So, last night (this morning, whatever) when you were sitting on me, I was really tempted to try to return the favor and eat your ass but (a) that probably would have taken more brains than I had left in my head since you were sucking them out of me and (b) I wasn’t sure if you’d be into it? So I figure that’s something we should talk about.
Would you prefer to discuss this verbally? I regret that I must stay late in the labs tonight, but I will be available at 2200.
Nah not unless you have a strong preference one way or another. But also no pressure to talk if you’re busy rn
I am needed here to supervise the completion of the experiment and gather the result readout, but not occupied. I was considering reading your annotations but was considering whether doing so would be likely to result in an unacceptable level of distraction from my work.
It sounds like you’re saying those annotations are more distracting than I am ;)
I would welcome a conversation about sexual preferences. I admit to having contemplated initiating one myself, but as I have mentioned, I lack much of the relevant vocabulary, and I am uncertain as to etiquette of such a conversation.
On the contrary. You are a singularly distracting individual.
Honestly, I’m also not certain of the etiquette. I mean, you might have noticed, I’m not big on etiquette in general, so I guess -- let me know if I cross any lines or if you're not comforting with something
I will. I trust you will do the same.
Jim, I am aware that many humans view text communications as an informal avenue of discussion, but at times, particularly in discussion of sensitive topics, I find it easier to express myself in this medium.
I take you at your word that you are comfortable engaging in this conversation through this medium. However, I would like to say explicitly that I am aware that I am ignorant of the nuances of these communication norms. I would appreciate if you would inform me if there are aspects of this discussion you wish to be verbal. I do not wish to harm or offend you
Okay, first, let me say that I really appreciate you saying that and making sure that we’re on the same page.
Second -- it’s true that there’s some stigma for humans in having serious conversation through text chat. It’s seen as informal, and so in general, it would be frowned upon and seen as avoidant to have particularly fraught conversations through this medium. For example, if one were to terminate a relationship via text, most humans would regard this as cowardly and insulting to the recipient.
That said -- breakups aside, I’m actually pretty comfortable having serious conversations by text. I think it’s helpful to be able to review what’s been said, to avoid miscommunications. I’ll let you know if I come across exceptions, but for now, let’s say anything goes.
I am gratified to hear this.
Okay so let’s talk sex
So what you were doing to me last night is called eating ass. Or rimming. Or analingus if you want to look it up in like a scientific context. And I really really really liked it. You were using TECHNIQUES.
I also enjoyed myself.
Was that another first for you?
Affirmative. I confess my intent was not simply to pleasure you, but to prepare you for penetration. However, I became uncertain if this was also your desire.
This was, in fact, the first sensitive topic I wished to address with you.
I hadn't planned for it but I was open to the idea. Your tongue was fucking persuasive.
My asshole is a sensitive topic? ;)
Please, Jim, I do not feel that this in particular is a humorous matter.
Sorry, go on
I wish to apologize for failing to attain your explicit and informed consent before penetrating you. I do not present any excuses, and I will not accept a dismissal of this apology.
I respect that you don’t want me to dismiss this, but I want you to know that I thought it was pretty fucking clear that it was your intent to penetrate me one way or another, and I thought that I had given explicit consent.
So, I accept your apology, and I understand where you’re coming from in offering it, but I also want you to know that I’m not shy about basically anything sexual. If I didn’t like what you were doing, I would have told you to stop. I was surprised, but I definitely liked what you were doing.
And remember, I’ve told you all along, this whole taking-it-slow thing is entirely contingent on your consent. I’m still enjoying it, but anytime you decide you’re done with it I will take your dick in my ass in a second.
Actually, on that note, I guess the point stands that this is probably a conversation we should have had sooner. As the more experienced partner, I would think of that as having been my responsibility. So, for my part, I’m sorry.
Thank you for sharing your perspective. While I question the notion that your relative experience placed some greater burden of responsibility on you, I understand your reasoning and accept your apology unconditionally.
I do not wish for you to believe I am impatient or in any way dissatisfied with our current sexual repertoire.
No, I get you
So, yeah, I guess what I wanted to ask was - and you don't have to answer now, or you can change your mind or whatever, but - you've shown several indications that you're interested in, um
Sorry hard to figure out if I should just completely avoid colloquialism
I was going to say "topping". Is that a term you're familiar with in this context?
Okay good, so, correct me if I’m wrong, but my sense is that you want to top, to fuck me, which as expressed above, I am totally down for
In my experience, some men have strong feelings about what role they want to play in sex
e.g. top, bottom, both
I am not one of those men. I enjoy both, and I also enjoy all kinds of other sex; I’m not someone who sees anal as the be-all and end-all. So basically, I don’t have strong feelings about what balance you want to try if / when we decide to.
If you say you aren't interested in bottoming I'll understand and respect that, I'd be okay with bottoming exclusively, so no pressure.
But it is something that I’m curious about. So, I guess, let me know what you’re thinking or if you need time to think about it more.
It is easier for me to envision myself as the "top", but I am amenable to trying both.
Allow me to restate that: I would like to try both, Jim.
Awesome. Like I said, no pressure, but yeah, I'd love to give it a try.
Fucking you, I mean
You would look so good with my dick in your ass. I bet you'd be noisy
I'm sorry, I'm probably distracting you
you can get back to work if you need to
I do not need to. Please continue.
Fuck, I'm definitely imagining it now.
Please, help me to envision it
How shall we begin?
Mmm. First we'll get undressed and then I'll lay you down on your stomach on the bed and I’ll straddle you and give you a back massage
I'll work your muscles and oil you up and it'll be nice and warm with my hands on your back and shoulders
and when I lean down I’ll kiss the back of your neck and your shoulders
and after a bit you'll feel that my dick is getting hard, but I won't say anything
and then I'll start rocking on top of you. Just a little bit. At first we can pretend I'm just getting leverage
But then I start really focusing my attention on your ass
I'm adding more of the oil and I rub it down into your crack with my finger, rub it up against you, and I bet you gasp, because it feels good
and then I hold your hip with one hand and pull you up a little bit, and I grab my dick in the other hand, and I start rubbing it against you
Feels nice, doesn't it? The head of my dick rubbing up against your asscheeks, sliding up and down against you, pressing against that little hole of yours
Yes. The sensation stirs my own arousal.
What does it feel like?
Tell me, baby
I am uncertain if you wish me to describe my literal response to the fantasy or my hypothetical response as I imagine it to be within the confines of the situation you describe
That. The second one
you're naked lying facedown on a bed and all oiled up and you've got my hard dick rubbing against your asshole. How does it feel?
My penis would be hardening, and the muscles of my lower back and sphincter would be clenching semi-involuntarily. I would wish for more contact and additional friction to stimulate myself
Yeah. Tell me more.
You want me inside of you?
I believe that is the purpose of this encounter, is it not?
But do you want it?
Do you want me to fuck you? Do you want me to bury my dick inside you?
Or is this just about you giving me something that you think I want?
You’ve never been fucked, have you, Spock?
I have not.
Last night you said you were claiming your mate. I liked that
I'd like to claim you with my cock
I’d like to fuck you, to take you, claim you
I want to be in charge.
How do you think you’d like that?
Can you handle letting me in, letting me pleasure myself in your body?
Yes. I can.
And you’ll like it?
Even if I call you names? Even if I'm selfish?
It doesn't have to be like that
It doesn’t ever, if you don’t want it. You can always say no, baby, always
But I wouldn't ask if I didn't think you might like it
I think maybe you want me to show you what it can be like
Am I right?
It's okay if I'm not, baby. We haven't talked about this before, I don't want to pressure you into something you're not comfortable with
This is something that I want but not something that I need
I am not unfamiliar with the concept of dominance play
I fully consent to experimenting as your submissive in this format
oh my fucking god spock
i am so fucking hard right now
oh my fucking god this is so hot
why havent we done this before
We have been taking things slowly
I find these moments of discovered compatibility extraordinarily arousing
I am leaving the labs
Are you coming here?
Negative. I prefer to continue our scene via this medium
I am simply too aroused to remain in public
Are you hard too
I am using my controls to prevent a physical reaction until I reach the privacy of my quarters
Were I not engaging my controls I would have been fully hard from the moment you expressed that you believed I would "look good" with your dick in my ass
On that score, the feeling is mutual. Once we have reached such a juncture, I very much look forward to enjoying the visual spectacle of penetrating you, seeing you impaled upon my erect phallus.
You, too, will be "noisy". I will make you wail
Jesus fuck you can't say things like that, I'm going to come
Are you almost in your quarters
hurry the fuck up so I can textually fuck you
just heard the door. Get naked and comfortable and lmk when I can keep going
So where were we
You have lifted me slightly by my hip to achieve an optimum angle and have begun to rub your penis against me
Against your asshole
And you like it
I am enjoying myself very much
I wish for you to continue
However, your penis is large in circumference. I am apprehensive about my ability to accommodate its size
Oh baby, you don't think I'd just push into you without making sure you're ready?
I would accept if you did
I was uncertain whether doing so would be a form of asserting your dominance
No, baby, I couldn't do that to you
The idea is hot, don't get me wrong
It's tempting. It's fucking tempting just to fucking take you
And since this is fantasy, we could pretend that I'm doing that. We could pretend that I just couldn't resist your sweet little asshole, that I needed you too bad, that I just thrust myself inside of you and started fucking you
But I want you to know what it would really be like, and in real life, I couldn't do that to you
It's not pleasant. It's actually really painful to be fucked without being properly prepared. It's not romantic
If you like we can do it another time but right now I'm more interested in telling you what this would be like than I am in that kind of a dom fantasy
So I'm going to talk you through prep, okay?
Thank you for your explanation
I know you would not hurt me unless I asked
Oh god unless you asked?!?!?!
Fuck we are going to TALK later
So okay, your crack is nice and slick
I hold your asscheeks together and thrust myself up and down your crack a few times
My dick is so hard, and your asshole is going to be twitching when I skate past it
God, you’re so hot for me, aren’t you
I bet you start to rock back against me.
You want this cock, huh?
You have all these sensations and I think you know you need to be filled
But you need to be taught first
You don't know how to take it yet
So I grab your hips and lower my mouth down your body, rub my cheek against your back, and once I get there I eat your ass just the way you did for me
Rubbing your asshole against my tongue, pulling your cheeks apart wide so I can get at you, tasting and sucking and rubbing at your sweet little asshole
And you'll feel me slip my tongue past your hole and inside of you
That's my tongue inside your ass, and you let me know how much you love it
What are you going to say to me?
Mmmm fuck yes baby
Okay, I’m still licking you, and I’m going to start rubbing my fingers against your hole too
Playing with it and teasing it with my fingers and my tongue
And I’ve got some lube, got it nice and warm on my hands, and I rub up and down your crack all the way to the back of your balls, and I drag and slide my finger around in the lube and get it nice and slick all over
What do you want me to do with this finger, baby?
Press it inside me
As far as it can reach
Inside you where?
Inside your mouth?
Inside my asshole, ashayam
Fuck I love it when you use that kind of language
When you say dick and cock and asshole and fuck
I will endeavor to oblige
So you want this lubed up finger in your asshole, do you?
You want to get fucked?
Okay. You feel the tip of my finger circling your asshole, and then I start pressing inside slowly.
Up to the first knuckle, and then I move a little. Wiggle around, make sure you can feel it
Uh-uh. You'll get more when I say so.
You take what I give you and you say thank you
Thank you, Jim
There's a good boy.
You still want more?
Tell me, are you fingering your asshole right now, Spock?
Are you using your own finger to fuck yourself and pretending it's mine?
Yes. I am.
Fuck, so hot
Okay, baby, you feel my finger go deeper
I'm going slow, but now I'm going to slide it all the way into you, until the web between my fingers is pressed against your hole.
See, you’re getting it
God, you’re so good, baby, you’re a fucking natural at this
When you’re good for me, maybe you get to choose
Do you want me to stay still, or should I begin to thrust?
Okay, I pull back until my finger is almost all the way out and then I push it back in, fast this time
I do it again
Again again again
You make sure to go all the way in every time, because you know that’s what I’d be doing to you
Keep going, baby
You're breathing hard, aren't you?
It's fast and rough but maybe it doesn't feel like quite enough?
Maybe you’re greedy, huh? You want more?
Yes. Please. Thank you
Yeah I'll give you another finger. Push both of my fingers up inside of you.
Can I still feel your hardness?
Oh baby, you're so eager for me, aren't you?
Yes, I'll let you feel me against your leg
I'm still rock-hard for you, because I'm enjoying myself, fucking you open with my fingers
Making you ready for me
But I'm not going to give you my cock yet
You're not ready
I want it
Fuck, I want it too, baby
But first I need to make more room inside you, don't I?
I do not know.
I feel ready.
Do you remember what my cock felt like in your mouth?
I do too
Well… it's wider than two fingers, isn't it?
Yes. It is thick. But Jim, I could take it
You think so?
You think you can take my thick cock in your ass? Right now?
You think your ass is ready for my thick cock? Ready to be fucked open, ready to be claimed?
I want to feel you
Please, I want you to penetrate me.
Say it again.
Penetrate me, ashayam
Here's my third finger. Three fingers thrusting into your greedy asshole, baby.
Going deep, in and out, working you open
I think you know what I want you to say.
Well since you asked so nicely
I take my fingers out and leave you aching
The sensation of being empty after having three fingers can be unpleasant
So you'd better remind me what it is you want from me
Please fuck me
You can do better
Fuck me with your thick cock
Please, ashal-veh, I cannot wait any longer
I need you
Oh baby okay
Okay, I’m going to give you what you need
I’m here, I’m right here, pushing my cock up against your hole
Fuck, I can feel how tight you are
I can't wait to be inside you and feel you squeeze around me
I will take all of you
I grab your shoulder
And I push inside of you and use your shoulder to pull you back onto me
I bet you're babbling, my cock is just pushing all the thoughts from your head
It burns a bit, but it doesn't really hurt, because I'm going to be good to you
I'm not going to just slam my dick all the way up your ass with wild abandon, because, well
It would feel good for me, and I know you'd take it
So… hmmm, I could do it. Just fuck you open, make you feel like I'm going to rip you in half and fuck you inside out
But instead I'm going slow
I'm still pushing in. I'm being so slow and gentle you think you're going to go mad
I'm holding you still now to keep you from fucking yourself onto me
What are you saying, baby? What are you asking me for?
More, Jim! Take me! I am yours!
You are mine.
And I want you to feel good
I want you to long for this. I want it to be so good for you
So good for you that sometimes maybe I'll come home and find you naked in my bed with your ass in the air just begging for me to take it, to pound it with my cock, fuck you into the mattress and remind you whose you are
That's right, baby
So for now I'm going to go slow and make sure you know this is for you too
You don't get to pretend that this is all about pleasuring me
I need you to love this, to fucking crave it
To feel me inside you, all the way up your ass, totally still
Penetrating you perfectly, absolutely, and waiting…
You want me to move?
I don’t know if you’re ready
You’d better tell me
I am ready for you
Please fuck me
God, fuck, okay
I start to slide back out, but I don't get far before I'm coming back to you
You're too good, your sweet little asshole is too good
I just can't get enough of it
You wrapped around my dick
Me filling you up, just right
Do you feel it yet? Do you get that you fucking need this? Do you understand that you're mine?
Yes. Yes. Please.
Okay I'm moving
I'm fucking you
Your asshole is flexing around me, taking me in
God, you fucking love my dick being inside you, don't you
You're fucking begging for more, writhing under me, I knew I could make you noisy
You can't get enough of me
Yes. So much.
Jim, it is
You didn't know how good my dick would feel in your ass
You didn't have any idea
Tell me. Tell me what you want.
More. Harder. You.
Harder? Harder than I'm already fucking you? Because right now I'm pushing into you so hard you're hitting the wall on every stroke.
You're a little cockslut, aren't you?
I am yours. I belong to you. I am whatever you wish me to be.
Then you're my sweet little cockslut, baby
You fucking love my dick, you want it so bad you can't think
Okay then. I'll do it for you. If you want me to stretch out that perfect little asshole of yours, then that's what I'll do
I'll grab your hips and fucking slam my dick into you.
I'll fuck you harder. I'll fuck you faster. I'll fuck your asshole until you can't think of anything but my cock in you, until I've become your entire world
But you feel so good that I might come, might fucking erupt in your ass, so maybe I need to slow it down
Do not stop
Tell me what you need
Tell me what to do to please you
You want me to come? Not so fast
I'm not ready for this to be over, not by a long shot
I told you, I love your sweet little asshole, baby
You're so hot and tight, you feel so amazing
Can you feel me thrusting deep and slow
Can you feel me all the way inside you
Fucking cramming my dick as high as it'll go
Into your needy
Setting your nerve endings on fire
Overloading your senses but you take it so good
You take it all, baby
You take every inch of this cock
You feel my balls slapping against yours and you would beg me to come if you could fucking speak but you're stuffed so full of me you've forgotten how
You're mine, aren't you
You're my little cockslut, you're my fucktoy, and you know I'll take care of you, don't you
You know when this is done I'll worship you and take you apart and tell you what a good boy you were for me and show you what you get for being good
But for right now I think you're going to let me use you, is that right?
You're going to give your hole to me and let me do whatever I want for as long as I want and what I want is to fuck you stupid
To fuck you until you'll think this is where you live
That you just live on my dick, that you were made for my pleasure, that I can take and take and take and you'll keep crawling back because you need this cock. You need it in you.
And just when you get there, when you reach this plane where you only exist for me to fuck, then I'm going to pull you back onto my cock as far as I can and I'm going to come deep in your ass
Filling you up with my cum, letting you feel it pulsing thick and flooding into you and your asshole fucking drinks it down like water, isn't that right
I'm going to be leaking out of you for days
And once I've done that, once I've had my fill of you, I'll sliiiiiide out
And you're probably still hard, because you're a greedy thing, baby
But you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to let go of you, let you fall down to the mattress
Fucking dripping with my cum
And I'm going to leave you there and go take a shower
And you're going to STAY
You stay down
You feel that burn like my cock is still in you
You're going to feel it for days
Your asshole is going to remember the shape of my dick and you'll be able to feel just how deep I went
And the next time I'll go deeper
I am still hard?
Yes you are
Yes. I am
I touch myself when I hear the water running, when I know you're washing
What do you think you’re doing?
You're not going to come without me, are you?
The oil is covering my testicles and I reach down to slick it up to the shaft of my penis
It is still warm
Don't you dare. Don't you dare make yourself come without me. You need me.
You are correct
I am simply preparing myself for you
Oh fuck yes
I knew you’d be good for me
Of course. I am yours to command
And I have a gift for you
Is it your cock?
Your thick fucking beautiful cock?
I bring it to you, in the shower
Did you bring me my favorite cock? Jesus, look at you, you're so gorgeous
Okay baby. Tell me what you want to do with me
Let me be yours now, your little cockslut
You are mine. Always. I will show you.
I press you to kneel down with the water running down your back and I put my erect penis in your mouth
I push you down to the tiles
I lay you on your back
I fuck your mouth
Give me that cock
I want to feel you, every bit of you
I give it to you
I bury myself in you
I thrust all the way to your throat, I want you to swallow me down
I want you to show me you can take my cock just as well as I take yours
You are wanted, just as much as you want
And you may show me how you yearn for me
oh god yes
oh god yes
however you want me
I'm your good little slut
I can take you deep
fuck me fuck me fuck me
I rock my penis into your mouth. I start slowly.
I'm sucking it, I'm sucking you
whatever you want
You don't have to be nice
You can fuck my mouth like you did last night, hold me down like that and choke me with your dick and I'll just take it, I promise I'll be good
Or you can stuff your dick in my ass, fucking use me, please, I need it, need you
I'll love anything you do to me
I know you will, Ashayam
I can be good for you
You are good for me, Jim
And this is what I want
I want your lips around my penis
You will pleasure me with your mouth
Remember what I told you. This is for me. All the others,
any other body you have touched or rutted against, any phallus that has fucked into you before mine,
they were preparing you for me. For this.
Give yourself to me. Believe me when I tell you I desire nothing more than your sweet skilled mouth and your clever wet tongue
Yours all yours fuck
Fuck your cock tastes so good. Like nothing I've had before
Fuck my mouth
Perhaps you are not paying attention
I have been fucking your mouth for one hundred eighty seven seconds
No I mean
Show me I'm for you
I want to feel it, I want to know you'll take what you need from me
I need you to show me what it means to be your slut
Use me, Spock
Make yourself come in my mouth
I need to hear you shout my name