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Ashes Of Love

Summary:

Hae So died 5 years back.Wang So vowed to find her in another world.But,what if hae soo comeback to goryeo again but with a memory loss? What will happen will she again fall for wang so? Will they actually have a happy ending?

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Wang So’s Pov:
Five years have passed since she died.There was not even a single day when I didn’t miss her.Every day, every moment I kept on missing her.Why I was so fool? I told her that I will never let her go.But what I did? Just a truth from her past & I let her go?Why ? Why? Why I did that?Her last wish was to die in my arms but, I couldn’t fulfil that.Because of my jealousy I lost the only person who never treated me like an animal,who loved me just the way I am,who helped me to become a better person.How foolish of me.Now no one loves me.Everyone hates me.Yeon Hawa although I know she is ambitious & greedy but deep down she cares for me.She tried her level best so that I love her just a little.But, I couldn’t.My only son prince Ju that child don’t have any fault but, everytime I look at his mother & him it reminds me of my helplessness. How forced I was to marry yeon hawa,how I was forced to sleep with other women,how I broke hae soo’s heart by marrying her.She didn’t deserve all of this.People are right I only bring misfortune.Because of me her life was ruined.I want to die but, death is not coming.Here I am standing infront of lake donji our favorite place.I remembered our first kiss.It was my first time kissing any women.I am grateful that it was Hae Soo not any other women.This lake has so many good memories of us.Now that I am standing here those memories are hunting me.I wish I could go back to past & fix everything. God if you really exist just give me a reason to live.I can’t do this anymore.This loneliness ,this guilt is killing me every second.Just then god granted my wish & I saw my daughter with Jung.Although jung tried his level best to made me believe that it is his child but, at the end he admit that it’s my Child.That cute little fairy is my child & I got that one reason why I should live.

Jung’s Pov:
I failed to make him believe that it’s my child.In my entire life I hated him.Now that I have seen him after so many years I am feeling sad for him.The king Gwangjong is crying hugging his child.And I couldn’t resist myself from putting my hands on his shoulder.For the 1st time in my life I hugged him & both of us cried.I am glad I did that.Hae Soo did u see?
Jung: Why u didn’t open any of my letters? Did you thought hae soo forgot you ?
So: Yes I was stupid.I thought she is living happily with you.So like a fool I did that.
Jung: Till her last breath she waited for you. Every day she kept on crying for you. She kept on longing for you.She kept on painting portrait of you.She kept on writing that poem which once you gave her.
So: You loved her like the same way I did. You might have felt so bad seeing her waiting for me & longing for me.
Jung: Yes I felt bad. But, I loved her unconditionally without expecting anything. I just wanted to see her happy.I won’t deny deep down I also wanted her to hate you & start loving me.
So:All of us wook,eun,u & me .We all fall for same girl. But, among all of us only you deserved her.You never caused her any pain. Maybe that’s why she took her last breath in your arms not mine.
Jung: Don’t feel bad. You never hurt her willingly. You were forced to do that. Situations didn’t allow both of you to stay together. It doesn’t matter who deserved Hae Soo. The thing is Hae Soo loved you .
So:You should move on Jung. Forget her.
Jung: Can you completely forget her & move on with yeon hawa?
So: Even when i thought she loves you & living happily with you i couldn't hate her.I Can never forget her.I know yeon hawa loves me.But,i only once visited her chamber.That time too i was forced.I told her she can divorce me & marry someone else who will love her & care for her.But, she said she will keep on waiting for me till her last breath.Foolish women she don't know this heart of mine will never beat for any other women.She got whatever she wished for but,still she will remain lonely & unhappy for the rest of her life.And she deserve it for ruining Hae Soo's life.
Jung:Don’t expect me to forget Hae Soo. I can never forget her. Till my last breath i will keep on loving her.
So: How cruel fate is. We fall for the same women but, none of us is fated to be with her. Maybe in another world all of us will have a happy ending.