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No remorse

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3rd person p.o.v

Hiura looked out of the window and saw the entire team together laughing and playing soccer, his faced turned into a frown as he saw that. 
He grabbed his phone and checked the group chat to see if he missed anything, like that they decided to meet up only to see nothing.
Did they forget to message him again? after they said the last time that it would not happen again and that they told him that they would message him when they would hang out so that he could join them? did they lie to him or did they really just forgot, it would not make sense because usually people like Nosaka and Kidou would not forget that sort of things. 

He sighs to himself as he sees them go back to enter the building, he gets out of his room and walks towards the entrance. Seeing them in the hallway. 
"...Why are you all together?" He asked, trying to sound like he did not know what was going on. 

"Oh, we were just hanging out together" Endou said happily, as if he did nothing wrong

"Like a team bonding? why wasn't I notified?" He asked the entire group, his face slightly turning into a frown as he tried not to show how he felt to the group. "Well, we were afraid you would just feel tired because of you know" Asuto said trying not to make Hiura upset as he noticed that he was slightly frowning, "You guys said that the last time as well, I told you guys before if I feel tired I would go back to my room" Hiura said, slightly frustrated and hurt. Just because he is fragile does not mean he cannot do anything

"We will invite you next time Hiura, Promise. Just drop it, its not that big of a deal" Nosaka said with a gentle expression on his face that made Hiura believe him but he was not sure, afterall the team made empty promises to him a lot so who says that this is not one of those promises, the rest of the team left after nosaka said that and nosaka himself also left. 

Hiura got a small glare on his face as he utters the words, "That's what you guys say all the time, Try and do it for a change" softly. Not knowing that someone had heard him and was planning something, that would possibly end up with Him (Hiura) betraying the team. Now the male that heard him would have to make some calls in order to try and set the plan in motion, if it gets accepted of course. 

Hiura walked back to his room, ignoring anyone who tried to talk to him. If anyone tried to talk to him that is, he got into this and sat on his bed. Looking at his phone, almost wanting to destroy the device because of his anger that he felt towards the team. 

He felt excluded, only going to the group activities when they are forced to come together. Most of the time these activities are party's or the normal training. 

Hiura often feels like no one cares about him because he is often excluded from things and only hears about kazemaru or kozoumaru that those kind of activities happen when they are cuddling or just hang out which is starting to happen less and less because those 2 kept being included in stuff like that and they were not allowed to bring him to those kind of things because they were afraid he would get tired quickly and stress his body to much, he is not an irresponsible kid. he can take care of himself.

He was just glaring at his phone not knowing that Kozoumaru walked into their room and went to his bed, he checked the time on his phone. trying to distract himself from the aching in his chest that he got whenever he looked at his lock screen , it was a photo of inakuni raimon smiling and having fun in that picture. 

Oh how he longed for things to be like in the past, to be close to his 'friends' and hanging out with them, having fun with them and actually feel loved and taken care of. 

To know that no matter what they cared about him and did not exclude him because they were afraid that he might feel tired and only told him to take it easy if he starts to feel tired or light headed as they do not want him to pass out. 

To play soccer and actually be happy when playing it, not feeling forced because its painfully obvious that they don't want him on the field because he is one of their weaker links. Even though they have never said it to his face, they might as well do that then try to make it seem like that he does not see the annoyance in their faces that he is the only person they can pass to and that they have to pass to him in order to keep the ball in possession.

Can they lay it out for him even more? do they not realize that he is not a fragile little doll that can only handle a certain amount of activity? why are they babying him so much, its not his fault that he was born with this condition and that he has a fragile body....

Maybe he should go and sleep, maybe that will take his mind off of things when he wakes up. yeah that seemed like a good idea to him and so he changed into his pyama's before he puts the charger in his phone and places his phone away, closing his eyes and falling asleep after a few minutes