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Chapter 17: question [one-sided soraka/ezreal]

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Sometimes around Ezreal Soraka can feel her heart in her throat and its palpitations in her ears. Her face feels warm and her head feels dizzy. Sometimes on missions their eyes meet and she smiles nervously while his smile is always carefree. ‘Carefree and oblivious,’ she thinks. Carefree as he dashes through combat, mystic shots flying in bright sparkles, and oblivious to the things she could say.

‘Do you like me?’

‘Would you wanna go on a date this weekend?’

‘Could you give me a shot?’

‘What would it feel like if you would hold my hand after missions?’

‘Have you and Lux already kissed?’ 

The questions rise in her chest and die before they reach her lips. There are just some questions that don’t need to be asked - questions she already knows the answers to and if she ever voiced them, she knows it’ll end in disappointment. 

So Soraka tries her best not to be disappointed when she sees him texting under the table in class and when he carries on as cheery as normal, ever oblivious to her questions.