, since you obviously know the area better than me, I was thinking that you could pick and I could just pay?”
Well, if that was the case, then he knew just the place. It was quite an expensive restaurant though, not that he had any intention of actually letting you pay, he doubted you’d even be able to anyway.
“I know a place. Let’s get going.” He said, placing his mask back on and wrapping an arm around your waist, tugging you against him as he lead you away.
You knew something was up the moment you spotted the restaurant. It was by far the nicest restaurant you had ever seen and you mentally started tallying up how much money you had, concluding that you definitely didn’t have enough.
“I hope you don’t think I’m made of money here Kai, because there’s no way I could ever afford this place.”
“That’s because I have no intention of letting you pay.” He replied, only after requesting a private room for the two of you to dine in. The last thing he wanted was to share you with anyone now that he finally had a chance to be alone with you. Not to mention the thought of having to take his mask off in a room full of people while he ate was enough to make his skin crawl.
“But this was supposed to be so I could pay you back.” You pouted ever so adorably, your bottom lip sticking out just enough that he was tempted to lean over and nip at it.
The hostess took you to the private room and left the two of you alone after promising to be back soon to take your orders. Kai walked over and held out your chair for you before pushing it in and taking his own seat.
“You coming out with me is more than enough. Besides, I was trying to think of a way to ask you this morning, you just happened to beat me to it.”
You blushed at his words. So he had been considering this a date, you thought. Though after that kiss from last night, you shouldn’t have been so shocked by this. He seemed pretty interested so it stands to reason that he’d want to try going on a date, you just never expected him to be so forward about it. You wondered if he had more experience with all of this then his germaphobe personality lead you too believe.
“Has anyone ever told you that you’re quite the charmer Kai? Because if not, they were either lying or stupid.” You asked, picking up the menu and scanning it over, thankfully it was written in basic Japanese, so you were able to order without having to ask for help.
“I can’t say they have. But then again, I’ve never felt the need to charm anyone besides you. My line of work doesn’t require me to be charming and I believe that you already noticed I have a particular aversion to getting near other people. That alone makes it hard to form a relationship with someone.”
Just before you could reply to him, the waitress came back in to take your orders. You had ordered a yummy sounding seafood stew, and Kai ordered some sushi and an expensive sounding bottle of sake. You guessed he must have been a regular here because you never once saw him pick up his menu.
“Well, you could have fooled me, what with the way you kissed me last night.” You replied cheekily once the server had left again.
Kai felt a bit of smug satisfaction hearing this. Sure, he had seen and felt just how responsive you had been to him last night, but getting a verbal confirmation on his prowess was a nice ego boost. Not that he ever doubted himself in his ability to please you. Just thinking about that kiss had his cock hardening in his pants, your lips had been so soft and he would be lying if he said that he hadn’t fantasized about what they would feel like wrapped around his length.
“I don’t necessarily have any personal experience with women, but growing up in the kind of lifestyle that I have with the Yakuza has left me with a fair bit of knowledge concerning the opposite sex.”
You laughed nervously, feeling a bit uncomfortable at the mention of his less than legal lifestyle. While you weren’t going to jump to conclusions and judge him, it was still a bit odd knowing that you were sitting across from a man that, more than likely, did illegal shit to make his money. And looking around at the very expensive restaurant you currently sat in, you were torn between wanting more details and just wanting to pretend that you never heard him mention any of that.
Kai could feel the nervousness rolling off you in waves, but he did nothing to soothe you. You were going to have to get used to it, because soon enough, a life with the Shie Hassaikai would be yours just as much as it was his.
The food and wine arrived a few moments later and all thoughts of Kai’s Yakuza lifestyle vanished from your thoughts at the sight of the delicious food. Kai had never seen anyone get so happy over food before, the adorable face you made upon taking your first bite was priceless. He felt his cock twitch again when he heard the loud and very dirty sounding moan you let out, and watching the way you licked the spoon was pure torture.
You noticed him staring and blushed hard. “S-Sorry, I’m a bit of a foodie, and this is some of the best seafood stew I have ever had. And considering the kind of cook my mom was, that is saying a lot. She was one of the best.”
“Was?” Kai asked for posterity’s sake. He already knew that both your parents were dead, but it would seem odd if he didn’t ask about it. The last thing he wanted right now was to tip you off on just how much he really knew about you and your personal life. He had a feeling you would not appreciate it and it would send you running for the hills in no time.
A sad smile took over your face. “Yeah, both her and my dad died in a drunk driving accident a few years ago. I’d... rather not talk about it.”
“I apologize for bringing up something painful like that. If I had known…”
You shake your head, your smile coming back to its full glory already. “It’s alright, you couldn’t have known. I’d just prefer to discuss something else is all.”
Kai nodded. “Very well. How about you tell me what it is your going to school for.”
And that was how your meal progressed.
Kai was more than eager to let you do most of the talking while he asked the questions. Sometimes asking you about things he already knew about, but mostly wanting to know about everything he didn’t know. He was right to assume that you were an intelligent woman, and it was nice to have his mind stimulated after suffering with the imbeciles in his gang for so long. Having you around the base was going to prove to be quite the pleasant change of pace.
“Are you sure you don’t want me to help cover the bill? I feel bad that you’re paying when it was my idea to come out in the first place.” You said, watching him pull a few rather large bills from his wallet to give to the waitress. You briefly wondered why he didn’t just use a card, but once you thought about it a bit more, you came to the conclusion that it must be because of his work. It was probably safer to use cash and not leave a paper trail. It was yet another stark reminder of that mildly uncomfortable knowledge.
“Absolutely not. I have more money then I know what to do with (Y/N), I’m happy to use it to spoil you.” He said as he stood to help you out of your chair.
“Well, if you’re sure…”
That was another thing about this that seemed odd, the two of you barely knew each other and yet he seemed so willing to go out of his way for you. To spoil you. And you had no idea what it was he wanted from you. Was he doing this in a hope that it would lead to sex? Or was it something else? You wanted to question him about it, but at the same time, you figured that you could just play it by ear and see what was going to happen. For the most part, he seemed like a fairly nice guy who just wanted to get to know you, you suppose you could just wait to see what his intentions were, if he had any at all. Besides, you were leaving the country in three weeks anyway. After that it wouldn’t matter what happened between the two of you.
Walking out of the restaurant, Kai slips his arm back around your waist as he walks you back to the hotel and you pray that none of the others are wandering around the area. It would be really difficult and awkward to have to explain to any of them why you’re letting someone who is basically a complete stranger drape themselves all over you. Luckily for you, Nell chose that exact moment to shoot you a text.
Hay Babes, just wanted to make sure you got your room key? We got an early day tomorrow, so the rest of us are heading to bed.
Yeah, I have it in my wallet. I should be back here shortly, I just got caught up browsing around a local antique shop.
Oki doki! Be safe while you’re on your way back. Love you!
Love you too hun!
Kai saw that you were sending out a few texts while you walked and he felt an intense wave of jealousy hit him as he wondered who exactly you were talking to and what you were saying. It was maddening that he could look down and see the words, clear as day, but didn’t know what was being said.
Getting you to use only Japanese was another thing the two of you were going to have to work on. Once you were with him, there would be no reason you should have to use your native language again, being able to speak and write in one that he couldn’t understand was unacceptable. There would be no secrets between you two, he wouldn’t stand for anything less than having you surrender yourself to him completely. You would probably argue that you needed some kind of privacy, but he would beg to differ. There would be no hiding from him, not even in the privacy of your own mind.
But for now, he knew that if he wanted to know, he would have to ask. “Something wrong?”
“No, just Nell checking up on me. She wanted to make sure I had my room key before they all went to bed.” You replied, putting your phone away.
“I see. Well it’s good that you have friends willing to look out for you like that”
It really wasn’t. In fact, it would make things more complicated, weather you wanted to stay willingly or not. If you choose to stay on your own, then they would more than likely try to convince you otherwise and if he had to force you, than there would be the problem of them looking for you and possibly knowing where you were last seen. They were going to be a thorn in his side either way, but unfortunately, he couldn’t just outright kill them or make them disappear. It would lead to too many cops and heroes patrolling the area and no matter how desperate he was for you, he would never jeopardize the Shie Hassaikai like that. But it seemed you had yet to tell them anything about him, he could only hope that it stayed that way.
The two of you did eventually make it back to your hotel, much to Kai’s disappointment. You were in the same alleyway across from the establishment as you were in the night before, reminding both of you of that kiss you shared.
“Well, I should probably get in there and get some sleep, got a long day tomorrow.” You said, turning around in his hold and looking up at his masked face. “Thank you for walking me back again Kai. This was really nice.”
Kai hummed and smirked behind the mask, his hands sliding down to grasp your hips while whispering in your ear. “Don’t tell me you’re just going to leave without giving me a proper goodbye.” His suspicions from earlier were confirmed when he felt you shiver and press yourself more against him, your ears were definitely sensitive.
“What did you have in mind? Wouldn’t a simple good night suffice?” You asked knowingly.
He pulled his mask off. “I was thinking that a good night kiss would be ideal, but someone’s being a little tease.”
You laughed at that. “Well if you insist, I certainly wouldn’t be complaining.”
Kai didn’t need to be told twice. His mouth latched onto yours almost instantly, his tongue sweeping past your lips to gain entry as he tugged you closer, grinding his half hard cock against you just like he did the night before.
Kai was in heaven when he felt your arms wind around his neck to tangle in his hair as he pulled you just a little deeper into the alleyway and away from any possible prying eyes. His mind kept chanting the one thing he so desperately wanted to say, but couldn’t for fear of scaring you off; Mine. Mine. Mine! MINE!
With a gasp, you pulled away, desperate for air. But Kai was nowhere near ready to be done with you, so he settled for trailing kisses up and down your neck, dreaming of a time when you could do nothing to stop him from littering the soft flesh with all the marks he wanted to leave.
You moaned in pleasure, feeling heat pooling in your lower belly and knew that if you didn’t stop this right now, that you probably weren’t going to be making it back to your room tonight.
“Kai!” You gasped his name, finding it harder and harder to form words as you gripped his shoulders tightly.
Kai nearly came right there in his pants when he heard you gasp his name like that, all breathy and full of pleasure. “That’s right Beautiful, say my name. I want to hear you scream it.” He breathed the words right into your sensitive ear.
You were just about to tell him to slow his roller when you felt it, Kai’s ungloved hand was slipping into your pants and straight down to your soaking wet and aching cunt. He wasted no time slipping two long fingers inside of you with barely any resistance and grinding the heel of his palm against your clit.
“Fuck…” He groaned at the feel of your tight, wet heat surrounding his fingers. He could only imagine how you were going to feel wrapped around his cock. “You’re so wet for me, and so fucking tight…” He said, pumping his fingers faster and curling them just a bit to find that pleasure spot he heard women have.
You couldn’t believe this was happening as you gasped and moaned, bringing a hand up to block out the majority of the sounds you were making. You couldn’t believe you were getting finger-fucked in some dark, dirty alleyway in Japan by a man you hardly knew… and you were enjoying it. For someone who had no experience with women, he sure was playing you like a fucking master, you thought as he kept hitting your g-spot and your clit at the same time.
Kai could tell just from the way you were trembling and clenching down on his hand that you were close. He wanted you to cum, he really did, but first he wanted to hear you beg him for it. He wanted you to ask him like a good little girl.
“Are you getting close (Y/N)? Are you ready for me to let you cum?” He asked, licking a long line up your neck and straight to your ear.
You managed to open your eyes and meet his stare, instantly becoming trapped in his swirling amber gaze. You were lost in the pleasure he was giving you and all you could manage was a nod of your head.
“Then ask for it.” He ordered. “Say my name and beg me to let you cum. Use that pretty mouth of yours and say the words. Say it!” He punctuated the end of it with a sharp thrust for emphasis.
You were too far gone and needed this to end, you needed him to make you come undone and you barely even thought about it as the words he wanted slipped past your lips.
“P-Please Kai, let me cum! F-Fuck! Make me cum, I want to cum for you. Please let me?” You begged, sobbing quietly into his shoulder at this point to muffle the lewd sounds, you could hear a wet squelching noise every time he thrust back inside of you.
The sound of you begging was like music to his ears as he pushed you back to slam you against the wall as he doubled his efforts on your clit. “Cum for me than (Y/N), let me feel your tight little pussy squeeze down on my fingers.”
And you did, you came harder than you ever thought you could have as a silent scream was torn from your throat, your body locking up and your eyes rolling back into your head with just the littlest bit of drool leaking from the corner of your mouth. You were beautiful and Kai was determined to commit the sight to memory as he finger-fucked you all the way through it.
You gasped, trying to catch your breath after what just happened and all you could think to say it was one thing. “What did I say about taking it slow?” It would’ve been a reprimand, if you weren’t smiling and laughing breathlessly.
Kai chuckled and removed his had from your pants. “I didn’t hear you complaining, and I’m not going to apologize.” He said, looking at his soaking wet fingers in curiosity and mild disgust for a moment before a positively wicked thought came to mind and he brought the digits up to your face. “Now be a good girl and clean up your mess for me.”
You looked at him in shock for a moment, completely bewildered by this seeming germaphobe wanting to do these dirty things at all. But a much bigger part of you was curious how he would react if you did do it.
So you did.
You took both of them into your mouth at the same time, never once breaking eye contact with him, and proceeded to suck them just the same as you would a cock. Bobbing your head up and down, swirling your tongue around and in between them and grazing them just the tiniest bit with your teeth before releasing them with a sounding pop. You felt powerful when you heard him groan out a curse and bite his lip, it was a good feeling.
“Dirty little minx.” He mumbled before giving you another long a languid kiss, your sweet taste exploding on his tongue and he found himself wishing that he had been the one to clean off his fingers, you tasted even better then he could have imagined, but once again you were the one to pull back, much to his annoyance.
“As much as I would love for this too continue Kai, I really should be getting back into the hotel. I still have to be up early tomorrow.”
Kai sighed, reminding himself that he needed to play it safe for now, soon he wouldn’t have to hold back and he could fuck you to his hearts content, anytime and anywhere he wanted. But for now… “Very well. You best get going then, before I change my mind and drag you back home with me and tie you down to the bed. If that happens, I’d never let you go.” He kissed your forehead again, just like the night before.
You laughed at that, clearly thinking he was just joking and never once suspecting that he was being genuinely honest. That he would tie you up and never let you go, no matter if you wanted it or not.
“Fine. Can you do something for me though?”
“What’s that?” He asked curiously.
“Can you shoot me a text me when you get home? Just for my peace of mind, so I know you’re safe.”
Kai felt his heart clench a bit at the care you were showing him. This was just one more reason to add to the growing list of why he wanted you, he wanted that care and affection to be his forever and now that he had a taste of it, he was never going to give it up.
“I can do that. Now go on, before I change my mind about letting you go.” He said, giving you one last kiss and turning you around to push you towards the hotel entrance, making sure to give your ass a firm pat in the process.
You squeaked and turned around to glare half halfheartedly at him, but the smile you wore definitely lessened the impact. “Good night Kai. See you soon.”
“Good night Beautiful.” Kai whispered back, watching you until you were out of sight before leaving himself. He had so much more to do before things would be ready for you to be brought home, but after tonight, he knew that it would all be worth it in the end.
After writing this chapter, I’m almost regretting what I have to do next…
I hope you all enjoy this newest update!
Warnings: Stalking, creepy thoughts, mentions of kidnapping, suggestive themes, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more...
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Five more days. That was how much longer you were set to be in Japan before you had to return home, back to regular college courses, back to your sister, back to your normal life, and…
“And away from Kai…” You said aloud, an unhappy feeling growing in your chest. You had never expected to come to this country and have a whirlwind romance with some random stranger. And even if you had been planning/wanting this to happen, you certainly never expected to find yourself liking him as much as you did. It was a bitter pill to swallow, knowing that it was all going to have to come to an end soon.
The last two weeks had been crazy to say the least. Between sightseeing and tours with your friends and classmates during the day, and then spending as much time with Kai as you could afterwards, it was a wonder you had even found the time to sleep. And keeping it from your friends was getting to be a pain, but you didn’t want to worry them or subsequently listen to their lectures on how unsafe you were being. Maybe after you get home you might tell them about what you had really been up to when you went off on ‘your own’, but for now, you just kinda wanted to enjoy this little secret as much as you could without any interference.
That’s actually what you were doing right now, waiting to meet up with Kai at that same park bench. It had kinda become synonymous with the two of you. If you wanted to meet up, it was always at this particular spot, and he always dropped you off across from the hotel in that same alley.
It was sometimes hard to find a chance to meet up, what with your day trips around the city and his busy schedule as someone in the Yakuza, a fact you were still very uncomfortable with, but the two of you had managed to meet up a few times over the last two and a half weeks. And even when you can't find the time to see each other, you still kept in touch via texting.
He was constantly messaging you, wanting to know where you were and what you were doing, if you were being safe and if anyone was giving you any trouble while you were out and about. It was a bit annoying and very suffocating in a way, but you tried to overlook it since you figured he was probably just worried since you did seem to be a magnet for trouble here in this country.
The only time it had truly bothered you to a serious degree was a few days ago when he had called you multiple times in a row and left a fairly large number of texts, all because you had forgotten that you were going to be out for the day visiting a site that had no cell reception. You had gotten reception back just in time to miss one more call from him and had quickly excused yourself to the nearest single-person restroom to call him back.
That call had been somewhat of a nightmare. He had answered before the first ring was even done and had immediately and quite frantically began grilling you on your whereabouts that day. To which you had told him the truth, that you had completely forgotten about that little detail, in fact, the only reason you had even remembered at all was because you had tried to send him a text to ask how his morning was going so far. But by that point, you were already there and couldn’t do anything about it.
He’d calmed down after that and proceeded to apologize for his behavior, insisting that he had just gotten overly worried because he hadn’t had any problems reaching you before, so when he couldn’t this time, he may have panicked and overreacted.
As annoyed as you had been, you forgave him, he had apologized after all and admitted that he went overboard. You also just chalked it up to another case of him being socially awkward, he had obviously never been in a relationship before do to his Mysophobia, and the rather illegal lifestyle he was apart of probably didn’t help matters any.
And other than a few other little ticks he had; such as getting a bit too handsy in public, trying to buy you all sorts of expensive things that you constantly said no to and the occasional time or two where he had said something similar to that night the two of you first kissed, he has been a perfect gentleman otherwise.
He was always taking you to nice restaurants, pulling your chair out for you, opening doors for you, and showering you with compliments. But it was more than that, it was the conversations that the two of you shared that made it so easy to look past all his rather strange oddities. Because, Yakuza or not, there was no denying that Kai Chisaki was a very intelligent man. And despite his extreme and somewhat controversial views on certain subjects, he never once talked about said views without some kind of reasoning or evidence to back it up. It made for a very interesting set of conversations between the two of you.
You were beginning to fall for him, and you weren’t sure how you felt about that.
The two of you had yet to discuss what was going to happen after you went home. Were you just going to end it right then and there and think of it as a nice couple of weeks spent in the heat of the moment? Or did he want to try and keep this going even after you went back home? The idea of a long distance relationship was not an appealing one to you. But there was one more option, one that you had already been considering even before this trip, Kai was just an added bonus to the equation.
You were studying Japanese so you could teach English in the country. If you could, at some point, get a teaching job here in the city, then you would be free to continue seeing each other. It was the most ideal option, all things considered and the one that you liked the most. It might take a year or two to get there, but you were willing to wait if he was. And even if something were to happen and derail whatever this thing was between the two of you, you could always just stay home and teach there or teach in a completely different city, and you’d never have to worry about running into him. It was a win win either way you looked at it.
Your phone alerted you that you had a new message. It was from Kai.
I’ll be there shortly. Stay out of trouble until I arrive.
I will! See you in a bit.
You smiled, tucking your phone back into your purse. “Guess I’ll talk to him about it when he gets here.”
Today had been a long day for the young head of the Shie Hassaikai and he was desperate to be in your calming presence. He always felt as if he could breathe a bit easier when he had you nearby. He didn’t think he’d ever been as calm and relaxed in all his life then when he was with you and it was getting harder to let you go each and every time he had to drop you off after one of your outings together.
He wasn’t just teetering on the edge any more, he was full blown obsessed, and he knew it. He wasn’t stupid enough to count this as mere fascination anymore, nor was he deluded enough to think that this was normal. He knew how far he had fallen in these last few weeks and he reveled in it. He delighted in how powerful you made him feel. Just knowing that you were so small and helpless against both him and the outside world made his ego grow that much bigger. You needed him to protect and care for you, money was no problem and he could provide you with everything you could ever want or need right from the comfort of the base. He wanted to give you the best of everything, no matter what it might be.
He had nearly destroyed his office the other day when he couldn’t get a hold of you, it was the one day that he absolutely needed Chrono to handle other important matters and had to send someone else to keep an eye on you. Someone who had come back to tell him that he had lost sight of you when your group’s bus left the city limits. Needless to say, said individual is still being cleaned off the walls and floor.
There would never be a reason for you to leave his side, whether he was working in his office or in a meeting, you were going to become a permanent fixture in his day to day life and he in yours. Already he felt the ache of your absence whenever he had to leave you, after only a short amount of time he was thoroughly addicted to the rush you gave him. Though he would never admit this out loud, he never realized how lonely he had been until he found you and now that he had someone he could touch at will, he never intended to let you go.
He thought for sure that after having his fingers buried in your tight, wet cunt he would have been so disgusted he would never want to look at you again. Shockingly, that was not the case, because he found himself craving you more than ever after that. The way you had squeezed down so tightly on his digits, the way you had moaned his name and begged him for release in that breathless voice, even the way you had sucked his fingers clean, none of it was making his skin crawl.
After he had left you, the first thing he did was go straight back to his room to jerk off in a scalding hot shower, an act he still felt was far beneath him. Luckily he would never have to perform such a degrading act ever again once he had you there to satiate his needs, and he yours.
He had fantasized about you dropping to your knees to suck his cock and staring up at him with those big needy eyes, putting you on all fours and pounding you from behind, or making you warm his cock while he sat in his office during a long phone call, that would certainly make those tedious sessions more bearable. But the thing that finally pushed him over the edge and made him cum was when he imagined dropping to his knees and shoving his face between your legs to feast on your sopping wet pussy. Never once in all his life did he think he would find gratification in such a vile and disgusting act, but it seemed that nothing about you was capable of giving him the same reactions that other people did. It did a lot to convince him that the two of you were made to be together.
He nodded to Chrono as he neared the park entrance, a quick indication that he was free to leave and go about his usual duties.
The sight of you sitting on that now oh so familiar bench had him stopping to stare for a moment, something he did quite often before approaching you. He found you to be simply beautiful, no matter what the situation was.
You must have sensed you were being watched because you slowly looked around and smiled when you spotted him. “Any reason you’re just standing there and watching me like a creeper?” You asked good-naturedly.
“Simply enjoying the view is all.” He replied, sitting on the bench and draping an arm around your shoulders.
You laughed sweetly and leaned into his side, a sound of contentment leaving your lips. “Always the charmer.”
Kai smiled behind his dust mask, his gloved fingers playing with the ends of your hair as you both sat in comfortable silence with one another for a time. You snuggled further into his side and he knew that this was exactly where you belonged.
“I can’t believe I have to leave in five days. I’m really going to miss this.” You mumbled without thinking, and you immediately felt him tense.
‘Here it comes…’
“Can you repeat that for me Beautiful?” Kai said, his voice tense and strained as he sat up, his posture going rigid and stiff.
You sat up with him but were unable to meet his gaze directly, constantly shifting your gaze to look around him or to your lap. You knew that he was going to be upset, you were to obviously, but he seemed a bit more so than you originally thought.
“I-I said that… umm… I’m going to miss this. Miss you and-and whatever this is when I go back home in a few d-days.” You managed to stemmer out.
He was so silent, that if it weren’t for the fact that you could still see his silhouette out of the corner of your eye, you would have thought he’d gotten up and left. You waited for what felt like an eternity before he finally responded.
However, it wasn’t the kind of response you were expecting. Not even close…
Your gaze shot up to his and you reared back at the sight of his eyes, they were wide and shaking, his pupils dilated so small that you could barely see them.
He reached out with those white gloved hands of his, one taking hold of your chin to keep you from looking away and the other wrapping around your back to keep you from moving. “(Y/N), you can’t honestly just expect me to let you go now that I’ve found you. You’re the only person I’ve ever been able to touch without feeling repulsed and I find that I’ve grown quite attached to you over these last few weeks. Please don’t make this difficult on either of us.”
You gulped, unsure of what to say to him, it was obvious that he thought you were just going to leave and let whatever this was between you two die. Maybe if you just explained the options to him he would calm down.
“K-Kai, listen to me, I’m not saying that we should end whatever this is between us if that is what you’re worried about.” You started off as gently as possible, like you were talking to a wounded animal or something. “But I do have to go home. I have my older sister to think about, not to mention my career. I want to get a job teaching here in Japan, and if we’re both still interested in pursuing this when I come back then I would love that. It’s not ideal, but it’s the only option besides a long distance relationship.”
It was difficult to tell what he was thinking, only being able to see half his face. But what you could gauge from his expression didn’t seem promising, nor were his next words as his grip on you tightened to an almost painful degree.
“I think you might have misunderstood what I was saying.” He brought his lips down to your ear to whisper them to you, an action that normally had you moaning and turning into a puddle in his arms. Now it only served to frighten you as the words spilled forth from his mouth.
“I am not giving you a choice, you are not going to be leaving. Not now, not ever. You’re staying right here with me and that’s the end of this discussion (Y/N). I don’t want to hear another word about it. Now, let’s just enjoy the rest of our evening together, shall we?”
Time slowed down for you after that as he loosened his hold on you, or at least it seemed like it did as your mouth fell open and closed like a gasping fish out of water. You couldn’t have heard him right, it had to be a mistake, you thought, waiting to see his eyes light up with a smile and for him to say he was joking.
But he never did that. He only kept staring at you with those hard, impassive golden eyes as it finally dawned on you that he was being completely and utterly serious. And for the first time, you found yourself afraid of him and what he might do to you.
“K-Kai, you can’t be serious, right? You can’t just expect me to give up my entire life, my friends, my sister, everything, just to stay here with you in a foreign country on a whim.” You said frantically, standing up from the bench to face him, hoping that being on your own two feet would give you some semblance of control in this crazy situation. “It’s insane! We barely know each other!”
But before you could even blink he was on you, his arm sliding back around your waist as his other gripped your hair to pull your head back, forcing you to look up at him. His mask was gone.
“I can and do expect that of you my love. You are mine, you’ve been mine since the moment I saved you from becoming roadkill.” He said forcefully. “I do not like having to repeat myself (Y/N), so when I fucking say something to you, you had best listen.” He trailed off for a moment, loosening the hold he had on your hair in favor of touching your face. “I can provide for you and give you a comfortable life, all I ask in return is that you give yourself to me and stay by my side. Say that you’re my woman and I’ll treat you like royalty, I’ll give you the world on a silver platter, or… you can fight me.” You no longer found his smirk attractive, now it was only bone chilling. “I’ll still treat you as good as gold, but you won’t have many privileges away from my side, if any at all. You’ll be more like a pampered pet.”
His words were finally sinking in and you were terrified beyond reason at this point, you had no idea how to respond. Every nerve in your body is telling you to run, but you can’t seem to find the strength to move as you replayed the last few weeks in your head, over and over again, trying to find where it all went wrong. If you had to hazard a guess, Kai did just say he’s been feeling this way from the very beginning.
So many things were finally starting to fall into place though. Like his constant need to know where you were, who you were with, and what you were doing at all times. His slip ups when calling you his or saying that you belonged to him, things that you simply wrote off as weird behavioral ticks or social awkwardness. There were so many red flags when you thought about it that you were beginning to feel stupid for not noticing them sooner.
You found your voice finally. “K-Kai, please let me go?! This is wrong and you’re seriously scaring the shit out of me right now!” You didn’t care how pathetic you sounded or that you were begging, all that mattered was getting as far away from this man as possible.
Kai’s hand returned to your hair as soon as he felt you struggling and he pulled you closer, pressing your bodies as close together as he could. He didn’t like the fearful look in your eyes, not one bit. A little dose of fear every now and then could be useful to keep you in line, but not this much. Not so much that it left you shaking like a leaf with tears brimming in the corners of your eyes.
“Don’t give me that look Beautiful, fear doesn’t suit your pretty face. I’m only saying this because you need to hear it, I have your best interests in mind. Just try to remember that everything that comes after this is for your own good.” He brushed his lips ever so softly against your own as he whispered. “Just trust me to take care of you.”
The kiss he gave you next was deep and passionate and if this had happened just fifteen minutes ago, you would have been putty in his arms and returning it just as good. Now you just stood there like a statue as he forced his tongue inside your mouth, trying in vain to get you to respond as you normally would have but failing spectacularly.
Kai pulled away from you, looking down at your still shell-shocked face, this was definitely not how he wanted this conversation to go. He would have preferred to bring it up over dinner, asking you to stay with him and become his. But as soon as you had mentioned leaving, it was like all his rational thoughts had flown right out the window and he was willing to do whatever was necessary to make you see reason, even if he had to force it on you. There was no choice for you to make, in his mind, you already belonged to him. Whether or not you realized that was not an issue, you would come to accept it in time, even if he had to break you down piece by piece to make that happen.
“I can see that this news of our future together has caused you some distress my love.” He said, hugging your stiff body and stroking your back in an attempt to comfort you. “Please know that I never wanted it to turn out this way, but you must understand (Y/N), I can’t let you go. You belong to me now, and while I want you to be with me by choice, I will have you by my side forcefully if I must.”
He sighed in frustration when you never responded to him, perhaps some time to think would do you some good. “I think it’s best if we parted ways for the night, clearly you need some time to think over how you want this to play out, so I will allow you to return to the hotel on your own tonight.” He took one single step away from you.
You didn’t bother acknowledging him at all as you turned away from him as quick as you possibly could and began to speed walk away, the tears brought on by fear, frustration and genuine heartbreak finally spilling over.
“One more thing before you leave my love.” His voice called out, he sounded far too smug and sure of himself.
You wanted to keep going, to ignore him and never look back but you still stopped for some reason, tensing up when you felt his hands on your hips and his lips at your ear.
“I don’t think I need to tell you that going to the cops and heroes would be a bad idea, but I figured it couldn’t hurt to remind you.” He pressed your ass back against his aching cock, the control he had over you right now was turning him on like nothing else. “If you try anything stupid like that, and I can assure you that I’ll know about it, it won’t be you that gets hurt, but one of your friends. Do try to keep their safety in mind when you make your choices, I’d hate to have to get my hands dirty unnecessarily.” He was still grinding himself on you, his voice husky as he fought to keep himself under control as best he could. “Do you understand me (Y/N)?”
You nodded quickly, wanting this to be over already.
“Not good enough. How can I believe you if you don’t say it. Come on Beautiful, it’s just one word. Say it!”
A broken sob slipped past your lips as you managed to speak. “Yes.”
“That’s my good girl.” The grinding immediately stopped and he stepped away from you again. “Now go on and think about what we discussed. Rest assured, I’ll be in touch with you tomorrow, my love. Have a good night.”
You couldn’t think, you couldn’t speak, you couldn’t do much of anything. All you were capable of doing was running away as fast as you could.
Were getting into the thick of it now! Anyone want to take a stab at what’s going to happen next?!
And as always, thank you to @talpup! These chapters would not be coming out near as fast if it wasn't for our wonderful brainstorming sessions and all the great ideas you've helped me concoct!
Warnings: Stalking, creepy thoughts, kidnapping, suggestive themes, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more…
Thank you so much (as always) to @talpup for proofreading this chapter for me! Much obliged!
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“(Y/N)? Hay, (Y/N)!”
You jumped at the sound of Nell’s voice calling out to you, your head snapping up to look at her familiar, worried expression, the same one she’s been giving you since last night when you had come back looking like death warmed over. Her yellow eyes held nothing but concern and you hated not being able to share with her what was wrong.
You didn’t even want to think about what could happen to her if you told her about Kai. But no matter how much you wanted to confide in her this time, you wouldn’t risk putting her and the others in danger like that. Your gut was telling you that Kai Chisaki would absolutely follow through with his threat, now if only your gut could have given you some kind of warning about him from the very start, that would have been fantastic. Though if you had only paid closer attention to all those little red flags, then maybe you could have avoided this situation all together, you thought bitterly.
“What’s up babes?” You tried to sound as cheerful as you could, but you knew she wasn’t buying it, she was just waiting until you were ready to talk on your own, something that would never happen this time.
“I said, do you want to go take a picture with those statues over there?” She said, pointing out a couple of stone fox statues near the edge of the temple you were visiting.
You shrug your shoulders. “Sure. But we’ll have to use your phone, I forgot mine back at the hotel by mistake.” You were lying through your teeth, you left it on purpose, too scared to see what kinds of things Kai was going to say next. You had shoved it under your pillow last night before falling into a fitful sleep that was plagued by golden eyes watching your every move and had been too scared to touch it the next morning for fear of what might be on there. You hoped that a day away from it would help you build up the courage to look when you get back.
You desperately hoped that last night was just some cruel, elaborate joke and he was just going to ignore you now that he had gotten his rocks off at your terrified expense. You knew that was highly unlikely though.
You couldn’t sit still, you couldn’t stop looking around as if Kai might jump out at any second to grab you and you couldn’t shake the feeling that you were being watched. You wondered if this was what meth addicts meant when they said it felt like bugs were crawling under their skin. Because that’s exactly how you felt, itchy and exposed, like every piece of you was torn open and on display for his golden eyed gaze to peer at. You hated feeling this way and it took every ounce of willpower you had to keep the frustrated tears at bay as you walked over to the statues with Nell.
You failed to pay attention to your surroundings though, you were so busy looking for golden eyes and a dust mask that you completely failed to notice the set of thin dark eyes that had been watching you for close to a month now.
Chrono watched the way you looked around, knowing someone was watching you but being unable to pick out who it was from all the faces in the crowds. He sighed and honestly contemplated just grabbing you the second he got the chance to drag you back to the base, Overhaul’s fury over him acting on his own be damned.
After watching you for a month, he could see why his leader was so drawn to you. You were pleasing enough on the eyes, though that could just be because you were a foreigner and therefore ‘exotic’. A quirkless, pretty face, that’s all he thought you amounted to at first.
But he did see more than that now. You were wickedly smart, with a level of snark that could put most gangsters to shame, and from what he could see from your interactions with your friends, fiercely loyal as well. All good traits to have if you were to be the woman that belonged to the leader of the Shie Hassaikai. Your only flaws were how soft and shy you were, though he guessed that’s probably something an alpha male like Overhaul would want in a woman.
Overhaul wanting a woman at all was just strange, let alone one he intended to keep around for more then just sex. But he supposed that even someone like Kai couldn’t hold out on basic urges forever, it made sense then that he would pick one woman and one woman only for something like that. Not for any sentimental reasons mind you, he was just far too clean and anal to ever consider sharing his bed or body with more than one person, though it was definitely a lot of both with you.
He had known Overhaul longer than anyone, save for the big boss, and he could clearly see how hard he had fallen for you, hell, he never even tried to avoid catching feelings for you, he just let it happen. In a way, Chrono actually thought it was a good thing. Kai was going to do whatever it took to keep you by his side for the rest of his life, and with as possessive as he already was over you, it was only bound to get worse. Which meant that he was going to be doing even more to ensure the Yakuza rose back to power in order to give you a better life and protection, he was going to be even more defensive and meticulous when it came to their dealings and operations now. It was a win win for everyone involved. Though based on what Kai told him this morning, you might not think so at first.
“Good thing Overhaul is falling for you (Y/N)-san, that means he won’t risk breaking your mind, only your will to fight him. I’d say that’s a win for you.”
“Are you sure you don’t want to come down to the hotel bar with us?” Nell asked from the doorway, the others having already headed down from their rooms. No one besides Nell ever questioning your anti-social behavior and you weren’t sure if that made you more worried for yourself or less worried for them.
“Yeah. I want to call my sister and talk to her while it’s still early back home, so you go on without me. I’ll be fine.” In reality, you just wanted to be able to go through whatever horrors were waiting on your phone without the prying eyes of others watching you have a melt down.
Nell frowned at you, once more picking up on the subtle hints that somehow told her you weren’t being completely honest with her. “I know something happened last night to upset you and it has to do with whatever you’ve been up to when you go wandering off on your own.”
You looked down, unable to meet her eyes and unable to completely deny her accusation. “I-I don’t… I just don’t want to talk about it right now Nell… but I promise I’ll tell you all about it when we get home. Sound good?” The smile you gave her was more genuine than any of the others you had forced throughout the day and that seemed to pacify her for the time, as she came over to give you a hug.
“I promise. Now go and have a few drinks for me, okay.”
“Fine fine. Tell your sister I said hi.”
“Will do.” You lied.
The door closed and you waited a moment to make sure no one was going to come back before you reached under your pillow to take hold of your phone, the device feeling uncomfortably heavy in your hand as you plugged it in, using the time it took to charge up a bit to mentally prepare yourself.
40 Missed Calls and 16 Voicemails from Kai
25 Unread Texts from Kai
You didn’t bother listening to the voicemails, you were pretty sure the texts could tell you everything you needed to know about how he was feeling.
They read as follows:
Good morning Beautiful, I hope you slept well.
Do you have an answer for me my love?
Should we meet at our usual spot to discuss things? I would love to resume our date from last night.
You had best answer me soon (Y/N). I don’t appreciate being kept waiting.
Answer the fucking phone before I come down to that hotel and make you answer me in person when I take you over my knee!
I know you left your phone at the hotel and if you don’t fucking call me the very second you get back, I promise that you will not like the consequences!
‘How does he know that?!’
They just kept getting progressively worse from there on, some of them even starting to sound sexual to the point that it made you want to vomit. And you may have just done that if it wasn’t for his next timely call. You let it ring and go straight to voicemail for the umpteenth time today. Maybe this would be the last time, you thought.
No such luck. He sent another text.
I know you’re there (Y/N). I’m going to call one more time and if you don’t answer, I’m going to assume that you’ve decided to go about this the hard way.
‘How could he possibly know that? Is it something to do with his quirk? Come to think of it, he never told me what his quirk is.’
You felt like you were making a grave mistake by ignoring the call, but you just couldn’t bring yourself to do it. So you let it ring.
The next text sent chills up your spine.
So you’ve settled on the hard way I see. That’s a pity, I really was hoping to make things easier on you my love, but I suppose we’ll get there in time. I’ll see you soon, try not to miss me too much.
Setting your phone down, you finally felt the weight and magnitude of the situation barring down on you. You were officially being stalked by a man who was obviously very dangerous and quite possibly a criminal. He said that he only had ‘loose’ connections to the organization he worked for, but you were beginning to suspect that that was a lie and he was more involved then he led you to believe. The amount of money he had to throw around was ridiculous and despite not knowing much about organized crime, you had enough common sense to know that someone who was only ‘loosely’ affiliated probably wouldn’t be getting paid that kind of cash.
He had already told you what would happen if you went to the police or the pros, and you weren’t willing to try and see if he was bluffing or not. You couldn’t risk putting Nell and the others in danger like that, nor could you tell them what was happening since they would all collectively agree to drag you to the nearest police station.
All you could think to do was stay as close to everyone as possible until it was time to go home. And if by some nightmarish chance the trouble followed you home, at least you’d have the home field advantage and could go to the cops and heroes you’d known since you were a kid, people you trusted to take you seriously. You would just need to avoid erasing the voicemails and texts from your phone so you could keep them as evidence.
Just yesterday, you were dreading leaving, now you couldn’t wait to get back home and forget all about Kai Chisaki and the crazy nonsense he was putting you through.
“Just a few more days. Just a few more days and I can put this all behind me.” It was a mantra you kept chanting to yourself as you bury your face in your knees and cry, one that felt more like wishful thinking than anything else.
Kai watched you cry yourself to sleep on the monitors and his hands were itching to reach out and touch you, to run over your body and comfort you as best he could despite knowing that he was the reason for these tears. He knew that he was being a bit extreme, but how else were you going to learn not to disobey him. Yes, he was incredibly angry that you were ghosting him and pretending like he didn’t exist, but after last night, he had a feeling that this was how things were going to go down.
With that being said though, he still had to make you understand that everything he did from now on was for your benefit and safety, no matter how cruel it might seem. He wanted you to be completely reliant on him for everything; happiness, comfort, safety, pleasure, even just your day to day necessities like bathing and eating, he didn’t want you to be able to do a damn thing without looking to him for his approval first. He was addicted to the power he had over you, it was like a drug that just got better and better with every hit, and he wanted his next fix to be permanent and never ending, because the withdrawals were driving him to the brink of insanity.
After he had gotten back last night he had given Mimic a list of some very specific things he would need for you. He needed to be able to handle you without the use of his quirk or violence. He had no intention of ever using his quirk on you unless it was for your protection and he only intended to slap you around a bit if you proved to be too stubborn for your own good, and even then he was going to try and get you to see reason before he resorted to harsher means of punishment. That’s why your punishments for this little display of unruly behavior were going to be more humiliating than painful.
He smiled wickedly behind his mask when he imagined strapping you down to the bed and taping vibrator’s to your sensitive little clit and nipples, and just leaving you there for hours while he went to work in his office. He wanted to come back and have you so out of your mind that you would beg him to fuck your pussy with his tongue and cock.
But first, that’s not how he planned to do things for the first time. No, he didn’t want fuck you during your first time together, he wanted to make love to you. Of course, it would be on his terms and his way, but he still wanted you to look back on it one day and smile fondly, even if you were begging him to stop the whole time like he knew you were going to. This was all for you, he knew that while you might be unhappy for quite some time, you would eventually come around and realize just what you meant to him, and he to you. You would fall in love with him, no matter what vile and horrible things he made you do, or did to you, you would come to see that it had all been necessary in the long run.
A sudden knock on the door, probably Chrono, ripped his attention away from both the monitor and the raging hard on that was growing in his pants.
Chrono walked in, taking note of the sour look on Overhaul’s face. “I take it the call didn’t go over well?”
“She’s being stubborn and refuses to answer either my calls or my texts. I love that pride and spark of her’s, but I’m definitely going to have to work on breaking it a bit if all she’s going to do is fight me with it.” He said with an exasperated sigh.
Chrono could see how frustrated the young boss was and he knew that if things were ever going to get back to normal or improve around the base, then you were going to need to be brought home as soon as possible.
“What would you like me to do?”
Kai looked up at him, his gaze cold and calculating. “Leave her be for tonight. But starting tomorrow, I want you to grab her the very moment she finds herself alone, use minimal force if you have to. She’s bound to get overconfident and make a mistake at some point between now and the day she’s supposed to leave.”
Chrono nodded. “And on the off chance that she doesn’t? What will you do if that kind of opportunity doesn’t show itself and she makes her scheduled flight as planned?”
Kai scowled at the idea of having to deal with a headache like that, but he would if he had to. “I honestly don’t think that that will be an issue, but if it does happen, I will figure something out. I’ll have her here with me one way or another, mark my words.”
It was finally time to go home and you were feeling happier today than you had been feeling all the rest of the week! It was finally time to leave and get away from the fear and paranoia that had been haunting you for the last few days, time to get away from Kai Chisaki and all his crazy bullshit.
You had a huge smile on your face as you and everyone else packed up the last few of your things to leave for the airport. You couldn’t wait to feel that plane takeoff and wave bye bye to this country for good. Screw getting a job here, you could always just get one teaching English classes to the Japanese foreigners back home.
“You seem to be in one hell of a good mood this morning. Happy to be going back home?” Nell asked as she came walking over, the blue scales around her eyes twinkling a bit in the early morning sun.
“So happy! I can’t wait to see my sister and sleep in my own bed. But I think the first thing I want to do is head straight for The Diner to have some gooey cheesy fries.” You gushed, unable to hold back the relief and joy you were feeling.
Nell threw back her head and laughed right along with you. “I am totally down for putting on a few cheese pounds with you.” Nell said as she suddenly reached out to give you a hug. “I’m really glad you’re feeling better, but you still have to tell me what was up with you this week. Your not getting out of it.” She said, pulling back and giving you a stern look.
“I’ll tell you all about it on the plane, I promise, you just have to promise me you won’t yell and shout.” You reassured her, feeling more grateful than ever for her silent and steady support. You were going to have to plan a girls day or something to thank her for that. If it wasn’t for her and your sister, you weren’t sure what you would have done.
“I’ll do my best. Now let’s get this stuff downstairs, the shuttle bus to the airport is going to be here soon.”
You nodded and the two of you picked up your luggage and walked out the door together.
The ride to the airport was pretty uneventful, most of you talking amongst yourselves or taking quick power naps on the way.
Arriving at the airport was a completely different story however. It seemed that your flight was going to be delayed for about an hour or two, so everyone had kind of wandered off to occupy themselves until it was time to leave.
“Do you want a coffee, I’m in serious need of some caffeine right about now?” Nell asked, standing up and pointing out a little coffee shop in the airport.
You gave her a smile. “No. I’m way too hyped up for coffee right now. You go on ahead.”
“Oki doki! Be back in a jiffy!” She said and skipped off to get her fix.
After about ten minutes though, you suddenly felt the need to use the restroom. Over the last few days, you had made it a point to never go anywhere alone, not even to the bathroom, but with Nell away and all the other girls out of sight, it looked like you were going to have to brave it on your own this time. It should be fine, you thought, you’ll take your phone and carry on bag with you and there’s hundreds, if not thousands, of people here.
‘I’m as safe as can be.’
You turned to one of your male friends who was sitting next to you, tapping away at his phone, and called out his name to get his attention. “Can you watch mine and Nell’s luggage while I run off to the restroom real quick?”
“Sure. Go ahead.”
“Thanks!” You said, rushing off to find the nearest toilet.
You were just washing your hands when you heard the last of the other occupants leave the room, it made you feel a little nervous, but you would be done and out in just a second. But not even a second after thinking that, you heard the door open and someone walk in. That was good.
“(Y/N)-san, I’m going to need you to come with me.”
That relief was short lived…
You heard a male voice speak up and it felt like your fear was seizing you by the neck. Every nerve you had was on high alert and every hair on your body was standing on end as you whipped around. There was a young man in a white rain coat standing near the door, he had dark eyes and pale hair with three locks falling down and taking the shape of clock hands, probably something to do with his quirk, he couldn’t have been much older than you.
“W-Who are you and how do you know me? This is a women’s restroom, get out before someone comes in.” You were trying to sound stern, but there was no denying the tremble in your voice or the way your body was shaking in terror. You knew that Kai had something to do with this, there was no other explanation.
“No one is going to be coming in. I have someone outside to make sure of that. As for who I am,” He reached into his coat and pulled out a phone, holding it up to show what appeared to be a live video feed… a live feed of Nell! “You can call me Chrono, Kai sent me to fetch you. He says it’s time to come home.”
“What is that?! What does she have to do with this?!” You asked frantically, self preservation long forgotten in favor of worry for your best friend. “Please! Please don’t hurt her!” You begged, throwing your pride to the wind.
“She’ll be fine as long as you come with me quietly and don’t make a fuss. If you can’t do that for me, then your going to have to watch a bullet fly through her pretty little head and maybe a few of your other friends as well.” He said without batting an eye.
You spoke without thinking. “A-Anything! I’ll do anything you say, j-just please leave them alone.” If you had to do this for them then you would, you could never live with yourself if something happened to any of them.
Chrono put the phone away, pleased that this was going so smoothly. Overhaul had been right, using others to force your hand was much easier than threatening you directly. “Good. You would have been coming with me anyway but at least this way you get to save your friends.”
You were glad that the fear and anger and adrenaline were keeping your tears in check as you hung your head low. No way in hell were you about to show this asshole how terrified you really were. He probably already knew, but you wanted to keep at least some of your dignity.
“What do you want me to do?”
“For starters, pull the hood of your jacket up and hide as much of your hair as you can. Then, throw your bag in the trash and give me your phone. After that, we leave. There’s someone waiting outside with a cloaking quirk that can hide us from both the people in the airport and the security cameras. If you try anything funny, I’ll make the call to have her head blown off. Now hurry up.”
You did as he said, tucking your hair behind your back inside your jacket and pulling the hood up, even tightening the strings to make the hood hide more of your face. Then, with great reluctance, you tossed your bag into the garbage.
“Alright, we’re going to walk out that door as calmly as possible and you’re not going to speak again until I give you the go ahead, the cloaking should take effect as soon as the door is opened but it doesn’t hide voices. I’ll be taking your arm to make sure you don’t try to run off, but other than that I’m not going to touch you.” He said and motioned for you to come closer.
You did, and every step felt painful, like you were walking with lead weights tied to your legs or glass shards in your feet. And even though he warned you that he was going to be touching you, you still jerked when you felt his hand clamp down gently on your bicep after handing him your phone.
“Now come on, we have to go. Overhaul has been rather impatient these last few days and the longer he’s kept waiting, the worse things are going to get.”
‘Overhaul? Is that what the Yakuza call him?’
You walked out the door and despite being in a crowded airport full of people, you had never felt so alone and helpless in all your life. As Chrono began dragging you away you tried searching through the throngs of people for a familiar face, but all you could see was a sea of strangers.
That, more than anything, made the tears finally fall. You were entirely alone, no one was coming for you right now, and when they did finally come, it will have already been far far too late.
I hope you all enjoy this new chapter!
Warnings: Stalking, creepy thoughts, kidnapping, suggestive themes, mentions of non-con and HEAVY non-con elements, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more…
Side Note: I know that some of you were probably thinking that this was going to be the chapter with the smut (since I said it would be) but since it is Thanksgiving and my whole entire work schedule just got blow WAY out of proportion until Monday, I am going to have to push that back for a few days. But I still wanted to give you guys a Part 1 at least since I’m probably not going to be able to update again until after Sunday. If I can find the time to do that, then I will, but please don’t get your hopes up. I write these stories in my FREE time and sadly my real life responsibilities have to come first sometimes.
Thank you so much (as always) to @talpup for all the great ideas! Much obliged!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
After dragging you out of the airport through a long hallway far away from the crowds of people, Chrono ushered you into a sleek, black car that was probably more expensive than a year’s worth of rent.
Sitting there on the smooth leather seat next to this strange man, you were surprised to find that you still felt safer here than when you were with Kai last time. Or at least you did… until he reached into a small bag and pulled out some objects that had you shrinking back in fear.
Handcuffs and a thick, black blindfold…
“I’m going to need to put these on you (Y/N)-san. Please don’t make a fuss over it, they are Overhaul’s direct orders, he doesn’t want you seeing where it is we’re going. Security purposes, you understand.”
Finally you found your voice, it was quite, but you had found it. “No, I don’t understand. You’re helping him kidnap me, do you have any idea how insane this is? Why are you doing this?”
His face never changed, never even shifted. It’s like he was made of stone as he stared at you with a bored expression. At least he had the decency to answer you. “We’re criminals (Y/N)-san, I think you’ll find there’s quite a lot that we’re willing to do that most people consider wrong. I don’t have much of a moral code or conscience, especially when it comes to following the orders that Kai gives me. I’m loyal to him and him alone, so if he tells me to do something, I don’t ask questions, I simply do it. It would be in your best interest to learn to do the same, it will make your life with him much easier, I can assure you of that. Now please turn around so I can put these on you, we’ve wasted enough time as it is.”
When you failed to comply, he let out a deep sigh and narrowed his eyes even further at you. “He said you might prove to be stubborn and gave me permission to use minimal force if need be, but I would prefer to not have to do that. He’ll understand, but he won’t be happy if I bring you home with bruises. I guarantee that you’re going to want him to be in the best mood possible after what you’ve put him through the last few days. So please just do as I say…”
‘What I’VE put HIM through?! Does he fucking hear himself?!’
You wanted to fight, you really did, but what would be the point? Either way you were going to end up cuffed and blindfolded. And if you did fight him, who’s to say that he won’t threaten Nell again. So you clench your teeth and bite your tongue in favor of smacking that pompous look right off his face. “Fine.” Your voice is tight with anger.
Chrono nods. “Good. Now please turn around and put your hands behind your back.”
You do as he instructs and you immediately feel the weight of the cold metal locking around your wrists and you can’t help but tug on them to test the feel. There’s soft padding on the inside to keep them from rubbing your wrists raw. How considerate, your thoughts were anything but grateful.
Next came the blindfold. It was thick and heavy and once it’s secure around your head, you can’t see anything, not even a glow from the sunlight outside. Just pitch blackness. After that, you felt Chrono buckle your seat-belt for you and heard him tell the driver that they were ready to go.
It was not a pleasant experience, being in complete darkness while sitting in a moving vehicle, and it was even less pleasant when considering the reason for why exactly you were in this predicament to begin with. Just thinking about this entire situation was enough to have you on the verge of tears again and you hang your head low, hoping that Chrono won’t notice the wet tracks leaking through the cloth or the way you were biting your lip so hard that it threatened to start bleeding at any moment.
You weren’t sure exactly how long the drive lasted, but it couldn’t have been longer than 30 or 40 minutes before it came to a complete stop and you felt the engine turn off. Chrono got out and was around the other side in seconds, opening your door and unbuckling your seat-belt before helping you out of the car.
You assumed that he would have at least taken the blindfold off of you now that you had reached the supposed destination, but it seemed he had already guessed that’s what you were thinking as he decided to elaborate.
“The blindfold and cuffs will stay on until you are with Overhaul. Just take one step at a time, I assure you that I won’t let you fall along the way.” He didn’t bother waiting for you to respond, he just took your bicep in his hand again as he began to lead you to wherever it was that Kai was waiting for you.
You were now on the verge of panicking as your feet clumsily began to move in the direction that Chrono was guiding you in. The knowledge that, in just a short amount of time, you were going to have to face the monster that was making you suffer like this, was nerve racking. Your breathing was shallow and you felt like your heart was going to pound right out of your rib cage at any second. You almost wished that you would pass out and hit your head so hard that you would fall into a never ending coma, just so you could avoid ever seeing him again.
“Hay Chrono! Where the hell have you been!?”
You jumped at the booming male voice that suddenly sounded in the silence, made all the louder thanks to your lack of sight and you heard Chrono let out an exasperated sigh as he pulled you to a stop. It was the most emotion you had heard come from this man since the moment you first met him.
“What do you want Rappa? I’m busy at the moment, so if it’s not important then leave and let me be on my way.”
The man scoffed. “I just happened to see you walking by and got curious about your little friend here. Never took you for the bondage type. Actually, I never took you for the type of guy to like anything other than your work.”
“This is (Y/N)-san and she’s here because she’s Overhaul’s.” Chrono calmly stated.
You hated how he made it sound like you were Kai’s property and you hang your head in shame at the way he so brazenly said this as if you weren’t even there. As if you were a thing to be owned and not a person whose life he was helping to destroy.
“So this is the one the he’s been so hung up on these last few weeks. I’d heard the rumors going around but wasn’t sure if I should believe them or not.” He said nonchalantly. “So little Overhaul’s balls finally dropped huh?”
You could practically feel the rage pouring off of Chrono at this point and you tried to move away in fear, only to have him grip your arm just a bit tighter. Not enough to hurt, but just enough to remind you not to move.
“I suggest you watch your tone, and your mouth Rappa. There’s a reason your called an expendable, don’t tempt me to convince Overhaul to kill you again and leave you dead this time. You might have a powerful quirk, but you’re a dime a dozen in that regard and certainly not irreplaceable
‘Kill him… again?’
Whoever this Rappa guy was, he didn’t seem to mind the threat to his own life, merely chuckling indifferently. ”Don’t get your panties in a twist Chrono, I was mostly kidding.” You heard him say. “So if she’s here for Overhaul, than why is she looking like you’re about to drag her off to an execution or some kind of sex dungeon?
“She was being rather difficult when I went to pick her up. The cuffs and blindfold are Overhaul’s orders.” He said it with no emotion, like he was casually talking about the weather or what he ate for breakfast.
Something in you snapped and you heard yourself mumbling under your breath without thinking. “Pick me up? More like coercion and kidnapping you sick fuck.”
Both men either didn’t hear you, or they were just ignoring you. You were fine with both options.
“Not much of a man if he has to force a woman to stay by his side… but it is Overhaul, so I can’t say I’m surprised. Though, she at least sounds like she has some fight in her, that’s something at least.”
“Are you done yet? We’ve wasted enough time on you and you know how he feels about being kept waiting.” You could hear the bitter anger lacing Chrono’s voice, even as he tried to remain calm. It seemed he wasn’t joking when he said how loyal he is to Kai.
“Yeah yeah, I’m going. Got shit to do anyway.” You could hear his massive, heavy footsteps as he turned to walk away. But as he did, he stopped to say one more thing, to you this time. “And good luck to you Little Lady, you’re gonna need it.” He said with a chuckle and a nasty laugh.
Chills ran up and down your spine at those words and you couldn’t stop the whimper from slipping past your lips even if you tried.
“Come on, we’ve wasted enough time already because of that fool.” If Chrono noticed your distress, and he more than likely did, he didn’t comment on it as he began making you walk again.
You were made to walk for about another five minutes or so before you were pulled to a halt. Your ever growing fear mounting by the second when you imagined having to see Kai’s face again after what he said to you that night at the park.
You still felt sick to your stomach when you remembered the crazed look in his eyes when he kept going on and on about how you were ‘his’. Not to mention the way he had so casually talked about forcing himself on you, sure he said he wanted you to be willing, but he said that he would just as easily be fine with forcing you if he had to.
The thought that that is what you were more than likely about to face brought on a fresh wave of tears when you remembered how truly willing you would have been to sleep with him just a short week ago. You had never been more attracted to a guy in your life, and now that was tainted. Just the thought of him before all of this was enough to get you in the mood, but now, thinking about him left your cunt feeling drier than a desert.
Chrono knocked on a door and you heard a familiar voice call out for you to come in and you were quickly pushed inside of the room. You couldn’t see him, but the lack of sight enhanced your sense of smell and you were immediately hit with Kai’s unique scent, a strange, though now you found it to be rancid, mix of expensive cologne and cleaning products.
“Were you seen leaving the airport?” Kai asked, his voice was hard, so unlike the soft tone he used with you. But you had already realized that much of what you had originally thought of him was a lie, why shouldn’t his voice be any different.
“No. She was in the bathroom alone and that cloaking quirk took care of the rest. Everything went off without a hitch.” Chrono replied.
“Good. I’m putting you in charge of things until the day after tomorrow, make sure we are not disturbed unless it is a life or death situation or I specifically ask for something.” He ordered, his tone final and demanding.
“Understood. Is there anything else you need?”
“Yes, find Nemoto and send him here. I require the use of his quirk. And make sure you erase everything on her phone before you dispose of it. I don’t want any loose ends, her disappearance never gets traced back to us. Understand?”
“Yes Sir. I’ll take care of that just as soon as I find Nemoto.”
The door closed and you were suddenly left alone with the demon in his lair. Everything was silent but you could still feel his eyes on you, he wasn’t saying a word, just leaving you standing there cuffed and blind and at his mercy. The tremors you had tried so hard to suppress were starting to rack your body and a broken sob escaped you before you could do anything to stop it.
It seemed that sound was what broke the spell keeping him from approaching you, because as soon as it passed through your lips, he was gently tugging the blindfold off, sharp fluorescent lights over head causing you to see spots when combined with the tears welling up in your eyes.
You blinked and looked up at him, gasping and taking a step back at the sight of him. The lower half of his face was covered as usual, but not by a dust mask, now he wore a red and gold bird mask reminiscent of plague doctor’s from the 1700s. It was frightening to say the least.
“What’s wrong my love? Is it the mask?” He casually asked, not seeming to care that you were taking steps back to avoid him. “I must apologize, I prefer this over the dust masks, it’s better for keeping out the filth, but I’m sure it’s quite jarring compared to what you’ve seen me in before.” He spoke to you as if you weren’t looking at him in terror, as if this entire situation was normal. “I can remove it for now, but I’ll have to put it back on once Nemoto arrives.” He said, reaching up to remove the horrid thing from his face.
Without another word he was coming closer to you, reaching those gloved hands out to touch you and try to pull you closer to him.
“Stay the hell away from me!” You cried, stepping back again and cowering into yourself. For the first real time in your life, you hated that you didn’t have some kind of quirk that could offer you protection.
He didn’t stop though, he didn’t even finch at your words, he simply picked your struggling form up into his arms like you weighed nothing, carrying you over to a chair and sitting down with you nestled in his lap, mumbling under his breath about how much he had missed you and hated that you had to be kept away from him for so long.
“Now don’t be like that Beautiful. It’s been nearly a week since we’ve seen each other and I’d like for us to enjoy this time we have together.” He kissed the top of your head affectionately as he ran his hands over your arms. You tried your best to jerk away from him.
“Maybe that’s something you should have thought of before you decided to kidnap me you fucking lunatic!” You shouted, struggling all the harder to free yourself from his burning touch.
Instantly, Kai’s hold on you was no longer gentle, but harsh and bruising as he easily shifted your body around, forcing you to straddle him in the chair instead of merely sitting on his lap. He reached up and gripped your jaw in one hand while the other slipped to your lower back to keep you from falling back, your hands were still cuffed after all.
“If you’re unhappy with the situation you find yourself in (Y/N), then I suggest you look at yourself to cast the blame for that. I gave you fair warning of what was to come if you tried to leave me. It’s not my fault that you chose to do things the hard way.” He said, his voice dripping with all the hurt and rage he had been feeling these last few days. He hated not being able to touch you, that the only way he got to hear your voice was through the microphones in your hotel room and the voicemail on your phone, and more than anything, he hated the way you seemed so fine with it all.
Sure, you had seemed antsy and nervous, paranoid even, and he knew that he was constantly on your mind, but it wasn’t the way he wanted. He didn’t want to be a source of fear for you, he wanted to be your everything. He wanted to be the reason you smiled and laughed, he wanted you to look up at him with wonder in those big (e/c) eyes and be the only thing you saw. He wanted to be the first thing on your mind upon waking in the morning, and the last thing you thought about before falling asleep, wrapped up and safe in his arms.
He decided not to give you a chance to reply, it’s not like things were going to change with just a few words anyway. It was going to take time for you to come around to your new life with him, and as impatient as he was to have things go back to the way they were before you tried to run away from him, he knew that he would just have to wait and do what he could to make you see things his way.
“I am going to say this once and only once my love, so you had better pay attention.” He said, bringing his lips to your ear. He hated how you tried to pull away, but he just pulled you closer in response, reveling in the way you felt pressed against him. “Whether you like it or not, this is your new life and your new home now. You belong to me and I will not stand for you claiming otherwise, regardless of what you believe.” He looked you square in the eye while he spoke, his golden eyes swimming with more emotion than you could ever remember seeing in them during your short time together. “You will not speak to anyone without my expressed permission, nor will you make eye contact with them. And until you have proven to me that you can be trusted to not run away or fight me on everything, you will remain with me at all times. If I am in a meeting, doing paperwork, or out taking care of business, you are not to leave my sight or my side. If for some reason I do have to leave you for a time, then you shall be left in the care of one of my Precepts. Have I made myself clear?”
You clench your jaw at the entitled way he speaks to you, as if he owns you and not for the first time that day did you wish your hands were free so that you could punch him. “And if I refuse? If I tell you that I don’t want this, that I just want to forget I ever met you and go home? What will you do if I choose to bite and kick and snarl at every turn? You can’t think I’ll go along with this just because you tell me to Kai. This entire situation is insane, you have to know that.”
Kai sighed at the firm reluctance he heard in your voice and tried not to let it get to him. You hadn’t even been home for an hour yet and he had to keep reminding himself that he needed to be patient with you, all good things come to those who wait. To bad his patients had reached it’s limit long ago and he was more than willing to use his trump card now if it meant making a little progress with you.
“I take it Chrono showed you the live feed of that friend of yours before bringing you home?”
“Yes. But the plane has already left by now, so unless you put that person on the flight with them, then you have nothing to use against me.” You said, feeling confident in your reasoning. Now you just hoped you were right.
Kai chuckled at the overconfidence in your tone, he was going to enjoy bringing you down a peg or two with his news. After this, you might just be willing to beg him to have his way with you if it meant preventing what could happen next. Just the thought of it was hardening his cock, and he wasted no time in thrusting up against your jean clad center to let you feel exactly what you were doing to him, relishing in the sudden gasp it produced from you. “That is very true my love. But you know what else is?” He smirked and continued to grind himself up into you, watching the way you tried to hide the bit of arousal that you were beginning to feel. “The fact that with enough money, I can pay someone to keep that threat going, even in another country.” He saw the way your eyes widened in horror as his words began to process, and he leaned in close to your ear again to deliver his finishing blow, the thing he knew would make you cave.
“I have camera’s set up in your house back home and I have to admit, your sister is not nearly as beautiful as you are, then again no one can compare to you in my eyes.” He smirked at the gasp you let out, a mix of both horror and ecstasy as he continued to lightly grind against you. “Still, I think someone might be willing to have some fun with her if given the right orders or payment. How do you think she would feel if they told her that it was all your fault that it was happening to her, hmm? Do you think she’d be forgiving after having a stranger pound her cunt for hours on end, telling her that her precious sister could have easily stopped it by just behaving, that it could just as easily happen multiple times?”
He pulled back to see your face and he hated the broken look in your tear stained eyes. He hated that he had hurt you like this, knowing that it was going to set him back quite a bit in gaining your love and affection, but it was a necessity, he had to make you compliant enough to let him have his way. Once you stopped fighting and gave life with him a chance, he was sure that you would end up being just as happy with him as you were one week ago, if not more so.
You couldn’t believe the words spilling from his hideous mouth, a mouth you had kissed and fantasized about on numerous occasions. Fuck! You wanted to vomit! He claimed he wanted you to be happy with him, and he somehow thought that the way to do that was by threatening to have your sister raped! How stupid were you to not see him for the psychopath that he is, you thought, berating yourself once again for not seeing the signs earlier.
Just like with Chrono in the car earlier, you wanted so bad to fight back and rip into him. To tell him what a monster he was, to spit in his face and call him every insult you could think of. Instead, your thoughts were plagued by what horrible things could happen to your sister and Nell. Deep down, as much as you wished to believe that he was just blowing smoke out his ass and lying through his teeth, you knew he was telling the truth. He would absolutely have these vile atrocities committed against the people you love.
Chrono told you earlier when you agreed to go with him that he would have been taking you anyway, but at least by going quietly you could save others in the process, and you once again found yourself in that same situation. Even if you fought against Kai, he would still follow through with everything he was saying, but if you went along with him and did as he said, then you could at least protect the two people closest to you. Better you than the two of them.
There was no other option, nothing else for you to do but do the one thing you prayed you wouldn’t have to...
Bend to his will.
Again, sorry if you all were hoping for the smut. Shit happens…
I hope you all still enjoy it though!
Warnings: Stalking, trigger warning, creepy thoughts, kidnapping, suggestive themes, mentions of non-con and HEAVY non-con elements, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more…
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this and future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
And thank you SO SO much to @talpup for proofreading this chapter for me! I really appreciate it!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
“So what’s your answer my love?” Kai said, trailing his lips from your ear, down your neck and back up again. “Will you give yourself to me in order to spare them, or will you keep fighting me?”
You turned your head away in shame for what you were about to do and tried your best to keep the tears of frustration at bay. “You swear to me that you’ll leave them alone? That if I do this horrible thing you’re asking of me, that they’ll be safe?”
You felt him smile against your neck and could hear the smugness in his tone. “Of course. I have no real desire to harm your loved ones (Y/N). They are simply a means to an end for me. So long as you agree to be mine and behave like a good girl, I have no reason to follow through with my threats.” He lifted his head and forced you to look him in the eye. “I’ll even be kind and let you watch the video feeds every now and then as proof of that.” He leaned his face in so close to yours that the two of you were breathing the same air, a thing that would normally sicken him, but with you he felt nothing but pleasure. “But that can only happen if you agree my love.”
This was the best you could hope for, you thought, at least they will be safe from him.
‘Safer than me at least…’
Kai knew that you were going to say yes, it was clear as day and he felt elated at the prospect of what was to come. You were finally going to cooperate with him, he was finally going to get his queen.
“Then… I-I… agree.” You practically choked on the words as the tears began to fall. You hated how much you were crying today, but you supposed that that was going to become a common trait for you now. The only thing the tears were good for were showing him how much you truly hated this deal with him.
Kai however, wasn’t as pleased with your response as one would think. He didn’t want such a pitiful agreement, he wanted you to use your words and tell him exactly what it was you were agreeing to. Even if you didn’t mean it in that moment, he was confident that you would someday.
“Not good enough.” He said, and immediately began grinding his still hard cock up against you, harder than before so that he could make sure you were feeling it through the denim of your jeans.
You gasped at the sudden movement and tried your best to keep your composure and voice steady. “W-What do you mean, n-not good enough? I s-said I-!”
Kai wished that he could paint a portrait of you right now. You looked lovely with your head thrown back, your mouth parted and teeth clenched to try and stop any noises from escaping, the flush on your wet cheeks and the way your teary eyes were rolling back. You could try all you wanted to hide it, but there was no denying the effect he had on your body.
“I know that my love. But I want you to use your words. I want you to say what it is that you’re agreeing to.” He let his hands travel down to grip your ass and pull you closer against his cock. “I need to know that you understand what you’re saying yes to. How else can I be sure that we’re on the same page with one another.”
You wanted to scream. You knew full well why he was doing this, and it had nothing to do with clarification, he just wanted the satisfaction of hearing you say these degrading and humiliating things. But if that’s what it took, then so be it…
“W-What do you want me to s-say?”
Kai smirked. “You tell me what it is that you’re agreeing to. I’m not going to put the words in your mouth.” He bit down on your earlobe, eliciting another groan from you. “But I would make it quick if I were you, Nemoto should be here soon and I’m not going to stop this,” He gave a particular harsh thrust up for emphasis. “until you’ve said them. So unless you want to give him a show…”
Your mind was cloudy with unwanted arousal and you could feel how damp it was getting between your legs, but you weren’t so far gone that you didn’t pick up on what it was he was implying, and the last thing you wanted was more humiliation at this monsters hands. So you took a deep breath and tried to clear your mind, you wanted to get this out as quickly as possible.
“I’m agreeing to be y-yours and to stay here with you. I’m agreeing to let you do whatever you want and behave myself in the process, so-so long as my loved ones are kept out of it and stay safe.”
While it wasn’t quite what he was wanting to hear, nor as in-depth, he supposed that it would have to do for now. He satisfied himself with knowing that by the end of the night, he would have you panting and moaning in his ear about how you belonged to him, all while feeling your tight little cunt squeeze down on him.
“Well then my love, we have a deal.” He brought your face closer to his and brushed his lips against yours. “I’m going to kiss you now and I expect you to kiss me back this time. You are never to reject any of my advances or affections again, I want you to be just as receptive to me as you have always been.”
He kissed you then and you felt him lick the seam of your lips, demanding entry into your mouth. Even as you reluctantly parted them, every instinct you had was screaming at you to turn your head, to thrash and struggle and get away. But you thought of what the consequences could be for doing that and it motivated you to stay where you were and kiss him back. You forced your tongue to slide against his, even while bile was burning the back of your throat and you tilted your head at an angle, moving your mouth against his as little as possible.
Kai meanwhile, was in heaven as he was finally able to taste you again. After spending the last five days away from you, he was desperate to feel you as close to him as possible. He could tell that you weren’t quite as invested in the kiss as he was and he pulled your lower body closer against his own, thinking that if he could just get you aroused enough, that you would stop thinking so hard and just let instinct take over for you.
He was just contemplating the idea of removing his gloves and unbuttoning your pants to shove his fingers into your tight wet pussy when he heard a knock at the door signaling Nemoto’s arrival.
“Overhaul Sir? You wanted to see me?” He called out.
Kai growled in frustration at being interrupted right when things were getting good and he reluctantly pulled away from your sweet mouth. Putting his mask back on before easily maneuvering you so you were no longer straddling him, but once again sitting sideways on his lap, making sure that your body was hiding his erection, he had one of his arms against your back for support and the other resting on your hip, his thumb rubbing back and forth across the bit of skin exposed where your shirt had ridden up.
“Come in.” He called, his voice hard and monotone.
The door opened and a young man with pale blonde hair and glasses walked in. He sure as hell didn’t look like a gangster, but neither did Kai when you first met him. This guy looked more like a college student or a young professor. He bowed at the waist to Kai and it took everything you had not to roll your eyes at the pathetic display.
“Chrono said that you needed to see me for something Overhaul?” He said, giving you a strange cursory glance, but otherwise ignoring your presence in his bosses lap. Fine by you, the less attention you received from these psychos the better.
“Yes. You are going to use your quirk on (Y/N) here while I ask her a few questions.” Kai answered, pulling you closer when he felt you tense up. “Don’t worry Beautiful, it’s not painful. Nemoto’s quirk is called Confession, it forces you to tell the truth. There are a few things I need to know about and I just can’t risk having you lie to me.”
“Yes Sir. You can start whenever.” The man said, obviously completely disinterested in what was going on here.
You had no idea what questions he was going to ask you, but you knew that if he felt you were going to lie, then they couldn’t be good. You closed your eyes and tried to pretend that you were anywhere else but in this situation. “Just get this over with already.” You mumbled out as quietly as you could.
He smirked from underneath his mask and wondered how exactly you were going to react to his little interrogation as the first question slipped from his mouth. “For starters my love, are you a virgin?”
It took a moment for the question to fully sink in, but when it did…
“Excuse me?!” You all but shrieked, your face turning a lovely shade of red as you stared up at him in wide eyed disbelief.
“I asked if you are still a virgin my love. I think it’s only right that I know.” He said it like it was the most casual thing in the world to bring up and you didn’t know whether to feel angry or mortified that he was asking something like that in front of another person.
You weren’t a virgin, and you guessed that that’s not the answer he was hoping to receive. But who knows, maybe if told him the truth he would be so disgusted, see you as used goods, that he wouldn’t want anything to do with you afterwards. You could only hope so.
“No. I lost that status a few years ago.” You answers plainly, trying in vain to keep from showing him just how uncomfortable you truly were.
Kai had suspected as much but still felt a seething rage building up in his chest at the thought of someone else laying their vile, filthy, unworthy hands on you. It didn’t matter that it happened long before you even met him, that precious gift should have been his! But he calmed himself, telling himself that no matter your past, you were his now and he would show you just how inferior all those other experiences were when compared to the pleasure he would bring you.
“That is a pity.” He said through gritted teeth. “But no matter, we’ll just have to move on from that one for now and focus on the present. I still have a few more questions after all.”
You didn’t bother responding, just sat and waited for him to continue. Based on that one question, you could guess what the rest of these questions were going to entail and you wanted to get this done and over with as soon as possible.
“How many partners have you had before now?”
“And what exactly did you do with them?”
You did blush at this one. It was one thing to tell someone you’d had sex before, it was something else entirely to tell that person what kinds of foreplay were preformed during said activities. Especially when that person was a crazy son of a bitch like Kai Chisaki.
“W-Why do you want to know that?”
“Just answer the question (Y/N). I’m growing tired of your stalling.” He said, not bothering to give you a reason for these invasive and all too personal questions.
You closed your eyes, trying in vain to pretend that you were anywhere else but where you actually were. You wanted to be on that flight home, not stuck sitting in the lap of some stalker who was currently forcing you to spill the details about your most personal experiences.
Kai was growing impatient, he wanted to know these things so that he could make your time with him tonight unforgettable and you were just being a brat about the whole thing. Didn’t you understand that this was all for you? He wanted to take whatever pathetic attempts at pleasure they had tried to give you, and completely erase them from your mind. He wanted to make you feel so good that you would forget you ever had other lovers that came before him. It was just too bad you seemed set on being a stubborn brat and making this whole process harder than it had to be.
He sighed. “(Y/N) my love, have you already forgotten what it was you agreed to just a few minutes ago? You agreed to behave and does sitting here in silence when I’ve asked you a question sound like behaving to you?” He leaned down close to your ear and whispered. “Have you already forgotten about what will happen to your sister and your friend if you don’t do as you’re told?”
The not so subtle reminder of what could happen was enough to make the words tumble out of your mouth like rain falling from the sky. “Just boring vanilla stuff and lame oral. Nothing else.”
Your answer was not nearly as detailed as he would have liked it to be, but he could hazard a guess at what you meant by ‘vanilla’. He would get the details out of you later when it was just the two of you again. Right now he just wanted to hurry up and finish with this so that Nemoto could leave. He only had the rest of the day and tomorrow to spend alone with you and he didn’t feel like wasting anymore of it then he had on other people.
He smirks nonetheless though at how easy it is to force you to comply with him. All it takes is one simple little reminder about your sister and you’re bending over backwards to give him what he wants. He can’t wait to see what else he can make you do. Perhaps getting you to drop to your knees and worship his cock with that pretty little mouth of yours wouldn’t be so hard after all.
“Just a few more questions and then we’re done with this. I promise.”
If your hands weren’t still cuffed, you would have crossed them and huffed like a petulant child just to spite him. However, you didn’t want to know what horrible things he would try while you didn’t have the use of your hands, so for now you would just have to suck it up and deal, no matter how humiliating it was.
“Just get on with it already.”
“Very well. Based off of your last answer, I’m going to assume that your experience wasn’t the most… how would you say… gratifying.” The smirk you couldn’t see but were positive he was wearing was downright nasty. “That being said, how many times did they actually manage to make you cum for them?”
It took you a second to get your composure back before you could answer. You don’t know why you keep getting shocked and embarrassed by his questions, you should have expected this already. You did in fact, after the first one was asked.
“O-Once for the first and th-three times for the sec-second.” You mumbled quietly, praying that he heard and wouldn’t ask you to repeat yourself for him.
“I’ll have to make sure to rectify that then, won’t I?” He said absently and to your horror before quickly moving onto the next. “And did they use protection during all of the times you were with them?”
“Y-Yes. But I’ve been on birth control since I was sixteen, so it’s not like it was needed.”
Kai made a note of that, pleased that he would be the first and only man to ever spill his cum inside of you. He would have to remind himself to find out what brand you had been taking so that he could get you more since he had no intention of wearing condoms with you. The idea of there being any kind of barrier between his cock and the wet heat of your cunt was not one he liked. If he was going to fuck you, and he most certainly was, then he wanted to feel all of you. He wanted to pull back watch his seed drip out of you, he wanted you to feel it pump out inside of you like a brand, claiming you as his. He wanted to completely wreck you, to the point that if, by some unfathomable miracle, you ever did manage to escape him, you would be forever ruined for any other who came after him. Not that that was ever going to happen, he was never going to allow you even the slightest chance of escape.
“I’m pleased to hear that my love.” He whispered for your ears only and you felt just how pleased he was by this when you felt his dick twitch against your ass. God, why was he still to fucking hard, you thought, feeling mortified.
“Now for the final question.” He said, his voice stern as he pulled back to look you in the eye. “What are their names?”
Time seemed to slow down in that moment as his words processed in your mind. You had a sickening feeling that you knew why it was that he wanted to know.
‘Please… please let me be wrong about this…’
“W-Why do you want to know that?” You managed to wheeze out.
“You don’t need to know that my love, you just need to answer the question.” He replied without skipping a beat.
Something in you snapped at this and you began struggling with new vigor, desperate to get away from his poisoning touch. “It is my business if you plan on hurting them you sick fuck! I haven’t seen them in years and it was before I even met you. Isn’t it bad enough that your threatening to hurt my sister and best friend to keep me here!? Why the hell go after these two as well!?” You screamed, thrashing in his hold, not caring if you rolled right off his lap and onto the smooth tiled floor. You would have welcomed that over his touch any day.
He wasn’t letting you go though, his hold clamping down on you like a vice as one of his hands migrated to the back of your head to fist itself in your hair, forcing you to look right into his rage filled eyes. “I don’t give a damn if it was before you met me! The fact of the matter is that they took something that didn’t belong to them, touched what wasn’t meant for their filth-ridden hands and violated it! Now you’re going to tell me their names right now, or I’m going to make that call to the person keeping an eye on your precious sister. And if you don’t answer within the next ten seconds, I’m going to make you watch while it happens! I’m done dealing with your disobedience today (Y/N), this is your final warning on the matter.”
You felt broken, you didn’t want to get these two men hurt since they had been kind to you and you ended things with them on good terms, but when compared to the safety and well-being of your sister, your own flesh and blood, there really was no choice. Now, more than ever, you truly hated this man named Kai Chisaki and you prayed to every god you could think of that when his time finally came, he would burn for all eternity and suffer unimaginable horrors.
So with tears streaming down your face you told him, you even tried to give bogus names but found that you were completely unable to say anything but the truth. You truly hated him and yourself for this, you had just sentenced two men to die what was probably going to be a very painful death and all because of Kai’s insecurities and possessive behavior.
He dismissed the man named Nemoto as soon as he got what he wanted and the sick fuck had the gaull to hold you close, petting your back and cooing to you about what ‘a good girl’ you were.
Kai smirked behind his mask, fully intending to text Chrono later and give him orders to have these two men found and disposed of. He would make sure that they were told the exact reason for why they were about to die, though he would make sure to leave your name out of it. He didn’t like leaving this up to someone else, he would much rather deliver the message and the punishment himself, but the two men were more than likely native to your home country and he just couldn’t leave Japan at the moment, not when the plans for his quirk erasing drug were just starting to take off.
He removed his mask again just as soon as he sent Nemoto out the door with instructions to have some supper sent up for the two of you and for there to be no more interruptions for the rest of the evening and the next day.
He laid gentle kisses on your face and neck shushing you and attempting to stop your tears. “It’s alright Beautiful, there’s no reason for your tears.”
You just shake your head at him, doing the best you could to shield your face from him without the use of your hands or arms. “Nothing about this is alright Kai, nothing at all… and I will never forgive you for any of this. You might be able to control my actions and force me to do what you want, but I will never be happy with any of this. Whatever chance you had of winning me over is dead now.” You lifted your head to look at him. “You’re the most vile person in existence, a true monster and I regret the day I ever met you.”
To say Kai was displeased by your response would be an understatement. He didn’t like it at all and he had to fight with his own self control to keep from striking you out of sheer frustration, perhaps you might just need to be taken over his knee later if your attitude didn’t shape up. He rather liked the idea of having you bent over for him while he fucked you from behind, your cute little ass beat red and shaking for him and he had to suppress the urge to throw you over his desk and do just that.
Instead, he kissed your forehead. “You might see it that way for the moment my love, but you will come around and see things my way eventually. When I am all you have in the world with no one else to turn to, you’ll see that all of this was for the best. You’ll come to crave me and the company I can offer you and you’ll take to me like a fish to water.” He pulled back and proceeded to remove his gloves. “Now would you like me to do something about those cuffs? I’m sure your arms must be feeling quite sore right about now. And please mind your mouth when answering me this time.”
You could clearly see that he was growing frustrated with you, and as much as you wanted to snap at him again, you held yourself back in an attempt to not push your luck. There was no telling what might set him off at this point and it wasn’t just your well-being on the line.
“Yes please.” You answer as quietly as you can.
Kai all but purrs at your compliance and reaches down to tap his finger on the cuffs, breaking them down in an instant. He’s so pleased with you in fact, that he barely even notices the mild itch from using his quirk.
“Your quirk?” Is all you can think to say as you pull your arms closer to your front rubbing your wrists to get back a bit of circulation.
Kai scowls for a moment at the mention of his quirk but answers you all the same. “Yes. My quirk is called Overhaul, it allows me to break down and reassemble anything, from objects to people, as long as I touch it with at least one finger.”
You shivered at the implication of what this power could do. He could torture you horribly if he truly wanted to.
Kai was like a predator, sensing your mounting fear the same way a shark might smell blood in the ocean. He took your face in his hands and your first instinct was to push them away, but the thoughts of your sister kept you still.
“Don’t worry Beautiful, I would never use my quirk on you. I promise that no matter what you do to defy me, I will never resort to that as a punishment. You might end up with a bruise or two, but I would never make you endure that level of pain. I swear it.”
He said the words with such conviction that you almost believed him, until it dawned on you that he had just said he would still be willing to beat you if he felt he had to. It really was sick how he believed that he was in the right and what he was doing was perfectly fine.
You didn’t get a chance to respond though as a knock sounded from the door. Kai set you on your feet, donning a dust mask to quickly open it and take the tray of food, shutting the door without a word to the person on the other side as he locked it behind him.
He turned and flashed you a seductive smile that, just last week, would have had you throwing yourself at him.
“Come over here and eat (Y/N), you’re going to need your strength for later.”
Now it just filled you with dread…
I hope you all found this worth the wait!
Warnings: Stalking, trigger warning, creepy thoughts, kidnapping, NON-CON!!!, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more…
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this and future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
And thank you SO SO much to @talpup for proofreading this chapter for me and helping me get the flow of the narrative worked out! I really appreciate it!
⚠️THERE IS NON-CON AHEAD!!! READ AHEAD AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION!!!⚠️
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
You were picking at your barely touched food like a bird and Kai was not at all pleased by it.
“Eat your food (Y/N). You are not a child and I should not have to tell you something like this.”
In truth, you had eaten the majority of it despite how badly your stomach was churning, your hunger and lack of food throughout the rest of the day having won in the end. You only had three or four more bites left anyway and it just seemed like he was using this as another means to control you.
“I’ve eaten nearly everything on my plate. If I eat any more I’ll get sick, and then what I did eat will have been wasted.”
You had no idea why he was being so adamant about you finishing your food, but it was starting to creep you out, much like the rest of this situation…
Kai did have to admit that he was perhaps being a bit too pushy, he had specifically stated that you were to be given two helpings worth of food, you really were far too thin in his eyes. He loved your body and the shape of your waist, but he always felt like he might break you if he ever got a bit too rough with you. Having you put on a few extra pounds couldn’t hurt in the long run, he figured. But he had plenty of time to work on that with you, for now you had eaten enough.
“I suppose you’re right. It wouldn’t do to have you getting sick, considering what I have planned for you later.” He said, and the true meaning behind those words made you lower your head in shame.
He frowned, hating the dejected and broken look on your lovely face. He wanted you to see this night as a happy one, but it was looking more and more like he was going to have to settle for forcing the reactions from you rather than having you hunger for them the way he was.
He had hoped that when he finally made love to you for the first time, that you would be a willing participant. He wanted you to look at him with that sweet smile and eyes full of adoration while you laid back and told him to have his way with you, begging him to make you cum.
He had no doubts that he would succeed in that regard. You might not want to admit it, but your body certainly couldn’t hide how it felt about him. He was sure your panties were still a bit wet from his earlier stimulation, so it probably wouldn’t take much to get you worked up again.
But he wanted more than just your forced compliance, he wanted your love and affection. He genuinely wanted you to look at him the way you did before. He reached across the table to touch your hand, he intended for the touch to be soft and comforting but he had to grip it tighter when you immediately tried to pull away.
“(Y/N), have your feelings for me really changed that much? You were already starting to fall for me before all of this, would it really be so hard to put this unpleasantness behind us and just go back to the way things were?”
Your head lifted up and you were looking at him in disbelief, you were looking at him like he was crazy. “You can’t be serious Kai, you can’t honestly think that after what you’ve done to me that I would ever consider trying to feel anything for you again.” You stopped for a moment and he could see the tears welling up in your eyes. “I was falling for you, but that was before you showed me your true colors. I look at you now and all I can see is a monster staring back at me. Nothing at this point can change what you’ve done… nothing.”
Kai did not like the implication that you were never going to have those feelings for him again. He didn’t like it one bit. But he was being rather cruel and strict with you earlier, perhaps you just needed to be reminded of how good he could make you feel. He had no trouble getting you off that night in the alley, and the numerous kisses you had shared over the following weeks had proved that your attraction to him wasn’t just a one time thing.
He just needed to jog your memory…
He stood up and held his ungloved hand out to you. “Come with me my love. I think it’s about time I show you our bedroom.”
It was obvious you weren’t allowed to say no. You wanted to slap his vile hand away or at the very least, ask him to put his gloves back on. But you knew that neither of those choices would go over well, so you reluctantly placed your hand in his, his fingers tightening around them instantly as he pulled you to stand.
He led you to a door off to the side and opened it, quickly ushering you inside the large room and setting an alarm code to lock it from the inside. A way to keep you from even trying to leave.
The room was large and windowless, with the same white walls and smooth tiled floor as the other room, bright fluorescent lights shined from overhead that made your eyes hurt. A large bed covered in white sheets and a black comforter with two nightstands on either side, two large dressers, another desk and chair, and a comfy looking couch situated near some book shelves. These were the only items to take note of in the ample space.
“Feel free to look around for a moment my love. I’m going to go run you a bath, this day must have been a tiring one for you and I’m sure it will help you relax.” He leaned over to give you a kiss on the cheek, to which you jerked away as best you could.
As he walked away to what you assumed was the bathroom, you took a moment to walk over to the bookshelves, your stomach dropping when you realized that they were all filled with books that you liked. All your favorite titles were there, along with a good amount you had never read before but falling into the same categories as the others.
Without thinking, you sat on the couch, your vacant eyes staring ahead of you at nothing in particular. Despite having a full understanding of what was going on, this entire frightening situation was still so hard to wrap your mind around. One moment he was threatening to have unspeakable acts committed against your sister if you didn’t agree with his every demand, and the next he was doing something like running you a bath. And not for the first time that day, you were kicking yourself for not noticing all the signs sooner. If only you hadn’t been so caught up in how handsome and charming he was, maybe then you could have been smarter about it and questioned his motives more.
Kai walked back into the bedroom after running you a hot bath, taking note that you had moved to sitting on the couch near your books. “I hope you like the new titles I got for you. I didn’t want you to be bored or not have anything to do while here. This is your home now and I want you to feel free to treat it as such.”
You couldn’t even bring yourself to look at him. “This place will never be my home Kai, so please stop trying to act like anything about this is normal. It’s not helping and you’re only making it worse.”
Kai sighed and stepped in front of you, reaching down to pull you to your feet. “You only feel that way for now, in time you’ll come to accept your place here at my side.” He brushed his knuckles along the soft skin of your cheek. “No one has an iron will my love and even you won’t be able to hold out forever. As I said before, when I am all you have left in the world and with no one else to turn to, you will eventually learn to love me, if only to take away your loneliness.” He kissed your forehead. “It’s a day I greatly look forward to.”
You didn’t bother responding. There was nothing you could say that would change his mind at this point. All you can do is hope that he might get bored of you eventually and decide that keeping you around wasn’t worth the hassle. Though you suspected he would never let you leave this place alive if that did ever come to pass.
Right now, dying wasn’t sounding so horrible…
“Now why don’t you go and get cleaned up before the water gets cold. I’ll let you bathe yourself tonight but you have to leave the door all the way open. There are some safety razors in there for you so please feel free to use them.” He said, giving you a gentle nudge towards the large bathroom. “And be sure to leave your clothes in the hamper, it’s not like you’ll be needing them again tonight.”
Just another sick reminder of what he planned on doing to you…
Kai watched you walk into the bathroom, he was so very tempted to follow after you and watch you strip off those cheap and filthy clothes and finally see you in all your naked glory. He had considered having you take a shower instead so that he could join you, but he refrained. He knew that there was no way he would be able to hold himself back once he got to see you in person, and the last thing he wanted was to take you in the bathroom for the first time. He could always save that for tomorrow when he took his own shower, he would make sure to spend that time scrubbing away at you diligently.
In the meantime…
Walking over to the bed he checked to make sure that his little contingency plan was properly installed, just in case you ended up being uncooperative. Built into the head and foot-boards of the bed were sets of thick, padded manacles on long chains, lengthy enough that he could maneuver your body however he desired but not so much that you could get off the bed, and with his quirk he could easily shorten them to keep you from moving at all.
The mental image of you bound to the bed in these restraints had him reaching down palm his growing erection. “I might just have to put her in them regardless of whether she’s being a brat or not.” He mumbled to himself as he hid the chains out of sight. You were already frightened enough as it was and he didn’t want this night to be any more difficult than it was already shaping up to be.
He did try to reason with himself however, this night was supposed to be about you and making you actually want to seek out pleasure from him after all. Even if he did end up restraining you, he hoped that it could be something you both found mutual pleasure in. Kai already knew he was a dominating control freak, he had no qualms about admitting that. But just because he wanted complete control of you in both mind and body and got off on the idea of forcing you to bend to his every whim, that didn’t mean that it couldn’t be a rewarding and pleasurable experience for both of you.
He looked to the bathroom, wondering what could be taking you so long. It was a rhetorical afterthought though, he knew exactly why you were in there for so long, he just didn’t want to admit it out loud. Didn’t want to admit that he knew the act he was about to commit was rape, even if you didn’t verbally say no or tell him to stop for fear of what he would do to your sister, it was still going to be rape. As one might expect from a man like Kai, he didn’t give two shits if it was rape as long as he had you here with him. What really bothered him about all of this wasn’t the deplorable act itself, but that you were going to see it that way, he desperately wanted you to want this as much as he did.
He just couldn’t understand why you had put up such a fuss over staying here with him. He was offering to treat you like a queen and give you the life you deserve, what more could you possibly want. So what if he didn’t want to wait for you to possibly come back, you were obviously considering a relationship with him already, his decision to make you stay was just speeding things along a bit. He understood that you were in school and you might not want to put any of that to waste, but there was no point in that goal if you were to be with him, there was no point in you working when he could provide you with whatever you might need or want. Hell, there was no point in you ever needing to be away from his side at all, at least not for a very long time.
All of this contemplating was giving him a headache though. With that in mind he decided to just enjoy the rest of the night with you. It’s not like you were ever going to be able to get away from him and he had all the time in the world to make you come around to his way of thinking.
It was only a matter of time before your will to defy him broke and you realize just how much better off were with him now that he had you.
The water was going cold as you sat there with your knees pulled up to your chest. You hadn’t bothered washing your hair, but you had scrubbed every inch of the rest of your body that you could reach. You had scrubbed yourself raw in an effort to erase his scent and the memory of his touch, not sure why though, if he planned on going through with what he was implying then this process was ultimately pointless.
“I suppose peeling my skin off in here is going to become a regular occurrence.” You mumbled quietly to yourself, as a fresh wave of tears wracked your body. You tried your best to keep quiet as the sobs continued, the last thing you wanted was for him to come in here and check on you.
“(Y/N).” You heard him call from the other room. “If you are not out of there in five minutes I’m coming to get you myself.”
You hesitated for only a moment before pulling the plug on the tub and climbed out. You dried yourself with a towel hanging on the rack and proceeded to put on a silky white robe he had left out for you. The damn thing barely covered the smooth expanse of your thighs and you pulled it around you as tightly as you could, double knotting the sash as if it would offer you some measly form of defense.
Looking at the open doorway, you felt yourself beginning to hyperventilate as you imagined what horrors were awaiting you out there. You had no idea what Kai had planned for you, but whether he intended on trying to make it enjoyable for you, or he was just looking to find his own pleasure, you knew you would hate it either way.
‘This is all for Sis and Nell. If I don’t go along with this, they’ll be the ones paying for it..’
That thought was the sole reason you’re able to take a deep breath and move your legs enough to walk out of the bathroom.
Kai is sitting there on the edge of the bed, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees. He’s removed all of his clothing except his pants that have a noticeable tent in them and your breath hitches at the sight of him.
Objectively speaking, Kai is undoubtedly the most beautiful male specimen you have ever seen in person, and you hate that you still see him as physically attractive despite knowing the truth about him. With his short cropped hair, honey gold eyes and chiseled jaw, his face alone could make angels weep in envy. But it’s not just his facial features that lend to his good looks, it’s his body. Broad shoulders, strong arms, and a well defined chest and mid-section that lead down to a V in his pants that could cut glass, it was a wonder you hadn’t jumped his bones before all of this.
But that is a good thing, you thought, if you slept with him sooner it would have made this moment even harder to get through because of the constant reminder. This way makes it easier to hate him.
He looked up the moment you walked into the room and his lips lifted with the barest hint of a smile. “You look lovely in that color my love.” But his smile dropped when you failed to respond to his compliment and he lifted his hand out to you, a silent order for you to come closer.
And you did…
On shaking legs you walked over to him as slowly as you could before placing your hand in his. He tugged you closer and you stood as stiff as a board between his legs while he laid kisses and nips along your collarbone.
“You have no idea how much I’ve been wanting this (Y/N). I promise to make it the best you’ve ever had.” He disassembled the sash around your waist, letting the robe fall loosely open. “You won’t remember anyone that came before me.”
“Just get this over with already Kai. I’m tired and would like to sleep.” You replied through gritted teeth, hoping in vain that he might get so fed up with your reluctance that he would just forget about this all together.
Kai scowled at your words. There was no way in hell that he was just going to ‘get it over with’. He had spent the better part of a month dreaming of this moment and how best to pleasure you and he would be damned if he wasn’t going to follow through with that. Without warning he parted your robe and pushed it off your shoulders, letting it drop to the floor around your feet, he had waited long enough, it was time to see what was owed to him.
The sight of you was enough to take his breath away. Sure, he had seen you naked plenty of times before on the camera feeds, but that was nothing compared to the real thing standing before him now.
“You’re so beautiful my love.” He murmured as he continued to trail feather light kisses across your collar and down your chest. His hands coming to rest on your hips as his mouth took hold of a pert nipple, rolling his tongue around the tight little bud and taking it into his mouth and sucking before giving your other breast the same treatment. He heard you let out a quiet gasp and he smirked against your skin, perhaps getting you to react wasn’t going to be nearly as difficult as he thought, especially if you were gasping just from this little bit of foreplay.
“It seems you’re rather sensitive here. I wonder if I’d get the same reaction from you if it was my cock rubbing against your nipples instead of my tongue.” He said, his voice deep and husky as he let that mental image consume his mind for a moment while he continued his assault on your chest.
However, the thought of his own straining arousal inside the confines of his pants had him considering something else; how long could he last? He knew a few tricks he could do to draw it out and make the experience last longer, but even still, with as hard and excited as he was, there was no telling how long he’d be able last once he was inside of you. He would need to cum at least once before then if he had any hope of not blowing his load right away.
Good thing he has the perfect solution for that little problem, he thought, licking his lips in anticipation.
“Get on your knees my love.” He instructed.
“W-What?” You gasped, trying to take a step back away from him, but failing when he tightened his grip on your hips to keep you in place.
“I said to get on your knees.” He repeated. “I have every intention of pleasing you tonight, but first, I think a little punishment for your behavior over this last week is in order.” He squeezed the breast he wasn’t currently lavishing with his tongue, rolling the nipple between his fingers.
You knew exactly what he was expecting you do for him and it made you want to puke, every nerve ending in your body was screaming at you to run away and fight him off. But you merely froze up.
Kai looked up at you, his eyes full of aggravated frustration and pent up desire. “Don’t make me repeat myself (Y/N).” Still, you didn’t move to do as you were told. “Do I need to remind you what the consequences for disobeying me are? If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you don’t care about your sister or that friend of yours at all.” He was getting so fucking sick of repeating that line, he hated that you wouldn’t obey him unless he brought it up, he shouldn’t have to threaten you at every turn just to get you to behave. You should be happily dropping to your knees to suck him off and begging to drink his cum.
As always, that seemed to be your primary motivator because without a word and only a quiet sob slipping past your lips, you lowered yourself down to kneel between his legs, your hands resting on your lap, completely unwilling to touch him any more then you had to.
Kai smirked and cupped your cheek in his right hand, lifting your face to look up at him. “I’m not going to tell you again, the next time I tell you to do something you had better do it without question. This is your last warning (Y/N), if you don’t start listening to me, I will make that call and you’ll suck my cock while you listen to whatever he does to your sister. Do you understand?”
You frantically nodded your head yes but he’s not pleased with that and you know it by the subtle way he grips your face.
“What have I said about using your words.”
Your wide terrified eyes are trapped by his hypnotic stare, unable to look away as you let out a horrified, “Y-Yes.”
He squeezes just a bit harder. “Yes what?”
Tears are once again blurring your vision. “Y-Yes, I u-understand Kai.”
The pressure immediately lets up and he begins to pet your face and hair, smiling down at you tenderly. “Good girl. Now why don’t you show me how well you understand by worshipping my cock with that mouth.” He said, tracing your bottom lip with his thumb.
With shaking hands you start undoing his pants, he leans back on his elbows, lifting up his hips to help with their removal, but that’s all he does. In a matter of moments he is as naked as you and you finally see him in all his monstrous glory.
He’s above average, with a length of about 6 or 7in and well groomed, but where he truly stands out is with his girth. He’s easily the thickest you’ve ever seen and despite not being a virgin, you fear that when he does inevitably force his way inside you, you may just split in two.
Kai, though eager to have you start, takes a moment to watch you, pleased by your wide eyed reaction to seeing him, although he would prefer to erase the fear and apprehension that takes up the majority of the look on your face. He’s by no means shy or insecure about his size, he’s fully aware that he has an impressive size and he doubts that the other two you’ve been with had been anywhere close to him by comparison. It’s quite the booster for his already inflated ego.
“Well?” He urges you on, his hand tangling in your hair as he pushes your face closer into his crotch. “Are you going to get started? I believe I gave you an order my love.”
Swallowing down your disgust as you looked away, you reached out with trembling fingers to take him in your hand and pump his length. You’re horrified to find that he’s thicker than you originally thought as your hand wraps around him, your fingers unable to touch.
Kai let out a satisfied growl at the feel of your hand slowly jerking him off. Your hand was so much softer than his own and he knew that if you kept it up he wasn’t going to last, but he was damned determined to feel your mouth wrapped around him before that happened.
”Enough with the hand-job (Y/N), I’m ready to see that pretty little mouth of yours deep-throating my cock.”
You thought about protesting or begging him to just let you get him off with your hand, but you knew it wouldn’t work. He seemed far too keen to be satisfied by a simple hand-job at this point and you weren’t about to test his patience, not after his last threat.
He watched as you turned to him, your eyes still closed as you run your tongue along the underside of his cock before taking the entire head into your mouth, bobbing your head up and down to take more of him in. And fuck if it wasn’t the most exquisite thing he had ever felt in his life. If this was anything close to how your pussy was going to feel then he was more than happy to finish this up quick and move on to the main event.
“F-Fuck! I knew after that night you sucked my fingers you’d be good at this.” His hand fisted tighter in your hair, forcing you to move at whatever pace he wanted. He planned on making this a regular occurrence. “I’m g-going to enjoy having you under my desk sucking me off whenever I want.” He said, looking down at your tightly shut eyes and tear stained cheeks. Drool was leaking out of your mouth to dribble down your chin and your breasts were shaking in time with each movement of your head and the sight just made him thrust all the harder into your slippery wet mouth.
In an effort to make him cum sooner, your tiny hands started working at the portion of his shaft that couldn’t fit in your mouth as you tried to keep up with the pace he was setting, you just wanted this to end. Giving head was never something you particularly cared for, and even less so when the cock you were sucking was being shoved so roughly down your throat. Kai was definitely not trying to be gentle as he rammed himself against the back of your throat every time he thrust himself back in and you knew without a doubt that you were going to lose your voice by the end of this.
Kai could feel you crying out in protest, the sounds vibrating around his cock and making his pleasure all the better, and while he may have felt a small inkling of guilt for how rough he was being with you, he just told himself that this is what you deserve for being so horrible to him this last week. He needed to teach you a lesson now, so that he could show you how good it would feel later on when he mercilessly fucked you into the sheets.
He would have preferred to let you do this on your own, licking and kissing his cock like you were in love with it as much as you were in love with him before taking him in your mouth and looking up at him with those big doe eyes he loved so much. He would have preferred to just lie back and let you have your way with him, but no, you had to be stubborn and prideful.
It didn’t take long before the wonderful sensations got to be too much and he was pushing himself down your throat as far as he could go, your face pushed right up to his shaved down pubes and keeping your head held there as he erupted down your esophagus. He cursed and praised you all in the same breath as the pleasure from his release washed over him.
He looked down on you tenderly as he recovered from his high, a loving smile on his lips as he watched you swallow his viral seed. “That’s it my love, drink it all. I’m not pulling out until you’ve downed every last drop.” He stroked your cheek with his knuckles. “We can’t have you making a mess, now can we?” And after he was sure you had done as you were told, he slipped out of your mouth, the cool air on his wet dick making him shiver a bit.
You sputtered and coughed, gasping for breath once your mouth was finally free of him. You felt dirty and violated, and you prayed that he was done, hoped that since he was apparently a virgin, he might not have the energy to go again so soon after finishing.
Your hopes were dashed however when Kai stood up and grabbed your arms, hauling you to your feet and slanting his mouth across yours, your sudden gasp allowing him to easily slip inside your sweet mouth as he savored the taste of himself on your tongue for as long as he could before air was required for the both of you.
Pulling back he stared down at you in wonder for a few moments before voicing his thoughts aloud. “I don’t know how on earth I ever got lucky enough to find someone like you in this filthy world, but now that I have you I won’t ever let you go (Y/N). You’ll be with me for the rest of our days.” He began trailing kisses down your neck, leaving nips and hickeys in his wake, wanting the evidence of his ownership to be in plain view for all to see as he shoved you back onto the bed. You had received your punishment and now it was time to give you your pleasure.
You must have realized what was coming because you were instantly scrambling back, right where he wanted you, trying to put some distance between the two of you. “Please Kai, don’t do this… I’ll do anything else, just please stop.” You begged between sobs, even as he crawled over top of you, forcing your legs apart and slipping between them.
As much as your pleas for mercy and struggling annoyed him, Kai found himself getting just a bit more excited at the thought of being able to actually restrain you for this. His cock was already growing hard again as his hands moved to grab your wrists, quickly locking one of them in the cuff attached to the bed and shortening the chain, preventing you from being able to use that hand to defend yourself as he locked the other in place just as quickly before shortening its own chain as well.
“You can beg all you want my love, but I’ve waited for too long to have you. I suggest you just lie back and enjoy yourself with me.” He said as his hands slithered down to your cunt and he eased a long thick finger inside you, curling his finger upward to find that same sweet spot from before. He smirked when, despite your efforts, you let out a moan at the sudden hit to your g-spot.
“I’m going to have you screaming. By the end of this night, you’re going to be so out of your mind you won’t even be able to remember your own name, let alone how much you apparently hate me.” He inserted a second finger, pumping them in and out till you were a sopping wet mess for him.
As hard as you tried, you were unable to stay completely silent as Kai finger-fucked you in all the right ways. He was making sure to hit your g-spot nearly every time he thrust back in and now his other hand had started up as well, his thumb rubbing tight circles on your clit in a way that had your eyes rolling back into your head as you cried out in pleasure while still begging for it to stop.
Kai did eventually stop, but only after he deemed you wet enough to finally take his cock with ease. He pulled his fingers out of your cunt and made a show for you by cleaning them off himself this time. His cock hardened even more at the taste. “You taste even better than I imagined. So fucking sweet, I can’t wait to feast on you later and make you cum on my tongue.” He groaned and positioned himself at your entrance, dragging the head of his cock against your dripping wet slit and coating himself in your juices. “But first, I think it’s time I fuck my woman and show her exactly how well I can please her.” He said, and slowly began to slide inside your tight, wet cunt till he was bottoming out.
Your eyes were blown wide, a silent scream caught in your throat as you felt that initial stretch. He was massive compared to your previous lovers and as much as you hated to admit it, you were sure he was going to follow through and make you cum. His size alone was putting pressure on your g-spot and he hadn’t even started moving yet.
“So… fucking… tight.” He buried his face in your neck, trying to keep his composure as he waited a moment to give you both time to adjust before he slipped his arms under your back to grasp your shoulders as began to slam himself inside you. All thoughts of taking it slow and dragging the moment out were gone in favor of just fucking you senseless.
“You feel so good, like your pussy was made to take my cock. I’ll take such good care of you, you’ll see, you’ll never have to worry about anything ever again.”
He pulled back from your neck to stare at your face, your eyes were closed and your head was turned to the side while you bite your lip, probably trying to stifle those sweet sounds he wanted to hear so badly. “Look at me (Y/N).” He whispered, licking the shell of your ear and groaning when he felt you involuntarily squeeze down on him. He really loved how sensitive your ears were. “I want to see the look on your face when I make you cum on my cock.”
You did, only because thoughts of your sister and Nell still haunted the back of your mind, but you still pried your eyes open to look up at him. You hoped that the pleasure he was forcing on you didn’t outweigh the contempt you tried to convey as you did your best to hold back the moans threatening to spill forth. Any feelings you may have held for him, any affection that may have still lingered was gone in this moment, he stole that just the same as he had stolen your entire life away from you. But Kai couldn’t see that, all he could see was your heaving chest, your heavy lidded eyes and your flushed skin. All he could see was the pleasure he was giving you as your warm, wet pussy wrapped around his oversensitive cock.
Despite the immense pleasure he was bringing you, you still begged for mercy, you still hoped you could convince him to end this. “P-Please! I’ll do or-or say a-anything you want Kai, just please s-stop this!” At this point you were desperate and anything seemed better than letting your rapist pleasure you.
Kai willed himself to calm down upon hearing this, his thrusts slowing to a more gentle pace, rolling his hips into yours as he looked down at you. You were the most breathtaking thing he had ever seen, with your arms bound above your head, the thin layer of sweat coating your body and the sight of his cock sliding in and out of your pretty cunt. It was truly a wonder how he wasn’t cumming just from looking at you.
Your words however, did give him pause to think…
“You said you’ll do anything to make me stop?”
You nodded your head frantically, praying to any god listening that he would agree to end this. Nothing could be worse than letting him continue to fuck you. Nothing. “Y-Yes! Anything you want, I s-swear! Just please stop…” You managed to get out between gasps and pants.
“Then admit that you’re mine. Say that you’re my woman and that you belong to me and I’ll stop… for now at least.” He said, his thrusting hips never stopping for even a moment. In fact, the thought of hearing you saying these words, even if you didn’t mean them right now, was enough to make him start going a bit faster again while he waited for your response.
You knew that it was impossible to ask him to never do this again, but if you could get him to stop even once you would call that a win, it would give you a chance to gather your bearings at least. And all you had to do was shove your dignity and pride under the rug to do it.
It was a price well worth paying if it meant putting a short end to this madness…
“I’m y-your woman Kai. Y-Yours… You own m-me and I’m yours… a-all yours.” You said, the words coming out sounding more erotic then you intended while looking him straight in the eye for good measure.
Kai practically melted when he heard how sweetly you spoke those words. He couldn’t wait for the day you said them and meant them, he thought, bending down to brush his lips against your own as his thrusting hip halted completely. “You’re such a good girl. I think you’ve more than earned your reward for that, so I’ll stop…”
He could feel the way your body sagged in relief despite being so wound up and he found himself almost getting angry at how eager you were at the thought of him stopping. Too bad for you, he thought, a nasty smile that you couldn’t see pulling at his handsome face as his next words ghosted across your face like a bitter poison.
“Right after I make you cum and I blow my load inside of your pretty little cunt.” His laughter was mocking at your horrified gasp and he picked his pace back up again, thrusting even harder and faster than before. “Or should I say my pretty little cunt? You did say you’re mine after all.”
Fresh tears brought on by humiliation rolled down your cheeks as you thrashed and tugged at the cuffs holding your arms captive. “You son of a bitch! Get off me! GET OFF!” You had never felt so stupid in all your life for buying into that charade he just put on, not even your ignorance over his red flags could compare to this.
Kai never even acknowledged your struggles or words this time, he was far too pleased over your admission about belonging to him, no matter how coerced it may have been. To him, the words were already true and that was all that mattered. When you finally realize that, it will just be the icing on the cake. But he’ll take what he can get for now.
He could tell you were getting close, the way your walls fluttered around him and the moans you were trying to hold back amidst your angry cries were indication enough as he sat further up and dug his knees under your thighs to give himself a better angle, one of his hands moving towards your clit to rub circles over it while the other settled on your hip.
Apparently you were closer than either of you realized, because all it took were a few quick rubs and you were gone. Your release overtaking your body as you threw your head back and screamed, letting him know just how much your body enjoyed it. You had never felt an orgasm as intense as this one, one that had you thrashing in an effort to make the sensations lessen and your toes curling to the point of cramping and you eventually slumped back, too exhausted to do more than weakly tug at your restraints. His cock felt so big inside of you that clenching down on him nearly made you cum a second time.
“Fuck!” He roared, pistoning his hips faster. The feel of your wet heat squeezing down on him was enough to drive him to the brink of insanity and now that he had seen to it that you found your release, he was free to chase his own.
“You look so good taking my cock (Y/N). I can’t wait to finish and watch my seed leak out of you. I’m going to fill you to the brim and even then I’m not going to stop. You’re mine! All mine and I will never let you go!”
It seemed as if, now that your orgasm had passed, you were finally able to focus on his words and actually hear them this time. They sent a jolt of fear through you the likes of which you have never felt before, not even when he first made his true intentions known could top this.
“N-No! Please pull out! Please!” You were begging, throwing your pride away in favor of once again pleading with him for some kind of mercy or leniency. “I never took my pill today! There’s a chance I could get pregnant! P-Please don’t do this to me! I don’t want to have your baby!”
Kai smirked, feeling his ego and pride swell at the thought of you becoming pregnant and swollen with his child, a baby meant that you would have a harder time ever trying to leave him. He had originally planned on waiting a bit before considering this option, but if you got pregnant after tonight then he would just consider it fate. He could always still put you on the pill and if it turned out you weren’t pregnant yet, then he would just wait for a better time. He was in no hurry to rush now that he had you, he would just take things as they came and roll with the punches.
“T-Too late, I’m so close. There’s no way I-I could pull out now, even if I wanted to!” He said, slamming his mouth down onto yours and forcing his tongue inside your screaming and crying mouth, wrapping his arms around you to insure that your body took every drop he had to offer as he felt his own release wash over him. Hot ropes of his cum spilling out inside of you and heating your body up from the inside.
After a few minutes, he did realize that his weight lying on top of you may have been a bit too much and he rolled off of you, reluctantly pulling out of your warm, wet heat. Satisfaction taking hold of him immediately when he saw the way his cum was leaking out of you. Your cunt was still clenching even, as if you felt lost without his cock to fill the void.
“You poor thing.” He cooed mockingly. “All of it is just slipping right out. I’ll have to make sure I give you lots more later on, I’ll even have you warm my cock afterwards, just so we can make sure it all stays tucked away inside of you.” He ran his hands over your smooth thighs, just continuing to stare at your dripping sex in rapturous glee before his twisted gaze shifted to your stomach. “As much as I want to keep you to myself for a while, I hope you get pregnant. I would love to watch you grow and swell over time with our baby in your belly, you’d be even more beautiful and lovely than you are now.”
You were so exhausted, you couldn’t do anything more than whimper in fear at the thought of bearing his child. Not because you would hate it, you would love any child you had no matter the circumstances of its birth, but because you were sure he’d use your baby against you in some way horrible way.
‘Please… please don’t let me be pregnant. If I can’t be saved, then at least spare a child from having to be born with this monster as their father. Don’t let them suffer like me…’
Unlocking your cuffs, Kai laid back, pulling your limp body to rest on his chest while he wrapped his arms around you, stroking his hands over your back and arms, just basking in the afterglow and joy he felt. He kissed the top of your head affectionately, breathing in your scent and whispering words of praise and adoration that you could honestly care less about.
“It would be for the best if you just forgot that you ever had a life before me, because you are never leaving my side again. You’re mine. My pure, sweet little salvation. You can deny it all you want, but the fact remains that you belong to me now and no one else, not even yourself and I’ll kill anyone that tries to take you from me or help you escape.”
You heard this as slumber began to take hold of you. All you wanted right now was to sleep and forget about this horrible nightmare, if only for a few hours. You silently hoped that you would never wake up again, but you didn’t dare voice that thought aloud for fear of how Kai would react.
You felt him brushing away the last remnants of your tears as he whispered in your ear the last thing you would hear as you drifted off.
“Sleep, my love. I’m far from done with you tonight, so get some rest and I’ll wake you when it’s time to go again. Just know that I love you, so so much. You’ve made me the happiest man in the world (Y/N), and soon, you’ll be just as happy as I am. I promise.”
Those words echoed back over and over again, even in your dreams, but you knew the truth…
It was an empty promise…
I hope you all found this worth the wait!
Warnings: Trigger warning, creepy thoughts, kidnapping, NON-CON!!!, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more…
BIG thank you to @talpup (as always lol) for all the great brainstorming and for being my biggest supporter on this blog!
Side Note: I do NOT and never will condone the actions committed in this and future chapters, please be mindful and respectful of the fact that all of this is purely fiction.
⚠️THERE IS NON-CON AHEAD!!! READ AHEAD AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION!!!⚠️
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Over the course of the last few weeks, you had learned to love that small moment between waking up and being fully awake, that small portion of time where your head was just foggy enough that you couldn’t remember anything about the awful situation you were in. It was only a few seconds of bliss before the memories came crashing back around you like a tidal wave, but these days, you lived for those few seconds.
Today however, was not one of those days…
You noticed two things the instant you groggily opened your eyes and made an attempt to move; one, your wrists were bound in those horrible cuffs again, and two, you could feel him between your legs.
Today was already shaping up to be a miserable one.
A jolt of pleasure shot through you and an involuntary moan slipped out before you could stop it, your eyes shooting downward to once again see a very naked Kai with his head nestled between your legs and his mouth wrapped around your clit. He had already realized you were wide awake by this point and met your eyes just a bit to flash you a nasty smirk, his fingers taking the place of his tongue so he could lift his head and look at you.
“Did you sleep well last night my love?”
You turned your head to the side, opting to avoid both his gaze and his question. The last thing you wanted was to give him the satisfaction of hearing the tremble in your voice and seeing how flustered you were.
Kai on the other hand did not appreciate being ignored as he expected his efforts to be rewarded with your undivided attention. He had made a habit of trying to give you this particular wake up call at least once a week, not that he was complaining, he could spend all day with his tongue buried in your wet cunt if his time allowed for it. As it stood though, he only had an hour or two this morning, so he needed you to hurry up and give a response. He angled his fingers and started to hit your g-spot repeatedly. “Well, I’m waiting (Y/N).
Your mind was still heavy with sleep and you were having a harder time containing your body’s reactions to him. You knew that regardless of how well you slept, it wasn’t an honest answer he was looking for, but the one he wanted to hear, and if you didn’t give him what he wanted, then he would edge you over and over again until you did.
“Y-Yes Kai, I s-slept fi-fine…” You managed to squeeze out between clenched teeth and quiet moans.
He chuckled, his voice deep and gruff as he kisses your belly, just below your navel. “I figured as much, you fell asleep before I even had the chance to pull my cock out of you last night.”
You were grateful that at least one of your prayers were answered and you ended up not being pregnant after that first night. Your period had come just a week later, much to Kai’s immense disgust and annoyance over the lack of intimacy, and as soon as it had ended he had gotten you on a shot to prevent that. He had spent the whole week being bitter about it and barley touching you, much to your immense joy, and lamenting how it was the one thing about your body that he hated.
He went back to working you over with his mouth and fingers, circling his tongue around your clit before moving down to shove the slippery appendage inside of you to join his thrusting fingers, rubbing it around your walls and feeling an intense amount of satisfaction when he heard the quiet mewls you let out. For as much as he hated your downright refusal to willingly participate, he loved hearing those sweet noises you tried so hard to hide from him, especially when he could feel the way your thighs unconsciously squeezed around his head the closer you got to your orgasm.
“That’s it Beautiful, do you want to cum? Show me just how much your slutty little cunt wants it. Be a good girl and beg me.”
You thrashed and shake your head, the stimulation was getting to be too much for you to handle and you felt like you were going to lose your mind. “Please just end this already Kai!”
Kai scowled and the words you used and proceeded to slow his movements down and becoming agonizingly slow. “You know that’s not the kind of begging I want to hear (Y/N). Now why don’t you ask me nicely, the way you did that night in the alley.” He’s giving you another chance to do things his way and he picks back up again, fingering you at an almost brutal pace and hitting your g-spot with nearly every thrust while his mouth swirls and sucks everywhere else on your dripping pussy.
It was too much, and all you wanted was for this to end. He had already ruined the one part of your day that brought you comfort, so at the very least you wanted to finish this up quickly. “P-Please let me c-cum Kai? It’s too much, I-I can’t t-take it. Please please please!” You trailed off after that, the words continuously spilling out despite not having a single idea what you were actually saying, you just hoped that it was what he wanted to hear.
It must have been because he smiled in smug satisfaction, your pleading words ringing in his ears like the sweetest of songs. “See, my love. All you have to do is ask nicely and I’ll give you whatever you want or need.” He doubled his efforts, his thumb starting to rub circles around your clit while the other hand continued to repeatedly hit that spot inside you that had you seeing stars and gasping in unwanted pleasure. “Just let me take care of you. I’ll make you feel so good.”
He’s thrusting his fingers in and out of you so quick and hard that a wet squelching noise can be heard with every movement he makes, and that, combined with the friction he’s putting on your clit has you locking up and cumming faster than he would have liked, but he’s so pleased by the sound of your moans and screams that he lets it go this time. Seeing the way your back arches off the bed is enough for him and he helps you ride out the waves of your orgasm till his fingers and hand are drenched and he pulls out too lick them with all the enthusiasm of a man starved to the brink of death.
As you lay there panting and trying to clear your muddled mind, you can’t help but think how this is the worst part. Even more so than the violation of the act itself, what you hated more than anything was how he forced you to enjoy the things he did. It was bad enough that he was raping you, and you failed to understand why he was so adamant about getting you off Every. Single. Time.
In the weeks that followed that first night, you had learned just how much of an insatiable horn-dog Kai was. He fucked you senseless at least every day, if not every other day, and did numerous other things in between. You had thought for sure that someone as sadistic as Kai would not be generous in bed, that mentality turned out to be all kinds of wrong though as he seemed to get off more by pleasing you then he did satiating his own needs. Whether it was pounding his cock into you, fingering you or using his mouth, he always made you finish.
And you hated it.
Kai peppered you with licks and kisses as he crawled back up your body, kissing you and driving his tongue into your mouth while he positioned himself at your dripping wet entrance, but stopped when an idea came to him and he began unshackling your wrists.
You were surprised when you felt him stop all of a sudden, normally he would just push right in and start thrusting, he usually saved the longer sessions for late at night when all his work for the day was done and he could take his time with you. You felt him grab your hips and roll over, taking you with him so you were laying on his chest and you realized that your relief was going to be short lived when you heard his next words right next to your ear.
“Ride me (Y/N).”
You panicked and instantly tried to roll off of him, but his strong arms cage you in and trap you against his chiseled chest. “No! Please don’t ask me to do that? You know I hate it when you make me enjoy it, so please don’t make me participate. Please…”
“Now don’t be like that my love. I’m always the one taking the lead, but this time, I want to just lie back and feel you fuck me for a change. I want to savor the image of you bouncing on my cock and bringing both of us to completion.”
This was almost the worst thing he had done so far. It was bad enough he made you enjoy the liberties he took with your unwilling body, but now he was going to make you actively fuck him in return. It was too much and you felt tears welling up in your eyes. Tears you thought had dried up and ceased to fall weeks ago.
Though your face was hidden in his chest, Kai could tell by the way your shoulders were shaking that you were beginning to cry. He hated your tears, they were ruining what was supposed to be an otherwise perfect morning. All he wanted was for you to give him just a little something in return for all he had done for you, just to indulge him in this one little thing and let him believe that you wanted him as badly as he wanted you, even if it was just for a short amount of time.
His tone sounded board and exasperated. “Please just do this for me (Y/N). Don’t ruin this any further by disobeying me, you know what will happen if you do.” He reached out and drew your face up to look at him, wiping the tears from your eyes. “Just let yourself go. Let yourself enjoy this moment with me and use me the way I use you.” He gave you one last kiss before laying back against the pillows, his hands rubbing circles on your hips. “Now ride me.”
You knew you had no choice, you never did, it was either do as he said or watch something horrible happen to your loved ones. All you could do was follow his orders and hope that it would end quickly. You sat up, feeling more exposed and at his mercy than ever before as you fumbled to position yourself over him. Your movements were awkward and unpracticed since you had never done this before and you really didn’t know what you were doing.
Kai could see how much you were struggling and he couldn’t deny that he found it absolutely adorable. He was a dominant through and through, but there was something undeniably sexy about seeing you on top of him in this position. It let him imagine that you were doing this because you wanted to and not because he was subtly reminding you of the threat looming over your sisters head.
“Here, let me.” He said, reaching out to take hold of his cock and hold it steady for you to sink yourself down.
You hovered over him, feeling his tip brushing against your wet entrance and you tried one last time to convince him to change his mind about this position. “Please Kai, c-can’t you just put me on my hands and knees? A-Anything but this?”
Kai sighed in frustration and his hands quickly moved to your hips, pushing you down without warning and letting his thick cock slip inside of your tight, warm pussy, causing you to let out an indignant squeak. He knew that the initial stretch was always a shock for you and he pushed no further then that, it was up to you now to take the rest of him on your own.
“No. I told you to ride me and that’s exactly what you’re going to do. I’m done letting you just lay here and pretend you’re somewhere else, not this time, this time you’re going to fuck me and I’m not going to let you escape into your own head to ignore me. You’re going to stay right here in the present and enjoy this with me. Now start moving your hips before my patients gets any thinner.”
You hated how observant he was, it had only been a few weeks but already he had caught on to what you were doing to cope with the situation, and now he was going to take that away from you just like everything else. You truly wished that you had never met the monster known as Kai Chisaki.
Kai watched the play of emotions that ran across your face, ranging from sadness, hurt, disgust, anger and finally, resignation. He sucked in a breath when he felt you start to move, your knees lifting you up and down over top of him and he took a moment just to watch the sight of his cock slipping in and out of you. Fuck, that is never going to get old, he thought, his hands sliding up your torso to grope at your bouncing breasts and roll your pebbled nipples between his fingers.
“You feel so good (Y/N). I don’t know why you claim to hate this when you’re so fucking wet for me.”
You had your head turned to the side with your eyes closed, doing your best to tune him out while still moving your body on him, though it was becoming harder to do with the way his cock was brushing up against your g-spot. He always said horrible things like that, always trying to get a rise out of you, especially when he got angry.
Just last week, he had gotten pissed off over a buyer who had refused to pay up a large sum of money that he owed the Yakuza and after sending Chrono out to take care of it, he’d asked you to give his shoulders a rub. When you took too long to do as he said, he had grabbed you by your hair, throwing you over his desk and proceeded to fuck you so hard that you still had the bruises from where the desk had dug into your hips and lower abdomen. He had said some pretty nasty things to you that day, implying that you must enjoy getting ‘raped’ since you cum every time he fucks you.
He claims to want you to love him, but it was moments like that that made the notion entirely unachievable. He was far too sadistic to ever play the act of sweet and caring long enough for something like Stockholm Syndrome to set in. It was the one thing about his personality you are grateful for, you would never want to sympathize or feel empathy for a beast like him.
Kai could see what you were doing, and he wasn’t pleased. Even with his cock sheathed inside of your tight cunt and making you take a more active role in your lovemaking, you were still trying to mentally checkout. At first, he hadn’t minded the way you did this as it made his victories over you all the sweeter when he forced moans and cries from your sweet little mouth despite your best efforts to keep yourself in check. Now he was just getting fed up with it, he wanted you to enjoy yourself, not just physically, but mentally as well. He wanted to look into your eyes and see the same desire he felt for you reflected back at him.
“Look at me (Y/N).” He ordered. When you failed to comply, he delivered a stinging smack right to your ass that almost made you fall on his chest. “I said look at me.” And he smiled smugly when you turned your head towards him, cracking your tear filled eyes open to meet his golden gaze. He reached up to cup your face, smoothing his thumb over your cheekbone. “There’s my sweet girl.” He cooed softly. “I want to see the expression in your eyes when you make yourself cum on my cock. You always look so beautiful when you’re screaming for me and squeezing down on me after all.”
You tried to bounce harder and faster on top of him, hoping you could get him to finish before you did and that this would end quicker. Based on the way he was panting and the way he started to thrust up to meet your every drop, it wasn’t going to be much longer now.
Kai couldn’t believe how amazing it felt in this position and even if your movements were clumsy and unrefined, he would see to it that you would be riding him like a trained whore in no time. You were still so tight, even after these weeks of nonstop fucking. Every time he slipped inside you felt like the first time all over again and there was nothing he could think of that could compare to it. You were perfection, plain and simple.
“That’s right Beautiful, keep going. Just like that, you’re riding my cock so well, you’re going to make me cum soon.” He reached up to grab the back of your neck and pulled you down till your chests were pressed close together, making sure you kept your gaze locked with his, all the while never losing that steady rhythm he was setting with his own hips. “You always love it when I cum inside of you, don’t you?” It was a rhetorical question and he never expected an answer.
You wanted to argue that no, you didn’t enjoy having his filthy seed taint your insides, but you knew that saying that right now would do you no favors. Kai didn’t mind you giving him a bit of sass throughout the day, but sex seemed to be the one time he wanted you to say and do things precisely as he expected you to.
You sat up a bit, placing your hands on his chest as you rolled your hips into his own as well as you could, trying your best to maintain your sense of self even as the unwanted pleasure began to cloud your mind. “Yes Kai! I-I love your c-cock!” You cried, the words tasting like acid on your tongue, but you were praying that giving into his love of dirty talk would be enough to send him over the edge. “I l-love it even more w-when you’re pumping me full of c-cum. It-It always makes me w-want to cum for y-you.”
Kai felt nothing but pure, unbridled ecstasy when he heard those filthy words slip from your plump, kiss swollen lips, even if he knew you didn’t mean them, there was no denying the effect they had on him. And to show you how pleased he was with your words he reached out to rub your clit, more determined than ever to feel you clench down on his thrusting length.
“Cum for me then! If you want my cum spilled inside of your pretty pussy so badly, then cum for me! Let me feel you milk my cock for all it’s worth!”
You weren’t sure if it was the stimulation to your oversensitive clit or the nonstop hits to your g-spot, but one of them made you cum and with an ear piercing scream as you shuddered, your warm wet walls clenching down on him as your orgasm crashed over you in waves. The sensations so strong that you couldn’t hold yourself up any more and you collapsed on Kai’s chest as nothing more than a twitching, panting mess, your mind blank to everything but the pleasure and deep self loathing you felt.
Kai could tell you were totally spent and he took it upon himself to plant his feet firmly on the bed and fuck up into your still clenching cunt as hard as he could until he too found release, ropes of white hot jizz pouring out to coat your insides as your name spilled from his lips in tones filled with devotion and reverence.
The two of you laid there for the next few minutes as Kai ran his hands through your messy hair and whispered sweet nothings into your ear. He was unwilling to let you go just yet, perfectly content to stay buried inside of you for a little while longer.
Eventually though, you came back to your senses, the last effects of your orgasm finally fading and leaving behind a nasty feeling in the pit of your stomach. You squirmed, an indication that you wished to be released from your tormentors embrace and you were surprised when he let you go almost instantly. You very nearly gagged however when you felt his now limp dick slip from your slick insides and a sick mixture of your combined juices trickled down your legs.
You sat on the edge of the bed, your head hung low in shame as you waited for your energy to return to you. You stiffened when you felt the bed shift and Kai kneeled behind you, brushing your hair aside and placing gentle kisses along your neck and shoulders while his hands rubbed circles on your trembling thighs.
Kai kissed the shell of your ear, far too pleased by the mornings events to be perturbed by your sullen mood. He already had an idea that would perk you up, or at the very least, make you more amicable to behaving yourself for the day.
“You did so good this morning my love, I feel like you deserve a reward for how well you’ve pleased me.”
He felt you shift ever so slightly, a clear sign that he had your attention for the moment.
“How would you like to spend the day with Eri?”
So yeah, this was nothing more then shameless, filler smut to act as a lead in for the last chapter.
Still, I hope you all like it!
Warnings: Trigger warning, creepy thoughts, kidnapping, elements of non-con, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more…
I know that this is par for the course at this point, but I still want to give a huge shout out and thank you to @talpup for all the help with these stories and for just being an awesome friend in general! I’m not sure where this blog would be without you.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
You and Kai stepped into the darkened room that acted as Eri’s prison and you had to scoff at the brightly painted murals on the walls and the over abundance of unopened toys that littered the floor, as if Kai and the rest of these sick fucks thought that this would be enough to make up for what they were doing to her. They had ripped this little girl’s innocence and childhood away from her, and the worst part was that she was so young, she had no idea that there was anything else outside of these sterile white walls. She knew no other life besides one of pain.
You learned about Kai’s true role in the Shie Hassaika soon after he had kidnapped you and you had been introduced to Eri not long after that. Since you were with him nearly every second of the day, you quickly found out about the quirk destroying drug he was working on… and how it was made. If you didn’t have enough reasons to hate and despise him already, then finding out what he was doing to that poor little girl would have been enough of one.
Just thinking about the terrified look on Eri’s face and the scars that littered her tiny body was enough to have your fists clenching, all you wanted to do was tackle him to the ground and gouge his eyes and throat out. Not that you ever would, you couldn’t risk that, especially not now that he had Eri’s well-being to hold over your head along with your Sister and Nell.
“Eri,” Kai said, his voice bland and monotone, so unlike the soft, almost loving way he spoke to you, or the harsh and malicious one he used for his underlings. “I brought (Y/N) here so you two can spend the day together. You both have been behaving so well this week, I thought you both deserved a reward.”
Eri sat there, curled up on her gigantic bed with her little form trembling in fear and phantom spasms of pain wracking her body as she remembered her latest bout of torture at the Yakuza leaders hands. Unable to meet Kai’s gaze as she mumbled out a quick thank you, waiting as patiently as she could for him to leave.
Kai turned to you and taking hold of your chin, he lifted your face to meet his golden gaze. “Hojo and Setsuno will be right outside the door if you need anything, so please don’t do anything foolish like trying to leave the room without them.” He leaned down, getting as close as he could to your ear without taking off his mask. “You’ve been so obedient these last few days, don’t make me regret letting you out of my sight for the day by doing anything reckless, because it won’t be you that pays the physical price for it my love.”
You wanted to bite back and tell him that if he was a real man, he wouldn’t be cowardly enough to threaten a child to get his way, but you held your tongue. And by the way his eyes gleamed and scrunched up in the corners as he smirked, you knew that he could see that.
Kai did see how badly you wanted to fight back, how badly you wanted to tear him to pieces and he loved watching the way you so sweetly submitted to him. Yes, he loved you as you were, but he also loved the control he had over you, he loved being your decision maker. He was the one to decide what you wore every day, what you ate and how you spent your days, he controlled every aspect of your life now and he wouldn’t change it for anything in the world.
“I understand.” You replied through gritted teeth as you jerked your chin out of his grasp. “I wouldn’t risk hurting her like that. You already do enough of that as it is.”
Normally, your defiance gave him the itch to strike you, but for some reason, when you were defending Eri, it left him feeling pleased. It made him realize what a wonderful, loving and fierce mother you were going to be to his and your children some day.
But of course, thinking about the possibility of babies also made him start thinking about the process of making said babies and he felt his cock twitch a bit in his pants. That was his cue to leave, he did have some important meetings today and as much as he would have liked to cancel them and drag you back to bed, he knew that he couldn’t neglect his work just because of how tempted he was to fuck you again.
“I’ll be back to get you later on this evening. Have a good day and don’t forget to tell Hojo and Setsuno if you need anything.” Pulling back, he cursed his mask and silently lamented that he couldn’t kiss you with the damn thing in the way, but he wasn’t about to risk taking it off in the presence of others.
“Have a good day.” You mumbled, just as you were expected to.
With that, Kai walked out the door and let the heavy metal slam shut. Hojo and Setsuno were already waiting on either side of the door. “You know the drill, make sure that both of them stay in that room until I come back and one of you better stay here at all times, no matter what she asks you to do.” He said, not bothering to look at either of them.
“Don’t worry Boss, we won’t let anything happen to Eri or the Little Lady.” Setsuno replied obediently, Hojo nodding along with him silently.
It didn’t take long for you to genuinely earn the respect of Kai’s Precepts, all it took were a few instances of you snapping at them and proving that you had a backbone for them to start bowing to you the same way they did for Overhaul. In their eyes, the only person you should ever show weakness to and submit to was their boss, and since that’s exactly what you did, they had no problem giving you the respect you deserve.
“Good.” He said, heading off down the hall. He had more business to attend to with the LOV.
Back in the room, Eri jumped off the bed the second the door was closed, bolting right over to you and throwing her tiny arms around your neck as you dropped to your knees to catch her.
“I missed you so much.” She whispered, nuzzling her face against your shoulder as her usual quiet sobs overcame her.
“I missed too Sweetie.” You returned the sentiment wholeheartedly and rocked her back and forth a bit.
You knew by now that it would be a few minutes before she would release her vice-like grip on you and you were more than happy to let her cling to you as long as she wanted. But in an effort to make yourself more comfortable, you picked her up and carried her over to the bed and laid there with her for as long as was needed, petting her pretty silver hair and humming random melodies to help soothe her.
Eventually, her crying ceased and she lifted her head, her naturally red eyes were even redder than usual due to her tears and you could tell that her cute little nose was runny as the last of her sniffles quieted down.
“It looks like we get to spend the whole day together Eri! Is there anything you want to do? We can do whatever you want.” You said, trying to make your tone sound as cheerful as possible in order to put the girl at ease. Despite knowing how much Eri adored you, because you loved her just as much, you still had yet to see her crack a smile, not that it was hard too understand why that was given what Kai did to her on a regular basis. Still, you made it your personal mission to make her as happy as you could in this place, and that included seeing her finally crack a smile for you.
Her forehead scrunched up in the most adorable way as her mind went over all the things she’d like to do before she finally lifted her eyes to meet yours. “Will you read to me some more? Like you did the last time.” She mumbled, her voice barely above a whisper.
“Of course! Why don’t you go and find what stories you want me to read today. We can just lay under the covers and spend all day reading if that’s what you want.”
Eri nodded her head eagerly and scampered off to find the books she wanted.
When Eri had expressed an interest in the few books that were kept in her room but was only able to read them a tiny bit, you had sucked up your pride and asked Kai if some more books could be brought in for you to read to her. You were shocked when he had immediately done as you asked, but it made sense when you realized that he probably only did it in an effort to butter you up.
Seeing Eri coming back over with an armful of books, you quickly wiped the scowl off your face, this time was about her and you refused to let Kai’s disembodied presence ruin it anymore then he already had.
You chuckled loudly when you saw her struggling to climb back up onto the bed while still holding the books, she was so eager she didn’t even think to put the books down on the bed first. “Here Sweetie, why don’t you hand those over to me and then you can get up here.” You said, taking the books from her as she quickly got up on the large bed and instantly curled up right into your side, her head pillowed on your chest as you both snuggled down under the covers while you began to read from the first book in the pile.
“So, you’re really not going to take Toga and Twice?” Chrono asked after Nemoto lead a very disgruntled Shigaraki out of the office.
“No. I’ve concluded that making a deal with The League of Villains is simply not worth it. No matter how widespread and admired their name and influence is, their still a bunch of crazy people and entirely unpredictable. I just can’t see things ending up any way other than badly for us if we were to follow through with it.” Kai said calmly, his mind already made up.
“I agree. Besides, once we perfect the final product, it won’t matter if we have the LOV on our side or not. Investors will be fighting over themselves to get their hands on it and paying out the ass for what we’re offering them.” Mimic chimed in from across the room.
Chrono nodded in agreement, he had never liked the idea of partnering up with those nut jobs anyway, so he couldn’t be more pleased with the outcome. “This is because of (Y/N)-san, isn’t it? You don’t want to risk The League finding out about her.”
Kai’s golden eyes slid over Chrono in a way that would have made most men shiver and piss themselves in fright, good thing he wasn’t most men and was fairly used to dealing with Kai’s personality after all of these years.
“Are you implying that I made a poor decision Chrono?”
“Not at all. I actually think that having her around is a good thing.” He started. “You’ve always been exceptionally cautious and plan oriented when it comes to your decisions about our dealings, but now that you have her to think about, you’ve become even more vicious and calculating. It’s a win win for everyone.”
If it had been anyone else saying this to him he would have found it to be patronizing, but Chrono was far too loyal to him to ever consider being that rude. If he was saying it, then he meant it, no questions or ulterior meanings to be found.
“Speaking of (Y/N), what’s the official word on her disappearance?” He asked, not bothering to continue the conversation regarding his decision making.
“Nothing much to tell. Her friends panicked when they realized she had been gone for too long and after the airport security was unable to locate her, they called the police and the pros who were also unable to find any traces of her besides her bag in the restroom trash can.” Chrono shrugged. “Their at a standstill right now since they have no leads and no evidence to go on. Give it another month or two and it will be yesterday’s news.”
Kai was immensely pleased by this news. Now that even the authorities had no idea where to look for you, he could relax knowing that you were well and truly in his grasp for good, nothing and no one would ever be removing you from his side now.
“Good, very good. Is there anything else to report for the day before I leave to go and retrieve her from Eri’s room?” He inquired, talking about you was making him desire to see you. He didn’t particularly like letting you be away from his side for too long but there were certain people, people like Shigaraki, that he wanted you kept far far away from.
Chrono sighed behind his mask, unsure of how Overhaul was going to take this last bit of news. “Just one thing, we’re not sure how serious it is yet or how it’s going to go down, but one of our guys reported that he’s seen the pro hero Sir Nighteye and one of his sidekicks skulking around our turf the last few days. Asking about Trigger and the incident involving the Reservoir Dogs.”
Kai rubbed his temples in frustration, just when things were starting to look up, shit had to go sideways. Typical. “Have they gotten any leads yet? Has anyone squealed?”
Chrono shook his head. “No. Whether it’s just rumors or fact, folks around here know better than to talk about our business. They have nothing to go on as of yet. I just wanted you to be aware that we’re under his microscope.”
“Make sure it stays that way. I don’t want any info about our operations getting spoken of outside of these walls. We can’t afford to have any interference when we’re so close to our end goal.” Kai stood up from his desk and walked over to the door. “And I want (Y/N) kept as much in the dark about this as possible. She’s finally starting to settle in a bit and I don’t want that ruined because she got it in her head that she’s going to be getting ‘saved’. Understand?”
“Understood.” Both Chrono and Mimic replied in unison just as Kai shut the door.
Even without a clock in the room, you could tell that it was getting late just by how tired Eri was getting. Her eyes were drooping and and her body kept going slack every few minutes as she fought to stay awake.
You put down the book you had just finished reading. “You should go to sleep Sweetheart.” You said, stroking her hair back from her face and held her just a bit tighter.
“But if I fall asleep, then you’re going to be lonely.” She said quietly, she was practically already asleep as it was.
Your heart clenched just a bit at her words. It was truly a mystery how she remained so sweet and innocent despite all she was put through in her short life and all you wanted to do was protect her. But you knew that was impossible, you couldn’t even protect yourself against Kai, so how were you supposed to protect her. All you could do was try and give her these small moments of happiness, it’s all you were capable of right now, but even that was dependent on Kai’s will since you were only able to see her when he allowed it.
If only you had a way of convincing him to let you see her more often. And as your mind began to race, trying to think of some way to convince him, you realized that there was really only one thing you could do that might have a shot of working.
And the very thought of it had your stomach turning in disgust, but…
Looking down at Eri’s now sleeping face, you came to the conclusion that her health and mental well-being were far more important than your pride and dignity. You can't deny how much you had come to love this sweet little girl, and you knew that even if you were presented with a golden opportunity to escape, unless you could safely bring her with you, you would never be able to do it, you could never leave her behind like that.
And if this plan you were thinking of ended up working, then it would be worth it.
It just had to be…
As Kai approached Eri’s room, he was pleased to see Hojo and Setsuno still waiting patiently outside the door. It seemed as if you took his words to heart and decided to behave yourself today. “Did she give you any trouble?”
“Naw, she never even spoke to us today except for when we brought her and the kid their lunch.” Setsuno said, stepping away from the door with Hojo to give their boss more room to look through the small window as he quietly dismissed them for the evening.
Kai watched you for a moment through the glass. You were propped up against the headboard and a massive amount of pillows, Eri’s small body tucked against your side and slumbering by the looks of it. You were stroking her hair and staring at her with all the love and affection he imagined the Virgin Mary had when her child was born.
And not for the first time, he wondered if that was how you would look at his children when he finally decided to start a family with you. He couldn’t ever imagine you hating an innocent child, but it was still something he wondered about, if you would despise your children simply because they were also his.
But no, looking at you now, with your guard down and none of your snark or sass leaking through, it was quite obvious how you were made to be a mother. When the time was right and he decided it was time to start trying for a baby, he knew that any children you bore him would be loved by you no matter what your feelings for him were, of that he was sure.
But that was a plan for another time. Right now he simply wanted to enjoy having you to himself for a while, he thought, slowly turning the handle and stepping into the room. He saw how you immediately tensed up as soon as you heard the quiet sound of the door creaking open and light from the hallway flooded the room that was lit only by the pink lamp on the nightstand.
“It’s time to go my love. It’s gotten rather late and we have to get up fairly early tomorrow. I’d still like to have dinner with you as well, so come along.” He ordered, watching as you frowned and nodded.
You slowly loosened the hold Eri had on you, doing your best not to wake her as you climbed off the bed and tucked the blanket over her gently before moving to gather the books you had spent the day reading to her and putting them back on the shelf. You always did that, taking as much time as you could before having to leave the room with him. Kai was fine with that though, as long as you weren’t outright defying him then he was content to lean against the open door frame and watch as you bustled about the room for a bit.
The very last thing you did, every time, was to go over to Eri and kiss her forehead, whether she was asleep or awake and whisper some endearing words to the child.
“Sweet dreams Eri, hopefully I’ll get to come back soon. I love you Sweetheart, so so much.” You said, reluctantly stepping away from her bedside and taking Kai’s outstretched hand as he quietly closed the door and set the security lock that would keep her from trying to escape while no one was guarding it at night.
The two of you were silent all the way back to Kai’s room, but Kai could tell that something was on your mind. You were being far too quiet and you weren’t even trying to rip yourself out of his hold like you normally did. He’d like to think that maybe you just missed him, but he knows that would be wishful thinking.
When you finally make it back to his room, the first thing Kai does is call to have dinner brought up and after he hangs up, he simply watches as you walk over to your reading corner and sit down. You don’t pick up a book, you don’t do anything except stare down at your hands resting on your lap, a look of intense concentration dancing across your face.
He walked up behind you to rest his hands on your shoulders, you tense up but otherwise remain still. “It will be a little while before our food gets here, come take a shower with me.” He says, his hands giving your shoulders a gentle squeeze.
He phrased it like it’s an option that you could turn down, but you know better than that by this point, you know that everything he tells/suggests you do is an order. He loves the control he has over you, and giving you the option to say no would mean losing some of that control, something you know he’d never stand for. But you remind yourself that if this plan has any chance of working, then you need to at least appear compliant.
Kai is slightly shocked when you stood up and began walking towards the bathroom unprompted, normally he would have had to throw out a threat or two to get you moving, maybe even having to drag you into the shower himself. This, while a welcome change, does make him wonder what’s up with you. Perhaps you’re merely too tired to fight him for once, or… perhaps it was something else entirely.
“Suppose I’ll just have to wait and see.” He said to himself as he followed behind you. Watching the enticing sway of your hips, he groaned at how hard his cock was already. He was sure it wasn’t normal for someone to be this horny for another person all the time, but he couldn’t find it in himself to care as he walks up behind you and pulls you back against his chest.
“You’re being oddly non-confrontational tonight my love. Any reason why?” Kai asked, burying his face in your neck to trail his lips against the sensitive skin there while his hands slipped under your skirt to trace patterns on your bare thighs, his fingers inching closer to your sex with every stroke. “Not that I’m complaining, but I can’t help but be a bit suspicious.”
You took a deep breath and tried your best to steel yourself for what you were about to do next. You had no idea how he would react to this, but it was the only thing you could think of that might get him on board with your idea. It was going to be degrading and far more humiliating than anything thus far, but if it was for Eri, then you were willing to live with that.
“I want… I want to-to make a-a deal with you?” You managed to squeak out, just as his hand pressed against your cunt, his fingers already beginning to push aside your panties. Though they immediately paused as soon as the words hit Kai’s curious ears.
Kai smirked, so that was why you were being so well behaved at the moment, you were trying to suck up for something. Well, he certainly didn’t mind hearing you out. After all, what kind of man was he if he wasn’t at least willing to communicate with you a bit. And if he was being honest with himself, which he wasn’t, he would have admitted that he was beginning to get frustrated with his lack of progress with you. At first he had been content to simply have you here with him and under his control, but now, now he wanted more, he wanted things to go back to the way they had been before he had told you how deep his feelings and desires for you ran. He wasn’t satisfied with simply being content anymore, he wanted to be happy, and the only way that he could be happy, was if you were happy.
He could clearly see two options here; he could continue on with the way he was doing things, thus pushing you further and further away from him and ruining the possibility of ever winning back your affections, or, he could hear you out and determine for himself if what you were offering could possibly get him what he wanted.
He decided to hear you out.
“Oh? Now you’ve got me curious. What kind of deal were you wanting to make with me my love?” He whispered into your ear, watching your reflection in the mirror as you closed your eyes and shivered. Whether it was in disgust or if it was a reaction to how sensitive your ears were, he didn’t know, nor did he care, he still found it arousing all the same.
You figured that since the cat was out of the bag now, there was really no point in dragging it out, at this point it was either sink or swim.
“I want more time with Eri. I want you to let me see her on a more regular basis and in exchange, I’ll… do whatever you want. I’ll stop fighting you on everything.” You looked up into the mirror and met his golden eyes reflection. “I’ll wear the clothes you pick out for me, I’ll eat all my food, I’ll even participate during sex. Just let me have this. Please…”
To say that Kai is stunned would be an understatement, when he first heard the word “deal” fall from your pretty little mouth, this was the last thing he was expecting to hear. He thought that maybe you were going to try and bargain for less sex or something like that. But here you are, offering him everything he’s been wanting from you, and all your asking for is to spend more time with the child.
He couldn’t believe his good fortune.
Suddenly, Kai was spinning you around to face him, his hands going to the underside of your thighs, hoisting you up and onto the bathroom counter before stepping in between your legs. You squealed indignantly as your skirt was bunched up and he pulled you towards the edge of the surface to press his confined and aching cock against your own clothed sex.
“Is that really all you want (Y/N)? I can’t help but feel like there’s so much more you could ask for. So why this one thing?” He asked, genuinely curious as to why this thing was so important to you. He knew that you sympathized and cared for Eri, but he just couldn’t understand why you would be willing to do something that you obviously didn’t want to just for more time with her. Not that he wouldn’t take full advantage of it, but he was an innately selfish person, so he never understood the concept of doing things for another person just for their sake.
You huffed and fought back the urge to squirm and pull away from him, you needed him to see that you were serious about this, no matter how much it makes your skin crawl. “I wouldn’t expect someone like you to understand.” You said heatedly. “She’s just a child. A child that you treat like a lab rat and torture day in and day out. I’m willing to bet that that sweet little girl has never known a day of happiness in all her life. All she knows is pain and fear and it makes me sick to my stomach to see someone like her suffering like that.” You paused, trying to hold back the sudden wave of tears that you felt coming on when you recalled meeting her for the first time. “She sobbed and clung to me for nearly two hours that first time you brought me to her and she told me how in all her life, she could never remember a single person reaching out to her with a kind hand. Do you know how horrible that is? For a child to have never received affection or love, it breaks my heart Kai.” You looked up into his cold gaze, trying to convey to him just how important this is to you. “So yes, that is all I want. I despise you, but my feelings are irrelevant when faced with those of an innocent child. If it means giving that girl even just a bit of happiness, then I will gladly bend to your will. But you have to give me this if you want my compliance.”
Kai was not entirely sure how to proceed now that you had said your piece. While he was ecstatic over the thought of finally making some progress with you, he also wasn’t sure how he felt about this strong and growing attachment you had developed with Eri. It irked him ever so slightly that the only reason you were even considering this change in behavior was for her sake and not because you wanted to do it for him, but now that you were so attached, he couldn’t just cut you off from each other without it having detrimental consequences for his relationship with you.
This may be his only chance, if you would stop fighting him and be a willing participant, then he was sure you would come to see just how happy he could make you and you would find yourself falling for him again in no time.
Now he only needed one more question answered.
“You make a fair point my love.” He said, pulling you closer and grinding against your heat. “And I’m more than willing to indulge you on this matter, but first…” He took hold of your chin and tilted your head up, forcing you to look him right in the eye. “you’re going to need to prove to me just how far you’re willing to bend. I need to know that you’re not just going to half-ass this deal, so for the next few weeks, you’re going to do what you’ve promised me and after you’ve convinced me of your willingness to stick to it, then I’ll give you what you’re asking for. This is the only way I’ll agree, so take it or leave it.”
You had a feeling that he would do something like this, but if it was the only way, then so be it. This wasn’t about you and him anymore, this was about Eri and what was best for her.
Kai’s smile was positively feral. “Perfect. Then you can start by kissing me back, just like you did that first night you called me.” He said, right before pressing his mouth against yours.
You reluctantly leaned into him, opening your mouth for him and tangling your hands in his hair as you kissed him back with all the passion you could physically muster up. His hands were gripping your hips hard enough that you were sure they would leave bruises later on as he pressed himself even harder against your cunt.
Kai finally broke away from the sweet haven that was your mouth for some much needed air, and no amount of stoicism could contain the joy he felt when your tiny hands slid down and began undoing his belt. You were a bit clumsy, but all that mattered to him was that you were doing it on your own, with no prompting from him.
“Now just what are you doing there my love, hmm?” He teased, rubbing your thighs and inching closer and closer to the warm wet heat of your cunt with every stroke.
Fuck, this was so humiliating. But you needed to show him you were invested in this, you had to make him happy or this would all have been for nothing.
“You said I need to prove how committed I am to this, right?” You gave a sharp tug on his pants, practically breaking the button in the process and he growled in approval at your actions. “Well let me show you just how committed I truly am. We still have time for that shower, let me suck your cock Kai, let’s see if I’m still hungry after that.” The words felt awful coming out of your mouth but you pushed on nonetheless, determined not to fuck this up as your hand slipped inside his pants to start pumping his fully erect cock.
“Fuck…” He cursed at the sudden and wonderful contact.
Kai’s eyes rolled back into head head the exquisite feel of your soft hand jerking him off and his ears were still tingling from the effects of your filthy words. It was quite a challenge to force your hand away from his throbbing arousal so he could get the shower running and when he turned around to find you already stripped of your clothing, he almost said fuck it and was about to just bend you over right there and then. But the prospect of having you willingly drop to your knees in the shower to clean his cock with your mouth was far too tempting of an idea to pass up. Besides, you seemed so eager to prove yourself to him, it would be unfair to let your efforts go to waste.
You didn’t wait for him to say anything, you simply walked right past him and got into the shower, letting the hot water relax you for just a moment before you felt Kai step into the shower with you. As he slid the glass door closed, you couldn’t help but feel like it was an allegorical representation of your fate being sealed. And as you turned around and carefully dropped to your knees, you knew that that thought wasn’t too far from the truth.
You had just made a deal with the devil, and now it was time to pay up.
Well, there you have it, the ending to Purity!
I really hope you all like this as I left it a bit open-ended in case I decide to come back and write more in the future.
Anyway, please let me know what you thought of it, I’d love to hear your thoughts!
Chapter 13: Chapter 13
It’s been two months since you made your deal with Kai and while you’re not happy nor proud of the things you've done in that time, the small bits of happiness you can now give to Eri more then make up for the revulsion you feel every time you look in the mirror.
Kai meanwhile, is secure in the knowledge that you'll learn to love him eventually and is content with the way things are at the moment.
Or is he?
A surprise stop at the bases kitchens one day will be the answer to that...
Warnings: Trigger warning, mentions of non-con and dub-con, implied kidnapping (past-tense), some physical abuse, emotional and mental manipulation, VERY YANDERE!!! See tags for more…
Thank you @talpup for reading this yesterday and for encouraging me to go for the darker version of this ending!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Kai walked swiftly down one of the long and winding hallways of the underground base, Chrono at his side as they made their way to the meeting room, he had an important meeting with some potential investors that wanted to finance the quirk destroying bullets and he was eager to lay out his plan to them.
Everything was finally starting to look up for the Young Head, his goal to restore the Yakuza to their former glory and finally pay back the man who gave him everything was on the fast track to success, the Shie Hassaikai was stronger than ever thanks to the growing reputation of his drug and their Trigger sales, and best of all… he had a beautiful woman, a queen to share it all with.
It had been two months since you had made your offer to him and he was quite happy with the situation, the only thing that could have made it better was if you were doing it because you wanted to and not because of a deal, but he kept reminding himself that anything worthwhile was worth waiting for, and he knew that you more than worth it. He was more than pleased with the way you were behaving these days, you did everything you were told to do and even went out of your way to do things that weren’t expected of you, all in an effort to please him.
He felt a cocky smile threatening to pull at his lips when he recalled the events from last night.
He was working late into the night in his office, combing over paperwork, when he heard the sound of the bedroom door opening and looked up to see you walking out, wrapped in a silky black robe that draped and clung to your curves in all the right ways, and straight over to the door that would take you out into the hallway. He jumped up, fully intending on stopping you, but paused when he saw you lock the door and turn back around, coming right towards him and stopping in front of him.
“Care to explain what that was all about my love?” He asked, leaning back in his chair as his eyes drank in the sight of you.
“You’ve been in here for hours. You need to sleep, you’re always crabby after an all-nighter and I won’t have you taking your sleep deprived frustrations out on poor Eri.” You said flatly, eyes bored and half lidded.
Kai sighed and looked up at you, his tone was equally as flat once he realized that you were only showing concern for him because you were concerned more for Eri. “I have important work to do (Y/N), so I will not be coming to bed at the moment, but if it makes you feel better I will promise to do my best not to take any anger out on the child.”
You looked at him long and hard for a few seconds before replying. “Not good enough, I’m not going to take any chances by taking you at your word. That’s why I have something to motivate you into coming to bed.”
“Oh?” Now he was intrigued.
You didn’t waste a second in going for the sash of your robe to begin untying it and Kai thoroughly expected you to be stark naked underneath your robe and that was good enough for him… but what he saw was even better.
Before he had brought you home, he had made sure to buy you plenty of lovely clothes, clothes the he had made sure would suit your coloring and body to perfection. But he had also purchased you a fair amount of bedroom wear and lingerie as well, but in the months since you had been here, he had completely forgotten about all those tantalizing little garments.
Now it seemed as though you had discovered them on your own and had decided to put them to use.
It was nothing overly extravagant, just a lacy black and emerald green bra and pantie set, panties mind you that barely covered your pretty cunt or the round curvature of your plump little ass, with matching thigh highs and a garter belt to finish off the ensemble. It might have been simple and unimpressive to some men, but the sight of it was more than enough to send all of his blood rushing straight to his cock in a matter of seconds.
Kai reached up and removed his mask as well as his gloves to set them aside before motioning for you to come over to him, his hands eagerly resting on your hips as he pulled you forward to straddle him in his desk chair. “You certainly are full of surprises lately my love, I can’t believe I’d forgotten about these. You look absolutely stunning.” He said, his lips trailing along your collarbone and the tops of your breasts before sucking a pert nipple into his mouth through your bra.
The sensation of his sucking mouth, combined with the texture of the bras fabric rubbing against you was enough to make you let out a quiet moan as you unconsciously let yourself grind against the straining arousal in his pants. You hated doing this, hated doing anything that made him happy, but so far he had kept up his end of the deal and you were allowed to see Eri as much as you wanted, provided he wasn’t in the middle of torturing her or wanting to spend time with you, so you persisted and continued to pay up on your end as well.
Kai smirked against your breast and gave the other one the same treatment before lifting his head and pulling you down for a kiss. You opened up for him immediately and your tongues met in a heated frenzy that Kai always seemed to win, not that you were trying very hard to begin with.
Kai ran his hands up the back of your thighs to grab your ass, he was already addicted to the feel of the smooth sheer fabric of your stockings, and he squeezed the flesh in his hands as he pulled you as close as he could.
“So? Have I convinced you to come to bed yet?” You asked, tangling your hands in his short chestnut locks as you pressed down harder on his cock, trying your best not to loose focus. There was no denying the effect Kai had on your body, he knew just what to do to turn you into a squirming mess, but that didn’t mean you had to like it though.
Suddenly, Kai stood up, and you instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck as he made short work of planting you down right on top of his desk. His golden eyes were heavy lidded and full of desire as he looked down at you seated so lewdly on his work station, he’d have to have it thoroughly scrubbed tomorrow, but it was more than worth it to have you laid out like this for him.
“I think I’d much rather take you here my love.” He had already discarded his jacket and shirt, now he was effortlessly pulling at his belt and pants. “And if you’re a good girl and take everything I have to give without complaint, I’ll even let you have Eri for the whole day and hold off on my session with her. How does that sound?” He said, sliding your panties to the side as he inserted a long finger into your wet heat, going straight for your g-spot and stroking it with all the speed of a snail while his thumb did the same for your clit.
You threw your head back, unable to hold back the moan he forced from you as your hands clawed into the desk. “D-Do whatever you want, just l-leave her alone tomorrow.”
Kai smirked and trailed kisses up and down your neck. “You’ve been such a good girl lately, I can’t help but want to spoil you a bit. Now just lie back and let me take care of you, I’ll make sure you sleep well for the rest of the night after this.”
He’d fucked you twice on his desk, hard and fast before having to carry you back to bed where he spent another long hour making love to you in the slowest most draw out ways he could. Needless to say, he didn’t get much more of his work done, but he’d consider it a win anytime if he got to see you dressed like that again. He still couldn’t believe that he forgot about those tempting articles, well that certainly wouldn’t be something he’d forget about anytime soon now that he’d seen what you looked like in even the simplest set.
“I’m surprised you gave her permission to have Eri for the whole day. This deal she made with you must be working rather well I take it?” Chrono asked him casually. It wasn’t often that Kai would put his plans on hold for anyone or anything, least of all his plans concerning Eri and the drug, so whatever it was you did for him must have made the Young Head very happy.
Kai looked back over his shoulder Chrono could easily see the pleased and self-assured expression he wore despite the plague mask covering half his face. “Yes, it’s working in both our favors for the time being, but it’s only a matter of time before she gives in and starts accepting her place here at my side and this deal won’t matter anymore regardless.”
He turned his gaze to face forward again. “But I’ll still give her all the time with Eri that she wants of course.” Silently, Kai added to himself that he would be willing to give you anything you asked for, within reason, if you would just stop fighting him for real and be happy with him. “Being around the girl seems to make her quite happy, and the happier she is, the less likely she’ll be to try and run. She’s been a good influence on Eri as well, the girl is terrified that I’ll keep (Y/N) from her if she misbehaves, so she’s been rather compliant during her sessions as of late.”
Chrono nodded along, he could definitely see the benefits Kai spoke of and he was curious if he had thought of any others. “I hope I’m not crossing any bounds here Overhaul, but have you considered that maybe the way to winning her over is through children? I’ve seen her with Eri and it’s obvious to anyone with eyes that she’s grade A mother material, she’s practically made for it.”
Under normal circumstances, Kai might have disassembled the fool who asked him that particular question, but Chrono was likely the only person who could get away with it. Hari was probably the only person he would go so far as to call his friend, he trusted him with nearly everything, you included, and he had no issue sharing with him his personal thoughts on the matter in question.
“It’s definitely something that’s crossed my mind as of late, hard not to think about it when I’m fucking her on a daily and nightly basis. Not to mention, seeing her interact with Eri does tend to put her maternal traits into focus on a more direct level.” Kai could already picture it in his head; you, curled up on a bed with Eri, reading her a story from one of the many books you’d recently asked to have purchased, your belly round and your body glowing from the new life growing inside of you. It was a sight he was almost desperate to see, but… “But I would like for the plan to be a bit further along before I start focusing on children. Once things are on the right track, then I’ll consider starting a family with her, I am going to need an heir to take over for me at some point. I’m not going to be around forever after all.”
Chrono nodded in acknowledgment. Kai played it off as though children were just an afterthought or a means to an end, but he had seen the expression on his leader’s face when he’d look at you and Eri together, and he suspected that Kai might want a kid or two just because he wanted a family and nothing more. Kai being involved with a woman and wanting kids was something that he and everyone else in the Shie Hassaikai had always assumed would never happen, it never even crossed anyone’s mind, but it seemed that you had changed his views on quite a lot of things since the man fell in love with you.
Your opinion might beg to differ greatly in regards to whether Kai truly did love you or not, but Chrono could say with absolute certainty as the person who knew Kai the best, he was most definitely in love with you. It might not have been in the conventional sense and it certainly wasn’t a healthy form of it, but it was most assuredly love that he felt for you.
Was it sick and twisted, the way he went about trying to win your affections?
Was it wrong that he had to rape, coerce, threaten, bribe and guilt you into being with him, both intimately or otherwise?
Absolutely. But Kai was Yakuza, he was used to getting what he wanted, when he wanted it, and if it wasn’t given to him freely, then he certainly had no qualms about taking it. That’s just the kind of man he is, it’s why he and the rest of the Precepts followed and respected him to the extent that they did. You’d learn that eventually, it’s not like Kai was ever going to give you the opportunity to get away from him after all.
Rounding the corner of the hallway, both Kai and Chrono were surprised to see Hojo and Setsuno standing out in the hall, just outside of the kitchens and not outside Eri’s room where he’d left you this morning.
“What the hell are you two doing here when you’re supposed to be guarding (Y/N) and Eri?” Kai asked angrily, panicked that you and Eri might be somewhere he didn’t know about.
It was Setsuno who spoke first, his voice tinged with just a hint of fear as he explained the situation to his disgruntled boss. “Oh, we’re still keeping an eye on them Overhaul Sir. The Little Lady said that she wanted to cook lunch for her and the kid today, so she sent one of us out to fetch ingredients before having us bring them here to the kitchens.” He motioned with his thumb to the open doorway. “They’re both in there right now and we’ve been looking in every few minutes to make sure everything is safe.”
“You did tell us that she was free to wander around so long as we kept a close eye on her and made sure she didn’t go anywhere she wasn’t supposed to.” Hojo continued for his partner. “We didn’t think that bringing her here was part of that category. I apologize if we made the wrong call.”
Now that he knew the full story, Kai was feeling much less upset and was now more curious than anything. He remembered you mentioning in the beginning that you had a love of food and the culinary arts, one that you ascribed as having picked up from your mother. Perhaps you were craving something other than the mostly Japanese fair that you had been consuming while here and decided to make it yourself.
He was just about to speak his mind and tell the two that the next time they took you somewhere away from Eri’s room, they had damn well better inform either him or Chrono immediately in case something went wrong, but then he heard it. Something that he hadn’t heard in months, something that completely distracted him and made his heart skip a beat.
It wasn’t the bitter, mocking laughter that he had become accustomed to since bringing you home, but the kind of happy, carefree laughter that he had only heard in the beginning of your relationship. The same kind of laughter he had been missing and so desperately wanting to hear again.
Now he had to see what it was you were getting up to in there.
“Chrono, how much time do we have until the client arrives for the meeting?”
“About an hour and a half.”
“Good.” He said, already going for the door. “Go on ahead and get things ready. I’ll be there shortly. And you two stay right here and continue to keep watch.”
“Understood.” They all replied together as Chrono turned and left immediately to carry out the order.
Kai walked into the kitchen and spotted you and Eri standing at a large table full of ingredients and cooking tools. He was standing behind you so it was a bit hard to tell, but you appear to be adding seasonings to a large bowl of something, with Eri standing next to you on a large plastic crate. Her big red eyes were wide open and watching every move you made with childlike wonderment as you carefully explained what you were doing step-by-step.
You had a big smile on your face, the first one Kai had seen in months and his mind flinted back to his conversation with Chrono just a few minutes ago and he couldn’t help but think how much better this scene would be if you were already pregnant with his baby. Your hands gently stroking your big round stomach as you gaze down at Eri with an adoring smile before turning to flash him the same look, beckoning him forward to place his hands on your growing belly so he can feel the movements inside for himself.
He’s never touched a pregnant woman’s stomach before, for obvious reasons, so he wonders what it would feel like. Would he find it disgusting, or would he find himself enraptured by the knowledge that it was him that put that thing in your body, that it was his seed that took root inside of you to create something new and pure and clean and so very wonderful?
Kai literally had to force himself out of the fantasy he’d just conjured up or else he ran the risk of being caught in it all day and someone noticing the dazed look on his face. The last thing he needed was to be getting distracted with these kinds of thoughts right before a meeting. That being said though, perhaps it was time to start considering that family he was dreaming of. Surely if you were to become pregnant sooner, rather than later, then he wouldn’t be so distracted fantasizing about it because it would already be a reality. And maybe, if you could see the goodness and purity of his child, then you could see some of those good qualities reflected in him as well and the two of you could finally be happy again. It’s his curiosity over how you will react to his idea that is his driving force as he finally decides to make his presence known to you.
“You two look like you’re having fun in here.” He says, trying to sound as warm and sincere as he can to try and put you both at ease. He’s already used to Eri’s fear and apprehension when in her presence, that’s nothing new, but he tries anyway in the hopes that if she stops fearing him, that you might warm up to him as well.
Sadly, today is not that day as he notices the way you both tense and Eri grabs hold of your waist to cower from him.
You turn around just enough to give him the most brutal death glare that you can muster before turning a softened gaze down to look at the frightened little girl. “Eri sweetheart, why don’t you go and give your hands a good long wash, okay? We’re going to need to use our hands for this next part so they need to be squeaky clean.”
Eri catches on to what you’re doing and immediately scampers off to do as you said, more than eager to get away from Kai and his piercing golden eyes, and once she’s behind the bathroom door, only then do you turn back to him with a disgruntled expression falling over your lovely face. “You promised me that I could have her for the whole day, you can’t just come in here and take her from me. We have a deal and if you break it I’m not going to hold up my end either.”
Kai sighed, he hated how you always seemed to think the worst of him before he’d even had a chance to speak. “I’m not here to take her (Y/N), I was passing by in the hallway and was informed that you and Eri were here. I just wanted to come see you for a moment, is that so wrong?”
You watched him for a moment with narrowed eyes before, he supposed, finally deciding he was telling the truth and turning back to the food you’re preparing. “As long as you leave her alone, I don’t care what you do.”
Kai decided to take off his mask before walking closer to you, he knew how unsettling you found the accessory and he hoped that removing it would ease your tension a bit, not to mention it gave him the added bonus of being able to get closer to you and smell whatever delectable concoction you were whipping up. Placing his hands on your hips, he pressed up against your back, and though you tensed, you didn’t stop what you were doing or try to shove him off. It wasn’t the reaction he was hoping for, but it was better than the alternative.
“What is it that you’re making? It smells heavenly.” He asked. It was a simple enough topic, one he hoped would be enough to help break the ice, so to speak. He truly did miss the days before all of this, when you would happily converse with him on anything and everything that came to mind. Besides you being quirkless, your intellect was the main thing that had drawn him to you in the first place, he thoroughly enjoyed making love to you and it was something he would never tire of, but sometimes he simply wanted to lay back in bed with you or enjoy a meal together and just talk. He loved the sound of your voice and he desperately wanted to enjoy all aspects of a relationship with you, not just the physical side of one.
“Stew with marinated beef, homemade bread and a chocolate cake.” You answered him blandly, not an ounce of warmth or emotion in your tone at all as you continued to measure out ingredients for what appeared to be the bread you were speaking of.
Kai laid gentle kisses along your neck and exposed shoulders, glad that he picked out an off the shoulder top for you to wear today. “Well it smells wonderful. It looks as if you’re making quite a lot though, be sure to set some aside and we can have it for our supper tonight. I look forward to trying your cooking.” He said, laying one more kiss just behind your ear before stepping away to let you move about easier.
Now that he didn’t have the feel of you to distract him, he glanced at the bathroom door, having heard the water shut off some time ago and yet Eri had not come out yet. He knew exactly what you were doing in sending her there and he felt it was completely unnecessary since he had no intention of taking her away from you today. Without really even thinking about what he was doing, he walked over to the door and gave it a light knock. “Eri? Come on out here. You don’t have to worry about leaving, I’m not taking you back to your room or the lab today.” He tried to sound as gentle as he could, but he wasn’t entirely sure if he pulled it off.
It took a few minutes of waiting, but the door did finally open and Eri stepped out, flashing him a brief but terrified glance before rushing back over to your side and clambering back onto the crate to see what you were doing. You were giving him a curious glance yourself, having probably not expected him to go out of his way for the child or reassure her, not without an ulterior motive to drive him at any rate. Kai walks back over to the counter and takes a seat across from the two of you as he watches you patiently answer all of Eri’s questions, no matter how odd or simple they might be.
“How come you’re being so careful about getting the right amounts for the bread? You didn’t do that with the stew.” She asks curiously.
You laugh a bit, despite still being wary of his presence in the room, and scoop up another cup of flour, evening the amount out by running a butter knife over the top of the measuring cup. “See, baking is kind of like a science, if you don’t get the right amounts and do everything in the right order, then the whole thing falls apart and it won’t come out the way it’s supposed to. The ingredients react to each other in certain ways and you have to do everything correctly to get it right.” You pause and carry the large bowl over to a mixture and begin letting it mix the ingredients together. “Cooking something like a stew requires a lot less work because there’s no right way to make it. All you have to do is put in whatever you want and then let it all take a bath together until it’s nice and tasty.” You finished, throwing your hands up in the air in an exaggerated manner, like it was some big revelation, before coming back over to the counter to begin making the cake you had mentioned. He wasn’t sure why you acted the way you did, but Eri seemed thoroughly captivated by it, so he supposed that was the point.
Kai found himself getting lost in that fantasy of his again as he watched the way you explained everything to Eri, paying close attention to how you worded everything so she didn’t get lost and never getting upset at her for repeating questions or not catching on right away. Even Eri’s reactions were captivating to him, the way she hung onto your every word with wide curious eyes, how eager she was to learn how to do what you were doing and wanted to try it for herself, how she looked at you as if you were the one that made the sun rise and set in her world.
“You really are going to make an excellent mother someday my love. You’re practically made for the role.”
The words are spilling out before he could stop them and a pin could be heard dropping to the floor in the silence that followed. You’re staring at him with wide, terrified eyes, and your complexion has drained to become as white as the flour you were cooking with as your mouth opens and closes silently. You are at a complete loss for words.
You’re actually reacting better than he anticipated, he had expected a lot more screaming and protests to come from you at his suggestion, but he suspects that you’re holding a lot of that in so as not to upset Eri. If he had brought this up when she wasn’t around, the outcome would probably be very different. He feels like Eri is his key to winning you over, if he can get her onboard with the idea, then perhaps you will follow along as well. You’re always so eager to make her happy, even going so far as to submit to him to do it. So it stands to reason that you would continue that trend in regards to this as well if she showed an interest in it.
“I’m sure Eri wouldn’t mind having a sibling or two to play with around here.” He turns those golden eyes onto the little girl and tries to give her a reassuring smile. “Wouldn’t you like that Eri? To have a little brother or sister to play with? You could help us take care of a baby and raise it. You can even start calling (Y/N), Mama or Mommy if you like, I’ve heard you almost say it on a few occasions already. I wouldn’t be mad at you for it, in fact, it would make me very happy to hear you say it actually. Wouldn’t you like for us all to be a family together, you, me, (Y/N), and someday, a baby?”
And Kai’s not lying about any of that. He realized a while back that you already loved Eri as if she were your own and nothing could ever stop that, it was only natural that she started calling you by the appropriate title. And he could admit, at least to himself, that watching your interactions with her had begun to affect how he saw the child as well. In the beginning, getting you pregnant had simply been another plan to prevent you from escaping him, but it was watching you with Eri that made his opinion on that change. Watching the way you cared for her, raised her, and protected her as best you could, all of that had played a part in making him want a baby for the sole purpose of just wanting a family for himself, nothing more, and now he couldn’t picture that little family without picturing her there as well.
He would still use Eri to achieve his goal of course, but he thought that perhaps he could try and make the experience less traumatizing for her. Maybe even look into ways to replicate her DNA and power so he had to take less directly from the source. He was sure that that would make both of you very happy if he could accomplish these things. It’s not as if he relished causing the girl pain, but there was simply no way around it if he was to do what needed to be done, not that he had ever given it much thought until now.
Before you can even get a word in edgewise to make him reconsider, or just rebuff what he said, he’s standing up and coming around to stand beside both of you. He gives you a quick peck on the lips before putting his mask back on. “I have a meeting to get to, but we’ll discuss this more later on at dinner, I promise.” Then he’s looking down at Eri again and reaches out to pat the top of her head. “Be good for your mother now Eri, I expect you to behave yourself and do as she says. Understand?” Eri’s at even more of a loss then you are, she’s not at all used to Kai being anything other than cruel and ruthless towards her and has absolutely no idea how to handle it. All she can manage is a stiff nod as she clings even tighter to you.
Pleased with this turn of events, Kai smiles at you both behind his mask. “Excellent. You girls enjoy the rest of your day together and I will see you later my love.” And with that, he’s out the door before either of you has a chance to fully comprehend what the hell just happened.
Kai walked towards his office, eager to see you again and continue from where he’d left off earlier, he was sure you had plenty of questions for him. Though he reminded himself that whatever you ended up saying would probably be less inquisitive and more accusatory, he already knew that you weren’t the least bit pleased by what he had said this afternoon. But he was in high spirits after coming to his decision and the rather large sum of money promised to him during his meeting was not helping to put a damper on his already good mood.
Seeing Setsuno and Hojo outside the room confirmed that you were already safely locked away inside his quarters and he immediately dismissed them as he entered his office and locked the door before punching in the security code that would let him into the bedroom. Stepping inside, he saw that you were over near your books and that the food you had prepared earlier was sitting hot and ready on the table you both had started sharing your meals at together.
You lifted your head to look at him as soon as you heard the heavy door unlock and open. Your gaze was hard and it was obvious that you had your guard up already, waiting for whatever it was that you expected him to spring on you.
Hanging his jacket up on the rack, he took off his mask and gloves before addressing you. “How was the rest of your day my love? Did you enjoy your time with Eri?” He said, stepping closer to you.
“Don’t screw with me Kai.” You said, standing up and crossing your arms, your eyes narrowing even more. “What the fuck was all that nonsense you were spewing about kids and shit? Do you have any idea how confused and scared Eri was after your little speech, it took me almost an hour to calm her down afterwards.”
Kai sighed and placed his hands on your hips to pull you closer, tightening his hold when you tried to back away from him. “It wasn’t my intention to frighten her, but merely to put her at ease. I wasn’t lying when I said I’d like for her to call you mother, she really has almost said it a few times when speaking of you and I see no harm in letting her think of you as such. I thought it would make you happy to know she thinks so highly of you.”
You turned your head away but otherwise remained still and let him keep you close, not like you had a choice regardless of how you felt. “I already know that Kai, she’s let it slip a few times around me as well. What I want to know is what’s your angle? You wouldn’t have pulled that stunt earlier unless it benefited you somehow, so come on, what is it you’re wanting this time?”
Kai narrowed his eyes on you as well, not liking the tone you were taking with him. He was in such a good mood a few moments ago and that was now being soured by your argumentative attitude. “Is it really so hard to believe that I want you to be happy (Y/N)? I know that you love Eri, and I know that you already think of her as a daughter, I was just helping speed things along by bringing it to both of your attentions.”
“Oh? And I suppose that you see yourself as the loving father in this scenario?” You ripped yourself out of his hold and stomped around to the other side of the couch, your fingers digging into your hair as if you wanted to rip it out in pure frustration.
“And what if I do?” He shot back just as sharply. “I love you (Y/N), whether you choose to believe that or not is up to you but it is the truth. Seeing you with Eri and how you interact with her has made me realize that I have made a mistake in how poorly I’ve handled the girl.” He didn’t bother trying to get you to come back into his arms, figuring that pushing you right now won’t help his cause any. “I won’t give up on my ambition, nor my plans for Eri’s involvement, but I am going to start handling the situation differently. Make her more comfortable around me, find ways to make it hurt less for her, maybe even find a way to replicate her DNA so she won’t have to be directly involved near as often, I’ve even been considering letting you sit in on her sessions to help ease her fear.”
You stared at him in pure astonishment, bewildered by how such a brilliant man could be so stupid and lacking in common sense. “And you think that will make up for everything you’ve done to her? Torturing her, abusing her, destroying her childhood and treating her like an inhuman lab rat, you think that anything you do now will have a positive outcome on her and her mental health? Are you fucking stupid or are you just that ridiculously delusional?!”
You’re still ranting at him when Kai comes up to you and delivers a swift backhand across your face that sends you falling, sprawled out across the floor. He bends down and grabs you by the hair, hoisting you up and leaving you hissing in pain. “I can only tolerate your disrespectful little mouth for so long (Y/N). I let you get away with a lot of shit with little to no repercussions, but insulting my intelligence like that is not something I will put up with, not even from you. Now, do you think we can have a civil evening together or do I have to take you over my knee and blister that pretty little ass of yours to prove my point? Maybe I’ll even have Rappa or Chrono come in here to hold you down for me. How does that sound?” You seem to be frozen, your eyes shut tight with a whimper escaping as your only response. Kai doesn’t feel like that’s good enough and he shakes your head by the hair for emphasis, he’s certain you’re going to lose quite a few strands after this but it has the desired effect as you cry out from the pain.
“YES! Yes I understand Kai! I’ll be a good girl, I promise! Just please let go!” You don’t want to say it, to play on his need to dominate and baby you, but pain is a good motivator and the last thing you want right now is to antagonize him further.
Kai lets go of your hair immediately and you slump to the floor as he stands up. “Good girl. Now, how about we go and eat that wonderful meal you prepared before it gets cold? And we can spend the rest of the evening speaking like adults, unless you want to question me again that is.” He waits for you to solemnly nod your head but doesn’t bother helping you to your feet as he walks over to the table to take a seat, he knows you’ll follow him for fear of getting an even worse punishment. After you’ve also taken your place at the table, still wiping away your tears and rubbing your tender head, he begins to serve you both up healthy portions of food.
“I apologize for the way I acted just now my love.” He starts off gently. “But you really do need to watch how you speak to me. I understand that you are protective over Eri’s well-being, it’s a trait I love about you and greatly admire, but you need to learn to show me respect. I would hate to have to revoke your privileges and prevent you from seeing her for a while despite our agreement.” Kai would never do this, he’s grown too fond of watching the two of you to ever keep you away from each other at this point, but he hopes you won’t call his bluff and push him and will do as he says by taking his words at face value.
You look down at your lap, unable to meet his gaze as you begin to slowly eat your food like he expects you to. “I understand, it won’t happen again. I’ll behave myself from now on as long as our deal stays.”
Kai nods and smiles, pleased with your response. “That’s my good girl. Now, eat your food, it’s still rather early and I want to be able to spend a bit more time with you before bed.” He replies, and it’s in that moment, watching you eat your food silently and trying to hold back your tears that he comes to his decision, a plan already forming in his head.
He won’t tell you about his plan to have a baby, he’ll simply do it without your knowledge. He’s read up on pregnancy a few times since bringing you here and he’s learned that stress of any kind can affect a woman’s body and play a vital role in her ability to get pregnant. Based on your reaction to his news about Eri just now, he feels like telling you would be a big stresser that you don’t need, being pregnant alone will cause you enough distress as it is, there’s no need for him to add to it by informing you about it ahead of time. He can always just let you think you’re still receiving your regular birth control shots by giving you fertility drugs or a placebo instead, and since he’s already been making you get annual checkups every month, it won’t seem all that odd that he’s making you get them so often, you won’t even know that he’s looking for something specific until it’s too late. Plus, if he fucks a baby into you before you can get your period enough times to catch on, you need never know what he’s done.
It’s a perfect solution to an otherwise imperfect problem and he feels quite proud of himself for having come up with it so quickly. He’ll tell you the news as soon as he’s confirmed it for himself in a few weeks. He knows that you will likely be upset and angry when you find out, a combination of both your current frustration with him and the unpleasant physical and hormonal changes your body will no doubt be going through, but he reassures himself that once your belly is round and full with his baby and you feel that first kick, you’ll be the happiest woman alive. And once you’ve finally held them in your arms for the first time, with him and Eri at your side, you’ll finally love him. You’ll love him for the gift he’s given you and you’ll thank him for what he’s done in bringing you all together as a family.
All of Kai’s fantasies at this point have consisted of you being pregnant, they’ve never progressed beyond that initial idea, but now, now that he’s made the decision to take this step with you, he can see an entirely new scenario in his mind. He sees you sitting in a chair in his office, you’re reading a book with a contented smile on your face and sending loving glances down to the activity taking place in front of you, while Eri and a pudgy faced baby sit on a rug at your feet, coloring or playing with toys and simply being happy children as they smile and laugh. And he sees himself, doing what he’s always done and working diligently at his desk as he takes a moment to look at what he’s been gifted. A gorgeous and intelligent woman to share his life with, two beautiful children to raise, his goal to restore the Yakuza nearly complete and all his work on the fast track to success.
It’s a vision he’s determined to see come to fruition, one he’s almost more desperate to achieve then his goal of bringing the Shie Hassaikai back to its former glory. He’ll do whatever is necessary to see it happen; he’ll kill, lie, cheat, bribe, and threaten whoever he has to if it means protecting what is his. You and him, Eri and the baby, you were going to be together forever and he’d protect the three of you with his life. He'll always take care of you and you’ll be a family, you’ll finally be happy here with him and his life will be perfect in every way imaginable.
Pulling himself out of his fantasy and back into reality, he reaches across the table to take your hand in his, barely noticing the way you try and take it back almost violently, and gives it a gentle squeeze. He looks at you with all of the love and affection he can convey in a single glance before leaning over to give you a soft kiss on the cheek.
“I love you (Y/N).” He whispers. “More than anything, and I’ll do whatever I have to do to see you happy and content at my side. I promise you that my love.”
Okay, I know I said that this fic was done, but once this idea came to mind I couldn't NOT write it. I’m not entirely sure if I’ll take this further and write a continuation for this little side story, but if enough people ask for it, Ill probably give in and do it. lol
Please let me know what you thought and if you want more! Enjoy!